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a hollyleaf I drew on MS paint with a mouse yesterday
#warrior cats#warriors#hollyleaf#thunderclan#honestly I have not posted wc art in a second#sorry guys hahah#too many ER trips and doctor appointments during april#and an overload of papers and finals#I have been drawing a lot more things on my twitter tho#so that makes me happy yay
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ME. ME EVERY TIME I TALK ABOUT MY FICTIONAL CRUSHES. ME EVERY TIME I TALK ABOUT SONIC. ME. I. 🥲
Wassup :3
hello :]
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Oh to spend your life trying to change to yourself for your best friend only for her to get mad at you the second you finally make a decision for yourself…
#waiter! more tragic yuri!!!#honestly tho briar beauty and her eldest daughter syndrome makes me weak#like wym she has eight brothers that she basically raised cause her dad was barely there and her mother was narcoleptic#her being widely hc as afro latina is just the icing on the cake for this song#it’s abt the PINING. it’s abt the TRAGEDY#it’s abt the losing urself for someone u love and them not being willing to do the same for u!!!!!#and watching her shift her pov for someone who hasn’t known her as long and shouldn’t mean as much for her#instead of u. her childhood best friend. and when it comes to u she just wants u to go back to making her happy#i’m NEVER done w this ship NEVER!!!!!#eah#applebeauty#brapple#apple white#briar beauty#eah edit#pinned#ever after high
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Happy Birthday to Ferdinand von Aegir!
I actually made 33 emotes, affectionately known as Aegirglyphics to some, for my own personal use on discord. However, I figure why not share some of them! They're free to use for discord servers/icons/pfps or whatever. However, my only request is Do NOT use them as subscriber emotes on Twitch. You can make them free follower emotes but you are not to make them locked behind a paywall.
#fe three houses#ferdinand von aegir#discord emotes#i thought long and hard about this bc idk the actual want for emotes i made ages ago but#i still love my son and its his bday ad so i should be nice and share#since i no longer have nitro and can no longer use them myself#the fact i can technically post 30 at once was tempting but#some of them arent living up to my standards and also just might not be easy to use in most contexts#so those im gonna skip on lol#whoever wants 21 aegirglyphics tho have at em#i think i might have posted some before? but only 10 and i dont recall which ones#if you want a secret the last three and the middle on the second row are my favorites to use#i used concernednand (the upper one) so much#the internet concerns me guys it was a valid use every time#debated sharing heartnand but honestly the world could benefit from it imo because gotta spread that love#fun lil trivia i love making emotes and so when i was in a server and people knew me as the ferdinand fan and artist#someone was like why hasnt salmon made a ferdinand emote yet#and im like bc i dont run the server and i cant just demand they add my art#and then a mod was like i didnt wanna put pressure on salmon but i thought about it so i was like bet#and then drew a server exclusive happy ferdinand emote#and that was the start of me somehow being able to have like.... ten emotes in that server#some of them were just me joking and then mods encouraging me#cause i used to use felix for every single art prompt theyd give and one week someone said the prompt was pog#and i just was so upset because dude why would i wanna draw felix for that hes not pog#so a mod was like hey if you make a pog felix emote we ill add it to the emotes here#so i once again was like bet and then posted it and then they really added it lmao#anyway sorry for so many rambles please feel free to use them on discord in whatever server#i cant really expect everyone to credit me but also im not really concerned since i fear people know my nands a mile away
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What madness can this be?
[ID in Alt text]
#id in alt text#This song makes me ILL#honestly they make me ill#me when they look after eachother and Brian is healing!?!!#the next time we hear them theyre so happy as hatter and hare..#you're honour my boys!!#theyre kinda gay ngl#i love this song tho#the story itself is amazing#I'll save this for another post though..#the mechanisms#gunpowder tim#drumbot brian#stranger ttbtv2#my art#do tim and brian have a ship name?? im sure they do but idk it#zag's art
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chat where is the jar store at
(He got delivered today with a certificate on serving from the university of cunt motherington)
((why is the quality so shitty Tumblr))
I cannot with myself bc what is this mess bro 😭
#Part 5 characters to me is like a boy band to a one direction fangirl#Part 5 boy band au wait……. Has anyone done that…….#I spent 100 dollars on him and honestly I don’t know if I’m happy about that#Im really disappointed in myself for paying that much for a mere figurine of a character I like but hey I can’t do anything better w my lif#Parental attention could’ve fixed this#Anyway I should stop yapping about that I just got my babygirl figurine#I wanted to try posing him but it was too hard and I was scared something would break so I just decided to not mess w it too much 😭#Besides I think it’s kinda cute lil bro is just sitting there hes lowkey just a chill guy :3#I wish he was bigger tho 😞#Jjba#jojo no kimyou na bouken#jojos bizarre adventure#Guido mista#action figures#He makes me happy :)#jjba really getting me thru shit man
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🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉
#SAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE ONE AND ONLY!!!!#we thank shuichi for existing everyday (praying hands emoji)#HAPPY BDAY TO THE MAN WHO GOT ME INTO THIS HELLHOLE#THANK YOU FOR BEING SO HOT AND CUTE AND SMART AND HOT AND SO SO SOSOSOSOSO CUTE!!!!!!!#traditional art cuz i did not trust myself enough to be able to make anything good with digital#LIVE LOVE LAUGH COLOUR PENCILS#fuck my camera quality tho what the actual fuck#this is literally the best one i could use after like 10 takes WITH filters#alr wishing yalls can just come into my house to admire the real thing#ill get better at digital art and next year ILL CREATE SOMETHING TRULY OUT OF THE WORLD FOR HIM!!!#danganronpa shuichi#shuichi saihara#drv3 shuichi#kokichi oma#he's the hand in the upper left corner btw if you cant see it properly#kokichi ouma#kaede akamatsu#hand on the right but honestly you can just interpret that as anyone as well#ndrv3 killing harmony#ndrv3 kin#ndrv3#danganronpa v3#my art
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It's missing my father hours rn so imma just dump a bunch of pictures here and cry
( sorry i don't know the source of anything I just had them on my phone)
(also dont read the tags i just need to let it out lol)
#I just realized I can call him dad easier than my real dad and now I understand why am I so damn attached to him#I always knew he was a parental figure for me#but now I connected the dots#How when u have an absent dad and a d34d mom a guy shows up in ur life#that tells u life advice that both of ur parents failed to do so#and makes u feel safe the first time in ur life#ofc ud become attached#i know for sure its unhealthy how much i love and miss him#he occupies most of my thoughts honestly#But how could i not cling to him so much when he was the only one who gave me hope in life#i try to keep going and even tho he is not here i keep telling myself whatever he taught me. i keep reminding myself he wants us to live an#bloom and be free#and that's what ill try to do#but you know somedays i wish i could just disappear and be wrapped in eternal happiness#its so fucking hard to pull yourself out of the slump man im so fucking tired im so so tired#somedays i wish id have the courage to off myself but i know that deep down i want to live and ive always wanted to live but i have no idea#how to live. i feel like i finally found a purpose and someone i love. but at the same time im always doubting myself and im scared of losi#g this little hope again and i know i should cherish and use it instead but each day i have this anxiety because rn i have nothing else if#lose this i seriously will lose everything atp. but ill still try bc rn its this or death so i should try im just damn tired yes anyways#sorry for being depressing some days just dont work out but thats okay#yes at the same time i want to get out of my head and try to find some friends but i cant deny that im highkey fucked up and i just cant le#go of my past and i still feel like that helpless unloved kid and idk how to form relationships this way. i dont trust myself at all so idk#how to trust others. and i feel like in order to find ppl that would love me i have to overshare abt my whole lifestory bc it still dictate#my life heavily. and since i met this band its better cuz im learning to deal w it and i want to heal from everything but yes at the same t#me who would wqnt to be friends w. someone that has like a year of life experience and 18 years of depression lol#so yes its complicated. bc i have friends but im like the funny friend. the one that is as shallow as puddle and has no problems but honest#y im genuinely sufferint qnd have been sufferinz all my life so i want to come out of my funny friend role. but that wojld mean i have to t#ll the shit i went through to all my friends but tbh it would be so random so ye. i do have a plan though. how it could work. But yes im ti#ed have been tired for 7 years now. But this time around i hope i can successfully get out of this torture cycle lol.#ok sorry this is what happens after puberty guys i could beva research case for a damn mental institute atp xdd
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Imagining if Lois lane’s one time cowgirl bodyguard had stuck around the world’s finest a little more
#honestly the fact that we never saw Annie Nichols again is the saddest thing#she was my favorite#if I could have anything from the silver age brought back it’d be her#I don’t know whether the robin is dick or Jason because both make me so happy in this scenario#poor Bruce tho he does not deserve this#batman#my art#lois lane#dick grayson#Jason Todd#Bruce Wayne#batblob#dc comics
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Late to the game as I’ve kinda been kinda non-here for a minute but I scrolled through the Dot and Bubble tag, and thought I wanted to write this post into existence.
There's this part in Doctor Who Unleashed where RTD says this:
“What we can’t tell is how many people will have worked that out before the ending. Because they’ve seen white person after white person after white person, and television these days is very diverse. I wonder, will you be ten minutes into it, will you be fifteen, will you be twenty, before you start to think, everyone in this community is white. And if you don’t think that — why didn’t you? So, that’s gonna be interesting. I hope it’s one of those pieces of television you see, and always remember.”
And I'm like. Yeah. But the reason this works even as well as it does is largely thanks to the work of the previous showrunner with the previous creative team, which was notably the first era to have any writers of color (amongst other firsts in terms of inclusivity in directors, composer, actors). While Chibnall fumbled whenever he tried to write about race himself, he did have the self-awareness to have Black and South Asian writers writing the episodes where race is the focus (and a female writer for the episode where sexism is a focus; my point is, he seemed to know his shortcomings).
I wonder what the current creative team looks like? (not really, but I wasn't 100% sure for all of them)
To quote RTD:
“...before you start to think, everyone in this community is white.”
This is pretty non-self-aware, right? It's pretty “It is said, and I understand this, there was a history of racism with the original Toymaker, the Celestial Toymaker, who had ‘celestial,’ and I did not know this, but ‘celestial’ can mean of Chinese origin, but in a derogatory way,” right? (from The Giggle Unleashed) It's pretty “and I had problems with that, and a lot of us on the production team had problems with that: associating disability with evil,” right? (from Destination Skaro Unleashed)
—none of which are issues that should be overlooked, but think how much exponentially better they might’ve been addressed if he’d consulted with Chinese writers and wheelchair-using writers before going straight to giving the Toymaker weird fake accents and making Davros walk?
How many Black or non-white people do we think saw the Dot and Bubble script before it landed in Ncuti’s hands?
And this just keeps happening.
And like, from some of the shocked responses I've seen from white viewers to the ending of Dot and Bubble, maybe the episode's unsubtlety was needed? From the way RTD talks about it in Unleashed, the episode was written with a white audience in mind, Baby's First Microaggressions (where of course the microaggressions come from people who are pretty self-admittedly white supremacists). Ricky September, a more seemingly normal depiction of someone in the racist bubble of Finetime, seemed like an interesting element, up until the way he died.
The ending worked for me, because I do think the Doctor's reaction is true to how the Doctor would react. I just keep thinking of how much better the core themes could've been handled by someone with actual lived experience on the subject matter.
#dot and bubble#fifteenth doctor#rtd critical#anti rtd#ricky september#lindy pepper bean#dw negativity#racism#antiblackness#words by seaweed#not to be anti rtd. im just very critical. Anti RTD is just a tag which people use or block#every showrunner has their flaws but RTD is the only one self-righteously virtu signling over NOTHING. which is why im more critical.#plus the on-set sxual hrassment and what happened with Chris Eccleston etc. it vindicates me. idk. not tryna be a hater#ALSO dot and bubble is leaps and bounds better than any racism commentary I expected from Russell T Davies. so theres that.#can you tell I'm shy abt making long posts that someone is likely gonna be not happy about-#I usually search tumblr for posts to rb and talk in tags. but I couldnt find any posts about this this morning! tho I think ppl have since#etc its fine to critically appreciate imperfect media etc I do it all the time (as a Black fan) (who also thinks Rosa has Flaws) etc#I did see someone on twitter pointing out the hypocrisy of all white writers but twitter does not have space to talk about things#also love that The Church on Ruby Road has Mark Tonderai who became the first black director w The Ghost Monument. I love his directing#but that's the Christmas special. it is not part of this season. and honestly fr it's not close to enough#love the inclusivity in front of the camera. lets get some of that in the writing team NOW. it's hurting for it.#bring back Charlene James. can you hear me? was the best episode of Season 12.#the ep felt like a commentary on the “RIP Doctor Who” ppl under every official Doctor Who post? hence social media?#it does work best that way!! it just felt a little off of that way in rtd talking#idk im rambling. I did enjoy it tho. I just wish. but well.
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Seared like a songbird flying to the sun
A belated birthday gift for @misty-wisp ! Tried to combine references for both Swan Lake and Cendrillon >:3 (Linked the English cover I took the lyrics from for the title!)
#ariart#isat#isat spoilers#gemtale#friends oc#i unlocked the ability to draw two characters and decided to just kept at it but tbf this one has 4 in all honesty and boi...#the Perspective... the one for the mirrored version was harder than i thought but aaayyyeee!!! AM SO PROUD AND HAPPY THO!#let it be known that this piece was only meant to have the mirror for the background but i was like: hm... too empty-- oh whoops--#also a lil sad that odile and odettes arms are blocking the design for front of odettes outfit. she also has a diamond by the center#of it! and its also meant to take on the shape of a star with three beads at the bottom! tried to give her an outfit combining#kabue (diamonds) vaugarde (circles) and the island (star) meanwhile odile gets diamonds and circles#and yeeeeeess!!! their outfits are mirrored in a way! i only wanted to give the mirrored effect of spiky and round#but somehow managed to pull off an actual mirrored fit like with the open and closed wings and the shape of the top#i also designed the outfit as like-- a ballet outfit thats also like just a fancy dress for the swan lake and cendrillon themes#the red part on mirrordiles leg lookin like a gaping wound. i love that part honestly cuz its so last minute#i was meant to blend that to soften the edges but my brushes wont cooperate and i noticed it looked reaaaally nice as is so i kept it!#also odile has gloves that has fake nails outside it so she gets sharp pointy nails privileges. i could write a whole ass theory bout that#smth smth odile making sure to cautiously and gently handle odette so as not to hurt her but as a result keeps her at arms length#did i thought bout that explanation when i gave her the gloves? no. i was actually just too lazy to get rid of her nails when givin#her the gloves cuz i did everything in one layer for the lineart so i was like: hey arent there gloves with fake nails? yea thatll work--#LET IT BE KNOWN THAT TUMBLR MF LOGGED ME OUT AGAIN FOR NO REASON WHILE MAKING THIS POST BUT IM SMARTER!!!#LOGGED IN A DIFFERENT TAB. WENT BACK TO THIS TAB. SAVE AS DRAFT! MY TAGS ARE SAAAFFEE!!! GODDAMMIT TUMBLR!
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I want the infodump on Jamil and Yuusha ma'am I beg
THIS HAS BEEN UNANSWERED FOR A MONTH IM SORRY AUGH
but thank you so much yes im okay im normal about them i’ll do my best (for context i mentioned in the tags of one of my posts a while back wanting to infodump about them, but i forget which one it was jfkdlsjhl anyways-)
this won't be a full info dump because i think that would somewhat restrict my dynamic of them if i put it all into words (if that makes sense) ;;;
and i realized i lowkey dont have a coherent timeline for them (yet); i just put them in random scenarios of what i think would be fun at the moment
to make up for it i'll also put a silly self-indulgent sketch dump all below ;;;
I JUST REALIZED I DRAW THEM MAKING EYE CONTACT A LOT (bc something something there's a level of trust that jamil wont use his snake whisper on yuu anymore)
okay now for some random jamiyuu dynamics/hcs/lore
yuu fell first -> yuu lost feelings (bc why would you trust someone who took advantage you) -> ✨ then something happened ✨ -> jamil fell next but harder.
highkey disliked each other -and showed it- in the beginning bc of the whole scarabia drama; then an -accidental- act of service got them to think differently about one another. like "holy shit maybe they're not so bad after all???"
extremely slow burn.
very competitive with one another which then bled into their "flirting" / affectionate acts when they eventually became closer.
basically: “sweetheart” but rivalry -> “babe” but platonically -> “bro” but romantically pipeline.
(“are you flirting or starting a fight”)
yuu kinda throws around “love you” a lot, especially to her close friends; so -during their “platonic” stage- for some reason, jamil was the only “friend” she has not said this to. but it’s okay it’s not like jamil had referred to her as the “f-word” (friend) anyway.
had a mutual agreement that their romantic relationship is temporary because of yuu wanting to go home; they’re just going to “try it out” “no hard feelings”.
yuu made jamil promise to never use snake whisper on her ever again.
jamil: personal beef w/ bugs + afraid of them; yuu: personal beef w/ bugs (w/ a few exceptions) + not afraid of them, just generally pissed at their existence.
dancing and music lowkey became one of their love languages.
kalim genuinely became one yuu’s best friends because of how much they hit it off. jamil always third wheels them no matter the circumstance.
yuu loves grim more than jamil; jamil knows this very well. and so does grim.
#i was today years old that asks will not let me put images next to each other sigh#WAIT IT’S DIFFERENT ON MOBILE#smh tumblr u are stressin me out#anyways idek if you're still here anon but akjfkldsslk#the way i was jumpscared when i saw this in my inbox tho#it just made me really happy that people are interested in these two 😭#im still just afjkdlslsj why#but honestly thank you 🫶#im glad people can enjoy them as much as me#also i am just posting back to back what is wrong with me#i should make the most of it bc my schedule’s going to be BUSY after this week#also also there's one particular way some artists draw jamil's nose and i love it#i really wanna draw it like that too hkdsljs#i'll try it out next time i draw his side profile#[—✦ chatting#-✧ my art#-✧ oc rambles#jamil viper#(💜) yuusha#(💜) curry noodles#-✦—]
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LOCKLYLE + "Don't blame me" by Taylor Swift (insp)
#locklyle#lucy carlyle#anthony j lockwood#lockwood and co#lockwood & co#l&co#l&coedit#lockwoodandcoedit#l&co. netflix#tvedit#pearlcaddy#multiple eps#I considered their literal jumping off for the first one but then was like 'actually no the emotional vulnerability is so much better'#honestly I'll never be over Mr Center of Attention going 'it's hard for me but I love you enough that I'm happy to come second to you'#it unhinges me#I've really reached Peak Brainrot with this one#me looking at a gifset for a show I've never watched with lyrics to a song I've never heard: this is so locklyle coded :)#I love this tho so No Regrets#I almost made it black and white but I'm SO glad I didn't bc I like the coloring I settled on in the end which is a first for me#eventually I will make that other gifset I'm working on lmao I just have a great talent for procrastinating#anyway now I have to go walk through the rain to vote for some old man or another so enjoy this#gwenstacyismyicon original#adventures in gifmaking
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i honestly dont like how emotional i am
#i dont mean emotional as in get sad easily or get happy easily#even tho it does happen to me#my emotions are like... just intense#it feels like the levers are broken and its always on maximum overdrive#things that shouldnt make me this sad does and i get too angry over small thing#honestly hate that i have to avoid things to not trigger them :[[#and then there are time im so afraid if i dont keep up with everyone theyre all going to abandon me and put me aside u-u#i constantly look for signs if ppl are losing interest in me and its just so daunting everyday to live in fear not knowing#even if its not whats happening#:[[[#.vent
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Is lunara a moon elf or a drow?
lunara is a good aligned drow! i notice a lot of people tend to ask this question a lot LOL which is partially my fault cuz I made her entire character really confusing HAHA
though a moon elf character would be super cool… ill have to make one in the future!!
#also sorry simon im gonna spam this gif now#i showed it off to my sister its my fav thing ever#also sorry for the confusion HAHA i should honestly make an faq#that way i can clarify any confusing parts abt my characters lolol#thank you for asking tho!! idk why it makes me happy when ppl are curious abt these kinds of things#lunara posting#bg3#baldur's gate 3#ask bob
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helpp my mum's modesty standards are through the roof recently she won't even let me wear a mini dress w tights n a cardigan m so mad ♡(>_<)
#i kinda messed up too tho ♡😭🎀#was sleepy n wearing a deep neck top n my bra was showing while we was at a family member's house :(♡#...but i prommy my mum has been so weird even before that!! :(♡#one of these days i dressed up to go to the mall n wore a mint green flowy romper w white tights n my mum was like... 'your tights' 🤨🤨#i just ignored her n continued whatever me was doing :(♡#but me so mad ughh ♡😠#just wanna feel cute n wear clothes that feel the most me ♡🥺💞#m honestly so done w my fam it's like one way or another they find a way to ruin anything that makes me happy ♡😣</3#m so so sad :'(♡#liana's diary ♡#tw: negative ♡#coquette girl#just girly posts#just girly things#girlblogging#girl hood#girl blogger#girlhood#girly stuff#girly#girlblogger#girly girl#coquette dollete#pink coquette#coqeutte#coqette#coquette#dolletecore#dollete aesthetic#dollette
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