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Saturday, 1 March, 2025

Divine Feminine energy radiates from reconnection with the soul.

Dark Feminine energy radiates from reclaimed inner power.

Light Feminine energy radiates from rediscovered gentle strength.

~ @feminiel

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Friday, 28 February, 2025

People can tell you knowledge about youself that is your truth (some people can see you more than you can see yourself), but if you—first—don't feel it in all your being, believing in it, you will not be able to truly connect with it. ~ @feminiel

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Being your own guide implies following your inner authority, believing in your self-sovereignty, and regulating your emotions.

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Wednesday, 26 February, 2025

I'm glad that I know enough about the language of astrology to learn about what might be my deep wounds. Astrology has been very helpful for me since the beginning. My natal chart can point out my deepest wounds and weaknesses. With my intuition, I can feel and acknowledge what feels right and what I should give more attention to in my natal chart. My Moon, being my emotional world, is the basis of everything. Chiron, my deepest wounds help me align with my authenticity. Pluto is where power struggles play out in my life, which I think is important to be aware of because I am working on empowering and transforming myself. ~ @feminiel

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Saturday, 22 February, 2025

It's remarkable how, when you work on healing your deep wounds, many things begin to make more sense and become clearer—especially in how you understand your emotional world. When my feelings get clearer, I feel more powerful. I feel empowered by the clarity of understanding them better because it helps me uncover more of myself, my past, and what was previously unconscious. My true feelings are what enhance the light of my inner self. It makes sense that shedding clarity on my darkness reveals my inner power because I feel I am truly owning myself. I now have the power to make wiser decisions and choices for myself. I can rule and trust myself. ~ @feminiel

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Friday, 21 February, 2025

I'm thinking about the time before my dark night of the soul, how much I was out of touch with who I am. I was trying to be someone that I thought others find validating, acceptable, and approved. I was someone who I think others would like. I was someone that didn't feel good in their own skin at all. I was more concerned with what others think of me than what I think of myself.

What I find a little funny is that I believed that knowing myself was not important and was not necessary. (It was just an excuse to not face myself.) I was being someone that I think I was but was not. And even if sometimes I would feel a little glimpse of my true self, I would reject a big part of it.

For example, I have always felt drawn to spirituality, astrology, and self-development, but I would have never felt able to show that side of me to anyone and accept it completely within me. I couldn't even talk about myself. I just didn't know what to say about me to others—there was nothing on me I could feel comfortable enough sharing. The lack of Self in every sense of the word was huge. I was wounded at the core of my true identity and worth.

Looking back and comparing where I am now, despite all the pain, struggle and hard work, I can see now that my journey is a beautiful one.

I was looking to be me through what is outside of me instead of looking within. But when you start looking within, that's when everything truly changes and shifts the false reality you were living in. There's more inside of us then we can imagine and comprehend. ~ @feminiel

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Thursday, 20 February, 2025

I'm tired. Tired of feeling like I sometimes need to hide what makes me shine because I fear that people may get jealous. Some people really can't stand your light and your gifts. They want to destroy them. What they don’t realize is that it’s exactly this kind of light that could help them the most. They want to destroy what would help them be a better version of themselves. How ironic. ~ @feminiel

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Thursday, 20 February, 2025

Being in the presence of or connected with someone who can see, validate, understand, and accept your darkness is a true gift. The feeling they give you is truly healing. When you are in a relationship with this kind of individual, they encourage you to truly see yourself, and if you need to change or transform, you do so on your own because you feel safe. Sometimes, all you need is someone who truly sees you and, despite everything, still holds love for you. ~ @feminiel

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Thursday, 20 February, 2025

Being the black sheep of the family is hard and heavy. You feel invalidated constantly, and you sound like you are crazy. Feelings of invalidation and misunderstanding are high. Communication and expressing your true self are very difficult. You don't feel understood at all. You feel not seen and heard. I think I have always felt this way, but now the perspective has changed. Plus, now that I am more aware of life, of emotions, of wounds, and of certain psychological matters, it makes the whole thing even more deeply painful. ~ @feminiel

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Thursday, 20 February, 2025

Writing for me is not just about expressing myself; it’s also a way to release emotions that feel impossible to let out otherwise. Because of people's limited emotional state, it becomes a real challenge to communicate and have a mature emotional exchange. Right now, this is exactly how I feel. It makes me feel powerless and invalidated when I can’t have a heart-to-heart conversation with them. I don’t know where to put my anger and resentment, so I write in the hope that it brings me even a small portion of the emotional freedom I need.

Ideally, it’s best to distance yourself from people who don’t serve your best interests emotionally. It means that you’re not compatible with them, that you’re not meeting each other at the same level of connection. But what if that person is a member of your immediate family? You still have to deal with them one way or another.

The best thing I can do, I think, is to reinforce my boundaries, protect myself in the ways I feel capable, and try to understand and forgive. Well, at least, that’s my case. Honestly, I wish I could leave them for good so I could finally feel like I own my life, that my life belongs only to me, and that I can truly rule myself. But I wonder—if I did cut them off completely, would I truly feel free? I would still have to deal with the emotional baggage from my past.

So, if I want things to change, I need to make it happen—right here, right now, with where I am. My past will follow me wherever I go, so in some way, I think I’m where I need to be. I just don’t always know how to move forward or what to do next. ~ @feminiel

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True power comes from our being, not from doing.

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Tuesday, 18 February, 2025

I feel like when I am working and healing my self-worth wounds, I am also healing the worth of the Divine Feminine so I can be a channel and mirror of Divine Feminine value and Feminine worth. I feel an inner calling to make the Divine Feminine shine in her full right. To make the Goddess energy within awaken and rise again. ~ @feminiel

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Divine feminine energy is the gateway to your True Nature–your Love self, the Divine within you.

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You are the love you wish to experience and receive.

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Let the Divine Feminine within you be your authority!

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Friday, 14 February, 2025

Being able able to trust others comes with being able to trust yourself first. When you trust yourself, you know that whatever happens from the outside, you will have yourself to make you feel secure and protected. Your self-trust helps keep you away from situations and people who may want to harm you. That’s why self-trust comes first—it is the inner guidance of your intuition, choices, decision-making, and discernment that you need to believe above everything and everyone else. Then, you can rely on yourself—you can depend of you to take care of you and to support you. Trust begins within and expands outward. ~ @feminiel

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Thursday, 13 February, 2025

It's my 1 year anniversary on Tumblr and it was a happy one! 🥳

It's been one year now that I started this journal-blog, and I can say with certainty that I LOVE writing my soul out. It's the medium, for me, to express my creative energy. Writing for me has been very healing for my creativity, self-expression, and my emotions. It is also illuminating for the discovery of being and my purpose. I feel deeply connected with my true self, with my true energy, when I write. It's like I can truly give voice to my soul when I write and I feel I'm in the flow.

Around 2019-2020, I had a feeling—my intuition was telling me to start writing my thoughts, my perspectives, and everything else my intuition is guiding me to write, but I got the courage and strength to begin only last year. The reason being that I carried many fears and wounds around creativity and expressing myself, so it took me a while before I could truly jump in. Writing is helping me a lot on my healing journey. When I started I didn't even know I was able to write as such and as much. Plus, English is not the language I originally learned to write in, so I do have to put a little more effort than usual. But I don't mind, because somehow, English is the language that I feel most comfortable writing in.

I learn and grow every day, and I try to write something almost daily about what inspires me in the moment, what's on my mind, or what is going on. I also started writing here because I feel an inner calling to share what life wants me to experience on this one-lifetime journey. I hope my words and the energy that I offer have helped readers in the ways they needed on their own personal journeys. Bonus points for me—because when we teach and help others, we also teach and help ourselves. It goes both ways.

I am truly grateful for everyone who reads, likes, reblogs my posts, and follows this blog. Thank you so much! Without all of you, my writing, healing, spiritual journey wouldn’t be the same—it makes all the difference. ~ @feminiel