#Fucked beyond belief!
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#Ed & suicide tw in further tags.#Going back to my parents tomorrow probably. Bc I literally cannot reliably keep myself alive otherwise. & it's just. How did I get here#How did I get so good last year! and then go back to this shit. Useless and immobile and half-starved.#I'm going to get through it. I know how not to kill myself. But I'd really hoped not to have to use that knowledge#& my therapist is lovely and understanding but some of what she said was stuff that. While important to know in general#I really really shouldn't have taken in just now.#God. Just the fact that it's better for me to be with my mother who's actively trying to make me as anorexic as she is. Than to be alone#Fucked beyond belief!#I'm sick & tired. Mostly sick.
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pisses me off when i see people interpreting the scene of till being happy to see mizi as him “always choosing her over ivan” or whatever the tiktok mob is saying BECAUSE GODDDDD NOT EVERYTHING TILL DOES HAS TO DO WITH FUCKING IVAN MAN 😭 like i love ivantill as much as the next but you guys are just making angst out of the stupidest shit. obviously he would be happy to see mizi, regardless of his feelings for her, he had thought everyone he once knew and was friends with INCLUDING HER . was dead. he thought he was the last one left most likely. his feelings played a part into it yes, but he saw her and knew it was his chance to be free. that’s the whole reason he stopped singing and reached out to her. it was not a fucking thing of ivan being rejected again please look at the story Beyond his (unreliable) point of view of things
#it just makes me annoyed beyond belief and that’s the only thing people on tiktok have to say about this round#THERES SO MANY MORE IMPORTANT THINGS TO MAKE WHY DO WE KEEP GOING BACK TO THE SAME THING#on the contrary there was evidence in this episode that till DID care about ivan but. may i remind you that this round happened exactly#after the last#aka exactly after ivan died#it’s not like he had time to process anything and SHOW US HOWNHE FEELS#till get the fuck behind me#alien stage#ivantill#alien stage round 7#luka alien stage#till alien stage#mizi alnst#ivan alnst#till alnst#blink gone#it just makes me annoyed how much till constantly gets mischaracterised for the sake of making angst about ivan’s unrequited feelings .#i know more than you
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SOLLUX: what diid you guy2 get made fun of iin 2chool for
ERIDAN: i wwent into public school on land for 6th grade and i pierced someones scrotum with a fencin foil that wwas missin the little rubber safety tip on the end by accident in gym and it wwas middle school so i wwas promptly nicknamed "the nut slayer" and i cried until my lusus let me movve back to the ocean and livve wwith my ancestor
TEREZI: NUTSLAY3R 1S 4 POW3RFUL T1TL3
KARKAT: CAN YOU IMAGINE A SEADWELLER HIGHBLOOD COMING TO YOUR SCHOOL FOR ONE SWEEP, STABBING YOU IN THE BALL SAC, THEN FUCKING BACK OFF TO THE OCEAN IMMEDIATELY AFTERWARDS.
KARKAT: CAN YOU IMAGINE BEING THE DUDE WITH THE STITCH IN THEIR SCROTE BECAUSE OF SOME MYSTERIOUS FOREIGN SPHEREPUNCTURER.
#submission#im so on the fence about being called the nutslayer#like on one hand that IS a powerful title and id be so proud to wield it#like. fuck yes im the nutslayer#but like. id also be mortified beyond belief if i was the cause of some kid getting stitches on his balls#if i could be called the nutslayer without injuring anybody thatd be ideal but alas.#in order to be the nutslayer. you must slay nuts#homestuck#incorrect homestuck quotes#incorrect quotes#mod dave#sollux captor#eridan ampora#karkat vantas
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i genuinely love alan rickman so much, i think he was genius and did an excellent job at portraying snape, but damn sometimes it drives me crazy how the general public who just watched the movies casually without diving much deeper into the franchise genuinely think that snape was a 60 year old man 😭 that doesn't even make any sense timeline wise
#context to this is i saw an absurd instagram reel with ai photos of snape being pregnant with drakes baby#and people in the comments were talking about how snape is too old for drake#ma'am they are supposed to be the same age#have i mentioned that my algorithm is fucked beyond belief#pro snape#snapedom#severus snape
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im so bored save me
hi so bored save me im spacie :)
#farts on ypou#spacie splains#william kissing another verson of himself gets remade every few months when people forget that the joke has already been made#also i made a comment in a server im in abt how springtrap should hold my face like that and then got fucking ganked like#can you imagine. getting flustered beyond belief b/c of a comment you made and this was the picture you made a comment on.#can you imagine that#my life is a comedy and i cant stop shitting
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Liminal Scarecrow
I see a lot of Scarecrow in DCxDP, usually as a plot device in tandem with his fear gas. And honestly, I’ll accept just about anything with a Scarecrow mention in it. However, there is one thing I doubt a lot of DCxDP fans know about from the DP side, which is the Scarebeast.
The Scarebeast is what was created when the Penguin decided to experiment on Scarecrow, essentially turning him into a living weapon.
It’s a giant monster that naturally produces fear gas in its body, and Scarecrow can only return to human form once the Scarebeast has been defeated.
I think that the Scarecrow could easily be a liminal of some sort, and the Scarebeast could be a manifestation of ghostly power.
Now, it should be noted that Scarecrow (to my knowledge) hasn’t died and been revived. He also hasn’t used the Lazarus pits. He gets beaten to hell and back on a regular basis, but he never actually dies.
However, we know that you don’t necessarily have to die to become a halfa. Vlad didn’t; instead, he was shot in the face with ectoplasmic energy by the malfunctioning proto-portal.
Also, we were never told exactly how the Scarebeast was created. Sure, we know that one of the Penguin’s scientists mutated him into existence, but we don’t know exactly what she used.
It’s not really so much of a stretch to think that he could have been exposed to some form of ectoplasm in order to stabilize or power his monstrous form, and as such became liminal (or a halfa).
Hell, all the other (canon) halfas in existence were created in a lab setting! Danny was mutated by ectoplasm and electricity when the portal opened, Vlad was blasted in the face by the previous portal, and Dani/Ellie was a clone.
Basically, give Scarecrow cool ghost privileges. He’s already got the creepy aesthetic. It’s what he deserves.
#dcxdp#dc x dp#dp x dc#dpxdc#dp x dc crossover#dc x dp prompt#liminal scarecrow#yes scarecrow is my little guy and one of my favorite rogues. yes I’m biased. what’s your point#writing this after waking up from a nap so it’s probably choppy and incoherent. don’t care you all have to hear me out#also when the comics actually care about his character he’s really interesting#like the one where he attacked his ex-student’s assaulter after she came to him for help#or when he acted like a fucking slasher villain to help a girl get back at her bullies (even if he was betrayed in the end)#he’s an interesting guy and I’d love to see more of him in the dcxdp fandom#like he HAS a moral compass#it’s fucked up beyond all belief but he does have one
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me to dream stans having to see/put up with shit from morons (spineless ccs and their fans) vs me to said spineless ccs and their fans
#shitpost#kinda#like. i constantly see ppl here being frustrated or sad over all the hate we get and that shits heartbreaking bc ik what it feels like#i remember back in april 2022 when i was 17 and stressed out beyond belief thinking. next year itll be better. 2024 will be better. ugh :(#all i can say is dont let the bastards get u down and rest easy knowing you'll never be even a fraction as much of a loser as them#bc we've put up with all this shit and we're still here. we can find happiness and joy in small things in our community#but they're miserable as fuck and have to parrot shit online for views and attention. embarrassing and pathetic. we would never#love from a dream stan who's been here for almost every controversy and is still here
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oh pallas and agnes power dynamic you really are SO unbelievably fucked,,,,,
#haven’t been able to write in days so i am posting instead. forgive me.#it’s just so. like. okay pallas has all of the material power here that’s not a question they’ve got much stronger magic they#know how the library works they’re directly placed in a mentorship role at the beginning re agnes she depends on them#for everything.#but also#pallas is very much Not Doing Well mentally (<- understatement of the century) and is pathologically incapable of processing their own#emotions related to this AT ALL. and in the process of trying very very hard to get to Know pallas (so pallas will Like her so pallas will#want to keep her alive) agnes kind of comes to understand a lot of pallas’s issues even better than pallas does and pallas starts to depend#on her for emotional support in a way they NEVER have with anyone else.#and pallas’s ability to show vulnerability has been soooo wrecked beyond belief that to them doing things like sharing part#of their backstory and being visibily hurt around someone is tantamount to placing a knife in someone’s hand and#then circling all of their weak points with a giant red marker while going ‘HEY STAB HERE’#so in their mind by doing this they’re giving agnes an IMMENSE amount of power over them like enough to kill them dead even though very#little else has changed about their dynamic. so pallas believes that they’re standing on much more equal ground then they really are#and agnes partly believes it too she thinks that by seeing this much of how broken down pallas is she’s finally found the balance in their#relationship she’s finally found a way to make it stable. and yeah. to some extent this is true!#pallas DOES listen to agnes more than any other person agnes IS the first person in years to understand them this much pallas’s dependence#on her for their mental wellbeing DOES give her some measure of power over them. but that power is given out on pallas’s terms is the thing#whether they’re aware of that or not. agnes wouldn’t have anything if pallas didn’t actively choose to be vulnerable with her there’d be#no way she’d learn about anything no way she’d get to play this role in their life#they believe that this thing is much more equal much more sustainable than it really is (pallas especially) and they’re#literally all each other have#grabs your face are you listening THEYRE ALL EACH OTHER HAVE IN THIS PLACE THEYRE BOTH IN SUCH HORRIFIC SITUATIONS AND THEY R EATING#EACHOTGER TO SURVIVE!!!!#head in fucking hands#wip: ghost story#pallas and agnes
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Everyone says they support women's wrongs until Suvi is an asshole, then you're all up in arms. God forbid women to anything
#ily suvi youre so fucked up and have such a shitty framework that youve been raised on#and now youre around people you love that have a Very Different code of beliefs so youve gotta try to square that and it doesnt work#and so there is friction and its so delicious#suvirin kedberiket#suvi#worlds beyond number#wbn#wbn podcast#twtwtwo#wwwo#this post brought to you by: me
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quick everyone tell me im not a horrible parasitic pathetic bitch for being on a sick leave
#feeling so so bad im gonna throw up#that psych appointment fucked me up beyond belief i feel so extremely pathetic and guilty woah#the mental health relapse happening lately is EXTREME what is this high school brain doing in my skull
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I spent ten years in a bit of chemical haze and I miss the way that I felt nothing
the kintsugi kid (10 years) - fall out boy, so much (for) stardust
#photos are from unsplash!#also shout out to this song for Fucking Me Up Beyond Belief!!!!!#fall out boy#fob#smfs#fob edit#fob lyrics#so much (for) stardust#the kintsugi kid (ten years)#edit.txt
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everyone has already pointed this out and much more intelligently but the whole plot of lore olympus really comes down to rachel telling the audience whom to hate without putting any work into proving why
like we are no strangers to character assassination demeter legion has been going thru it since day one, but rachel is so staggeringly bad at writing genuine villains that she has to pull random ass acts of evil out of nowhere to justify her pinning certain characters as bad guys. and it’s proof of her writing by the seat of her pants yeah, but when in doubt she just throws characters under the bus so long as it props persephone and hades up
the narrative NEVER shows us zeus or demeter doing evil things, but they’ve run afoul of the main couple, so we are told they are villains. zeus has proven he’s a bad husband, sure, but not a bad king - but rachel needs to escape the corner she had written herself into, so suddenly zeus is a wife abusing monster on par with kronos. arguably the only genuine villain we see do something 1000% wrong is apollo, and rachel still can’t decide if he’s some brilliant mastermind or some idiot being played. in fact, the narrative is kinder to apollo than it is to zeus or kronos, and that’s saying something
like yeah it’s lazy writing to have zeus be the Bad Guy when we have fucking kronos and also apparently ouranos but honesty it just feels so disrespectful. rachel simply cannot figure out how to write a bad guy so she just keeps throwing random characters in the woodchipper and hopes it buys her a week. it’s such a waste of potential, such a demonstration of her failings as a writer, and a total disregard and lack of knowledge of the myths she claims to be basing this on
#anti lo#anti lore olympus#good luck reading this im rambling#honestly what drives me fucking bonkers is that i actually like zeus lmao#genuinely he’s more interesting than the main couple and rachel was so! close! to a breakthru!!!#like she HAD the PIECES#but she thinks mental trauma isn’t real so zeus is Bad Guy#like every character in this comic is arguably selfish beyond belief but at least zeus actively demonstrates#that he loves his family (which is a HELL of a lot more than hades can claim lmao)#i have more thoughts but good luck making them decipherable me#anyways lore rekindled zeus save us lore rekindled zeus
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idk just like. the core concept of treating a group like a monolith will be the death of us all. "this isnt what the lesbians of old would want for us" even if that mythical group had only the best of intentions and zero infighting of their own goals and personal pursuits which is fucking impossible because its a group of people larger than 2 of various backgrounds, who gives a FUCK what they wanted. my goal as a lesbian is to love women. thats it. my goal as a human being is to alleviate the suffering of others and that INCLUDES trans women, i do not give a single FUCK if it wasnt on the Official Lesbian Docket of 1962
#obligatory 'staffs treatment of trans bloggers on this site mainly trans women who express any sexuality whatsoever is beyond revolting'#i think there is a value to looking to history to remind yourself of core ideals and beliefs#but for me being a lesbian isnt a goddamn political statement#there are no tenants no rules i cant be fucking kicked out of the lesbian club#every member of the community operates under their own individual doctrine at no point did lesbians universally agree trans women are bad#because you do not KNOW every lesbian and you never fucking will
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hey when awsten says "maybe stop hitting my cell" in war crimes is he talking about people fucking calling him. like on his cell. his phone.
#winona has something to say#i. am stupid beyond belief.#its only taken me five fucking years to figure it out.#waterparks#awsten knight#geoff wigington#otto wood#fandom
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npd marvin gardens
npd jeff winger
npd alyssa greene
npd annie edison
npd owen carvour
npd tsukasa tenma
npd mafuyu asahina
npd peter spankoffski
npd marina ida
npd-
*i’m dragged away to prison because all y’all can’t handle my shit any longer*
#fuck your actually i’m gonna tag this beyond belief#npd#narcissistic personality disorder#narcissism#actually narcissistic#marvin gardens#marvin trilogy#falsettos#jeff winger#nbc community#community nbc#alyssa greene#the prom musical#the prom#annie edison#community tv#owen carvour#spies are forever#tcb spies are forever#tsukasa tenma#proseka#project sekai#colorful stage#mafuyu asahina#mental illness#npmd more like npd#peter spankoffski#nerdy prudes must die#pete spankoffski#marina ida
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they really made one of your companions LEADER of the loyalist mages, a woman who has the ear of the empress, who is incredibly intelligent and cunning and then....... proceeded to not give any proof that this woman has organized her people or provided them with a base of operations and then stuck all those loyalist mages in redcliffe with the rebels as talkable npcs to push their "the circles are good sometimes actually" agenda. and then they won game of the year
#the only non-loyalists are fiona who they fucked up beyond belief#that woman who worships tevinter who performs human sacrifice during IHW#and lysas. and that's it#dragon age#da:i#da blabs#vivienne#mage templar war#criticism#viv really introduces herself as leader of the loyalists and then they proceed to show nothing that actually supports that
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