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Full Moon in Aquarius August 2024: Divine Alignment
There is an upcoming Full Moon in Aquarius on August 19th, 2024. This is no ordinary Full Moon, as it is part of a much larger story that is still unfolding at a collective level as well as in our personal lives. We have been in an era of transformation for the past couple of years as Pluto has slowly moved into Aquarius. It’s no coincidence that this Full Moon is occurring at the…
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Full Moon: Journal Prompts ☽◯☾
There will be a Full Moon on Thursday, October 17th which will be in the sign of Aries. ✨ ♈︎ ✨
💫 This is a good time for taking charge, embracing your individuality, and setting your intentions, especially around personal goals and self-empowerment.
𖥔 ݁˖ 𖥔 ݁˖ 𖥔 ݁˖ 𖥔 ݁˖ 𖥔 ݁˖ 𖥔 ݁˖ 𖥔 ݁˖ 𖥔 ˖ ݁
❤️🔥 1. What new beginnings do I want to manifest in my life, and how can I embody the bold, fearless, and assertive energy of Aries to support these changes? For instance, identifying decisive actions and embracing spontaneity while trusting my instincts.
♥︎ 2. What specific goals do I want to achieve in the coming lunar cycle? Write down actionable steps to pursue them. In other words, what tangible steps can I outline to help manifest my goals? Consider creating a vision board, developing a business plan, or setting a weekly schedule.
❤️🔥 3. What does personal power mean to me? How can I cultivate and express that power in my daily life? For example, personal power might mean having the confidence to speak your truth, so you could practice assertive communication in your conversations. It could also involve setting healthy boundaries, allowing you to prioritize your well-being.
♥︎ 4. What creative project have I been wanting to start or what goals have I been wanting to achieve? During this time, take a moment to reflect on what brings you joy and consider the steps you can take to bring these ideas to life. Ask yourself, how can I harness my passion to make meaningful progress with my projects or goals.
❤️🔥 5. What new experiences or adventures am I eager to explore, and how can I take the first step toward them? Reflect on what excites you and sparks your curiosity. Consider practical actions, such as researching opportunities, signing up for a class, or reaching out to someone who has experience in that area.
♥︎ 6. In what ways do I want to express my true self more fully, and how can I embrace my uniqueness? Reflect on the aspects of your personality, interests, or talents that you wish to share with the world. Think about practical steps, such as trying new forms of self-expression through art, writing, or performance, or engaging in activities that align with your authentic self.
𝔁𝓸𝔁𝓸- 𝓚𝓲𝓴𝓲 ❤️
𝚃𝚒𝚙 𝙹𝚊𝚛 🫙🙏🏿
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Major big themes of my spiritual awakening process:
Emotional healing
Self-discovery
Journaling
Emotional freedom technique
Reading
Healing my ego
Finding who I am
Finding my place in the world
Finding my life's purpose
Working and healing my divine feminine energy: love, emotions, receptive nature, intuition, soul, healing mother wounds, self-nurturing, inner healer, sensitivity, values, creativity, abundance
Working and healing my divine masculine energy: ego, assertiveness, self-confidence, identity wounds, self-expression, healing father wounds
Balance
Transformation
Inner child healing
Shadow work
Light work
Energy
Self-beliefs
Spirituality and finding meanings
Astrology
Inner work
Manifestation
#personal post#my healing journey#my spiritual journey#divine feminine#healing#love#my thoughts#astrology#spirituality#self-belief#energy#light work#shadow work#inner child work#transformation#balance#ego#assertiveness#self-confidence#emotions#sensitivity#mother wounds#father wounds#self-discovery#journaling#reading#life purpose#inner work#identity#eft
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It’s been on my mind lately how men seem to be more infatuated with the idea of me rather than who I truly am. They’re enamored with the fantasy they’ve built around me. But it struck me – am I guilty of the same thing? Whenever I develop feelings for someone, I find myself drawn to the idea of them, crafting an image in my mind that doesn’t always align with reality. In my imagination, they can be anything I want them to be. Yet, once I truly get to know them, I often find myself disappointed and losing interest. What does this say about me?
This self reflection has led me to wonder why I behave this way. Perhaps I yearn for perfection or shy away from vulnerability, leading me to create idealized versions of men. These fantasies might serve as an escape from reality or a way to fulfill unmet desires. Furthermore, idealization can build emotional walls, obstructing the path to authentic intimacy.
In my journey of self-reflection, I’ve also looked into astrology and my birth chart. Venus, the planet of love and attraction, along with the Moon, which represents emotions and nurturing, has provided insights into my approach to romance and emotional fulfillment. Additionally, examining Neptune’s influence on idealism and fantasies, as well as the 7th House, which governs partnerships, has shed light on my tendencies in relationships. Furthermore, exploring the 12th House, associated with hidden realms and subconscious patterns, has uncovered unconscious motivations that influence my interactions. Integrating these astrological insights with my personal reflections has deepened my understanding of my relationship dynamics and offered avenues for growth.
In essence, my journey of self-discovery teaches me that true fulfillment lies in embracing my authentic self and both attracting and building connections based on mutual understanding and acceptance. I long for true love, for someone who can embrace all my seasons and truly see and love me for who I am. Likewise, I aspire to be that person for them—a companion to grow with and draw closer to, navigating life’s journey together.
#personal#wonder#reflection#spilled ink#my writing#relationships#healthy relationships#intimacy#psychology#astrology#healing#self reflection#infatuation#attraction#connections#love#emotional connection#emotional safety#vulnerability#emotional intelligence#self discovery#140424#0424
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This eclipse season had me in a choke-hold and no, not the sexy kind T-T
Go ahead and pick your pile(s) using your favorite method, if you happen to NOT have one then use mine :p
Close your eyes visualize your guides or call on 'em however you do and generate a random number on google. the first number that repeats itself twice or thrice is your pile. You're welcome 🙃
🐾 Pile 1 (left), pile 2 (right), pile3 (below) 🐾
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Pile 1:
I see a clear theme of intense emotional growth for your pile today. You’ve let go of a lot of unhealthy patterns around your emotions, and if you haven’t, this eclipse season is giving you a HARD TIME. If you’ve been feeling stubborn and having difficulty overcoming old bad habits around your emotions—like not feeling them fully or over-intellectualizing your emotions and thinking in your mind that you’ve felt them 😬—OR ANY habit of this nature, then this eclipse might feel incredibly heavy for you, as it’s trying to get you to feel your feelings. Your subconscious is likely putting up one hell of a fight.
As time progresses (timing may vary for each of you lovely people reading), you may find yourself feeling those dark, anxiety-inducing emotions that aren’t so pretty to sit in. You might end up surrendering to these emotions. On the other side of feeling these feelings, you’ll emerge as an emotionally astute and aligned being, truly in tune with yourself and your real desires—none of that ego stuff, but your REAL desires that you might not have known existed. I hear this is a direct blessing. You unlocked this divine blessing of being aligned with yourself by facing your fears of vulnerability and by allowing yourself to feel your emotions.
You may have been afraid of truly facing yourself, and as a result, fell into patterns of self-avoidance and a subsequent avoidance of life itself. But congratulations, pile 1—you will have broken this toxic learned pattern by the end of the eclipse season!
You’ll find a new path starting to show itself, which will be different from the one you’ve been on so far. This new path seems much lighter and more promising than your current or previous one. It will lead you to further unlock more of your true potential, and therefore, more joy.
I’m so happy for you, pile 1! But I’m also sending you love and light because the road you’ll take to reach this lighter path will be gruesome, to say the least. I’ll be rooting for you :)
Thanks for reading 🫂 See ya!
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Pile 2:
First of all, before I even begin with the main stuff, y’all are as intuitive as can be! You are very connected with spirit and have done a good job navigating this eclipse, no matter how difficult it may have been.
Your main theme for this eclipse season is the opening of your third eye. Gosh, pile 2, did you feel incredibly ungrounded through this eclipse season? Did you get any sleep at all, or did you sleep way too much? If you did, it was likely a symptom of your third eye opening. This eclipse season would have pushed you to connect with spirit more than usual, and I see you doing this really well. But your physical life might have taken a hit due to the heightened energy around your third eye, so you may have struggled with discipline, routine, or anything mundane. Spirit wants to let you know that this is also a symptom and that it’s temporary. You’ll find your footing in the 3D after the eclipse season is done messing with you
Opening your third eye comes with serious shadow work, though, and I see that you’ve aced it! It must’ve been extremely physically draining and taxing, so rest whenever you can and try to prioritize sleeping well and eating properly. Take care of your physical vessel during this period of intense expansion and transformation. I see you’ve overcome a lot of mental agony and pain around unhelpful beliefs and such. Unhealthy mental patterns have been dealt with! You are currently going through a mental glow-up of sorts, and it feels like stepping into foreign territory since you’ve lived with these beliefs for so long. Now you’re being asked to face your fear of the unknown and sit in the uncomfortable grey area of this transition. Again, this discomfort is fully temporary, so remind yourself of that to increase your resilience during this time. :)
That’s all I have for you, pile 2. Sending you so much love, light, and expansion! You’re doing great, sweetie 🫂
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Pile 3:
This eclipse has really challenged you to step into your faith in spirit. You might have come face-to-face with your need for control, which could have caused your heart to get blocked. You may have also blocked out your intuition as well. As a result, this eclipse may have brought these issues up and given you a hard time when things didn’t happen according to your plans or how you wanted things to play out. It might have felt like the universe was against you. I’m so sorry, pile 3—it’s not an easy energy to sit in. Your strength may have really been tested, too. You might have felt like there was a shroud of darkness around you, but all the universe was trying to do was get you out of your head and into your heart.
That can be extremely scary and triggering for you (perhaps because of past trauma that you need to look into), which is why you may have felt like pure darkness was surrounding you. Spirit was simply putting you in the energy that needed to be healed—nothing more. By the end of this eclipse season, you will have achieved a beautiful balance between your mind and your heart. You’ll feel more comfortable co-creating with spirit and might even consider dabbling in manifestation methods. Ever heard of Neville Goddard? You might want to look into his work if you’re particularly interested in diving into the world of manifestation. His work unites the mind and the heart in a way that’s easy for most people in the modern world to learn this art.
That’s all I have for you today, pile 3 😁 Sending you loads of love, light, and hope that you find this beautiful balance sooner rather than later ✨️
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🌛That feeling of success when the Moon is doing its monthly or couple monthly (depending on the aspect) difficult round with a slower moving planet that it’s been interacting with in those annoying ways significant to your chart for months… but, hold up 🧐 you can’t even tell this time! 😌
Astrology can bring proof of emotional healing progress. ❤️🩹
#the Moon has been square Saturn🪐 today?! ♊️♓️#coulda fooled me this is the best mood I’ve had in a while but this transit has previously announced itself with sheer desperation!#astrology#astrology observations#astrology transits#saturn in pisces#moon in gemini#Moon square Saturn#emotional healing#spiritual healing#moon in astrology#pisces rising
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Finally Introducing Myself to The World With a Blog (๑˃̵ᴗ˂̵)
"What's the purpose of this blog?"
I created this blog to hopefully motivate me to start writing again. Whether that be short stories, journaling, or something new to me like headcanons or fanfiction—I want to tap into my creativity again.
"Who are you?"
My online name is Ro; I go by he/him pronouns, I'm demisexual and a trans male. I've figured a lot about myself due to my hunger for knowledge, but there's still more to discover. Part of me still doesn't know who I am. Would you like to stick around and discover with me?
"What are you into? Any fandoms you enjoy?"
Yes! Sit down, because this is long. (sorry in advance)
Shows I enjoy; Gravity Falls, Madoka Magica, Bungou Stray Dogs, Jujutsu Kaisen (need to watch it more), Black Butler, Digital Circus and Murder Drones, Orhan Highschool Host Club (is that how it's spelt?), Blue Exorcist, Helluva Boss, Mandela Catalog, The Boiled One, The Backrooms, The Rolling Giant, Local 58, GREYLOCK, etc.
Games I enjoy; Obey Me! and Obey Me! Nightbringer, Blooming Panic, Roblox, FAITH: The Unholy Trinity, Mushroom Oasis, Twisted Wonderland, Dead Plate, Project Sekai, Honkai: Star Rail, Soundmap, etc.
Music Artists I frequently listen to; Poppy, Ashnikko, Billie Eilish, LuLuYam, Jazmin Bean, Megan Thee Stallion, Kendrick Lamar, Chappell Roan, Elita, MARINA, Bo Burnham, Sofia Isella, Charli xcx, Hatsune Miku, Night Club, Green Day, etc.
Topics I enjoy learning about / discussing; The meaning of life, spirituality, human design, astrology, numerology, tarot, paganism, architecture, analog horror, liminal spaces, the cosmos, psychology, philosophies, etc.
"Who do you NOT want interacting with your blog?"
(Keep in mind that my DNI list contains everything here and more. There will be updates and additions if needed.)
Please DNI if you
Are; ableist, anti-feminist, sexist, or racist
Are; homophobic, or transphobic
Are; on the far-right side of the political spectrum / support trump, pro-life / anti-abortion, and anything else in that circle
Enjoy; loli content, proshipping, and anything else in that circle
Plan to ask me about; drugs, drinking, politics, etc.
Are; a blank account (no blog name or no pfp)
"What's the spiritual side of you? Do you practice anything? Are you interested in doing so?"
At this moment, I don't practice anything. But I'm very interested in pagan practices atm.
In Astrology, I am a Virgo sun, Cancer moon, and Aries rising.
On a more detailed level, here is my chart:
This is my reading from this website!
In human design; I am a Manifesting Generator.
Got my chart at this website!
If you made it this far, THANK YOU! ╰(*´︶`*)╯
It means a lot to me that you took time out of your day to read up about me—some guy behind a screen.
Send me an ask about any questions you have; topics you want to nerd out about to someone, fun facts you've learnt, fanfiction or headcannon requests about fandoms I'm in (I'll try my best to make them atleast readable—I'll probably be very nervous LOL), something you need to vent about, how your day went, anything!
I'd love to meet the kind person who read my introduction(╹◡╹)♡
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First Quarter Moon in Scorpio: A Time for Transformation and Determined Action
The First Quarter Moon in Scorpio is a time for transformation and determined action. Dive deep into your emotions, confront challenges, and embrace change as you harness the power of this intense lunar phase. #FirstQuarterMoon #Scorpio #Transformation
#astrology#Astrology Blog#emotional healing#First Quarter Moon#lunar phases#moon rituals#Personal Growth#Scorpio#Shadow Work#Transformation
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Full Moon in Capricorn July 21, 2024: Karmic Closure
There is a Full Moon on July 21st, 2024, occurring in the 29th degree of Capricorn. This is a continuation of the story that started with the last Full Moon on June 21st that occurred in the first degree of Capricorn. The occurrence of two consecutive Full Moons in the same sign is rare and gives us an interesting energy to work with. This is a period of major karmic endings and new beginnings as…
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New Moon: Journal Prompts (Scorpio) ˚☾⋆
There will be a New Moon on Friday, November 1st which will be in the sign of Scorpio. ✦ ♏︎ ✦
This is a good time for transformation, introspection, and embracing your passions. Focus on uncovering hidden truths, building emotional resilience, and setting intentions that align with your true desires. ✨ 𖣠 ✨
🧬⚕️🕯 🧬⚕️🕯 🧬⚕️🕯 🧬⚕️🕯 🧬⚕️🕯
✩ 1. In what ways can I celebrate my individuality while embracing transformation? For instance, I could explore new hobbies or creative outlets that reflect my unique interests and talents, or identify and affirm the qualities that define who I am while remaining open to change.
✩ 2. What hidden truths about myself am I ready to uncover? This could involve reflecting on past experiences that have shaped my beliefs, exploring patterns in my relationships, or identifying fears that have held me back.
✩ 3. What steps can I take to enhance my emotional intelligence and better understand my own feelings as well as those of others? How can I put myself in their shoes to gain a deeper understanding? In what ways can I relate my own experiences to theirs to foster empathy?
✩ 4. What fears am I willing to confront during this transformative period? For instance, I could explore fears related to failure, rejection, or stepping out of my comfort zone. I might also consider how these fears have influenced my decisions and relationships. What actions can I take to face these fears head-on and use them as catalysts for growth?
✩ 5. What do I need to release in order to make space for new beginnings? For instance, I could let go of limiting beliefs that hold me back, relationships that no longer serve me, or habits that hinder my growth. Also, reflecting on any emotional baggage or unresolved issues that weigh me down.
𝔁𝓸𝔁𝓸- 𝓚𝓲𝓴𝓲 🔮
𝙼𝚘𝚛𝚎 𝚒𝚗𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚖𝚊𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗 𝚘𝚗 𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚍𝚒𝚗𝚐𝚜 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚖𝚢 𝚊𝚛𝚝 𝚒𝚜 𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚜𝚘𝚘𝚗—𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚢 𝚝𝚞𝚗𝚎𝚍! ☺️
𝚃𝚒𝚙 𝙹𝚊𝚛 🫙🙏🏿
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Tonight, I’ve been captivated by the mysterious allure of the night sky and the nearly full moon. Its beauty is truly stunning, casting a mesmerizing glow that fills me with wonder. Yet, amidst this breathtaking sight, I can’t help but feel the weight of emotions stirring within me. The approaching full moon in Scorpio seems to amplify every feeling. These past few days have been moments of introspection, tears, exhaustion, and a desire to withdraw from the world.
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Saturday morning, I woke up to an unexpected text message from someone from my past, a person I hadn’t heard from in a year or two. I was intrigued as I read his words. I answered his message, curious about what made him reach out after all this time. He told me he had a dream about me, stirring emotions I thought I had buried deep. I managed to stay calm and asked him what happened in the dream.
He described a scene where he was sharing personal thoughts, discussing his life with me. It felt good and relaxing—a comforting experience after a long period, he said. Hearing this brought back a flood of memories—both joyful and painful—reminding me of the complex dance of emotions we shared in our long-distance situationship.
Looking back, our relationship was a delicate fabric of dreams and fantasies, bound together by a longing that often felt unattainable. I remember the early days, the thrill of our late-night conversations where we bared our souls, each word laced with hope and desire. Yet, as time passed, the reality of our situation crept in, revealing the shadows beneath the surface. I realized I was often drawn into a cycle of hope and disappointment, chasing a mirage that never truly materialized. I had learned the hard way that sometimes we create fantasies that don’t align with reality.
After it ended, I promised myself I wouldn’t pursue relationships with men who were emotionally unavailable and from that cultural background again, nor would I engage in long-distance relationships. The emotional toll was too heavy, and the rigid expectations placed on women felt suffocating. I yearned for the freedom to express myself and live authentically without the constraints of tradition weighing me down. So when the text arrived, I felt a whirlwind of emotions—nostalgia, sadness, and the lingering whispers of what could have been.
As we continued to chat, he revealed that he was now married to his cousin, an arrangement orchestrated by his family. Hearing about his marriage reminded me of the patterns I had worked so hard to break free from in both my family and past romantic relationships. He talked about his new life with a sense of defeat, implying that his happiness didn’t really matter—what was important was his family’s satisfaction. Before that, he expressed regret for the way things unfolded between us, saying I was the best woman he ever met and that he had lost me. I couldn’t help but feel sympathy for his wife; it’s a delicate situation to navigate when a partner reflects on their past in such a way, and a reminder of how easily emotional boundaries can be crossed. I’m thankful I’m not in her position, and it struck me how easily that could have been my reality.
Yet, as I reflect on this journey, I can’t deny that a wave of nostalgia washed over me. I think about the fantasy we built together—a virtual escape from our realities, woven with hopes and dreams of an intertwined future. It was a beautiful illusion, and I felt a profound heartbreak when it came to an abrupt end. I still vividly remember the anguish of those nights, crying uncontrollably, desperately calling him while he remained silent, leaving me without an explanation or the courtesy of a goodbye. That experience mirrored the deepest wounds of my past, echoing the pain of my mother’s sudden absence during my teenage years. He knew this part of my story yet chose to replicate that abandonment, which cut even deeper. It’s an unsettling feeling when someone’s actions resurrect old traumas, reminding me just how sensitive those core parts of me still are.
Reflecting on my journey, I realize just how far I’ve come. The hurt he caused me, along with the emotional chaos, forced me to confront myself. This experience brought out the worst in me at times—towards him, but perhaps more towards myself. I learned through therapy and self-reflection that my value is not determined by how others perceive or treat me; my worth lies in how I view and feel about myself. Embracing the process of loving and caring for myself deeply, I have emerged stronger and more resilient. It’s fascinating how people from our past often resurface at the moment we’ve finally moved on and solidified our boundaries, reminding us of the growth we’ve achieved.
As I navigated these emotions, I also felt a profound sense of relief. I believe this whole experience with him reaching out was meant to show me that I was divinely protected from a life and dynamic that would have led to deep unhappiness. I really feel like I dodged a bullet—perhaps even literally. The strict expectations surrounding women in his culture would never align with my independent lifestyle. It also doesn’t completely align with how I was raised. Sure, my parents had a similar cultural and strict background, but it wasn’t as strict as his. Growing up in the West shaped me into an independent woman who thinks and acts for herself, and I cherish my freedom. Yesterday, I felt a wave of relief wash over me. I used to think I could make it work with him, but now I see it clearly: I would have never fit into his world, and they would never have accepted me for who I am.
Astrologically, this relationship highlighted important emotional patterns and life lessons. With his South Node and Lilith falling in my 12th house, where I have Pluto, the connection had a deeply karmic undertone, often making it feel like we were working through unresolved issues from another time. This placement highlighted powerful themes of transformation and healing, suggesting that our bond would trigger profound introspection and spiritual awakening. This has definitely been the case for me, as I was pushed to confront my fears and unacknowledged parts of myself. The intensity of our connection, though sometimes liberating, also resurfaced past traumas that required healing. With Pluto in Capricorn nearing the end of its 16-year journey and set to transition into Aquarius in November, there’s a clear sense of closing old chapters and stepping into new beginnings. The fact that this reflection came just before the autumn equinox, a time symbolizing balance and transition, feels significant. Additionally, with Libra season now beginning—a sign tied to relationships and harmony—it feels like a cosmic reminder to fully embrace the balance I’ve found within myself. The ongoing Libra-Aries eclipse series, now approaching its final stages, resonates with my Libra rising and 7th house in Aries, emphasizing themes of relationships, balance, and personal growth as I reflect on the lessons from this chapter of my life.
As I move forward, I embrace my journey with confidence. I don’t know what the future will bring; life can be unpredictable. While I may cry or feel dramatically defeated at times, with so much fire and air in my natal chart, it can be challenging to stay calm. However, I trust in my fiery strength to guide me through. Above all, I know that God always has my back and that I’m being divinely guided and protected, even if I don’t see it in the moment. Afterward, it always makes sense. I am capable of navigating whatever lessons come my way, and each past version of me has contributed to the courage and resilience I embody today. Although my life may not be what I once envisioned, I can look in the mirror and be proud of the strength and wisdom I’ve gained.
#personal#my writing#healing#relationships#emotions#love#romance#long distance relationship#situationships#trauma#mental health#cultural differences#arranged marriage#emotional intelligence#unhealthy relationships#toxic behavior#God#divine guidance#divine protection#astrology#spilled ink#spilled thoughts#reflections#karmic relationships#karmic#mhsn#210924#230924#0924
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