#im realizimg i had a bad childhood and my mom wasnt that good of a parent
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I had a sandwich, my meds, took 4 hits and a punk scream along. I am normal again I promise :)
#i also had an hour long cry sesh but thats irrelevant#i am coming to conclusions and learning how to forgove myself#not just fir my own actuons but for my thoughts i have about others#been thinming alot about my family and trauma related to thag#being relied on and parentified at such a young age#and having to parent the older siblings as the youngest then when i becane the eldest i was telied on WAY more than i alresdy was#im realizimg i had a bad childhood and my mom wasnt that good of a parent#i dont even think about ricky(ex stepdad) as a parent cause he wasnt anything but a paycheck and a threat#i need to get on mainecare so i can go to therapy.#i hate unpacking and repacking this everyday#IM ALSO REALIZIMG that i put my thougts and emotions about my past onto people now ans thats not good#i have no where to put them so i feel overwhelmed and put it somewhere its not supposed to go!!!
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