#I am not proud of where I was then BUT I am proud that I've grown in some way
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biggest congratulations on 700 followers my love seeing ur growth has been lovely <3
can u write that dk request where they were interrupted by their baby but with shua this time? I’d love to see him in this situation <3333
once again I’m so proud of u don’t work too hard xx
you’re too sweet thank you so much please request more of these things guys I love writing these types of stories <3
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Joshua opened the door to your shared bedroom, a wide smile on his face as he entered. He had been waiting for this moment for what felt like forever, and now that the two of you finally had some time alone, he was excited to take advantage of it.
"Hey babe," he said, his eyes roaming over your body. "Looks like we finally have some alone time." He walked over to the bed and sat down beside you, his hand reaching out to brush a strand of hair out of your face.
"It's been so long," he murmured, his fingers trailing down your neck and across your collarbone. "I've missed being with you like this."
He leaned in and pressed a gentle kiss to your lips, his hand moving to rest on your hip. He pulled you closer to him, his body already beginning to respond to your proximity. Joshua's kisses grew more passionate as he pulled you onto his lap, his arms wrapping around your waist to hold you close. He kissed you hungrily, his tongue exploring your mouth as his hands roamed over your body. He broke the kiss for a moment, his breath coming in ragged gasps as he looked up at you. "I need you," he whispered, his voice hoarse with desire. "I need to feel you."
"I need you too," you replied, your voice soft and breathless. You could feel the heat of his body against yours, and the familiar feeling of his arousal pressing against you. Joshua groaned at your words, his hands moving to the hem of your shirt. He began to pull it up, revealing your bare skin to him. "You have no idea how much I've missed this," he said, his eyes raking over your body. Joshua was practically trembling with desire as he removed your shirt, his hands shaking slightly as he reached out to touch you. His fingers traced the curves of your body, his eyes dark with need.
"You're so beautiful," he murmured, his voice low and rough. "So perfect." He pulled you in for another kiss, his hands roaming over your back and down to your hips. He couldn't get enough of you, and it was driving him wild with lust. As Joshua continued to kiss you, his hands moved to the waistband of your pants. He began to unbutton them, his fingers fumbling slightly in his eagerness to undress you.
"Off," he growled against your lips, his hands tugging at your pants. "I need you naked. I need to feel your skin against mine." You lifted your hips slightly, allowing Joshua to remove your pants and toss them aside. He let out a low groan as he took in the sight of you, his eyes raking over your nearly naked body.
"Fuck," he breathed, his hands sliding up your thighs. "You're so gorgeous like this. All spread out and ready for me." Joshua leaned in and began to kiss your neck, his lips moving down to your collarbone and then further down to your chest. His hands continued to roam over your body, exploring every inch of you.
"I can't believe how lucky I am," he murmured against your skin. "To have you all to myself like this." He nipped at your skin, leaving a trail of kisses and love bites as he made his way down your body. Joshua was losing control, his body screaming for release as he continued to worship your body with his mouth. He could feel himself growing harder with each passing moment, his desire for you overwhelming him.
"I need to be inside you," he growled, his voice rough with need. "Now." Joshua wasted no time in pulling off his own clothes, his movements hurried and impatient. He crawled back onto the bed and positioned himself between your legs, his body hovering over yours.
"Are you ready for me?" he asked, his eyes locked on yours. As Joshua began to slowly push inside you, the sound of the baby's cries filled the air. He froze, his eyes widening in surprise and frustration.
"Oh, for fuck's sake," he muttered, his forehead dropping down to rest against yours. "I was so close." Joshua let out a deep sigh as he pulled out of you and sat back, his body still tense with arousal. He rested his head on your shoulder, his breath coming in ragged gasps.
"I swear, that kid has the worst timing," he muttered, his voice laced with frustration. You reached up and ran your fingers through his hair, trying to soothe him. You knew how much he had been looking forward to this moment, and you felt a pang of sympathy for him.
"It's okay," you said softly, your lips brushing against his temple. "We can try again later." You got up from the bed and put on a robe, tying it around your waist as you made your way to the nursery. The cries of the baby grew louder as you approached, and you could hear Joshua grumbling behind you.
You entered the nursery and saw the baby lying in the crib, red-faced and wailing. You picked them up and began to soothe them, rocking them gently in your arms. As you held the baby, their cries began to quiet down and they nuzzled against your chest. You smiled down at them, feeling a sense of love and tenderness wash over you. Joshua appeared in the doorway, a look of disappointment still etched on his face. He watched you holding the baby for a moment before speaking.
"You're a natural at that," he said, his voice tinged with a hint of jealousy. "Looks like I'm going to have to wait even longer to get some alone time with you."
You chuckled at his comment and gave him a sympathetic look. "I'm sorry, babe," you said, adjusting the baby in your arms. "You know I'd love to continue where we left off, but someone needs me right now." Joshua sighed and leaned against the doorframe, crossing his arms over his chest. "I know, I know," he grumbled. "It's just... frustrating, you know? We finally have a moment alone, and then this happens." Joshua wrapped his arms around you from behind, pulling you close to him. He buried his face in your neck, inhaling your scent.
"I do need you," he murmured, his lips brushing against your skin. "More than anything right now. I can't help but feel frustrated that our alone time got interrupted." You leaned back against him, feeling the warmth of his body against yours. You could sense his desire still simmering just beneath the surface, despite the interruption.
"I know you do," you said softly, turning your head to look at him. "And I'm sorry our moment got interrupted. But I promise we'll find some time for ourselves soon." Joshua nuzzled against your neck, his hands wandering over your body under the robe. "I'm holding you to that promise," he whispered, his breath hot against your skin.
#kpop fanfic#kpop smut#seventeen fanfic#seventeen smut#seventeen#svt smut#svt josh#svt joshua#joshua seventeen smut#joshua seventeen#joshua#joshua hong#hong jisoo#hong jisoo smut#joshua smut#joshua hong smut#hong joshua smut#Josh seventeen#Josh smut#svt reactions
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friend you can keep ꩜ .ᐟ
jazz x prowl x gn! human reader warnings: nsfw. buzzed sex.
"this what you wanted, wasn't it? attention? couldn't shut up and let us focus, could you?"
"relax, prowler - they're drooling. awww, wait a min', that's cute!"
is this a wet dream? it feels like a wet dream. there wasn't an oracle in the universe that could have predicted such an event - and it was fitting to classify as such, grandeur and overwhelming on so many levels you swear your eyes see nothing but fuzzy interference.
"p-p-prrowwwl, puh.. slow down!"
"slow dowwwn? slow down?" he's grinning, awful asshole. he rarely does, fanged smirk infuriating and itching to be clawed away.
still, your protests are corroded, lacking bite or want. that much is obvious otherwise you wouldn't be clutching so greedily round the law enforcer's waist, babbling praises and curses that make prowl want to take you by the throat.
whereas he takes and takes, jazz on the other hand, gives.
his smile is saccharine, pleased. you can still make out his expression, mesh lips cloying while they travel in the crook of your neck in determined, practiced trails. he is the sweet to prowl's sour, soothing lovebites where his partner's teeth once dug. he knows what places make you melt.
"y'know, you about the smoothest thing i've ever heard. ain't that something?" his door wings give a proud twitch when prowl tsks, careful to squeeze your cheeks. it may have taken some coaxing and prayer but he's relieved to feel you relax when his spike bumps against your leaking hole.
"cut it out, jazz. they were a brat. they don't deserve praise right now."
something akin to a wheeze bubbles from your lips. you call him dozens of insults he doesn't bother researching. they clearly can handle their drinks better than you could.
"prowl, they're about to take both of us, like a good little sparkslut. aren't ya, babe?" his digits interlock with the paler mech's, helm canted and before long, his simmering gaze is enough to ease some of the other's disgruntlement. unlike him however, he knows you're still fragile, slowly easing the tip of his spike and hissing quiet when it bumps against the ridges of prowl's.
prowl couldn't be torn from this even if the whole building set aflame.
"say it. say you'll be good and i bet ya he'll be nicer."
"i-iiiii... i'm good! i'm good, 'mgoodsogood, so good, jazz it's. not gonna fit, not gonna, how-"
more kisses. you, prowl, jazz, you again. you're in heaven and hell.
"slow. 'll take it slow with you. wanna feel that stretch."
naturally, jazz knows you'll secrete lubricant of your own, though the challenge of the pair inside was asking a lot. he also knew you were an over-achiever and had been eyeing them the entire assignment, with the lingering boldness of your own kind's vice still a whisper in your system.
"... thereee we go!"
pain is devoured by euphoria, grinding hauling to a pause as prowl remembers not to shatter your resolve entirely. you cum, hard, because your associates are huge.
jazz checks out how you creamed, far from bored from the lack of light pink that smears his spike. he flicks a glance to prowl, who looks a mixture of angry and very turned on. he can bet his battle computer is on the fritz which explains why he's practically steaming at the jaw.
"ain't this nice?"
"can it jazz, please. just.. j-just for now. frag."
there's an inside joke which you're left out of for now. you'll ask about it when their fluids aren't soaking your uniform.
"... another round, newbie?"
they swear you squeeze them a little harder.
robolvrr 2025.
a/n: so. eat up. i know there is barely ANY content of both of them and i don't know why because they would handle you SO WELL. i am unleashing my demons for now while the weekend lasts.
#maccadam#transformers#transformers x reader#transformers idw#/nsft#/nsfw#jazz x reader#prowl x reader#jazz x reader x prowl#i thought what if yall grouped up with them after a lil work outing#and suddenly days of tension come to a climax#literally. ahem.
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In light of finding out that there's actually people out there being jerks to you in your inbox, I wanted to tell you how much joy you've brought into my life without even knowing about it! My girlfriend introduced me to your art and your clothing and I've been a huge fan ever since! Your art makes me feel more comfortable in my own skin and see beauty where I hadn't thought to look before, and watching you succeed puts a smile on my face. I wish you and your wife a long and happy life full of joyful memories and interesting stories!
aw thank you, this is so incredibly sweet 🥺🥺🥺
we did have a couple ppl being weirdly combative at the combo of me asking why ppl hadn't purchased from the canada store (this was a genuine question to see if there were issues we didn't know about, which there were) and then me talking about what a rough position the business is in currently, but largely people have been nothing other than extremely kind and supportive and wonderful.
i think it often comes down to the sad reality that when a small brand like us, which is more expensive than fast fashion in large part because we use certified ethical labor, talks about our financial/sales issues in a time when most people are struggling, people sometimes get defensive.
even if i am not being aggressive or mean or blaming our customers--i am also a non-wealthy person who lived through 2024, i have not at any point been unaware of just how difficult things have gotten and i don't blame anyone for their financial situation--because of the type of business i run, seeing me or the business fail can make people feel guilty. because even tho a lot of people try not to think about it, when you buy a fast fashion shirt for $5--or when you buy several, knowing that they'll fall apart after just a few wears--there are so many "invisible" costs. knowing that you can afford a shein clothing haul because someone was, at best, paid pennies to make the garments wears a person down. knowing, too, that that piece of clothing that was made by exploiting other humans is going to end up in the trash relatively quickly also takes its toll.
for a lot of people, fast fashion is all they can afford. and also for a lot of people, they have convinced themselves that buying a higher quantity of cheap garments that will fall apart quickly is more affordable or a better deal than saving up for one more expensive piece that will last them multiple years. after all, buying a single garment that you'll wear for years doesn't give you nearly as much of a dopamine hit as getting an entire clothing haul that costs the same amount up front.
and i think because of this--because a lot of people make this choice and do not feel proud of it--when they see me or my business struggle, they project their own feelings of guilt and assume that i must be blaming them personally. that i am figuratively breathing down their neck and haunting their closets.
the truth is, i know the path i have chosen is not the easy one. i could probably make a lot more money and live a lot more comfortably if i operated on a business model that more closely resembled fast fashion. but for as long as i can afford them, i would like to stick to my ideals. and i don't blame other people for not being able to do the same.
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If it's ok, I'm going to treat your ask box like a confessional cause I don't really know where else to express this without getting eviscerated (feel free to ignore):
The label 'ex-dyke' feels very comfortable and correct for me (all the love to dykes and butches, I swear this isn't a weird conversion therapy thing, y'all are lovely). Currently, I'm a binary trans man in my 30s and the term just feels like a loving embrace of who I was when I was younger and closeted without contradicting who I am now. I had no idea that trans people existed until I was 17 (and even then it took me about a decade to come out in regards to gender), and my sexuality has been very fluid over the course of my life. I've slowly gone from being exclusively sexually attracted to women to being mostly sexually attracted to men.
When I was a teenager, I very much was a closeted baby butch, and I had a lot of internalized shame. The term 'dyke' specifically was very much used by my family to police how I dressed and acted. Even though I don't identify as a dyke, butch, or lesbian now (I'm just a binary trans man and a bear in an relatively uncomplicated way), this feels like a nice way to hold my younger self and say "so what if we were a dyke. Dykes are rad, and that's something to be proud of".
Anyway, thank you for letting me ramble about this. I really wish there was anywhere I could be open about this without fear that I'd get harassed and held up as proof that all trans men are lesphobic.
I'm really glad you found a term that's important to you~!
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Happy 20 years to the Imperishable Night
#Touhou#Touhou Project#Imperishable Night#Get ready for all the character tags#Eirin Yagokoro#Kaguya Houraisan#Fujiwara no Mokou#Reisen Udongein Inaba#Tewi Inaba#Keine Kamishirasawa#Mystia Lorelei#Wriggle Nightbug#Reimu Hakurei#Marisa Kirisame#Sakuya Izayoi#Youmu Konpaku#Yukari Yakumo#Alice Margatroid#Remilia Scarlet#Yuyuko Saigyouji#(and Ran Yakumo and Chen but theyre barely visible lol)#Just a day late for the anniversary day damn it...#I started on this a bit over two weeks ago#And worked on it almost every day#Though i've had the idea of the composition of this piece for a long time#Specifically Reimu and Marisa in the middle facing off against eachother#And then the hourai immortals at the top with Eirin in the middle and Kaguya and Mokou on either side#I am slightly sorry to Mystia and Wriggle cause i kinda forgot about them and just threw them in where there was room#But yeah i worked real hard on this and even though i have regrets about how i went about it and i think it couldve been better#im just proud i finished it at all
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I want your opinion on something. Do you think it's better to try and the the cards of the character you like or skipping some to brench out? Like, say you're a fan of Leona. Should you try to get all of his bday card and stuff or stick to one and get other characters ssr?
personally, as much as I would like every single card...I gotta ration my keys, so I focus on my favorites!
which isn't to say that I only pull for certain characters no matter what! more that I take a good long look at every card that comes out and go "do I really want this one? like...really really want it?" (the answer is usually yes, but -- look, the art in this game is very pretty, okay)
honestly, from a gameplay standpoint, I think it doesn't matter too much whether you focus on pulling for specific characters or not. there are very, very few points where actually having a good mix of characters is important (Those Two Stages in episode 6, where I think you can use retry tickets for the easy mode? and also guest room battles if you care about those) and you'll probably end up with at least one halfway decent card per character just from doing 10-pulls and events. so even if you're only pulling for Leona cards, you'll still end up getting a bajillion other characters as well. follow your heart! chase that grumpy lion bliss! ✨🦁✨
#art#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 spoilers#tamashina mina#lost in the book with stitch#i. THINK that's everything that's not out in eng yet?#i am proud of my sons. my beautiful grampa sons.#you do also sometimes get random ssrs even without pickup odds! most of my ssrs are from trying to pull for other characters and failing :'#i've also gotten dorm trey like four or five times and. look. trey i like you and i appreciate the limit breaks.#but you keep showing up when i'm trying to get other boys and we need to talk about this#trey: hi! i heard you were in the market for a friend! :)#me: (desperately peering over his shoulder to where dorm lilia is slowly floating away) uh-huh. yep. sure. great.#dangit trey
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Seb comes to Fernando's bedside to cheer him up! (aka resolving my turmoil over there being no vettonso moments yesterday)(long gif!!!)
+ what if Fernando hadn't been out sick!
#oh my god what the fuck have i made 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#this is my magnum opus.....#i love these projects where i keep going back and forth btwn#I CANT FINISH THIS to IM GONNA FINISH THIS SO HADD#and i DID finish it. at 5 am. sick.#im oddly proud of this despite how fucking stupid it is 😭😭#its so hilarious to me 😭😭😭😭#ty to suzuki as always for contributing by being my fellow freak <3#i love how i been able to finish anything lately cause I've been busy and stressed#like i keep putting off stuff just to work on this for four hours straight#I NEEDED IT TO BE RELEVANT#also its up to you to decide if seb is actually wearing that or if its fernando's fever dream#WAAAUGHHHHHHH IM STILL SO SAD THERES NO PICS OF THEM#sry i am actually delirious rn oh my god#WHY DIDNT THEY MEEETTTTTTTTTT AAAAGGHHHHH :(((#f1#formula 1#sebastian vettel#fernando alonso#vettonso#2024 brazilian gp#catie.art.#normal things that catie normally makes in a normal fashion
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rye in the sheltered glade with evka and antoine after destroying the blight eruption with unholy amounts of alchemical fire, looking Directly at lucanis studying a flower as it emerges undaunted from the thousand year horrors of the blight with all the guileless wonder and fascination of a little boy: yeah that's uh. wow. that is beautiful actually. this kind of does change everything doesn't it
#first and foremost and always. a simp. antoine and rye handshake meme: when bae 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰#dragon age#dragon age: the veilguard#dragon age: the veilguard spoilers#dragon age spoilers#lucanis dellamorte#oc: Ellaryen Ingellvar#rook x lucanis#rookanis#also I am getting several of davrin and lucanis' dumbest little banters right after that. so the feeling#that the mood is just. sort of buoyant and giddy afterwards and the best boys squad are having a good silly day. *whisper* perfect#I've brought them out together so much over the course of the game I can't believe I haven't had lucanis in his absolute troll era yet#one starts to *kind* of see where illario might have been coming from a little bit dhfksjfha (that's a lie lucanis get behind me#it's your maker-given right to be an annoying little shit sometimes)#that camera zoom in on lucanis though? a death blow aimed specifically at me and my person#davrin in the background gazing up at the tree that's grown strong roots and stands tall and proud even in difficult ground. also v good#good party to bring to this (honestly ALL of the characters slot in here and feel very meaningful it's uh. almost like#they're doing something thematically that threads through the whole game and all of the characters. imagine!)
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Your Favourite Author's Favourite Fic
in no way is this me sneakily trying to get fic recs out of people, but here's my new tag game!
Rules! When tagged, reblog with the fic you've written that you love the most
Not the fic with the most kudos, or the most comments, or the most hits, but the fic that you're the most proud of. I'm talking about the story that kept you up at night, the one that you still think about, the one that you wish more people would read
So, it's time to show off! I strongly encourage - in fact, I demand - that you give yourself some compliments, a well-deserved pat on the back, and tell us all the reasons why it's your favourite!
Then tag five people and make them go through it, too 🥰🩷
I'll tag @wolfjackle, @tourettesdog, @gilbirda, @die-erlkonigin6083, and @thewritingowl to get us started, please and thank you!!
#tag game#fic game#fanfic#ao3#fic recs#look. i've had a summer where i've not been able to catch up on anything#so this is my not so sneaky way of asking for your best reads lmao#also!!!! the fic that pops off is not necessarily the one that you think is the best!#a lot of what gets popular on ao3 is pure luck (like anything!)#and what you like the most might not be what's popular#and i would really love to give the chance for authors to showcase a fic they're proud of but might not get the most likes#or w/e idk - again i just want to read things 🤣#please link something 🙏#also there's so many people i could have tagged up there#i decided on 5 so it would make it easier for other people to tag but like....#honestly might go back or reblog another chain of this with some more people 😅#there are so many authors i love in this fandom ARHGHG you're all so talented!!!#i am incensed!! i want to tag more people!!!!#i'm coming for you fic authors#i'm gonna get ya with me tag games#anyway i'm gonna go to bed my tags are getting too rambly i am sorry#have fun!!!! thank you for playing!!!!
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i am now officially in 2025 so happpppy happy happy new year my lovelies<333333333333 thank you for spending your time with me here thank you for letting me do whatever it is that i'm doing thank you for reading my silly little writings it all means the fucking world to me!!!!!!!!!!! i hope this new year will be gentle with all of us i hope it will be good and fun and exciting!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i hope we will all find jobs and our dream homes and i hope our health will get better aaand i hope we can all do the things we love and enjoy and that we get to hang out here aaaand that we will keep cheering each other on!!!!!!!!!!!!!I LOVE YOUUUU!!!!!!!!!!
#i am soooso proud of all of you#it has been a Year#but we have made it yayyyyyyyy#i've made so many great friends and honestly.. i have no idea where i'd be without you guys#i love you#thank you for everything<333333333#i will try to get better and do better and give more back because well . you all deserve the best of the best okay#and that is a fact#sorry i can't really express how i feel like this but i just really really hope you know how much i appreciate all of you#i will try to get better at that too#thank you to all of my lovely followers and my anons#thank you my dear mutuals#thank you for being so patient and so supportive#i genuinely couldn't wish for anything more you're all so fucking good to me#thank you thank you thank you#MWAH AND MWAH AND MWAAAHHHH!!!!!!!!#mayor of loserville
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If I could write stories as quickly and vividly as I can envision them, I would have written at least three lovely novellas in the last week. Two of them this morning.
#adventures in writing#i am now optimistic about the time travel story#but to satisfy my backbrain i'm still building up and winnowing down alternate possibilities#just in case the primary story hits a snag#or if i wind up with extra time#mostly secondary world stories#the trouble is that the rare few that come together with plot and world details#want to unfold themselves like paper fans into something novella-length#when i only have time for a short story where all those details stay nicely folded up in the background#this morning i envisioned a beautifully detailed mermaid culture with a proud and complex main character#and now i've got very vivid scenes from shadowstruck playing through my head#and an idea of what the story's arc has to be#but by the time i can write them down the details will have faded#and even if they don't they'll need more love and care than i'd have time for#why can't writing be as simple as daydreaming?
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Love the way you're running out of life (T+; 1,352)
Draco Malfoy / Harry Potter
Read here on AO3
Part of DCC Holiday Exchange, written for the loveliest @bicholsdrarrysideblog 😚
Tags:
Werewolf Draco Malfoy, Angst, Creature Fic, Obsession, Light Stalking
Summary:
Potter smells of pure magic, and Draco is teetering on the edge of sanity
A lil snippet:
The Forbidden Forest. Stonehenge. Dragons and thestrals and the Whomping Willow. That is what Potter smells like. Like frozen pine sap. Like heated metal. Like every phase of the moon. And it calls to Draco — to his bones, to his blood, to his essence. The call is a million hooks pulling him apart, towards something that isn’t there — or is there, sometimes, when Draco is subjected to existing in the same space as Potter. The scent of him is almost corporeal, then, as it always is on the mornings after a full moon.
#hp#hp fanfic#drarry#drarry fanfic#draco x harry#harry potter#draco malfoy#drarry creative collective#dcc holiday gift exchange 2024#listen i'm like genuinely proud of this one#i had spectacular help but also like#i'm so pleased with the way this one turned out#AND OBVIOUSLY THE WAY IT WAS RECEIVED#but i finally have something for when people ask 'whats something youve made that youre proud of'#not that i'm not pleased with the other things i've posted#because i am#(for the most part lmao we all have our awkward creations)#(listen i'm like half tempted to fix things in that one old soa fic of mine lmao)#(like i want to rewrite it not to change anything but to expand it based on the skills and points of interest of today)#(but that was a tangent we didn't mean to discuss here)#i am really happy with the stories i've not written but implied at in my microfics and i think that's for me the most fun part of writing#just#this one right here is one more step towards where i want my writing to go and i'm really really happy (-:#hey sorry for rambling on like this in the tags i forgot i was posting a fic and not a diary entry
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Here, some Ryley sketches ft. Cuddlefish skritches, Peeper, Bladderfish, and This Is Ozzy From The Cafeteria What The Hell Guys!
i haven't drawn in quite some time but yknow its exam phase so :/ ofc my motivation comes back when I really should be doing something else like idk study? or somethin
#subnautica#ryley robinson#ozzy from the cafeteria#subnautica ozzy#digital art#subnautica fanart#artists on tumblr#yeah some parts are kinda fucked up but eh i still like this#this is actually my first time drawing ozzy and i hadn't really thought of a design for them so this is probably gonna be subject to change#haven't really gotten a grasp on them as a whole either like i used to think i knew but i've changed since then and also replayed the game#kinda thinking ozzy maybe would use neopronouns? like im headcanoning and projecting onto both of them#you could say ive hit them with the enby beam#also the aspec beam ngl#but yeah my characterisation isnt finalised yet#where was i going with this#anyway i AM really proud of that cuddlefish#cutest crusty ass motherfucker ever#sorry but trivalves or whatever theyre called just kinda dont compare? like for me#oh right! also kharaa pustules ryley! i wanted to make them glow green but i really wasn't feeling like colouring#and also it looked ass when i tried#ive written a bloody novel in the notes again#eh :P at this point this is just a proof its really me asdjakdnjlkaslafaiwdajdawijdlafnjgdn#RIGHT ozzy and ryley are in a qpr CHANGE MY FUCKING MIND WAIT U CANT#jk ur interpretation of these fictional chars with minimal information on them is valid! to each their own and all that
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Fellas can you take this somewhere else. Maybe. Just not in the fucking halls. Thanks 🫡
I couldn't resist drawing out these tags I wrote on a dif post LMFAO
Moe just has...... SO many problems.......
Close-ups of my fave shots!
The elusive Líf...
#fire emblem#feh#i'm like. split between feeling proud of this and feeling So Over It LMFAOOOOOOO#which is why. lighting could be better. but i don't care enough to put in more work than i already have LMFAOO#LIKE... ONE COOL PART is this could be my first fully colored comic piece w completely original dialogue???#where like. i didn't quit at any point of it. EXCEPT. skimping on the backgrounds. but again. more effort than i'm willing to put in#but i think it still counts bc my only real plan was to have the askr pillars/walls as framing/backdrops#ALSO the characterization... in the panel where lif walks into frame. it's SO fun to me#they both look at lif. but moe is Not subtle about it. looking directly at him. while alfonse side-eyes him.#and the most IMPORTANT detail. is that alfonse and lif are making the same kind of face. like 🤨#there is SO MUCH POTENTIAL. in alfonse and lif sharing facial expressions. in having the same knee-jerk reactions to things.#and it's espppp fun to figure out bc you're only working w half of lif's face. it's all in the eyes/brows and SOMETIMES!#SOMETIMES!!!! it's in the nose! in this illust he is more relaxed/resting so you don't see it here#but i'm TELLING you. adding some scrunch to the nose can add soooo much expression-wise#this took longer than i expected it to. also. which is why i'm so over it LMFAOO#but i do think the extra time was worth it... first run of the last panel was too lighthearted/jokey#capturing some conflict between moe/alfonse was the right choice. in how intensely this starts off (tonally)#AND! in showing how they do butt heads at times. in fact sometimes they clash REALLY badly!!!!#which is actually so huge bc i've wanted to capture this since the beginning. how they're so similar but also so opposite#that a lot of times! they understand each other deeply and cover each other's basis. HOWEVER.....#other times. it's just catastrophic. like it isn't That intense here but you can probably see how it goes horribly wrong.#i am... always thinking about it.... and only occasionally stressing myself out about it LMFAOOO#fe alfonse#fe lif#moe tag#summoner oc#my art#my comics
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just to inquire, what’s your favorite thing you sell in your shop?
i love your comic!
Oh thank you!
And my favorite thing... That's hard to answer haha
I like selling prints because I get to use my nice printer (which I love to do) and I especially love selling custom panel prints, because then I get to see people's favorite panels from my comic, which is double nice...
The most fun items to pack are the merch bundles which are themed with my books, I LOVE coming up with packaging design like this so much...
But my favorite design has gotta be one of these... Probably the patch, there.
It's really hard for me to pick!
I actually genuinely just am really passionate about product design and merch themeing, it's not only extremely fun for me but it also just really engages my brain. I love coming up with items that fit a theme, and there's no theme I love more than my own comics haha
So there's not much I could enjoy more! That's why I chose to do a merch club on patreon, it lets me get out my merch-y feelings but without overloading my storefront... Plus it's just really fun for me! I get to experiment, make little packages, and enjoy making new things.
Thank you for asking!
#asks#anon#I like actually genuinely could rant about this all day#like no joke. I have#and I will again#I really really really love finding sort of the little nugget of marketable ideas in things#and then designs for merch...#I love designing things to fit a specific product type#like a patch design is WAYYYYY different than the concepts for a pin design#and keychains are way different from THAT#I think I might end up for the patrons doing something someday where I do a more intense package#only thing stopping me is uhhhhh#shipping costs. would be way more#like losing me money on the international people#but maybe at the end of the year I can do it for people who were patrons for 6+ months or something like that#that could be nice!#something I've been thinking about haha#clearly I think a lot. sorry LMAO#how do you write if not thinking all the fuckin time#but yeah I LOVE making merch#and I'm pretty proud of most of my stuff#there's a few things that I'm bummed about#like I accidentally made my ghost pin bigger than I wanted :(#so its like twice as big as I wanted#but it's ok. mean it still looks good its just big#stuff like that.#I am so picky HAHAHAH#oh I also of course like selling books but that doesnt really feel like... the same#theyre sort of on their own level.
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On Christmas I came out to extended family publicly and they were (surprisingly) very supportive !! especially considering my immediate family's stance on me being trans.
I got my first game dev job in December as well but most of the team was winter break so work has begun this month, and really my only other job before this outside of commissions was a job at little Caesars so it's quite the improvement :]
Thanks to this job and coming out, I'm FINALLY able to transition and my initial appointment is today !!!! (coincidentally on the same day as another friend's initial appointment too so I'm not alone)
Last year was pretty rough with the state of the game industry and me trying to enter it as a 19 year old with no prior experience, and family being increasingly transphobic towards me, but I'm really really looking forward to 2024 and just wanted to share how far I've come :] happy new year y'all
#this is genuinely the happiest I've been in so so long#it's like everything is going right after so many months and even years of feeling like everything was going wrong#I'm really proud of where I am right now :]
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