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Demetri’s mom would post this about him at some point akvrsychrx
Reading reviews of loft beds and dawn is absolutely dragging her son on here instead of reviewing the product. Howling
#He WOULD make a gaming troll cave in his room#He would also fully hope his mom would drop food through a hole in the floor so he wouldn’t have to move#Effort hating king#he probably got a concussion from karate at some point#And it somehow made him even more irritating to deal with#demetri alexopoulos#demetri cobra kai
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Sans x you week Day 1: Fallen King
Event hosted by @sansxyouweek 💞💞
#myart#undertale#sans#self insert#well#kind of lol#I’d prefer to just draw myself tbh#but I’m terrified at the idea of my irl people seeing my art and recognising me somehow 🤣🤣#at least my self insert art aksjndnejs#anyways#I hate backgrounds and it’s late so this is probably the most effort background I’ll ever do for a non painting#so I’m happy with it 💪💪💯💯🔥🔥#enjoy a very lonely (ex)king!
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Last year in June I made a HK version of Dr Eggman's Twitter Announcement, but due to lazyness I never fully converted everything into png because I accidentally used tiff, so I couldn't post it here due to tumblr not supporting that file. But I was looking through my files, and decided to finally post this trainwreck of a meme. Enjoy.
Also, tw: suggestive. About as suggestive as the original video. And its probably lore inaccurate. I just couldn't think of more fitting HK characters to make this with
#tw: suggestive#sorry not sorry#hollow knight#not lore accurate#stupid post#pale king#hk meme#im not putting this in more main tags#low effort#what the hell is this#i hate this#if this post is gonna get me banned#then so be it#in hindsight#i think the dreamrealm would've worked better than pharloom#unfortunatly im too lazy to change it#so ig it makes a bit less sense now
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The pendragon trinity
#merlin bbc#merlin fandom#uther pendragon#fuck uther#bad parenting#i hate him#he is funny#goblins gold#merlin show#bbc merlin#king of camelot#digital art#low effort#merlin fanart#fanart#morgana#morgan le fay#bbc morgana#arthur and morgana#morgana and arthur#pedragon family#morgana pendragon#arthur pendragon#donkey arthur#handsome squidward#my art
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sunshine court no context
#i'm sorry... i couldnt stop thinking of this meme while reading the beginning#lemme find the line that really set it in for me... ok it was 'have fun whoring your way to the top of another line-up you useless bitch'#the raven hate mail game was insane#anyways yea i just spent like 3 hours straight reading tsc and yes i just finished it#the sunshine court#the sunshine court spoilers#all for the game#nora sakavic#also neil continuing the time-honored tradition of murdering rapists at the end of the book was iconic. king#i need to reread the og trilogy sighhhh the second book is a lil hard for me to get thru though#but i liked this one a ton. all the characters felt very real#i liked the choice to make the trojans not all sunshine and rainbows but have to make an effort to keep up that appearance#and also oml these bitches are worried about jean ruining their reputation when they have LUCAS on the lineup ? yall have bigger problems..#thats a joke i just think lucas is a bitch#i was also surprised by jean ending up pan vs jeremy just gay because the fandom characterization has always been the opposite#but yknow what i like it a lot#tempted to put a whole book review right in these tags but i won't#aftg //#tsc spoilers#tsc
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John Winchester's Denethor Swag
In My Time of Dying x Return of the King
#op#shamefully high effort#spnedit#lotrnatural#supernatural#spn#in my time of dying#john winchester#sam winchester#dean winchester#the lord of the rings#return of the king#denethor#faramir#john#sam#dean#spn s2#lotredit#they hate a bitch with curtain bangs#id in alt
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An analysis on gender and sexuality - Blue Sargent
Hi! This belongs to my big Raven Cycle analysis, click here for the masterpost!
This part will deal with our favorite short ant, Blue Sargent. A sort of silly but still intentional analysis/essay on why I think she's nonbinary, where I go off on random tangents because i have adhd and access to the internet. Enjoy! (This will be so fucking long though, I had Thoughts)
3. Trust me, the characters are queer as fuck and I can prove it (+ my professional opinion on whether they’d wear a crop top)
a) Blue Sargent
Look. No matter how I look at this entire character, there’s simply no way Blue is not genderfluid. (The fluid is one of Maura’s footy healing teas btw.) And I am here to spread the agenda and force my own identity onto fictional characters so that after you have read this analysis and interpretation, you will agree with me on my correct opinion.
To begin with, there is this entire theme of not fitting in and dressing in an “unusual” way. It becomes very evident that Blue is really proud of being weird and eccentric, this displayed in attitudes towards her mom, the boys and her internal monologue about Mountainview High. She does not want to fit in if it means changing for others, yet she says “the problem with being weird was that everyone else was normal”. This could possibly be a metaphor for being trans; being proud of it, yet being only surrounded by cis people, who conform to all those societal gender norms. It means one would feel sort of isolated (as Blue does mention she is), not being able to relate to or feel deeply understood by anyone in their environment.
Additionally, alternative fashion (or at least that’s how I would describe her aesthetic in general) has quite typically been claimed by queer people. I know this is a lot of interpretation here, and it’s worth mentioning that you absolutely cannot tell someone’s gender by how they present on the outside. However, the evidence gets stronger as we dive deeper. If we look at her fashion sense together with the statement of “I don’t care to be pretty, I care to look on the outside as I do on the inside.”, it sends quite a clear message: Her outside is very jumbled, not conforming to societal norms, a mix of many different styles that seems to change its focus daily. In my opinion, that’s pretty gender of her. If that’s how she presents on the outside (which is not traditionally “female”, among other things I just mentioned), just think about what that would mean for her inside. It’s chaotic, it’s messy, it’s just a lot of things. It’s called being genderfluid.
The second big theme we have is her constantly being treated as “one of the boys”. And yes, of course cis girls can be friends with large groups of boys (and the other way around) but it is quite rare or unusual, especially if all of them are straight (so my point is this: Blue is not cis and also the boys are all queer, more on that later). Either way, Blue defies traditional gender norms and “girly” hobbies by taking part in fun teambuilding activities such as cave exploring, trespassing, grave robbery and burying a body. We stan.
Then we have this quote, which is talking specifically about Blue truly being part of the group for the first time: “They were loud and triumphant and kings of Henrietta.” Now, while kings are a theme that is quite consistent throughout the books, each of the boys and Mr. Gray being called one at least once in significant scenes of their character arcs, by that time it is not yet that established. There would have been so many other words for Maggie Stiefvater to use. First of all, kings and queen, though that would be a bit unwieldy. She chose not to alienate Blue. But there were other alternatives, something not quite so gendered, such as royals, or gods even. Yet, that specific wording happened, showing she is in no way other than the boys. And maybe in that scene she really wasn’t, feeling more masculine that day perhaps.
Furthermore, “whatever her identity crisis was, it seemed to live at home, not with the boys”, meaning she does feel alienated around all those women, but she does somehow fit in with the boys. Yes, this is also a teen thing of being misunderstood by parents while identifying a lot with peers, but when what she rejects is femininity and she seems to embrace masculinity, it’s a bit sus, don’t you think? And then lastly it’s not only the Gangsey, but also the Vancouver crowd as well, a group of boys held together by somehow being different than the rest of Aglionby (if I remember correctly), that she feels immediately at home with.
Next, there are the 300 Fox Way women. As we just established, Blue feels a sort of identity crisis in this house filled with women. She does not fit in, because she is the only one without any psychic abilities, meaning she is already “other”, but there is a clear focus on showing how she is so, so loved, by her direct family (like Maura) but also the others (Calla, Persephone) have accepted her as one of their own. Now, what if she was also genderqueer? Wouldn’t that give her one more reason to be different, while simultaneously putting emphasis on the fact that trans people can and deserve to be loved by their families?
I saved the strongest evidence for last (well, sort of, there’s still more to come actually). The following quote is the ultimate confirmation Blue is not female. As she, the Gangsey and some of her family group together in the kitchen, she says there were “three boys, four women, and one Blue”! Here she is specifically not assigned either of the aforementioned genders, not grouped together with the 300 Fox Way women in a “five women, Blue being one of them” manner and also not one of the boys in this scene. This might be an age issue (like how for months I wasn’t sure if I dislike both the terms “woman” and “girl” being used for me because of age or gender), but the scene could have easily said “women, boys and one teenage girl”, focusing on groups divided by age and gender like the original intention might seem to be. And yet it didn’t.
Now for some more quotes. After some guy from her school draws a penis on the unicorn on her binder, she says “she preferred her unicorns ungendered”. For the reasons already listed I deduce that, much like the unicorn, Blue prefers herself ungendered.
“She felt one thousand years old. She also felt like maybe she was a condescending brat.” is of course supposed to show how contradicting growing up can feel, perception of oneself flickering between being terribly grown up and still being a little child, who cannot know anything. I would also argue, though, that this duality can be quite reminiscent of her gender identity, feeling like multiple, supposedly contrasting, things at once. As an additional afterthought, the theme of being ageless is sometimes associated with omniscient beings, detached from being human, such as deities. Another thing that would be quite typical for gods, especially when they are so apart from society, is being genderless, or having a gender that fluctuates. Some examples for this would be Dionysus, Loki or the ancient genderfluid entity Asushunamir, stemming from the mythology of one of humanity’s first civilizations, Mesopotamia.
Then, naturally, we have other people’s perception of her. While she probably has been described as a girl in quite a few instances in the book (one of them being Henry, though before he really knew her), to me it sticks out that she describes herself as a “sensible teen”, not a sensible girl, though that might have made even more sense in the context of not going around kissing random boys (but yes, let’s be honest, that’s some antiquated slut-shaming, people can kiss as many consenting people as they like). Further instance is that Gansey says “Blue was a fanciful, but sensible thing. Like a platypus, or one of those sandwiches […]”. Like, he goes out of his way to not describe her as a girl in that scene, instead drawing weird-ass comparisons. Now, while calling his friends magnificent creatures is totally his thing (maybe Gansey rejects gendered terms and embraces silly greetings), this did seem intentional to me. Not to mention the obvious parallel of platypuses being mammals but laying eggs, somehow combining different species. Despite reproducing differently than “normal” mammals (also having different sexual organs), they are still recognized as such, and if that isn’t very trans rights of them, I don’t know what is. (Yes I know being a mammal is not derived from reproductive organs and this is probably all somewhat wrong, but I am relying heavily on metaphors here and also I dropped Biology.)
Now as a last thing I chose the entire theme of “something more”. If I’m not mistaken, “something more” is important for every other character as well (I specifically remember Henry), but it begins with Blue and seems to be most relevant to her either way. As I’m writing this I realize so much of the evidence I have collected can also be read under points of view of growing up, but still fits her gender, showing not only that Blue is pretty reminiscent of how teenagers feel, how things in their lives contradict, but also that we come to realizations about our own gender as we grow up, whether it’s realizing at five, fifteen or fifty years old, self-discovery is an ongoing process. So “something more” is absolutely about her future, but it might also relate to her gender being something more than simply female, more than the binary dictates.
If you read this entire series with the opinion that Blue is not cis (like I do! And like my real life friends hopefully will after reading this J), there are masses of hints pointing towards it and creating evidence. Smash the cis-tem.
By now I’ve made my point about her gender pretty clear, so now it’s time to point out that Blue isn’t straight either. First of all, if she does not confirm to either of the binary genders, she cannot, in any way, be heterosexual, but either way, there’s just no way she’s straight.
Now, if you read this essay (? analysis? meta deep-dive?), you will soon be convinced that her entire friend group is queer somehow, which absolutely accounts for something because I can confirm, from real life experience, that queer people seem to flock towards each other. I will admit that we don’t really see her interact with many female characters outside of family (yes I will admit this is a red flag, but I promise the book passes the Bechdel test), but the vibes she gives off are clearly m-spec.
Additionally, because I am always looking for some representation of my own identity, Blue could potentially be somewhere on the aro-ace spectrum. This isn’t shown super strongly, especially since she does get a canon relationship and it’s very sweet and romantic. Yet, she is not really sex-driven or anything like that and seems to value friendship a LOT, though the entire theme of friendship in general throughout the series will be explained in a later part of this analysis. Also, while I am aware that the books are YA and thus won’t focus on sex too much either way, especially in teen characters, it’s comparably low, considering the premise is (wrongfully) about true love’s killing kiss. We can also compare her storyline and character to Kavinsky, someone her age who seems to be very obscene, and characters like Ronan, who are somewhere between them on that scale. Overall, I would probably call her pan, but once again, there might be some greysexuality or something similar in there.
Lastly, Blue would absolutely wear crop tops of course. Now that I think about it, she probably even does at some point in the books.
#follow for more /j#also I recently read this part to my friend and they were like#“so what you're saying is that Blue is God.”#which honestly yeah that tracks#idk if my highschool English teacher would love me for the effort or hate me for the language i use#trc#the raven cycle#gansey#blue sargent#the dream thieves#the raven king#the raven boys#blue lily lily blue#op
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Day 10: Palette Day!
A younger Allison! She's maybe about 16 here?
#she probably had a phase where she felt like she had to put effort into her appearance before realizing she literally hated it asdfghjhgfd#bweirdoctober#oc_tober#allison cassitone#my art#my ocs#king's misery
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Criminal Case AI Writing Prompt - Cathy and Alex's Dance Ver 1
As Alex took Cathy's hand, they began to dance slowly, wrapping their arms around each other. Cathy rested her head on Alex's chest, her tears drying as she felt safe in his arms. The two were lost in their own world, swaying to the rhythm of their own beating hearts.
Suddenly, the doors of the prom hall burst open, and Chief King stood at the entrance, glaring at his granddaughter in disapproval. Alex quickly let go of Cathy and stepped in front of her, shielding her from her grandfather's wrath.
"Chief, please, she's just upset. Let her be," Alex said in a calm voice.
"You have no idea what you're talking about, boy. My granddaughter has no business involving herself in criminal investigations. It's not safe, and it's not appropriate for a young lady like her," Chief King barked.
Cathy stepped out from behind Alex and faced her grandfather, her eyes blazing with anger.
"You don't get to decide what I'm capable of, Grandpa. I'm not just some fragile little girl who needs protecting. I can take care of myself, and I can make a difference in this city. Whether you like it or not, I'm going to continue helping Detective Jones and the player solve cases, because that's what I'm good at."
Chief King's face softened slightly as he looked at his granddaughter. "Cathy, I understand that you want to help, but I just can't bear the thought of anything happening to you. You're all I have left."
Cathy sighed and hugged her grandfather.
"I know, Grandpa. And I appreciate that you care about me. But you have to trust me. I'm not going to do anything stupid, and I'm not going to put myself in danger. I just want to make this city a better place, and I can do that by working with Jones and the player."
Chief King hesitated for a moment before finally nodding in agreement.
"Alright, Cathy. I'll trust you. But you have to promise me that you'll be careful, and you'll let me know if anything happens."
"I promise," Cathy said with a smile, relieved that her grandfather had finally seen her worth.
Alex looked on, happy to see the two reconciling, and he couldn't help but feel a surge of love for Cathy. He knew then and there that he would do anything to protect her, and to make her happy.
As the three of them walked out of the prom hall, Cathy took Alex's hand, and the two of them smiled at each other, lost in their own world once again. They were ready for whatever challenges lay ahead, as long as they had each other.
#FYI i fkn hate the idea of using AI but i would literally never write fanfic otherwise#and i had to write a long ass writing prompt for this to be as accurate as it is#so there WAS effort#anyway i may do more of these bc honestly it's kinda fun#criminal case#cathy king#cathy turner#alex turner#chief king#samuel king#cathex#cc ai writing prompt
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We will have to repent in this generation not merely for the hateful words and actions of the bad people but for the appalling silence of the good people. Human progress never rolls in on wheels of inevitability; it comes through the tireless efforts of men willing to be co-workers with God, and without this hard work, time itself becomes an ally of the forces of social stagnation. We must use time creatively, in the knowledge that the time is always ripe to do right.
— Martin Luther King, Jr.
#quotes#quote#wisdom#lifequotes#light#quoteoftheday#martin luther king jr#repentance#generation#hateful words#hate#hate speech#hateful actions#silence#good vs bad#good vs evil#human progress#progress#inevitability#efforts#tirelessness#god#co-creation#co-working#divine#hard work#divine intelligence#time#social stagnation#creativity
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They... sure do love putting FOEs in spots you can't see and then when you step near them making it impossible to escape 💀 THEN IF YOU DO LIVE it drops like. Beast/Gum hide
Sometimes when this happens I just let my guild die bc reviving everyone is so expensive and saving my map data is fine.
#ragna ramblings#HATE YOU RAZE KING 😡😡‼‼#Cinnabar whittled it down#died last second and Kenji used Climax as a last ditch effort#it worked
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Roman's last memory of his parents back when they were still alive were ones of fear, the difference being that this time it was they who were the ones that were afraid and not him. Furious at having caught him sleeping with the company's top model, Mrs. Sionis went to strike Roman, only for him to snap her wrist and send her flying into a nearby bookcase where her head was cut open by a sharp wooden corner. Roman was no longer a small child they could push around without consequences; at 17, he was already far too big for even Mr. Sionis to handle and the fear they showed that night was the push their son needed to know he was ready to kill them. He still remembers the sight of fear in their eyes, how powerful it made him feel. In his opinion, it was the first time they'd ever shown him the slightest damn bit of respect and even today, in his eyes, fear is respect.
#💀 || musings#💀 || headcanons#child abuse tw#child abuse cw#Mr. and Mrs. Sionis raised their hands to him one too many times oops#Except by that age Roman could demolish the pair of them without effort#The accident when he was born and the rabies bite turned Roman into a powerhouse without even needing to work out#Of course his parents were socialites and not exactly strong but Roman felt like the king of the world putting them in their place#Let himself get chucked out of the family home but he knew they'd never report him assaulting them to the police#If word got out that their child was a freak who'd slept with their top model they'd never hear the end of it#But to Roman their fear was a tool of manipulation#Came back two nights later and burned them and the family mansion down#Never felt happier in his life :')#But YEAH he likes it when people are afraid of him#To Roman fear equals respect#Another reason why he hates Batman the bastard doesn't show any respect#domestic violence tw#domestic violence cw#Just covering all my tags just in case
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i sent my gf $20 instead of u 👍 ywnbaw
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#you dont even have 20$ my king because you lack cents you fuckin peasant!!!! huff mine girlballs#this is so funny btw i love anon hate#i had to google what this meant. 2/10 very low effort#send me PROOF you sent her $20 and ill raise your grade to a passing score
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i have got to draw takezame more
#27 yo with the energy of a dad thats dead asleep on the couch by 3pm#looks like a loser. does not do anything with his hair. shorts and flip flops in winter kind of guy#his shark summon is more responsible than he is#avoids conflict and violence as much as possible#hates putting in effort for anything#somehow has a medical degree and a job working with kids despite all of this#king of acting like he doesnt give a fuck about anything#but secretly cares so much that it just makes him permanently exhausted#his relationship with his older brother is still so very mysterious to me#idk if he hates him or misses him or what.
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tag dump.
#[ 🜲 ] ── * 𝐕𝐈𝐒𝐀𝐆𝐄 { the second crown prince }#[ 🜲 ] ── * 𝐌𝐔𝐒𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒 { life's not fair is it? }#[ 🜲 ] ── * 𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐂𝐀𝐍𝐎𝐍𝐒 { kings of the past }#[ 🜲 ] ── * 𝐀𝐄𝐒𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐓𝐈𝐂 { everything the light touches }#[ 🜲 ] ── * 𝐌𝐄𝐋𝐎𝐃𝐈𝐄𝐒 { headphones in don't talk to me }#[ 🜲 ] ── * 𝐈𝐍 𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐀𝐂𝐓𝐄𝐑 { you'd better not waste my time }#[ 🜲 ] ── * 𝐀𝐒𝐊𝐄𝐃 && 𝐀𝐍𝐒𝐖𝐄𝐑𝐄𝐃 { enough already with all the questions }#[ 🜲 ] ── * 𝐅𝐈𝐗𝐄𝐃 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑 { minimum effort }#[ 🜲 ] ── * 𝐎𝐏𝐄𝐍 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑 { Oi! I'm talkin' to you! }#[ 🜲 ] ── * 𝐃𝐀𝐒𝐇 𝐆𝐀𝐌𝐄𝐒 { i hate sweating but i hate losing even more }#[ 🜲 ] ── * 𝐃𝐀𝐒𝐇 𝐂𝐎𝐌 { ugh why are you all so noisy? }#[ 🜲 ] ── * 𝐃𝐈𝐒𝐂𝐎𝐑𝐃 𝐂𝐎𝐌 { my monkeys unfortunately my circus }#[ 𝟏𝟒 ] ── * 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐂𝐀𝐋𝐋 { try me on if you're brave enough }
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being alive at the time i gleaned some general elements abt encanto but never actually heard we don't talk about bruno beyond awareness it existed popping off & i think i heard like the title recited off key off rhythm but in a way that indicates speak singing nonetheless lol so upon experiencing it it's like oh but it's the Verses? while the last refrain goes harder but prior to that it's comparatively underwhelming to said verses which feels appropriate like verses / pieces of a larger picture & that a "we don't talk about him" as a disappointing Lid on infinitely richer more characterful & dynamic "but: talking about him" instances. like well personally it'd be like um seven foot frame....anyway besides being able to firsthand go like oh damn Real (the kind of thing you know exists if alive at the time) it's like alright hang on lol. one thing when a core theme is yeah like "is it a refuge if 'especial' vulnerability ultimately gets pushed out rather than made safer" subset like the parties whose even observation of truths (problems) & drawing attention to them is seen as Ruining Things, like if you're painted as Making futures that aren't simply what's desired or reassuring rather than a guidance via just observing & sharing the truth. but then it's like whaddaya mean living in fear of bruno stuttering and stumbling you could always hear him sort of muttering and mumbling lmao like now that's just Association between the Truth Perceiving & Telling behavior & behavior that's just apparently distinctive of the same person. & like Not Accidentally when [what if people were magic] specifics are obviously primarily abt a metaphorical meaning & like, indeed it was made clear like oh this situation isn't Just b/c [boo we hate your prophecies] & that [an Ability that isn't directed towards what anyone Wants / is "weird" even by these magic standards] isn't Coincidentally given to someone who just so happens to already be "weird" in other ways & be set up to have a different perspective & be pushed away due to having the supposed "extra" vulnerability of unmet needs / insufficient support, same as someone who doesn't "correctly" have any kind of magic ability....like yeah banger and also like Oh Yeah Kind Of Devastating re: that metaphorical resonance allowing for like [set the metaphor aside] now hang on with this about this disabled family member lol. misinterpretation to The Ruinerrr / The Problemmm / The Maliciousss etc (i.e. the scapegoatinggg) despite their efforts likely entirely to the contrary. then despite like, efforts aside, Just Existing, always kind of muttering & mumbling like & what of it. & then like oh sorry weird pets. weird [auspicious for adaptable tenacious thriving surviving; either way simply creatures, existing] pets.
truly like As Is The Idea I'm Sure quickly becomes like hands behind back standing at the window Uh Oh Sisters musing on all the [disabled person] metaphorical & already literal elements there. blair witching it in contemplation like We've All Been There whether being so resented for the mere disruption of "existing in a group as the 'abnormal' odd one out" or like people talking shit abt anything associated w/you as soon as you've left the room, which is also made relevant like, this wasn't Only directed at this person when seemingly permanently gone, nor were they unaware / unaffected prior....pacing in the Musing parlor like things don't Have to be compared to billions but i only ever even see so many things & it's like billions sure is like "get scapegoated rword" & then said scapegoating is presented as only beneficial & we hate autists & even beyond that it's like, grabbing billions, Imagine If Things Meant To Be About Something Were About Something. quite a contrast when they are & furthermore like, deliberate thought & Care for [who gets scapegoated & why] & the truth of like, people getting pushed aside & out who have a key perspective & are primed / liable to come through for others similarly vulnerable & the supposedly Ruinous, Problems Generating disruptiveness is actually the strongest effort to make essential changes to a group. & come through with like, it'd be undermining thee point if it was "reassuring" us like oh haha people will be supportive b/c bruno will be more normal, so great that it Didn't like no, no Normality Reassurance(tm), presence of abnormalities(tm), Good, & everyone Can Deal b/c if you don't then it's pushing this person away, is exactly what happens, including even if they're still Around but are being mistreated b/c that is entirely part of that pushing away like anyone's victim blaming is ready to pounce at any time but if someone can't stand to stay / leaves b/c they can't see another option like that's not out of nowhere nor Regardless of what full support & flexibility they were getting lol. these Active Measures everyone loves so much, which are everywhere always & would include Staying & Trying To Make It Work & those efforts would be "disruptive" & resented & Bringing It On Oneself & etccc smh
that is to all say like. Woww when clearly basically the core thread was these beats of like, the crucial site of [thee scapegoated], & why that comes down on someone & how that plays out. endless ideas about how someone weird(tm) & disabled (&/or queer. but there's no Or here lol. & again like it's a Context like, to even be the one person without kids? likely not living up to "full" correct sexuality in that way alone; any oppression's logics of "inferiority" being logics of ableism, ready examples being that "inferior" race, gender, sexuality (& their experiences as people classed as inferior) all being pathologized as disordered) are seen & treated as someone Ruining Things & who cannot belong like whew. bracing. winding. which, i also recall like i was watching with headphones & during this one dialogue pause i was like "?? what's this Extra Sound i heard there" & had to go over it like twice before being hit upside the head like well it Was still the dialogue pause but it was also bruno Stuttering in a very quiet whisper for the duration of that pause before continuing like iiiiiiii x_x
#[sitting waiting right here] for billions to have its vulnerable weird scapegoated misfit outcasts actually band together lmao....#like Sure Doesn't b/c billions is like we all hate weirdos & we all love telling them to shut tf up & go away to die or w/e. correctly#can't believe ultimately the Different fund disappears w/o its scapegoat & the Correct ''weird'' char is full axe cap mode finally#& it's sure not a Comment when billions affectionately gives them their free heavenly reward & Ensure zero scapegoating consequences#the [imagine if something about something was about something] approach to Banished Relatives being thoughtful & loving like#& here you see how even As they're banished everything isn't Really fixed for it incl. that people aren't Really just happy he's gone#billions is like no we killed him And everyone has gladly & legitimately forgotten he exists (save the instant it's time to use him)#the hilarious(tm) tragedies surrounding rian like billions' can't make her ''care'' abt winston be anything save more violence#can't pretend rian was anything more than [again we all Know your nads like w/taylor like w/winston] bagina + dialogue source combo in s6#when it's still dimly relevant for prince in s7 but you miss Nothing re: rian if you have no idea that plotline exists#& speaking of actual ''weirdness'' rian was never allowed to have: the tragedy of the tension of Closeted Transness present on screen fr#just as billions has no idea / further willingness to let rian be so ''weird'' as to actually care abt winston or abt not being a bully Lol#meanwhile i figured like oh i'll like a scapegoat. did know ahead of time like bruno's just some guy; not even ''redeemable'' antagonist#but In Practice & w/all that beloved Disabledness & crucial appreciation like you Need this guy; the understanding is Key#like well ofc i would kill for him. ofc just constant like mhm go off king slay fire etc. god tier character cherished forever thanks#but then also like im sure a zillion [intention; inspiration; thoughts] going into Tfw Family Things characters; a zillion interpretions &#thoughts to follow like it truly is Arresting like this clarity on A Disabled Person In The Group like. much much to consider & whew.#reference point like when autistic ppl in some job see an obvious [problem to future mess] pipeline; so you know bruno madrigal. My Vision#When You're So Hated like hey i wanna live unseen w/my so hated little friends lol. just reread how to disappear completely never be found#when it's like grabbing people Who Cares if someone's being ''obviously'' disabled or weird just as how they are existing godddd#people get so mean like Who Cares just talk to them; be around them. some effort some mind your own business some You're Not Above Them#when it's obviously You like yeah. nonzero but limited applicability like [specifically my own nuclear family] but re: Weird; Disabled#as ever i'll Relate & be like but i probably seem nothing like that. or maybe i am very much like that. kind of difficult to tell b/c like#you Do get the disinterest lol & feedback is Not that familiar / in depth even if positive like well. the emergent So Hated / Scapegoating#noting like if a character just seems refreshingly familiar; Understood; comfortable; fun; what's the odds they're cishet allistic lol....#anyway the epiphany like oh it was figurative blink & you miss it stuttering....did [waiiit] Pace that one off like inhaaale Waugh#in fact i'm sure the Verbalizing Effort has staved off the kind of [thinks about all of it a moment] to go Aauughhh about again#which; again; also something happening 5 yrs in re: the clairvoyant soothsayer autistic neuroqueer quant on the show w/No Thoughts abt it#ppl being invalidated by others having to validate themselves (& others in the same boat); billions going & How We Hate Them For It lol#oh & encanto's [excluded party's effort to partake] tragedy vs billions' [where's winston in this office? this event?] good riddance idc
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