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BRO I AM SO STRESSED AND I AM STARTING TO SUFFER REAL MEDICAL CONSEQUENCES
#licherally i have high blood pressure and have to have further testing done soon#and ive had a twitch in my left eye for over a month now that will not go away#sleeping like shit#skin picking at an all time high#headaches too and my disability flaring up like ive got it going on man#all because of my cat#i love his dumb ass too much#but by god i dont know what to do anymore#he's an indoor cat but i cant fucking keep fleas off of him for five fucking minutes?????#he gets monthly spot on treatment and is always wearing a flea repellent collar#and i brush him with a flea comb daily and am still pulling live fleas off him#i give him a flea pill every day that i pull a live flea too#and ive treated the house with flea killerore times than i can count#SP WEHRE ARE THE FUCKERS COMING FROM???? GENUINELY WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON WITH MY CAT???#he has feline HIV too so him constantly biting and scratching at himself is dangerous. he gets infections easily#and the flea bites cause allergic reactions too becaus. FIV#so hes an unhappy itchy scabby boy and i have to keep him in a cone to stop him from doing more damage to himself#ive been back and forth to the vet and they just make me buy the expensive one dose prescription flea pill which does FUCK ALL#i got quotes to fumigate the house and i cannot afford it#to be fair this is my parents house but they aren't going to pay to get this place fumigated#its a shithole thats falling down around their ears and its all i can do to try and keep this place liveable#it gets harder and harder to live here every day#idk what to do anymore. how do i fix my boy. how do i fix this house. how do i fix my family. i cant even fix myself IM FALLING APART TOO#a well rested blood pressure of 165/104 IS NOT GOOD FOR A 24 YEAR OLD#man what do i do. what do i even do.#i wish i could move me and the boy out to a safe place of our own that isnt mouldy and infested and leaking and asbestos ridden#but im too disabled to work and get like. £600 a month in disability benefits to live on#most of that just goes on food and flea treatments and vet bills for the boy anyway#sorry this is all too real for my fan blog on the webbed site#but idk who else to scream at. i dont have anyone to lean on. IM the one everyone else leans on
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I think people should be allowed to sleep in the same bed in a non sexual and non romantic way. I think cuddles can happen non sexually and non romantically. I think most acts of affection are non sexual and non romantic until you make it sexual or romantic (other than the obvious things like actual sex is sexual)
#arospec#aspec#aromantic#asexual#5k#6k#7k#wtf why do you like this post so much#8k#wtf#WHY DO YOU LIKE THIS POST SO MUCH#WHY DO YOU LIKE THIS SHIT I POSTED AT TWO AM WHILE SLEEP DEPRIVED#LIKE I'M THANKFUL AND ALL BUT WHY#most of the tags are edits/additions#9k#whyy#10k
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watchin some akira kurosawa movies and i could mention that they're good. and they are. or i could post a picture of toshiro mifune and we can all sigh dreamily together. alright three two one
#siggghhhhhhhh........#text post#(checkin out the bad sleep well)#(more like the good movie sleeps. badly. fuck. shit.)
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"adhd isn't a disability"
breaks down over trying to start tasks until he deadline is stupidly close
unable to do basic chores unless it's like 4am and then the whole damn house gets cleaned
speaks too fast
tangent and tangent and tangent. makes social situations hard
literally unable to stop themselves from interrupting people mid sentence (and the constant "*interrupts*- sorry, please continue")
knows what they want to say, cannot find the words, even if it's something basic
auditory processing disorder (pretty common with adhd), like how do you explain that you can hear but your brain has minecraft server lag and the chat will appear soon
hyperfixations, and people thinking they are special interests when they are not (they are short term, literally stops you from basic care like eating and drinking when in) edit: it was brought to my attention this comes across like special interests are easier to live with which is not the case, please do not take that away from this post!!!
impulse purchases making bank accounts cry
all or nothing. not hungry to pain. don't need to pee until pain. you get the picture
cannot sit still, like actually can't, constant moving and shuffling which people think would be cute but actually just pisses people off
doesn't have a fidget toy, not bc they are popular but bc they would have to put it away bc dylan over there got a fidget spinner and has been loudly playing with it (dylan is neurotypical)
cannot do anything if there is something else to do that day, must wait
just stfu it is a disability
#written by an adhd person at 4am bc they cannot sleep bc brain go brrrrrrrrrrrr#but not brrrrrrrrrrrr like cute#brrrrrrrrrrrr like a ch-47 chinook#that's a helicopter#adhd#actually adhd#neurodivergent#neurodiversity#neurodiverse stuff#adhd problems#adhd things#actually neurodivergent#holy shit 10k
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#i drew this in like 5 seconds on the way to dinner sorry its shit#its just so sanji id lose sleep over it#one piece#sanji#one piece fanart#blackleg sanji#vinsmoke sanji#nami#metalhiro arts
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17 year old, CEO Tim Drake canceling a press conference and then putting out a statement like, “Sorry for canceling last min, Alfred said that he was going to run my laptop through the dishwasher if I didn’t clean my room. I think he’d do it :/. Also, wasn’t really in the mood. Cya -Tim.”
#I love teen ceo Tim drake so much and he’s not even canon#there are a lot of angsty fics and I love them but I think there’s such a potential for comedy#WE employees gain thousands of followers just live-tweeting the insane shit he does every day#‘CEO probs not putting out statement about new tech bc I just watched his brother pull him kicking and screaming out of the building’#‘found my ceo sleeping in the elevator again’#‘head of R&D just asked me decipher an email at the CEO sent to him. it reads like gen z word salad’#‘Tim Drake is a wonderful boss. he did just ask me if I wanna see him ollie. it was pretty sick’#Tim drake#ceo tim drake#alfred pennyworth
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also been thinking abt pooki with his cunty scarf💅
if my next drawing post isnt the comic update take me out back and shoot me like a sick dog
#ghost#this was a wip too and its mainly to keep that damn twitter algorithm from throwing me into the abyss if im not on every fukkin day#i got sonethin imma post on patreon bc christ sake ppl are paying me but otherwise no more fukkin around#my first time seeing him wit the scarf a 'slay queen' slipped out despite me never really fukkin saying shit like that AHA#ghost with the crustiest bloodshot eyes from getting 3 hrs of sleep bawling his eyes out in the shower and smoking 5 blunts#bc girl thats how it is#my art#fanart#ghost call of duty#simon ghost riley#simon riley#ghost mw2#ghost cod#mw3#call of duty#call of duty modern warfare#call of duty modern warfare 2#call of duty modern warfare 3#put em all in there fuggit
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quick warmup since I dont have time for a full blown art fight attack today! Little cat things :>
#narilamb#cotl#cult of the lamb#cotl narinder#narinder#my art#i forgot the clothes#oh well some people sleep shirtless#had to get over the initial “they aren't ready for this yet” cause apparently my brain thinks the comics are an overarching plot now#weird brain shit#i mean they both are and arent#i like continuity but i didnt put any thought into an overarching plot#this def isnt a part of it tho#yet
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more.
#dark sonic#knuckles the echidna#kissing them on the forehead goodnight#sonic the hedgehog#sth#sonic fanart#digital art#fanart#art#ummm when your best friend accidentally absorbs the chaos emeralds or somethin an now he cant stop turning dark or super amirite ahahaha#!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#idk id put them in a stressful enough situation to make my man sonic angst enough to go dark and then kinda berserk also cause i love that#ehehheeeeee <33333333333333333333#ight i need to go to sleep so bad i feel like shit
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i dunno about you guys,
but I don’t think they like Ink sneaking into their kitchen in the middle of the night
#mitsusart#my comics#undertale au#art#undertale#sans undertale#undertale au fanart#undertale multiverse#utmv#ut au#sans#nightmare sans#ink sans#killer sans#dust sans#murder sans#cross sans#horror sans#my headcanons rhhehe#truce au ..???#they’re not at war with each other but sometimes Ink just annoys the absolute shit out of them yknow?#undertale fandom#also.#i wanted to point out#killers still in his jacket while the others arent bc i hc him to not sleep till like. 6 am JSKSJDJ#<- OKAYEXCEPT FOR DUST. he just sleeps in his hoodie + scarf LMAO
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When you're having a bad time in the club 💃🕺💃🕺
#theres so much shit rn actually#it's been affecting me legitimately#my room is a disaster#im not drinking enough#not eating enough#havent been eating enough for a while if we're being honest#I've started isolating myself again#fighting back old bad habits like ripping out my hair#that one is being really hard on me#sleeping like shit#doing the thing where i wake up in an anxiety attack again#all while continuing on my usual life as if alls fine and dandy#like applying for jobs#reaching out about payment from previous jobs#getting ready for holidays#so much planning#planning about college and my career#like i dont even really wanna be alive and you're gonna make me think about this shit?#ive been bone tired this whole month#way too much thinking about myself and where my issues stem from#i realized where my insecurity of being boring came from#i also realized why my love type is the type it is#turns out it's not just my personality#it was mentally altering moment in my life#so thats why it's a big deal to me#thats cool /s /neg#i keep wanting to cry but im genuinely just too exhausted to#ive been masking again and i forgot how much it drains me
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Jeremiah and Mike’s first conversation in FNAF 2
#myart#chloesimagination#comic#fnaf#mike schmidt#jeremiah fnaf#fnaf movie#fnaf 2 movie#fnaf foxy#fnaf chica#freddy fazbear#fnaf bonnie#william afton#fnaf vanessa#vanessa shelly#vanessa afton#springtrap#fnaf fanart#five nights at freddy's#FINALLY JEREMIAH MENTIONED 🔥🔥#I’ve been meaning to draw him for so long Ahhh#Mike’s one bestie is here!!!#seriously though it’s been like one week two tops since Jeremiah last saw Mike#how is he gonna react to mike’s whole story BAHAH#LIKE HES gonna think he’s messing with him again#some more of his sleep theory shit#Jeremiah is concerned for his eppy friend#please let Jeremiah be in the next movie pls pls#I need more of their friendship rn
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[ID: Two screenshots from Queering the Map, taken in Kottayam, Kerala. In the first screenshot there is a map pin that says “Surely, I can’t be the only one!”. In the second screenshot, a second map pin, very close to the first one, says, “No you are not.” The screenshots are from the Tiktok account @/ahecksis. End ID]
#queering the map#this literally has me on yhe verge of tears#like I know I'm incredibly sleep deprived and I'm just generaly going insane but this is...#It's the most poetic shit I've ever seen#it's the whole thing#'Surely I can't be the only one' Surely I can't be alone 'No you are not' you are not alone#it's what being a person is#mmmm :(((#words are so much sometimes /pos
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does anyone know how to stop the body from keeping score? i have shit to do
#i have shit to do but i'm so bad at both going to sleep and staying asleep that it's been fucking up my life for years at this point#yes this about accidentally sleeping through class this morning but in my defense i had an atomic tummy moment at like 6 am :( which is#kind of my point? an reason for missing sleep shouldn't stop me from participating in my own life and i'm tired of rationing my waking hours#if sleep was optional i would be unstoppable essentially but alas. alack even. specifically a lack of sleep.#girl all the saints have it out for me today for skipping church on a holy day of obligation i guess. well fuck those guys.#a post
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this_is_stupid.mp4
#xmen#idfk what verse this is its the I Didnt Look Up Refs vers#cherik#professor x#magneto#charles xavier#erik lehnsherr#erik magnus lehnsherr#max eisenhardt#snap sketches#i spent the day finishing the draft of my comic and i do not want to finish it im so LAZY#so to cope with the inevitability of that because theres at least TWO panels i like and want to line i doodled this stupid shit jvaLKAJV#i just keep thinking of how silly they must look from each others povs ........#ESPECIALLY charles. erik stronger than me i woulda smacked his dome AT LEAST once a day#ok im sleeping thank you for joining me for Daily Cherik Nonsense#come back tomorrow where ill throw up. about what exactly ? who knows !
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About twoish years ago I had this completely inscrutable dream where there was a new cardinal direction (like north, east, west, south) that suddenly started existing and was basically east but on a different directional plane. The name of the dimension/direction called “Crust”.
The way the Crust functioned was that the laws of physics changed where approximately 1 out of every 100 times something attempted to move east as relative to a compass, you’d accidentally cross into the Crust plane and be caught in a weird limbo dimension where your surroundings were a forever-looping snippet of whatever you last saw before entering the Crust. Think of how the infinite stairs in Super Mario 64 or how looping backgrounds in old cartoons like The Flintstones worked. Except, the further you descended into the Crust, the more your surroundings would gradually saturate and grow brighter until you were left with solid opaque white surroundings, and you would completely lose your sense of time and direction if you progressed too far.
This was an issue because the only way to escape the Crust was to move extremely fast westward and hope you could break “through” the crust back into regular reality, and you had to do so through the approximate point you entered the Crust. Some people would travel into the Crust for minutes or hours at a time not realizing they were in the Crust until they were inconveniently far from their starting point. There were even a few individuals who got presumably permanently lost in the Crust when they descended too far in to know how to navigate to their return point.
It got to a level where people in the dream were creating weird, deep-fried memes about how the Crust ruined their commute to work, which @/solsticeinstars and @/morrighancorbel on Twitter tried to make recreations of based on my description. There would be school classes cancelled because their teacher got Crusted and they couldn’t find a substitute in time, or truckers that went missing because they got Crusted while on their route and, tired from the road, didn’t realize they were in it until the point of no return.
I have nothing else to add this dream just haunts me and I needed to share it here
#I had this during a period of my life where I was extremely stressed out and sleeping from like 2 pm in the afternoon to 8pm at night#I had a lot of fucking horrible sweaty delirious dreams about the laws of physics being broken#and other weird hard to comprehend shit#I had a couple others kind of like this but this is by far the most notable one#dream log
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