#HOW DO I LIVE

[anthologyofeleos]

“Mother,

how do I properly bury the pasts living inside me?

Mary,

what do I do with the dead things I carry?

Mary,

can I be forgiven if I don't have a god?

Do I deserve to forgive myself?”

-eleos

[ilovespidermansomuch]

why is everyone in cute mlm relationships and I'm not😭😭

just want a summer loveee

[mother-lee]

photo

[yminotyours]

So, I just finished Hannibal.

This has been the most beautiful, heartbreaking series to watch and I’m still left reeling. I don’t really know what to do from here so I guess I’ll just have to read a lot of fanfic and have another Tumblr phase.

If anyone has any recommendations, please feel free to share

[7kgnhiagdp39581]

binghe, behave!

[dykespence]

why don't I just DIE????

[theprissythumbelina]

Attention

I would like some praise, I just turned in my thesis rough draft. I have been working on this thing since December of last year. I want some kind of validation T.T

[grease-to-the-east]

someone please get me on a plane to new york right now

[mrs-starkgaryen]

The boxers, the tattoos, THE MAN

[studentbyday]

*smh*

the reason exam revision frustrates me so much is that i always end up studying just for the grade.

i should have some time further in the future (as in next semester + two months in the summer + my final year) to:

connect the ideas i've supposedly learned up to this point which are rn mostly very poorly and loosely connected in my mind (no wonder i forget them after the tests) and

apply that knowledge so it sticks better

but...i don't know if i'm capable of doing this because i've never done this kind of self-directed study before. the last time i told myself i would do this at the end of my first year, i ended up doing other things instead because i felt so sick of anything to do with the course topics by the end of exams. it took 4 months of not touching the subject to get me excited about it again... i hope this time will be different. i have a feeling it will because i am more interested in immunology/molecular biology/organic chemistry/microbiology things than general biology...and i also am a little more desperate now to get to my desired destination which is clearer than it was back then... it's just a question of am i spreading myself too thin (like i usually do when allowed to self-direct which always only leads to overwhelm and not doing much of anything at all!! ...i have a feeling i'm about to do that again with all the other stuff that will be going on in my life, mostly self assigned and of various sizes) and how in detail do i need to be planning...

i should probably make a reading list and "assessments" for myself à la Ruby Granger's gap year curriculum but...where do i even start??? 😭😬 not all the courses i'm interested in reviewing had "for interest" reading lists!!! there are things i'm interested in learning more about like certain diseases/pathogens which will be a perfect application of some immunology and microbiology knowledge...but i'm so scared i'll find myself going on tangents as i go about making my reading lists and as i go about the actual "studying" part so that i end up just...not mastering much or any of what i want to at all 🥺 and going back to the question of assessments, i'm probably going to make a bunch of "presentations" bc i love making those most...but on what exactly??? how do i make presentation prompts??? is this the kind of thing i just figure out as i go? *extremely confused face*

[arcticmarcy]

Ao3 has been down for 2 DAYS I'm experiencing WITHDRAWAL i NEED my mutual pining 100k slowburn fanfiction to keep me sane I have not gone this long without it in months I'm going mental

[lanasw1ldheart]

Will you take a moment? Promise me this..

That you’ll stand by me forever

But if, God forbid, fate should step in

And force us into a goodbye

If you have children someday

When they point to the pictures

Please tell ‘em my name

Tell them how the crowds went wild

Tell them how I hope they shine..

Long live the walls we crashed through

I had the time of my life… with you 🫶🏽

12.8.2024 “It was the end of an era, but the start of an age”

[tthesongofachilless]

LOSCAR GIRLIES THE LACY EDIT HAS BEEN REMOVED FROM TIKTOK MAYDAY MAYDAY

[pealeii]

CRITICAL UPDATE: when i’m seeing les mis with my class I’M MEETING THE FUCKING CAST

[thepaleunicorn]

TW: burns

!!! please be mindful of the TW and proceed with coution !!!

Heeeeeeey

it's been a while since I’ve posted something about The Shield Hero, so here I go again

Still the same au as before but now I’m thinking about illustrating some snippets of the story as writing is not my strongest side (I'll still try though)

Behold! Something awful

[itsyagirlrosie]