#I AM A FREAK PERIOD

[techwearfreak]

i love being a little attention needy freak. i crave attention and love and affection AND i am a freak six ways from sunday.

like look at me

what im into is not illegal nor do i and/or we have any of the big three paras but its not . normal. like its strange and freaky as fuck and everyone would call me weird for it if i was open bout it. thats why its a secret im takin to the grave. except for like our fp who shares the same freakiness with me (except i am winning the freak contest)

i love being a freak !!!! thank you one of our exes that tried to call it as a insult. you have began the origin of something awful. me

[lucabyte]

i feel like people are sleeping on the occam's razor situation of how buckwild it is to outright accuse a guy of being a clone of your friend even if you DO have a lot of circumstantial evidence. there's other options is what im saying. they could just be like. a guy. that's a sensible deduction. you should explore that deduction. ignore my shirt that reads I <3 RED HERRINGS.

i still think odile has the correct theory on lock but she's smart enough to know it needs like... a real smoking gun to be able to bring it up without sounding insane.

anyway. (mirabelle voice) i know its rude to speculate but has anyone else noticed the grieving? they seem to be grieving. does anyone have any thoughts on the grieving? i have some thoughts on the grieving.

[amywritesthings]

writers! do not! owe you! updates!

this is not tiktok. we are not content mills. we are posting our stories -- oftentimes short story or novel-length -- for FREE.

free. adverb / without cost or payment.

you get these stories (not content, they are actual stories people write out of their own blood, sweat, and tears) without having to pay a singular fee or monetary transaction. these authors often have day jobs or university or both. they even have families! children! pets! social lives! if we have other things going on or simply do not have the brain power, then we do not owe you our time nor our energy for updating our stories or wips or ideas we throw onto the dash or ao3.

i am fortunate that i haven't gotten a demanding anon in a minute, but i am so sick of watching my mutual writers get harassed about their update schedules. the ironic part is that you're only making us not want to write said update when you demand more. not ask, not hope, but demand.

learn some empathy, and above all else: learn to be less of an anonymous coward demanding someone's free time for yourself.

[land-of-solace]

tell me why I gasp and sit at the edge of my seat every episode as if I haven’t been reading the pjo books religiously for over a decade

[awkward-sultana]

Sümbül still does that frantic little hand thing he did when Hürrem was a teenager and wasn't quick enough to stand when anyone in the royal family entered a room😭

[ghostlylulla-by]

turns out birthday parties ARE compatible with order

[rouge-fauna]

[orpheusilver]

um anyway isnt it fucked up how will considers himself a father to abigail for literally the entire runtime of all 3 seasons even though she literally says "just because you killed my dad doesnt mean you get to be him." like buddy i do not think the relationship you think you have with her is anything close to the one you actually have

[teddybeartoji]

realized that i have never given any thought whatsoever to the consequences of period sex . shgdasgdhgasdgashg knowing myself i'd be knocked the fuck out i'm honk shoo mimiming i am letting out the most peaceful quiet snores while HE'S forced to clean all of that upshdajksdfjadhsah that's so embarrassing oh my god

[seraphimankh]

Alright this is going to be a very long post, but I’m going to make it here because I have to place down some ✨boundaries✨ because y’all can’t seem to behave on this damn app.

Last night was not okay. Period. I hope you all know that I do this for fun. I work 8 hours a day, and when I get home and want to have fun here. And when I get messages harassing me because of many things, it takes the fun out of it and makes me absolutely not want to be here.

I do apologize if I sound defensive and mean. I have a very hard time reading tone through text, so sometimes I can’t tell if you’re joking with me or being absolutely genuine. I’ve had a really bad history of harassment on here so I really take no shit when it comes rudeness.

That being said we’re gonna have some discussion about things that were said last night.

1. Asks. Anon will not be on until further notice. It seems because you can hide yourself you can come in and yell at me, be rude, etc. Nope not anymore. If I do not answer your ask immediately it could be many different things. I could want to draw something in response so it might take a bit, I could be at work, I could not have the right response at the moment and need to think about it, or I just don’t want to answer. I am not entitled to reply. I am only human, and I don’t know why some of you don’t have the empathy to think that, and send things that make me upset.

2. The Story. I’m sorry, but in the ao3 tags it does say ‘retelling’ aka a retelling of the Wizard of Oz in MY own way. It’s not anything new, so if you’re upset that I might have it end the same way the movie/the musical/ the book ends, then maybe this fic isn’t for you. I made this because I wanted to share my own twist on things, and don’t get me wrong I love each and every comment. It makes my day, but at the end of the day it’s my writing. It’s my choices. And if you don’t like it, simply don’t read. I’ve backed out on many good fics just because I didn’t like certain aspects. Doesn’t mean they’re suddenly terrible. It’s just not my cup of tea.

3. Characters. Certain characters will have certain endings. It’s really sad when I say I only have 3 chapters left of this fic and everyone already thinks they know the characters fate. I had a plan, a tentative one to make a sequel where everything is new and doesn’t go by the formula of the the movie, but at this rate if you all just want to yell and whine at me because things don’t go the way you want them to, I probably won’t write it. That being said, if a characters fate goes one way, let it be. It’s fiction. Not real. I have this happen for a reason, and arguing with me won’t change it. It will just frustrate me. So please respect that.

That’s pretty much all I can think to say. Just remember to be kind here. I’m a person, not a machine who just pumps out writing. I’m not getting paid to do this, I am doing this for fun and want to HAVE fun on here. I won’t delete this blog but if it ever gets like that again, I might.

My mental health is far more important than some silly blog on here that was meant to just post my art and talk about things that I love.

I appreciate all the nice comments and replies being said, and I hope everyone does have a good day. I’m sorry I had to put the adult pants on, but things really needed to be said here.

[silenzahra]

Not feeling too good today, won't be too active. Hopefully I'll be 100% back tomorrow 💖

[bell-swamp-fitzjames]

whats everyone's favorite citation style? mine is chicago i used to love love love that in high school. i never got to do it in college, i use using mla but man. chicago unless you've changed i missed u terribly. the sexiest of citations to me.

[themintman]

I am filled with HATE and SORROW y'all know how like Nurm is my favourite character my number 1 guy out of any piexe of media ever I love him dearly which sucks cause he's pretty unpopular but whatever whatever. N I'm like "man I really want to see some new Nurm content but everything I find I've either seen before or I created ☹️" and then I. I go on tiktok and I KEEP seeing edits that start with a clip with Nurm in them and then haha surprise it's actually a Petra edit!! Cause it's ALWAYS PETRA GOD DAMN IT and I love her. I love Petra so much. She is a fabulous character but ohm y god I am tweaking. I genuinely started crying y'all I am not sane nor normal. I'm so normal about him. Oh my good god I am going insane I am 💥💥💥💥

[syluses]

caleb and period sex 🫣

[1shirt2shirtredshirtdeadshirt]

WIP: Updates

I will soon be dropping updates on a few of my stories, I got a great deal done over the holidays. ❤️💚

As I also do my own editing and artwork I've been a busy bee throughout January. Look forward to it! :)

In the meantime:

I am on my couch drawing art for my fanfics and my partner 110% knows what it is.

I read so much about some folks having to creep around their spouse with fanfics/fanart BC they are embarrassed or worry they might get judged or think less of them.

Meanwhile I'm as shameless as Jim Kirk like:

Yeah, they know I'm a freak.👀 They done knew. Our first conversation was in a strip club. And what.

Fast forward 15 years later:

"Oh hey babe, that art for a chapter you're posting?"

"Sure is. Ya wanna read this review from my last chapter? It made me cry!"

"Let's see it!"

Sometimes I'll get them to read segments of a chapter I'm worried about and ask "Well, does it have the essence of Spock? Did you hear McCoy's voice in your head? Does my Jim seem natural?"

And they just, they are --

So supportive.

Ugh.

In a word of endless dumpster fires and terrible experiences prior to this involving love, just ugh.

Thank you for loving my neurodivergent, queer ass exactly as it is. For authentically seeing who I am and never flinching, never turning me away, never asking me to change -- just accepting me and loving me exactly as I am.

Thanks for being my T'hy'la, and for being unapologetically weird with me.

I made the right choice when I married another Star Trek nerd.💚🖖🏾❤️

[fluffydeoxys]

the urge to talk about OCs unfiltered superseded by various degrees of shame and the overwhelming internal voice of booooo be quiet (throws tomato)