#Holding You To Your Goodbye
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Motivational Music in the Morning ... #BenBecker, #HoldingYouToYourGoodBye ... From the Album #LongDistance [Official Music Video] (2019) #MMitM1
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I‘m????? normal?????
#the heart killers#the heart killers the series#firstkhao#firstkhaotung#first kanaphan#khaotung thanawat#gmmtv#HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH#I am unwell thank you#trying had to hold my screams at work rn#what in the fcking hell is this#the first one????????#KHAO LOOKS TINY IM IN TEARS#the hair?????#he looks like a tiny loser fr#also kant? big time yok energy#SIR THAT IS NOT HOW YOU TREAT A K*LLER#kant youre pathetic#looks like my prayers for another yok-type role for first were heard afterall#im so used to giving and now i get to receive#i wont survive this dumb show im afraid#goodbye
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“Tell me about Kanver,”
Self-Immolation By @itsjustliah, chapter 14
#Goodbye im on the floor that was SO soft#These two deserve to be soft after everything that ever happened#Let them be happy game they didn’t ask for any of this#He is so soft about holding her like joshua is so open about physical affection he just won’t initiate it himself#But put your hand on him and he will go wherever you stir him#Soft bird#Jote is so so soft in this one like YEAH MY GIRL you deserve to just be there and live in self content#No worries no clut no status#I swear if ultima show his head next chapter I WILL NOT HESITATE BITCH NOT NOW#ffxvi#joshua rosfield#jote#joshua x jote
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Y’know all of this made me think of a version of Inanimate Insanity but it’s actually a killing game like Danganronpa instead of a reality show
Like if MePhone4 watched Danganronpa and tried to host one himself and shit. Complete with pretending to be a despair-loving freak and all of that jazz
#attempts at socializing#danganronpa#inanimate insanity#based on II16. you know the one#spoilers for inanimate insanity and Danganronpa v3 beyond this point#I’m imagining that the contestants learn about 4 (who they believe has been infected by a despair loving virus)#they pity the guy who seemed to be a disaster magnet#first the guy has a terrible dad#second guy got infected by that virus#but then it turns out that the virus never existed and 4 was just playing a persona#not only that they learn that they were all created for the killing game#they get angry of course#but then again… the killed get revived someplace else#and the reason why he did that is because he never knew anything else#not even a loving life…#so they deduce that they are being watched#break the cameras#and force 4 to show his true self#and plan to save him from the true mastermind’s hold over him and end the killing game#so yeah you get to team up with knockoff monokuma against the mastermind :3#and yes it ends with all the contestants and shit disappearing#but perhaps at this point they have beaten the shit out of cobs and thus have completed their mission#so it’s time to say goodbye to the only ones who cared for mephone#or maybe they have done their part of the plan to defeat cons#and as say suitcase disappears they tell mephone#‘it’s time for you to break your strings.’#so yeah you get to help knockoff monokuma be the protagonist for once#and save him from Junko’s grasp#even though everything else is gone
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You wanna know why the "you're alone" line from epic always hurts? Because Athena wasn't always alone. She also lost her mentor, Triton, when she accidentally killed Pallas
#can you imagine losing your best friend#and seeing your father figure's grief-stricken face as he holds her lifeless body#yeah that'd fuck you up#Athena#epic the musical#epic cyclops saga#my goodbye#odysseus
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putting up some decorations for all the ppl coming back to the rvb fandom
#rvb#red vs blue#*repurposes my tags on the lolix post to here*#did you have fun in your other fandoms. did you enjoy your time spent with a piece of media that loves you#did you even think about the children. your blorbos. when you ABANDONED US for the hotter and newer model#you think you can WALTZ back in here like NOTHINGS WRONG#LOOK AT YOUR BLORBOS. THEY GREW UP WITHOUT A FATHER.#that part doesn’t have to do with ppl leaving the fandom. most rvb characters just have daddy issues#AND YOU LEFT THEM AGAIN#WITHOUT EVEN SAYING *GOODBYE*#and so now you return here. on the day of my daughters wedding. to ask ME for MY analysis?#AND YOU DIDNT EVEN THINK ABOUT WHAT THIS WOULD DO TO THE BABY???? *holds up junior*#anyway. welcome back lol
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Deep in enemy territory (Scotiabank arena) trying to find an safe corridors to recede (bus back to Ottawa) so I can relax with my platoon (sens lb) in the comfort of an American military base compliments of the American military industrial complex complete with all the amenities (popcorn and sportsnet+)
#like leafs I love you the same way I love…. uhhhhhh…… I mean I respect you…….. you’re here and I like your narratives#yeah#BUT I NEED TO GO HOME#(was in Toronto for 28 hours)#the way that union station + the arena are the ONLY PLACES in Toronto I can navigate#me mentally holding my besties hand as I lead them to the bus station from the subway stop and explaining every turn we took so they would#know how to get back to the train after we said goodbye
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I get a little indignant when i look up the lyrics for a song that has very straightforward and understandable meaning to anyone who has experienced a modicum of emotional pain in their life and there are websites like "Song Lyrics Explained" like ohhh some people have never had their heart broken I see.
#my stuff#if you look me in the eyes and say you don't 'get' Sleep Token's Apparition or Take Me Back To Eden in general...#like what even is there to say. they're about waking up from bittersweet dreams abt ppl you can't see anymore for reasons you didn't choose#and longing to return to experiences that cannot be recreated if the people you love don't make the effort to hold onto it like you do.#i am quite literally sick with longing and grief these past couple days and these are the only songs keeping me halfway sane#this all could have gone so very different. i know where you are. i know how to reach you. but i can't. you asked me not to.#so i have to cope with the knowledge that you're a short walk away almost every day and yet I'll probably never see you again#and it's not because i did anything wrong you're just the sort of person who can't be friends with someone after a romance#and your goodbye was absolute shit and i hate it and i want some fucking shred of acknowledgement that i deserve better!!!!#i want to know you aren't just trying to forget me entirely!! I want to be remembered!! I am remembering you!!
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It’s been a month.
It shouldn’t have happened. Why did this happen? It shouldn’t have.
It’s been a month.
Can we turn back time? Stop this, prevent this? Can we change everything?
It’s been a month.
This makes no sense. It will always punch in the centre of the chest and take the breath away. It will never make sense. It will always hurt the same. What will happen is that the time of realisation will shorten, but it still hits you all of a sudden.
It’s been a month.
Life goes on and on, like it used to, like it must.
But it’s been a month and time is frozen and I miss the feeling, I miss the comfort of a ‘see you later’ over a goodbye.
#im not good with goodbyes liam#i just hope that you are okay wherever you are#i hope you’re spending time around your family#watch over them would you?#things are so weird and so sad and so different and so scary#you’re so loved my boy#i am so sorry#for the things you have to go through#for the things they keep saying#for the hate they send to you#life seems worthless on the internet#i appreciate the value normal life gives to human dignity more#i hope the other boys are holding up too#we’re not angry at you love you’re the greatest thing we’ve lost#🌷 un bacio nel vento#liam payne
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mister impossible chapter 10 i am kissing you with tongue
#might be my favorite chapter of anything honestly i owe it my firstborn child#tags by me#TRC#TDT#the Dreamer Trilogy#Mister Impossible#Declan Lynch#and his complicated relationship with his family and the absolutely PEAK brother dynamics#buckle your seat belt do you really wanna die in connecticut#why did i have to go through puberty lmao#there are fuckfaces out there#how does it FEEL to ask for something reasonable and be completely ignored????#Niall had made Declan a liar Aurora had made him an orphan Ronan had made him a nag but Matthew had taken Declan's youth#goodbye whatever Declan Lynch would have grown up to be#mary pls strike me deaf until the state line#Declan had put his identity crises on hold multiples times for the greater good Matthew had only been asked to do it once#Declan wanted to hate Niall. for being a bad father. for having favorites. for having favorites that who weren't Declan.#Declan said he hated him but it was aspirational#Declan's relationship with the criminal underworld was the longest and most stable one he'd had in his life#LITERALLY THE CHARACTER OF ALL TIME DO YOU UNDERSTAND
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finishing up the JR route and trying not to cry about Reese Verner
#i love him your honor#fernweh saga#james breaks my heart but reese shreds it into pieces#god he wants so badly to be chosen by someone because it's him and not because of his name#reese 'it has to be perfect to make up for the fact that it's me' verner#the way he rarely touched my mc in his route but the jr route had him grabbing her hand multiple times#or you know - reciprocating mc's hand holding instead of just brushing her wrist#reese 'slaps on an irreverent smile as hastily as dousing a wall in a bucket of paint' verner#reese 'sets aside his own candy bc james picked your favorite flavor' verner#he is so painfully aware of the bond that already exists between mc and james#and how that's so different from the relationship he has with mc or james#he Will Not beg for attention from either of you but man does he want it#reese 'i will not say goodbye' verner#I see right through you mister verner and I am holding your hand anyway#i'm the opposite of no thoughts head empty about reese#many thoughts head full#you know what's really funny - my actual irl school rival had the same first name#he had a crush on me and I couldn't stand him 95% of the time lmao
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#i wanna kiss you like the first time#hold you like its not goodbye#wish i hadnt been so cruel#i wanna let all my defenses down#scream until you hear me out#i lay it on the line for you#le song shouting#my minds made up!#take me baaack take me back! to san! fran! cisco!#i know#what we haaad never lasts! i! cant! let go of you!#i might#show up on your doorstep#soaking wet#say im done running from the one that i want so bad#take me baaack! take me back!#Spotify#music#audio
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Rewatching the final episode now recognizing that the Jughead walking along side Betty in the finale is writer!Jughead, who just wants to make sure Betty is happy and fulfilled with the ending that he wrote for her... Sorry to everyone who was frustrated with the finale centering around Betty, but RAS wrote that episode framing just for me.
#writer!Jughead is MY jughead#betty cooper is my blorbo and she's jughead jones's too#riverdale season 7#bughead#the first time I watched it I was like Jughead's distant tone here is a little strange#but the minute you know it's Jughead hanging out with his most beloved character and guiding her to her inevitable conclusion it's like AH#the scene where Betty doesn't want to say goodbye to everyone and starts to cry and Jughead holds firm and says#“this is life everyone has to say goodbye”#and his subtle regrets about how everything turned out#I love meta-breaking Jughead who loves Betty Cooper#I WILL write the fic so help me#RAS your show has tormented me for the past few years because of your poor management and the frustrating choices of your writing team#this gift isn't enough for me to forgive you but I'll take it thanks
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#vent tw#death mention tw#okay I need to post this bc I’m. going to explode into a million shattered parts if I don’t#my grandmother on my moms side who lived with us my whole teen years. who I helped care for. passed last night before I could go visit her#and instead of IDK FUCKING CALLING ME TO TELL ME my estranged idiot sister just texts me basically ‘Oop she died 🤪’#what the actual fuck#I deserve to hear from our mom? I deserve to hear like the rest of the fucking family?#my cousin did it right and said ‘call your mom’ but you just fucking take it on yourself?? how inconsiderate and conceited to take that away#how little do you see of me to not show basic fucking compassion??#I will never not hold this with me every time I think of my grandmothers passing#I’m a fucking adult. I’ve lived on my own for 3 god damn years. and yet you can’t extend me the BASIC FUCKING RESPECT of letting me find out#the RIGHT WAY#I broke my no contact out of respect for my grandma. I promised to walk into a house I was fucking prisoner in half my life.#I looked past my pain and my trauma out of basic fucking human decency and she couldn’t wait a few hours to let the news reach me properly#and before I can even say my goodbyes she’s gone and this is how you tell me??#she KNEW I was in contact with our mom again#she KNEW#I lived with grandma I HELPED TAKE CARE OF HER#I picked her off the floor when she fell I made her food when she was hungry I READ HER BOOKS WHEN HER HANDS SHOOKTOO BAD#I knew they were monsters but are you fucking kidding me?? this is so so low I’m in fucking shock#I thank my partner and their family every fucking day for teaching me what real love is#because after you live your whole life trying to love people who are only playing roles for the sake of appearance you can never go back to#the cold lifeless greyscale power plays they call unconditional love#god I just#I’m just so fucking tired
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11/5/23
Do you say goodnight to your pets?
Do you say goodbye to your pets?
Do you tell your pets you love them?
Do you hold hands/paws with your pet?
Do you and your pet sleep in the same bed?
Do you sleep in the same room?
How many pets do you have?
Just awake and curious lol
#questions#just asking#my pets#honeycombhank#your pets#i’m just curious#goodnight#goodbye#i love you#holding hands#paws#cute animals#pets
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Yabushige count your fucking days. I am so mad
#the fucking flash forward. insane#toranaga in the fucking forest... ALL YOU HAVE LEFT IS THAT FUCKING EAGLE!!!!! NO SON NO FRIENDS!!!!#ishido blaming toranaga...... you should seppuku yourself...... shameless....#so all out war now??? no toranaga invasion???? mmm.....#yabushige has lost it.... all that for nothing... oof#oshiba and her kid finishing marikoa poem..... i think i huave covid#HIS SHIP??????#toranaga did this to keep him here knowing he wont stay now that mariko is dead.... i know it#the christians???? mariko???? to keep him here too??#omg fuji.........#toranagas baby is so big ajdhaksj 'i have more sons thanks to you' hello????#OSHIBA TURNED!!! ISHIDO ITS SO OVER!!!!#NO!!! LEAVE FUJI ALONE LET HER BECOME A NUN!!! ANJIN YOU ARE ON THIN ICE#toranaga is sucha bad bitch#i feel like anjin really felt ashamed about his first intent to arrive to japan and that mixed with marikos death... he said fuck it#and then toranaga turns it around and says nah... I am using YOU!! get your pussy up!! get your ships up!!!#'que la muerte le sea leve' thats what me and my friends say when we say goodbye to go to class ajshajanaakak i love this guy#favourite secondary character#this shot is so pretty... with the tree and the sea... the framing....#SEE how toranaga burned his ship!!!! bc he wants to keep him!!! thats his foreign pet!!#he makes him laugh and distracts his enemies ajdhajdjsj.... his jester...#beef squashed with my girlfriends husband 🤝🏻 now we hold respect for each other#that was so good#i said yabushige better count his days and here we are....#i post about someone and they die. 3/3 sobfar#if i reach far enough shogun is about a daimyo and the psychosexual relationship between him and his foreign pet...#he makes me laugh... and the last scene is the anjin laughing while looking at him... okay.....#talking tag#watching shogun#also!!! toranaga wanting to be shogun!!! this man is so complex!!! i hate him!!!
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