#I WASNT EVEN THE YOUNGEST.
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Only one of my friends who got ID'd for a movie its never been more over
#when will i stop looking like a child oh my godddddd its not my fault i have no facial hair genes. kms#I WASNT EVEN THE YOUNGEST.#its fine in 30 years ill still look so good <- cope. maybe in 30yr ill have less patchy facial hair tho!#.ramblings
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Leo views himself and his brothers a whole package, inseparable.
#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt leo#rise leo#not suprising since they had only each other most of the time#and leo as a family guy is the MOST attached#i think this is why he has this self-doubt and insecurity about fitting the most#they are one and he NEEDS to be a valuable part#its like everyone found their important place#donnie is a tech guy(even though he is worried he will be useless if he is not their tech guy)#raph is a leader and protector(even though raph stresses so much if he cant protect his family)#i think leo's role as a strategist wasnt AS needed before they started going on missions#so leo couldn't apply himself properly#OHHH wonder if mikey will catch this crisis#he is the youngest so he didnt really NEED a role#but now he wants to be trusted to carry on his own too!
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Yagi Yusei x Tokyo Calendar
#fantastics from exile tribe#fantastics#yagi yusei#jr exile#jpop#fanta mgz#the way i wasnt even planning to buy this but then completely blacked out and placed my order the second i saw these photos#he is. LUXURY.#when will i get the tortured youngest son of a wealthy family yusei drama i deserve
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This is a difficult post for me to make, but to anyone whos commissioned me and is waiting on it, it may take a little longer than I wanted. My cat, Sammy, passed away last night and its really taking a toll on me and my mental health. Its difficult to work through but I'll be doing my best. Thank you for the patience so far with it all, and I'm sorry to ask for more of that patience. Thank you for understanding. Let me know if theres any issues regarding the wait, sorry again.
#cant guarantee ill be on top of my game. yknow#he passed in my arms#he was well loved but he was sick and there wasnt much else we could do#its been weighing heavy on me since he got sick but having him pass in my arms on the way to the vet was horrible. i cant#even begin to express how devastated i am. he was my baby. my youngest cat. but he always had health issues yknow?#i guess it was inevitable but it all feels like a bad dream#idk. sorry guys#im used to death. used to grieving. but it still doesnt feel real. or right#the last time we experienced a pet death was for our realllly old childhood dog. she lived a long time#my sammers was so young.#he deserved so much more time. he was so loving and sweet. and he had little fangs and tufts on his ears.#and hed lay over my boots when i came in the room. hed curl up against my legs and purr like a motor.#hed always be making biscuits when he saw people. with his big paws. they felt so big compared to his long lanky little body.#misha and rin (our other two cats that were around him most) have been laying with me for hours. rin slept on me all night#misha slept in sammys cat bed. like he knew#idk. im sorry#ig ill tag this for any triggers#pet death#animal death#sorry.again thank you all for being patient with me. i have unending guilt. im sorry#seraph.txt#if anyone has questions or comments youre welcome to comment or reach out. ill try and reach out too.sorry
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Please save me, I'm reading a reddit thread about Seb vs Max(bcs Tost said he thought Seb would win out), and none of these people know how good Seb was in his prime
#the fucking ignorance in this thread im gonna shoot myself#theyre like:oh he barely won 2010 and 2012#uhhhhh you mean two of the most competitive seasons in history?????????#2010: literally had 5 championship contenders for a while and then still 4 for the closer#^ also tbh its super impressive to me that he was never leading the wdc and still managed to pull it off at the last moment#and 2012 which is regarded as one of if not the best seasons of all time in which there were six different winners in the first six races#i cannot fucking believe i jsut saw a comment basically seb is not as aggressive as max#saying he doesnt have the samw 'step on their neck' mentality as Max does#uh what??????????? im sorry but seb was one of the most ruthless drivers ever and was way more of an asshole abt it. multi-21??????#but fuck. these people dont know him and his wdc years at all 😭😭#still has the record for most poles in a season. is still the youngest wdc and polesitter#got pole and won a race in his 1 ½ season IN AN STR before rbr could even try pulling that off#it just really sucks to me how his flop years have ruined his reputation for some people#yeah ofc he kinda fell off in the latter years of ferrari and amr but that doesnt erase all of his incredible performance in the prior yrs??#like please i beg of you go watch the rbr era years and you will be impressed istg#another stupid argument was saying 'oh he made too many mistakes in 2009 and lost a wdc he couldve won'#first of all that was only his 2½ season and his first season in a top team#and also not all of his dnfs and crashes in that ssn were his fault :/ the car wasnt the most reliable :/#i love max and i think hes probably one of the goats but my god the regency bias is insane#^ and alongside that. oh you point out all Seb's mistakes but completely ignore when max was called the crash kid?? 😭😭#like saying seb lost 2009 due to rookie mistakes...YEAH CAUSE HE WAS ONLY IN HIS 2½ YEAR AS A 21/22 YR OLD#also I think its impossible anyways to say who would win that matchup bcs theyre in completely different eras#seb dominated that v8 era and max dominates this current era. its truly impossible to say bcs they mastered completely dif cars#like whu cant we just say both of them are pretty damn fantastic as rbr golden boys??#anyways. fuck im so irritated right now. this is an affront to my spirit!!!#its really just: say you dont know seb without saying you dont know seb#catie.rambling.txt
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Seeing what presents my baby sister gets and realising I really drew the short straw by being the firstborn
#Demon Spawn#+Extras#tell me why this three year old got a pet budgie for her birthday? she cant even spell yet#none of my siblings have ever had personal pets i wasnt allowed a hamster when i was 12 and neither was anyone else but the 3 year old??#she got her own heat pool for her birthday as well and a barbie dream house taller than her for Christmas#and what did i get childhood trauma perfectionism a fear of failure and anxiety#my mum always goes over the top with the youngest girl it happened with my middle sister in that 5 year gap before my mum got pregnant again#i didnt even make it 2 before my mum was pregnant so i never really got to reap the rewards of being the youngest#the lil ones get spoiled to hell and they get a mum with a fully developed frontal lobe and chiller parents#being the oldest sucks there are no benefits to it only responsibilities#btw im not mad at my sister or whatever its nice for her that she gets to have these things#but what do you mean i got the shtty childhood parents and i still have to argue to be allowed to bare minimal at 23 when the 3 year old#gets special treatment that the rest of us wouldnt even bother asking for cus we dont have all the things that came before that point#my issue is that the preferential treatment she gets is useless to her. she didnt ask for a barbie dreamhouse and she cant even play with it#because shes too short whe doesnt need her own pool because she cant even swim yet she doesnt need her own tablet she cant read yet#she shouldnt have her own pet when she cant understand what it means to own a living creature#especially when we dont currently have any other pets in the house#my issue is that the spoiling doesnt even make sense for her age she cant enjoy it cus it doesnt make sense yet doesnt mean anything to her#my mum wants to spoil her cus shes her littlest girl but shes had 7 kids before this she knows whats age appropriate and this isnt
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so solace and corentin are siblings? were they separated? if one is with wyll who is the other with?
They are! Solace barely survived Corentin attacking the family when their dark urge awakened, and was taken in by the Temple of the Open Hand because their mother had been going there regularly and the priests had been helping Tin try to keep things under control. Solace was 10, Tin was 15, and they had a 13 year old sister who didn't make it.
Corentin doesn't remember the attack because of a mixture of trauma and purposeful efforts by the Bhaalists, and I don't think they ever truly get the memories of their family back. They put the prices together eventually, though. Solace remembers the attack vividly and was conscious enough to see the direct aftermath when Corentin came to. They're actually the reason she survived: Tin threw one of the many healing potions placed around their house at her and screamed out the window for help before the Butler dragged them away. It's...complicated for Solace and I don't think he'd ever be able to forgive them (which Corentin never expected or asked for), but eventually they're able to move around each other to some degree. They're also working on elf time so by the time they settle into that pattern and make their peace very few people who saw the very beginning of all of that post-game are alive, so the way they interact around each other instead of directly is kinda just accepted as the Way Things Are among the folks in the city who notice.
I haven't decided who Solace is gonna go for yet. I was thinking about Gale but I'm not sure; they might be a no-romance run, honestly. I've got active playthroughs for all of the romances but Gale and Minthara at the moment. Wyll would actually be a good fit for them I think, but I'm not sure if the "both siblings survive" timeline will be the canon one in my head since durge dies if you're not playing as them, and the idea of Solace finding Tin's body after fighting Orin is intriguing to me. I'm not going to touch their playthrough much until I've finished Corentin's and/or gotten further in Candor and Luka's first though, so I have time to decide lol
#their mother had grown up in a different bhaalist...compound? commune? enclave? than the one we see in-game#and fled to baldur's gate without knowing there was a temple there too. tbh i think part of the reason she picked that city#was b/c of gorion's ward#she didn't know she was pregnant with tin at the time but figured out what they were pretty quickly after they were born#solace was terrified of thunder & lightning for years after the attack (tin's a storm sorcerer)#but kinda just naturally/accidentally? became a tempest cleric#because they were processing everything & training to be a cleric at the same time#it also took them several years to truly feel comfortable at the temple#the moment they truly settled into the tempest domain marks that shift#they'd been trained w/ the intention of becoming a life domain cleric but it just. wasnt clicking#because that's just not how they interact with their god or faith#personality *or* experience-wise#they've always been restless and loud and trying to tamp that down (it didn't seem close to anyone's vibe but father lorgan's in-g#*game) just didn't work#even roses have thorns after all#anyway. ramble done lol#thank you for the ask!!#bg3#asks#solace riadyr#corentin#the prodigal saer#bg3 tav#bg3 durge#(solace uses he/she/they)#tin settled into an 'older sibling' role with orin pretty quickly#and solace was a little shit (affectionate) to the others in the temple in the way youngest siblings tend to be#the more things change the more they stay the same lol
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You witness some very human moments in the hospital cafeteria
#im not even in healthcare i do research at the hospital but i eat lunch in the cafeteria sometimes#today i saw three men#one middle aged and two older#the youngest plopped down in a chair and just started sobbing#the two older guys stood over him and prayed for a minute#before the one saying the prayer kissed him on the forehead and then they all sat down together#earlier this week i saw a group of four elderly people playing cards#they were getting pretty rowdy#this wasnt in the cafeteria but i remember this one time i passed a group in a seating area#there were at least 20 people who were clearly all family waiting for something#I feel like every day i see something that makes me say a little prayer for someone
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#havent cried in like MONTHS and did not expect to cry this theatrically#because of seeing my sisters and parents bond over kids and expensive vacations and new career prospects and extreme sports and whatnot#while im just on the outside not being able to connect with kids or any of the other topics so im just the silent boring one as always#1st if not 0st world problem but i hate being the youngest and the most boring one here. i hate not living my life to the fullest when#all my sisters did. there wasnt a time in my life when i didnt envy them or when i didnt want to be their age#and yet when i did became their age i just stayed the same#anyway#im literally crying because of not having kids when i dont even want kids SOMEONE SOLVE ME#and my dad looked at me all worried today asking if someone hurt me#which made me cry even MORE bc i cant just tell him that dude im the one hurting me all the time i dont even have someone to do it for me
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Pt 2!!!
Some glow stage doodles, mainly Nat/firefly + Ara with a lil cat ^^, I was honestly having kind of a bad art day on these hahah, but eh, might as well post em :3
Some Iris sibs ^^, they're actually Akemi's neice and nephew, that family is a disaster lmaoo
#yeah so Akemi is from some old important clan i havent decided the name of; but its symbol is an iris ensata with an eye in the middle#so thats why these 2 are the iris sibs ^^#the girl is Hana; shes real chatty and not too good at detatching her emotions from any situation#the boy is Kaoru; hes a lot more composed and uptight abt rules and stuff; but also a big softie with the people he's closest to#so it balances out haha#their clan is basically what's holding together the illusion of normalcy in the world rn; their main power is memory/perception related#but theyre also a little too focused on secrecy and tradition#so thats why akemi left; she was the oldest and expected to be the leader one day but she got fed up and went to space lmao#currently hana is set to be the next heir; shes the youngest of the 2 sibs but Kaoru took after his dad and got a water adjacent power#instead of his mom's space derivative mind one; so hana is the only eligible choice#anyways; in a super rambly mood ahahaha#shut up sheo#my art#my ocs#berryblu arts#i should also mention the 'illusion of normalcy'im refering to#is that these people managed to hide the fact that earth used to be in the high fantasy genre; its now urban fantasy#and most people dont remember what it used to be like even if it wasnt all that long ago#glow stage#spectrum#<- hana and kaoru's first appearance is there; later in west coast but its super brief there#nat#ara#hana#kaoru
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I had a sandwich, my meds, took 4 hits and a punk scream along. I am normal again I promise :)
#i also had an hour long cry sesh but thats irrelevant#i am coming to conclusions and learning how to forgove myself#not just fir my own actuons but for my thoughts i have about others#been thinming alot about my family and trauma related to thag#being relied on and parentified at such a young age#and having to parent the older siblings as the youngest then when i becane the eldest i was telied on WAY more than i alresdy was#im realizimg i had a bad childhood and my mom wasnt that good of a parent#i dont even think about ricky(ex stepdad) as a parent cause he wasnt anything but a paycheck and a threat#i need to get on mainecare so i can go to therapy.#i hate unpacking and repacking this everyday#IM ALSO REALIZIMG that i put my thougts and emotions about my past onto people now ans thats not good#i have no where to put them so i feel overwhelmed and put it somewhere its not supposed to go!!!
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honestly the saddest part about like americans with how we are so desensitized to violence is that everyone like 30 years old or younger didnt even get a choice really in the matter
#like im the youngest demographic with the ability to have memories of 9/11 i was 4 when it happened#and like many americans watched it happen live on tv even if i as a child have no concept what was fully happening#but then like we within a few years invaded the middle east and like ill be honest i dont even remember a time where the usa wasnt involved#and like look how we cover 9/11 each year we play the clips of these fucking buildings getting hit and collapsing literally all day#like literally they taught us children how people were jumping to their deaths to not burn to death/die of smoke inhalation like ???#and then wonder why all of us are anxious messes like we didnt watch the possibly most traumatic terrorism attack on live tv#which funny enough is when xanax prescriptions spiked the fuck up and really never went down was right after 9/11
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assigning you Samcoded bc you made a whole post asking what "Reward" Sam & Dean got and tagged it with "graaaauuuuuhhhhh"
-ur local Beowulf scholar
everyone should be a little samcoded. as a treat
#what really makes me samcoded is my inherent desire to UmActually along with my long hair. and my inexplicable ability to third wheel#apologies for the delay i don't usually get asks i didnt see it in my inbox#thank u#what gives me away is my classic rock inclination ✌️😔 sorry sam i think the 60s & 70s had great music#oh i also forgot i'm a middle child and so is sam (even though he exudes youngest child energy as adam wasnt really around)#char speaks
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I bet my parents will never ask for the grandkids again lol
#they act up and they get into a lot of shit but i feel bad for them sometimes#like my oldest niece gets in trouble a lot at school and my parents know that#so they think my niece lies about everything and they never believe her#like a few days ago someone knocked down a pile of sheets upstairs and when my stepmom asked who did it#my youngest niece blamed my oldest niece for it but she insisted it wasnt her.#then she asked her later on why she lied on her and my youngest niece said she did it bc she didnt wanna get in trouble#so she just blames stuff on people even when she doesnt know what happened.#because everyone gets in trouble if someone does something and no one tells or admits to it#my nephew likes to bother the girls and hit them then complain when someone does something to him#he also doesnt like to share but he wants the girls to share with him. the girls do pick on him a lot though#my oldest niece has a problem with being a follower. if she sees someone doing something or acting a certain way she'll do it too#even if she knows its wrong. she messes up sometimes but there are times where the youngest kids lie on her#and they always believe the younger kids#my other niece is just mean and has a bad attitude#she doesnt lie or anything she just has anger issues#like now someone went into my dad's garden and messed up one of his plants. my nieces were outside but my nephew came in#but earlier all 4 of them were back there newr the garden. my dad noticed his plant was messed up#and they asked which of the girls did it but they never asked my nephew if he did it. my youngest niece blamed my oldest niece#my oldest niece denies doing it. and my other niece says she knows who did it but she wont tell bc shes not a snitch#i believe my youngest niece is just blaming someone so she wont get in trouble. idk if she was the one who did it#but i think she's just blaming whoever. her and my nephew have a lying problem#my nephew hit my oldest niece yesterday and the smack was audible#so my niece reached over but she never touched him. when my stepmom turned around she blamed my niece for hitting him#but the sound she heard was him hitting her. he said he didnt touch her but i was on the phone with my brother at the time#and i let him talk to my nephew ans he asked if he hit her or not#and he said yes he did. both the youngest have a real issue with lying on the older kids.#theyre a lot rougher on the older kids. the younger kids get in trouble but not as badly and not for as long#like whenever my nephew hits someone theyll say 'he's 6 his hits didnt hurt you' as if thats the point.l#also they were gonna buy my nephew a ball but he screwed up in the store so they told him he wasnt getting it then they bought it anyway#my youngest niece has gotten a ton of new clothes despite her fuck ups but the older girls had to put their clothes back
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Bruce Wayne, mentor to many- father to none.
I want the angst of B having to come to terms that he doesn't know ANY of his kids not anymore at least and maybe never and the fact his kids are just- used to it?
Visiting Dicks apartment, he finds a picture of him smiling while surrounded by a bunch of little kids in spandax uniforms. Turns out he'd been a gymnastics instructor for about four years now and his most recent team had everyone qualify for state. (Bruce didn't even know he still practiced)
Jason stopped accepting Wednesday night patrols, but when he looked into it he found out that was the night he went to DND nights with his roommates every week. The roommates he met last semester after he decided to go to college and get an english major. (Bruce didn't even know he had applied)
Checking the library he found a small pedastal plague put up by Alfred displaying just one book. It said Cass was the author. Apparently she had gotten super into writing and published a book talking about language deprivation and lack of accomidation for deaf/hoh children born to hearing families. She had a book signing last month, Alfred had gone and grabbed this copy now on display (Bruce didn't even know she liked to write)
Tim finished a case early and let it slip he needed to sign off early to "meet up with his boyfriends" and hung up before Bruce could process. It only took a small glance at his middle child's latest social media post to see him alongside Superboy (what was his name?) and a blonde boy he didn't recognize. Both were leaned in to kiss his cheek and the caption said "Happy 3rd anniversary!!" (Bruce didn't even know he was interested in boys)
Steph's birthday came around and Bruce got her a new account and shoved a couple thousand for her to buy whatever she wanted. But he quickly noticed a pattern of everyone getting her- cat supplies? Apparently She had adopted a cat about a month ago to celebrate her new apartment, Mister Mystery was his name, and she had asked everyone for supplies instead of other gifts. (Bruce didn't even know she had moved)
He decided on some impromptu father-son bonding and tries to track down his youngest. But Damian is nowhere to be found. He gets pretty close to calling an emergency meeting but the moment he messages Oracle she reminds him Damian is in Chicago. Damian had won an art competition at school and his piece qualified for a gallery spot. The entire family had gone days ago and he was due back the next day. (Bruce didn't even know he cared about art)
Then Duke- his youngest in terms of time spent. But one he had grown fond of just as fast as the others. Especially working the day shift the time they spent was limited. Bruce got them both lunch, but it wasn't until halfway through eating that Duke had turned to him with panicked eyes and asked if the stew had shellfish. Duke had a severe allergy, thankfully Jason had been just up the street and had an epi-pen ready before they took him to Leslies. (Bruce didnt even know he had any allergies, let alone one so severe)
The worst part? There was no blow up. His kids didn't take his idiocracy as a personal insult or even raise a fight. They just rolled their eyes and moved on. As everyone crowded in the room, surrounding Dukes bedside he could hear Barbras voice. "Its not your fault, Batman may be omnipotent, but Bruce doesn't know anything really"
He wasnt meant to overhear or maybe he was, Oracle had always been petty But he couldn't refute it.
"But you have us"
Well- thats just it wasnt it? Even when Bruce was absent- his kids had each other. But was that ever meant to be enough?
#bad parenting#bad parent bruce wayne#bruce wayne bashing#batdad#batsiblings#dick grayson#jason todd#cassandra cain#tim drake#timberkon#timkon#timbern#bernard dowd#konner kent#stephanie brown#damian wayne#duke thomas#barbara gordon#alfred pennyworth#character analysis#sunny rambles#bat siblings#batfam#batfamily
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The next two Talons
Echis and her husband Gecko were the pair I met next. Echis isnt a sandwing im unfamiliar with. Her family is well known among the sandwings.
Echis is a hooded sandwing. To have a hood is to be noble, you hatch with a high status and dont worry about any of your needs going unmet. Her hood indicates extremely lethal venom that even queens fear. Other than the infamous hood she is a dragon of unique patterns and cactus needle thin teeth. Her glossy dark eyes stare through your soul. Shes also big... very big.. I heard because of her size she was able to defeat her mother. Echis's mother wanted to marry her to the youngest of the lizard family. Echis fought her, won, also fought the youngest, won, and then married the eldest.. Gecko.
Gecko is the exact opposite of Echis. Hes short, round, and has warm scales. Despite this though his attitude is exactly like hers. They both enjoy the luxury life of nobles and complain often about the conditions in the talons of peace's hide out. The only reason they stick with the peace plan is for their future hatchlings... which is noble I suppose.
Argile wasnt lying when he told me Snapping turtle was the "nice one" They hate me. No doubt about it. In fact Echis actually told me. Which... I guess I prefer the honesty. They dont like that I am half nightwing. They turn away their eggs like ill somehow curse their future dragonets with my nightwing powers OOOoooOOOOooo. Gecko is a tad nicer as he'll look at me if he needs to speak to me Echis will just hiss and wave her talon like im a fly annoying her.
Thankfully Snapping turtle informed me that "Those spoiled eel faced lizards" dont stick around long and so I wont have to worry about them.
-Sunhunter
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