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KyDizzy <3
#guilty gear#ky kiske#dizzy kiske#dizzy gets the surname because she's gonna marry him anyway XD#sometimes you get hit with the desire to draw for a fandom you consumed via Wikipedia and online tournaments and you just gotta do it#been wanting to draw Dizzy since her announcement. ky's just along for the ride :P
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hello everyone 🥺
this isn’t a post about me deactivating / going on hiatus, but it’s something i’ve been wanting to get off my chest for a while! 🥺
i’m not sure if it’s been noticeable, but my writing activity on tumblr (and just my online activity in general) has definitely gone down since last year ☹️ i personally feel really sad about it, and have been trying to get myself back into the groove of things by doing writing ask games and stuff, but it’s been a little tough 🥲
i don’t want to say that i’m burnt out (because i don’t want to speak it into existence!! and i don’t think i’m prolific enough with my writing for it to be considered enough for a burn out 😅 anyway) but i just haven’t had the right urge or feeling to write for a while 🥺 this, along with the fact that things have just been so crazy busy with applying for grad school, preparing to move, and getting engaged (+ planning a wedding) all while working, has just made it extra challenging to find time to sit down and write ☹️
in the times i do manage to find the time though, i feel like i’ve honestly just been kind of forcing it? mostly because i feel bad that i have a lot of events and requests lined up (both for ffg and collabs i’ve done). the last thing i would want is for me to be someone that doesn’t keep their word.
that being said though, i also feel that it would be unfair for me to force writing that isn’t up to my personal standard 🥺 as part of my resolutions this year, i did say that i would like to write and read more, but with that also comes the caveat that i would like to write and read more wholeheartedly.
so, i will get the writing done some day, that’s a promise. but it may take some time, and i hope everyone understands 🥺
i’m sorry, and thank you so much for taking the time to read this! it’s a bit long-winded, so i appreciate you reading through till the end! 🥺
tl;dr: might be slower with writing this year but i hope to do it more intentionally and wholeheartedly!
#i talked so much again#cw vent#is this considered a vent? i guess so !#its just thoughts on my writing#nothing too serious !#ive just been feeling a lil guilty is all !#almost like — i feel bad when im online and not writing or reading#🥺🥺🥺 which is kinda counterproductive cos then i just put on this immense pressure on myself that dissuades me from being online in general#🥲🥲🥲🥲
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Ah - I'm so sorry for the absence!
I just got really sick! Not sure how, or with what, but I'm sick!
Normally, I would've posted some sort of joke about how sick I am, however, I think I might be cursed because my drawing hand has upgraded to being trapped in a brace!
Yeesh...
I'll be resting for a little while longer it seems. You can continue sending asks if you like, although it may take me some time to get to them.
Then again, I may just rapid-fire respond because I can't get out of bed and I'm very bored. :(
Above is a random doodle(that was supposed to be in a set) that I invested way too much time into. It's been chilling in my folders, so I thought I might as well post it!
#ahit#ahit au#a hat in time#I feel very guilty about not being online#I'm sorry#hopefully i'll get better soon
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Honestly Akane not being able to protest against decisions of other clock keepers is very interesting to me
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He very clearly wanted to protest against holding Teru guilty but he just accepts anyways, im guessing its because hes the weakest?
Also we all know that Akane can fight back if he wanted to, yeah, he may not be able to overpower Teru but he still COULD fight back, especially since hes on his boundary he must've got a massive power boost, he isn't an idiot if he had the intentions of doing this from the start he would be ready to fight, but no he got startled because he didn't expect the event to occur, let alone the action Teru gives (they both had it coming tbh /affectionate)
He even turned his face as he explained to Teru, he knows how he looks at that moment and didn't want to be reminded.
HE İSN'T A BACKSTABBER STOP CALLİNG HİM THAT.
WOULD İ ADORE İT? YES. BUT İS HE THAT? NO
Also i hope they explore clock keepers abilities more i feel like theres more and I love that
#i alrrady know that twitter is this way thats why im not on tbhktwt guys pls don't dissapoint me#if i see one more post about Akane being a backstabber ill deactivate tumblr and live in ignorance#terukane#toilet bound hanako kun#tbhk manga#aoi akane#akane aoi#teru minamoto#minamoto teru#evrensel rambling#i made this on my phone with little to no thoughts so. don't judge me#i really wanna learn more tho#something inside of me says that entering the clock keeper's boundary is enough of a reason to be counted guilty#just me tho#sorry for posting my terukane online it will happen again.
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i dont think i have the right to ask this, since i so rarely have the energy to reply, but .. i want my drive to draw art back and this awful depression gone (or at least made less bad..) so desperately that i will bear the shame of asking it anyway, just in the hopes of something getting that spark i had held onto for so long to light back up
though .. im not sure what i want to ask for, i guess .. anything? something you'd like to see me draw, a compliment, a question- whether zelda or oc related, a little totk rant of your own, a picture of your cat, a random fun fact-
#ganondoodles talks#i feel guilty just writing this#i feel like i do so little and ask for so much#too much#and the good ol 'you dont have the right to feel this miserable- theres people literally dying' is back ever so strong#i have barely been looking at anything online#idk why its gotten this bad now of all times#of course this is nothing you are requuired to do#i am not trying to put pressure on anyone#or make anyone feel bad#or responsible for me bad feeling#i just ... want out of this .... and dont seem to be able to do it myself#i am hoping all i need is just a little push to get me over the edge of fighting back again#i know therapy and/or meds would probably be better#but the former is basically impossible to get here- and i got bad experiences with it#and the latter would be a long process of things that cause me so much stress and im afraid it wont make anythign better#.............if our doctor would even be willing to get anything going#maybe this is all just headache sleep depreived wahteever thought sludge#.. im going to bed :U
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Restock Announcement: Our Testament red foil print is back in stock!
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Thank you everyone for being so enthusiastic about this print!
#Guilty Gear#testament gg#Testament#guilty gear testament#Online Store#Restock#etsy seller#Foil Print#Small Business#GGStrive#ggst#Guilty Gear Strive
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JUST SO YA'LL KNOW I LOVE READING REBLOGS AND REPLIES TO KID LEO AND I WISH I WISH I WISHHH I COULS RESPOND TO THEM ALL CAUSW YOU ALLA RE SO FUNNY AND AMAZINF AND WONDERDUL AND ALWAYS LEACE GREAT COMMWNTS I PROMISE I READ THEM I JUST GET OVERWHELMED AND SOMETIMES MASKING TO REPLY IN A WAY THAT DOESN'T SEEM OUTRIGHT DISMISSIVE IS REALLY HARD CAUSE EVEN THO THEY MAKE ME REALLY HAPPY I JUST DONT HAVE THE WORDS TO EXPRESS IT OKAY GOODNIGHT THANK YOU TO EVERYOBE ALSO THIS APPLIES TO MY NORMAL POSTS I PROMISE I READ THEM I JUST LITERALLY DO NOT HAVE THE WORDS TO REPLY
#2 am thoughts#feeling emotional about it tbh#and a lil guilty but i know realistically i just cant stretch myself thin to reply#even tho i want to#but im v v v v heavy masking irl rn cause of my living situation so if i dont have to online its better for me#masking me and unmasking me are unfortunately two v v different people and its kinda depressing to sww#see the tone shift when i reread comments on old stuff#my own tone shift btw#you all are awesome
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Being a transfemme in a public facing role today meant getting to advocate for another trans woman in a job interview and receiving a random complement from a second different trans woman. Tonight, my friend who can't get hormones is gonna drop by so I can give her a shot of mine. I love the feeling of community we have in real life.
#trans girls online can be so mean catty and focused on dating each other#it can turn so nasty so fast#like guilty gear player umisho got into a break up and had all her dirty laundry thrown up#its sad how little power community or influence we have#it leads to such difficult mentalities around what we owe each other
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still working on tweening and etc but small self-indulgent sneak peek hehe
#my art#wip#bocchiposting#i wholly underestimated the amount of tweening needed and the amount of layers#originally i wanted to cover the entire song with parts for kita and bocchi#but given my current health condition + having work i think i'll just finish small chunks first and then see how much i can do b4 school#i can definitely finish the intro but i really want to draw in bocchi for a specific part sdjfhdskfjks#unfortunately i currently have the constitution of a sick victorian child! Any stress or strain sends me to the bed!#so i cannot crank this out within 5 hours like i used to be able to#the song is mesmerizer obv credits to that#it really has been a process of oh im just gonna do something small for fun oh no this needs more for a better streamline#halfway through i was like. would this have been easier if i just used. live 2d. probably. but i am too far in.#i need a good video editor program so bad but all the tutorials online are for AE and i do not have the money for that </3#and the next best option is apparently blender and i've done a few tutorials but i have never been able to retain the information <3#the learning curve is seriously hard and i don't have the time for that either </3 time is money fr#i tell myself to not feel guilty for drawing when i could be studying bc this is needed <3 this is self indulgent <3#self care!!!!!! rahhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!#kk rambles
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.·:*¨༺ ༻¨*:·. GF FC INDIGO AWARDS PREPARATORY ACTIVITIES .·:*¨༺ ༻¨*:·.
Greetings fellow attendees! How's your day going so far? Did you remember to eat well and stay hydrated? I'm doing good too by the way!
This is to inform you all that the list of performers for the various performances on the awards night has been finalised! The following tagged members are the ones who have been signed up for one or more group/solo performances.
Do let us know if you wish to retract your name from the name list of stage performances and rather enjoy your time being an audience and cheering on your fellow team mates! You will be informed the songs and team/groups assigned to you shortly! Thank you for your patience and cooperation. Have a great weekend ahead!
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@glue-thief @getosugurusbangs @bueris
@soleilonthesun @galaxynajma @sid3buns
@mariyumemi @pinkinsect @refrigeratedboombursts
@satosuguhastakenovermylife @10renz0
@simp-simp-no-mi @boinin
@sharkissm @milkteansugar
@thebestsetter @merlucide
@jujutsustraycats @kurona-theshark
@nskiyuriz @asarajaa
@writingonthewalls1832 @sadao-tsuki
@milaisreading @8-xnny
@licoririce @rinitoshisgirl @luvingshidou @duckydee-0
@kuro-min @gojoracle @filecurropt0 @riririnnnn
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#Being brutally informal rn but please don't say no if you can 😭 you might have anxiety irl but this is online right? It can't harm you.#I vibe checked you all according to the set of songs with a lot of difficulty I'll be SAD if I don't have enough people for a performance :#All you gotta do is say yes :3 I'll do the rest. Okayyyy?#girlfriend fc#gf fc#gf cult#Gf fc : indigo awards arc#fc girlfriend#girlfriend cult#Dawwwwwgggg i spam tagged y'all again. I feel guilty sometimes lol
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i was never book smart im money smart!!!!!
#ignore the shitty coloring. i was in a rush lmfao#shingetsu online#bedman#bedman tag#hugh art tag#romeo f neumann#bedman gg#guilty gear
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someone pls talk to me
#all of my online friends are somewhat doesn’t active????? i’ve been drawing since the evening and now my hand hurts#I GOT NOTHING TO DO AND I FEEL GUILTY😞
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grabs the hlvrai/bbvrai/rtvs fanbase. do not discourse. do not. im begging you. ignore discoursers. do not give in. block and move on
#bbvrai#hlvrai#hl2vrai#rtvs#IM GUILTY OF THIS BUT IT GIVES ME CLEARANCE TO WARN YOU#DONT MAKE YOURSELF MISERABLE#i was an annoying 15? year old in 2020#i also engaged on online drama. save yourself the trouble. just be normal about your free entertainment
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i wish i could get a break from my own emotions, i either feel nothing or everything constantly and so intensely, its so exhausting, i just want a pause, a break, a breather, a vacation from myself, something that lets me live and not be aggravating or aggravated for once
#ganondoodles talks#personal#at this point i almosst want to have a breakdown#if i knew id feel normal afterwards ..#its been over a month of this now- constantly on the edge of a breakdown- the worst i can be#aside from those awful short circuits where i explode for 10 minutes and then feel fine again and rly weird about what i just did#i want a break from this#wasting time doing nothing but feeling things that dont matter and make everything worse#just stop ...............................#im losing even the few connections i made online and cant get myself to start new ones#despite there being people that seem to try and reach out#i am horrible at reaching back#and keeping it alive#if i could at least get rid of the guilt#the guilt from every decision i make or not make#everything always ends into guilt#and it just keeps piling up#even posting these things! guilty feeeling bad over and over
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the world is so beautiful :)
#blazblue#guilty gear#sorry this tsubaki/millia art is only available online on a poorly scanned version of the asw 25th anni book
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as an avid math sucker, i think we have to drop the “when am i going to use this ever” approach to education, because i’m already seeing people use this argument to discredit education and claim the internet is a more viable source of education 😕
#the education system (especially americas) has very deep rooted issues in it especially racism etc#but to see young people online constantly discredit education and talk about only learning stuff through propaganda is worrisome 😕#it’s how fascism continues to grow due to lack of education and echo chambers :/#ik this doesn’t have to do with math#but people ALWAYS bring up math when discussing this#meg’s incoherent thoughts#politics#also for people who can’t afford education etc the internet is of course amazing for making that more accessible#i have obviously learned a lot on the internet#this more so is about republicans (i.e. jd vance :/) trying to spread distrust about professors/educators#and it’s working because of simple sayings etc that i am also guilty of using#idk it’s like the “i’m just a girl”ification of education#<- i’m using that as a “simple silly saying turned harmful after too much use” example#not that they are exactly the same#guys i’m sorry this is a melatonin late night ramble 😕😕 idk it probably won’t make sense in the morning#i just saw a disheartening thing on the internet and chose to yap about it LOLL
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