#I HATE chronic illness

[demiboydemon]

Me: *has be tired syndrome*

Me: god why am I always so tired

[virtualplushy]

how do i forgive myself for losing so much time?

[painsandconfusion]

Dearest readers it has again come that time where I was sick for several weeks and now am behind on bills and they’re turning off utilities. So uh.

If you want art? Writing? Want me to literally sing for you? Shoot me Literally Any Money and I’ll hop on that request asap.

I’m still missing work for doctors appointments and didn’t get scheduled much at all this week so I’ll have some free time.

Idk hav art to stare at and covet or something-

[the-crimson]

I love the idea that the eggs can shapeshift but it isn’t really something they can control. When they are sad or scared they are eggs. When they are angry or aggressive, they are dragons. When they are happy or just being kids, they are humanoid.

[gayvampyr]

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[cheerfullycatholic]

I had fun at the party. Everyone liked the cake, there was a lot of funnies that made us all laugh, my grandma seemed happy. But I feel like booty and it's gonna take me a week to recover just in time for two more parties and yeah 🙂 I'm not gonna feel good until January probably 💔

[aew-regression-cove]

nausea is kicking my ass at the moment 🥲😭 it's been bad today, I feel gross and sick and just bleh :(

[xoxytoxinx]

Why is my face so hot am I having another mono flare

[adastra-j69]

Mmm gotta love when my pcp basically says “it’s not all in your head” as if she believes some of my pain is. I love just breaking down at the doctors bc no one fucking takes anything I say seriously and I just sound like a broken fucking record saying the same thing over and over again. I’m in pain, I’m constantly exhausted and can’t wake up, I have debilitating dizzy spells that leave me unable to breathe, I have headaches every day of my life, I’m so fucking depressed, please help me, please help me.

[thoradvice]

you don't have to be glad that it's not worse. that goes for everything. disability, trauma, mental illness, grades, finances, whatever. you're /allowed/ to be upset that things are the way they are. you don't have to be grateful for your situation - bad is bad. somebody else's suffering doesn't make yours less painful. it's okay to be angry

[cheesy-cheddar-sadness]

text could never portray the scream i wish i could let out

[virtualplushy]

save me weed gummy

[im-out-of-it]

I hate it here

[hellyeahsickaf]

Brain fog feels like cotton balls behind your eyes, packed so tightly that it's pressing on the inside of your skull until it hurts and just might push your eyes out. It makes words feel like you have to wade through molasses just to get from one to the next. Your train of thought hasn't even left the station yet because the conductor fell asleep

[disjournaled-scrolls]

Yesterday, when I was sleeping during a study hall at school, some kids I kind of knew (who KNEW I have a disability) took my cane and started swinging it around, using it like a bat, and playing with it. People assumed I'd given it to them, because when asked to stop, they said no and continued. By the time someone woke me up and told me, they had broken the wrist strap and were pulling apart the pole to stretch the folding elastic. They did not say sorry. They did not take responsibility. They simply gave it back after saying "look, did you know it could do this?" and stretching the elastic again. My friends reprimanded them, but now the wrist strap connection is broken and keeps falling off my wrist, putting me in danger.

The day before this happened, they had asked to hold the cane, and I said no.

Stop feeling entitled to touch people's medical aids. Stop acting like they're not really necessary or important. Stop fucking breaking our shit.

[starry-bi-sky]

*stares at disciple SQQ falling into the abyss au*

oh you are so "SY-is-SJ" coded. You are so "fell into the abyss and suddenly remembered that oh i've been Shen Jiu this whole time, not just Shen Yuan. we are one and the same". you are so 'crumbling under the weight of the system and being in the abyss and the despair of never really being free and having suffered in both lives' built. you are so 'scrambling to come to terms with your existence and battling with which life is really yours, only to realize that they both are'. You are primed for going off the rails.

I'm so normal about this guys. i promise.