#I HATE chronic illness
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Me: *has be tired syndrome*
Me: god why am I always so tired
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how do i forgive myself for losing so much time?
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Dearest readers it has again come that time where I was sick for several weeks and now am behind on bills and they’re turning off utilities. So uh.
If you want art? Writing? Want me to literally sing for you? Shoot me Literally Any Money and I’ll hop on that request asap.
I’m still missing work for doctors appointments and didn’t get scheduled much at all this week so I’ll have some free time.
Idk hav art to stare at and covet or something-
#I need to make like $250 by Friday#I’m stressed as fuck yall#I HATE chronic illness#luckily the pills are REALLY helping and I think this is the end of it#but right now I’m playing finance catch up after missing so much work#Not whump#art
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I love the idea that the eggs can shapeshift but it isn’t really something they can control. When they are sad or scared they are eggs. When they are angry or aggressive, they are dragons. When they are happy or just being kids, they are humanoid.
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#my legs hurt so much#it’s just a bone deep pain that doesn’t go away when i lie down. it just settles#i hate chronic illness#personal
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I had fun at the party. Everyone liked the cake, there was a lot of funnies that made us all laugh, my grandma seemed happy. But I feel like booty and it's gonna take me a week to recover just in time for two more parties and yeah ��� I'm not gonna feel good until January probably 💔
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nausea is kicking my ass at the moment 🥲😭 it's been bad today, I feel gross and sick and just bleh :(
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Why is my face so hot am I having another mono flare
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Mmm gotta love when my pcp basically says “it’s not all in your head” as if she believes some of my pain is. I love just breaking down at the doctors bc no one fucking takes anything I say seriously and I just sound like a broken fucking record saying the same thing over and over again. I’m in pain, I’m constantly exhausted and can’t wake up, I have debilitating dizzy spells that leave me unable to breathe, I have headaches every day of my life, I’m so fucking depressed, please help me, please help me.
#jtxt#jvent#im so fucking tired of doctors#im so fucking tired of my existence man#im just a fucking burden to everyone I know#I hate chronic illness
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you don't have to be glad that it's not worse. that goes for everything. disability, trauma, mental illness, grades, finances, whatever. you're /allowed/ to be upset that things are the way they are. you don't have to be grateful for your situation - bad is bad. somebody else's suffering doesn't make yours less painful. it's okay to be angry
#my mom tells me that my disability could be worse all the time . god i hate it#disability#chronic illness#trauma#recovery#thor speaks
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text could never portray the scream i wish i could let out
#fuck#everything#fuck this#fuck me i guess#fuck this place#fuck this life#blow it up in fucking flames#actually bpd#actual bpd#bpd feels#bpd vent#bpd#bpd problems#bpd awareness#chronically ill#chronic illness#childhood trauma#chronically disabled#chronic pain#add all the trauma tags bc the trauma never fucking stoppsss!!!#trauma#killing myself#i hate everything about eveything and there is NOTHING I CAN FUCKING DO ABOUT IT#i suddenly understand those people kill everyone and then themselves#pleasseeee god if you can hear me now#it would be a really good fucking time not to laugh
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I hate it here
#chronically ill#chronic illness#chronic pain#chronic fatigue#autoimmune#doctors will say I’m pretty sure you’re just anxious#it’s not too concerning#endometriosis#pots syndrome#i hate it here
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Brain fog feels like cotton balls behind your eyes, packed so tightly that it's pressing on the inside of your skull until it hurts and just might push your eyes out. It makes words feel like you have to wade through molasses just to get from one to the next. Your train of thought hasn't even left the station yet because the conductor fell asleep
#this is one of those things that makes no sense if you've never felt it#I'm trying to nap and the head pressure is so uncomfortable#chronic pain#chronic illness#disability#actually disabled#fibromyalgia#spoonie#me/cfs#chronic fаtiguе ѕуndrоmе#cfs#cfs/me#brain fog#long covid#pots#pots syndrome#postural orthostatic tachycardia syndrome#i hate this
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"i need my medication please!" says the sicks guy.
"fuck you" says the fuck you pharmacy
#laughing through the pain#my main pots medication still hasn't arrived and im almost out#stupid canada pharmacy i hate you#spoonie#chronic pain#heds#chronic illness#disabled#celiac#potsie#disability
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people who hate slow walkers are ableist
#i don’t care if the reason u walk fast is because of adhd or some other disability its still ableist af to hate on ppl who walk slow#people never slow down their pace for me and it makes me feel so alone#I PHYSICALLY CANNOT WALK ANY FASTER BUT YOU CAN SLOW DOWN#ableism#me/cfs#pots#disability#invisible disability#chronically ill#cpunk#crip punk#cripple punk#myalgic encephalomyelitis#chronic illness
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