#Got a bunch of my obsessions in this one though:
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in this book, one of the main protagonists is a female supersoldier, better than all the other supersoldiers, that two men are madly in love with. no, they aren't fighting over her. they're doing something dumber: they're willing to let the universe end for her.
in this series humans are functionally immortal. everyone's brain is mapped when they turn 18 and if you die, they just print you into a new body. but every time you die, your mind map breaks a little bit. and if it breaks too much, you 'crack' and just scream endlessly until someone kills you. if someone prints you while you're already alive, that cracks you because you can't exist in two places at once.
the supersoldier, of course, is able to fight through being cracked. she refuses to use the map repair software because it changes you. except wait! not for her it doesn't. someone kidnaps her mind and repairs it and she's perfectly fine after.
one of the men who is madly in love with her is a guy whose job it was to torture people until they cracked. except in this book, because he's willing to let the universe end for her, he suddenly starts doing all these good guy things. in the previous two books, it was said he and she were in an abusive relationship, but in THIS book it's revealed he was a terrible person because he got bullied by a teenager when he was seven. the supersoldier this whole time thought that girl he'd been looking for was his sister or something, and when she realises this long-lost disappeared teenager was actually his bully, she beats the shit out of her. because... they're friends now. for some reason. no, there is a reason, and it's that he's obsessed with her and the plot depends on him being obsessed with her, and that's worse.
anyway, the other man who is willing to end the universe for her is also the leader of humanity and grew up rich and sheltered and whatever and they spend half the book in a fight because the people she was brought up with had an honour code where, if their people were murdered, they got to murder the people who committed the murder. he thinks that's stupid and she's basically like 'so you think my culture is stupid?' and some of his soldiers desert because he said their eye-for-an-eye honour code was unnecessary.
and while all THAT is happening, the universe is expanding! cue a bunch of scientists who have very clear specialties suddenly becoming experts in quantum physics! the universe is expanding super fast because supersoldier came back in time to stop the head of humanity from saving the universe because apparently if she doesn't, he'll do something really monstrous to do it. the options are a) crack the supersoldier to stop the universe from expanding or b) mass print a bunch of people full of a specific kind of sentient fungus because the decay of the fungus will stop the universe from expanding. he refuses to do a) because she's already been cracked and he won't hurt her and he can't do b) because if he does, she won't love him anymore and also she'll kill him.
no way out of this one, right?
well, the supersoldier's future self goes and kills the man she's in love with because the antagonist double-prints him in order to crack him in order to hurt the supersoldier. so she prints herself full of fungus and basically makes the fungus help her. and even though it's been SUPER DUPER ESTABLISHED that you CAN'T double-print and if you do this, you will break yourself, guess what.
she prints herself like hundreds of times.
then she goes and somehow controls everything with the help of the fungus. she's hundred-fold printed and therefore hundred-fold cracked, but she's fine. no problems because of the sentient fungus. somehow. anyway, she fixes the problem by herself and then when everyone else is happy and repairing humanity, she goes and lives on the beach with a wolf - which is just about the only animal even mentioned in this series - by herself and tries not to commit suicide.
and THEN. the other man who is madly in love with her is worried she's going to kill herself, so he goes and gets the mind map of the head of humanity, which is the most destroyed map anyone has ever seen, and fixes it. somehow. he says he's really good at breaking people so that must mean he's really good at fixing them. that makes no sense but neither does the end of this book in general.
anyway, a year later the reprinted repaired man goes and finds her on the beach and says they can run away and live life alone together because in the year he was gone, the People who used to work for him have equally divided up his company amongst themselves and he doesn't have to lead them anymore because they've elected their own council. there are four other companies still running the universe the old way, but fuck it. these inexperienced ex-soldiers can surely fix everything and also somehow influence those other companies to follow suit no problem
There is, in fact, a such things as a book that reads like fanfiction. Some people deny such books exist, but youâll know it when you find one
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The God of Gold and Iron and Rust
Children sing for the God of GoldÂ
The hero does as he was toldÂ
Does exactly what the world needsÂ
No children to sing of his deedsÂ
Forks jingle for the God of GoldÂ
Kings laugh through mouthfuls they canât holdÂ
Food spills from between lips too fullÂ
Greasy chins, wiped with lavish woolÂ
A gilding, gleaming, shining GoldÂ
Written in it â stories of oldÂ
Plaques of statues, poems still sungÂ
Of stars â or those, who killed the youngÂ
Men pray to the God of Iron Â
Doing as told, by a scionÂ
Liquid iron dripping off bladeÂ
The source of it â is now unmade Â
Bars clang for the God of Iron Â
Men sob through mouthfuls of ironÂ
Gnawing at restraints, spitting up bloodÂ
Leashed tight and grovelling in mudÂ
A constraining, sharpened IronÂ
Caging a trick, circus lionÂ
Both flowing crimson and sharp greyÂ
Both laceration and the sprayÂ
Children cry for the God of RustÂ
As the hero does what he mustÂ
One future dies for the otherÂ
Many end, to birth anotherÂ
Chains jangle for the God of RustÂ
Corpses sing through mouthfuls of dust Â
Refrains in tongues long forgottenÂ
Odes tear from jaws, stale and rottenÂ
A starving, all-consuming Rust Â
Feasting on dreams that didnât lastÂ
Stagnancy spreads through the red rotÂ
Eating away at what oneâs notÂ
The God of the UndeservingÂ
For Him they cry, they pray, they singÂ
For Her they gild, they kill, they rotÂ
To Them, they are Deserving notÂ
The God of the UndeservingÂ
The God of all â child, man, or kingÂ
The God of all â die, reign, or serveÂ
The God of none â for none DeserveÂ
The God of the UndeservingÂ
Has but one truly believingÂ
It is them who accept loveâs feelingÂ
Despite knowing â they are UndeservingÂ
#What? me writing poetry about something else than my direct feelings or traumas?? (they're still there just not directly)#Something new for once#(I've legitimately never written anything like this before)#hope you like it :3#Iron is such a hard word to rhyme though#probably the hardest part of writing this poem#Got a bunch of my obsessions in this one though:#Gold; Decay; Blood; Monarchy; Talent/Potential; Divinity;#poetry#spilled poem#spilled writing#spilled poetry#poem#poems and poetry#original poem#poems on tumblr#poetic#ode#ballad almost not really#odes#original poetry#original writing#Gods#God#fake mythology#duality#triality?#sad poem#sad poetry#signed; fa
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@openphrase123 your fanfic(s but i mainly made art of the mira and siffrin one because i cant remember words for the life of me for i do not speak french) IS???? ? SO GOOD. SO GOOD IM FOAMING AT THE MOUTH finally something to look forward to in the week fr
Mild spoilers for it ig!! But nothing too explicitly groundbreaking i dont think it'll kill your mom to look at these without having read the ff first
Don't mind the shit quality i??? I drew all these so fast theyre kinda shit and i have yet to fully acclamate isat to my artstyle so it's mid
Teehee me when i make shitty rushed fanart to show my appreciation that i cannot put into words for my faovorite games and also authors
peep the rant in the tags
#isat#isat fanart#isat siffrin#isat mirabelle#god ive been obsessing over isat lately#its terrible how ive been feeding into it#ffs of it be having me giggling running around because siffrin is healing#not in this particular one though#at least not at the part thats written rn#i do love seeing them suffer in equal parts#siffrin my scrimblo i will microwave you#a mosquito is in my room as im typing this girl gtfo#slight spoilers for this fanfic i suppose#okay so THE FANFIC BROO that part where sif lets mira pick his name?! makes me think that sponsors always pick the names#hence why sif never got a new name and spica feels outdated#also i love LOVE seeing mirabelle get better and better at yk... remembering#needing sif to reintroduce themselves every time is such a creative way to do like a pseudo timeloop#everything was so neat#upset that i cant do them justice in drawinng though i have very little experience drawing black hairstyles#or like being around black people with such hairstyles which is a shame!! i would wanna get a better look at the texture and the variation#BACK TO THE FF i literally read this to my older brother out loud (thank god i managed to pester him to play Isat)#and my throat got so raw from speaking that i had to stop but then itd get to another cool detail and i HAD to tell him#so my throat pain? your fault not mine nuh uh not the lack of self control#case in point thanks a bunch for writing!! i wanna get as good at that as you at some point
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Sometimes I wonder about worms. Like where the fuck do they come from. You can dig and find them but it isn't like there are tunnels, they are just there, snails pace serpentine through the dirt and granules. At a depth shallow enough the dirt above doesn't crush them, yet deep enough you gotta dig a bit to really find them down there.
Just squirming and waiting to get hooked in some fish on a time waxing off the full moon.
#yeah I had thought abouts wanting to play woth your hair as I laid in bed after convincing you to try smoking...for the ballet#I'm like a meme#the world is a madhouse#I wish I could be happy with manisfestos of captial reigns of empires read in game format for his own mentality going forward for a time#no it's all i obsession over my power (kinda)....(more than kinda) but not in a selfish way which is hard to explain but true#the stakes are high and the valley is low#in the valley I slow...in the valley I growing#but an eternity for me is no time for you#some greater part of me understands the greater part of me though#put on a pedestal of willing enslavement#nah you were so hot... first thought....wonder when she'll finally work her way over....a couple dudes are like looking#trying to get the fresh set off#oh no the hot broke 18 year old that's the one#wow this is way more intimate than I was expecting#if it wasn't you I would have been like its cool you ain't gotta get on me like that#dance duh okay george#gorgeous is a word I have used to describe you.....this is truth#years ago before I knew I knew you a bunch of times already#telling her to call you trying to temper the Want in my voice#but....for it to work out she has to be cool. we all have to be cool#amd hot as fuck for each other#all deep and particularl#calculus#but even my 99 was dope because in chinese he was like you fogot +c#one time I missed a quiz but he was cool about it#I would like to lament I never got a reply to the email I sent him later#yes please be my super sweaty workout partner and then I get salt licks#they're soooo good#it's like shhhh#let me enjoy your honey musk
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Ouuuuhhhhhhhh . i was thinking abt wade comics ive read and i just remembered. the first comic i ever got from the big two was a wade comic....
#STARTS SNIFFLING.#i thought it was the coolest thing ever bc my dad got it for me even though my mom + stepdad wouldnt of let me read it đđ#i still have it around my house somewhere i need to find it....#its the one where he kills a bunch of dead presidents#i wonfer if nixons in there . i have friends obsessed w nixon i need to check if hes there#đĄď¸.wade#purring
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Yeah alright real
#My favorite part about being a system is that I literally donât remember ever listening to some of the songs in my top songs playlist#Like I do remember listening to suicideboys a lot and that part isnât surprising in general but apparently my top listening month for them#was in January and like. I flat out do not remember January through April#I remember December and May through now but January through April is gone#At this point I was apparently also listening to a ton of the Prodigy which I would not have even vaguely guessed to be in my top 5 artists#this year ?#I expected my genres to land about how they did and I expected the Voidz in my top 5 and in particular the song Alien Crimelord#Most of my songs arenât even songs I listened to on repeat because I liked them but songs that skewed my results because I got really#obsessed with a 30 second portion of them and wanted to hear The Sounds over and over for stimming purposes#I used to fix this with private session but I didnât touch it once this year so now thereâs a bunch of random semi unexpected shit in my#playlist. Ah the Spotify#The majority I definitely just listening to over and over though like I cannot deny my love of semi cringy tiktok phonk rap. You guys go#got me there. I am a phonk enjoyer. Moondeity IS in my top 5 artists#listened*#Like I honestly expected I Monster to be in my top 5 and I also expected more songs by Air to be in the wrapped playlist but they werenât at#all#One of my top 5 genres is gothic rock because I listened to a ton of it this year but there are like no songs from that genre in the wrapped#playlist#I somehow listened to Vivien by Crosses more than Pillars by Sunny Day Real Estate but if memory serves (which it admittedly often does Not)#that sounds Wrong???
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went through my marked for later list on ao3 to whittle it down as itâs been 5 years since I last just cleared the history knowing I would never get around to reading all 19 pages anyway, but I didnât want to do that this time because I have just added a bunch of fics to it and anyway I had 14 pages and now I have 8 and Iâm not sure that made any difference actually
#I discovered some interesting things though!#for example:#i added a bunch of Kirk/McCoy fic in 2017 again in 2018 and also like last week#I added one single behemoth of a Kirk/Spock fic in 2018#twice I went on a spree and added Harold/Finch fics#also at one point I went on a Nicole/Waverley spree#predictably there are a lot of Eddie/venom fics added in 2018 I never got around to#also for some reason I added some fics from a movie called Klaus in 2019 ish and Iâm struggling to remember why but I didnât delete them#also in 2020 there was in Clark/Bruce fic I think because itâs the only one I didnât get round to back then when I went on a spree#but thatâs ok bc I repeated the exercise later and have more#oh and apparently I had another Matt/Foggy obsessive period in January of this year that Iâd forgotten happened#win for me as now I have more Matt/foggy fics to read without first having to search for it#also obv some yoi fics from 2017 but I deleted most of them#also a load of good omens fic in 2019 but I deleted it#I also found fics in fandoms Iâve never been in and donât know so idk why I added them#deleted most but kept a few that looked interesting#loads of Witcher fics in 2020 - deleted them all save for a few#can you imagine if I hadnât cleared my history in 2916ish Iâm not sure what iâdâve found
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the best place to take nap ? lecture hall.
#sneepiest boy in the world once Iâm in here.#even if itâs interesting even if Iâve slept well I cannot keep my eyes openâŚ#Iâve never gotten this close to sleeping in class beforeâŚ.#Also I was thinking again about how I thought Iâd make a bunch of nerdy friends and instead#I ended up around the few ppl in really difficult to get into uni who are not nerdy#and then I started thinking about how I ended up in the fandomy spaces in the first place đđ#and I really think it was just there was nowhere irl I would get social interaction +fandom ppl are niceys#itâs a good distraction itâs something to do but I never got into things the same way so I still felt a little othered yknowâŚ#So maybe it makes sense đđ im out in the world and I donât naturally gravitate to fan -y spaces. Iâm not a good stan.#I became one out of necessity đđ#Do u guys like my mile long diary tags bc I have arthritis maybe and writing on paper a diary sounds bad#Also first time anyone believes my hand pain. I really like this guy heâs so niceys to me ^_^#his emotional drunk impression is just me in my head always I have to be. Normal. About this.#I really am just rambling itâs fun to ramble ^_^ I have lots of thoughts I can only get out in Tumblr tags I guess#a cleansing⌠my daily Tumblr diary postâŚ#I need to get new shampoo the water here sucks my hair is stickyâŚâŚ#It would be really fucked if anyone found my Tumblr this is like in heat waves where dream had his kind of crazy diary of obsession#if they found this it would be like the sending of the texts..#terrible similie but itâs true.#well theyâll never see this though so itâs cool ^_^#Ok thatâs all 4 now c u nxt time
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also how is it that spanish love songs has such good merch??? i don't think I've ever been to a show before where I had to struggle so hard to pick just one thing, like in a lot of cases there's only really one thing that appeals to me or I just get something bc i love the band and need to have them on me regardless of what the design looks like. but i was spending ages just staring at the merch stand trying to pick one out of alllll the things i wanted
#i got one shirt with 'stay alive out of spite' on the back and i love it#i thougt super long and hard about the brave faces everyone shirt because it is literally one of my favorite songs#but i decided not to go for it bc i have their baseball hat with the exact same words on it anyway#also they had this really awesome zip up hoodie that I was staring at for ages#but alas it was 60 bucks and i do not have that kind of money lol#at first i was looking through their merch like omg theres so much good stuff i need to get this shirt and that shirt and that hoodie and#then i saw the prices and remembered I'd probably have to narrow it down to just one shirt lol#I'm not actually really about it though i freaking love this shirt im actually wearing it right now lol#it's definitely gonna be one of my favorite shirts to wear#also i need to do a revamp of my wardrobe#all my tops are black band tees which is fine but most of them are from hot topic and of mostly big bands that i don't listen to super often#and like that was fine when i first got them#but it is not enough now i I need several shirts for the same bands that i am Obsessed with bc one shirt per band is not enough#i am a very normal person with very normal ideas about clothes and music and a very regular amount of interest in bands#anyway all this to say i might end up getting a bunch of sls merch anyway in the future#just so i can wear them while also listening to them which would be all the time#anyway i think this shirt is gonna be super good for my mental health bc every time i wear it im gonna be thinking of the lyrics on the back#also im definitely washing this (and my whole outfit) tomorrow morning so i can wear it again right away and show it off to everyone#if ur wondering about the washing part its bc i have a general routine when it comes to getting merch at shows#where i go to the merch stand right away so i can get a good size before its sold out#and i put it on over my t shirt so i don't have to worry about carrying it#and its also the outermost layer so the band gets to see me wearing it like hiii i love ur stuff so much i got it and wore it to see you#now this does have the unfortunate side effect of getting absolutely drenched in sweat after the show#one time i was wearing three shirts at once along with a hoodie tied to my waist bc i got a bunch of merch and it was sooo warm#i have no intentions of changing this routine though i like how efficient it is#oh also the shirt is green!! another thing that made me choose it over the others#i literally do not own any green shirts#so i am very happy that i have a very nice shirt that i like in a new color#mine#my shows
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i know your name â
{gojo satoru x f!reader}
summary: gojo satoru was practically everyoneâs god as his shiny charming reputation has followed him ever since high school and through collegeâ his band he had with his best friend suguru packing the local college pub every night just to see him sing and play the bass. unbeknownst to you, satoru has been keeping an eye on you, and when you officially meet him right before one of his shows, satoru just about falls to his knees over you.
warnings: MDNI. college au, CAR SMUT be patient!!, fingering, squirting, a bit of oral hehe, cursing, angst, FLUFFF, FILTHY DIRTY TALK, a sprinkle of degradation, tinyyy mentions of alcohol and drinking, gojo is obsessed with reader, afab!reader, jealousy.
word count: 8.8k
authors note: oh my goodness this one took me a FAT MINUTE but itâs SO SO CUTE and i hope you all think so too!! thank you thank you for all of your notes on my works!! MWAHH.
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âplease come with me to the alley, i donât think i can handle one moron and an even bigger moron by myself.â
shoko shimmied her jacket onto her shoulders, a disgruntled and pleading look on her face as she turned to face you. âtheyâre only playing a few songs, and you donât have to drink!â
you laughed softly. âwhoâs they?â
âsuguru and satoru, theyâre playing at the alley.â
âgojo satoru?â
the cogs in your brain spun as you gnawed at the inside of your cheek, a bit apprehensive. the alley was the place everyone went to at your college to get drunk and laid, and it also happened to be the place where the two boys played their band almost every nightâ satoru mainly having connections with the owner of the bar to even allow a bunch of college kids to trash the place to begin with.
you didnât necessarily know satoru, but in your years of observing him back in high school, you knew he was viewed by anyone and everyone as a god, his reputation shiny and impressive as he had the greatest charisma and charm you had ever seen.
you remember back to when basically every other day he was getting confessed to in the halls or in classâ or after school⌠or literally anywhere now that you thought about it.
but satoru has never been prideful or rude, even though it was something that was supposed to be written for him being the most popular guyâ but he just simply didnât follow it.
satoru was kind. really kind. and even though he got millions of confessions per year, he treated each rejection with gentleness and respect, never turning a cold eye to anyone as he apologized profusely and tried to help them feel better.
he always volunteered to do your class banners and plan your schoolâs activities, festivals, and field trips so nobody else had the burden of missing out on the fun. he always helped out the gardener after school and watered the plants with them (soon after practically taking over the entire shift for free and telling them to relax on a bench), tutored his friends and peers when they asked him for help, and made anyone that felt left out feel included.
thatâs why he was so popular. gojo satoru was a ray of sunshine with bright blue eyes and white ruffly hair, with a gorgeous face that you never saw without a smileâ loud and obnoxious and a little clumsy, but kind.
âi still donât know why they started a band.. but they get pretty big tips every night so i guess thatâs why,â shoko muttered, sipping the last of her iced tea as she got up from her seatâ the cafe you were both sitting in quiet and warm as you copied her actions and stood. âor could be because satoru likes the attention.â
you werenât close with suguru or satoru like shoko was, and youâve never even properly met them either, but you always listened to her whenever sheâd complain and understood her completely nonetheless.
you laughed at her last comment and smiled. âiâll go⌠but i can only stay for two songs! i have class at seven am tomorrow.â
she smiled wide and threw her arms around you, âthank you thank you thank you!â
youâve never actually been to the alley before, only having heard about it through the grapevine and from your other classmates that went, parties and concerts and drinking never really on the schedule for you. you honestly loved parties and concerts, and you loved the idea of hanging out with people and doing whatever your hearts desired until the sun came up.
but ever since you started college, your high school group kind of disappeared, and now you only really have one true best friend that you preferred over anything else, that being shoko. your nights are usually always calm and filled with studying or self care, your little life quiet and independent as you navigated through the days on your own.
and although you were a bit lonely at times, yearning for another soul to share your nights with, you learned to enjoy your own company.
the alley was a couple of blocks down from the cafe you and shoko were originally at, your ears already picking up on the vibrations of guitars and drums from outside as she approached the bouncer at the front, not even being able to get a word in before the big man was already telling her no.
âno?!â shoko dug into her purse and pulled out her phone. âi was literally here last week, iâm friends with the band thatâs playing.â
âsorry weâre at max capacityââ
âitâs okay, they both can come in. theyâre on stage with us.â
your eyes snapped to the door and you recognized geto suguru, his long jet black hair cascading down to his shoulders as he sported an all black outfitâ politely smiling at the bouncer.
the man moved to the side and ushered us in, shokoâs shoulders dropping in relief as you both walked in and over to a table by the stage. âthank you suguru.â
he nodded. âif i donât, satoru will throw another fit again and say you donât love him if you donât show up.â
shoko rolled her eyes and looked at you, her lips pressed into a thin line. âyou see what i mean?â
âshoko!â a loud, booming and enthusiastic voice rang through the pub as you turned, spotting none other than satoru with his long arms open, more or less throwing himself on her. âyou came!â
âyou threatened meââ
âi did no such thing!â he sprung back. âare you not here out of the goodness of your heart? to support your two best boys living their dreams?â
âno.â
âshokooo!â he whined and you giggled, which caused him to snap his head in your direction, finally noticing your presence.
her.
âoh! hello,â he smiled kindly to you and extended his hand. âiâm satoru, and you are?â
ây/n!â you grinned sweetly and politely to him, taking his cold hand in yours and shaking it.
âare you a friend of shokoâs?â
you nodded.
he cocked his head to the side, âhow come iâve never seen you around?â
âoh i donât go out too often, thatâs probably why,â you laughed lightly, a little embarrassed by your answer.
he beamed anyways, his smile so big and brilliant that you were starting to see for yourself exactly why everyone loved him so much, not that you didnât already know the reason behind it in the first place.
âme neither!â
satoru was still holding your hand.
âyes you do!â shoko scoffed. âyouâre barely ever at your apartment and i always have to be your designated driverââ
he gawked, glaring at her. âthatâs not true! i was home yesterday!â
âbecause you were hungover.â suguru mumbled.
you laughed again, and satoru turned back to face you, a grin on his face.
just then, a rather large group of guys started making their way towards your area, all beckoning and calling for satoru while holding up several shot glasses, his head snapping towards their direction and flashing a dazzling smile.
âsatoru come!â
âsatoru take some with us!â
he gently let go of your hand and raised his, waving high as he readjusted his black round sunglasses up the bridge of his nose, âgive me a second! iâll be over!â
satoru turned back to you, resuming the conversation.
âsorry, she lies. she likes to lie. iâm glad i didnât go to high school with her.â
âyes we didâ iâm going over to your followers and stealing a shot, goodbye.â shoko grumbled, throwing her purse on the table and walking away, dragging suguru along with her.
âwe actually um..â you shifted your weight from one foot to the other. âwe went to high school together.â
âoh i know.â
your eyebrows pinched together.
he knows?
âyou used to water the garden on days i couldnât afterschool, right?â
your eyes widened a little.
âoh! and you used to fix the class banners whenever i didnât notice my fuck up, which was always.â he patted the top of your head and laughed, âthank you for that by the way.â
âyou knew?â you murmured, a rosy tint to your cheeks.
âduh,â his eyes softened. âiâm sorry i never thanked you properly then.â
you shook your head dumbly, a little spaced out as you took in what he said. âno itâs okay.â
your eyes then fell to the instruments and band set up behind him, suddenly remembering that he was performing tonight.
âso what do you guys play?â you spoke up gently, hands wringing behind your back. âdo you play original songs? or covers?â
âcovers! 80âs covers.â he explained excitedly. âsuguru and i switch off singing. i play the bass and he plays the guitar, and we have a couple of extra friends in the back playing the drums and keyboard.â
your eyes sparkled as you watched the stage set up process, black chords scattered everywhere on the ground in disarray as several individuals on the platform tuned their instruments or plucked out a few notes.
â80âs?â you perked up. âwhat kind of 80âs?â
âwhat kind?â
âyeah! morissey? the cure? new orderââ
satoru was awestruck, mouth slightly parted. âyou know who they are?â
you quickly nodded, a cute smile on your face.
âyou like the cure?â he asked quietly.
âi love the cure.â
satoru practically had hearts in his eyes as he beamed down at you with a stupid face, his heart a little frazzled with a familiar feeling sparkling in his chest.
âsatoru!â
he snapped out of his trance and spun around, suguru on stage beckoning him over. âsorry, we have to start.â
âokay!â he walked backwards as he quickly faced you again and smiled, a little frantic. âiâll talk to you after we play! iâm gonna quiz you on it so pay attention!â
you laughed, your hand covering your mouth a bit as you nodded. âis it counting towards my grade? or is it extra credit?â
âextra credit if you go on a date with me after the show!â
you stopped.
âshe canât! moron,â shoko suddenly appeared beside you and threw an arm around your shoulder. âsheâs only staying for two songs!â
gojoâs jaw dropped slack, his shoulders slumping as he got up on stage, arms out. âtwo?!â
you grimaced, an apologetic look on your face and kind of feeling like a lame grandma as you nodded, âi have class at seven am tomorrow!â
before he could even respond, satoru got pulled by tech crew to test out his microphone, and you and shoko gradually settled yourselves on the high bar stool chairs at your table.
âodd,â she muttered with a funny look on her face.
âhm? what is?â your eyes switched to hers.
âsatoruâs never asked a girl out before.â
your eyes bulged open. ânever?â
ânever.â shoko sipped a little at her beer and gave you a comforting smile. âiâve always seen girls try it with him and ask him out or simply just follow him around like a lost dog, but heâs never gone after anyone.â
you watched a little smirk spread across her face, and your hands grew a tiny bit sweaty as you swallowed thickly.
âif youâre interested in him, thereâs a line. but i think you have a head start.â
the music startedâ suguru introducing himself, satoru, and the band calm and pleasantly before they began playing their first song. it was loud and rhythmic, vibrations murmuring through the floor as your glass of water shook on the table with every note.
they werenât bad at allâ they were actually pretty good, really good, and you found yourself not really wanting to admit it since it seemed like satoru was good at a million different things regardless of category or genre.
âdo they have a name for their band?!â you yelled over the music, leaning your frame a little closer to her without taking your eyes off of the stage.
shoko snorted, âthe strongest monkeys.â
you threw your head back and laughed loudly, looking at her incredulously. âreally?!â
as he performed on stage, satoru noticed you laugh and he smiled against the microphone, a vision he connected back to high school, and for reasons he couldnât explain, he was internally a little unsteady as your pretty eyes watched him play and singâ feeling embarrassed whenever he would trip over a chord clumsily like he seemed to do at every freaking show, but feeling better seeing as it made you giggle.
by the end of their second song, you showed shoko the time on your phone and tried to stand as discretely as possible in attempts at not disturbing anyone around you, grabbing your purse from the arm of your chair and swinging it over your shoulder.
but when you looked up, satoru was already looking at you as suguru spoke through the microphone, his eyes wide and pleading as he held up his index finger.
âone more song!â he mouthed. âplease.â
you gnawed at your bottom lip anxiously, your eyes darting around the pub and back to the time on your phone before they landed again on satoru.
âstay.â he mouthed again.
and for reasons you couldnât explain, your body pulled you back down on the stool and you satâ shoko quirking an eyebrow at you in confusion.
satoruâs face broke out into the brightest smile, a smile equivalent to the blinding rays of the sun as he pushed up his round sunglasses and gave you a cute thumbs up.
âthank you.â
and your heart stuttered.
you eventually decided to stay for the rest of the show, seeing as it was already late as fuck anywaysâ and they played few more songs then, a mix of well known 80âs songs as well as a few underrated ones, your head nodding gently to the beat and swaying your little shoulders. in the midst of it, satoru had been watching and glancing in your direction so many times throughout the show, that he subconsciously started mimicking your little shoulder sway on stage as he performed.
college girls screamed practically every five minutes when the boys did anything, some even going as far as running up the platform and reaching up for satoruâs hands or ankles as he played, him smiling bright at each and every one of them with shoko shaking her head in disappointmentâ her forehead falling to the palm of her hand as you laughed.
ironically by the end of it, the band closed with the cure, and as the crowd dispersed and several took their leave from the alleyâ some shouting words of praise at the boys, you and shoko stood and walked over to the stage. satoru in a heartbeat noticed you coming over and hooked his mic quickly back on the mic stand, tossing the strap of his bass over his shoulders and setting it down before hopping off stage.
âdid you like it?â he panted hopefully, trying to catch his breath as his forehead glistened with sweat, his hands on his hips.
you smiled gently. âi did! good job, you both played really great songs.â
suguru gave you a small smile in gratitude from the platform as he unplugged and untangled a few chordsâ and satoru beamed, nodding. âiâm glad! okay, here comes your quiz!â
âoh god.â
âwe played the cure at the endâŚâ satoru dragged out.
âmhmâŚâ
âwhat song?â he tilted his head to the side, and your cheeks went pink as you grinned.
âpictures of you,â you replied softly. âitâs my favorite one.â
satoruâs forehead fell to rest against your shoulder, and your eyes widened in surprise.
âi would expect nothing less from you, y/n.â
you hummed out a laugh, and his heart did a tiny somersault at the sound before he picked his head back up and looked at you softly.
âthank you for staying.â
shoko bounded over to you then and looped her arm through yours. âready to go?â
you nodded quickly before smiling sweetly at satoru. âiâll see you around! thank you forââ
âwait!â he shot his arms out frantically with wide eyes. âwhat about our date?â
you froze. âour date?â
âunless you want the quiz to count towards your gradeâŚâ he mumbled lowly, eyes darting on everything and everywhere except you with pinky cheeks.
âi didnât think you were being serious about that..â you spoke gently.
his eyebrows furrowed. âwhy not?â
âbecause youâre gojo satoru,â shoko butt in.
you quickly flicked her foreheadâ your lips pressed into a thin line, earning a little laugh from satoru as you turned your head to look at him again.
âi have an early class tomorrow⌠ill see you around though, okay?â
without thinking, satoru reached over and placed a hand on your shoulder, gently turning you to face him.
âlet me take you to class.â
shoko and suguru exchanged a look and your lips parted, eyebrows pinching together.
âwhat?â
âiâll take you to class in the morning,â he looked desperate. âand i wonât count the quiz towards your grade.â
you were skeptical, very skeptical, unsure of what satoru wanted from you in this situation. you had just met him, properly at least, and though you knew he was a good person, you werenât sure if that was still relevant in the field of picking up girls.
you looked to shoko, who shrugged, and your eyes landed back to satoruâs pleading oneâs, your entire body and soul hesitating.
âiââ you gnawed at your bottom lip, a nervous habit as you took in the way he looked like a sad little puppy the longer you took to respond, your heart not having the ability to ever say no to anyone, ever. not even him.
âokay.â
his shoulders relaxed, and he let out a puff of relieved air as he gave you the biggest smile, nodding hopefully.
âokay! hâhere-â he reached into the pocket of his jeans and pulled out his phone. âif i couldâ if i could have your number? and iâll text you when im on my way and stuffâŚâ
you shakily took satoruâs phone, the screen already opened up to the âadd contactâ feature as you typed in your number before passing it back to him.
âthank you!â he beamed. âiâll see you tomorrow then?â
he was so excited, and you really didnât know why, but you couldnât help but give him a sweet smile of yours in return, nodding.
âsee you.â
when you finally arrived home that night, it didnât take satoru even ten minutes after that to text you.
(unknown): i have good news for you miss y/n
you stared at your phone, your heart jumping a bit as you typed back a response.
(you): and i have bad news for you satoru
(satoru): WHAT
(satoru): ok wait me first
(satoru): congrats you passed my class!! that quiz bumped up your grade from 0% to 100% ur so smart
(satoru): but if your bad news is you rejecting me iâm FAILING you
(you): HAHAHAHA
(you): silly silly
(you): my bad news was that i always have banana milk on my way to school in the mornings and unfortunately i donât have any extra for you :(
(you): i ran out ;(
within the two minutes that it took for you to respond with your declared bad news, satoru was absolutely shitting it, wholeheartedly believing you were going to reject him and leave him to dramatically rot away all alone.
he replied quickly, a goofy smile on his face.
(satoru): thatâs literally the only reason why i asked you out :(
(you): and how do you know i have banana milk in the mornings before school?
(satoru): OH
(satoru): SO ABOUT TOMORROW
you giggled, wiping the last of your makeup off and turning off your vanity light before jumping into bed, snuggling into your covers as the cool air softly touched your face from your open window.
(you): *address*
(you): pick me up at 6:30 please, if thatâs okay :)
(satoru): iâll pick you up at six miss y/n
(you): SIX WHY
(satoru): for a breakfast date silly!! okay goodnight xoxo
you hadnât even realized the huge stupid smile on your face until your rosy cheeks started to ache.
(you): HAHAHA
(you): goodnight <3
a heart?!
satoru stuffed his face into his pillow, feeling like little love birdies were flying around his head and pecking at his hair.
the following morning, you ran your fingers through your hair and probably fixed your outfit a million trillion times before you were satisfied, a huge lump in your throat as you gnawed so much at your bottom lip that it drew blood.
you were nervous, but why? you didnât know why. maybe because it was gojo satoru picking you up. maybe it was the fact that you hadnât had a guy try to hit on you in what felt like a decade, the last time really being the last day of high school when you randomly found a note in your locker, the words literally illegible.
maybe it was the fact that satoru was the most handsome man you have ever seen.
but so was he to everybody else.
(satoru): iâm outside! :]
you wiped your clammy hands on your legs and stood, hiking your school bag further up your shoulder before walking down the stairs and out the door, seeing satoru seated in his car in your driveway.
you timidly opened the door to the passenger side and stepped in.
âhi!â he greeted cheerfully and proceeded to place his hand on the back of your headrest as he backed out, looking through his rear view mirror.
âhi!â you said gently. âyouâre not tired?â
ânuh uh,â he smiled at you. âi had three energy drinks before i got you.â
your head instantly whipped in his direction. âsatoruâ three?!â
he giggled at your reaction, the sides of his blue eyes crinkling as he patted your head. âdonât worry silly, iâve had maybe five at a time beforeââ
âfive?!â
you slumped against the passenger seat and closed your eyes. âsatoru, youâre gonna develop heart problems if you keep this up.â
ânah,â he reached into the backseat, his eyes still on the road. âiâm the strongest.â
and you snorted then, watching him retrieve two small bottles of juice from the back without taking his eyes off of the road.
âi got us orange juiceâ wait do you like orange juice? oh fuck maybeââ
you giggled and waved him off, taking both bottles from his hands. âitâs okay! i do like orange juice, thank you.â you settled them on your lap neatly. âiâll hold them while you drive.â
âaww thanks sweets,â he murmured affectionately, and your face instantly went warm to the touch.
âi also got us breakfast bagels so we can sit and people watch before your classââ his eyes snapped to yours. âifâ if thatâs okay.â
your heart skipped a beat at his planning, nodding as you reached into your school bag and pulled out a little yellow carton, holding it out for him as he drove.
satoru tore his gaze away from the road momentarily and looked, his eyebrows furrowing.
âyour daily morning banana milk?â
you smiled softly, nudging it towards him. âfor you.â
he physically melted as he looked at your sweet sweet face and back towards the road.
âyouâre giving up your banana milkâ for me?â
you tore off the straw from the back of the milk box, sticking it through the little opening and offering it to him again.
âyup yup.â
he bit his lower lip as he gratefully took the milk box from you, giddy and flustered on the inside as he took tiny sips.
âan absolute delicacy, thank you miss y/n.â
before you even realized it, satoru was already pulling in to the campus parking lot, shifting his gear into park and turning off the ignition before opening his door.
âdonât move!â he sputtered suddenly. âdonât touch that door hold onââ
he slammed his door shut and you watched quizzically as he ran across the front of the car and opened the door for you, flashing an award winning smile that could shatter the earth if he wanted to.
you still couldnât piece together why he was doing so much for you or why he was interested in the first place, but as you watched him set up the breakfast bagels cutely as you both sat on the bench, him carefully handing you yours along with your orange juice, you didnât really have the heart to ask him why.
maybe it was the more selfish side of you, the one that always longed to share little moments like this with another being, the one that always spent her days alone watching movies or doing little crafts in her room to keep the time going, a bittersweet feeling in your chest every time you saw your classmates or casual friends post about their parties or outings.
you hadnât realized that you didnât respond to whatever satoru had said, and you snapped out of it.
âfuckâ iâm sorry satoru, i spaced out.â you laughed softly. âwhat were you saying?â
he stared at you, his eyes examining your face. âwhatâs wrong?â
âhuh?â
âwhat were you thinking about?â
âit wasâ it was nothing,â you took a sip of your orange juice. âi forgot.â
satoru shoved his face close to yours, your breath hitching and your cheeks growing pink as you watched his eyes scan every part of you, his expression concerned.
âsomethingâs bothering you,â he hummed. âam i being too forward? iâmâ iâm sorry sometimes i donât even realizeââ
âno!â you shot your arms out frantically and placed them on his shoulders, âno, itâs not that, youâre okay satoru. everything youâve done has been really nice, so thank you.â
your voice was so sweet as you spoke to him, and even though it made him feel better to some degree, he still couldnât shake the empty and sad look he saw on your face when you were spaced out.
he slowly retreated back and hesitantly nodded as you placed your hands back on your lap, your fingers then tearing a piece from your breakfast bagel and plopping it into your mouth.
âdid you ever findâŚâ he spoke in between bites. âa note in your locker the last day of high school?â
your eyebrows furrowed, taken aback. âhow do you know about that?â
he swallowed, a sheepish look on his face. âthat was me. i put that note in.â
your eyes widened as your body completely froze over, putting your bagel downâ the wrapper crinkling underneath as you did so.
âreally?â
satoru nodded, his flushed cheeks prominent on his pale skin as he suddenly found his bagel super interesting to look at.
âwhat did it say?â
he looked at you baffled. âwhat did it say? what do you mean?â
you giggled then, your hand covering your mouth as you leaned forward a little bit. âi couldâ i could barely read it. the handwriting-â
âoh my fucking god!â satoru threw his arms up in despair. âthat explains so much. i was so sad i straight up thought you hated me.â
you stopped. âwhat do you mean?â
âi wrote my name and how i thought you were really pretty, and then i wrote my number at the bottom.â he dropped his shaking head in his hands, laughing. âbut i wrote it really fast because i saw you coming so i just stuffed it in there.â
he slumped over his legs on the bench, his elbows on his knees as he moaned.
âyou think iâm pretty?â you asked softly.
he turned his head to the side as he was hunched over, sunglasses slipping down the bridge of his nose as he smiled gently. âvery.â
gojo satoru thought you were pretty.
you smiled cutely at him, reaching out and pushing his sunglasses back up his eyes, yours warm and endearing. âsilly.â
you leaned back on the bench and giggled. âto be fair satoru, even if i was able to read your note, i probably wouldâve thought it was a prank.â
âa prank? why?â his shoulders deflated, an unamused look on his face. âbecause iâm âgojo satoruâ like shoko saidââ
âno,â you pushed. âbecause youâre a good person. you always go above and beyond for others and iâve seen that as long as iâve known you.â
you crossed a leg over the other and smiled softly. âand because of that iâm really not sure why you like me satoru, i havenât really done anything special butââ
âwhat you just said is a crime. the way you think about me is the way i think about you.â he cut in, eyes serious. âyou think you donât do anything special? i literally watched you all through high school bend over backwards for people, for me, like i did,â he sighed through his nose. âbut your intentions were genuine and pure, mine were not.â
he finished the last of his bagel and crumpled up the wrapper into a ball, tossing it in the trash can next to him as he leaned back.
satoru swallowed. âi feel like if i donât do the things that i do for people, ill end up disappointing everyone i know. i feel like everyoneâs built this image of me that i donât even know where the fuck it came fromââ he shook his head. âbut i donât want to tarnish that. i donât want to let people down. so i just let them ask me for stuff. i donât even like going out that much either, believe it or not. i just go when they call.â
he crossed his arms. âwhenever people do do something in return for me, itâs like iâm forever in their debt and theyâre always expecting something from me back.â
your sad eyes softened, the confession in front of you a reaction from him you realized mustâve been buried deep deep down his chestâ without any prior chance of resurfacing until this very moment.
you never thought about his situation this way. you wouldâve never thought that satoru couldâve felt like this about his own reputation, something you guiltily believed was a thing he was absolutely floored over.
âyou never expected anything back from me though,â he murmured. âyou fixed my fucked up banners and switched around reservations when i absentmindedly chose the wrong thing for our school field trips, and you never said a word about it to me or anyone, and you didnât expect anything back.â
he finally turned his bright blue eyes in your direction, and looked at you so deeply, so sincerely, that your mind went completely blank.
âthatâs why i like you,â satoru bashfully scratched his cheek. âyou do special things everyday andâ and i was moved.â
there was a moment of silence, satoru staring at the ground as you stared at him, a delicate and insecure side of him unfolding before you that you donât think anyone has ever seen, and you intended to keep it that wayâ wanting this special moment selfishly just for you.
you slowly leaned forward then as you made him look at you.
âits natural for you to be upset and think indifferently about people walking all over you, toru. it doesnât mean youâre not genuine or pure.â
raising your arm, you poked his pink cheek gently and gave him a little comforting smile. âit actually only further solidifies to me how much of a good person you are. because even though people take advantage of your kindness, you help them with what they need regardless, and do way more.â
his eyes softened.
âat the end of the day, even though it makes you a little mad, you want to help people, because if you didnât, you simply wouldnât do it.â
you nudged his shoulder playfully with yours, âbut not anymore, okay? from now on when people are blatantly taking advantage of how nice you are, you have to draw a line they canât cross.â
he smiled wide.
âiâd let you cross it.â
âno not even me,â you shook your head. ânot thatâd iâd ever anyways.â
he looked at you, and then unexpectedly, satoru slowly leaned in and pressed a delicate, soft kiss to your cheekâ his lips lingering there greedily for a few seconds more before pulling away, your shocked bright pink cheeks making him burst out laughing.
you missed class without even realizing, but you didnât have an ounce of care in your body, seeing as satoru was worth more than anything from that point on.
since then you both hung out a lot more, and you still had your little quiet nights of self care, arts and crafts, and moviesâ except now, satoru was present in every activity.
satoru longed for your lifestyle, and you longed for hisâ so the act of watching movies together until two in the morning, making horrific origami bird shapes that never looked like the pictures in the instruction manual and laughing, sorting through his 80âs cd collection in his apartment while he sampled a few for you on his bass, and singing the cure so loud through his car sunroof while he drove you aimlessly at night with a strong grip on your thigh, were all a perfect blend of exactly what you both needed most.
it was several months of spending every waking moment together that you soon eventually became a little thing with satoru. there wasnât an official label, and you guys hadnât even kissed, but the longer than normal embraces, kisses on each others cheeks, and intertwined fingers everywhere you went was an obvious sign that something was there.
you picked up on how people looked at you more often rather quickly ever since satoru started bringing you around his circle, wondering how you came out of nowhere and captured his attention when thousands had tried for years.
and though most welcomed you with open arms and kind smiles, the majority of his girl fan base was bitter.
shoko often told you to just shake it off and not pay any mind to it, saying that it was a bunch of mean girls with nothing better to do, but it got a little harder once a pretty black haired girl named lina started grabbing satoru for conversations almost every night at the alley.
and today was no different.
âhi sweets!â satoru greeted you enthusiastically, pressing a wet kiss to your cheek as you arrived early to the pub to help him and suguru set up for tonightâs show. âyou look very pretty today.â
âthank you!â you smiled wide and leaned up on your tippy toes, your body automatically pulling your lips to his until you quickly steered them to the corner of his mouth, pecking lightly before settling back down on the soles of your feet.
that wasnât the first time you had almost accidentally kissed him, but it wasnât just you, as satoru slipped up almost every second of every day when you both were togetherâ the thought making you laugh internally as you followed him to the stage.
âdonât help out this timeââ he pleaded gently with you as he took a high barstool chair for you and dragged it closer to the stage. âi want you to just sit and be pretty.â
you tilted your head to the side. âwhy toru? i donât mind helping out i like itââ
âno i know!â he smiled sweetly at you. âbut i want you to just sit there and relax and not lift a finger tonight. youâll hurt yourself if you do.â
you giggled softly and nodded, hopping up on the stool and wringing your fingers together on your lap as you watched satoru set up his amp and readjust his mic stand, gnawing on your bottom lip as you watched the way his biceps and chest looked in his black compression tee.
âare you thirsty sweets?â he asked, his eyes trained to the ground as he untangled a bunch of chords and threw them behind him. âi can get you something from the bar?â
âoh no!â you shook your head quickly. âitâs okay toru youâre busyââ
satoru hopped off the stage and jogged over to the bar, him exchanging a few words with the bartender that you couldnât quite make out until he jogged back over with a cold glass of sugary iced tea, placing it on your table under a coaster.
âfor you.â
you smiled sheepishly, âthank you.â
âif you needââ
âsatoru! hey!â
you snapped your head over to the entrance and saw lina, her wave a little flirty as she bounced over to the both of you.
lina only spared you a glance before her sparkling suggestive eyes landed back on satoru.
âoh hey?â he looked over at the clock on the wall. âim sorry, the alley doesnât open for another two hoursââ
âoh i know!â she twirled a strand of hair with her fingers. âi just wanted to stop by and see if you needed any help? you know, setting up?â
what.
your eyebrows pinched together and you looked at satoru, waiting for his answer.
âoh! umâ sure! thanks!â he smiled at her, and you felt a pang of annoyance through your chest as you watched him lead her on stage and give her directions, much like how he did for you when you helped out.
you crossed a leg over the other and looked away.
satoru wasnât your boyfriend, so it wasnât like you could say anything or feel the way that you did⌠but then again, isnât he kind of? you didnât know, and the more you wracked your brain to try and figure out what exactly the both of you were, the angrier you got at the situation in front of you.
satoru flashed lina his world famous dazzling smile, cracked joke after joke and made her laugh, helped her when she went âconfusedâ and helpless, and even showed her basic chords on his bass when she asked.
you pursed your lips, eyes narrowed. satoru was smiling at her the way he smiled at you and cracking jokes the way he joked with you, and your jealousy only grew as you let your mind wander if the way satoru treated you was actually anything significant if he was willing to do it for some random girl.
you sat there for what had felt like forever, people starting to pile in for the show as the alley opened, and you hopped off the stool bitterly to cool off in the restroom, not bothering to let satoru know.
just as you got in line, you felt a hand tug at your wrist.
ây/n!â
you turned around and spotted shoko, smiling until she took in your annoyed expression.
âwhatâs wrong?â
âlina,â you muttered.
âoh god,â shoko leaned her weight on one side of her hip. âwhat the fuck is she doing now?â
âsatoru help me, satoru how many chords does a bass have? satoru youâre so good at singing! satoru you owe me after this!â you mimicked, your heart heavy as you let shoko lead you back to your table.
âsheâs getting braver,â she muttered. âsay the word y/n and iâll fake trip and spill my drink on her itâs easyââ
you snorted, âno no, itâs okay shoko. if satoru wants to let himself be drooled over and do nothing about it in respects to me, he can be my guest.â
the show started, girls already screaming and running up the stage with, of course, lina front and center by satoru, jumping and wiggling her sick fingers up at him.
satoru was like he normally was at his showsâ attentive to everyone and being just who he is, but what ticked you off more than usual was how much attention he was paying to lina, way more than the rest, and you couldnât even watch the stage anymore when satoru reached down and held her hand for a moment, not once glancing up at you.
you were done.
âi think iâm gonna go!â you shouted to shoko over the music.
âwhat?!â shoko grabbed your arm. âdonât go! itâs almost over! i wanna see you chew him out!â
you laughed and shook your head. âi canât stand being here, and he clearly doesnât care whether iâm here or not right now soââ
more screams.
both of your heads snapped to the source.
lina was on stage with him.
you scoffed and grabbed your purse, ignoring shokoâs protests as you pushed your way through the crowd and away from the stage.
when satoru finally decided to scan for you through the pub, his eyebrows furrowed as he saw your seat empty and shoko glaring straight murderous daggers at him.
âwhere is she going?â he mouthed to shoko.
âhome!â she spat loudly, getting up herself and disappearing through the crowd.
satoruâs eyes immediately widened, his fingers clammy and numb as he started to pluck the wrong notes, suguru giving him a weird look.
âcarry the show without me,â satoru quickly told him, frantic. âplease, i have to go.â
suguru nodded and waved him off, seeming like he knew why satoruâs skin was sickishly pale as he carried on calmly.
it wasnât like you to just leave without him or not tell him anything, so as he threw the strap of his bass over his shoulders and handed it to a tech member, he hopped off stage and ran through the crowd, ignoring their pleas of protest or the tugging he felt at his clothes.
you were halfway down the parking lot when you heard the pub door slam open and footsteps running towards you.
âsweets!ââ satoru yelled. âhey- where are you going?!â
âhome!â you yelled over your shoulder, arms crossed as you kept walking.
satoruâs stomach dropped.
ây/n!â he caught up to you and grabbed your shoulders, spinning you around as he tried to catch his breath. âwhy? are you okay?â
âjust fine!â you spat. âwhy donât you go back on stage and drool all over linaââ
âlina?â he gawked. âdrool? what are you talkingââ
you shrugged his hands off of your shoulders. âdo you not see how sheâs been all over you for what seems like fucking months?! and you just let her! iâve been ignoring it but today you really pissed me offââ
you turned away again and he immediately grabbed your waist with his hands, pulling you back.
âhey- no. tell me what i did okay just tell meââ
you scoffed. âyou really donât see it? first of all she came to the alley two fucking hours early today, and then sheâs all over you and youâre all over her and youâre smiling at her and making her laugh like you do with me, and then sheâs playing the little damsel in distress helping you set up while i just sat there and watchedââ
âall over her?â his eyes narrowed. âi couldnât give less of a shit about linaââ
âapparently you do!â you moved away from him, his hands falling from your hips. âbecause sheâs giving you the âi wanna fuck you eyesâ every two seconds, and youâre holding her hand while youâre on stage, and then you literally pulled her on?! what the fuck am i supposed to think with that?!â
âi didnât pull her on she jumped on!â satoru exclaimed, his arms out. âiâm sorry sweets that i didnât notice okay i really am, but have you stopped to think that maybe i didnât notice because i donât care about her? iââ
âsatoru youâve been completely ignoring me the minute she got hereââ
âtoru.â he cut you off, voice firm. âitâs toru not satoru.â
you stopped, frustrated and hurt tears slowing brimming your eyes as you looked at him. âmaybe you being a little flirt for everyone was okay before, but the minute you decided to butter me up and kiss my cheeks and call me sweets, that shouldâve been over.â
âit is!â he exclaimed. âitâs been over! it never even started in the first place!â
âyes it did! you think i havenât been watching how you are with people since high school?â you know what iâm done. iâm leaving.â
you sniffled and spun around again, but satoru only grabbed your wrist tightly and wrung you back.
âyou think i havenât been watching you?! iâve loved you since fucking high school god dammit! iâm obsessed with you! when we officially met at the alley and i introduced myself i already knew your name and you know that! i donât give a single living fuck about lina or anyone else but you! itâs always been you!â
you wiped your tears roughly with your sleeve.
gojo satoru loved you.
âso no. youâre not done. please donât cry. all iâve ever wanted was you and i let you slip through my hands in high school because i was a coward, and id rather die than let you slip through my fucking hands again and lose you over a stupid fight when i just got you!ââ
âyouâre not losing me iâm not going anywhere toru where the hell are you getting that from?!â you exclaimed.
âthank fuck then, so what are we still doing?! iâd cut everyone in my life off if you asked me to!ââ
âno donât do that! i was just jealous okay and iâmâ and iâm angryââ
âokay but do you love me?!â he pushed angrily.
âyes! of course i do you know that!â
âokay so do i baby so what the fuck are we still fighting for?!â
âi donât know!â
âstop giving me your little attitude then and come kiss me!â
your lips instantly collided with his as you threw your arms around his neck, fast hurried kisses that knocked the wind out of you as you both hungrily and fiercely tried to swallow each otherâs lips, satoru tapping the back of your thighs and signaling you to jump on him.
you immediately sprung up and wrapped your legs around his waist, him holding you tight as he carried you over to his car and leaned you against the backseat door, his lips messily licking and swiping over yours as he seemed drunk on the taste of your sweet spit alone.
satoru dug through his pockets without breaking from your lips and found his keys, unlocking his car with a tap of a button and gently lowering you inside, him scrambling in after you and slamming the door shut, locking it.
he towered over you as he latched his lips back on yours, you laying flat on your back with your legs spread, satoruâs big cold hands on the sides of your thighs as he slowly slid your tiny little denim skirt further upâ right up until he felt your silky panties under his fingertips.
âi gottaââ he said in between kisses. âtake them offââ
you nodded quickly. âplease take them offââ
satoru didnât even let you finish before he practically tore your panties down your legs and stuffed them in his back pocket, his breathing erratic.
âoh my goodness,â he spread your legs gently, eyes completely wide and glazed over as he looked at your slick and shiny pussy. âyouâre so pretty baby, just like how i pictured you.â
he ran a finger down your slit and your hips jumped, your teeth biting down on your lower lip as you let out a symphony of whines that satoru wanted to record on his phone and play morning, noon, and night for himself and his dick.
he stared mesmerized at your fuzzy pink cheeks and swollen wet lips as he slowly rubbed over your clit, you immediately grabbing his unoccupied hand and sticking his middle finger in your mouth to suck in response.
âoh my godââ he threw his head back, his delicious adamâs apple bobbing up and down as he swallowed. âyouâre gonna make me cum in my fucking pants.â
he felt you bob your head up and down slowly on his finger and his head snapped down, eyes widening as he watched you act like a little slut for him, his hands with a mind of their own as he inserted his unoccupied middle finger in your slurping hole.
you let out a muffled gasp through the digit in your mouth and you spread your legs wider, his long and mouthwatering finger pumping in and out of you slowly, satoruâs body literally shivering at the sounds of your warm squelching pussy.
âlisten to her babyâŚâ he hummed. âsheâs so fucking loud for me⌠how embarrassing.â
âtoruuu,â you whined at his teasing, clamping your legs shut as you felt the tip of his finger hit that sweet spot in your walls that made your toes curl.
âopen your legs.â he demanded. âwho said you could close them, hm? i sure fucking didnât.â
satoru picked up the pace and slipped in his ring finger without warning, your walls stretching and filling up as he abused your little cunt rapidly.
âyou ever squirted before baby?â he huffed out, lips eating up your neck as you shuddered, your body jolting up and down at how fast he was fingering you.
you shook your head dumbly. ânâno, i donât think i canââ
satoru laughed and bit your neck meanly. âyes you can sweets, your little pussy was just waiting for me to do it.â
he went even faster, a series of slap slap slapâs filling the car as his palm and digits hit your cunt repeatedly, sticky and soppy as he moaned over and over in your ear, absolutely intoxicated with the sloshing noises of your pussy and the way it was speaking to him, satoru utterly and incandescently obsessed with everything that was you.
âmâmy godââ he panted, his pace brutal and animalistic as his long fingers rapidly plunged into your gummy hot hole, his tongue licking and slopping all over the side of your neck, your moans straight up filthy as the windows of his car fogged up.
âfuck fuck fuck fuckââ he dragged his mushy kisses from your neck up to your chin and back to your lips. âbe my girlfriendââ slap slap slapâ âp-please be my girlfriend be my girlfriend i need you so bad i c-canât live without you anymoreââ
you eagerly nodded, your thighs shaking as you gripped his shoulders and tried to keep up with his kisses that swallowed your lips up hole. ây-yesâ mph! i will toru i willââ
his car shook violently as he fucked your cunt with his fingers without mercy, an unfamiliar intense feeling bubbling up at the pit of your stomach as he did so, your entire pussy pulsing and swollen as you squealed, massive droplets of liquid spraying all over satoru and the leather seats of his car.
âfuck yes baby, give me what i want thatâs itââ
satoru groaned so loudly as you squirted, him jerking his nasty fingers to selfishly get more out of you.
âthaaaats it sweetsââ he panted, slowing down. âthatâs it.â
you evidently blacked out at this point, your brain misty and distorted as you tried to come down from your delirious high, a high youâve never ever felt before with your own digits.
satoru licked his fingers raunchily and lowered his face to your pussy, cleaning up any remnants and left over drops on your thighs and pussy with his perverted tongue, your body jerking and you whining again as you shut your thighs closed in overstimulation.
he came back up and wiped his mouth with the back of his hand before flashing you the biggest most innocent smile, as if he didnât just absolutely destroy your cunt minutes ago without grace.
slowly, you regained a sense of direction and finally looked at him properly as he sat down and pulled you gently up by his arms, your body practically limp as he settled you on his lap and hugged you affectionately, his cheek squished up against your forehead.
âso can you squirt or what.â he teased softly, a smile still on his face.
you giggled shyly and buried your face in his neck. âi made a mess.â
âthatâs literally what i wanted donât even start.â he mumbled, and you laughed again, louder this time.
âwere you serious about me being your girlfriend?â you asked suddenly, your voice smaller and timid. satoru pulled back and tilted his head, catching your eyes with his.
âof course i was,â he said quietly. âi literally begged you while my fingers were knuckle deep inââ
you covered your face with your hands and laughed with a whine. âstop! okay okay! i get it.â
you took your face away from his neck and looked at him properly, tilting your head cutely as your eyes shined and sparkled with affection, him giving you the same look back as you leaned up and pecked his lips lovingly.
âyou knowâŚâ you began. âwhen we first properly met and you asked me out that night, shoko told me there was a line i had to stand in if i was interested in you.â
satoru snorted, his eyebrows raised. âa line?â
you nodded. âmhm. you literally canât pretend there isnât one toru⌠and lina is in it too,â you finished off, snickering.
he rolled his eyes and huffed, feigning annoyance, but when he looked at you again, he only smiled and stared at you like you hung the moon and stars yourself, a blush to his pale cheeks that never seemed to go away as long as you were around.
âline or notââ he sincerely spoke.
âyouâve always been the first one.â
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pairing: logan sargeant x williams social media admin!reader y/n (she/her)
genre: social media au
warnings: none jus fluff
summary: in which the internet knows you're in love before you do
a/n: I STARTED WRITING THIS BEFORE THE NEWS DROPPED SO LET'S JUST PRETEND NOTHING HAPPENED FOR NOW IM SO SORRY
request!!!: logan fic or smau where the reader is williamsâ newest social media admin?? and logan immediately is crushing on her, and the fans are trying to speculate why logan is suddenly so smiley in a bunch of the clips and videos posted on the williams ig or doing a bunch of challenges on the williams tiktok page (and alex is totally laughing his ass off)
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user7 omg? how is she so gorgeous
user8 oh the garage pic lol so she's 100% the right girl
user9 wish i was her omg
user10 omgg. i'd be happy looking at her too đ
user11 real. can u blame logan lollll
lilymhe prettiest girl!!
yourusername ilysm <3
yourbff im kissing you rn
yourusername i wish!!
user12 does she have a bf? second pic
user13 no one knows lol
user14 logan found dead
user15 logan in the likes too hehe he's down bad
user16 can u blame him
lilyzneimer miss you babe
yourusername miss u sm
user17 omgg she's friends w lily?!!
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yourbff YESSSS got you all to myself
yourusername hmm, almost
yourbff boo party pooper
lilymhe wow
yourusername oh stop it you
user23 omg ruff ruff ruff ....
user24 so stunning omg
user25 i wish i was u
user26 logan found dead
logansargeant cant wait to relax a bit!
yourusername well deserved đŠľ!
logansargeant thanks :) would love to hang out sometime if your free?
yourusername for sure i could find some time!
logansargeant awesome!
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user27 WOWWWW
user28 omg she's gorgeous
user29 wow wow wow
lilymhe omg wow. williams admin off duty is đĽđĽđĽ
yourusername HAHAH stop!!
yourbff meeeeowwww!!!!!
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logansargeant wow. any chance we could turn that hang out into a date instead? đ
yourusername HAHAH LOGAN
logansargeant ...well?
yourusername oh wow ur serious. well yes of course
logansargeant cool, cant wait.
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transcript -> y/n (behind the camera): so how was your guysâ two weeks off? logan: good! the rest was really needed for me, and you, alex? alex: well, we can focus on you for a minute still, or both of you actually! *laughs* y/n: haha very funny alex, i dont think people want to hear about my break though
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user39 second pic?????
user40 HELLOOOO
user41 soft launch...? đ
user42 love when he hangs out w alex omg <3
user43 love youuu logan
user44 this is sooo bf
alex_albon my guyyy
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oscarpiastri great race this weekend đ¤
logansargeant đĽ
user45 there's no way the 3rd pic was logan alone
user46 legit it's too girly
user47 y/n was here? đ
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user48 HAHA alex liking this comment đ
user49 lol he ships them so hard
williamsracing love the first pic đ
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user50 no rizz
user51 she's a professional let her live x
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user52 OH MY GODDDD
user53 this is so logan
lilymhe why are you gatekeeping information from us
yourusername !!!!! dramatic. all in good time
user54 omg obsessed with this lil date
user55 love this sm
user56 soulmates a bit đ
yourbff text us BACKKKK
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alex_albon just look at them!
lilymhe oh new love đĽ°
oscarpiastri they gonna be mad at this
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user57 god.
user58 ME WHEN
user59 y/n & logan fr.
user69 confirmed much?
user70 if no one else got us i know lily muni he got us
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user71 GIRL WE KNOW UR DATING
user72 obsessed with everything about this.
user73 on god i love them
user74 she's just too beautiful
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user75 the second omg yeehaw much
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user76 okay.
user77 you alr know he was fighting back the urge to profess his love for her
user78 he looks so good in the third pic omg
user79 hottest blondies in the world fr
lilyzneimer out of this world beauty!!
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user83 NO. WAY.
user84 OH MY GOD FINALLY
user85 finally some proof
user86 ahh not them being caught red handed đ
user87 obsessed w them omg
user88 CUTIESSS AHH
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user89 LOGOATTTT
user90 omg points & hard launch all in one weekend i feel dizzy
oscarpiastri eventful weekend for you!
logansargeant đ¤ just a bit
oscarpiastri congrats you deserve it đ
user91 HARD LAUNCHHHH
user92 y/n lucky charm fr fr fr
user93 u will alwaysss be famous
user94 LOGOAT IN THE POINTS
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user97 what a rollercoaster it's been
user98 SO HONOURED TO HAVE BEEN APART OF THIS JOURNEY
user99 how did he do it fr
user100 literally. spill the secrets logan
lilyzneimer most gorgeous couple!!!
yourusername no u xxxx
lilymhe pair of stunners
yourusername ly <333
yourbff MY ANGELLL ILYSM
yourusername love you love you love you!!!
alex_albon wow finally. i was in the trenches for a minute there
yourusername dramatic much? đ¤¨
alex_albon no? why?
logansargeant no comment from me
user101 oh to be in their gc
user102 too beautiful
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UPDATE What's up, it's the proposal guy. You said you wanted to know how this turned out, so I figured I'd tell you. First some context though, because I'm mean and I wanna keep you in suspense longer.
1- I don't wanna doxx us so I'm not telling you where we live, but suffice to say, neither of us are American, and gay marriage has been legal here for less than five years. For both of us, this is the first relationship we've had where marriage was even an OPTION, and I think that's where we've been getting some of that whole 'this has to be a REAL proposal with EVERYTHING' idea.
2- I gotta figure out how to explain this properly. So, I'm pretty used to being the GUY guy in relationships? I was always the one who did the nice gestures, not the one they got done for. Before I met my dream guy, I didn't really notice or care that it was such a thing, I just assumed that's how shit worked. Also, I promised I wouldn't talk a lot about his stuff here, but his last boyfriend before me SUCKED. Anyway point here is, it turns out we both REALLY like feeling swept off our feet sometimes, and a big part of finding each other has been getting to feel special for once? That's a stupid sappy way of putting it the point here is I think all that's what morphed into "I need to be the one getting proposed to, also it has to be completely perfect", and then our Petty & Extra genes got involved.
So I'm sitting in bed thinking about all that up there, and watching all the comments coming in basically being like "Dude, you are BLOWING this" on repeat, and telling me to compromise, and I look up and see him flossing in the bathroom and making all these doofy faces at the mirror, and it's like a switch just flips in my brain, and I'm like "Oh, I'd rather he gets to have his perfect proposal than we both have an okay one". I'm gonna do it.
Morning rolls around, and while I'm 'out for my jog like normal' I hit up a pawn shop for a temp ring (the ring pop thing is cute but NOT HIM). I found one I was at least confident wouldn't get ruined the first time he got his hands greasy (he fixes old machines as a hobby it's hot as hell), got back home, and hid the box in the toe of my nasty ass workout shoes in the bedroom closet, since I figured he'd check there last.
He was still asleep, because he stays up late no matter what and then is SHOCKED he's tired the next day, so I called and booked a table at our usual anniversary spot. (Side note about the 'he picks bad restaurants' thing. This isn't an 'I like Greek, you like Chinese' situation, dude's just BAD at finding places. He either assumes pricey is tasty and I get to eat some overrated gourmet bullshit, or he'll try and find something hip and underground and risk giving us food poisoning again, and he REFUSES to give up and pick somewhere we've been before when it's his turn to plan date night. I'm obsessed with him <3.) Date was set, I'd propose on the 21st.
Some of you might have noticed this, but fun fact! It's currently the 16th.
Last night I'm doing dishes and he's been sent to our room for mug collection duty, and he's taking FOREVER, so I go check just in case he found the ring, because the man's a gift tracking BLOODHOUND. Turns out he hasn't, he's found my Angry Box.
I assume other people have an Angry Box? Basically, we had this huge messy fight right when we first moved in together, and I never wanna let it get that bad again, so I have this shoebox where I keep a bunch of our stuff I can look at if we're fighting and hopefully cool off. There's one of those photo booth roll things, letters we wrote when he moved back with his parents for COVID, the wine cork from our first date, shit like that. Anyway, he's just sitting on the floor staring at it, and I explain about the Angry Box, and then he! Proposes!!! Kind of.
He definitely didn't have anything prepared, because by 'propose' I mean 'ugly cried & rambled at me for several minutes before I figured out it WAS a proposal', but once I got on the same page it was amazing. I said yes, and he had to admit he didn't have a ring for me because he was CONVINCED he'd win and I'd do it, so I grabbed mine because, yeah, he was right. He was like "this is the ugliest ring I've ever seen" and I was like yeah well the plan is to replace it later and he went "No. You can pry this off my cold dead fingers. After I'm buried with it." So I guess it's not a temporary ring anymore.
I'm just gonna go ahead and skip to this morning. I pointed out we still have the reservation, and he said I should propose there anyway because "We can get a free dessert. They have those creme brulee shot glasses you like. And for love, or something" and I said ok deal, but that means you gotta get me a ring to keep it fair, and his eyes LIT UP. When I swung by his work for lunch he was still on the phone with a jeweler and he had a whole page of notes on three other ones. Pray for me.
OH PS: I was RIGHT that he'd been the one behind the cat biting me, but it wasn't about the proposal stuff, it's because I paid my baby sister three dollars to shout 'fuck you' every single time he enters a room she's in for (if you ask me, he should be madder at my sister for charging so little), and he did it by giving her a bunch of treats for biting his hands too, so now neither of us can pet our baby girl without oven mitts on. HOLY SHIT I love this man.
Oh my goddddddd I love everything about this <333 I awwww'd out loud on a voice call, like, six times while reading. You two are friggin perfect for each other and so obviously smitten with each other and I wish y'all all the happiness in the world
PS Are y'all planning to have a big wedding? If so oh boy I can't WAIT to get that one in the inbox
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guess â s. reid x reader
in which spencer really likes changing the way in which he wakes you up.Â
pairing: spencer reid x fem!reader genre: smut (18+ mdni) tags: soft dom!spencer. oral (f receiving). spencer bought the underwear r is reading (it's described). very brief nipple stuff bc i hate writing that word xoxo. healthy sex discussion midway through!! communication yippee!! desired somnophilia (it doesn't actually happen). fingering. spencer's a little shit (who's surprised). not proofread! word count: 2.5k a/n: the lacy black pair with the little bows đđ the ones i picked out for you in tokyo đđđimagining s13 spencer specifically in that episode he has his firearms exam. u know the one mhm mhm!Â
You were indescribably pretty, in Spencer Reid's very professional opinion.
In every form. Even your sickest, most disgusting form â according to you â when you had gastroenteritis that one time after being away on holiday. You were pretty when you dressed up for a date with him or drinks with your friends. When you had just gotten out of the shower and had wet hair and were wearing your pyjamas (either being a matching set or one of his stolen t-shirts). And, his most recent obsession; while you were sleeping.Â
Which might be sick in some way shape or form. How much he liked watching you while you slept. The rise and fall of your chest, the blankets bunched up and falling just below your hips â showing the skin of your legs, because the weather was warm and Spencer's apartment was always warmer.Â
Yes, it probably is sick. But it's not like he did anything about it. In fact, he usually just watched you until the clock ticked to a time he deemed unreasonable to still be in bed, and he got up and went on about his day (thinking about you the entire time, of course).Â
But it was a Sunday, and you had made him promise to be there when you woke up that morning; too sick of finding him out in the kitchen already showered and making food. When all you wanted was to lie in bed for â at least â an hour with him before your days began.Â
Your rule was probably the only reason Spencer's mind wandered away from their usual thoughts about you in the morning. But he also wanted to blame it on the fact that your hair was freshly washed and his sheets now smelled of your shampoo, and your legs brushed against his own so many times he thought you might be awake already.Â
You were just so, so pretty. And his shirt on you had risen just the right amount, your stomach peeking through, and really, Spencer should not be held accountable for any of his actions that morning. He was but a man, at the end of the day.Â
Despite everything he wanted to do to you, he was still a gentleman, and this was a boundary of consent you were yet to cross together. Hence; the arm snaking around your waist, pulling you into him, and the kisses he had begun leaving along your cheek, jawline and neck, hoping to coax you awake, gently.Â
Hope that had been answered, because he heard you groan quietly beneath him â the sound, embarrassingly so, shooting straight to the pit of his stomach like he was a teenager. But you were awake.Â
"Good morning to you too," you had murmured, voice riddled with morning husk and a layer of exhaustion no doubt still there.Â
"Morning, honey," he answered, lifting his face from your neck to your own face, lips twitching a little as you blinked your eyes open. He was quick with it, connecting his lips to yours and eliciting a quiet squeak from you, which simply had him smiling.Â
"I have morning breath," you said, though both of you knew he could not care less. He never did, which was almost laughable for a man with such a big phobia of germs.Â
"I'll need to brush my teeth after this too, anyways," he had replied, and your stomach flipped in the best way possible.Â
"What's this?"Â
"Hopefully," he began, placing one last peck to the corner of your mouth, before he shifted your bodies enough so he could trail kisses down to your peeking collarbone. "You'll like it."
"Promise?" you asked him as he hooked fingers beneath his t-shirt, eyes searching yours for approval, before he pushed it up and over your chest.
"Promise," he said with a confirming hum, trailing kisses down your sternum, before kissing back up and taking a nipple into his mouth.Â
He decided he liked you like this; still waking up, too out of it to properly silence yourself the way he knew you would if you were in any fully conscious state of mind. It was arguably his least favourite trait of yours â how much you hid when all he wanted was to hear every little noise you made (a thought that shocked him too, the first time he thought it).Â
But your back arched and barely functioning limbs pressed down against the mattress when you mewled, and it was beautiful and he was repeating the motion of his tongue flicking over your nipple once, then twice, just to hear it again.Â
He smiled at your breathless whimper of his name when he detached his mouth, a hand dropping to your hip and rubbing gentle circles into it.Â
"So impatient when you're tired," he murmured, almost scoldingly, gaze flickering up to catch your expression. Not that there was much to look at â you were watching him through half-shut eyelids, lips pulled into a content smile. He moved his head to take the other nipple into his mouth. Goosebumps rose on your skin, and so he comforted the other (now neglected) peak with his thumb.Â
But, he was a man on a mission. And so despite how much he wanted to tease you, he had other, far more exciting plans for you.Â
Lips kissed down your stomach, stubble scratching delicately at your skin, making you squirm and evoking a hum from Spencer, who glanced up at you with an arched brow.Â
"Stubble," you explained, almost breathlessly, and his lips pulled into a smile in acknowledgement. Which was sweet.Â
What wasn't sweet was the way he grasped your hips between his hands and pushed them into the mattress and said, in his (incredibly arousing) low voice, "Need you to keep still for me."
"You don't want my hips punching you in the face?" you asked. He laughed at that â it had happened one time.Â
"If I can help it, no," he punctuated his sentence with his fingers squeezing your left hip, and you only hummed in response. Then, "Aren't these the ones I bought for you?"
You looked down, and his fingers were hooked under the waistband of your underwear, black bows resting on either side and flipped up on his fingers.Â
"Uh... yeah. I must've put them on by mistake last night," you told him, and his eyebrows only rose. "What?"
"By mistake?" he mused, one of his hands letting go of the waistband to trace his knuckle across the top and down over the centre of them, eliciting a shudder out of your lips.Â
"I haven't done laundry?" you offered your second excuse. His bewilderment only deepened and he pulled his hand away from you.
"You wanna tell me the truth?"
Damn him. "Okay, so, I was planning on trying to do something with you last night. I did an everything shower and everything," very complex sentences you were creating, clearly. "But then I fell asleep."
"I see," he said, and amusement crossed his features.Â
"I wear them all the time!" you protested. "They're comfortable. Also they're really pretty. You would know if you tried to have sex with me more often."
He laughed, only because he could see the faux pout on your lips, and he knew you weren't serious. "I already have sex with you a lot."
"Twice a week isn't a lot."
"I'd argue it is," he said, placing a kiss to the inner side of your thigh â the recognition of what position you two were in whilst having this conversation being somewhat jarring, but mostly humorous. "Do you want me to have sex with you more often?"
"If I say yes, will you?"
"I'll do whatever you want me to," he answered, hair tickling your skin as he tilted his head to the side, resting it on your thigh.Â
"Then yes," you breathed out.Â
"Okay," he nodded his head, picking it back up to refocus on his task at hand. "Can I take this underwear that you apparently wear all the time off now?"
"Yeah."
Even in the warmth of his apartment, you shivered when he tugged the black lace down â with some resistance he no doubt expected, but still reacted to with a barely audible hiss. You smiled at that.
"So pretty," he murmured, like it was the first time he was ever seeing you.Â
He met your eyes one last time, and you watched that stupidly gorgeous smile stretch across his lips, before he was leaning forwards and licking a stripe down the centre, eliciting a breathy whine from your lips.Â
He was painfully good at this â a fact that popped into your head every single time he had his mouth on you. You wondered if he was simply born with the knowledge of your body already catalogued in his brain, because even the first time he ate you out, you were immobile for thirty minutes (though, he did make you come four times at once, so maybe it was that).Â
"Angel," you felt a nip on your thigh, and your head snapped down, eyebrows furrowing when you met Spencer's gaze. "Focus on me."
"IÂ am," you huffed in response.
"Really?"
In theory, yes. You were thinking about him. Just a distant, past him.Â
"Am I boring you already?"Â
"Maybe. You might wanna speed up," you replied, always taking the opportunity to have some form of attitude towards him.Â
"I miss when you were half-asleep," he sighed, but he gave you what you wanted regardless.Â
Lips attached to your clit and his tongue flicked over it, and any retort you had died on your tongue. He liked to shut you up this way, it seemed. Hands that were still holding your hips pushed you into the mattress instinctively, having premeditated the bucking of them. A whimper escaped you when he sucked, head pressing down into the pillow beneath it, and you could feel the muscles of his face move as he smiled against you.Â
He always ate you out like he was starved, and if you didn't know better, you'd think he was. He was almost pathetically down bad for you when he was horny, though, and even if you were promising him pleasure, his mouth would find its way to you no matter what. Something about being a service dom or whatever. He had told you about it one time while he was knuckle deep in you, and you clearly didn't retain much in that state.Â
"Oh," you breathed out when he dropped his head lower, his tongue circling your entrance, nose bumping your clit.Â
You could feel his eyes on you when he flattened his tongue, watching every micro expression you made.Â
Now, Spencer Reid was never smug about his knowledge. All those memories and his ability to quote just about anything at the drop of a hat and he never bragged about it. But knowing you? That he could brag about for hours and then some. Because truly, he knew you.
He knew he could make you come just like this; obscenely eating you out. In fact, it was quite easy to. But he found no fun in giving you what you were expecting. It was the only reason he was returning his lips to your clit, a hand dropping down from your hip, sliding over the skin of your thigh, before brushing through your folds, teasingly.Â
"Spencer."
He repeated your name in the same whiny tone of voice as your own, mockingly so, and if you weren't so hellbent on reaching an orgasm, you probably would've kicked him.
A finger pushed into you embarrassingly easily, and you moaned, louder than you had yet that morning, which he knew.Â
Indecent sounds left your lips continuously, and you eventually stopped fighting them. Much to his satisfaction, clearly, because he had curled his finger in just the right way at the same time he sucked on your clit and you were crying out and hands that had otherwise been heavy on the mattress were flying to his hair.Â
You felt and heard him laugh at your reaction, only for him to do it again before you could argue.Â
"Fuck, Spencer."Â
"I know," he said, lifting his eyes back up to meet yours, twisting his finger and flicking his tongue over your clit. "Taste so good, angel. Could stay here for hours, you know?" You did know. He probably would, unless you had a mass protest to hold.Â
"Please," you gasped out, pathetically so.
"Please what?" he mused.Â
You opened your mouth to respond, but he chose that exact moment to push another finger into you, cutting any sentences you had off with a moan.Â
"You've gotta use your words, sweet girl." You shot a glare at him, and he barked out a laugh. "Okay, okay. Sorry."
He was sorry, because he resumed his ministrations without so much of a delay, both fingers pushing in and out of you, filling the air with vulgar wet sounds to accompany your gasps and moans.Â
You moaned his name again, and he mumbled another gentle, "Yeah?"
"Wanna come," you said.
"I know," he said, voice oh so soft, juxtaposing his every action. "Are you asking me or telling me?"
"Telling," you replied, almost huffily, and he laughed, increasing the pace of his fingers only slightly.Â
"You don't wanna ask me?"
"Do IÂ need to?"
"Maybe you should start."
"Spencer."
He laughed again, and you felt him nod his head against you. "Okay, okay. Making you come. Relax, sweet girl."
Arguably, you were the most relaxed you could possibly be. But you no longer had enough fight in you to argue, because he was rutting the tips of his fingers up against that spot inside you, and his tongue was moving faster, and you were gone; seeing stars.Â
Maybe one thing he loved more than eating you out, was making you orgasm from eating you out. The way your fingers that almost always ended up in his hair scratched at his scalp, your thighs clenching around his head just enough that he had an excuse to pin them open, your voice going breathless and high-pitched. He had watched and felt it happen so many times it was burned into his memory, and yet he was still in awe of you regardless.Â
Coaxing you through it and teetering on the edge of overstimulation was another bonus, because your breathless moans turned into whines and you always, always tried to escape him, and he got to remind you how much stronger he was, arms hooking under your thighs and tugging you closer.Â
"Spencer," you whimpered. "No more. Please."
That was his cue to stop, and he pulled back, lips upturned in a lovesick grin as he looked up at you, face glistening.Â
He pecked up your body until he had reached your face, and then he was kissing you again, regardless of the remnants of your release covering his skin.Â
"Did so good. You're always so perfect for me, sweet girl," he murmured against your lips, swallowing your quiet whines.Â
"Love you," you managed to mumble out, and he smiled against the cheek he was now kissing.Â
"Love you too."
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Sickeningly Sweet [Scott Miller x Reader - Twisters]
summary: You are Tyler Owens' childhood best friend and member of his storm chasing crew. A storm outbreak means you and the gang cross paths with Storm Par on more than one occasion, and your sweet southern charm drives Scott crazy (in more than one way).
content warnings: somewhat heated kissing, no use of y/n, light name-calling/teasing, not proofread/bad writing (I have not written a fanfic in forever), bad taste in candy, & i think that is all!
word count: 3.5k
a/n: I have not written or posted on tumblr in SO long but I saw Twisters for the glenn powell craze and left with a scott/david corenswet obsession and these thoughts must come out of my head.
Shoutout to @hederasgarden and @sailor-aviator for leading the charge for the Scott girlies. All of their writings and drabbles inspired me to write this one, so check them out!
If people like this I might do a smutty part 2! I don't mind writing smut I just feel like it's not very good hahaha but let me know what you think!
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You heavily resented the idea that guys and girls could not just be friends, because you'd be damned if Tyler Owens wasn't the best friend you ever had.
You met on the playground in Kindergarten. A boy pushed you off a swing, Tyler defended your honor, and the rest was history.
Tyler's overprotective streak made you view him like the brother you never had, and that's how your relationship remained. He was family, and that was that.
Tyler had always been interested in tornadoes, more specifically, how to track and predict them. You, on the other hand, hated science, including weather, but you loved the thrill of the chase.
In college, you studied marketing while Tyler studied meteorology. So, when Tyler had the idea to start streaming his storm chases, you were right there with him to help grow his brand.
Tyler knows he would be stupid not to credit you with all his success. You set up his streaming account, you edited all the clips and drone footage to post to his social media after the fact, and you even gave him the idea for the "Tornado Wrangler" nickname.
Now that everything was off the ground, you mostly put together streaming highlights and designed the merch, but you were right there in the backseat for every single chase, soaking up all the thrills.
This particular storm outbreak was expected to be a big one, so the whole crew strapped in for a week of bad weather, cheap motel rooms, and of course, a few run-ins with other chasers, including the guys from Storm Par.
"Storm Par's here." You said, gesturing to the fleet of white vans parked at the gas station you had just pulled up to.
"Of course they are." Tyler sighed. "There's probably going to be a lot of damage done by these storms for them to swoop in on. Just ignore them."
"No, we should be polite." You chastised him. "I'm gonna go say hi. Will you get me a cherry coke please?"
Tyler fought back an eye-roll, but nodded with a smile as you both got out of the car. "Of course."
Like everyone else in the crew, the Storm Par guys got on your last nerve. They were all a bunch of Ivy League grads who thought a more expensive degree made them better than everyone else.
However, being raised by your Mama, the epitome of Southern grace and charm, you always put a smile on your face and treated them with kindness. You even occasionally brought them food or coffee if you ran into them in the aftermath of a storm.
And even though you were blissfully unaware of the fact, this drove Scott absolutely mad.
"Hi Scott, Javi." You said cheerfully to the two boys in charge.
Scott replied with a grunt, but Javi was quick to greet you with genuine enthusiasm. "Hey! How are you?"
"I'm doing well." You nodded, smoothing your hands over your athleisure skirt. "Excited for a good chase today. How about you guys?"
"Us too." Javi nodded. "We're hoping to finally get some solid data collection today."
"Ah." You nodded, unsure what to say. You hated the idea of what they were collecting data for, but Javi seemed like a nice enough guy, and Tyler ripped on them enough for the both of you.
"Something on your mind there, princess?" Scott finally spoke, glancing away from his tablet to look down on you (literally and figuratively).
You rolled your eyes. While you would normally love to be called a princess, it always sounded like an insult coming from Scott, his voice always laced with a touch of venom.
"No, nothing at all." You smiled. "Just wondering if we'll see you guys in the aftermath if there's any damage done?"
"Why? Are you looking to increase your t-shirt sales?"
You bit your tongue, doing your best to hold your composure and not let him get to you.
"Nope, just trying to figure out if we need to make some extra to-go boxes for you guys." You decided to focus your gaze on Javi instead, finding him less intimidating.
Javi opened his mouth to speak, but Scott beat him to the punch. "I think we can find food on our own, thanks."
You took a deep breath, choosing your next words carefully. "Okay, well, the offer always stands if you change your mind."
Javi smiled and nodded. "As much as I want to see a good storm today, let's hope we don't have a ton of damage clean up."
You smiled. You knew he had a heart.
"That's something we both can agree on." You grinned. "Stay safe out there you guys!"
With that, you turned and walked away. Scott watched you go, your hair and skirt blowing side to side in the wind.
"Stay safe out there you guys." Scott mocked you under his breath.
"Yo, you don't always have to be a jerk to her, you know."
Scott gave him an unamused look. "She comes out here with her little boyfriend, selling his t-shirts and shit, and then skips over here like we're the best of friends with her thick southern accent. It's all fake."
"For one, I don't think Owens is her boyfriend." Javi corrected. "And two, I think she's just a genuinely nice person. She always says hello, even when everyone else in their crew ignores us like the plague."
"Whatever." Scott mumbled.
As you reached the truck, you took the ice-cold Coca-Cola bottle from Tyler's outstretched hand.
"Thank you!" You said excitedly, twisting the cap off to take a sip.
"How are dumb and dumber?" Tyler teased.
"Javi was nice." You informed him. "Scott was... there."
"Ah, yes." Tyler laughed. "Word on the street is he's a man of many words."
"Right." You agreed sarcastically. "But, when he does speak to me, he always calls me princess, and it drives me crazy."
"In what way?" Tyler said, failing to hold back a smirk.
It took you a moment to realize what he was implying, but when you did, you were mortified,
"Tyler Owens!" You gasped, your face flushing red with embarrassment.
""I'm just teasing you! You make it too easy." He laughed loudly. "In my defense, he looks like exactly like every boyfriend you've ever had."
Your face got even warmer, because he was exactly right. You had a weakness for tall, muscular, dark-haired men, and you especially loved a man who was a challenge.
"That is...irrelevant." You said, covering your face in your hands out of pure embarrassment.
Tyler held his hands up in surrender, as you rushed to talk about anything but Scott. "Let's just figure out what storm we're going after, you jerk." You insulted Tyler, but the smile on your face was ear to ear.
Scott watched the interaction from afar, and his chest twisted at your sickeningly sweet smile. Even if you weren't Owens' girlfriend, your closeness was evident. He ignored the burning feeling that was rising within him, not wanting to question why it was there in the first place.
Tornadoes were scary, but trying to understand how he felt about you? Terrifying.
"Alright, boss man, which storm are we chasing?" Javi pulled him out of his thoughts with a hand clapped on his shoulder, and he finally pulled his gaze away from your smile, the sound of your laughter fading into the background.
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The storm was bad.
It hit a small town of about 3,000 people, and you estimated based on the initial damage scene that it was an EF3 at best, maybe even an EF4.
You were currently handing out anything that might be helpful to families who had been impacted by the tornado - blankets, water, heat lamps. pre-made sandwiches and cookies. You tried to offer them any comfort you could with a smile and hug, but you understood the devastation they felt all too well.
In the early days, you would try to help with the damage cleanup, but Tyler insisted that you stay back at the camper and talk to the families.
At first, you were insulted, and you thought that Tyler was insinuating you weren't strong enough to move heavy tree limbs or pieces of drywall. You finally asked him about it one day, and he laughed.
"Absolutely not!" He insisted. "You just have this energy around you that's calming, and these families need that. Your empathy and kindness are doing much more for them right now than cleaning up a bunch of rubble would."
You had never thought of it like that, but once Tyler pointed it out, it became your mission to be the solace that these families in crisis needed.
"Is there anything else we can do for you, Mrs. Smith?" You asked, rubbing the arms of a middle-aged woman who you had been speaking to for a few minutes now.
"No, thank you." She sniffled. "I really appreciate you guys being here. God bless you."
You smiled, giving her another hug. "Please let us know if there's anything more we can do to help."
She nodded, walking away to join her family, who were staring at the remains of their house.
You pushed back tears, feeling silly that this never got any easier for you, but also focused on being the anchor that these folks needed.
Scott saw you before you saw him. He watched you from afar as you did your work. He watched you force a smile and hold these people as they cried. He also watched you look up to blink back the tears before taking a deep breath and moving on to the next.
And damn if it didn't drive him nuts.
This job is easier when he doesn't get involved with the people impacted. It's easier to pretend not to care. But watching you pour your heart out to strangers, just because it's the right thing to do? It made his heart jump, and that scared him.
Ignoring the people involved and ignoring his feelings for you had become increasingly more difficult with every chase.
"Scott!" You called, approaching him with a styrofoam container in your hand.
He sighed, mentally preparing himself as you literally bounced over to him.
How the hell does someone look this good after taking on a tornado?
"Here." You offered him the container. "It's just a ham and cheese sandwich and a cookie."
"I'm really not hungry." He responded.
"Seriously?" You asked, not buying it. "We've all been chasing since 10 AM and it's nearly 8, you have to be hungry."
Scott shrugged, trying to hold back the things he really wanted to say.
"Fine." You sighed. "We're right over here if you change your mind."
"Yeah, I know princess. It's hard to miss you being the town's savior over there."
Scott watched you visibly retract and he internally screamed as his heart dropped. You probably hated him, but it didn't matter anyway. You were far too sweet for him, so putting a wedge between the two of you seemed to be the smartest way to outrun his feelings.
"Wow." You spoke, your voice much smaller and shakier than usual. "I knew you were sarcastic and maybe even a little mean, but I never thought you were actually cruel. So, thanks, for enlightening me."
And with that, you turned and strutted off. This time, you failed to fight back the tears as you returned to the camper.
And to your horror, Tyler was there, taking a break from clean up for some water.
When Tyler sees you cry, his overprotective streak comes out instantly, and right now you didn't want to be protected, because you were so embarrassed that he finally got to you. You were even more embarrassed that you thought that just maybe, he might be a good person under that scowl and hard facade.
"Hey, hey, hey, are you okay?" Tyler rushed up to meet you.
You nodded, trying to stop sniffling. "I'm fine."
Tyler looked behind you to see Scott watching you closely, with a look that almost mimicked longing, and he quickly put two and two together.
"Let me handle this." He insisted.
You shook your head in protest. "No, Tyler, please, he thinks I'm a waste of time anyways, it's not worth it."
"Trust me, he doesn't," Tyler reassured you. "Let me handle this, and if it goes badly, I'll edit all the stream highlights for the next two weeks, okay?"
"Deal." You nodded.
You truly did trust him more than anyone in your life, so you opted to go inside the camper and dry up your tears while he went to speak to Scott. You would let Tyler handle it, but no way were you going to stand there and watch, looking like a puppy who just got kicked.
"Coming to defend your girlfriend's honor?" Scott said sarcastically, trying to mask any emotion he was feeling.
"Dude, seriously." Tyler glared at him. "If you want her attention being a complete and total asshole is not the way you get it."
"Is that what you think? That I want her 'attention'?" He said, framing the last word in air quotes.
"Yeah, I do." Tyler nodded. "I saw the look you gave her as she walked away."
"Okay, so what?" Scott shrugged. "You might be surprised to know I am human and I didn't mean to make her cry."
"Sure." Tyler nodded. "So, what about all the other times I've caught you staring at her, hm?"
Scott stayed silent, stunned speechless.
"Ah, you thought you were better at hiding it, didn't you?" Tyler said with a smug grin. "Every time we end up at the same gas station, restaurant, bar, or motel, your eyes follow her nearly the whole time. And don't even get me started on the holes you burn into my head when I'm talking to her."
"Alright, fine." Scott snapped angrily. "Here to rub it in my face then?"
Tyler sighed in frustration. "No."
"Then what?"
"I'm going to give you a piece of advice."
"Why?" Scott scoffed. "It's no secret that we aren't friends."
"I know her better than anyone else, do you want my help or not?" Tyler asked, his patience nearing its limit.
Scott didn't protest this time.
"Look, no matter what I think about you, you're pretty much exactly her type," Tyler said, much to Scott's surprise. "So if you want her, apologize and tell her how you feel."
"She's not going to feel the same, and she deserves much better than me." Scott retorted. "C'mon Owens, you know what we do. When she comes floating into these broken towns like a heaven-sent angel, I'm collecting data for the devil."
"That doesn't have to be a permanent problem." Tyler pointed out. "Plus, she likes a challenge, and she's definitely brave enough to think she can fix you."
That cracked a smile from both of them, followed by a moment of silence.
"218." Tyler said.
"What?"
"That's the room she's staying in tonight." Tyler said, starting to walk away. "Apologize."
Scott nodded, beginning to formulate a plan on how the hell he was going to get you to forgive him.
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You were snug under your blanket in the motel room watching reruns of Modern Family when the knock came.
You sighed and got up, not bothering to check the peephole as you assumed it was just Tyler coming to talk about the day's events.
So when you opened the door to see Scott standing there, you couldn't be more surprised.
"What are you doing here?" You said quietly, nearly breathless at the sight of him.
It wasn't the first time you had seen him outside of that stupid Storm Par white jumpsuit, but it was the first time you had seen him in gray sweatpants and a tight black long-sleeve shirt that clung to his muscles in a way that you could only describe as sinful.
He towered over you, leaning against the frame of the doorway, and you nearly shuddered when you looked up to meet the intense gaze in his eyes.
"I brought you something. As an apology for being an ass earlier today."
"Oh, and what did you bring for all the other times?" You spat back, no longer in the mood to play nice with him.
"I deserve that." He sighed. "Can I come in?"
"Depends." You responded, and he raised an eyebrow. "What did you bring me?"
He handed you a plastic bag, and you opened it to find a Cherry Coke, Sour Patch Kids, and a Honey Bun.
All of your favorites.
"How did you know what I like?" You asked, curious to know if Tyler was behind this.
"You always get some combination of the three at any local gas station." He shrugged.
He remembered because the first time he saw you buy all three he physically rolled his eyes, because, of course, you would buy snacks just as sickeningly sweet as you.
"I didn't know you paid this much attention to me." You said softly.
"Yeah." Scott inhaled a sharp breath. "That's what I wanted to talk to you about. Can I please come in?"
You opened the door, inviting him in with the gesture. The door shut behind you, and there was a brief moment of silence between you two.
"I'm sorry, for being a jerk today and every other time I'm around you." Scott started, visibly nervous as he ran a hand through his hair. "I wish I had a better explanation for why I've been such an ass."
"Yeah, so let's hear it." You said, hands on your hips. "Because I have been nothing but nice to you, even though I don't like who you work for and what they stand for."
"I know." He nodded. "At first, I thought you were being fake or sarcastic because it was unfathomable to me that you would be nice to us when you have absolutely no reason to be."
You nodded, encouraging him to continue.
"But once I learned more about you, and I realized you were being genuinely nice," Scott took a deep breath, building up all his courage. "It knocked me off my feet."
"What do you mean?" You asked, confused at what he was getting at
"I spend most of my time pretending that I don't care about the people that are devastated by all of this, because it's easier that way. But watching you bear your heart and soul to all of these people, just because you can?" Scott scoffed. "It makes it hard to pretend like I don't care about them, or more importantly, about you."
"You care about me?"
"I do." He nodded. "And I was a jerk to you because I thought it would be easier to make you hate me than it would be to admit that I have feelings for you, when you're far too good for me."
His admission stunned you. You can feel your heart thumping out of your chest as you look into his eyes, which look painstakingly vulnerable.
"I completely understand if you don't feel the same way, but I couldn't outrun these feelings anymore, and I wanted to at least let you know that I'm sorry."
The room fell silent as you processed everything he just told you. Scott was panicking inside, waiting for what felt like years for you to say something, anything.
"Do you know why I was always nice to you?" You asked him. "Because I was hoping that somewhere in there you had a good side. I needed to know that you had a heart before I could admit to myself that I felt drawn to you."
"Do you still? Feel drawn to me?"
You nodded. Stepping closer to him so that you were nearly face to face.
"Can I kiss you?"
"Please." You nodded desperately, your words barely above a whisper.
His lips were on yours in a flash, and the pure intensity of the kiss nearly knocked you off your feet. It was heated and rough, but somehow gentle and passionate at the same time. His thumb grazed your cheek as he pulled you closer, and every spot his fingers touched made your skin feel like it was on fire. You couldn't get enough of him.
Once he knew you were comfortable, he took the liberty of exploring you more. His tongue slipped into your mouth gently and his teeth caught your bottom lip, causing a small whimper to come from the back of your throat.
Scott groaned at the sound, letting his mind imagine (not for the first time) all of the sounds he could pull from you.
When the two of you finally pulled away for air, he kept you close, his hands ghosting under your chin around your neck, forcing you to meet his eyes.
"You taste just as sweet as I thought you would," Scott said with a smirk.
"Shut up and kiss me again."
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okay yâall, we are jumping into this. pornstar!rafe makes a big decision. âď¸ (thank you to my bae @oceandriveab for her request and being so patient! đ )
He had quite literally fucked you to sleep after storming off set all because he couldnât get his dick up because he had you on his mind. He knew the decision he had to make and that was one he never thought he would ever do and that quit filming professionally. Even if he hadnât opened up to you much at all, and he was terrified of confessing his feelings to someone he only had ever fucked, he couldnât continue on with this career because his addiction was now you.
You should have known better than to answer the door because as you woke up the next morning with a sore body, an empty bed and no sign or explanation from Rafe. You should have expected this and him telling you he couldnât work anymore because he couldnât get you off his mind was a bunch of bullshit. He told you from the start he loved pussy too much to ever quit, and you should have stopped falling for him right there. You may been acting on high emotions, but you picked up your phone and began texting him.
Rafeâs phone had been on silent when he had met with his agent and manager. He flat out told them that he was done and they laughed, an amused look on both of their faces. The âpussy slayerâ was retiring at 30? There was no way. Everyone knew how much he loved pussy, I mean.. what else was he gonna do? Even if he hadnât told you much about him, or knew much about you, he knew what he felt for you was enough for him to find a new purpose in life. He knew he said he needed to take baby steps because this was all new to him, but he was tired of the jealousy he constantly felt, the way he couldnât get you off his fucking mind. He had to show you how he felt and then would let everything fall into place after, it could have been a reckless decision but he didnât care.
âI donât expect a relationship with you, but when you come to my house and tell me that Iâm yours just to dip off without any explanation is bullshit Rafe. I canât do these games with you anymore. You wanna focus on work so bad. Fine. So will I.â
You had blocked him after you sent it, whether it was right or wrong. You didnât want to, in fact it hurt you to think about Rafe not being in your life. What hurt worse though was how this man had ruined you to the point he never left your mind, that every time he shot a scene with someone else you were filled with nothing but jealousy, and that you couldnât continue on knowing he would constantly feed you this shit so that he could get a nut in a few times a week. Your insecurities were becoming overshadowed by fear, because you had no idea what Rafe had just done.
You had a feeling you knew who it was by the heavy knocks on your door. You didnât want to answer and you wanted to tell him to go away. Your own body betrayed you as you began walking over to the door to answer it. He better have a damn good reason on why he was here after his little Houdini act he pulled.
âYou wanna block me now?â Rafe asked, stepping through the door without another thought.
You shrugged, arms crossed over your chest as you challenged him. âWhy does it matter Rafe? I should have never got my feelings involved with someone who only cares about fucking on camera and getting money from it.â You told him, avoiding his gaze. Maybe it was your own fault because he didnât know exactly how you felt, but he certainly didnât make it easy for you. When he whispered sweet shit in your ear it made you feel like you could tell him that you were falling for him. It would then reel back to you being afraid of rejection because he would disappear, or talk about how he loved his career too much to ever quit.
âDo you even know what I was doing? I was firing my agent and my manager because I told them I was done fucking doing porn.â He said, causing your eyes to meet his.
You didnât believe him. There was no way the man who was obsessed with sex and couldnât even give you a real reason on why he became a pornstar in the first place had really quit. You laughed, did he really think you were that dumb? âYou are lying. Youâve hit an all time low if you think that you can tell me something like that just to fuck me again.â You said with a scoff.
Rafe did a lot of punk shit to try and hide his feelings from you, but this wasnât something he would joke about. He laughed, shaking his head. âYou think Iâm lying? I fuckin quit because I love you!â He said, blurting it out before he stopped himself. It was like once he said it, he couldnât stop the rest from flowing as he continued on. âYou donât understand how hard this is for me! This career is the only thing I have had that has made me feel worth something because I fucked everything else up in my life. This is what made me feel invincible and that I could be somebody. I donât have anyone else because everyone pushed me away due to my choices. Then I meet you and I donât even fucking know you, but I feel this insane connection that absolutely terrifies me. It scares me the way I feel about you, and that I really should be taking baby steps. I.. I just canât though. I donât want to fuck this up like I did everything else, but⌠I am fucking in love with you and fucking random girls on camera just to get money isnât worth losing you over.â He told you.
This was the first time Rafe had ever truly been honest with you and you could read it all over his face. You swallowed the lump in your throat as he stepped closer, taking you by the hands as he pulled you closer. âLet me show you.â He whispered in the softest voice you had ever heard him use. You didnât know what he meant by that, but there was no way you were turning him away.
No matter how much you loved the brutal sex the two of you shared and weâre sure there was more of that to come, this was an entirely new feeling you both were experiencing. He was being gentle with you for the first time, pouring every ounce of confusing emotions and feelings he had into you. He had you in a deep missionary position, his toned hips grinding into yours as he buried his head in your neck. âYou are so goddamn beautiful.â He whispered in a breathy groan.
His cock somehow felt 10 times bigger when he went slow and it was throwing you off at how good this fucking felt. Tears streamed down your face much like the first time he had ever fucked you, but for an entirely different reason. You overwhelmed by love, clinging onto him life a lifeline as you were afraid to let him go. He had ruined you for any other man and right now you were perfectly fine with that. âRafe⌠you feel so fucking good..â You whimpered, your eyes rolling back at a little as his tip kept brushing over your g-spot.
Rafe groaned into your smooth skin, his lips traveling across your collarbone and across your jaw line until he met your eyes. He knew he must have really been in love with you because he had never made love and didnât know he was capable of such a thing. He knew his nasty side was inevitable but he really was determined to show you that he was serious about this.
âYeah baby, say my fuckin name. Thatâs yours to say. All yours⌠my sweet angel.â His words firm but genuine as his lips ghosted over yours. The way you made him feel was better than any drug or any career, and he knew no matter how scary this was for him, you were his girl without a doubt.
The tears flowed even more as he said that, your eyes falling into his ocean ones as his cock explored every inch of you. Your lower tummy fluttered and head spun as you felt an insane orgasm approaching. âRafe⌠youâre gonna make me cum. Please donât stop.. please.â You nearly begged him, manicured nails digging into the skin of his back.
Rafe had always prided himself for being able to go many rounds before cumming. He was so overwhelmed with love, that he knew he was wasnât going to last long. âIâm not baby, I fuckin got you. Yeah? Cum all over my cock.â He whispered against your lips before pulling you in for a deep kiss.
You couldnât help but sob at his words, trying your best to focus on the kiss as your orgasm started to take over. You screamed his name, not caring who heard, as this moment was way too important. You shuddered against him, wrapping your legs around his waist to trap him in as his thrusts started to get sloppy. He didnât know what you had done to him, but he found himself going back to whisper in your ear as he started slowly coming undone. âIâm gonna fuckin fill you up baby, this is all for you..â He breathed out, voice rugged as his nuts tightened and eyes rolled back at your cunt still squeezing him in.
Rafeâs groans were sweet music to your ears as his seed warmed your insides, this time followed by a gentle raspy voice whispering against your skin. âI love you..â He told you, the butterflies hitting your belly and your face breaking out into a beautiful smile.
âI love you.â You whispered back.
Rafe hadnât said that to someone or heard it back since before he had lost his family. This was the first girl he had ever felt this way about and while the two of you may have been jumping into something that was unclear and had a lot of questions that needed to be answered, he knew this was all worth it.
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first kiss with seventeen
seungcheol
gets all nervous
has been planning this for weeks
wants it to be so good so bad that he ends up colliding his forehead with yours when heâs going in
gets all red from embarrassment and makes you swear to never tell anyone about it (so of course you tell everyone)
âplease tell me that wasnât the worst first kiss youâve hadâ
âwell if thatâs what you want to hearâŚâ
jeonghan
makes you make the first move
can tell that youâve been wanting to kiss him since youâre always looking at his lips, just wants to make you work for it
will spend the entire day teasing you by getting close and then pulling away
you have to grab his face and hold him there to finally kiss him
he wonât ever let you live down the fact that technically you made the first move
âyouâre obsessed with me, huh?â
âyouâve been teasing me all day!â
âdoesnât change the factâ
joshua
extremely confident
just makes out with you when he feels the timing is right
canât get enough and will not stop kissing you
becomes a norm in your relationship for him to kiss you every second he gets
âwhy are you always kissing me?â
âwhy? canât i show my partner how much i love them?â
jun
shy shy shy
makes a whole romantic date and at the end he asks if itâs okay to kiss you
is soooo nervous that youâre going to say no, but of course you say yes
swears that fireworks explode when your lips touch
he is so whipped for you
âi think im in love with youâ
âwhat was that?â
âuhhh i think we need more glue!â
soonyoung
gives it no thought
just spontaneously kisses you when he gets extra happy one day
âbabe! look our song is number 1!â and presses a bunch of kisses on your lips
all he remembers is how nice it feels to kiss you
continues to kiss you whenever he feels like it and loves it twice as much whenever you initiate it
âsoonyoung! you just kissed me!â
âyeah! did you not like it? :(â
âno itâs okay, do it againâ
wonwoo
quite simple about it
will pucker his lips at you and wait for you to kiss him
wonât get embarrassed over it either
heâs in love with you! heâs not scared to show his affection
âwonwoo what are you doing?â
âwaiting for you to kiss me, angelâ
jihoon
heat of the moment kiss
everything feels so right
feels like heâd be doing you a disservice if he didnât kiss you
is the most gentle man on the planet and holds your face in his hands
will let you take control of the kiss, just this one time
youâll be grinning like an idiot
âwhat was that for?â
âjust felt rightâ
minghao
encourages you to kiss him first
you just got promoted at your job and youâre over the moon about it, so youâre celebrating with minghao
âyou can kiss me if you wantâ heâll say as if itâs the most casual sentence ever
you get all shy and press a sweet kiss to his lips
heâll take the lead
âdonât be shy, sweetheartâ
âyouâre just too handsome :(â
mingyu
heâll be sick and sulking because he wants to go on your planned date but he canât get out of bed
profusely apologizes but you wonât accept them because itâs not his fault!
when he wonât stop rambling youâll lean down and kiss him to shut up him
when you pull away he has a dopey smile on his face
âdo that again!â
âi canât risk getting sickâŚâ
âiâll nurse you back to healthâ
pulls you down to him, and pecks your lips a bunch of times
seokmin
#1 gentleman
wine and dine
âi totally understand if youâre not ready but, can i kiss you?â SWOON
makes you feel like the most special person on the planet
will still ask you if he can kiss you multiple times after that
âcan i kiss you?â
âseokmin weâve been together for a yearâ
âdoesnât hurt to ask!â
seungkwan
smooth so so smooth
youâll be playing a game and the prize is the winner gets to make the loser do whatever they want
seungkwan wins (of course)
pretends to think about what he wants even though he knows
âkiss meâ
âwhat?!â
âi won so i want you to kiss meâ
cue you being a blushing mess and giving seungkwan a light kiss
vernon
gets home from work one day and kisses you when he walks through the door
youâre shocked and heâs acting like itâs an every day occurrence
doesnât want to make a big deal out of it
(heâs secretly been wanting to kiss you for weeks)
âwhat was that for?â
âjust missed you, babyâ
this becomes a regular occurrence when he gets home from work now
chan
nervous as hell
wants to be smooth and he is!
until heâs not
accidentally bites your tongue (a/n: i have had a man bite my tongue before and it hurt for a week)
profusely apologies but heâs such a cutie, how can you be mad?
âiâm so sorry, do you want me to get ice?â
âno, chan, just kiss me againâ
does it right this time
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