Huh, I didn't even realize it'd been a year since BG3 came out until I opened tumblr this morning. Kinda wild. I didn't think much of the game's release: I like Larian's games, and I like the BG series. I wasn't ever going to skip the game, but I didn't think I'd play it at launch because I was busy working on a novel in 2023 and not doing well financially.
Thankfully, circumstances left me with a little bit of extra money last year just before launch and it meant I could spend on a video game. I needed a pick-me-up after said 2023 novel failed to go anywhere, and BG3 was right there. Like most CRPGs, I played it in basically every moment of free time that I had and did as much as I possibly could in one playthrough.
It's so odd how these small happenstances can snowball into coming back to fandom, finding some friends I might've never met otherwise, and writing a lot of fanfiction along the way. I'll probably have something more interesting to say/share when it's the 14th, AKA when I sat down and wrote my first fic for this fandom.
Anyways, it's been a lot of fun and I'm looking forward to more years to come 💜
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Do you think noise is able to read the room and put a temporary end to his tomfoolery when the situation deems it to happen? Like i know Peppino can fold his ass like a cheap chair but is he capable of being like "ah this is a bad moment and i should not try doing anything right now"?
Mostly thinking of the scenario if Peppino is having A Fucking Moment but not even angry just, very fucking upset for some reason, would the yellow imp still be like BLEEH 🤪?
Silly context for this ask, i was chopping an onion and it made me think "what would noise do if he walked in peppino just bawling his eyes out?" btw 😭
Thank u for this ask bc this is like a sneak peek into the comic idea i had for the noise (and peppino)
Bc i think of Peppino as extremely emotional and unable to mask it AT ALL and that ranges from being incredibly angry to overwhelmingly sad and it will always hit him suddenly w the intensity of a wave crashing into him. So I wanted to have the noise kind of being A Menace and bothering Peppino and having it SOMEHOW lead to peppino going from ‘you dont fucking LISTEN u wont stop fuckin w me’ to ‘no one here leaves me the fuck ALONE why cant anyone anywhere leave me ALONE’ and hes like so fucking UPSET that hes tearing up and the noise is like ☹️!!!!
Like ‘um! Woah buddy im just playin around see? Its all part of the schtick !’ And he expects Peppino to lunge at him or something bc thats the game thats their little back n forth heehee but Peppino just grabs at his own hair and starts yanking at it and the noise is like WOAH Hold up stop that stop that what are u doing ??? And hes not quite sure HOW to interpret Peppino crying and gritting his teeth and pulling at his own hair other than ‘hes freaking the fuck out and i made that happen somehow’
To the noise, their little banter and back n forth and Very Scary Threats on Peppinos part is like a little game to him and he THINKS its mutual (bc Peppinos reactions are bordeline comical at times) but it is actually Very one-sided, and the only thing that would break him out of that ‘illusion’ is Peppino not holding up his supposed end of the duo act the Correct way. And that includes Peppino doing scarier than normal threats (chucking a knife at him and only missing by centimeters) or in this case, Peppino fucking breaking down in front of him instead of grabbing for his neck or something. He doesnt like it ☹️
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5 songs you associate with / remind you of your muse
it's alright - mother mother
i had a night, i had a day
i did one million stupid things
i said one billion foolish things
i'm not okay
i got a baseball bat beside my bed
to fight off what inside my head
to fight off what's behind my meds
i'm lonely, lost in pain
it's alright, it's okay, it's alright, it's okay
you're not monster, just a human
and you made a few mistakes
fire - bts
hey, burn it up like you're gonna set everything on fire
hey, turn it up until the dawn is gone
just live because we're young
who are you to compare me to others?
i'm only human, so what
live however you want, it's your life anyway
stop trying, it's okay to lose
err'body say, la-la-la-la-la
say, la-la-la-la-la
throw your hands up, scream, burn it up
young and menace - fall out boy
we've gone way too fast for way too long
and we were never supposed to make it half this far
and i lived so much life, lived so much life
i think that god is gonna have to kill me twice
kill me twice like my name was nikki sixx
i woke up in my shoes again, but somewhere you exist singing
oops, i did it again
i forgot what I was losing my mind about
i only wrote this down to make you press rewind
and send a message, i was young and a menace
cut deep - matt maeson
i'm about to cause a damn ruckus
how you bleed when you bleed nothing?
how you sing when you can't trust 'em?
ah, jesus, please, let me feel something
that's why i hate to be alone
that's why i don't pick up the phone
i just keep moving 'til i'm numb
we're all just tryna see the sun
cut deep and i'm still alive
i talk my shit 'til the day i die 'cause
oh, baby, i live
oh, baby, i try
one of the drunks - panic! at the disco
orange juice, pour out half the carton
grey goose, pour it, get it started
good times, remedy your sorrows
baptize, don't worry about tomorrow
shake it up, shake it up, now it's time to dive in
share a cup, share a cup, now you're screw-driving
every weekend with your friends
every weekday when it ends
damn it's all good, i guess
tagged by:ㅤ@youthslost ♡!!
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I saw something on twitter
Arabs: This is orientalist
Idiot white incels who barely step into the sun and thus do not understand how it works: no it isnt because if u wear too much clothing in the desert your brains will melt
Arabs: you will literally die of heatstroke if you wear these clothes in the desert
Idiot Incel who can’t fathom how heat works: actually that’s orientalist to think that all women wear full clothing
This person has negative braincells if you interact with them you lose your own braincells. If you just searched what people wear in the desert no one is wearing a fucking crop top and a thin skirt with slits on all sides like shut the fuck up??? The people who literally live there are telling you’re wrong and because you don’t like it when other people ruin your stupid sexual fantasies you get butt hurt about it and try to defend it when you have no leg to stand on.
then later on a guy from brazil started supporting this incel by saying oh its not orientalist because these aren’t african characters these are just belly dancers and then they continue to feed into each other and its actually so painful to see.
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Enneagram Types
Tyᴩᴇ 1 - Tʜᴇ Rᴇꜰᴏʀᴍᴇʀ
Perfectionists, responsible, fixated on improvement.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀People of this personality type are essentially looking to make things better, as they think nothing is ever quite good enough. This makes them perfectionists who desire to reform and improve; idealists who strive to make order out of the omnipresent chaos.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀Ones have a fine eye for detail. They are always aware of the flaws in themselves, others and the situations in which they find themselves. This triggers their need to improve, which can be beneficial for all concerned, but which can also prove to be burdensome to both the One and those who are on the receiving end of the One's reform efforts.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀The One's inability to achieve the perfection they desire feeds their feelings of guilt for having fallen short, and fuels their incipient anger against an imperfect world. Ones, however, tend to feel guilty about their anger. Anger is a "bad" emotion, and Ones strive sincerely and wholeheartedly to be "good." Anger is therefore vigorously repressed from consciousness, bursting forth in occasional fits of temper, but usually manifesting in one of its many less obvious permutations - impatience, frustration, annoyance and judgmental criticality. For this reason, Ones can be difficult to live with, but, on the high side, they tend to be loyal, responsible and capable partners and friends.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀Ones are serious people; they tend to be highly principled, competent and uncompromising. They follow the rules and expect others to do so as well. Because they believe so thoroughly in their convictions, they are often excellent leaders who can inspire those who follow them with their own vision of excellence. Reform movements are frequently spearheaded by Ones.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀Ones are often driven and ambitious, and are sometimes workaholics. But whatever their professional involvement, they are definitely active, practical people who get things done. They are natural born organizers, listmakers who finish everything on the list, the last one to leave the office, the first one to return, industrious, reliable, honest and dutiful.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀The relentlessness of their pursuit of the ideal can make Ones tense people who have a hard time relaxing and who unnecessarily deny themselves many of the harmless pleasures of life. They tend to be emotionally repressed and uncomfortable with expressing tender feelings; they generally see emotionality as a sign of weakness and lack of control. They are seldom spontaneous. They have multiple interests and talents however; they are self-reliant and seldom run out of things to do.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀Ones are often intelligent and independent and can easily mistake themselves for Fives, but unlike Fives, Ones are primarily people of action, not thought. Ones tend to worry and are prone to anxiety and can sometimes mistype as Sixes, but they are far less affiliative than Sixes and their standards are not reached by seeking consensus with a group. Finally, the relentless pursuit of perfection can take its toll and lead to depression. At such times, a One can mistype as a Four. But Fours have a tendency towards self-indulgence whereas Ones are self-denying. Fours are emotionally expressive; Ones are emotionally constrained.
Tagged by: @sasorikigai ( thank you darling! )
Tagging: @wildrift . @derelictsouls . @battleguqin . @machinesandman . @furiaei && whoever feels like doing it ( & tag me so I can see it! ♡)
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