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Things the Naruto Fandom Don’t Talk About Nearly Enough Part 2: Sasori’s Puppet Body
CW: Mentions of self-harm, self-mutilation, body dysmorphia and self-hatred
I’ve already talked a little about this but I’m not ready to shut up about it.
I’m not gonna try explaining the confusing ass science/jutsu/bullshit that would make this remotely possible, but I am gonna mention the sheer amount and density of this redhead’s mental unwellness. I don’t even know where to start.
I guess I’ll start with the fact that it’s implied that Sasori was FIFTEEN when he did this. The idea that he was so young when he had skill to pull something that insane off successfully and he reached the mental breaking point to go through with it is crazy to me. Especially since this wouldn’t be something you’d do on impulse, it would be premeditated.
Building on that, we never get a moment where Sasori just snaps like most of the other antagonists we get a backstory for. Because of that, I’m led to believe that his breakdown was just him sitting in his own worsening mental state until it boiled over. So that leaves the question:
When did this process actually start?
As a (very important) side note, did somebody help Sasori? I’m sure anybody who has gone down the rabbit hole of Sasori’s anatomy has also wondered what in the hell this process would’ve looked like. It couldn’t have been Chiyo’s jutsu to bring a puppet to life. First, Sasori didn’t know that jutsu existed. Second, Sasori’s body has a biological core, he isn’t just possessing a puppet. To maintain that core, did he undergo some sort of surgery??? And if so, wouldn’t that imply that at least one person was there to perform the surgery? Or did Sasori perform the surgery himself without using anesthesia or pain killers? He just stubbornly underwent what was probably a few hours of self-inflicted torture.
Speaking of self-inflicted, the very few people I have seen delve into Sasori changing into his puppet body don’t delve into that fact that this is self-inflicted. Sasori didn’t snap and hurt others (I mean, he did, but that’s not what I’m talking about right now), he snapped hurt himself. I’ve read FMA, I know the silent hell that Alphonse went through living in a non-biological body. And whether he realized the full consequences of transforming his body into a puppet or not at the time, this still seems like a very unnatural/self-harm adjacent thing to do to yourself (at least from my perspective). Especially, again, with how this had to have been premeditated.
So, was it self harm to him? Did he hate himself? Did he hate some part of his body? The entirety of it? Was it out of a fear of death or deterioration like Orochimaru? (If so, how did that impact his relationship with Orochimaru?) Or did he not see it as harmful? Did he think he was fixing himself in some way? Or did he not consider his body a part of the equation at all and it was just a purely practical decision to turn his body into a weapon?
I don’t know which one is worse and I can see any of these aligning with his character.
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#I’m sure you can read me slowly sinking deeper into insanity#naruto#naruto shippuden#sasori#sasori of the red sand#sasori’s puppet body#I am feral for these ninjas#my stooff#rambling#akatsuki
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Shout-out to @onejellyfishplease for creating a fic that my brain latched onto so violently that I think of it on a weekly basis
Man, i can't imagine having the feeling of something literally buzzing under your skin writhing to be let out let out let out- being comfortable.
Original sketch below cut;
It was way more moody but I was like. no . The boy is overwhelmed the arts gotta be BRIGHT and EYESORE-y
#im not one to make fanart for fics i read#like. at all#i can't remember a time where a fic affected me so hard i drew something for it#but THIS?#THIS FIC?#oufufufh#scratch that actually.#this AUTHOR?#this ARTIST?#god im so emotional over their snapdonnie#LIKE??? WHY MUST YOU DO THAT TO HIM AND HIS FAM P L E A S E IM CRYING#i don't know how to draw body horror and overall gore but DAMN MAYBE THIS IS THE MOMENT I LEARN#just. god. i love all of their Donnie's so much.#all four of them.#id say I'm feral over it but that feels weird#i am in love tho#if you couldn't tell lmao#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt#rottmnt donnie#rise donnie#donatello#scrolls art
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i’ll not ever let anything hurt any of you, ever again.
Who's the real monster haunting the narrative? Find out for yourself: read The Lemonade Leak on AO3.
I believe this delightful little child belongs to you, @turtleinsoup?? 💙
#seriously the latest chapters have been so fucking good#i am all caught up and now i suffer#that boy ain't right#he died and came back wrong#anyways expect about 10 billion more drawings for this fic#because it made me go feral and you all need to be infected as well#so I guess this is a turtle blog now huh???#consistency? who is she? I do not know her.#you get subjected with tons of fan art of whatever piece of media is giving me brain worms at the moment#the lemonade leak#rottmnt#rottmnt fanart#leonardo rottmnt#leonardo tmnt#teenage mutant ninja turtles#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt leonardo#tmnt fanfic#tmnt fanart#rottmnt leo#rottmnt fanfiction#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles fanfic#ao3#ao3 recs#ao3 fanfic#cw: blood#tw: eyestrain#save rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#miss misnomer#cw: horror
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had a bad day so i wrote some music for fcau
tw kinda warpy ig? best listened to with headphones
I call this one "don't forget me" with a doodle symbolizing Casey's mind deteriorating as the Kraang infection takes over her, still holding on to the memory of her son.
i might add more to the song, idk. i just sorta messed with instruments and closed my eyes, picking smth that sounded nice.
Better look at doodle under cut:
#i am so exhausted rn#why do i always write bangers when i'm sad#feral casey au#rottmnt#tmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#teenage mutant ninja turtles#music#azucar music
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Them <3
Ough I forgot how much I love this ship
They’re adorable
#Artnatomy errors included#ROTTMNT#Rise of the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles#Raph#Raphael#Raphael Hamato#Hamato Raphael#Casey#Casey Jones#Rise Casey Jones#Casey Jones Sr#Cassandra Jones#Rise Cassandra#Rise Cassandra Jones#Rise Casey#Rasey#RaphCass#Raphsandra#I AM FERAL OVER THEM#SLOWLY#I AM SLOWLY GROWING EVER-MORE FERAL ABOUT THEM
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Guys my polyninja ass is gonna be so obsessed with oppositeshipping until part 2 comes out and they tell us where they been hiding cole and jay
#My favorite non-poly ship is glacier but i love all of them#But ive never been so feral over opposites like i am right now yall im going INSANEEEE#Maybe ill do fanart#Once i get a wacom#This is my comeback. Gay lego ninjas. :D#Ninjago#ninjago dragons rising#ninjago spoilers#kinda#oppositeshipping#Ninjao kai#kai smith#ninjago zane#zane julien#kai x zane#THEY DESERVED TO HAVE A MOMENT WHEN ZANE WOKE FROM HIS EGG THING#THEY DIDNT EVEN GET TO HUG IM GONNA START A FIGHT
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Also??
I kind of want to turn my Randy blog into something post-canon? I just have literally no idea how to do that — do I just poof it and pretend it was like that the entire time, ooorrr do I make a whole ass new blog for post-canon Randy? Because I have fucking ideas and they are eating at my brain, I swear
I think I’m a little manic lmao, but no seriously- WHAT DO I DO?
#destiny talks#someone help me#roleplay account#not on the main acc istg#randy cunningham 9th grade ninja#randy cunningham ninja total#rc9gn#ask blog#i am going feral atm to be honest#what do i do?#late night thoughts#ahhhhh#this stupid (/aff) show is consuming my thoughts#hyperfixation#im hyperfixating again#【 » what am i gonna hyperfixate on this week? ⇢ ooc. « 】
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casey doing this >>>>
#feral girls am i right#she's ROAMING like a LIZARD#casey jones#tmnt#teenage mutant ninja turtles#tmnt 2012
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Welcome to the Official Tumblr page for the ROTTMNT AO3 Fanfic “This Last Stretch of Paradise”!
My name is Blue, and I’m the author! Genderfluid, but they/them works as the default.
Fanfic Description:
A Kraang-Future AU in which F!Leo stops F!Mikey from finishing the portal and sending Casey Jr. back in time, leaving them all stranded in the war-ridden future to figure out their next move.
It’s a huge adventure/road trip fic that will metamorphose as time goes on! Overall though, it focuses on the three’s familial bonds and how they have to grow as people and adapt to their harsh conditions.
Do be aware that this is NOT an official/canon addition to the movie or the show and is only a work of fanfiction.
Blog Description:
- Asks are welcome [NSFW, rude, or disrespectful asks will be deleted]
- TLSOP art, music, etc will be tagged with #tlsop
- TLSOP-related reblogs will be tagged with #tlsop reblog
- Other reblogs will be tagged with #reblog
- Updated irregularly
Fanfic Pointers:
Tc3st/Pr0sh!p DNI. If I see you here, you will be blocked by this page immediately.
There is intense themes described in the fic. Nothing NSFW, of course, since I’m not that kind of writer, but there will be the following topics covered: Violence, depictions of PTSD and panic attacks, discussions of injuries (both physical and psychological), and unstable family connections. [Note: The last one does get improved on, but it takes time, as all things do. I want to show healthy and logical progression in these characters, as well as the real damages that war and the apocalypse can have on the psyche.]
This fic is very dear to my heart. I try to write it with as much accuracy as possible, meaning I do a lot of research into what I write about (locations, culture, injuries, psychology, etc). That being said, I might get things wrong. If I do, please kindly DM me about your grievance so I can attempt to remedy it for the betterment of the fic!
The chapters are not released on a consistent basis! I have a lot going on in my life right now (school, job, moving, social strain, etc), and even though this fic means a lot to me and I want to feed my audiences, I can’t guarantee I’ll always be at 100% for writing.
With the previous point said, I will let you know that there’ll most likely be a chapter released every month or so depending on how I feel (may be a little more or a little less time between chapters). I’m hoping to eventually be in a position where it’ll take less time than this, and I’ll be able to write more content in a shorter period of time, but for now; patience is key. I haven’t abandoned the fic, and if I ever do (which is highly unlikely, but stuff can come up), I’ll make an announcement on AO3 and on here. I wouldn’t leave you all in the dark about that.
Finally, if you have any questions, comments, or concerns, my DM’s are always open! I won’t be responding to unnecessary hatred, but constructive criticism is okay.
Thanks for reading!
#rottmnt#ao3feed#ao3 writer#rottmnt ao3#ao3 fanfic#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#ao3 author#fanfiction writer#rottmnt future timeline#tlsop#rottmnt movie#rottmnt au#rottmnt future au#rottmnt future leo#rottmnt future michelangelo#rottmnt casey junior#road trip#be afraid#I am a feral writer#and all of you should fear me#I drink readers’ tears without remorse#hurt/comfort#but lots of hurt also#because writing hurt is fun#let me know if you guys cry#frfr
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Gah
I just want to draw Feral Raphie
I just want to see the boi
The last one was ✨amazing✨ but I need more
Where are my artistic skills 🥺
Is it cheating to use a reference and do some tracing/editing from the show??
Wait, a scene just came to mind lemme try something-
#i don’t think anyone cares but I do#i am a cheater :’)#But if this turns out well#then I will simply have to deal with such truths#tmnt 2012#tmnt 2k12#teenage mutant ninja turtles#2012 tmnt#feral raphie au#tmnt raph 2012#raph 2012#tmnt 2012 raph#2012 raph#2012 raphael#tmnt raphael 2012#raphael 2012
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Oh, gosh, you dropped this about a block back. So glad I was able to catch up to you, wouldn't want you to lose it…💚💚💚
But, but how??? You must have learned that trick from the-formerly-feral-cats! Darn it! Thwarted again! *Shaking fist toward sky*
(Thank you, dear friend! You are the best and you win all the prizes and cookies! Hope you are having a lovely weekend with all the bestest music and reading!) ❤️⭐️😺😼😽
#answered asks#tag game#greighish#society of mutual appreciation#I am plotting on how to deliver this ninja style#ding dong ditch#but I’ll probably trip on the way out#on one of the formerly feral cats
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my favorite part about rise is how absolutely unhinged everyone is its prolly been said before but asshole donnie n batshit crazy april are my favorites
#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt#rise tmnt#thoughts#my friend hates rise which is funny to me bc i am insane over it#i want to be a feral asshat sometimes too
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My notifications stay broken from likes and that's a little disheartening, honestly.
#its 1:30 am#just.. ignore me? kind of? i never actually have the courage to say it during the day#like- i don't mind my moots that are supportive watching me go feral over ninja but like.. likes dont DO anything#in a small fandom: yeah they do something.#in a larger fandom: its a little discouraging#yeah juat- ignore my ass in the tags right now#small vent
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Some things cannot be said with words
the many faces of danny sexbang 🌀💫
#dan avidan#danny sexbang#ninja sex party#GOD THIS EDIT#i am not okay#fucking feral#oh my god#I so down bad#help me#not my edit#hornyposting
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I am solely convinced that my Spanish fluency is based upon environmental factors.
Day 1 in Mexico: Spanglish, can barely hold a conversation.
Day 2:
^^^ Vámonos a Marte is their song btw. Like I say, singing keeps the infected sane.
#mexico#no sabo kid#i am learning the hard way....being thrusted into my culture--#feral casey au#feral casey au rottmnt#fcau rottmnt#rottmnt#tmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#teenage mutant ninja turtles#azucar doodles
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Lars' Tekken 8 trailer dropped no one look at me
#i am NOT normal about this this man was my gay/trans awakening & he looks amazing in T8 im going feral#ALSO HIS RAGE ART REFERENCES HIS SPECIAL IN ULTIMATE NINJA STORM 2 OUGH.....THE NOSTALGIA
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