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"Let's meet again next Halloween..."
#you guys do know that. that im still into twst right#HES MAKING ME INSANE THE WHOLE DAY#USHIADJBFS IM SOOOOOOOOO#oh and thats my oc alli#Alli oc#A SHIP???? MAYBEEEEEE#MAN I JUST WANNA HUG THIS GUY#im in tears while trying to figure out his damn hair#HDHUDSBK I CANTTTTTT CAN HE NOT#AAAAAAA#skully j graves#Alli (alli oc)#twisted wonderland#twst
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āThe way he looked at you. I got it then. He loved you, and it was killing him.ā
#jinmao#jinshi#maomao#the apothecary diaries#kusuriya anime#kusuriya no hitorigoto#my first edit in a looooong time#this manga/anime is sQUEEZING the juices in my brain#they r all i can think about night n day#šļøššļø#<- me thinking abt jinmao#constantly all the time#tad is SO GOOD INDULGE YOURSELF PLEASE#my works#this quote is so them bro is insane for her#also. i could write a whole ESSAY on how that middle panel makes me feel#his face. her face. the look in his eyes. the way he touches her face. the dialogue (not featured). the look on his face. i say again.#the. look. on. his. face.#this scene is potent! i cant wait to see it in the anime aslkgalkga
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BDUBS DAY! BDUBS DAY! BDUBS DAY! BDUBS DAY! BDUBS DAY! BDUBS DAY! BDUBS DAY! BDUBS DAY! BDUBS DAY! BDUBS DAY!
#hermitaday#bdubs fanart#bdouble0 fanart#hermitcraft fanart#hermitblr#my art#bdubs#im so happy#a day where i get to draw bdubs is a good day#my favourite guy. lich rally.#this is one of the softer bdubs i've drawn i think..#as much as high energy matches him 99% of the time idk idk he's so sweet that 1% of the time#and this season rlly has me feeling that. secret life rlly changed alot of these mfs in my head.#secret life is such amazing pay off for the whole life series im always saying tihs#anyway yeah insanity aside his builds this season have been so incredible i know bdubs builds are bdubs builds but like. wow#i think we should all appreciate idk. the way he plays w/ scale#makes a tiny box house that's like 6 blocks tall and it somehow looks so detailed like if you squint it could be an oil painting#and those trees. idk what else to say man. those trees.#anyway (insanity goggles on again) bdubs living far off happily in his cottage a bit off the grid. makes me so happy.#idk. bdubs learning to chill. it's so awesome.#his interactions with etho joel and pearl have been so cool to see#ethubs is gonna ethubs#but him and pearl are so funny together too. i love the kinda? sheepishness he talks to her with lol#and joel. i haven't quite figured out exactly what's going on between him and joel but i like it.#i think. bdubs wants to hit joel with sticks. but in like. an oh you rascal kinda way. little troublemaker you#i don't fuck with familial headcanons and I don't like assigning people parental roles. But.#coughs. okay that's enough.#i love bdubs alot he's my favourite. good night guys.
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lot of lesbianism in the new BAE mvā¦ what are they trying to tell us
#when god said LET THERE BE LESBIANS in the bible he meant this#(me enjoying anything) how can i make this about lesbianism#this was right before lesbian visibility day tooā¦ My goats#lesbian polycule of all time#paradox live#paralive#allen sugasano#anne faulkner#hajun yeon#lesbian saturn is no longer a conceptā¦ she is real now. thatās insane#iāve waited my whole life for this#DIVERSITY WIN everyone in bae is a lesbian
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A side by side of Max and Daniel at every age š± (2005/2013 -> 2014/2022, created w/ @officialmood)
Or alternatively: what if Max and Daniel were born on the same year
#daniel ricciardo#max verstappen#maxiel#f1#*#pics#ty liza for this awesome idea!!!!#as a creator of this post staring at this still make me feel insane bc the implications. WHAT DOES IT MEAN????#ANYWAYS. basically this came from liza @officialmoodās genius scholarship#did you know max is still a few years younger than how old daniel was when they first became teammates? šµāš«#daniel literally had a whole chunk of life before he met max and max was practically born the day before he met daniel#and like. how daniel is sooo younger brother coded allergic to and afraid of everything call his mom 17 times a day bc he didn't even know#how to boil an egg or if he could do laundry in thunderstorms#while max is the best big brother to victoria left his mom's side at the age of 8 cuddle her dress to go to sleep#**
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E!2080 factbook (that's what i'll call it): brainwashing šµ
I wanna talk about brainwashing because itās kinda important for my story and sometimes explains some clonesā behavior :) This topic deserves some attention :pĀ
In general, in my AU we have a cult atmosphere in the Shadow Tower, BUT it's not really a cult. The main goal of the Shadow Government is to grow clones into worthy leaders and soldiers, but at the same time loyal and stupid enough to make it easier to manipulate them. Various methods were used: working with corrupt psychologists, inciting hostility between clones, fake rumors, fake news on fake TV, fake books on the shelves next to the real ones, and of course the scare tactic.
Their favorite manipulation is obviously, āwe're doing this for your own safety, the world outside is cruel,ā and clones were sitting in the tower like princesses from fairy tales, yeah. You got me, right? Lots of manipulation. But despite the approximately equal attitude towards everyone, it still affected different clones in different ways. Perhaps some biological factors played a role, which I doubt, BUT Scudworth's influence on the clones also helped some to stay sane. I've said this a hundred times, but Scudworth LOVES his clones and he doesn't like the operation he was forced to participate in. Therefore, he did everything possible to prevent them from becoming puppets of the shadow government (he had his own methods, but I'm too lazy to describe them).
So, let's get to the point. I mentally divide all the clones into sane, deviant and ZOMBIES (or brainwashed). Sane people are those who have their own position, are less influenced by the Shadow Government, understand the danger of the situation and want to gain personal freedom. Zombies are people who are doomed to stay in the tower and be used by Shadow Figures for their personal purposes, because their perception of the world is completely turned inside out and will not be the same anymore. Between them, the deviant ones are usually clones who have some disorders due to trauma after living in the tower, but they are still aware of the whole situation and basically refuse to be someone's slaves. Now that we have a rough idea of the spectrum, I want to discuss with you which clone is where on this spectrum.
I was smart enough only to distribute the main characters (and a couple of secondary ones). Most of them are closer to sanity in the spectrum, but they tend to deviate due to psychological trauma, obviously. I want to mention Joan as an example, because although she is the ābrains of the teamā, she is prone to Stockholm syndrome and, as shown in the first part, sometimes remembers āhomeā and regrets what she did. Thatās why she is not 100% sane.
But I definitely will have a team of complete zombies in the comic who will condemn the main characters for fighting, recruit other runaway clones and try to return them to the tower. Yes, there are clones who were initially against escape and were content to live in the tower, but now they survive on the streets and are extremely unhappy with the situation. But I donāt know who could it be.ā¦ But these are definitely clones from the extras, episodic or secondary! You can even suggest your own fan clones, just for fun! (Reminder: My AU is open to everyone and your fan clones can participate in the story, and they can be in any part of the spectrum!).Ā
That's it. I have nothing to addā¦ ask me questions about my AU if you want, Iāll be very glad to answer!Ā
and read exclamation!2080 on globalcomix ofc!!! :p
#clone high#clone high au#exclamation!2080#e!2080#guess these posts are going in the āideas and conceptsā section of my wiki because that's how i wanted to do it#oh yeah gotta work on my wiki i have two untranslated pages#insane lore drop every day follow for more#btw didn' mention the thing with ponce but you can always ask me bc sometimes i just forget to explain something a][dp[afposdfasdf#or maybe i'll make a whole post for him#because damn he is a legend in my au#thanks to my friend who gave me the idea#okay hope you're interested (I'M TRYING SO HARD TO INTRIGUE YALL š)
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we dont have enough fanart and fanfics about sauron in numenor. im begging for scraps im manifesting im sending signals to the universe
#angbang#mairon at the edge of his grief. going insane the whole religion temple human sacrificies prophet thing for his dead master#i need him on his knees in front of a huge melkor sculpture DESPERATE like a dog searching for his owner after they are gone#like normally in first age its different but when melkor isgone and after everything that happens#i need him at his most pathetic.like hes doing all that and hes cunning hes powerful his mind is still sharp but sharpness goes into insani#and inside he is absolutely torn and in pieces and everything he was suppressing and running away from catches up with him#and then cue fall of numenor#but like. i need a really good psychosexual fic with grief. i really am manifesting. my prayers will go to the universe#and one day a writer on ao3 will go into some kind of trance to create exactly that and better i believe it#and on fanart wise. 1. mairon kissing melkor sculpture with tears. 2. mairon on his knees in front of the sculpture#perhaps forehead to the floor too full on worship style#for extra i would not say no to a h*rny psychosexual grieving fic where mairon does some stuff with the sculpture#you know the kind of fic that makes you miserable and turned on at the same time#anyway. another post to delete later#&#no one will read this but im open to any recs too like send me links fanart fanfic it doesnt have to be like what i said#i just need sauron in numenor i am starving
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#Sooo I got the fly cam working in DAI an#i canāt stand these two they make me feel INSANE#(I love them more than anything)#the way he kisses her with his whole body in the first oneā¦#the way theyāre staring so intimately into each others eyes in the third oneā¦#as EQUALS (solythal still on the brain)#and the last oneā¦ woof#the forehead touchā¦#his parted lips like heās gasping for breath after their kiss#THEY ARE EVERYTHING TO ME!!!#Solavellan#solas#dragon age#dai screenshots
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'You really just can't fuckin' quit me, can you?' Vitali scoffed, nostrils flaring on exhale and the smoke of his cigarette stung in his nose as his eyes followed Nick's frantic pacing back and forth through the tunnel. 'Assuming I ever was addicted to you in the first place,' he said in return, tilting his head up in defense when Nick's gaze snapped in his direction. 'It means nothing anymore, Nickā you ruined everything for me. There is nothing left for us now.'
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#cp2077#cyberpunk 2077#art#art:vitali#nuclearocs#nuclearart#sorry man i'm thinking entirely too much about young vitali again he makes me fucking INSANE!!!!!!!#the cigarette in question is a fake thang by the way but like. it adds to the drama of quitting something/someone#with the whole promise he made to mikhail to stop smoking but then picking it up again anyway and losing mikhail#but missing him every single day of his life and kind of being addicted to the memories of him and trying to satisfy his needs#through nick but nick can't provide and he isn't mikhail and vitali isn't addicted to nick per se BUT.#he is addicted to the temporary relief he can get from nick because it reminds him of his time with mikhail#do you see. how insane all of this is and how insane he is and how badly i need to explode everything with my mind. anyway
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i like ghostflower (hell I draw fanarts for them) but Iāve decided I like the version of them in my head more and will just stay away from the fandom in general cuz Iāve seen some discussion and they just make me go āwhat on earth are yāall onā šššš
#āmiles will immediately forgive gwen when he sees sheās gathered a whole team to save him WHAT#heāll save himself first then befriend Miles G. and Miles G. will start hissing like the cats when that team comes and Miles looks upset#like I firmly believe miles will only talk to Hobie and Margo after all that cuz they r the two that stand by his side thru whole that#like that take is so insane when Hobie is the reason Miles can run away in the first place and Margo risks everything to allow Miles leaving#AND HE KNOWS#u donāt even need a scale to see who Miles will associate with safety and protection more after atsv#also āmiles keep getting up after heās beaten down cuz that what Gwen told him to do in itsv is ALSO insane cuz WHAT#the thing she said when she and others were berating and crowding Miles for not knowing how to be Spider-Man just FEW DAYS after heās bitten#??????#THAT THING????#not his momās words or his uncleās or idk THATāS HOW HE IS???#*walk in the tag* *walk out immediately*#u donāt have to make them the only person in each otherās life to prop the ship up especially in this case cuz it makes no sense š#actually the first point srl piss me off cuz that team was only possible in the first place cuz of Hobie and Margo and Miles laying#the groundwork by just being a sweetheart he is#charming and inspiring ppl so ofc these kids will rally behind him and team up to save him#ykno LIKE IN THE COMIC TOO???#ppl just have to take the only thing I donāt like in the movie (miles suddenly obsessed over Gwen when they didnāt even interact that much#in itsv) and magnify it x100 in fandom#if she aināt a gremlin girl that is trying her best to regain Milesā trust but itās a slow process and Miles needs space and time first then#I donāt want it
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Villain Cass Arc bad, but I do think it's very cute that she is immediately like "I want Tim to be my partner. Surely he'll understand, he's brother shaped :)"
#look i'm grasping at straws here#i really love cass and tim's relationship so as fucking weird as this storyline is#i do appreciate that he's the one person she thought she could convince to join her#tim drake#cassandra cain#robin 1993#robin iii#batgirl ii#also this plot is driving me insane because i do think there's in interesting way to do it#but making it some bullshit about how she thought she was the only one cain ever loved#and that her being the only one he loved getting her through the day?#bullshit#cass did not hate her childhood#that's like a bit part about her#she only realized how fucked up it was after she killed someone#but like the point about Batman pulling strings and controlling them?#she is not totally wrong#so like focus more on that and maybe her becoming disillusioned with Bruce#like she still believes in Batman but she no longer things Bruce deserves the title or something#that could be a really interesting villain cass story#i read comics#(also I just finished Robin 150 so if this somehow develops into a weird crush/romantic obsession than I take this whole post back)#(I don't think it will nothing online suggests it will)#(but I do see how it could)
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This photo was life-ruining for me(and @sweatyflytrap ) honestly....
#wanna make a comp of bahrain 2010 for both seb and nando tbh#probably seperate but#there was something in the air that weekend!!!!#i was religiously looking through seb pics from this race the other month to draw statue seb#and was super enamored w him aasjkfkgl but didnt look too much depeer cause i didnt wanna spoil the podium#and then i finally got here and damn nando looked fucking majestic on the podium#like i was absolutely dying making those gifs bcs he just looked so beautiful#<- i actually made a comp of all the close up shots bcs bark bark bark šµāš«šµāš«#AND THEN I GO LOOK UP THE PICS AND MY GOD š« š« LIFE RUINING#this pic is from before race day obviously but like smth was in the air no?????#all the podium pics live in my head rent free. golden and shining and beautiful#but i also downloaded like...100 pics of him from this race so jusy this one seemed pretty baseline to post#but just know. bahrain 2010. haunts me.#as i said im so irritated it wasnt a vett/onso podium bcs my god both of them were slaying that wknd#well yeha. there's my rant. maybe ill make a comp :)#smth also that i find funny is that he was pretty stubbly for the whole wknd but then#shows up for the race itself smooth like a dolphin....HE KNEW!!! HE KNEW HE HAD TO SLAY!!! HE KNEW HE WAS GONNA BE ON THAT TOP STEP#*lmao maybe my comp post would be titled: 'pics from the 2010 bahrain gp that were life changing'#im looking back at the podium pics rn and its just insane how youthful and bright and pretty he looks#also abt this specific pic. his lashes his big cow eyes his pink lips his fluffy hair GODDDDDDDDS#f1#formula 1#fernando alonso#we do a little bit of f1#2010 bahrain gp
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average minecraft gameplay of elementary school kids (+the og doodle of it I did like. months ago)
#re:kinder#fanart#yuuichi mizuoka#shunsuke takano#my art#i must inmediately make clear to you that i believe shunsuke would absolutely loot villages in minecraft like. TOTALLY#he has that sillyness he would see like. an oven and steal it he would break the wood of houses for the sake of it#the thing that distinguishes him and yuu from it is that yuu just has to commit arson and just has to put the villagers on fire#i think the first thing yuu would do the second he enters a village is to inmediately go kill the iron golem#the iron gained from it is a bonus its more so to see the chaos that ensues without the protection of a golem#and that would be if the gamemode was survival but im gonna be so real i dont see yuu being a survival player#im 100% believer that he would be a creative player through and through#destroying villages would be sillier just place a ton of dynamite and see it go kaboom#i think i should have made shunsuke a little less confused over going to a village in this he has chaos in his heart#thing is ive been working on this very on and off for a while so i. i forgor my headcanons briefly turn brain off just . confusionš#on that note i will be free soon i will be free to draw a lot this semester is finally ending soon oh my godš#this semester uni has been a lot and fibro has been kickin me for no reason but ILL BE FREEš„š„SOONš„š„#id like to let you know that to make this piece i had to pray the dios te salve maria prayer thrice#my computer finds ways to get worst and that prayer is the most efficient way for it to let me do basic tasks it sounds insane but its frš#it doesnt like it if i pray anything else for some reason it just really seems to like this prayer#anyway ive had a whole discussion on how the rekinder cast would play minecraft but. theres a 30 tag limit#soš we gon save that for another day when im having a good day in terms of my fibromyalgia i need to lay down SJWIDNAKDšš#i should do the dios te salve maria prayer when i do my finals atp god save my cells
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watching episode 3 season 4 of superman and lois feels like watching season 7 of game of thrones aka recognizing huge cracks in storytelling as the first harbinger of absolute doom for the show but that most people cannot see and are therefore still psyched about, leaving those who CAN see it cassandras as they try to explain a narrative decline that nobody believes
#superman and lois#does this make ANY sense????#i remember the whole sansa and arya thing and the death of viseryon and baelish in season 7 driving me insane#and making me be like. oh. oh no. oh NO.#and to this DAY there are still people who think season 7 was good but everyone agrees season 8 is shit#like if people agreed to make season 7 with those glaringly obvious holes and deviations from character then#OF COURSE you'd get season 8#which is how i feel about season 4#like im convinced people at some point are gonna realize the show has gone bad and can see everybody being so upset#but we're just not there yet so meanwhile#im just screaming into the void about how lex would never kill sam lane when they established he's the only one who knows where his daughte#is#and how jonathan is no longer a real character now#and how it doesnt make sense that lex would be able to sneak up on jordan when he literally has super hearing.#dont you guys see the bullshit daenerys villain arc to bullshit jordan villain arc pipeline???#but nobody can hear me.
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Do you have any plan to make some kind of bonus chapter or oneshot about marcille's perspective in little creature? It's not like I'm asking you for it ofc!! it's just that i think it'll be interesting to read, and especially since you had those tags about marcille after her fight/outburst with falin and how you couldn't add it to the fic because the fic is from falin's perspective
Probably not about anything that happens during a little creature, but maybe something before or after? Sometimes I do like to do "the other character thinking back to events while doing stuff in a sequel" oneshot type thing, but we'll see how it shakes out!
#asks#a little creature#i will say#Marcille was firmly in denial and just Not Thinking About Her Feelings#the dinner scene was the first crack in her self delusion but it was still there#then the last chapter was it finally shattering as she saw Falin kissing someone else and experienced Elf Shrimp Emotions#just insane intensity furor and jealousy#she was about to fucking blow up#and then the confrontation happens and shes literally in shambles#cant think everything hurts#just barely scraping enough braincells to thank kiki inbetween enormous hiccups and sobs that shake her entire body#sees laios. slaps him. collapses into his arms sobbing and apologizing again#he cant actually understand what shes saying through the blubbering but hes doing his best to comfort her#to be perfectly honest im not 100% she even has the space to process 'i have feelings for falin' in full clarity#the 'why did seeing her kissing someone else make me feel like i wanted to die or kill someone' doesnt like... click#not until she gets over the mess of 'how could she say that to me didnt i do enough'#'didnt i love her enough does she care so little for me that she cant even bother to think about how i feel'#'does she care so little for me that she doesnt know that i would die for her i HAVE died for her and killed for her'#'how could she not know that she was nothing less than my whole reason for living for so long'#... i guess thats what shes blubbering at laios but it just comes out as like#'howcouldnbwhebwsbebwbendoesbdhemotbbwkowbblblbllvlbl'#snotting into laios's shirt#its ok. she'll be ok. like laios has to carry her back to her room because she latched on and didn't let go until she literally like#cried herself to exhaustion and passed out.#but she'll be okay. after maybe another day of moping she finally has her White Woman Moment of looking at herself in the mirror#and admitting that she's in love with falin and has been for a while
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do you write fic on ao3?
unfortunately for everyone involved i do!
#ask#and if youre wondering about my handle i write on anon so its doesnt particularly matter (shrugs)#and also i think its pretty easy to figure out which fics ive written because i want to makeout mad sloppy style with an em dash#anyways (waves offhandely) it doesnt really matter much because i have like posted an ss on here before so you know#its not like im trying to hide it like eh#but also because of my disposition that would put a tranced rabbit to shame i dont exactly yell it from the hilltops either#the moral of the story is if you ask me what im working on ill yap about it maybe like post an excerpt#and months later youll find something posted on anon and youll be like oh! so they finally posted it!#so to spare you all (lies on my tummy like we're at a sleepover and giggles) you wanna hear what im working on#haha of course you do youre a prisoner in my yap box#and i want an excuse to talk about it hidden in the tags so people skim over it and not read it <3#SO the earliest wip is from like early october about a magical realism au because i rewatched lwa as i usually do and well theres this one#ep about a magical animal if you will... and you can kinda guess what it is from that lol its sashaforsyekky#because the dreaded @/tungpin infected me with the brainworms about this trio specifically#and it really is ekky going š„ŗ at whatever sashaforsy have (persumably) got going on woe is him its at 5k rn but uh ive stalled progress#because puppyekky has consumed my every thought which leads me to my second wip that ive been labouring over since the start of october#that also just broke 5k and not even remotely done lol whoops but its puppy ekky in a team environment with a heavy emphasis on the euros#rn there are scenes scrabbled out with sasha (multiple) mikksy luosty lundy and forsy. i know i have an idea for bobby.#and really lets see where the muse takes us i have vague ideas that are mmmhmm but we'll see when we get there!#the third one isnt the most likely to get finished but uh it is sashamaffhew global series stuff because it stemmed from#āit really is funny that sasha is treating the finland trip like he knocked up a girl#and is trying to make her meet his parents so it doesnt feel like a shotgun wedding when he you know marries her to take responsibilityā#and i just think a maffhew pov with that thought in mind because of the whole touchy at e11even thing is funny to me like think mundane#slice of life oh i feel like im being wined and dined i hope i dont fuck it up jfc i think im fucking it up oh god this feels romantic#anyways it feels remotely ooc to me and it really was more of like a writing break from the wips stated above so (shrugs)#might not see the light of day but its 2k as of now so i do feel its a shame if i dont /try/ to finish it you know? its just low priority#anyways thats my writing check in and i am a prisoner to my own mind i will go insane haha these wont be published anytime soon#because i am slow and get distracted soooo easily so you know <3
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