#He’s got the true doubt
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#I’m purposely giving bad names to annoy him#sorry if your called any of these😭😭😭#this is a riviting post as always#We are watching s4 again bc he still doesn’t believe eddies dead😭😭😭#He’s got the true doubt#poll time
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I was thinking about the trope of characters gaining weight to indicate healing/character growth, and I realized how well that would fit Shen Qingqiu
Qing Jing Peak's food is apparently bland, and I doubt Shen Jiu was eating for the joy of it. He probably only ate enough to keep himself alive and supplemented it with inedia, so the guy was probably pretty gaunt under all those layers of robes. Then Shen Yuan shows up and in very quick succession gets a fantasy chronic illness and access to The Protagonist's Cooking™️ and gets to live a pretty spoiled life for several years. He probably keeps himself relatively fit to retain the peak lord image, but he definitely gains some weight in the years following his transmigration. His face filling out probably worked wonders when it comes to softening his image compared to Shen Jiu's rather severe presence. Luo Binghe, with his trauma with regards to food insecurity, probably thrived getting to see his Shizun looking well fed and healthy
And then the Immortal Alliance Conference and everything that came after it. As much as he'd like to deny it, he is fucking Depressed™️ after all that. What's the point of eating Qing Jing's bland food when he doesn't have the protagonist's cooking anymore? So he returns to Shen Jiu's pattern of inedia
Can you imagine how Luo Binghe felt seeing how skinny his Shizun became in his absence? And of course, that gaunt version of Shen Qingqiu is the one whose corpse he preserved for five years, stuck in that hungry state. It doesn't escape me that he was always bringing a meal to corpsezun's bedside so on the off chance that he came back, the first thing he could do was eat Binghe's cooking
Basically what I'm saying is if you compare post-canon bingqiu to their PIDW counterparts, the most striking difference on first glance is that Bingge and Shen Jiu are skinny and rangy and miserable, and Bingmei and Shen Yuan are happy and healthy and well fed
#svsss#i love the headcanons that bingge is shorter and skinnier than bingmei bc of the neglect during his teen years#he's got like. that dehydrated mcu superhero build.#meanwhile bingmei (especially post canon when things calm down) definitely gains some weight#bc he's able to chill out and cook for himself and shizun#and shizun likes to see him happy and eating well and who is he to deny shizun?#and i think the same is true for the versions of sqq#shen jiu is a deeply miserable man. i doubt he was taking good care of himself#the skinny gaunt look added to his Resting Villain Face#meanwhile shen yuan is a spoiled millennial who loves binghe's cooking#he definitely gains some weight! i think this is a good thing for him!#im going to be rotating this in my mind all day#this thought occurred to me while i was falling asleep last night#and i had to stop myself from bolting upright and writing this post right then and there
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see ok I don’t think it’s bad who stole the furniture because he didn’t go to f5 and zoom in on himself a billion times
#also a stamp of innocence from foolish is a stamp from me in bbh’s case tbfh#if it is bad I will be extremely surprised. it really does go against all his characters goals rn plus it was so sloppy#if bad had done it there wouldn’t be a damn chair anywhere on the island. he would have been thorough as all get out. his points of#‘ok I didn’t do it but if I did-‘ when he runs into a chair are so fair because yeah! this is so true!!#if he was gonna be petty and throw a shitstorm furniture stealing tantrum to go against forever or whatever he would have gone 100% all in#he would have gone so far in it would have been fucking crazy of him to find some of the furniture he’d be stealing#anyways I don’t got real money on anyone rn I’m leaning towards pac and richas tho#maybe willyrex? I doubt it though he’s going around planting mines totally different MO rn#mcyt#qsmp#bbh#z speaks
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ok sitting down for a moment at disneyland. elaborating on the post-beat concert shenanigans in the tags
#for those of you invested in my silly misadventures#ok so .#there was the meet n greet earlier which as i said was short but very nice and i was squimshed against ade for the photo#AFTER THE SHOW . go around the concert venue to the area by the stage door#but unlike the beacon theatre we were a long ways away from the stage door it was the huge parking lot and we were fenced off#and based off of the spars concert from last year at the beacon where the guys just left after we waited for almost an hour#i didnt really expect the beat guys would come over or anything but i was willing to wait a while#and wait a while we did and then danny carey came out and eventually came over to us and was really sweet and signed stuff#he wasnt taking any photos but was very nice just like the epitome of fun drummer guy#waited a while more. doubting still that the other guys would come over#next was adrian! and being the absolute sweetie he is he did come over and everything abt him is true#hes just the most wondrous sweet guy ever. he was also radiating comforting dad energy bc that annoying prog fan was there again#and ade was kind of like nicely protective where i was w my friend#ade also liked my inner revolution shirt and remembered me from the meet n greet :)#waited a while more and then eventually steve vai came out and well im sorry what can i say . i was 😵💫#it didnt help that when he signed my poster (as the other guys had before him) that like. his hand was resting on my hand god anyway#im sorry. old men musicians are my number one weakness as anyone whos been following me knows#oh i had gotten a blurry photo w ade and then got a flash photo w steve. its horrifying <3#we waited like an hour more for tony who was on a long ass phone call#but very nicely he came over too and somehow the photo w him turned out nicest. hes such a sweet polite guy#he also sounds like ron mael kinda lol#and thats my adventure!#and now ive spent an obscene amount to see em again. god
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#fire emblem heroes#feh#summoner katze#fire emblem fates#fire emblem binding blade#ice tribe banner#Felicia#Thea#Flora#Fjorm#Nifl#I gotta admit I’m not 100% sold on this banner#plus the fact they all have ice skates is hidden in the video#why does the ice tribe like seethrough clothing??#because of ice??#that’s weak#they just wanna show half naked girls#Felicia and Flora are ok#and obvious#but why can’t they ever appear on separate banners#also I’ve seen the theory going around that Garons orders corrupted their home garb to be maid garb#I doubt it’s true but it’s interesting#Thea looks pretty cute here#she’s still carrying on the dragonflower affect on her weapon#Fjorm I know your ice vases but you’ve shown up on a lot of banners lately#never mind#Nils is cute#am excited to get him he’s got the best art
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thinking about anthea and concordia and how they knew n's time growing up in the castle was awful but they probably couldn't do much about it because they were also under ghetsis's "care"
#pokemon#pokemon black and white#pokemon bw#n harmonia#natural harmonia gropius#pokemon anthea#pokemon concordia#clai's art#i dont know what anthea and concordia are like outside of the games where they appear uh. literally once per version. which sucks#so my take is that they. being older than n and also raised by people before being orphaned. did not have the same extreme views#they didnt doubt that humans hurt pokemon at first bc they saw the same injured pokemon that ghetsis brought to n#but they knew not all humans were like that. so they would try to tell n that but he trusted ghetsis above all else#as they got older they realized more and more what ghetsis's true intentions with n were but by then it was too late#n was too deep in the worldview ghetsis forced on him and ghetsis viewed him as disposable#one step out of line from anthea or concordia to protect n or steer him away from the path ghetsis put him on--#--would probably mean dire consequences for any of them. so all they could do was watch#i hope that all makes sense idk. i dont often write detailled backstories for characters i cant do it well all that much#anyway anthea and concordia DESERVE more of a role in the story than just last minute lore dump#they have POTENTIAL
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Y'all do know you can't make Jason be NOT white without changing his whole character, right?
For other characters, yes, because their physical appearance are not that influential in their story, on how they are viewed by people, on their personality formation — you can have a black/asian/indigenous/arab/brown/latino/etc Nico and yes, the hate he gets will have a undertone of racism but at the same time nothing significant on his story, motivation or personality will need to change. This is also true for other characters: Clarisse risks repeating the "aggressive WoC" stereotype but the character itself doesn't change.
This isn't true for Jason, whose main character trait is how he is perceived by others and how he showcases himself to others based on that perception. (specially with how little effort Riordan put on him besides making him perfect-er Percy who's somehow also weaker and less important than him).
Let's not pretend a black, Arab, indigenous, Asian, Latin man, etc, in the USA would ever be treated with the universal reverence Jason gets from New Roma, you can't have the illusion of perfection and most of all, of invincibility they have about him when you see him suffering racism or xenophobia in the middle of a mission. In theory, nothing in his life has ever gone wrong, that's his image, destined to be king, he is supposed to have no weakness on his peers eyes.
He is not trying to prove people wrong, he is trying to prove them right; he isn't worthy despite their prejudice, on the contrary, he only tried to make himself worthy to fulfill their expectations. He can't be a woman or an immigrant or have a visible disability or any other thing that strays him from a perfect ideal by western society standards, and be that same character.
#Different from the other white character in the series he was never questioned or doubted#There's a presumption of perfection with no exceptions that society doesn't give to us (women poc immigrants visible minorities in general)#His privilege (handsome white man with no visible disability son of Zeus etc) also prevented anyone from worrying for his well being#This illusion/expectation of him having no weakness/being untouchable pushes himself too far and clouds his judgment.#I headcanon he didn't even consider the possibility of myopia because that wouldn't fit Jason Grace Son of Jupiter so it wasn't an option#And you think it'd be the same character after facing racism? Because ain't no way he'd be praetor without going through racism#I think I'd love him nonetheless since I'm very weak to the whole golden boy tearing himself to save the world but it'd be a new character#jason grace#I know racism in USA is different from here but I know how different a “non-racist” white person treats me and treats my white friends#Also for him to not be an entirely different character if PoC would be incredibly disrespectful and racist on its own#It would fail to recognize the difference in how we are read (and written). I hate that a lot.#I remember that when Cody told Brandi “I see no color” she told him “then you don't see me” and that's so fucking striking#We ARE different. treated differently. if you act like you don't see it then you also turn a blind eye to the violence that comes from it#This is straying from my point I got a bit heated banalization of things I care about usually does that to me#Point is please don't change Jason on the very few things that man actually bothered writing about him#I actually think this is true about Octavian too. A lot of what he is allowed to do would not be possible if he weren't a white man.#Same for Rachel Elizabeth Dare. I mean you can work around making her poc but it will truly be pushing A LOT#Let's put it this way: a woc doing a street performance is perceived very differently from a white woman doing a street performance.#Specially in the eyes of cops#Pjo
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My kingdom for a "So you say” (Patreon)
#Doodles#SCII#Damned#Helix#ZEX#Dexter Favin#Hhhh they ;; Their ''first'' interaction!#Officially up to three cryings - not that I'm surprised I love Dex <3#My head was fully abuzz during this scene there are so so so many interesting details!#So interesting to see which ''held true'' and which were left behind - which ones became Helix while others didn't!#At this point I almost see Helix as an alternate timeline - kind of like how Defeated is a branching arm off the main body#Not terribly dissimilar but the details that are different are too interesting to let go of so just make it all canon in its own way! Hehe#Especially since Helix is largely from Max's 3rd person perspective so the way he tells it is different than Dexter haha#Very interesting what he leaves out in his retelling hehehehe ♪♫#Anyhow enough of Max he's not even here rn sheesh ♪ ZEX! And Dexter ;;#Hghhghh it's all set up so deviously <3 That fact that up to this point ZEX has been relying on Zelnick especially to give him credence#And then as soon as someone he ''knows he trusts'' comes to throw a wrench into things - Dexter has as much weight or more!#He's specifically engineered to sow doubt and confusion! Gosh what a place to grow his character from <3 <3#ZEX's pride undoes him completely it's So well written ♥ Truly a fatal flaw for VUX and the way he's picked apart aghh <3#And?? The fact that I can hear ''Max's'' voice in ZEX's syntax as soon as he doesn't have a good argument??? Hello????#I know they come from the same base but like!! How!!! Masterful 💖#As I drew it it's a bit out of order - Dexter says he can't protect Max (😭) before ZEX starts crying it all got a bit mixed in my head#I was very emotional at the time you understand haha#It's all so sad! They're so close in some ways to being or having what the other wants but both fall just short#No wonder they took what little comfort in each other they could <3 ZEX comforted by his voice and Dex comforted by caring for his body#They have so little to offer each other trapped as they are ;;#It's all so interesting and distressing!! There's so much to think about as everything falls into place!
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pls don't be mad if i say my head hurts and i'm sleepy... but my head hurts and i'm sleepy ;v;
#i blame my period rip meeeee#but that being said i'm thinking i'll use this opportunity to watch another lil movie and go to bed at a decent hour uvu#maybe play lnd bc there's an event for sylus hehe#it's genuinely hard to say for sure who my favorite is amongst the boys but he's got a special lil place in my heart <3#he's such a caretaker and protector and i love every flavor of that character type#also i know the mc doesn't always trust him? and at the beginning that's so fair but over time he proves himself to be true to his word#he causes trouble no doubt but there's a lot i see that makes me go 'oh chiyo would absolutely trust him with her life'#maybe even?? the most easily after zayne bc zayne has known her longer and is there during a very vulnerable time#canonically he sees the mc breakdown a lil after everything with her grandma so uvu#but lemme stop rambling about lnd and chiyo's verse asdfgh#i wanna get all cozy and watch something spooky#get ready to ramble | ooc
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okay i give up i cant write this pjo fic percy loves sally too much
#which is good! love that he loves his mom i think that’s so realistic#maybe i just need to do a re-read but i dont ever remember him being angry/bitter about it which. i do not understand#like i don’t need to understand it i just need to be able to write it but like. okay.#in those situations there is a lot of manipulation involved from the mothers side esp when the men are introduced to the kids young#so that part was easy like gabe prob smacked percy and sally was like im sorry hon next time just try to be more careful ok#but i have no idea how this didn’t lead into him resenting sally as he got older#esp since i don’t think he knew gabe was hitting her too so it’s not like he was putting up w gabe to physically protect his mom#which would be another issue in itself bc he’s literally 12#anyway this is all being said to reiterate that i still do have so many sally jackson thoughts even though this fic crashed and burned#shoutout to sally jackson your efforts as an accomplice to your child’s abuse will forever be tossed around in my mind#also while i’m here talking about her i need to talk about that scene in the pjo show where she told him off#so many ppl were tryna “um actually 🥸☝️” the entire thing by saying book sally would do the same cos she’s fiery in canon#which is so true sally did stand up to gabe#and i have no doubt she would have told him off in the book to#o#but i also have no doubt that she would have gotten the shit beat out of her for it later#it’s a double edged sword people who get abused aren’t 100 percent meek or 100 percent strong willed all the time#its an ugly little mix of everything and depending on the day some of the traits present more strongly than the others#ok i’m done in a fr way now
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Just completely bonkers to me that in the total 7 hour runtime of BvS and ZSJL Wonder Woman says like two sentences to Superman and one of them is:
#superman#wonder woman#justice league#dc comics#clark kent#diana of themyscira#how do you not find any time for 2/3s of dc's trinity to interact in any way?#it says it all about what snyder's priorities were that the three of them only ever shared screentime during action scenes#he just had no interest in showing these three as friends on screen in an substantial way#clark and diana never talk at all#they only talk to bruce#and barely in clark's case#I'm sure snyder's stans will insist we would've got these interactions in the sequels#but i doubt that would've been true from what has been leaked about them#and we still shouldn't have to sit through the equivalent of an entire trilogy#just for the promise we might get the stuff we should've got in those seven hours
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i didn't like the finale lol 🧍🏾
#i'm supposed to believe that armand always wanted louis to die....?#like i don't doubt him being that evil but the way they paced it felt so rushed like we don't know his true motivations?#and we still don't even know why lestat was there? was it really to save louis? but then he let him go with armand who tried to kill him?#and actually the moment when lestat talked about claudia with louis in the shack made me soooooooo mad#DO NOT TALK ABOUT HER WHITE DEMON YOU STILL KILLED HER??!?!?!?#idk.... it felt more like it was setting up for s3 instead of a proper conclusion to the season itself#i'm happy louis got his happy ending though like in the grand scheme that's a relief#but thinking back to s1 and the rest of s2 i just feel like this fell flat#ig i need to let it marinate more but i feel like i'm just gonna have more questions than answers looooool#iwtv spoilers
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I love playing with characters who have unshakeable resolve and endless confidence like Papa and jessup and Sun but i myself have awful confidence so it's something
#Obvs it's not always good like with Papa and the legion but he does at least take the L#They also have different brands of self assurance which I think is fun#Like Sun's got the self confidence of someone who was told that he was perfect every day of his life as a child#Which can come across as arrogance But he still gets scared about stuff and has a 'do it scared' attitude which I think makes him verybrave#Papa's confidence is a lot more performative. He needs to look confident and like he knows what he's doing so that his followers feel safe#And he often feels confident because he has people behind him. But it's mostly an act that he's convinced even himself of being true#Jessup has never doubted himself ever in his life. He has an unshakeable personal compass and you will never convince him that he's wrong#He comes across as less arrogant as Sun tho because hes more? Honest? When he doesn't know something?#Ig?#Not to say that Sun is dishonest but jessup is more frank#Jessup doesn't care about what other people think of him but Sun cares a lot#That's where their main differences come from#Lots of rambling#Txt#Oc tag: Sun#Jessup#Papa Khan
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sad to think about how daigo was probably grieving mines death alone
In my silly dreamland i like to think at least katase also showed up to pay her respects ….
#snap chats#she seemed genuinely worried about him before he left for okinawa#at the very least she might show up just to show respects since she was the last other person to speak with him#i doubt they were super close but idk ….#its not that i couldnt bear the depressing notion that daigo was the only one to ever care about mine#i dont doubt thats true but still …#maybe i just want daigo to be able to talk to someone about mine who even Somewhat knew him#idk im dipping into my google docs now#oh my god wait speaking of mourning things my laptop’s screen is busted :))))))))#it got knocked off my desk and the screens not TOTALLY black#sometimes it tricks me into thinking its back to normal but it’s unusable rn so i have to get it fixed this weekend and i am not happy#but its ok it cant be helped. //screams//
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ive seen so much talk about the spanish dub of the i heart you too shadow scene that makes me feel like im the only person on earth whos actually watched that clip. "sonic says te amo to shadow in the spanish dub!! they turned that scene into a serious love confession and sonadow is canon in spanish !" what are you TALKING about he did NOT say that. im all for making that scene gay but at least work with whats actually there instead of exaggerating and making stuff up come on.
#well im sure not everyone who spreads this is intentionally lying about it#maybe they just believed what random people on tumblr told them without looking into it themselves. but thats annoying too#also to be clear im not trying to vague/attack anyone in particular there are a lot of people ive seen spreading this#yes what he says does translate to i love you that part is true. but he doesnt say te amo ? idk where people got that from#and from what i understand in spanish there are different ways of saying i love you that have different connotation/levels of intensity#so him saying te amo would have a much stronger romantic association than what he actually said#also i highly doubt the people writing the spanish script for sonic prime have the power to canonize ships. please be serious.#again im not saying you cant or shouldnt make it gay#but at least make it gay based on what he actually said instead of spreading misinformation?
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Managed something difficult last night. Not sure if I'll see major repercussions or not, but for the moment I'm relieved and can breathe easier. Hope all of you lovelies are doing well~.
#if you read the tags#long short is that i had to cut out an abuser who was my legal guardian for years#wrote up a firm text setting a hard boundary and told him if he and his wife can't respect that they can't be in my life. bar none.#he replied with the most passive aggressive gaslighting direspect backhandedness and religious guilt-tripping bullshit#but for the time being at least it seems like he'll leave me the fuck alone. he's stubborn and pissy and prideful enough that-#-i doubt he'll be able to humble himself to do anything but stew in his own immature grousing#i figured a response like that was a someahat foregone conclusion. lived around him long enough i know his habits and patterns#and when he can no longer abuse or hold power over somewhat he tends to be a pissbaby about it and cut them out of his life#hopefully that holds true#but yeah#that's an update from me sorry i got heavy in the tags here i promise I'll reblog some happier stuff#Cyanide speaks
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