#Even if it's just a summerjob
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OH MY LORD, I HAVE A JOB INTERVIEW! ASHDHJDJGIRJSBBDH
Ok like I am freaking out and nearly throwing up, but I thought I was way behind with sending in my request!!
Does anyone have some advise on how to handle the interview?
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Not really shifting content but me ranting about this summerjob i got a week ago :)
I'm supposed to work from 12 to 17 tomorrow. IF i'm lucky bc this dude asked my if i could stay till late???? What kind of an awkward timerange is that??? What am i supposed to accomplish before 12??? What can i accomplish after 17???? I'm exhuasted after a 5 hour shift working in a HOT kitchen. Basically he just ruined my day bc i actually wanted to do SOMETHING that day since my moms birthday is the day after but can i? NOOOO bc she'll be home WAY before i am. And when tf am i supposed to eat???? Just take a break an HOUR IN???? I'm so pissed rn i can't even this small detail not only ruined tomorrow but also the rest of THIS day.
Thank you for watching me rant about work this has to be the shittiest schedule i've ever seen and it wasn't even done in a timely manner. It was done last minute so that i can't answer rn bc it's past midnight and i would mess up the schedule for him i'm sure. I asked him at NINE pm. 21:00 o'clock. HE ANSWERS AT 1O BEFORE MIDNIGHT??? ASKING IF I CAN?????? WHEN I'M ALREADY ASLEEP???? This is my first week and i already hate everything. I'll politely wake up at six tomorrow to ask if i can come in later so he has PLENTY time to move his schedule around and make changes (yk since he gave me such a big heads up and also plenty time to react (not))
Anyways let's hope i shift before anything happens 😋😋😋
#reality shifting#shiftblr#shifting community#shifters#shifting antis dni#shifting motivation#desired reality#shifting#shifting blog#shifting realities
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I havent posted abt atwow in much too long so…
Aonunete
Aqachno/rotxorro!!!
Lesbian or aro-ace kiri
Non-binary kiri👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼
Tuk went from the most feminine female to the genderlessed baddass in the history of gerless badasses
^human au Tuk🤷🏼♀️^
Gender confused Rotxo [male or non binary] (in the end he just decides they doesn’t need a lable)
Tsireya and neteyam are besties!
Just found out it isnt canon that koko loro and rotxo r triplets LIKE BRO THE LOOK T H E S. A. M. E.
Ao'nung and rotxo both would be one of those guys to wear a purple hoodie with a black daun-jacket all fall and winter as their only outfit but it somehow always stays clean. Any way aonung would have that style in a very straight way (this man is everything but straight 💀😭)
Double eyebrowpircing human rotxo
Kiri has freckles and she would 100% be on wich-tok, tumblr, and collect christals if she were human
And tsirey pulls of e. V. E. R. Y. Eyeliner look, style and color
I just wanna say i believe in sully-brothers-wearing-toothnecklaces supremacy
Rotxo-> purple hoodie with goofy pictures
Kiri is one if those remus-lupin-cardigans girls to cry to lana del ray in the bathroom (me)
And she showed tsireya lana-del-ray
and kiri hhas a septum and an eybrowpricing maybe even a lip or toungeonr
And loak is a basketballer i just know it
And he would be one of those people who could just where whatever combined with what ever and call it style and it would work.
(Wich is the worst part of these people istg)(IM LOOKING AT YOU JIMMY I HOPE YOU FEEL MY GLARE IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT WHEN YOU WANNA SLEEP BUT THAT TNGLE IN YOUR VACK KEEPS YOU AWAKE what—)
While neteyam on the other hand would have the best and most homosexual (-/j) style that exists in this universe like bri he be so fine
And allthough he almost never does he could ahundret percend pull of indiekid (he usually pulls of normal indie but ykyk)
PLUS neteyem eventually beat some actual style into him
Also if this isnt human loak i dont want it
Neteyam also would have the best music taste and you K N O W it
Neitiri would obviously be of faith and Neteyam too. Neteyam would be one of those guys thats friends woth the cool kids but solehow hea the only one in that friendgroup that has morals.
Aonung our beach boy surfer boy he's so QuiRcy Ahhh 🤪🤪 (i just cringed at my self) Tangtop and bathshorts summerjob at some random pool am i wrong??
and tuk did karate
TELL ME IM WRONG
I DARE U
And aonung almost cried when he got his tatoos. For. every. Single. One.
Now that would be totally fine if he didn’t go around telling everyone how tough he was and how it didnt even hurt, just tickled. (Nete was there for some of them. He bust raises his eyebrows and silently judges him when he says shit like that)
Rotxos tail curls when hes rly happy or exited
If rotxo was to cook smt he would 100% burn it and when i say burn it i dont mean Oh No ITs AIL bLaCk AnD cRuSTy NO I MEAN
FIRE
There
LOOK ME IN THE EYES AND TELL ME NORM SPELLMAN WOULDNT HAVE PLAYED 'BORN THIS WAY' TO SPIDER FUCJING SOCCORO WHEN HE CAME OUT AS TRANS
Oh and also i just know he loved golf back on earth
Jake showed them all human stuff like lana del ray and shit and spider is in LOVE woth spiderman like broooooo uts just a little too accurate
And they're all Beyoncé obsessed bc jake showed them
Some of these are from my friend btw but she doesn’t have tumblr. ALSO i made none of the incredible artworks! The TikTok of the artist is in each photo!
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I officially finished my summer job/internship last week, and oh boy was I shattered and immensely relived. Slept around the clock for a couple of nights, cried some rivers, and started getting back on my feet. It's really not okay how a "mere summerjob" can be such a soul crushing experience, but it was, and there is nothing I can change about it now. I can only focus on taking care of myself now that I'm finally on a vacation for four whole weeks before school starts again in autumn. I have zero motivation for school though but am trying not to think about it too much yet since I know I'm also very tired, which affects everything.
Anyway, despite the exhaustion, I managed to get out on Sunday to go kayaking with a new friend. They are like a ridiculously cool human, and I just hope they'll want to keep doing thing with me. I mean, what were the chances that one meets another very queer human on a random kayaking course and clicks over hobbies and interests before anything else. Well, that happened with D, and this was the second time we went kayaking just the two of us, and even started planning some day hikes. I just hope this friendship doesn't escape me.
#and today ill see my brother for a bike ride#i will get better and life will get better and i wont be this exhausted forever#D#finally a tag for a friend#training to feel good#personal
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Running on three hours of sleep due to illness so I hope this word salad makes sense. :'D
Pick up a new MMO, I thought. It'll be nice to have something to look forward to while suffering through the most soul crushing summerjob, I thought. Joke was on me.
I didn't really get into the hm... RP aspect of FFXIV until a little into HW when I started considering Viana more as a character in the narrative rather than just my PC (I came over from WoW, it took a while to adapt and get into the flow of my character actually mattering in what was going on). And I didn't really feel like I knew enough about Highlanders to really settle on anything, but didn't want to risk spoiling myself on Stormblood stuff, so I ended up just headcanoning her as a orphan from Ul'dah. (Later amending it to her parents fleeing early on in the Mad King's reign and just falling foul of Ul'dah's shadiness)
... accidentally setting myself up for a whammy of my favourite tropes: Tank couples and "Finding home in each other" friends to lovers.
So midway through Stormblood I just had a moment where I, after careful contemplation of both Aymeric and Hien, popped out of my trashcan and pointed at Thancred. "That one. I want the disaster rogue with enough emotional baggage to fill a Olympic swimming pool."
I thought Thancred was entertaining in ARR, but he really grew on me in the HW patches. His emotional journey is interesting to pick into from a writing perspective, and the pull of two people looking out for their found family amidst all the losses they suffer, and looking out for each other in small ways that grows into something more, was a appealing one to me.
Love me a LI who is hypercompetent but doesn't always see that. Like many I deal with depression and impostor syndrome, so that aspect of Thancred is very dear to me, and I'm firm in that those things just haven't magically disappeared after SHB. Even when you're doing better, everyone have bad days.
I wasn't sure until I finished Shadowbringers at which point they'd get together, seeing either the 'FWB coping - oops caught feelings' point in the HW-SB patches, or two stubborn idiots quietly pining away until SHB. Latter won out, and I think it's for the better.
Their journey from a professional merc who isn't really sure she can trust this smooth talking bard to be there when shit hits the fan, to two gunbreakers sharing the effort of keeping everyone safe and supporting one another, is fun to explore. Both the low points and high points, because they certainly argue at times, but I tend to focus on the high points because this is my comfort ship and have you seen the past four years? No idea what I would have done without them.
... also heehee, tall girlfriend, short king boyfriend.
Another random WoLQotD/OC question
I thought I'd ask this while I worked on my other questions. :)
If you're a WoL x NPC shipper, what drew you to that ship and why? What makes that ship the pinnacle for you and your oc? Is it that you love the canon character you write them with, you find their dynamic interesting or something in between?
If you're not a WoL x NPC shipper, but you have a ship with another person, how did that come about? What makes that ship fulfilling for you? Has the ship impacted your relationship with that other person? Feel free to gush, I wanna hear it!
Oh, and pictures are a must (if you have them).
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I have a thing for Car wash
Genre: NonIdol!AU, SummerJob!AU
Pairing: OT7 x Reader
Summary: You do car wash as a summer job each year. But this year , 7 new employees are added to the mix.
Word Count: 2k
Warnings: none
A/N: Thoses Butter's concept photoshoot are gonna be the death of me ...
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Summer’s Job never been dreamy or appealing you always preferred to stay home and play games or hangout with your friends.
You were doing the same summer job from your high school’s years throughout your UNI years, this year was the last year where you could work at the same gas station you usually spent your summer’s at. You were quite happy about this news because your work there wasn’t really enjoyable to say the least.
You were working as car washer.
The staff was limited to you and Gladys. Gladys was an Australian grandma’ with an heavy accent and a loud voice.
You used to complain about the underpaid job and understaff issue to her each year , but even if she tried her best to pay you more each year, the problem of understaff was remaining.
Plus you had the marvelous advantage , note the irony, to be a woman. So of course you had some guy every now and then asking you for some porn kink including cars and water to you.
And of course as soon as you dared to say to them that it was not respectful of them to ask for such favors , well their ego feeling insecure will make them insult you ‘til Gladys will come out and try to dissolve any trouble. And if they didn’t leave… well then Tallulah will come help you out. Were Gladys was a true perfect cottage core granny , Tallulah her spouse, was a weightlifting Olympics coach. So she was , massive and looked very frightening.
But since she was often occupied most of the time Gladys would have to do the trick , and if too much persistent she would call her little brother Jeff a policeman always coming in and out of the shop to check on things.
It was nice, for a summer or two, but seeing as it’s been years since you were first introduce to this summer’s job to say it became painfully annoying was an understatement.
And this year would be the same…
Or so you though.
Gladys finally took your complains about the car wash job being understaffed and recruited a few people to help out .
When she said a few, you though she was talking about 2 to 3 people.
But no, no non no no no. Gladys took in 7 people !
She promised you your check wouldn’t take any damage by the presence of those new employees , but you sincerely doubt that.
And of course you’ll have to show them around and proceed to show them how to wash a car because of course it’s not like anybody could know how to do it by themselves.
You were moody when that tons of information’s felled down on your head, but now finding yourself in front of the 7 new employees changed everything.
Apparently Gladys misspelled car wash job for model’s photoshoot coz’ those 7 boys were for sure way too beautiful to need a car wash job.
It had to be a prank, right?
So being more self aware in what you’ve been for years you showed carefully those men of to do the job. And no it wasn’t cute or sexy, far from it.
You were dressed in your yellow hoodie and black jogging with flip-flop.
For once you wished you had were those fucking shorts looking like panties more than anything, and a crop top or something similar, like all those freaks watching too much porn often asked you to.
But no , and those guys were dressed in matching outfits in jeans and whites tee.
Even if they were very dreamy swoon over , you had more pressing issues to think about.
Like why one of them started a water fight with another one, and putting a stop to it before one of them put soap into their eyes.
“Okay guys!!! Please stop …? I don’t want to have to report you to Gladys on your first day okay? So keep that behavior for when you’re on your own okay?”
“Sorry , we didn’t meant to …” Said one.
“Huh sorry to interrupt , but none of us seems to have catch your name earlier ?” Said the guy with blue hair.
You liked his hair, it was nice, like blue waves , more darker on the edges and lighter on the center of his scalp. He had such beautiful eyes too, so sharp an-
Oh god , wait did you really lost yourself by admiring him?!
“Huh miss???”
“Y-Yeah !!! Haha my name’s Y/N !” You extended your hand , losing your mind for talking in a higher voice to him , good job at not being suspect Y/N….
And you hated yourself even more for being awkward by presenting your hand to him. But he, on the other hand sensed your discomfort and made your move seem completely normal shaking your hand lightly and giving you a cute smile showing off his dimples.
“Namjoon,…. And those two are Jungkook and Taehyung, and I hate to be the one breaking it to you but we’re probably gonna have a hard time keeping them calm.”
“Oh… Okay” You just ended , looking to the two guys involved in the previous water fight, and looking back to Namjoon’s face. He was calm and put you at ease. Hargh you were staring , good job on not being a freak Y/N .
The one all covered in jean from head to toe approached you, and ever so silently spoke to you.
“Hate to be a bother Y/N, but can I have a bucket to wring out my sponge, please?”
“Huh Yeah of course huh-hu….”
“Yoongi’s the name…”
“Oh huh well yeah let me get that from Gladys to you okay I’ll be back in just a sec Yoongi.”
He nodded very calm much to your dismay as you were starting to feel anxious about advising Gladys for more employees, maybe you should have just shut it.
You entered the store who basked in a sunny light as the morning was starting to begin for most of other people’s in the city.
At the register was one of the new employees, he wore a plaid skirt and converse’s with a white thee and jean shirt. You couldn’t believe how gracious his lips draw themselves on his face. They looked pillowy and as dreamy as the six other’s man out there waiting for you.
“Huh hello ? You might remember me from earlier ? Y/N the foremost employee?”
“Of course I do you’re the sweet mango! “
“I’m sorry what ?”
“The sweet mango ! The color of your sweatshirt look alike a mango!”
“I-I Yeah it does…”
“Would you like another nickname maybe? I’m sorry if this one doesn’t fit your style haha. What about little mouse ?”
“Do I look like a little mouse ?”
“No ,you look like a fucking rat”
Said another voice coming from behind you.
“I beg you pardon?”
You turn over to the masculine voice behind you to find yourself facing a chest. Your eyes flew up to the face of the stranger, ready to take down any bratty client. And you were surprised to face a smiling shit eating brunette man glancing down at you . He was snickering and looking at you like he was mentally undressing you with his eyes.
“Yah ! Jin ! Don’t be rude to our new friend!”
You look down to the content in his arms, some sandwiches squeezed between bottles of water.
“Wait your on job duty ! Why aren’t you with the others ?” You started to take over yourself and focus on your task, keeping everything organized.
“Some of us forgot to bring our lunch to work this morning , so I volunteered to go for it , but you’ve been blocking the line too preoccupied to talk to mister big flirt over there.”
He gestured at the cashier.
“We weren’t flirt-“
“You totally were!” Gladys interrupted you coming out from the back of the shop with several boxes of energy bars .
“Gladys I would ne-“
“Don’t lie to me girl ! Okay Jimin go fill up the shelves with those and Jin , you’re lucky you have a nice face, it’s on the house for today so go back to work will you now?”
“Sure thing Gladys! Thank you so much !” He offered her a wink before smirking down at you , going back to his devices.
“AND SHE DOESN’T LOOK LIKE A RAT! BUT YOU SURE TALK LIKE A BRATT!!!” Shouted Gladys at Jin, while a girl was approaching him to take care of her car and asking for his number. He was a blushing mess and Tae had to intervene to talk an eligible sentence to, the poor lost girl, after that.
“Now, Y/N what do you need sweetheart? I mean other than Jimin’s number of course?” She had said it loud enough for Jimin to hear it and bringing a cute smile on his face content of his accomplishments.
“Gladys please stop. “ You warned her with a tired face. She maybe looked old but she was fearless for sure .
“I need extra buckets for the boys, please.”
She leaved the register for what felt only two seconds before bringing over 5 extra buckets for you , to share.
“Thank you , you’re a life savior!”
“I know , should have started a sect when it was trendy.”
You left laughing to her dumb joke , but not before quickly glancing to Jimin. After that event you formed three distinct groups between all of you to get their heads in the game.
But with Jimin busy with helping out Gladys around the store, one of them was standing by himself.
“Okay since your alone I’ll help out for today.”
“Really? Thank you so much I was worried I’ll found myself alone when everyone’s having fun in groups.”
You looked around to indeed found them more busy playing around then actively work in silence .
“Yeah well normally having so much fun isn’t part of the job but I don’t want to kill the mood.”
“I’m Hoseok by the way but you can call me Hobi ! “ He said with a heart shaped smile.
“Y/N. Haha did you had to see Jimin assigning you a nickname too?”
“No this one’s for my crushes .” He said glancing up at you with stars shining eyes behind the comfort of his sunglasses.
“Yah! Hobi Does it mean I’m one of your freaking crushes?!” Yelled a not-so-speechless Jin , across the parking lot.
“Why don’t you come found out ?!” Yelled back a way too enthusiast Hoseok.
The day went by pretty quietly apart from those 7 agents of chaos you were stuck with from now.
Lunch came around pretty quickly and you all went to the back of the shop to have your break there , enjoying the nice breeze of the fan, while chatting.
“So , how come you’re all working here this summer?” You asked between bites of your meal.
“My aunt knows Gladys and told me she was recruiting , and since I was in need of a job I took it.” Said Jimin looking at you oh so charmingly.
“I have a thing for car wash.” Said Jin like it was completely normal.
“Your such a weirdo something hyung I swear… I was in need of a summer job saw the flyers by the campus and thought why not ? Here I am.”
Replied Jungkook slowly slurping down his noodles.
“We wanted to prove some sexist asshole that , no it wasn’t , a job only reserved to women.” Said a disgusted Namjoon swallowing quickly his part of the sandwich.
“I want to be a social entrepreneur.”
Said Taehyung leaving you with wide eyes.
“How is that related to bein-“
“If I succeed to make this place a rentable place from just the car wash then I could do anything.”
“And how would you do that ?” asked Jin dismissing his lunch to look over at Taehuyng.
“What about a photoshoot?”
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Harry’s Candy Cane Lane
In which Harry owns a candystore and you might just be the sweets he really needs.
Harry didn’t know what to do. As a 20 year old with the world ahead of him, it was time to decied what to do in life, what he wanted to work with from years come. He had tried different stuff from when he was a teenager who needed a summerjob and to pay his bills. Everything from reatail to caretaking. He knew that he loved children, being around them and making people happy. He didn’t have 3 godchildren already for nothing. Being a teacher or a doctor was although not something he could see himself working with in the longterm, it didn’t interest him enough to get through all those years in university. Business was the degree that made most sense at the moment and something that he could put through quite easy, he wasn’t a dummie and had always done good in school. So that’s what he did, he got in business school and worked hard to earn his degree while trying to figure out what to do with it. Graduation came and then it hit him, the perfect idea. He would start a candystore business! Fun, unique and quality candy from all around the world for kids and their familys to enjoy. The town he lived in wasn’t all to big but new ideas and businesses were always welcome and appriciated so why not give it a try, he could always do something else with his degree if things didn’t work out.
Opening day came and it was a huge success. The store wasn’t too big or to small, just the right size to fit a comfortable amount of customers and still feeling personal. It had a big window to the street with a fronting themed with a mix between ”Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory”, ”Alice in Wonderland” and a fair festival. The banner over the door was blue with big pink letters spelling the store’s name ”Harry’s Candy Cane Lane”. With the town being a smaller one, everyone knew who Harry was and he came to have lots of regular customers buying candy for weekends, holidays, birthday parties etc. He even got the idea to make home deliverence service with different candythemes to children parties that became very popular and let him be creative in a way he needed. It was hard work but it was all worth it when he saw the twinkling eyes and genuin smiles the children and their parents got every single time they opened the door to his candystore. It’s like the world outside disappeared for them for a while and everything was just a fantasy that Harry was more than willing to let the little loves explore. Small chunky hands reaching up with a pound to his register to pay for a lolly and the brightest smiles when leaving the store, it would make anyones heart melt.
Even though being passionate and caring by nature, Harry and his attire didn’t go well along women. Being in his 30’s now, loving his job and his life, he had long forgotten to care about what people thought about him or the business. He’s proud of himself and what he’s achieved which rubbed off on his style and his home. He lived in a two bedroom apartement above his candystore, a lucky shot, and it was just blooming with different colours in every room and thrifted decorations from different eras with plants in every corner which made him feel like home. His personal style was no different, often dressed in a whole ammount of bright colours and patterns that complemented his unruly chocolate brown curls and forrest green eyes. Nails always painted with different colours every week which became a popular subject to talk about with the children coming in to his store and somehow became a lesson of how boys and girls can dress and express themselves how the liked, there’s no right or wrong especially in a candyland. As said before, even adult women didn’t seem to have this kind of mindset as they thought he was quite childish and cheesy with his attire and the business being aimed for children most. He wasn’t ”manly” in the sense society said he should be and even if he was a loving caring soul it was always to his disadvantage accourding to his lovelife. So he set that aside and got himself a cocker spaniel puppy named ”Cherry” from his favourite candyflavour and she was with him in the store everyday since then. She brought a lot of joy and snuggles to the customers and even did great marketing for him in his social media from being such a cutie. One of his favourite pictures was easily the one where Cherry sat on the doormat outside the store with a candycane in her mouth, santa hat on her head and a sign at her paws reading ”Merry Christmas and a Jolly (Rancher) New Year!”
Life was good and he couldn’t complain, even though he knew in his heart how much more love he wanted to share with a lover.
One day when the customer rate was a bit slow, he took his time to clean among his stock in the back for the seasonal Halloween candy that was over for the year when he heard the familiar bell at the door announce a new customer. Cherry laid in her bed at the register, not paying to much attention as she was used to the sound now. Harry just stuck his head ut from the back to shout ”Hello! I’ll be with you in a second!” which a smooth, sweet and melodic voice answered ”Oh it’s okay, take your time!” He piled the last boxes in the back to continue with later as he straighted his clothes and got out to the main store and what he saw could literally be described as angel fallen from the sky. A beautiful woman with a breathtaking smile, long silky hair and eyes you could drown in made him absolutley speachless. He doesen’t stumble on his words very often and had always been good with talking to customers but with her his throat got dry and his mind foggy. Just as he was gonna try and make a coherent sentence and try not to make a fool out of himself, another silky sweet voice chriped up behind your legs - ”Mummy, Puppy!” The voice belonged to no other than a mini carbon copy of yourself and hands down the cutest toddler Harry had ever seen. The word puppy got Cherrys attention and she came closer to greet the toddler who immedeatly squealed from excitement. He heard you spoke up again to your daughter ”Penny! You need to ask the man for permission first to pet the puppy, okay? C’mere please” It seemed like his brain finally caught on and he crouched to your daughters hight so he could talk straight to her ”Ofcourse you can pet the puppy, she loves a good snuggle! Her name is Cherry and she’s very friendly I promise” before turning up to you again. ”I’m Harry by the way, is there anything I can help you with today?” Suddenly he had no problem with looking straight into your eyes and as he did he notcied a slight blush creeping through the apple of your cheeks. Hm, maybe it was from being outside, it was a bit chilly now after all. ”Nice to meet you Harry, I’m Alice! Yeah, um we just came from the town nearby after hearing about you and your store. Penny, the little dogwhisperer here, is turning three in a couple of weeks and I would really like to make it special with one of the candythemed parties that could be arranged by you? I saw some pictures on your instagram and it all looks so lovley!” Shit. Shit shit shit. Calm the fuck down Harry, she just wants help with her daughters birthday party. It feels deeply unprofessional but he notices that you don’t have a wedding band so he does the first thing that comes to mind ”No problem! You can just send me a DM on Instagram with the theme you want or bits and pieces of things you like and I can work from there. Is there a partner that would like to be involved as well?” There’s a prominent blush on your cheeks now and he sees you watching his mouth before you bite your bottom lip and answers ”No, it’s just us two”.
My first writing!! Please tell me of you want a part 2 💗
#harry styles imagine#harry styles one shot#harry styles fic#harry styles fluff#harry fluff#one direction#harry styles blurb#harry styles fanfiction#harry styles writing#harry styles#harry styles imagines#harry styles angst#harry styles smut#harry styles preferences
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I started writing in my diary again this summer because I realized when I went back to my summerjob and talked with some people I could barely remember anything from last summer, and even the year after the summer
Yeah like if I don’t document my life I wouldn’t remember a single thing now sometimes i rewatch my own ig story archive just to be like omg we did that 😳
#the way my friends have to remind me what we got for homework every single day#i hate being dependent on ppl but its a must now 😔
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#dot#like i know i can ''overcome'' the phobia#im not even that scared of spiders anymore since i started taking the meds#but i also know that exposing myself to the panic and anxiety#is going to suck#and suck hard until it sucks less#and less#and less... until it doesnt suck that much anymore and i can endure it on a daily basis#like im not actively suicidal#its not like when i was depressed and i felt like there just wasnt any other way#i know theres another way but it requires SO MUCH from me#and ive already struggled to get this far#i dont want to have to struggle anymore#im fucking tired#im exhausted#and my family are fantasticly supportive but their patience is going to run out eventually#i applied for a summerjob cause my dad got mad at my sister for not having a job yet#and i got sucked into that anger#but i turned it down#and i havent told him and im not gonna unless he brings it up which i hope he doesnt#im terrified of my dad when he's mad#and for some reason my dumb brain values his opinion super much#even if his opinion on my life shouldnt matter#because its my life#i can fuck it up however i want (and tbh my parents are a big reason i had a horrible start to life)#so like you reap what you sow
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Just gonna list some things that I have to get out of my mind so I can stop feeling depressed and go to sleep
1. I can’t wait for summer so I don’t have to dress like a angsty teenager trying to find their purpose
2. I can’t wait for summer so I can do summer things
3. I can’t wait for summer so I can go run and do workouts outside
4. I’m pretty sure chocolate milk is just cold hot chocolate
5. I actually love to do work or basicly anything that profits me somehow financially but I hate jobb applying and I would give anything for someone to just give a shitty two week summerjob so I could buy myself the 200€ shoes that I’m constantly thinking about and already have the money to buy but after that I wouldn’t have money to buy absolutely anything and I still worry about stuff like that even tho I don’t live on my own and I don’t have to buy my own food and stuff like that
6. If I could have one wish from a genie it would be that I would always find the things I’m looking for from my local trift stores and not online trift stores where I have to pay ecsessively expensive shippings
7. And now that I think about paragraph 6. I’m pretty sure that if that wish would come true I would never have any money and I would actyally just be really sad everytime I’d go trifting cuz I coundn’t buy anything I found
8. I can’t wait for the pandemic to be over so I’m just gonna stay home and only go to the grocerystore and my sports practise whilst wearing a mask of course
9. I’m really not surprised that LA is the covid capitol of literally the whole world when it’s where all the uneducated celebrities with no talent are living
10. I’m pretty convinced that tiktok celebrities (such as the ones that live in LA and have no real talent other than suprisingly poor lipsyncin skills) are only famous because of the pandemic and once the pandemic is over it’s over for them and I’m all here for it
11. I was about to do something incredibly rude but just decided to be responsible and not do it cuz it might offend some one and I wish more people would be like me and think twice before doing something (for example... ehemm... said celebrities)
12. Good night <3
Edit: I have to add couple more things because now that I got all the previous things out of my head my brain started to function a bit more better and I can unravel more stuff that kept me awake last night and also sum stuff that my brain produced while I was brushing my teeth
13. Why I feel like all blonde jokes are about women or at least they are always directed at women
14. Never underestimate people who can’t cook
15. I wish I was my cat
16. I don’t really believe in horoscopes but it’s starting to get suspiscious how well I fit into every single one description of my horoscope that I have ever encountered
17. I think I had one more thing to say but my brain froze again
18. Now, sleep well u <3
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In desperate need of help
I'll first introduce myself;
My name is Sarah (previously Ben), I'm 20 years old, Transgender, diagnosed with PDD-NOS and I'm in severe need of help. I'm not a fan of asking for help from people in general, let alone on social media but...I'm out of options.
Right now I'm following a class for Network and Mediamanagement at the Grafisch Lyceum Rotterdam. It's a school I've always wanted to go to and I'm having the time if my life there. The classes are challenging in a good way, I've gotten praise from multiple teachers for my dedication to the class and how well I've picked up the flow of a normal school.
I'm currently 100% sure I can make it to my second year of this class, and I'm eager to get into this profession since I simply LOVE work in IT. Except there's an issue...I don't have enough money to proceed to the next year even if I have the grades for it.
I've attempted selling my games, collectibles and even stop eating certain meals just to try to get enough money for my next year, but to no avail. The help I'm getting from the government isn't nearly enough either since I still have to pay my monthly fees. Picking up a summer job is also not an option since I'd have to work in a supermarket (since that's the ONLY option as a summerjob in my town), and since really can't handle working in supermarkets due to the amount of 'sparks' I get from there will mentally completely destroy me.
I've asked my family for any help and advice they have, but that only got me so far. I'd feel like a beggar for not giving something back, so I'd like to do something for all of you in return.
I'm also a beginner artist as a hobby of sorts, and I know that people on Tumblr loves art, so I came up with a pretty sweet idea.
For every 50 euro collected I'll make a cute/cool color of a character I'll make a poll for each milestone. You're free to use/edit these as you please, so no need to credit me for them. It's my way to thank you for helping me going to the school I want to follow. You can give any amount of money you want to, so every little bit you give will help me greatly!
The link to donate is right here: https://paypal.me/pools/c/8fODEvWzHT
Again, I'm very sorry for asking such a thing, but I really don't know what else to do. Reshares are also greatly appreciated if you can't support me financially!
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Whenever there’s a new Overwatch event, and the inevitable thirst happens over whatever new skins (Almost wrote sins, appropiately) that are announced, all I can imagine is like... I do a summerjob at a amusement park and for the past two summers we’ve literally had people sleep outside the gates when we’ve had this one band performing at the park so they can get in first in the morning, and then they stay sitting in front of the stage until the evening. And one year my boss walked in when we had our break and said she’d just had to use a waterhose on the girls sitting in front of the stage, in the summerheat, just so they’d not keel over due to overheating.
And that’s how I imagine the OW fanbase when a new event rolls around.
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Hows your name change going? If it's ok to ask
it’s,, not going ghshdgshfsh I still haven’t found the courage to tell my parents hhh bc I just need to let them know abt this before I start doing anything,,,,, sucks bc so far I can only use it here on tumblr, among my online friends, and a very few selected irl friends ://
And now that I got a summerjob I feel like it would confuse everyone if I just walk in one day being like hey I’m Vanja now, it’s official. I don’t wanna make things too hard at this new job???? So even if I might tell my parents, I still wont start anything the official process until like,,, autumn idk
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Summerjob rant
I'm so disappointed in the tasks given to me for this summerjob. LIKE FOR REALZ I expected to get to do something labrelated stuff like a lab scientists get to do like separating blood, taking bloodsamples etc. but then the boss decided to put me in some secretary position becuase someone got sick for a whole month and in desperate need for 2 months and they can't get someone else to do it and like they chose me because I could speak swedish and finnish and somewhat know about these programs/systems.
I didn't even apply for a secretary position for my summerjob in the first place. I'm super confused and it's so unfair to me. It's like applying for a cleaner job and then get a nursing job instead. So many other labworkers did also think that this was unprofessional and unfair and were also very shocked but what can I do? I did complain 😑And I just can't quit summerjob and try finding something else to do since it's too late. I don't like too much customerservice and to do that all day would not be my thing. Also my finnish isn't that very good in my opinion. I can barely explain to customers in finnish how to take different urinetest and look up for tests but as a labworker it's much more practical work like taking bloodtest and analyze them than sitting and orally explaining and talking all day. This is such a big letdown to me as a potential workplace after studies. I might not come back after this summer. Becuase this was not what I applied for. It's like I have to go through pain and shit 2 extra months because someone else got sicko yeah great ... -_- this is so fucked up
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Life update. Exams are almost there. I got a summerjob which I’m starting friday even though I cant work friday due to an exam, so I have to call & have to start saturday instead. Which means my weekends won’t be free anymore. I am living without makeup, just filling in my eyebrows a little. Maybe it’s because I’m tired and maybe I just don’t care anymore. I’m stressing over french the most, I just can’t seem to figure it out. Just thinking about my oral exam frightens me. I have been sick for a week, not sick enough to stay home though. I’ve been looking up nature to calm me down. Maybe this also reflects on my blog. I find solitude in calm images. I deleted my social media, except for tumblr, tumblr doesn’t count. Tumblr is to express not impress, for me. Over all, a lot is happening, i’m trying to live and stay alive. Meet people instead of texting. Waiting for the warm weather to arrive. It’s just a little stormy in my head.
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IHTCW part II
Genre: NonIdol!AU, SummerJob!AU
Part II of
Pairing: OT7 x Reader - focus Yoongi x reader- Namjoon x reader
Summary: You do car wash as a summer job each year. But this year , 7 new employees are added to the mix.
Word Count: 2k
Warnings: angst,fluff,smut
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So apparently taehyung idea worked … which to say the least surprised you a lot.
Everyday since the photoshoot , with the boys , which was two weeks ago now. For which you took the pictures not wanting to be sexualized by some creeps, a ton of groups of girls were coming in and out at every hours of the day , sometimes even going as far as several times a day , apparently not only men could be sexualizing the other gender and be a creep about it. But the boys knew from the start that they’ll be sexualized and were strangely okay with it.
Even you had a hard time not finding them extra hot while doing the photoshoot , you were lucky they staid clothed because you would have been a babbling mess if they did.
Ever since that day you worked much longer than before at the gaz-station being overcome with those new clients. Which meant you were less at home than normal.
Which created a lot of disputes between you and your romantic partner. Tonight had been the last drop for you. They insulted you , so you took the first bag you saw and got some clothes you found not bothering to check what it was and to show it down your bag to take of on your bicycle, getting as far away as possible from this place , you used to call home.
But you really had nowhere to go to be honest. Like most of your friends were living on campus or gone back home to see their relatives for the summer break.
So you drove where you mind took you and it was at Namjoon’s house strangely. You only been there once to help him and the rest of the guys move into this new loft they shared, in was pretty big for students but you figured they had rich families or at least one of them to help them out.
You knocked on the windowed door of the loft trying to make yourself heard but still not wanting to disturb anyone’s sleep surely one of them would still be up right ?
Blue hair came into view and something overtook you , you didn’t cry no. You didn’t need to.
You tears had dry out years ago , right now you wanted to bask into a moment of serenity with whoever could hold you and it was a good thing Namjoon was the one holding you his presence making the silence around you so comfortable and easy to bask into.
You needed this. After what felt several minutes you turned to glance up at him a question on your lips but too tired to ask hoping he would come up with the sentence by himself, he did.
“Do you got a bag to sleep-over ?”
Still being your silent self , too tired of the screams, words and others you made a light sign at your backpack on your bicycle, he understood and leaved the comfort and softness of the hug to go get it for you.
He showed you the way into the house passing by a living room in which Jungkook was sleeping uncomfortably on the couch while facing a lightly blue screens playing some credits of a film .
Namjoon made a shush movement to you, before showing you his bedroom door’s , you remembered from last time.
You entered and the place seemed very calm and like a resting place for your fuzzy mind.
You went to thank Namjoon but saw him going out of his bedroom.
“Were are you going?” You said with a small voice , like a kid getting scared of the monster under their bed.
“I leave you my bed and I’ll took the couch not to disturb you , you look like you could use some sleep.”
“Ple-please don’t … don’t leave me ?” You asked making silent doe eyes over him .
His breath was shortly cut before exhaling and giving in your request . He spread out his magnificent body over the bed and you softly made a sign to ask permission for a cuddle .
He showed you into his chest and for once since a long time your night wasn’t visited by screams and insults. But rather a deep voice and pretty laugh and some blue smoke over it.
The next morning you wake up early , way too early. The harsh 6 am from Namjoon’s alarm clock was staring smugly at you , you tried you really did but no matter what you couldn’t seem to go back to bed . So you leaved the bed and warm embrace of Joon’s arm around you to put a pillow in his arms instead of your frame. With what you hoped was the smallest sounds you tip-toed to the kitchen to pour yourself a glass of water unfortunately for a dark figure was waiting for you causing a high pitch from your lungs joined by the cold stare of the shadow. You heart start to come back to life once you saw that in front of you for no other than Yoongi, looking at you like you grew to heads.
“Sorry didn’t mean to scare you, I mean it’s not like I’m the one standing in your kitchen at 6 am unannounced .”
“Christ Yoongi, you have no idea how much you scared me .”
“Well didn’t think it’ll be that soon I’ll hear you scream because of me.”
You rolled your eyes trying not to look like a deer caught in headlights , it wasn’t really your taste of humor but you knew he just tried to lighten up the mood.
“Subtle as ever , I see.”
“I prefer to be cash with someone who I feel attracted to.”
What? He had to be kidding, or were you dreaming and in reality still in Joon’s arms?
“I fear I did not quite get that.” You swallowed a big breath trying to shake your frozen state away.
“Too bad I hate repeating myself” He winked at you . You stood still blushing and you were thanking the lack of light in that moment, not wanting to be teased further by him.
“So what’s up? Why are you doing in my kitchen at 6 am ? Were you missing me that much?”
It kinda shocked you how this very calm man was being so straightforward something you never thought him to be .
But soon enough a sour expression painted your face remembering why you were here in the first place.
Even though the lack of lights Yoongi saw that.
“Do you want me to help out?”
“There’s nothing to be done , I’m afraid.”
You sighs as you made your way to the sink to serve yourself a glass of water.
“Are you sure?” Yoongi was now right in front of you caging him between his two arms on each sides of your hips while they were resting against the sink.
“I-I don’t-“
“I really want to help you out , I’ll be happy to.” He whispered getting closer to you.
“I don’t get it, what-“
“Do you want me to kiss you?” His lips were a few inches away from yours and you could feel the light scent of his morning shave hitting your nostrils as you took a deep breath in.
“Do you want to kiss me?” You asked not leaving his lips from your glance as he licked them purposefully .
“I was thinking I made that point pretty clear.” At that you lashed out your anger on his lips not, giving him a minute to catch on before colliding your lips on his.
There was something pretty aggressive from you directed towards him, well not him really more to the world and how unfair this all was but you had the sensation that he could get it, that he was somewhat as torn up inside as you were . He responded to the kiss pretty fast . But to your shock his kiss wasn’t rushed at all on the contrary it was barely a peck before he moved away from your lips.
“No matter what brought you here, selfishly I’m happy it happened.” And before you knew it his lips find yours again, just caressing yours , being awfully slow, where yours were being more insistent and wanting to speed up. But the clashing of the both were mixing quite well to your delight.
They was something in the way he wanted to calm you down that was very much needed, as if he was saying sorry to your scars and broken heart, as if he could convince your heart to throb once more for someone new , where you were screaming for violence , he was moving in your wounds trying to stitch them up. He was being so calm and overall confident in the good care he was putting you through that might had thought he could be the cure to it all if you hadn’t been so lied to and putting through toxic relationships for so many years before meeting them.
His long skinny fingers found the hem of your shirt delicately brushing it up over your head , standing aside for a few seconds taking in your braless state in admiration and lust .
He licked his lips once again , his expression looking as blank as ever.
He oh so calmy took off Namjoon’s sweatpants falling on his knees, facing your crotch.
Needless to say you were intimidated to found yourself naked in front of the clothed man.
You yelped when he took a lick at your core and an overdramatic sigh at your taste. You were feeling all the blood leave to your head in that instant, your eyes struggling to stay open when is cold breath fanned over your glistening folds of his saliva.
In over just a minute he was making out loudly with your pussy making it clenched at all the pervert sounds the two combined were making.
The obscene sounds of your whimpers and the sounds of Yoongi’s flat tongue against your core were echoing through the walls of the kitchen, and even if your mind was being transported to another place as the fearless moves Yoongi’s tongue was making you try to resist your instincts to close your legs opting against it , and opening them wider for Yoongi hands to roam against.
This truly was the best cunni you ever had. For once your partner wasn’t afraid to use all of the strength he had to satisfy you and without much help you were cumming against his tongue, he hold you in place as your hips buckled against his face.
That’s when the light of the kitchen lightened up to reveal your fucked out face and Yoongi’s wild hair from your hands scratching up against his scalp.
A blushing Taehyung was standing in the hallway leading to the stairs.
In just over a few seconds you were a babbling mess meetings Taehyung’s shocked eyes.
That’s where something you never expected happened right in front of you.
Yoongi got up licking exaggeratedly his lips to stand in front of him and kiss him hungrily.
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