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yappacadaver · 13 days ago
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Crazy wild shit man
#how are we straight up accepting the emmrich romance lich choice for how it’s written#does anyone feel me#hello???#no one else can see the inherent tragedy in this?#maybe I’m too mort ass pilled but um. trading away your life to escape death is no life at all#and why can’t rook be like. you killed yourself and took yourself away from me and now you have no skin for me to caress and no warmth for#me to share and though it’s still your consciousness you’ve a) gained a perspective I can never ever share and b) you have accepted#outliving me so thoroughly that I will be just a drop in the bucket of your life even if I get another good 50 years out of life.#why can’t I ask him is all this worth it without your heart????!??#why can’t I break it off?!!!???#why do I HAVE to celebrate this choice#emmrich volkarin#dav spoilers#and that’s not even getting into the philosophical questions surrounding fear and what it means to live like.#emmrich… has ocd. and I have no doubt that those fears are truly debilitating (despite this almost never coming up in the narrative)#and essentially this choice is one about how to deal with it. acceptance vs avoidance. and we see no consequences for either!!!#if he chooses to accept this fear as a part of him and work through it WE SHOULD SEE THAT WORK#he should struggle!! and that struggle should lead him towards making peace with that fear#AND!!#if he chooses to escape from that fear— to actively avoid ever resolving it— we should see him struggle with that too!!!!#molding your entire existence around this fear to the point you embody it… where are the emotional consequences for that!?#WHY DO I— AS SOMEONE WHO SUPPOSEDLY LOVES HIM— NOT GET ANY OPPORTUNITY TO PUSH BACK OR ASK SOME TOUGH QUESTIONS?!?#in a game about the tyranny of immortality… we can send our beloved to kill his mortal self to come back as an immortal husk.#and we’re not even allowed to be sad abt it the very next scene is some goofy cartoon shit at the lighthouse where every single person just#immediately accepts this reality and has no issues. not even taash 😭
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kissingagrumpygiant · 11 months ago
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So this whole time my acne was bc of allergies. This whole time
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syn0vial · 10 months ago
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i wish i could enjoy leverage but so much of that show is watching bad people getting their comeuppance in terribly uncomfortable ways and rather than deriving any pleasure from this, my anxious brain just kicks into overdrive of "what if that happened to us"
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I would really like drug interactions to specify whether drugs interact because:
They do the same thing so it's like taking double the dose at once
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2. They do opposite things or react in some way chemically in a way that's dangerous because of more than the dose
Because there are times when you benefit from taking more than one kind of nsaid or more than one kind of anti-histamine and it would be really cool to know whether the reason listed not to take them together is "well you would be taking a double dose :(" VS "well it could stop your heart :)" like...
Normally medications do so little for me at all that it isn't worth taking one let alone mixing anything, but I do not have good access to a doctor about this right now and my immune system is currently trying to eat my joints and muscles. There are lots of medications doctors would advise me to mix in the circumstance if I was in their office and they knew what was happening.
"dose related sedation" because it's like taking 2 or "you could bleed more easily, because it's like taking 2 aspirin at once!" is not the same as like "Well one makes your blood pressure high and the other makes you veins stiff and prone to tearing" You know?
I have been mixing ibuprofen and aspirin for over 3 days now and just making sure I'm only taking half the maximum of each... Because it's the only thing that's letting me move my body. I do not recommend doing this, but I would like more information about how they interact than just "well they both thin your blood so..."
Like idiot proofing against people thinking they can take 2 of EACH kind of nsaid without that being the same as popping 10 aspirin at once, is not the same thing as like "mixing these is actively harmful in any amount"... and I -really- feel like the drug information that comes with the medications should specify.
The symptoms have spread to my whole body btw... but my biceps feel better, now it's my joints that are bad, all my joints, all at once.
I switches from the loratadine to benydril because it's more recommended for addressing autoimmune or MCAS attacks, and it helped my muscles so much... But now my joints are so so bad, and I don't know if it's because of how this is progressing, if my immune system switched targets, or if the different antihistamines are better at defending different tissues.
Next I try loratadine in the morning [noonish dose] and the benydril at the night time dose [midnight-ish], I did not really try that yet but when I switched between the two nothing bad happened. I didn't even get sleepy?? Antihistamines aren't even making me sleepy now, even benydril??
I need to be able to use my muscles and joints enough to get groceries and go to 2 medical appointments this week for unrelated things. I can barely move and there is no one to help me.
It's still acting more like it's autoimmune than infection. I don't have a fever. I don't think I am having cognitive symptoms rn. But these attacks can last for months. Months. Alone. with a cat who won't just eat kibble because it isn't wet food with gravy T~T
And if I go to the hospital about it they will 1. ignore me and laugh in my face again, and 2. expose me to corona which will make this worse
And I AM going to be a giant baby about it because I am not used to this anymore and I am not used to it being in my hands and legs so fucking bad.
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candyredterezii · 4 months ago
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senseiwu · 4 months ago
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maybe a bit tmi but. I need to Scream.
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bunnyb34r · 5 months ago
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Thank god I just remembered I needed to charge my noise cancelling headphones 😰 cant imagine how bad tonight would be without em
I think I'm gonna put my earplugs in and my headphones over them bc I'm having a DAY with fucking unwanted noise today 😩
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plushri · 5 months ago
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I wish I could travel light I hate packing 😔
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in-a-slanted-outhouse · 7 months ago
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It’s kinda hard to love my body when stubbing my toe makes me feel like I’m going to throw up like I’m fairly happy with my body’s shape and size there just appears to be a lot of ailments without me actually being at all seriously ill
It’s like a load of little things
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brunetterightsactivist · 7 months ago
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Trying to slowly wean myself off the 108 supplements I’ve been taking to see which ones are actually doing something lol because who wants to spend all this money every time they need to restock
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tripably · 11 months ago
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nothing quite beats the desperate post-cold skin care half-commitment of using two different products for lips and trying infinite combinations for the nose while the forehead continues to be completely ignored and thus flakes away like vitreous enamel on something spitefully inherited
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caffeinatedopossum · 2 years ago
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I find it funny when people think eye bags are just from lack of sleep and will always dissappear when you sleep more.
Like baby girl, I can be tired in ways you've never even conceived of before
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goldpilot22 · 2 years ago
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fun fact: before jen was a normalcore middle-ager trying desperately to avoid fate and in so doing only ensuring it would reach them sooner, they were a lil bastard ass
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dogbunni · 1 year ago
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BRO I AM SO STRESSED AND I AM STARTING TO SUFFER REAL MEDICAL CONSEQUENCES
#licherally i have high blood pressure and have to have further testing done soon#and ive had a twitch in my left eye for over a month now that will not go away#sleeping like shit#skin picking at an all time high#headaches too and my disability flaring up like ive got it going on man#all because of my cat#i love his dumb ass too much#but by god i dont know what to do anymore#he's an indoor cat but i cant fucking keep fleas off of him for five fucking minutes?????#he gets monthly spot on treatment and is always wearing a flea repellent collar#and i brush him with a flea comb daily and am still pulling live fleas off him#i give him a flea pill every day that i pull a live flea too#and ive treated the house with flea killerore times than i can count#SP WEHRE ARE THE FUCKERS COMING FROM???? GENUINELY WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON WITH MY CAT???#he has feline HIV too so him constantly biting and scratching at himself is dangerous. he gets infections easily#and the flea bites cause allergic reactions too becaus. FIV#so hes an unhappy itchy scabby boy and i have to keep him in a cone to stop him from doing more damage to himself#ive been back and forth to the vet and they just make me buy the expensive one dose prescription flea pill which does FUCK ALL#i got quotes to fumigate the house and i cannot afford it#to be fair this is my parents house but they aren't going to pay to get this place fumigated#its a shithole thats falling down around their ears and its all i can do to try and keep this place liveable#it gets harder and harder to live here every day#idk what to do anymore. how do i fix my boy. how do i fix this house. how do i fix my family. i cant even fix myself IM FALLING APART TOO#a well rested blood pressure of 165/104 IS NOT GOOD FOR A 24 YEAR OLD#man what do i do. what do i even do.#i wish i could move me and the boy out to a safe place of our own that isnt mouldy and infested and leaking and asbestos ridden#but im too disabled to work and get like. £600 a month in disability benefits to live on#most of that just goes on food and flea treatments and vet bills for the boy anyway#sorry this is all too real for my fan blog on the webbed site#but idk who else to scream at. i dont have anyone to lean on. IM the one everyone else leans on
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neverendingford · 2 years ago
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#friendship arc over. time for your regularly scheduled unfriending of all new social contacts#the problem with making friends is that if you're not actually making good friends then they're not worth the energy they cost#I have a limited amount of mana and low value friends with high mana cost are simply not worth keeping in my deck.#I'm never going to get anywhere spending my energy on people who provide nothing in return#yes altruism is good. yes we give and love and grow#but I cannot give without recharge. I cannot love if I am not loved in return.#I can't hold a conversation if you never talk back#it's not a date if only one of us shows up#sorry. I'm in a mood cause I'm watching Arcane and honestly I might be vibing with Jinx a little too hard#I could keep talking but the problem is people read these now. you see me now. you see me hurt. you see me scream and cry and bleed#do you remember the night I rambled about Mononoke? I talked about ego death and how my whole world was spinning#I couldn't see straight and I could barely sit up#I poisoned myself. did you know that? I tell everyone I cut my veins because that's easier#easier than telling them that I put my chemistry skills to good use that night. natural oils and pills from the local pharmacy#all in neat little capsules homemade#I make everything myself. food. lanyard. comb. gloves. even shoes one time.#I've made my skin a hundred times over. I counted one time. you know that? I counted how many scars I have.#give me a second I'm gonna make art now#tag talk
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oflgtfol · 2 years ago
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god damn accutane is 100% worth it and i dont regret it but i am . getting so sick of it and i cant wait to be done with it i only have two more weeks left and then im finally fucking free
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