#God Hate's Me

[taffy-glitch]

it should be illegal to put ads in apps or sites for solitaire or picross or sudoku tbh. playing classic puzzle games uninterrupted needs to be a HUMAN RIGHT

[marfian]

So act 3 huh

[angstflavoured]

i dont think bill would be used to someone actually liking him.... especially as much as ford did like it was embarrassing

[strawberryblondedoll]

[anne-is-confused]

only you.

[ringosmistress]

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

HOT, SINGLE, UNSTUDIED SPONGES. 3000 NAUTICAL MILES AWAY. Come sail the distance and read Tiger Tiger!

[sonic-adventure-3]

it’s crazy that rouge straight up said this and people still see her as a mother figure lmaooo

[000life-is-meaningless000]

God . . . Hate's Me !

. . .

God could have done anything to stop my birth and suffering this world yet God did nothing

They know of many deities you know all going to be born and they spoke of things in my life they spoke with many things in my life to be wary of they spoke of let's just say a whole bunch of shit but the weird thing I was wondering is why the fuck are they preparing for me to be born if I'm not supposed to be born in the human world because I'm a fairy I'm not a human I'm an insectoid I'm not a human I never agreed to be a human with God I never made an agreement or a contract as All Souls do to be part of God's Creation

I never agreed to being a human body yet I am I agreed to always be female yet I was forced to be born male

I think God fucking hates me I've lived a horrible Life I lived it unbelievably awful life I live the life more horrible than the souls who suffer hell itself I suffered more pain in my life and stuff with more damage to my soul than motherfuckers in actual hell

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To make things worse I can't talk about outside The Human Experience without being labeled schizophrenic, all knowledge I give is taboo And is labeled as schizophrenia, it's a very evil fucking label

. . .

My life has been unbelievably terrible everything I did want to have to suffer I suffered in my life I've been with people unbelievably horrible in nature and they were sociopaths I figured out they followed the perfect nature of a sociopath I got to see some of the most intense sinful creatures called humans with the most I felt your energy and has the most disgusting energy in existence human energy is like that of a sewer system and energetic form

It's extremely toxic it also is cursing human life force is extremely cursing of everything around it and human babies are like black holes of vampirism

Human babies give off an extreme amount of spiritual evil energy while adults are in a teenagers but adults are most toxic humans get off in a massive amount of energy a mass amount of toxic plumes of life force their energy is unbelievably poisonous it's pure Kryptonite human energy is like that of methamphetamine yet then again the human spirit is like cancer among God

Human beings which are the only ones can be reading this goddamn thing or unbelievably wicked creatures

And to make things unbelievably Twisted they think they're the holy ones human beings are Demon's, That think they're angels ?

Humans are unbelievably sick and toxic creatures yet they believe all life in the universe is demonic

Humans don't understand that their energy that comes out their fucking soul is super duper toxic it literally is like radiation mixed with electricity mixed with fire made purely from sewer system the bottom of the sewer system it's that level toxic

BUT, ENOUGH ABOUT HUMANITY

There was no reason for me how to suffer this life there was no reason for me to be labeled as schizophrenic for talk about being a fairy there was no goddamn good fucking reason for me and the and the other hybrids from the gray to be separated that was just fucking cruelty to the extreme

There was no real reason why I had to live this life there was no goddamn reason why I had to be stuck with humans and be giving these fucking Masters I have to serve with human beings call them parents but we come from we have no parents fairies have no parents

Insect always don't really have parents the only thing we have the closest thing to a parent is the mother of all insectoid the mother of all fae aka TITANIA

I shouldn't have to live this life I shouldn't have to suffer this I really believe that I'm cursed plus I've always had extremely bad paranormal problems throughout my life and I have a whole bunch of ethereal beings trying to siphon my energy drain my memories and completely zombify me through vampirism and possession which you would call demons I'm always being haunted by demons that drain my life for us and fuck me up intensely you can actually feel them draining you and your body getting colder and your energy going away and you lose feeling when that happens you lose care

You lose the ability to give a shit as they drain you I guess you call that Soul Vore

The demons are extremely psychic and they're really good at scanning your soul in your mind and figuring out what part they want to drain out of you and when it's rained you don't replenish it it's just gone forever so I've been getting Mega drained and Van throughout my entire life trying to find a way to stop and resist the shit I learned that you can put electrical devices that give off radiation but it's only a buffer it doesn't last very long they'll drain the device and kill the battery and then they'll get hungry and go after you you can use fire to make them really get off you but it doesn't laugh and it makes them a lot stronger even though it it lowers them away for a while

They will slowly regain weakness but then again they'll Gain a Great hunger from that too

I don't want to get too into that any spiritual knowledge you give is again labeled as schizophrenia I hate that fucking word I hate that Evil fucking word

All I want to let you know is that they were so many deities that saw my life and did nothing to try to stop it God himself didn't give a fuck God says he loved me yet he threw me in the hell God if you can read this you're the ultimate piece of shit

Ask for everybody else any date he did it not stop me you were part of the betrayal of my existence I didn't do a God damn thing to anyone I was I was extremely careful with consequences of my actions I guess you can say I was terrified of consequence of mass but no matter what I did I had to be born on this goddamn Earth some way somehow fate had to damn me and send me to corporeal damnation to planet Earth and I may be stuck in a God damn reincarnation so I got a God damn planet, I should not have been part of

To make matters worse I'm a God damn fairies stuck in a human body even though, I'm a hybrid

I'm stuck in this alien world being judged by stupid aliens as seen as a schizophrenic version of their race

😡

I'll never get to go back to Fairyland also known as Hive world

I'll never get to go back to who I am every God in the universe I saw my life and didn't do anything and stop it basically betrayed me even Zeus betrayed me

😡

🖕🏻 @ God !

I like to say a lot of times I'll be happy when I'm dead but then again the demonicness of Reincarnation of this world may force me back and wipe my memory Again, I really believe this is the complete death of my fucking Soul

Edit :

To make things even worse I've always been a fucking loser but then again I'm an alien and an alien world and just saying that gets me looked upon the whole world as schizophrenic

😡

No matter what I do I'm not successful I've always been I've always had the curse of being a loser but then I don't belong here I'm a fairy in the human world forced by the Grays and their agenda they want to conquer the world they want to take the world over they want to make the world their own they want to wipe out the human race in a war with a human's call Project Blue being but it's real

The Grays want to wipe out Humanity somehow that's also a schizophrenic statement ?

When the fucking Grays told our soul so we know what to do they want to wipe out the entirety of all life on the planet and replace it with their own kind insectoids

Aka

Fae

But I know they won't be successful because they're never successful cuz they're a bunch of greedy idiots

There are a bunch of over ambitious greedy fucking idiots with a lot of technological power they somehow some way in the end always learn to fuck everything up you could give them a nuclear bomb said on the other side of the planet and they will still find somewhere to blow themselves up by accident and Harm nobody else

! My Life is Meaningless and I Am a Soul Slave of The Grey's . . .

[birdy-babe]

OK BUT IMAGINE BEING STOLAS

Literally a tragic Disney princess probably crying his eyeliner off and watching hella-novella literally heartbroken after what went down on the full moon-

And your phone dings

It’s a text

From Blitzo

After a huge fight

So

after freaking out

Wondering what he possibly could have said

You finally hype yourself up enough to finally check the text with desperate, final-bit-of-hopefullness anticipation

And

It’s fucking

THIS

Stolas is so much stronger than me theres nothing in the world that could have stopped me from instant portal-ing to him and killing him right then and there.

[blueskittlesart]

Linktober day 23: element

a few doodles of the elemental monsters from eow :)

[thoradvice]

you don't have to be glad that it's not worse. that goes for everything. disability, trauma, mental illness, grades, finances, whatever. you're /allowed/ to be upset that things are the way they are. you don't have to be grateful for your situation - bad is bad. somebody else's suffering doesn't make yours less painful. it's okay to be angry

[derpwithit]

He learned it all from her (mama's boy)

More of the same world where Fidds (while working on the portal with Stan) convinces stan to reach out to his ma.

in other words, no more thinking that her little free spirit died in a car crash! Now they spend the holidays together and everythings awesome.

[rainbowfartblaster]

JAYCES HAND CUPPING VIKTORS NECK OH MY GOD I NEED TO DIE

[riddleturner]

he's an apostate. he's a grey warden. he's on the run from the law. he's bonded body mind and soul to a spirit of the fade. he practices one of the rarest and most taxing magical diciplines known to mages. he's a cat dad. he was put in solitary confinement for a full year. he saves lives daily and asks for no payment. he's a massive bitch. he's personal friends with the hero of ferelden. he hates the church. he's hopelessly in love with you. he writes and distributes his own manifesto. he was forced to kill his own ex boyfriend. he doesn't see a way out. he's fucking blonde.

[bixels]

Scary Sunset.

I'm concepting things way outta order in this story, but I'm sure you can piece things together. Context is for a storybeat where, after defeating and capturing Adagio (thus having all three sirens in her possession), Sunset enacts her revenge plot to release the sirens on Canterlot as Thea discovers she's been manipulated. In a confrontation, the two scuffle and fight over the siren orbs while Sunset struggles with her conflicting wants and emotions.