#EVAN GET BEHIND ME

[biggestcringefailure]

”we need more morally grey/evil protagonists !!” oh my god stfu you can’t even handle evan hansen

[mintedwitcher]

The way that Tommy has seen Buck at his worst - at least emotionally - and STILL chose to kiss him, to ask him out, to give him a second chance, to go to madney's wedding as his date.... the way he still chose to stay....

Something about "Isn't that what love is? When you're at your worst, they're at their worst, but you still choose to stay?"

(So we're going to get Tommy at his worst and Buck choosing to stay soon too right? Right?)

[dangerpronebuddie]

WIP Wednesday!!

Thought I'd start off the day 🥰. So... I have another new WIP. It's a little different than my usual, but I'm loving it. It has all my attention. So have some of that 😁:

He's made his decision. It'll be fine. It's what he told Buck as he was climbing into his truck. He wanted to reach out and hug Buck, or let his hand find that place on Buck's shoulder where his thumb fits perfectly, but he couldn't. If he had even dared, he wouldn't have left. He knows he wouldn't have. And- Anyway, the dog! The dog that is sitting on his couch, staring up at him with the biggest blue eyes he's ever seen, and a profound sadness Eddie feels down to his bones. It's fur is deep golden, a little red when the light hits it. Eddie's never seen a golden retriever with blue eyes. He has to admit, the dog is adorable. Buck would immediately love it. He'd flop down on the couch right beside it, coo and smile and give it endless love. Eddie shakes his head, resolutely does not think about Buck, even though there's a splotch of lighter fur above the dog's left eye that makes it look even more Buck-like. "How did you even get in here?" Eddie asks. The dog's ears perk up and it looks towards the wide open door before looking back at Eddie as if to say really? "Yeah, okay, dumb question," Eddie chuckles. "Get down, go home. I'm sure you're missed." The dog lays down on the couch, it's ears down, the sad soulful eyes right back. "I know it's a comfy couch, but it's my couch," Eddie reasons, like he's having a debate with the animal. The dog's tail wags, but the sad expression doesn't falter. "You're bound to have a home, and it isn't here," Eddie says. The dog sits up and barks, a sharp sound that echoes in the empty house. He honest to God glares at Eddie, like Eddie has insulted him.

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[desteelcannibal]

[outromoony]

This is what I mean when I say, "Defending Lily Evans online isn't enough. I need a gun." btw.

[shaun-evans-fanblog]

Smart and talented ‘tashe.

[feral-peacock]

If Buck and Eddie don’t become canon Eddie should at least get to start smacking Buck’s ass in that "very hetero" way.

[choclamilk]

andddd now bucktommy’s are turning against oliver as if lfjr wasn’t in a qanon film 😭

[sarahwritesfics]

New girl x 911 parallel

CHRIS GET BEHIND ME SWEETIE

[warpedpuppeteer]

Me making jokes about Buck's jealousy and pretending it's not rooted in his fear of people leaving him, replacing him, forgetting him and being alone because, you know, who would stick around with someone broken when they can be with someone 'normal' because it gets sad real quick lmao

[1doesnotsimplyhavejust1fandam]

My season 5 mindset just came back to bite me in the ass be why did I so quickly and VIOLENTLY shift all of my love and enthusiasm onto to Eddie Diaz after watching Buck cheat with Lucy, and today I had to watch Eddie do the same with a clone of his dead wife??? 2022 me consoled myself by saying that Eddie would never do this, he's impulsive but not self-destructive about relationships in that way (he prefers to prioritize himself DEAD LAST), but I just had to watch exactly what I thought would never happen on my screen. There's very little that could rip my love for Eddie Diaz away from me, especially after his season 5 therapy arc, but Tim is TESTING me with this arc

[makorragal-312]

Okay...

So the Buck and Chris conversation DEFINITELY didn't go the way I thought it would. Even as a joke.

Excuse me while I go in a corner and cry.

[sleila]

HOW am i meant to make an academic comeback when these hoes won’t stfu

like please let me LEARN

[urmumsgyatt]

aint no way i just saw a tiktok about JAMES POTTER being friends with BARTY JR.

DO YALL EVEN KNOW HIS CHARACTER ANYMORE????😭😭

[mintedwitcher]

Okay so people keep talking about Buck's coming out scene with Eddie, and I just want to talk about this part right here:

Buck: Is that weird?

Eddie: No. Absolutely not.

Because. Because! The look on Eddie's face. The tilt of his head, the steady eye contact and the immediate reassurance... Buck needed that. He's just come out. He's just done something brand new, out of his depth, and kind of terrifying. And no matter how well you know someone, there's always that fear in the back of your mind. That horrible little voice that whispers, what if they hate me for this?

And for someone like Buck, that voice doesn't just whisper, it screams. It's been screaming since he was a child. But Eddie. Eddie doesn't give it a second to get a word in.

Buck asks, "Is that weird?" And Eddie immediately and firmly replies, "No. Absolutely not." And then he follows it up with another reassurance, almost immediately:

"This doesn't change a thing between us."

Now I'm seeing a lot of people say that Buck looked disappointed at this, but I say he looked relieved. Because Eddie is his best friend. Eddie is the person whose opinions matter the most to Buck, even above the opinions of his sister. (Hell, I think the only person that Buck will be more concerned about coming out to will be Christopher.) But I think there was still a moment, a split second of doubt where Buck really thought that him coming out to Eddie would damage their friendship.

For Buck, one of the things he is most afraid of is being left behind. Being abandoned. Seeing the people he loves give up on him. Eddie knows this, he knows Buck. Whether you view it as romantic or not, Buck and Eddie do love each other. They're family. So having Eddie double down and say, "No, none of this is weird, and I'm not going anywhere, we're rock solid," is SO important. Buck isn't disappointed that nothing will change. He's relieved. He's free.

And Eddie responds in exactly the way Buck needs him to in that moment. Reassurance, some slight teasing, and encouragement for Buck to go after Tommy. To go after the guy he can't stop thinking about. He doesn't make it this big, heavy, burdensome thing. He doesn't get overly emotional or confrontational like some cishet people tend to do when their friends come out. Eddie has Buck's back with this as much as he does with everything else.

I think it's the best coming out scene we could've gotten with these two, and I'm beyond obsessed with it.

[ozcarma]

Trying to watch 999 let’s plays is such hell to me - NO ONE PLAYS THE GAME RIGHT just shutupshutupshutupshutup and play the game!! Stop trying to make jokes!!!!

I’m too autistic for this, I cannot bear hearing let’s players doing their own voice acting when I adore the game’s VAs too much. Everyone always fucks up Santa’s and Lotus’s voices especially.

I understand the draw of Let’s Plays are largely the people playing them who have gained their own following, but as someone who just loves the game I don’t wanna hear ur stupid banter 💥💥💥 play the game and be intrigued but not TOO intrigued because give it a fuckin minute it’ll explain what’s going on 🙄‼️