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pianocat939 · 2 years ago

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Hey!!! It's 🇧🇷 anon here! How are you?

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I really liked the headcanons/oneshots of yandere Snake Fruit Cookie and Tainted Vanilla Cookie with a Dragon!s/o that has equal strength to the Longan Dragon!

Can I request yandere Longan Dragon with a Cookie!darling that can easily kill them but doesn't do anything because they doesn't know how to control their powers (but tries to learn)?

Hi Brazilian Anon! I’m doing a lot better, still sick but minimal symptoms.

I’m glad you liked it. Wasn’t my best work, but love is always appreciated.

Now, this request is kinda the opposite of canon storyline but it’s definitely something that should be thought about. I’m gonna make this cookie as a god because I think a regular cookie couldn’t overpower Longan. So in short, MC has about the same power as Sea Fairy or Millennial Tree.

Tw: Mentions of genocide (it’s Longan dragon we’re talking about ofc there’s genocide), unwilling deeds being done, scratches on the body (not self-harm tho), possible pronoun mistakes

Embrace the Anger

(Embrace the anger, Embrace it)

(Longan gets a banner this time because I already edited a yandere picture from before)

Longan knew they were the strongest dragon. Pridefully using their powers to change Earthbread to their will. No one could stop them just by themselves, and even then Longan had numerous servants by their side.

They casually flew through the air, enjoying the wind as they wait for the right time to commit genocide.

Just as they were about to land a great force hit them. It was immensely strong, almost cracking their body into pieces.

Confused and Annoyed they went to investigate

On the beach of a random island stood a cookie with rubble and broken trees surrounding them. They seemed frustrated, kicking everything until realizing that’s enough to cause it to crumble it up.

Angered, they sit down and glare at the sea, watching the soda waves touch the shore.

“My, my, you must be quite the powerful cookie to be able to cause so much destruction.” Longan Dragon approached them in a calm manner.

“Yeah! And I can’t even control it!” The other cookie exclaims furiously, still staring at the sea.

Longan sits near them, keeping distance but enough to have a conversation. They observe the cookie, noting the small scratches that was near their ankles.

“Do you tend to injure yourself with the debris?”

“Yeah, it happens way too much. Sometimes, I even wish I wasn’t this powerful.”

Longan hummed in acknowledgement, playing with the sand that swallows their feet.

“It seems as though you need someone to teach you. Even the most minuscule advice can help immensely.”

“I don’t have anyone to learn from though.”

Longan looked back at them, wondering if they should help this cookie. Well they sure are powerful, so they are most definitely a part of the worthy.

“I may not have powers similar to yours, but I may be able to give some assistance in your ability to control.”

You whip your head at them in disbelief. Finally you had someone to teach you!

“Yes! I desperately need help!”

They nodded their head in agreement. Turning to fly once more.

“Oh, I haven’t introduced myself. My name is Longan Dragon. Pleased with your acquaintance.”

“I’m Y/n cookie! Nice to meet you! So when and where should we start?”

“I’ll meet you here at midday tomorrow, make sure to not be late. I hate having to be patient.”

They then soared off into the cloudless sky, unaware of you waving farewell.

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The next day you arrived a little before noon. Longan arrived shortly after, looking more prideful than the day before.

You first started by demonstrating what your power does, which ended up splitting a nearby cliff. Then you got your first advice.

“I think the main issue is that you’re not controlling the flow of your power. Which is fixed by regulating the amount of energy you use.”

“I’ve been trying to do that but it doesn’t seem to do much.”

They sauntered over, gripping your arms. Flustered by the action, you freeze.

“I think you’re executing it incorrectly. Make sure to focus on the amount of energy you use, try to release little energy as possible.”

The first time it completely failed; by the fourth try it was a lot better.

“Wow! I’m already so much better! Thanks so much!”

They nod, face unmoving from the cold resting face.

After a couple of hours you managed to get the damage strong enough to only crack the cliff, but you had a long way to go.

You bid Longan goodbye, almost prancing in joy on your way home.

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The days went by with you training once a week with Longan. You also practiced in your free time. Your feet were now rid of the scratches from the debris. You could do things without worrying about destroying them to pieces.

Longan however was slowly becoming unhappy.

It’s been almost three months since you’ve started to study under them; and in that short time period, they’ve started to want to be in your presence. It was a form of admiration. Your perseverance intrigued them.

You often failed the first half of the lesson. Breaking things every second that passes. Yet in the remaining half you manage to do everything almost perfectly. Doing such things in that matter is exhausting for the mind. So seeing you continue on despite the difficulty, it impressed the dragon.

The more you succeed, the faster the time will be up. Which means splitting apart from you.

Sure, you might still be ‘friends’, but Longan wanted to be more. They wanted you to rule the world beside them, you deserved it. You deserved to show the world your tremendous strength.

And that’s what Longan is going to do.

As the usual, you met up with Longan on the same beach. They were already there, standing upon the cream-colored sand.

“Did I keep you waiting? I hope not.”

“No, I arrived a minute ago.”

“Oh good! What are we gonna do today?”

They stilled, looking directly into your eyes. They then grab onto your shoulders, which caused you to squeal out of surprise. You then got lifted into the air, flying with immense speed.

“LONGAN DRAGON! WHA- WHAT ARE YOU DOING?!” You yell, clinging onto them for dear life.

“Flying of course. I want to show you something.”

You managed to calm down, but the speed still made your body want to curl up into a ball. Then you saw the bewitching golden palace of Longan.

“Is that where you live?”

“Yes. Quite eye-catching isn’t it?”

They gently land, feet gracefully touching the smooth flooring of the entrance. They motion for you to follow, walking in large strides.

Golden gates open, revealing a grand throne room with jewels and fake eyes decorating the place. The eyes seemed to be almost staring at you, as if they’re alive.

“Lychee Dragon I request your presence immediately.”

Another dragon flies in, pink splashed everywhere around their body.

“Longan, are you ready?”

They nod, sitting on their throne to watch.

“What’s going on?”

“Don’t worry, it’s nothing bad. Just a little performance.”

“Over do it and I won’t hesitate to attack you.”

“I wasn’t going to anyway.”

Lychee’s staff then glows, and you felt fatigued right after. Slowly but surely your body collapsed on you, unable to keep you upright.

“Good. You may go now.”

Lychee leaves, mumbling complaints about not getting rewarded enough. Longan then turns back to you, eyes unmoving from your pitiful form.

“I know you may not understand now, but you will later.”

“Understand what? All I see is getting energy taken away unwillingly by a liar!”

They frown, eyes furious with rage.

“I did this for our future. I knew you wouldn’t want the obedient life, so I decided to let you get comfortable with it.”

“Our future? Excuse me, but I think it’s your future not mine.”

“It is ours. You’re going to be ruling the new world along side with me. I think it’s best for you to live in comfort.”

You barely managed to lift your body off the ground; rising to a leaning-sitting position.

“New world?”

“Yes, the world that I will create soon.”

They bend down and sit with you, grabbing your head and putting it against their chest.

“I’m doing this because I adore you. I want you to be happy with me. As your soon-to-be lover.”

“I don’t want this I want to be free!”

You struggled, but they only shushed you and started to caress your hair.

“Rest, my darling. You will need to recover the energy you lost.”

You tried to fight the hands that surrounded you, but it was no use. They lured you in, brutally well.

If only you had embraced the anger and learned by yourself.

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Ppl don’t call me out on the Scaramouche reference. I couldn’t think of a better title.

This was interesting to write, sorry if it got long.

- Celina

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dean-winchester-is-a-warrior · 3 years ago

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Green is My Favorite Color Ch. 13

Series Summary: Dean has been her hero from childhood, can she ever get him to be more?

Pairings: Dean x OFC

Explicit 18 +/Warnings: None really. Cas being Cas, light angst, brief mentions of grief.

Word Count: 3,043

Chapter Summary: They're all searching for a way to get Sam out, what happens when they find out he already is?

A/N: The thirteenth chapter in a longer series. As I’m writing, the story is stretching out a little and I’m thinking it’s going to be at least 20 chapters. Sorry! 😬 It’s what I’ll call cannon adjacent. It will follow the general storylines through the seasons, but I’m creating my own offshoots. 😊

A/N 2: I so apologize for how long it took me to get this chapter out. I struggled with it a lot, and then just being so busy with RL this time of year, it just took me forever to get it out. I'll try not to let the next chapter take more than 3 weeks to come out. Thanks for your patience. 💓

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1 Month Later June 2010

Julie woke before Dean did, his shifting and thrashing in his sleep waking her up just before he jolted awake, sitting up with a grunt of fear, his breaths shallow and rapid.

Obviously realizing it had just been another nightmare, he dragged in deep breaths, trying to recover. Julie sat up beside him.

"Dean." She said softly, wishing as she always did, that she could offer him some kind of peace from the terrors that constantly plagued his mind.

He shook his head; his voice was raspy with sleep. "Sorry, sweetheart. Didn't mean to wake you up."

"It's fine." Julie said and then paused a moment. "Do you wanna talk about it?"

Dean shook his head again and Julie gave a short sigh. "Dean, you can't keep these things inside." She put her hand on his bicep, hating all the tension she could feel in his muscles.

Dean grabbed her wrist and Julie knew he'd been about to throw her hand off of him and bark something at her for plaguing him to talk about it.

But at the last moment he checked himself and let go of her wrist to cover her hand with his, taking a deep breath and biting into his bottom lip.

He offered her the ghost of a smile and a shrug. "It's just the same, Jules. Nothing new to tell you."

She rested her head on his shoulder and he picked up her hand and squeezed it.

After a moment he spoke quietly, his voice strained. "It's a month today."

Julie wrapped her arms around his arm, running one hand up and down it. "I know."

"So...ten years."

Julie shut her eyes tight trying not to cry at the thought of Sam suffering a decade of torment.

"He's gonna start losing hope." Dean continued, his voice dark and broken. "That was when I started to give up hope that someone was gonna come, that someone would find a way to rescue me."

Julie couldn't stop the tears then but she tried to wipe them away surreptitiously before Dean could notice. He'd stop talking if he knew he was making her cry.

"But then Cas came and..." Dean dropped his head into his hands. "Where is he?"

"I don't know, Dean. I'm sure he'd be here if he could."

Dean nodded and Julie knew he was thinking about all the reasons why Cas wouldn't be able to be there, death being the most terrible one.

He leaned towards her and kissed her softly and gave that ghost of a smile, almost the only kind she saw from him these days, before he pulled away from her and stood up.

"I'm gonna hit the shower."

Julie smiled and nodded in answer and he left, his broad shoulders hunched forward as though he carried the weight of the world on them.

Once she heard the shower start, Julie let her tears flow freely. Every day she watched Dean fight to keep going. Fight to get up and move forward, fight to find a way to get Sam home and so far they'd come up empty.

The three of them had researched every scrap of lore they could find on angels, demons, heaven, hell, the cage, Lucifer, Michael; they'd spoken to any and every expert they knew about and they hadn't been able to find anything they didn't already know.

They'd found nothing about how to get someone out of hell without an incursion of angels.

And their angel wasn't answering Dean's prayers.

Julie sighed heavily and thought she would try something. She'd never tried to pray to Cas, leaving that to Dean, since she barely knew the angel and she had no idea how to do it exactly. She didn't think she'd ever prayed really, aside from a few, "dear God, help me!" kind of moments.

But, desperate times and all that. She bowed her head because that's what they did in movies.

Am I supposed to be on my knees? she wondered.

"I don't know." She said quietly out loud. "Hey Cas. I don't know if I'm doing this right, so I have no idea if you can even hear me. Maybe I'm supposed to be talking to you in Latin?"

She shrugged. "Whatever, hopefully you can hear me." She paused a moment. "Um...it's me, Julie. We met just the one time, at the hospital. I mean, I guess technically it was twice at the hospital, but..." she waved her hand dismissively. "That doesn't matter."

She took a deep breath. "Look, we need your help, desperately. Dean has been praying to you a lot. I don't know if you can hear him, is he blocked from you somehow? He's suffering so much, Cas. We need your help to get to Sam, to get him home."

Julie wiped away a new set of tears. "He hasn't said it out loud, but I know Dean is worried that you're...that you died. I think he refuses to acknowledge the possibility because you're kind of our last hope of being able to reach Sam, but also because, well, because he can't face the possibility of losing another brother."

Julie lifted her face up to the ceiling, feeling like maybe she was talking to the air. "He misses you so much..."

"Hello, Julie."

Julie screeched and jumped almost a foot as the blue-eyed angel appeared suddenly at the end of the bed.

Her jaw dropped open and her eyes were wide and unblinking. "Cas?" she asked in disbelief. "What are you doing here?"

The angel frowned. "You prayed to me and asked me to come."

Julie rolled her eyes. "Yes, I'm aware of that."

She pulled the sheet tighter around her, suddenly aware that her nightgown was sitting on the floor where Dean had thrown it last night after pulling it hastily from her body.

It was about two feet away from where Cas stood, impossible to retrieve without getting out of bed naked or wrapped in a sheet.

With a deep blush she pointed in the direction of her nightgown. "Would you...pass me the..." she nodded toward the end of the bed. "My nightgown is beside your feet somewhere, would you pass it to me please?"

Cas looked down and scooped up the satiny nightie and held it up. "This?"

Julie nodded, blushing some more. "Yes, thank you." She said as he passed it to her, leaning across the bed.

The two stared at each other for a moment before Julie made a twirling motion with her finger. "Could you turn around so I can put it on?"

"Why?"

Julie rolled her eyes again. "Because I'm naked here, Cas!"

He frowned. "So?"

Julie closed her eyes, trying to keep her exasperation from overwhelming her. "It's just a human thing, Cas. Please turn around."

The angel cocked an eyebrow but shrugged and turned away from her.

She quickly slipped the nightgown over her head and discarded the sheet.

"You can turn back now." She instructed. "And explain what you're doing here?"

"You prayed -"

"I know!" Julie cut him off. "I know that, Cas. What I'm asking is why are you here now? Dean's been praying to you all the time. Could you not hear him?"

The angel bowed his head quickly, looking off to the side. To Julie he very much resembled a three year old who'd been caught with his hand in the cookie jar. Guilt poured from him.

"I've heard him." He said, his incredibly deep voice quiet and regretful.

Julie shook her head. "Then why haven't you answered. And why answer me now?"

Cas looked back at her and his big, blue eyes were adamant and pleading. "Because I thought maybe you could help me."

Julie frowned, completely taken aback. "Help you how?"

The angel was quiet, looking up at the ceiling as though he could find the words he needed printed there.

Julie was trying to be patient, but after almost a full minute of waiting, her patience snapped.

"Cas!"

"Sam is out. I got him out."

Julie felt her stomach plunge to her toes and then jolt back up seemingly all at once.

"What?" She asked, barely trusting her voice to function.

"Almost immediately."

Julie closed her eyes as the information that Sam had not spent the last month (or decade) being tortured reverberated around in her head.

A sudden burst of noisy tears hit her, and she clamped a hand over her mouth. The relief she felt reminded her that this whole time she'd been suppressing her own grief and horror to try and make room for Dean's.

Sam was okay; he was out.

He was out.

Julie frowned. "Wait, Cas, what do you mean, you got him out 'almost immediately'."

Cas tilted his head slightly, frowning. "Well, by earth's measurement of time, I'd say it was maybe a day, though it's hard to judge exactly, since heaven and hell don't process time in a linear sense, but if I apply the theory of St. Bianchi and use time as a fluid construct - "

"Cas!" Julie interrupted again.

"It was approximately a day." He finished.

Julie was completely confused. "I don't understand, where is Sam now then?"

"I don't know."

"How could you not know?" Julie asked, incredulous.

"When I pulled Sam out, he made me promise not to tell Dean he was out."

Julie scowled at him, sure that he was misunderstanding something in his angel-ness. Sam would never leave Dean to suffer thinking he was being tortured in hell.

As though reading her mind (could he read her mind, Julie wondered) Cas shook his head. "I don't know why he asked that of me. But he made me promise not to tell him and said that he'd tell him in his own time. He too said that it was a human thing and that I wouldn't understand."

Cas hung his head. "I assumed he must know something I didn't. So, I agreed and he left me. I kept waiting for him to find Dean and tell him, but he hasn't, obviously."

The angel's bright blue eyes clouded over, troubled. "I hear Dean praying, Julie. I hear his grief, his fear, his torment, and I want so badly to tell him, but I promised Sam, and I've worried that I will ruin something or cause some kind of damage I can't see or understand if I tell Dean. Sam seemed so adamant."

He sighed. "So, when you prayed to me, I thought maybe you'd know what to do."

Julie was quiet for a moment and then nodded. "First of all, we tell Dean, right now."

"Tell Dean what?" Dean asked as he walked into the room, wearing jeans but no shirt, a towel hanging over his head while he rubbed briskly, drying his hair. When he pulled it off, his eyes landed on Cas.

"Cas?" His voice was a harsh whisper before he launched himself at the angel throwing his arms around him. "Cas!"

He pounded on Cas' back and the angel awkwardly patted at his bare shoulders in response.

Dean pulled back, shoving the immoveable angel. "What the hell, man!" He demanded relief and frustration warring in his expression. "We thought you were dead! Where have you been?"

Cas shuffled his feet slightly while Dean grabbed a green t-shirt out of the drawer and pulled it down over his head.

"Well, I've been fighting a war."

Both Julie and Dean were taken aback. Julie was the first to request clarification.

"A war?"

Cas nodded. "Yes, with Raphael. He was the archangel who smote me the first time."

Dean frowned. "You got blown up by a teenage mutant ninja turtle?"

Julie smacked his shoulder. "Cas," she asked in awe, "you're at war with an archangel?"

Cas nodded. "Yes. It isn't going particularly well. Raphael is determined that Armageddon will happen. He's got a massive army behind him and my followers are decidedly fewer. Things are not looking well for our side."

Dean frowned deeply. "What do you mean, he wants Armageddon to happen? You mean he wants to start back up the Apocalypse we stopped? The Apocalypse Sammy died to stop?"

Cas nodded. "Yes, I'm afraid so. He's convinced that the Apocalypse has to happen, and he's willing to do anything to make it happen."

Dean closed his eyes and Julie could see his jaw working as he tried to digest this latest news.

"Okay, Cas. Look, I'm sorry, really, and we're gonna fight this asshat, just like we fought Lucifer and Michael, and we'll win, I promise."

He took a deep, steadying breath, clamping a hand to Cas' shoulder and squeezing. "But we gotta get Sam out first. He can help."

He smiled a tense smile. "Team Free Will, Cas. We can do it, but we need Sammy. I..." he trailed off, dropping his hand and closing his eyes. "...I need Sammy."

Cas nodded and then looked to Julie, his expression the most animated she'd ever seen it, clearly pleading with her to help.

Dean caught the look. "What?" Julie's earlier statement seemed to come back to him and he turned worried eyes on Julie. "Tell Dean what?"

Julie couldn't take the fear she saw in his gaze, as though he was bracing himself for an even worse blow. She smiled at him and placed her hand on his incredibly tense forearm.

"No, it's good news." She swallowed and opted for the clear, straightforward truth.

"Sam's out. Cas pulled him out, almost immediately."

Dean was silent and unmoving for half a minute. Julie reached up and ran her hand down his cheek.

"He's out, Dean. He's safe."

Dean finally shifted his gaze to Cas who gave an abrupt nod. Dean shuffled over to the bed and collapsed on the side of it.

He covered his face with one hand, digging his fingers into his eyes; Julie was sure he was pushing away tears. His other hand was fisting the sheets over and over again. He just kept muttering, "Thank god, thank god."

Julie sank down to her knees in front of him. She rubbed her hands up and down his powerful thighs, just waiting for the other part of what she said to sink in as it had for her.

He slowly raised his head, and smiled at her as he dragged oxygen in through his nose, filling his lungs several times before the double line crease appeared between his brows.

"Almost immediately?" Dean shook his head slightly. "What does that mean?"

Both Julie and Dean looked over at Cas who scowled and looked down.

"Well, if I apply the theory of St. Bianchi and use time as a fluid construct, substituting motion for - "

"Cas!" Dean interrupted this time.

Cas looked up to the heavens again, perhaps, out of habit, looking there for answers. He found none so he sighed.

"I pulled Sam out almost a month ago. Almost immediately." He repeated.

Dean shook his head trying to reconcile what Cas was saying with what 27 years had taught him about his baby brother. He clearly came up empty because he stood up and walked angrily to where Cas was still standing at the foot of the bed.

"No. I don't know what you're saying, but there's no way Sammy would leave me here thinking he was being tortured for a decade." Dean swept his forefinger in front of Cas' face. "No way!"

"I'm sorry, Dean." Cas said, his deep voice adamant. "I don't know why Sam asked me not to tell you, why he hasn't come to find you."

"Well, find him and bring him here." Dean said, his voice dangerously quiet.

It was Cas' turn to shake his head. "I can't find him, Dean. I have been looking for him for weeks now. But he's warded against me. I do have a group of angels looking for him, but we're stretched so thin as it is..."

Dean grabbed the lapels of Cas' coat and shook him, but the the angel didn't really move.

"Goddammit, Cas! You yanked him out of hell and then left him to fend for himself? You have no idea what might be wrong, maybe he was hurt, maybe..."

"Dean!" Julie called to him, scolding. "It's not Cas' fault."

Dean pushed back from the angel and stomped away. Julie met him as he strode back across the floor and she blocked his path.

"Dean, look. We don't know anything. We have no idea why Sam did what he did." Dean scowled down at her, the intensity in his eyes was almost scary. Julie stepped up close to him, wrapping her hands around the back of his neck.

"Now, I know you're angry, I know you're hurt." Dean twisted his head away from her, clearly annoyed that she was reading him so well. "But we can't know Sam's reasoning until we talk to him. But whatever his reasons are, they aren't Cas' fault."

Julie cupped her hand around Dean's jaw and turned it so he was looking at her again.

"What we do know for sure is that Sam is out, he's not being tortured and tormented and that is an incredible gift. And that is because of Cas." She nodded toward the celestial being who looked like a puppy that had been kicked, guilty, but not sure exactly what he'd done.

Dean turned to look over his shoulder and sighed. He walked up to Cas and pulled him into what would have been a back-breaking hug for any human.

Cas' expression cleared a little and he gave another tentative pat to Dean's shoulders.

"Julie's right, Cas." Dean said as he pulled back and clapped a big hand to the side of Cas' neck, patting him twice. "I'm sorry. I am incredibly grateful, more than I can possibly say."

Cas nodded, looking slightly embarrassed and awkward about the human display of love and gratitude.

Dean nodded and turned back to haul Julie up against his side, squeezing her tightly around her shoulders as she wrapped her arms around his waist.

Dean took a deep breath and there was determination in every line of his face. "Okay, let's bring my idiot brother home."

Chapter 14

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haircoveredwriter · 3 years ago

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Some thoughts after watching 11x06 "On the Inside". I'll put it beneath a break because there's more than I thought to my mindless rambling.

Okay so they're going with a straight horror movie intro but skipping the usual 'we're having such a good time out here in the woods...wait, something it out here too'

Both LR and KC do a really good terrified for their lives

Also have to say Virgil really seems to have stepped up since we met him because dude can actually take out walkers now. Good job, sir. Never stop learning.

More of Leah walking around amoungst a group of people and having no real reason to be there or contribute anything to the scene. 🙄

Damn, Hondo! Stop pulling at Frost's nails! I can't rip half mine off at work without feeling like Hershel when Rick chopped his leg. Fingers and toes always make thigs worse.

Chokeholds are illegal, Daryl. Someone needs to have him watch his own earlier seasons.

The conversation beneath the conversation between Daryl and Frost is spot on and super interesting.

Daryl's like 'look...I'm going to have to chop your finger off but it's for a good reason. Gonna save your life and who knows, maybe one of these weirdos has a Govenor closet somewhere and they'll let you take it home with you.'

Plus him taking off the vest was WAY more entralling than it needed to be, but I'm a woman with eyes so don't judge me. 👀😍(Enthralling? yup, that's what we'll go with)

It's a definite sign Daryl's not all team Reapers because he's basically taking off/hiding who he really is to fit in with his crazy ex-girlfriend's new posse.

Though my science schooling is giving how little blood there is from the amputation the side eye. Guess Frost just willed his blood some place else.

Am I crazy or is the music playing while Daryl torutres Frost the same that was playing in 10x07 while Carol tortured the Whisperer? Coincedence??🤔

Evil Monopoly man seems like he enjoys playing games with his people.

If Connie looking in the mirror is not me everyday I wake-up😏

GUYS! There were medical scissors in the medicine cabinet. You know what this means??? Queen Beth is gonna rise from the dead and save Vonnie all while less half a brain. LOL.

whoever belongs to that eye in the hole needs to get checked for jaundice.

Ofc the pencil breaks when Connie TRULY needs it. Fate really has it in for her, screwing her over with one of her most trusted friends.

These Reapers have no idea do they about how to sneak up on a building without being seen. Maybe they need it to be night before their powers activate. Funny Leah is in charge when she's the least believable one there.

Daryl pretending to be a cat hiding behind a plant with that mailbox...no one can see you my friend. You're good.

Carver and Leah remind me of the evil version of Caryl and Daryl.

They obviously have something going on and/or had a thing in Daryl's abscence. All those "Always" remarks sound an awful lot like The Princess Bride's "As you wish".

Yup, Carver is uber jealous of Daryl. Leaver is setting sail ya'll.🚢

Carol strolling in to find Kelly stuck in the mud with her casual "need some help" is perfection. I actually lol'd.

AT is also SUCH and underrated and underutilized actress on this show, I need more Kelly on my screen because she needs to be protected like the sweet cinnamon role she is.

WTH is with this episode, they really out here trying to start a bunch of new ships or something? I'm down for Vonnie.

He's so into you, Connie. Who else is gonna keep talking to you knowing you can't hear them but needing to vocalize how much more important they see you to themselves.

Oh, come on...he's said her name in this ep more times than anyone has in the last season. He's trying to rival Daryl for saying Carol's name in s10.

So in case you're keeping track...we now have Vonnie and Leaver riding the crazy shipping seas.📃

Great... more posturing about who cares about Leah more.🤮 Carver you aren't getting it; Daryl's been phoning it in since Day 1, he's not a threat just wait it out and he'll audios up out of here to go find his fire queen back home.

Leah's even telling Daryl "stop pissing of my secret boyfriend okay?"

Note to everyone: a dancing phone line is the sign to run to the basement and not a sign of an overeager squirrel running across the line for his acorns.

So the jaundice family watched The Ring too many times and think this is how all the cool kids act in horror flicks. All they keep saying is 'hungry'; Connie, Virgil, someone get them a Mars bar and it'll be done.

A+ fight put up by Virgil. He's been taking some classes during the lockdowns to better himself.

The Reapers are HORRIBLE military folk. How do ya'll not see Maggie & co leaving when you have people on the perimeter for the sole purpose of finding runners?! Do not hire them. 1 star on Yelp.

Yup I'm all over Vonnie. That "together" stuff was by far the shippiest thing we've seen all season.

And their reunion hug through the walll .... guuurl.

walker guts trick again: the express version

why do I feel like they could do a mini spin off of just a little war going on between the walkers and those jaundice mo-fos? Then one of the walkers falls for a crawler girl but her family thinks he's from the wrong side of the yellow house and don't like how he thinks he's better because he's taller than all of them.

Kelly found Connie! So happy this storyline ended with the 2 people the arc was truly about; the 2 sisters finding each otherafter years of the show hating siblings.

Now can we finish with Carol's self-hatred stuff and let her heal? We know Daryl is gonna be finished with his "gotta save 'em all" issues soon so it would be fantastic if they could finally be on the same baggage free playing field. Just a thought Kang.

Overall I thought it was a good episode. Only a few things I would nitpick ie. limited Carol, cheesy music during some of the haunted house bits, and the reapers need to go back to basic training and learn some stuff and thangs.

Ofc the spoilers beforehand were blown way out of proportion though I'm not surprised. I didn't go in expecting to see what was foretold and thankfully the spirit Gods prevailed again in defeating the overreaction we go through EVERY episode.

#Caryl #twd #twd spoilers #s11x06 #episode thoughts #Vonnie is rising #Leaver is rising #I find it hilarious how every single obstacle individual supposedly in the way of Caryl is suddenly being removed #shoved into an entanglement with someone else #I see you Angela #well done

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byzantiumshades · 4 years ago

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I’m gonna use your suggestion box to rant, so sorry 😭😭.

I’ve been lately into reading manhwas (korean mangas) and I’m so sick of seemingly femdom manhwas ??

Like, the stories are always so harsh and rape-y, the female lead doesn’t get consent and even if the guy says stop she never stops, and that’s almost every manhwa I’ve read. I don’t know what mindset do writers have but when I dom I need to get full consent and make my sub feel comfortable I just can’t whip out a leash and go at it.

Just very very absurd, what do you think about it?

Nah, I have absolutely no problem with using my inbox to rant, you can drop by whenever you want to, really.

Anyway, fasten your seat belts my dear readers, 'cause this is gonna be a long answer. This subject is a sociological one, and I really like to freely philosophize over such matters 🤷🏻‍♀️ Also, I'm gonna rant, so yeah, you've opened a Pandora's box lol.

This is actually something I've seen for a long time now, but didn't really pay attention to it, just avoided it because I'm not really interested in inflicting pain on others in any form. However, recently I've been reading and thinking about violence a lot, and I came to a conclusion that I don't like reading/watching the typical femdom works, because they seem deeply patriarchal to me, with a big ass portion of toxic masculinity on top instead of a cherry. One could ask where the fuck did I get that conclusion from - after all, women are in charge in those storylines, so it should be a feminist thing, right? No.

What we're getting here is a literal gender reversal, and that's all that's being done here. Women in those works (be it a movie, a pornographic movie, a book, a fan fiction or a manhwa/manga etc) are just complete assholes in my eyes, I'm not going to lie. In my opinion they don't act like people should - they act like those stereotypical "manly" men who're the masters of life and death, use people for their own pleasure, and discard them, or even kill them, when they don't need/want them any more. Now, some people might say that yeah, they act like those sickening men, so what? If they can do that, then we can do that to. Well, no, we can't.

The problem is that we live in a society 🙄. A twisted society that doesn't give a single fuck (not always ofc, thankfully some do care) about violence against women, but they don't care even more about violence against men. Those words are a little hard to swallow for me because I want to fucking scream when I think about all those women that are getting beaten up, raped, and/or murdered by men as I'm writing those very words, but yeah, men are also the victims of this fucked up system, and sometimes they got it so much worse than women. In the stories such as i.e. "Sadistic Beauty", "S Flower" men are things that can be used, hurt to the absolute limit, and then discarded like some broken furniture. Women can hurt men too, and that's a fact that needs to be known, but for fuck's sake why are people showing a man getting raped as something that's arousing? What the fuck.

We should all try our best, and be overall better people. If someone acts like an asshole, then we should be better than that person, not stoop to their level. It doesn't matter with which gender, if with any at all, someone is identifying - hurting others without their consent is fucking sick, and shouldn't be justified in any case.

To sum it up: C-O-N-S-E-N-T is a fucking key, along with communication, and I can't stress it enough. Sex is supposed to be fun for everyone involved, no matter what kind of activity it is; could be orgasm denial or whipping, but it always has to be agreed upon. I also hate the society, yes.

Thanks for coming to my ted talk, I guess, and have a good day!

#Anon #vers's answers #vers's ramblings

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breadclubrising · 4 years ago

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Why do you believe another gl reunion would make Ibushi fulfilled? Bc last time he seemed pretty annoyed by the end of it, saying he was just being tossed aside as "Kenny's replacement" and "I have nothing else to do in this tournament" and ofc the "I've always been alone". Why would it be different now?

wellllllllllll because the GL story has a surprising amount of nuance for a wrestling storyline, and has kind of deliberately mixed kayfabe with real life in such a way that you can’t talk about them separately a lot of the time.

i DEFINITELY didn’t say he ‘needs’ it to be ‘fulfilled’, because that is a thing that would give me hives to say. i have many times said he doesn’t need Kenny and that’s been the point, is that they both totally can be great without each other, but they keep choosing each other and even if they’re successful in their careers, they are unhappy when they’re apart. if you find that disagreeable, please email kota (i know for a fact he does not check his email because of course he doesn’t). What I said was: it is how their careers will play out because they literally say that will happen and they have gone to LENGTHS in real life to make it happen.

i saw someone on twitter who bothered to take a screenshot of some galaxy brain on reddit finally figuring out that ibushi and omega see each other as endgame, and captioned it something like ‘golden lovers is the worst story in wrestling please stop.’ which is totally an opinion you are welcome to have but also, the part about them being each other’s endgame is a thing they both have said and kenny in particular will never let anyone forget. i do not understand why people give it the ‘lol shut up fangirl shippers’ treatment when it’s a thing that has been telegraphed since the beginning of time, unless you are calling ibushi and omega fangirl shippers, which you actually probably should bc no one ships GL more. anyway, i actually completely get why people who don’t like the storyline, or don’t like kenny, or whatever, have a different reading of the actual events that took place. but it means that you asking me this question isn’t going to get you a satisfying answer, and that makes me feel like you’re just asking me this to make me feel bad for liking a thing incorrectly.

but you did ask, which is totally on you, so: Ibushi said (explicitly, in interviews, and on twitter) that he was frustrated with himself for not Reaching His Potential. He never expressed frustration with Kenny, or even with NJPW’s booking. He wasn’t even officially signed until a couple months after Kenny left.

It was like this: he was an outsider in the company. He was always paired with the guy who is like, certified by the belt to be The Best Wrestler In The World. That guy had a problem like the bus in Speed, except instead of having to maintain a speed of 60mph to avoid exploding, the bus has to constantly say its boyfriend is the coolest. So Kenny, the best wrestler in the world according to kayfabe, is like ‘actually my mans here is the best wrestler in the world’ and kota’s like ‘thanks i love you too but i’m pretty sure you’re the one with the belt and the pwi cover and 437 meltzer stars you fucking labradoodle.’ (I’d bet money Kota does not know what a labradoodle is.) Kenny’s stanning was sweet and well-intentioned but to Kota it only highlighted the achievement gulf between them. And it did not help that his mentor Tanahashi was like ‘allow me to highlight the achievement gulf between you and your genetically inferior labradoodle boyfriend, whomst i don’t like for Reasons.’

And that made Ibushi be like ‘i’m 36 (at the time) years old and I have every muscle and yet, no accolades. the fact that i have not yet managed to be the unequivocal best and that i foolishly had a body and feelings is shameful and weak.’

That’s how he is: he beats himself up about stuff like goddamn taking time off to heal from neck surgery and a mental breakdown, and the unforgivable sin of not being quite sure what direction he wanted to take his career. It felt really bad! It deffos did! But his frustration was not directed where you think it was! But that’s the part I said you’re not going to agree with me on, so!

There was so much going ON in this story and it was really GOOD! Like all the stuff with Tanahashi was incredible and heart-wrenching and you just wanted to both smack and hug all three of them and it was a really good story!

Sometimes I just need to remind myself of that bc people who dislike the Golden Lovers are very reductive about why they assume people like the thing they do not like. But yes, it actually is a good story, now that I type a tiny part of it out like that; not my fault some people seem to have missed the epic heroes’ journeys forest for the gay love story trees. Not that there’s anything wrong with gay love story trees; also very much part of the forest.

Anyway Anon, part of the reason earlier on I speculated that you just came to my inbox to try to make me feel sad for liking things in a way you did not was that... honestly. HOW did ANYONE watch Ibushi say “I was always alone, before” after he won the 2019 G1 and go “king said ‘new career who dis’ and deleted kenneth’s number from his phone! 👏always 👏alone 👏before 👏!!!’

Like yeah those are the words he said but, you know, words can mean a lot of things! and personally, I think it’s relevant that those words were enveloped by a heartbreakingly pained smile that says ‘GREAT question Tokyo Sports, i WILL cry RIGHT here at this FUCKING folding table if you do not IMMEDIATELY pretend along with me that my existence began earlier this evening when I entered this arena. thanks in advance!’ Like!

Yep, look at that smug fuck pretending not to know who his shitty ex is! Prolly thinking of some good labradoodle jokes.

(On the real i know that not everyone is good at ascertaining emotion from facial expressions. I get that, and I’m not gonna dog on anyone for it, because I myself am often not great at it. And honestly? If he meant this in the “I don’t know her” sense, I would probably have loved it, bc I am a Kota Ibushi fan first, a human second, an antifa supersoldier third, and then a Golden Lovers Scholar like somewhere in the low 20s. But... I can’t even pretend that reading works for me. I hate looking at these gifs. That’s how much this reads to me as Having A Bad Time, like this man’s face is among my favorite things to view on this horrible planet and my heart feels like it’s being poked with a broken toothpick every time these gifs loop.)

And finally, because of the thing I said in the first paragraph that I wrote when I was like “i’m just gonna write a quick answer to this ask” like some kind of fucking fool who has never seen my own blog: it would not “be different now”, it has always been this story, and both Kenny and Kota say that when they are able to. It mixes kayfabe with real life, and in real life it’s really clear that it’s endgame for both of them, and I’m very sorry to GL haters but please direct your displeasure with the narrative to the two nerds who are determined to continue it across decades and oceans.

#kota ibushi #golden lovers #has anyone ever been on their bullshit as much as me right now?#why would you ask me this question #you just hate me and wanted to make me look at the sad angel gifs :(#well played #Anonymous

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best-enemies · 4 years ago

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For the fandom ask meme thing can I request the whole damn alphabet or is that not very cash money of me? I’m nosy lmao I wanna know all of them!

AHDKAJSDKJAHSKDA JACK YOU’RE THE BEST

A - Your current OTP(s)/OT3(s)/OTX(s)

I’ve had my current OTP for like almost 8 years and it’s, obviously, Thoschei (Doctor/Master). My other current obsession is the Gallifrey OT4 hehehe

B - A pairing you initially didn’t consider but someone changed your mind

It’s funny because I didn’t ship Hannigram at first... I’d thought the idea of a cannibal having a relationship was terrifying because what if they had sex and Hannibal got hungry in the middle of the act? Lmaoooo

But yeah they’re my endgame now. I watched the show when it first aired and I was about 14/15 years old so now you see why I thought that. Although I’m still afraid I’m gonna be reading a fic and Hannibal will suddendly bite Will’s dick off or smth AKJHSAKJSAHSASKAJ

C - A ship you have never liked and probably never will (be nice)

Uhhh Doctor/Clara. Mainly because I don’t like to ship the Doctor with companions (there may be one or two exceptions but I don’t ship them enough to actually say I ship them lol) and I don’t know I just never vibed with it

D - A pairing you wish you liked but just can’t (again: be nice)

Doctor/River. I mean, I did like it for a while years ago but now it’s just... eh. I think she has a waaay better chemistry with the 12th Doctor, but still don’t ship it. I might give it a try once I listen to the River audios but so far meh. I’m not much of a multishipper anyway.

E - Have you added anything cracky/hilarious to your fandom, if so, what

God. I’ve written a couple of Academy Era (focused on the Deca) crack fanfics and I still have to translate them to English. They’re pure garbage but I love them. I have a lot of fun writing crack fics because they’re easier and I can ignore whatever piece of canon I want just for the laughs

F - What’s the longest you’ve ever been in a fandom

Guess it’s Doctor Who, been here (in and out of the fandom) for over 8/9 years

G - Do you remember your first OTP, if so who was in it

Uhhhh I think it was Han Solo and Leia, since I was a kid really. I wanted to marry both of them lol

H - What is your favorite source text for fandom stuff (e.g., tv shows, movies, books, anime, Western animation, etc.)

I had to google what a source text is and still don’t know

I - Has tumblr caused you to stop liking any fandoms, if so, which and why

I don’t think so, but Twitter definitively has. I remember a couple years ago I was curious to see what voltron was about and watched a few episodes, it was ok, fun and cute but the fandom was so annoying I stopped watching it for good and don’t care about it enough to pick it up again

J - Name a fandom you didn’t care/think about until you saw it all over tumblr

I had definitively forgotten about supernatural until I saw it all over my dashboard in the year of our lord 2020 lmao like in my wholock days I tried to watch the show because everyone on my dash (is it still called dashboard?) was talking about it and I watched about 8 episodes before dropping it. But seeing it again on the dash was actually a happy surprise because the memes are too funny hahaha

K -Say something nice about someone in any of your fandoms

I’m extremely shy irl and on the internet as well but I wanna say that @janeturenne is one of the best authors ever and her fanfics are a blessing in my life; also @thebraxiatelcollection who brings awesome content to my dash and is also one of the best authors. And of course, you, Jack, also one of the best authors god I’m so BLESSED

L - Say something genuinely nice about a character who isn’t one of your faves (chars you’re neutral on are fair game, as are chars you dislike)

Uhhh I guess I’m neutral about the current companions. They’re not my favorites but I don’t really dislike them - they had a lot of potential and chibs came up with some good storylines but did not develop them well in my opinion. I think Graham is a fun grandpa whom I’m going to miss when he leaves; Ryan is cool and could’ve done a lot more if the writers had kept a few things, it’d be awesome if he vlogged all of their adventures. He’s like the one I was curious to see more but sadly didn’t feel a connection; and Yaz, I hope she’ll keep growing and that her friendship with the Doctor will finally be developed to a level we can connect to her.

It sounds weird because with the fam it’s always ‘what I wish could have been’ because I never felt really connected to them :(

M - Say something genuinely nice about a ship that you don’t ship (or its shippers, or anything related to you)

Ok... I don’t really ship Rey/Finn but I think it’s one of the sweetest ships ever, and if they ended up together I’d be happy. They love each other and are there for each other always so, yeah :D

N - Name three things you wish you saw more or in your main fandom (or a fandom of choice)

I don’t know if I got the question right but it’s three things I wish I saw more in my main fandom? Well, if it’s that, then, 3 things about the Doctor Who fandom: 1) people having more civilized or light-hearted discussions about things. Like, I genuinely disliked an 8th doctor audio I listened once that my friends loved, and they made fun of me and we joked about it. Also once we were in a live twitch video playing among us and discussing doctor who, and then we got into a ship “discourse” as a joke and nobody really cared and just laughed because everyone knew it’s fictional shit so why get mad over it? 2) Doctor Who has a titanic amount of content, it’s all canon but at the same time it’s not, so who cares? If you want to listen to Big Finish audios and if you can afford it, then lisiten; if you can’t, it’s okay, no one has the right to tell you you’re less of a fan. Just tell them to fuck off; 3) The best way to keep fandom alive is by creating content. Here in my local fandom we have several podcasts dedicated to all areas of the whoniverse (the show, the expanded universe, the audios, etc), those old fandom websites who do serious work to bring news to the fans, people who make subtitles for the classic series (we don’t have it available here so they do their best to make it accessible to other fans), accounts dedicated to promoting dr who fans who create content, and we even have people making their own audiodramas with dw characters and writing book-lenght fanfiction to help explain the show to people who’ve never watched it, and a great variety of things. I’ve seen a few of these things in the international fandom, mostly by older fans, so I wish younger fans about my age who have the means to make this kind of stuff would make it too. Maybe there’d be less twitter drama out there lol

O - Choose a song at random, which ship or character does it remind you of

“the killing moon” by echo & the bunnymen reminds me of thoschei. yep it was totally random

P - Invent a random AU for any fandom (we always need more ideas)

The fact that we don’t have a pride and prejudice AU for brax/romana yet is driving me insane

Q - A ship you’ve abandoned and why

I’ve mentioned it before but doctor/river, don’t really remember why idk I just don’t vibe with it anymore. But also because thoschei has so many different pairings in 1 ship that I don’t really feel the need to ship them with anyone else lol

R - A pairing you ship that you don’t think anyone else ships

GOD I NEED TO TALK ABOUT IT BECAUSE IT’S SO SPECIFIC ok fellow academy era stans gather around if you have read Divided Loyalties there’s a scene where it SHOWS that Magnus had a crush on Ushas. And NO ONE HAS EVER TALKED ABOUT THEM and the power couple they would’ve made. I write them into all my fanfics in hopes of making other people ship them but I’ve had no success so far

S - Show us an example of your personal headcanon (prompts optional but encouraged)

The Master is a big fan of musicals and in the 77 years he spent on earth he watched every single one ever. I’m gonna be bold and say that when he was young, still Koschei, he was an artist, and thought about dropping everything to become an actor on Gallifrey. Time Lords do appreciate art, and have their own plays, but it’s just the same old and boring ones the young people don’t care about. The Master then created a shocking performance that was way ahead of its time and the older Time Lords were so appalled they banned him from writing and presenting plays and that’s his villain origin story

T - Do you have any hard and fast headcanons that you will die defending, about anything at all (gender identity, sexual or romantic orientation, extended family, sexual preferences like top/bottom/switch, relationship with poetry, seriously anything)

1) The Doctor and the Master married on Gallifrey and the entire show is just them having the most litigious divorce in the universe (still isn’t final because the Master has killed all the judges); 2) Ushas/The Rani is ace; 3) The Deca was a 10 people polyamorous relationship; 4) Romana and Livia were girlfriends at the Academy and they hate each other now because the break up was baad; 5) Romana writes fanfiction; 6) Romana/Leela had a thing in Davidia I KNOW it; 7) Leela pegs Narvin; 8) Brax has a life-size painting of Romana at his collection or a statue or smth; 9) Brax’s dream in Reborn is actually REAL and he’s married to Romana, Leela and Narvin all at the same time

U - 5 favorite characters from 5 different fandoms

I don’t even think I’m in 5 fandoms but

Doctor Who: The Master, The Doctor, Romana, Leela, Sarah Jane, Bill (this was the hardest thing ever)

The X-Files: Mulder, Scully, Monica, and can I add The Lone Gunmen too?

Star Wars: Leia, Obi-Wan, Finn, Poe Dameron and honorable mention to Din Djarin and Grogu

Hannibal: Hannibal, Will, Bev, Alana, Chiyoh

V - 3 OTPs from 3 different fandoms

That’s hard

Doctor Who: thoschei ofc, gallifrey ot4.......... uuhh as you can see i don’t ship many pairings in the show

The X-Files: Mulder and Scully. And whatever Scully and Monica had going on because they definitively flirted

Star Wars: Poe/Finn, Han/Leia, whatever Han/Lando had going on too

W - 5 favorite ships and 5 kinks you like best for said ships

WHATVASHAJSKAJSA ok this is a little embarassing but I don’t have a lot of kinks for many ships... I guess I have some for thoschei like, choking, whipping, blindfolds/gagging, bondage, begging, biting, sem-public, phone sex, dirty talk, body worship, praise kink, etc. Alright alright I know it’s a lot but in my defense they've shown half of these on the show

X - top 5-10 characters who are yoUR PRECIOUS BABIES AND YOU WILL DIE DEFENDING THEM

The Master, Romana, Leela, Brax, Narvin, Bill Potts, Martha Jones, Sarah Jane, Donna Noble, Lucie Miller. No particular order for most of them but the Master is my precious baby and I will die for this mf

Y - What are your secondhand fandoms (fandoms you aren’t in personally but are tangentially familiar with because your friends/people on your dash are in them)

Not many, usually the people I follow are in the same fandoms as I am but I’ve seen some mutuals reblog some Hadestown stuff which is a play that I’ve never seen but definitively would because the protagonists look hot

Z - Just ramble about something fan-related, go go go (prompts optional but encouraged)

I DON’T KNOW WHAT DOES IT MEAN

it took me three hours to do this but it was fun!! thank you bb <3

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noknockingonmydoor · 4 years ago

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❤ you know who @noglxry

Dating:

Where was their first official date? I think it was a spontaneous date, like idk walking by the beach together, and once it ended even if neither of them acknowledged it they knew it had been a date

What is their favorite date location? Somewhere out in nature, away from people, where they could have all the privacy they needed.

How many dates before their first kiss? They kissed on the very first “date” I’d say

Who asked who out first? Probably Rohan, but he didn’t outright ask Brook out, just subtly kept on asking to hang out

How many dates before they considered each other a couple? I’d say it probably didn’t take much for Brook to think of them as a couple, but Rohan? He probably only realised they were a legit couple shortly before it ended 💀

Friends:

How many mutual friends do they have? If they’d met in Morioh, they’d have a few mutual friends, like Reimi and Koichi. Otherwise? None. Lol

Which one of their friends is most likely to get in between an argument between the ship? I imagine Brook’s friends would tell him to break it off whenever he talked about his problems with Rohan bc he always looked so miserable speaking of it. Does this answer that question justice, idk

Which one has more friends? Brook.

Which one has introduced the other to more people? I’m not even sure if they explicitly introduced each other to their friends... ‘cause deep down they knew this thing was gonna crash and crumble

Did they start out as friends and made their way to a couple, or were they a couple almost right away? They were quasi-friends briefly, but their attraction to each other was apparent very early on, and they acted on it too quickly probably.

Arguments:

What do they argue about the most? Brook hates how cold and dismissive and inconsiderate Rohan gets, Rohan hates how sensitive, emotional, needy Brook gets. It’s a vicious cycle.

How do they usually solve their disagreements? They don’t. Even if they try to set aside their differences, they just... can’t... and it hurts them both.

Do they argue a lot or not very often? Too much.

Who admits to being wrong more often? Usually Brook, unless he gets fed up with taking all the blame all the time and Rohan figures it’s his turn to take responsibility.

Sex:

Who is more likely to initiate sex? I’d say it’s even, maybe Brook slightly more? In the beginning, at least. Later on I imagine it starts feeling like a chore and they just stop altogether

Do they prefer to do it in a bed, or do they prefer a chair, or perhaps the shower? Maybe other spots? In the beginning, probably everywhere they could. As time went on, probs mostly in bed

Do they practice any kind of bdsm in the bedroom at all and if so, what kinds? I’d say only some tying up and liiiiight power play

Who’s usually more dominant in the bedroom? Rohan, almost exclusively. Rohan sometimes nags Brook to try and switch it up, but it doesn’t work out for either of them.

Lights on or off? In the beginning, it doesn’t matter. Later on, dim lights. Or off.

Do they share any kinks? Both into some light bondage and wearing lingerie

Does either one have any kinks that they don’t have in common with the other? Ofc. There’s Brook’s kink for soft love and affection and romance, and Rohan’s kink for heavy rough senseless fucking

Have they ever had sex anywhere public before? Maybe tempted to in the beginning, but never went through with it

Who would be most likely to suggest bringing in a third person and who would that person be? I don’t think either of them would be into that.

Cuddling:

When are they most likely to cuddle? Just before bedtime or after waking up

Where is their favorite place to cuddle? In bed

Who’s usually the big spoon? Both? Mby Brook more because he’s much bigger and it’s easier for him to embrace Rohan than other way around

Do they cuddle often? Rohan would say too often. Brook would say not often at all.

Marriage:

Are they married? If not, is it something that could happen between them?

If they are married, where did they get married at? If not married, what is their dream wedding location?

If married, who proposed to who? If not married, who would be more likely to propose to who?

If they are married, which one moved in with the other? If not married, who would be more likely to move in with the other?

Children:

Do they have kids? If not, would they consider having kids?

How many kids do they have? If no kids, how many kids would they want to have?

What are the children’s names? If no kids, what would they name their kids?

Random:

What are three random headcannons you have about the ship that are not related to romance or sex? 1. In the beginning, Rohan could listen to Brook talk for HOURS about his life, experiences, knowledge, but later on the spark is gone and their conversations get really dull and uninspiring and passive-aggressive. 2. An important character in Rohan’s manga/one-shot/something is HEAVILY, shamelessly inspired by Brook and the storyline he’s featured in is like an allegorical retelling of their relationship. 3. Rohan likes to tease Brook a lot and give him embarrassing nicknames like ‘my little orange’ but Brook actually finds it adorable. (wow, ONE WHOLE kinda cute headcanon)

Which one is more likely to suggest getting pets? Brook. Rohan's like. OK if ur gonna take care of them while I'm hyperfocusing on something

Which one eats more snack foods? Brook, and he’s always bringing apples n shit when Rohan forgets to eat

What is their favorite movie to watch together? Umm... Brokeback Mountain? BHJFBAJBFJHBDF I DUNNO

What is their favorite tabletop game to play together? Idk about tabletop but they probs played like card games

What are your three absolute favorite things about this ship? The lovey dovey perfect magical beginning, the weird rollercoaster once the honeymoon period wears off, and the EXPLOSIVE ending. Basically everything. It’s interesting.

What is one thing you don’t like about this ship? It HURTS and there’s lingering sadness in their every interaction and it can be a bummer bc they’re TRYING but they’re bringing out the worst in each other :(

If you had to rate this ship on a scale of 1-10, what would you give it? 1/10 WHAT THE HELL WHERE THEY BOTH THINKING DRAGGING THIS THING ON FOR SO LONG. HELLO??? But would ship again thank u Nori for the opportunity to indulge in shameless angst hehe

#this thing is so long jesus christ agbhdfgf #memes #noglxry

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martykirkby · 5 years ago

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Any holby or casualty episodes you’d recommend rewatching? Idm how old, thanks :)

(i’m gonna put this under a read more bc it got way longer than i intended it too and you didn’t even ask for descriptions i’m just incapable of being concise ever sorry! i bolded the titles so you don’t have to read it all)

okay so it depends what characters you care about, bc my answers would be different based on who your faves are, so these are my faves to rewatch (but will probs be super biased towards my fave characters)! obvs i’m not saying watch all of them (unless you want to) but i’ve included reasons why i like them so you can decide based on what you enjoy.

holby (i’ve only watched from s16 with a little of s15 and s6 so it’s gonna start there):

intuition (16x11)- dom’s first episode back after his guest stint, and adele’s first ep! this is the first episode i watched when i started watching holby properly bc i was impatient and wanted to get to the dom scenes so i haven’t watched most of the s16 episodes before it but i would probably say watch 16x10 as well bc that’s when jac gives birth and this ep has a lot of scenes about her and emma.

prince among men (16x16)- raf’s first ep in which he’s v v iconic and also i love dom, zosia and arthur and frustrated mentor sacha and there’s that woman who’s like in love with a mummy until she finds out it was a female mummy. also jac and emma!!

one small step (16x42)- again i LOVE the keller trio, this is the first ep where they really bond even if it’s over a super traumatic experience w zosia. and connie crosses over for the first time since she joined casualty, which i rlly liked.

star of wonder (17x10)- a really important episode for zosia’s character and her bipolar sl! also i like christmas episodes

the ides of march (17x32)- another big ep for zosia and the one where she decides to move to darwin

beautiful (17x45)- dom taking a level students on a tour of the hospital and bonding w one of them and quoting that christina aguilera song... i love him

at first i was afraid (17x50)- dom and arthur roadtrip! the karaoke scene! frieda as a patient! elliot’s exit ft some really nice scenes w him and jac!

left behind (18x05)- i just really like all three storylines, i’ve rewatched the mo and wiliam sl a few times just bc i like mo and this ep is the last one of that sl and it’s my fave of them, and you can watch it as a standalone if you already know what’s happened in the eps beforehand.

blue christmas (18x11)- the only one i’ve seen where jac’s past is rlly talked about bc it’s the one where fran reveals they know each other. apart from that it is just a nice christmas ep and i really like all the other storylines going on.

young hearts, run free (18x13)- the ep where dom arthur and morven have to do some scavenger hunt thing in the woods!! and dom has a chicken called henriketta!! that’s reason enough to watch it 500 times tbh

one under (18x21)- for some reason arthur’s patient sl haunts me, but i think it is a rlly good (but sad) ep for arthur as he comes to terms with his cancer test

it tolls for thee (18x31)- arthur and morven’s wedding and i love them

i’ll walk you home (18x35)- arthur’s last ep (as not a figment of someone’s imagination) and it’s devastating but the episode is so so well done and i watch it whenever i need to cry

another day in paradise, parts one and two (18x38 and 18x39)- i just really like all the different storylines in these eps, the patient sl is like. wild and there’s focus on jac being a mother and dom’s grief and sacha and essie i just rlly like them

protect and serve (18x47)- this is the one after the helicopter crash in casualty so i always watch it after watching that one. it’s a good episode that focuses more on the characters than the storylines and i love the crossovers too.

i do, i do, i do (19x13)- an episode in which a main character’s daughter dies has absolutely no right being as funny as this, but the derwood/inga wedding is so so funny and also rlly sweet at the end and the contrast with the elinor storyline is wild (and also something i wish holby would do more often bc recently they’ve done like three depressing storylines in one ep)

the hard way home (19x35)- tbh the main reason i’ve rewatched this ep so much is for dofty which obvs i don’t care about anymore, but it’s also a really good ep just for dom w his steroid addiction and the anniversary of arthur’s death. and it’s damon’s first ep and i miss him

group animal, parts one and two (19x61 and 19x62)- the shooting eps which i also watch when i wanna feel sad, but also they are just really good episodes in general

also the last two eps of s19 after the shooting bc i’m incapable of not watching the aftermath

i haven’t rewatched any s20 or s21 eps except when giffing so i can’t rlly recommend any there

casualty (for some of these just pretend that lofty never existed on holby and his character was never destroyed):

next of kin, parts one and two (26x15 and 26x16)- the second ep is more exciting but you need the first one for context, it’s just classic high stakes drama, the entire ed was on fire bc they stopped filming in bristol so they were like yeah let’s completely destroy the set! and it’s ruth and jay’s last episodes.

duty of care (26x17)- also high stakes drama, tom’s first episode and the first ep filmed in cardiff. there’s a poisonous gas leak AND an explosion.

love is (26x23)- danny dyer did more acting in this one (1) episode than he has his entire career on eastenders i swear. i didn’t expect to get so emo about it.

the ‘ricochet’ eps (26x25, 26x26, 26x27)- casualty didn’t hold back with these eps. they’re v good eps (s26 has some of casualty’s best episodes imo) but a LOT about gang violence and a trigger warning for rape in the second one.

zero sum game (26x39)- fletch’s first episode! i mainly like it bc of that but it’s also fun to see how much lloyd hates him at first.

the #holbyriot eps (26x41 and 26x42)- definitely some of the most tense episodes casualty’s ever done, back when they cared about social issues like police brutality.

rabbits in headlights (27x17)- the first episode for robyn, jamie and aoife (and ally but she leaves the next ep). i love seeing how far robyn in particular has come, and i loved jamie and aoife as well and seeing them as tiny dumbass students is fun.

unsilenced (27x31)- the fgm storyline, again when casualty used to care about social issues. it’s really well-written, i think.

once there was a way home, parts one and two (28x01 and 28x02)- this is ramin’s first appearance and i love him and jamie and the way jamie basically risked his entire job to help him. the first one is also rita’s first ep!

carrot not stick (28x35)- this one has a patient from 28x33 in, but you don’t need to have rewatched that one to get the gist. lofty and dixie take said patient to visit his dying mother and they go to the beach. they sing dolly parton. lofty steals a puppy. it’s just a really nice episode imo

born lucky (29x05)- this is a sad one, but i really like the relationships between the staff in this one, and i think it was a good final episode for jeff.

entrenched (29x09)- casualty said football fans don’t deserve rights and also lofty makes some points about the futility of war. michael spence is in this episode!

deadfall (29x10), the road not taken (29x26), holby sin city (29x39)- i’m grouping these together bc they’re all the ‘holby noir’ standalone episodes and if you wanna watch one ep and not have to worry about the long running storylines, they work. they’re also completely insane and v fun imo. the road not taken is my fave.

a child’s heart, parts one and two (30x01 and 30x02)- i’m not a fan of it focusing so much on charlie’s life story, but i love episodes just after a crisis and especially when one of the team is in danger bc you really see how much the staff all care about each other. these eps also have the start of louise’s storyline where she switches from a receptionist to a nurse.

high tide (30x27)- lofty’s last episode, jez’s first, and it’s also a really good episode for cal and ethan. and although i don’t really care about any of them except jez anymore, i still think this is a good episode to rewatch just to see like. them as characters.

too old for this shift (31x01)- this is the feature length episode so like. it might not be ideal to rewatch but again it’s the helicopter crash episode, so you really see the staff pull together which i love, and there are appearances from jac and fletch, and video calls from people who have left the show. like i said, it goes with protect and serve on holby so i usually rewatch those together.

mobile (31x27)- i literally just rewatched this episode last night which is why i’m thinking about it, but it’s a really good ep and it’s the one where robyn gives birth and her scenes with david are so well acted. they also link all three stories in some way to mobile phones which i thought was cool.

5 days (31x28)- i love robyn so i really love this episode. there’s a lot of character development imo, from being in denial and optimistic to realising how bad charlotte’s situation is and struggling to cope, to accepting how it is and being there for her as a mother.

one (31x44)- the plot is okay, it’s not something i’d be particularly interested to rewatch apart from the fact it’s filmed in one shot which makes it fun to rewatch.

32x19- max’s last episode and we find out a lot about him! and ofc there’s the zoe and max reunion and i just really like max in this episode.

32x21- bea’s first ep and i love her, also really shows how much a real ed has to cope with and has alicia start the anonymous blog which is v iconic of her.

i haven’t really rewatched any eps that aired after this specifically for one ep (i’ve rewatched every episode jade and marty and archie have been in but i don’t always care about the eps themselves)

#bbc casualty #holby city #sorry to ppl in the tag but i actually wanna save this so i know what i wanna rewatch so #me about casualty: i think these eps are well-written and i like the dynamics between the characters in it #me about holby: lmao my faves are being dumbasses in it #Anonymous

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0225pm · 4 years ago

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wow the quality of the video really sucks after it has been compressed but well i don’t have a choice!

anyway, i’m moving back to tumblr again mainly cus wordpress sucks and it’s not allowing me to post videos unless i buy their premium plan which is tbh a no cus idk why platforms for blogging should even charge you for the features that they were supposed to have???? also sadly, tumblr also only lets you post 1 video per post limit which is why i’ve put the pics and videos i took into in one but it’s better than not being able to post a video at all.

so it’s our monthsary!!!!

we’ve been officially together for 3 years and 5 months now and wow, i’ve only just realised what a long time that is 😂 honestly, if you want to count how long it has been since we first met each other, it’ll probably be about 8 years now. tho han sees it as 8 years but i see it as 3y5m cus idk who he was back then ya know what i mean? like i know the 3y5m him now than the him 8 years ago.

han sent me his live location as he does so every sat, and i was late. even tho he came all the way to my place i was still late :/ and i was so sorry 😭 i know there shouldn’t be any excuses for my lateness but i have my reasons, even if anyone thinks it isn’t valid :/ so i alr prepared right? like i mentally prepared and visualize what i wanna wear and etc. and so i went to take a shower and all. and then my mom all of a sudden asked me to do things like ordering food for her, clipping her nails, airfrying some sotong balls cus she was feeling peckish. initially she asked me to order food, which i then did but it was immediately cancelled due to the weather. it suddenly rained really heavily. and then while i was in her room drying my hair, she suddenly said she wanted sotong balls which i then went to airfry. and then when i alr did that and continued drying my hair, she then asked me to clip her nails and i was like “i’m going out ibu later farhan will be waiting for me alr” and she was like nvm la it will only take a while. so i did that and then i had to just rush cus i checked his live location and he was alr nearing tenaga area which is so damn close to my place alr. then i quickly picked out the outfit i wanted to wear. i mean come on, it’s our monthsary and i wanted to dress up right and i alr had this mental image of what i wanna wear right? so i took it out, wore it and then i realized that it was still a bit rainy??? like kinda drizzling so i figured he’ll be coming up first to wait till the rain totally stops but he texted me asking me to come down instead. and at this point i was sweating profusely. yeah, it was rainy but i was feeling so warm from rushing and doing so many things at once. oh ya, i was wearing this satin white shirt with shorts and that was my initial outfit like it looks laidback and casual and effortless but i decided to change cus i was perspiring and it felt so uncomfortable wearing a satin material when you’re perspiring like heck!! so i ended up wearing my fav tee with the same shorts and brought my hoodie along. it’s also my fav hoodie from uniqlo. i think their hoodie quality is bomz it’s not too thick or too thin and i wanna buy more but maybe wait till they have sales or something. so i ended up just looking super hobo as heck like it just looks like i didn’t even bother to dress up and i felt sad but i didn’t want han to be waiting even longer.

so when i went down he was alr sitting at the seats at the void deck and i can feel anger radiating within him lol like i knew he was mad and he still had his helmet on and his rain jacket on and all. and then he gave me different options of where to go for our lunch and then i just sat there pondering for a bit. and then i asked him if he wanted to put the jacket and pants at home but he didn’t want to so he took it off and then put it on the table and he took off his helmet as well. and then i asked him if we could eat at genki and he told me that genki was one of the options that he forgot to list so we decided on genki! his anger didn’t last long and as he stood up to head over to his bike i went to him and open up my arms cus i just wanted to hug him lolol then at first he tried to act all “ew” and moved away but he ended up hugging me anyway hehe and then don’t want to let go lol so bobo so cute. honestly i’m still shy??? around him wtf. like when i initiated the hug itself i felt so shy loooooollllll and when he didn’t wanna let go it made me blush wtf but ofc he can’t see cus we have to wear the stupid mask bc of stupid covid. i hate it wtf my face is so sensitive and it’s breaking out bc of having to wear the mask so my skin can’t breathe. like what’s the point of me not wearing makeup underneath the mask when i still break out anyway right zzz hais. ok sorry side track a bit but ya hahaha so then i told him i wanted to show him something!!! and then he was like “eh eh who said you let go” or was it “who said you can stop hugging” but it’s either one la hahaha then i took his hand and pull down my mask and then kissed his hand 😂 then i told him to look and i said “no transfer”!!!!!! hahahahaha cus i was wearing this lipstick and wtf man the formula is damn amazing really didn’t transfer anywhere at all. i even kissed my own hand and i even drank water but not transfer AT ALL. it was a gift i got from two years back i think hahaha for my bday from rai, a kylie kit and i haven’t worn it out before mainly bc the color didn’t suit my skintone cus the shade felt so light but when i wore it this time it felt like the shade was darker somehow? idk if i became pale from staying at home all the time or idk lol but i like the shade now 😌

oh at first i didn’t wanna go to tampines cus we always go to tampines hahaha and i guess i made a face and han teased me about it lol as much as it annoys me it’s a good kind of annoying? 😂 cus he’s so cute whenever he teases me in that way lolol but we ended up just heading to tampines anyway cus he wanted to save up on petrol also and i thought ok ya cus he has to work now and he has to go to and fro everyday so it’s better for him to save the petrol as well. i put on my hoodie and then we went to the usual parking spot at tampines. and then bc both of our masks were down i could actually kiss him hehe. and then from there we walked to the front entrance of the mall cus of this covid there’s only one in and out entrance but entering was a breeze tbh cus even tho there was a long line, we didn’t have to wait long.

then we went up to the escalator. and genki wasn’t crowded at all either so that was great!!! we did the safe entry thing, got our temperature taken and got our seats. then we ordered some food hehe. i was excited cus lol i love genki. not as much as i love my bf but if i have to choose an express sushi shop i would choose genki 😂 i wanted something soupy and filling so i got their beef udon since i alr had their duck udon the previous time we went there. and then i got a drink and chawanmushi as an appetizer. i love their chawanmushi as well and it’s something i will always get. i used to buy their clams miso soup but since it was taken out of the menu, i got their chawanmushi instead. and i was so happy when han decided to try the chawanmushi!!!!! i’ve always knew him as someone that wasn’t into eggs but he actually liked this one!! and he even ate the prawn and the naruto/japanese fish cake when i fed it to him omg 😭😭😭 i was legit so happy wtf hahahaha and then his fried squid came, also one of the hot foods i will always order but usually i’ll get it if i didn’t buy any of the udon. but since i alr got the udon i didn’t order it. and then his mini chicken teriyaki don came and lol the bowl was rly so mini ahahaha i wish i took a picture of it but i didn’t. but it was worth for the price of $4 i think since it was actually filled to the brim. there was even slices of tamago in it. he fed me a spoonful and it was nice!!! i’m gonna try that next time i go to genki if i’m feeling like eating rice 😂 i like udon cus of the chewy texture of the noodles and the soup. and then a plate of mentaiko fries came 🤤 there was A LOT of mentaiko on it it was so amazing and i was so surprise cus i didn’t order it but at the end of the day han said that he saw that i didn’t order the fries so he ordered it for me 🥺😍 so sweet hais and i really enjoyed it. i love genki’s mentaiko sauce it’s so damn goooooodddddd. so salty so nice. and then my udon came hehe and i devoured it. i fed han some too and gave him one of the fish cakes cus i think they made a mistake and put two pieces. the udon was so good i love it hahahaha. and then han ordered a seaweed roll, 2 more beef sushi and 1 mentaiko salmon for me hehe yes i know how to eat salmon now!!!! but it must be seared. i still can’t eat raw ones unless i rly dipped it in soy sauce or if it’s cut super thinly then maybe can try 😅

then after we finished eating, we went up to see if we can catch a movie. i wasn’t sure if we’re allowed to sit together so i asked him to ask first if we have to be separated and yay we don’t have to separate!!! so we decided to watch train to busan 2: peninsula. since we alr watched the first one together and there wasn’t much movies that were showing so we decided to catch the 5:10pm slot. it’s been so so so long since we last watched a movie tgt so this was nice. we didn’t get anything to eat since we just ate and i was still full but we had some time so we went to fairprice and got some candies. then farhan bought a root beer slushy which turns out to be scam!!! cus it’s just ice and it was practically solidified even after the movie was over it didn’t even melt much within 2 hours wtf. and then he also got a hotdog bun 😂

the movie was great. not as great as the first one cus the first one was definitely much more impactful but this one was not too bad. a bit too much “racing” scenes but i guess it’s to keep its audience on the toes. the storyline is a bit meh as well but i guess the suspense from some parts made up for it. it’s quite tragic though.

and then after the movie, i asked han if he still wanted pizza but when we saw the queue there was still a bunch of people waiting for their orders. even some foodpanda and grab delivery riders were waiting so i told him we’ll just order in and at first he was like we’ll see how but i ordered anyway. then we went out to head home and han finally lighted a cigarette. hahahaha he actually had to suppressed his desire to smoke cus we didn’t have time since i chose the earlier slot for the movie and im so proud of him for being able to suppress the feeling and yet not turning into a cranky momok.

while on the way back, he wanted to top up some petrol so we stopped by spc and then he wanted to top up his cashcard so we had to go one big round from the carpark to where he can top up his card but the machine is stupid!!! and he got upset cus he wasn’t able to top up his card. i think he still prefers the card with chip reader than the contactless ones. so then we decided to head to 7-11 so he can purchase one with chip but they ran out. so we decided to find another petrol station cus he said usually it’s being sold there too. so we did and this time round i guess i was being cranky cus the seat of his bike was eating into my skin and it hurts like heck so i told him to just top up the card since they don’t have the chip ones and he needed to top up anyway but then in front there was another petrol station and apparently they had a chip + contactless card there and i think they only accepted cash for it so he came out and then went in back and bought one there. and i was still cranky lol and i was perspiring so much both from my scalp to my body and it was drizzling too so all i wanted to do was head home so i got upset and i lashed it out on him when we made our way back cus he kept trying to make a joke out of the pain i felt and it just triggered me cus it’s like he doesn’t understand how much it hurts??

but it’s not his fault. cus i’m the one that chose to wear shorts even tho i know how much it hurts when i sit too long on the bike. and then he said he’ll cut the netting off but i was like no wtf. cus 1, we don’t meet everyday which sucks but ya we don’t and thus i’m not the one sitting on the back of his bike everyday so having to sit one day out of the week doesn’t bother me as much as having to sit on it everyday ya know what i mean? and 2, the parts that are still protected which is probably about 90-80% of the seat is still useable so it’ll be able to help protect the other areas from getting damage by the claws of cats.

and then when we got back, he wanted to pass his gummies to me but no one in this household eats gummies or candies. my mom can’t even eat sugary content cus of health, my dad isn’t a fan of gummies or candies he much prefers chips and chocolates and my brother too prefers chocolates or ice creams. i don’t like sugary content either but unless it comes from cakes or pastries or ice creams or chocolates so rly, no one is gonna eat it. and then he got mad at me and all i could hear was “you do to me can but when i’m doing it to you cannot” and i didn’t get what he meant by that tbh so i just kept quiet all the way till we’re home. i quickly took off my hoodie, changed into a more comfortable shorts went to take a piss and then went into my room. i sat down for awhile in front of the fan cus i was sweating so much and then i cooled down before i apologized to him and then asked him if he was still upset. i tried to get him to explain what he meant but couldn’t get anything out of him cus he just prefers to sweep it under the rug whereas i like to talk about it so i can see what i did wrong or which areas i have to improve or change so it can better our lives ya know but he’s not like that and i have to understand it so i just kept quiet and then i kissed him and stroked his face and hair a little.

and then he asked me if the pizza was here and i said ya hahaha it’s alr in the kitchen and whether he wants me to take it so he was like yes and as i was going to take the pizza he grabbed me and hugged me tight and i just instantly melted. it was genuinely hot lol i like this kinda shit hahahahaha but i’ve always felt afraid that i was gonna hurt him with my weight so i didn’t dare do anything that will shift my whole weight onto him but he didn’t care and he said it doesn’t hurt 🥺 haissss

honestly going home was all i was looking forward to. it’s not bc i’m horny lol or maybe that’s one of the reason but it’s mainly bc i just want to lay in his arms and just cuddle and give him kisses and also receive kisses. i’ve missed him all week long and we haven’t really been able to talk much since he’s working and he’s always tired when he gets home but it’s good that he’s working hard for his future and for our future.

and then the time for him to head home came. a truly saddening end of the day and he left a little later than usual but i’m just glad he got home safely and didn’t get lectured for being home a little late.

#adaywithhan #julywithhan

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vakariaan · 5 years ago

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Tag Games

I’ve been tagged in a bunch recently (thank you for thinking of me!) so I thought I’d do some of them at once :)

Consider yourself tagged if you wanna do any of them!

Tagged by @idontevenlikeblackberries

I’m gonna be really good and actually pick on or the other and not cave for both lol Stars or clouds / Tony Stark or Steve Rogers / buzzfeed unsolved or buzzfeed worth it / lavender or rose / chocolate or vanilla / latte or americano / police procedural shows or hospital shows :))))) / fast zombies or slow zombies / modern films or classic films / musicals or plays / Hamilton or In the Heights/ blue lightsaber or green lightsaber / hats or headbands / Queen or Elton John / multicolored lights or white lights / pastels or neons / flowers or succulents / log cabin or hotel / sprinkles or cookie crumbs / ghosts or aliens / single book or book series / brunch or dinner / snow or leaves / jean jacket or leather jacket / tea cup or mug / galaxies or constellations

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Rules: the last celeb you have saved on your phone is your quarantine buddy.

I’m not on my mobile rn BUT IT’S JACK HODGSON (well...David Caves...in character...as Jack...so..........) ------------------------------------

Tagged by @murraywalker

List 5 tv shows and answer the following questions.

1. Silent Witness

2. Poldark

3. Line of Duty

4. Friends

5. From Dusk Till Dawn

Who is your favourite character in 2? DWIGHT ENYS THE BEST OF MEN

Who is your least favourite character in 1? They’ve had a lot of terrible people on Silent Witness lol of the ongoing ‘main’ cast rn I’ll say Matt (and NO not only for Certain Reasons)

What is your favourite episode of 4? OH GOD SO MANY I will say that one of my faves is The One in Massapequa idk what it is but there are so many parts I still cackle at.

What is your favourite season of 5? S1 was probably the most solid storywise but character wise S3 is the best I would say.

Who is your favourite couple in 3? STEVE AND KATE STEVE AND KATE STEVE AND KATE

Who is your favourite couple in 2? Ross and Demelza always

What is your favourite episode of 1? AGAIN there are so many and how am I supposed to choose???? I’ll throw y’all for a loop though and say Shadows because HOLY SHIT I was tense throughout and it 100% should have been the season finale and I’m disappointed it wasn’t. But I’m never gonna be able to choose a fave from S16 to now IT’S IMPOSSIBLE I CANNOT CHOOSE

What is your favourite episode of 5? GOTTA STOP ASKIN THIS I AM INDECISIVE but I’ll sayyyyy Dark Side of the Sun (S3 finale) is always a solid choice.

What is your favourite season of 2? S1 without a doubt

How long have you watched 1? So my mum has always watched it and I’ve watched whenever I’ve been in the room and it’s been on in a very casual way but I was never invested in it etc (I have vague memories of Leo dying etc) but it wasn’t until this year, for some unknown reason, I got totally hooked and mercifully iplayer had all the eps from S5(?) onwards? So I watched from S16 (ofc) since I liked Jack and have since gone back and watched from Nikki joining the team too.

How did you become interested in 3? Again, I’ve always been aware of it and it has been on my watch list since it started and I had seen the first half of S1 when it first aired and just never got round to the rest BUT I HAVE RECTIFIED THAT NOW WITH QUARANTINE AND I AM ALL UP TO DATE

Who is your favourite actor in 4? David Schwimmer is a comedic timing genius and I will not hear Ross Geller hate because David is an absolute gem.

Which do you prefer, 1, 2, or 5? IT ALL DEPENDS ON MY MOOD THOUGH

Which show have you seen more episodes of, 1 or 3? Silent Witness has way more eps than Line of Duty so it’s gonna be that

If you could be anyone from 4, who would you be? Monica for sure (she’s the one I most relate to anyway)

Would a crossover between 3 and 4 work? ....noooo (don’t even think a parody would work)

Pair two characters in 1 who would make an unlikely but strangely okay couple? Y’all know I’m ride or die Jack/Nikki and Clarissa is happily married AND her and Jack are like brother and sister. But if I had to IF I HAD TO, I’d put Jack and Clarissa together (which makes me super uncomfortable given the sibling dynamic BUT THEY DO JOKE ABOUT IT A LOT SO)

Overall, which show has the better storyline, 3 or 5? Line of Duty wihtout a doubt, I love Dusk to absolute bits but...come on...

Which has better theme music, 2 or 4? HOW DARE YOU I’m not answering this. Making me choose between my Queen Anne Dudley and ‘I’ll Be There For You’ the song which fills me so much comfort and joy and safety nooope.

#tag game #about me

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jessicahambys · 5 years ago

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charmed reboot s2 rant below the cut!

so I finished the first season of charmed reboot, started season 2, and got so upset half way through I started typing a rant about the changes that got too long I deleted it. but now a couple hours later I’m still just So Upset I have to type it out. I’m not watching the second season because the changes are too great. the new showrunners really did press reset on the show wow. I’m gonna miss lucy, niko, and parker. they really stripped maggie & mel both of their powers and their main supporting characters didn’t they? cause really niko and lucy don’t seem like they’ll be coming back since they’re attached to the old setting, and it’s a longshot if jada and parker will return from wherever they each went in s1 now that the new showrunners are changing everything.

I don’t mind hacy, but as a non-shipper from s1, the fact that they are suddenly shoved in our face with sexual tension and dreams despite the fact that 3 weeks ago in canon macy lost the man she loved, really just confuses me and turns me off? i would have preferred a slow burn for them, since I really didn’t see much (if any?) indication that these two would become a Thing until that last episode of s1. like I know they had sentimental moments, but harry had sentimental moments with all the sisters. and when the show tipped over to macy/galvin come the second half of the season, i followed along with them. in fact, coming into watching this show I knew people shipped harry/macy and was prepared to see a lot of them in s1, but was thoroughly surprised at how little I got from the pairing (personally I got more from harry/maggie dynamic), that when they seemed to hint that harry had feelings for macy in the last episode, I was surprised. they really leaned into macy/gavin and harry/charity in s1, that now that they’re leaning hard and heavy into harry/macy right off the bat in s2, I’m just a little blindsided by it. I’m okay with the ship, I just don’t like that they seem to be leading the way with the plots this season, that this dynamic in particular is so big in the show already given that there seemed to be little lead up as to why it is that way.

I also hate that maggie’s not in school - we saw her struggle with that decision in s1 before deciding to become a pysch major, and now because they’re moved to seattle she’s just like nah, no school just gonna be a receptionist to carry my weight? ugh. I hate that! I hate that all her plots from s1 are basically gone come s2 (her empathy abilities, her relationship with lucy & kappa, her confusion over pursuing school, her love for parker). I hate how this random assassin has moved their lives entirely, and I hate that they used that to move them from their home, because when they inevitably defeat this foe at the end of the season and can come out of hiding, we all know they won’t be returning to hilltowne.

also, how are these girls supposed to protect all witches if only 1 of them have their powers? I know they’ll get their powers back eventually ofc (tho I hope it’s the same powers they had in s1 and not new ones - that’d just be another thing completely changing for no real reason other than that the new writers want CHANGE! so bad they’ll literally take away the powers the characters spent a whole season learning to channel) but I’m not a fan of maggie & mel being totally helpless while macy retains her demon abilities (new abilities tbh? we never saw her burn shit before, the most her demon abilities did before was evil sight, give her a new language, and gave her access to dark spells - nothing as active as what she’s got s2). in s1 I felt macy kinda Took Charge the most and had the most active power and thus was the one most involved in the fights/wins (mel’s time stopping was great but not Huge in action scene potential, really macy took the lead there). Now it’s just even more blatant that the girls can’t do anything without macy, and I don’t like that.

I’m just thoroughly upset of the new direction of the snow. I know the first season was fast, plots were resolved within 2-3 episodes and it was a lil cheesy, but I enjoyed it. it was light, and fun, and when a plot came around that I didn’t much care for (harry’s son, for instance), I knew they wouldn’t drag on, which I appreciated. I also really really enjoyed their array of supporting characters. lucy was a standout - everytime she came on the screen you knew fun things were going to happen, her dialogue alone being enjoyable. niko felt important, the whole rewriting history storyline was emotional, and her relationship with mel felt soulmate-y, and I hate that we didn’t get a proper resolution to the end of their relationship (literally what was that? niko woke up from her coma with all her memories right? she clearly still had feelings for mel, and she was aware mel was a witch now - a secret that was drifting them apart now revealed. by all measures they should have been moving closer together following these revelations to niko, instead mel just gave her a wave goodbye (niko still wearing her magic-resistant ring), and disappeared? and niko’s just cool with that??? especially since everyone beilives they all died, niko’s a pi who is aware of the dangers of being a witch for mel - surely she must not believe she’s dead right??). parker was maggie’s first love, their love akin to that of star-crossed lovers, what with him being a demon and her a witch, and how much they fought for each other. their relationship was essential to the overarching plot in s1, and at the end of s2 it’s v v clear they still very much love each other despite parker’s need to gain control over his new full demonness. tho he promised to return when he regained control, I’m nervous with the new showrunners, they won’t bring him back, and if they do, it’ll be in a love triangle fashion he might lose with the introduction of jordan as maggie’s new li (I feel like it’d be just like the new runners to prefer their own li over someone leftover from s1, despite how much that s1 li developed as his own character and came to be important in an “I’ll always love you” way to to maggie).

I’m just upset over all these new changes, and I’m not a fan of them in the slightest. I’m feeling the same way as this reviewer here for the most part, and I’m just not happy about it, because I thoroughly enjoyed season 1, and was excited at the possibilities moving into s2 with the charmed ones leading supernatural forces far and wide (especially excited to see new pixies since chloe was so cute) in hilltowne, I normally don’t have any problems with dark shows, but with such drastic changes all the way through, not just in tone, but in setting and relationship dynamics as well, I just have little to no appeal in watching anymore. anyways, I had to get this down and share bc I’ve been binging this show these last few days and getting so into the relationships and characters, and was so excited to watch s2, that being so thoroughly disappointed and shocked come watching s2 just really surprised me and I wasn’t prepared for it, so I had to rant

#y liveblogs #charmed reboot #charmed #no hate to any ships bc tbh im cool with all the ships on this show #except jordan/maggie im not down #this got so long wow #im just so sad over it #i really love maggie and parker and lucy and niko/mel and kappa stories so #seeing all the major aspects i loved of this show just stripped away hurt #eSP their magic - maggies in particular i really enjoyed #maggie basically is my fave so seeing the majority of her plots from s1 be totally stripped away for s2 especially hurts #anti charmed #i guess? i loved s1 im just not liking s2 at all

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elvencantation · 5 years ago

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just went to see tros. major spoilers ahead

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so i’m gonna try to go through this as in order as i can

- rey doing the avatar pose with the rocks orbiting her was super cool. as was her training with leia

- her getting distracted (and becoming somehow angry) by kyle ron staring at his grandads melted skull? not so much

- leia in general i think they handled pretty well. i even was okay with her death, though it did feel rushed. either way any glimpses of our beloved carrie warmed my heart

- i fuckin love bb8’s little sidekick. him being narratively incredibly important? felt forced

- lando? YES!!

- the weird rey doing force lightning? NO!!!

- i just have so many issues with this ‘dyad connection’

- stop trying to make more jedi powers. first the connection, then healing, then the lightning tree?? seriously?

- speaking of which, sith rey was way overdone. i could have understood her appearance in the first place, hearkening back to the dark cave luke went into on dagobah. but once again, it was played into the ground. and the teeth? seriously? (yes it was very attractive but that’s beside the point. evil versions are always hotter)

- kyle ron just kept pissing me off. but that’s a whole nother post entirely. i would’ve liked the helmet kintsugi for purely aesthetic reasons if it had any emotional impact at all. kintsugi is repairing a broken object and making it more beautiful for its having been put together again, and the love put into fixing it. none of that fit with the weird reforging of his helmet. he didn’t even do it himself palpatine’s little slaves did it. it looked cool but felt wrong

- hux being the traitor because he just ‘wants him to lose’? made absolutely no sense whatsoever and came completely out of left field. unless i’m just missing something. which i definitely could be

- rey getting completely distracted on the way to get the knife and letting her friends get captured? dumb. stupid narrative decision. it felt dishonest to the rest of her characterization up until now

- and it made for another weird connection scene with ofc i didn’t enjoy. vader’s helmet has great symbolic importance. it being left on that planet just to tell kyle ron that rey was on his ship? another stupid narrative decision!!

- also what the fuck was zorri and the whole spice runner being a secret thing? are we in dune? like let’s shoehorn in a backstory that has no emotional impact because there was no buildup or investment whatsoever. yes i understand they were trying to draw han solo parallels but it was just- once again- awkward and forced

-jannah just rubbed in our faces all the lost potential of finn leading a storm trooper rebellion from the inside. we were ROBBED

- if they had played with the c3po losing his memory storyline it could’ve had much more potential. but once again there was no emotional impact because it was badly written and awkwardly placed just to give us another ‘cute’ character. which yes. i fell for. i love babu. sidebar: i just looked up that characters name and they were voiced by moaning myrtle??

- the scenes on the destroyed death star. the fight looked beautiful, it was well shot and the set was amazing. i loved the giant waves, everything. but han? seriously? at least they didn’t try to make him a force ghost. that’s literally all i can be thankful for. leia reaching out to him could’ve had that very same narrative outcome of him throwing away the lightsaber. and it would’ve made so much more sense

- merry popping up everywhere without pippin was both sad and jarring for me personally

- and then we get to the final battle

-i’ve been drawing a lot of parallels between storylines in the movie and from the thrawn trilogy

- admit it, Exegol doesn’t sound half as cool as Mount Tantus

- cloning tanks, secret super powerful fleet, all of that was in thrawn but done much better

- i absolUTELY hated the view palpatine gave rey of the battle scene. it was done in the return of the jedi, it was done in the last jedi, it just felt overdone

- i’m not even going to talk about the reveal of rey’s identity. it’s just fucking stupid. her choosing to call herself a skywalker would have been just as impactful, if not more, if we’d kept her parentage a non plot point

- also don’t think that i didn’t notice the parallels to the alien at the festival asking her last name to the lady on tattooine. since when have last names ever been so stressed in star wars. it just felt awkward

- whats with the red storm troopers? yet another awkward detail added for #aesthetic with no reasoning behind it whatsoever?

- and onwards we go- to whatever the fuck happened when kyle joins rey in front of palpatine. this isn’t harry potter. he isn’t a dementor. it’s just- completely out of place. like wtf

- i am 100% convinced the weird chanting ‘audience’ was just rows upon rows of empty cloaks palpatine was animating because he’s a fucking drama queen. like if not, where did he get that many people? who are they? are they more force ghosts in inappropriate places?

- speaking of, i guess i could see what they were trying to do with the whole ‘i am all the sith/jedi’ thing, but it really didn’t make any sense, even with the ‘be with me’ thing rey was doing at the beggining of the movie. yet another new jedi power. ugh

- my brain personally has disassociated the re*lo kiss from the scene completely. it feels like something out of a different movie. there’s no lead up, it feels like two completely different characters than the ones we’ve been watching these past three movies

- we could’ve just had him die killing palpatine, or shielding her or giving her the chance to kill palpatine by sacrificing himself

- and no, i don’t count the part where she healed him any sort of lead up to the kiss. it felt just as awkward and forced as the rest of the directors/writers trying to redeem the relationship. no. emotional. impact. and the parallels they tried to draw between him and rey? also didn’t work

- the lightsaber trick did look really cool i enjoyed that a lot. i also surprisingly enjoyed kyle ron out of armor. he looked a lot more... real? in fact he looked so much like a different character i was even kinda emotionally invested in him in that scene. maybe i have a weak spot for ‘strong’ characters being vulnerable? or beat up angsty people? both? either way i actually enjoyed watching him onscreen those like five minutes. adam driver’s a good actor. ain’t his fault his character was written badly

- what’s with their bodies disappearing?? are we pulling a voldemort here? only yoda did that and he’s special. also leia’s body waiting to vanish until kyle died? i understand what they were getting at but it just doesn’t make sense

- that all being said, finn and poe’s screen time was lovely. they work so well together. that hug after the battle, thank you oscar isaac it was so gay. finn’s hair looked amazing, them being generals together felt so right, it had such potential

-the sandstormpilot hug was also amazing. poe kept grabbing rey’s hand and finn tearing up and- i’m gonna pretend they’re all together and everything is good with the world. they just make such an amazing team i love them so much

- most of the filmography and settings were gorgeous. the recreation of the podrace was eh, but rey wrecking the TIE fighter was better than that entire scene and pretty much made up for it in my mind. also since i’m in that scene, the scare of losing chewie was just plain cruel. it wasn’t a good plot twist, it didn’t work, it was just mean

- why did rey get a sentinel lightsaber?

#tros spoilers #anti r*ylo #sw spoilers #sw #tros liveblog #ish #blue watches #hope that amused yall #im starting to have a headache now #i literally started dissociating like an hour into the movie

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cregla · 5 years ago

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(I’m going on a rant, so sorry for my english, it’s not my first language)

So, since when I joined this fandom I noticed that lots of people is telling Varian’s fans (or Cassandra’s sometimes, but I saw it more with Varian) that it’s awful to watch a show only for a character, especially a secondary one - I’ve even read once that “the productors didn’t want to give him so much space, but they are going to do it not willingly because they’re scared of the fandom.”

Apart from the fact that I don’t believe someone would watch an entire serie just for ONE secondary character (my girlfriend tried, for Varian. She didn’t do it - but still loves him), saying that it’s wrong to ask for more space for a secondary character it’s just... not only false, but even ignorant. In the history of media, there are a LOT of characters who started as a secondary character or even as an EXTRA, and then became so much more famous, or important, because the audience was captured by them.

Now you’ve probably heard of the most famous and “recent” (not the only one ofc) one, Harley Quinn, who was a simple character from the Batman Animated Serie. The character was so well received that not only she continue to be a villain in the show, but soon expanded to the canon comic books and became one of the most famous female villain of DC.

There’s another one, this time in the comics book. Once upon a time an italian comic books artist, Guido Crepax, draw “Neutron”. If you never heard of him, don’t worry, because that’s the point of what I’m going to show you.

(I couldn’t find a strip in Italian with the name of the comic, sigh)

The protagonist had a girlfriend, named Valentina. She was supposed to be only a secondary character, probably the tipical “wife heroine” who was so famous at the time, and was supposed to just support the protagonist. But the public LOVED Valentina. They loved her SO MUCH, they asked SO MUCH to see her, that Crepax stopped drawing Neutron and started HER OWN COMIC SERIE, than became ICONIC in Italy.

Want one of the oldest one? Maybe one of the most iconic? Then just thing about Thimble Theatre.

Thimble Theatre was created in 1919 and potrayed only Olive, her boyfriend Harold and some other characters depending on the strip. It wasn’t even that successful, at the time.

But guess what happens in 1929, TEN YEARS LATER the creation of the comic?

A character named Popeye makes an appearence, as a minor character

I don’t even need to tell you what happened here.

What am I trying to say?

I’m trying to say that when you create a story, you don’t know what will happen to the public, who will they love or who will they hate.

I don’t know if Varian was supposed to be so “present” in the third season even before his success with the public, but if he wasn’t - then it’s perfectly normal if the writers are including him more. It’s just natural. As long as altering things won’t change the main course of their story and what they wanted to to with the main storyline, then of course they’re gonna show more Varian! Just like, if the public likes Lance, they’ll show Lance!

It’s not even a question of “make more views and money” - it’s a question of a character (Varian or who else in his place) who became so much more than what was it supposed to be that basically “wrote” itself in the story. (That if everything wasn’t already what the writers wanted, of course)

Let people enjoy their secondary characters - Varian, Cassandra, Lance, whoever they are. It’s normal - as long as they don’t become obsessive and rude with the writers - for them to ask for more screentime of their loved ones. Not only normal, but basically, the norm.

#tangled #tangled season 3 #varian #rapunzel tangled adventures #rta varian #rapunzel #tangled the series

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bi-lullaby · 5 years ago

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No one asked

And I should be studying, but here are some thoughts for season 16 so far:

(SPOILER WARNING, OBVIOUSLY)

1 - Merluca and it’s parts: COUPLES FIGHT STOP PREDICTING THE WORST OK. They’ve been completely adorable so far, but this is what someone said in a interview: “This is the after in happy ever after” (or something to that effect). They’re gonna fight and them they’re gonna make up, I hope. As for their fight: They were both in the right imo. Yes, Meredith is being inconsequent and it must be so frustrating for Deluca to A)Have her continue risking her career and license and freedom when he went to such lengths to help that, B) Be crapped on constantly bc of something your girlfriend did. Yes, Meredith is completely right in fighting the system that is so throughtly broken, and yes, coming to apologize to her mentor and longtime friend was completely the right thing to do. I wanna see merluca wedding and marriage! Maybe (since there are two pregnant people in this season already?) next season will be Mer and Jo? One can dream! For them individually: Poor Mer, she has bitten more than she can chew but she is ready to take on this fight! Imma love to see her as auntie mer! I mis merjolex so much tho, I know she’s been busy and all but they seem to forget she is a important part in their support system. Andrew has been all over the place. I love his confidence, but in the ep where he literally screamed at Bailey over her trying to teach an intern? And called her out bc she was using a different material than Mer? I was a bit off-thrown. But he’s still a great character I enjoy watching. Hope they find the balance between confidence and arrogance for him, and develop him even more!

2 - Amelink: AAAAAA. They’re so amazing and perfect and sweet and I wanna hug them both. Link is everything you could wish for, Amy is adorable as ever. If they lay a finger on either them as a couple, them as individuals, or their baby, imma kick some asses. I don’t think they will tho, Amy is been through SO MUCH already and she deserves a breath.

3 - Bailey: OMG SHE IS PREGNANT AAAAAAAA. I’m so happy! Ben is already a great dad, this will be so fun to watch! Hope they don’t put her through the ringer with a difficult pregnancy or a sick child, she does not deserve this! She already nearly lost her first child while giving birth in a bomb-y hospital while her husband had brain surgery NEXT to the bomb. Enough pregnancy drama for a lifetime. As for her actions: I’ve said before: I’m pissed, yes. She’s acting way too harsh and taking it out on people and more importantly (as I’ve touched on in my female grey’s characters ranking post) she’s out of character. Where is the Bailey that went around the hospital runnning after the attendings and kicking their asses into signing her proposal for a free clinic? And gave them a speech on how they had failed her and she needed something to believe in in medicine? She was one of the first characters to point out how broken the system was, to take direct action to try and fix it. Sure, she likes to try and work within the rules as much as possible, much she is not adverse to breaking a few of them if she thinks it’s necessary (hello deactivated HIV inside a young boy’s body without parental consent! Hello changing the date on a surgery which is also insurance fraud!)! If she thinks it’ll save a life! But also, she’s not completely wrong: Meredith did commit a crime, as good as her intentions were; As her boss, firing her was the only logical decision. She thought her hospital (which she dedicated a good half of her life to) was being attacked by someone she trained into the surgeon she is, ofc she’d be mad as all hell. Quadri was disrespectful, not doing her job well, actively getting in the way of her superior doing her job, screaming at her boss in the middle of the hallway about how she didn’t want to work there - firing her was a tad extreme (specially for a charact who has never, herself, had any qualms ahout mouthing off to her own superiors when she didn’t think something was right) but not completely out of nowhere. I hate hate hate how they’ll probs throw a “oh she was being crazy bc pregnancy hormones!” line after seeing how her actions have been badly perceived by people (like there isn’t enough a stereotype that women can’t have positions of power because hormones make them crazy) instead of “hey this character was put in extremely uncomfortable and tough positiona after extremely uncomfortable and tough positions and came off as harsher than necessary while trying to balance a world-class hospital crisis”. Ugh.

4 - Jackson: Ok so the last few eps have rekindled my love for him and I’m relieved! There’s the good, kind, funny and smart guy I like! I was mad bc of the whole Jaggie drama, but hey, shit happens! If they will be better apart, then I’m happy! (Ok 50% of this is because of what he said to levi! Stanning Meredith Grey + dorky Harry Potter reference? Yes!!!!). I hope this season will be kind on him, that he and Vicky work out well (from what I gathered about it, she has also been through a lot) and that we see more Harriet!

5 - Maggie: Baby girl. I love that they’re consistent that she has a jealous streak but is also a very good person who is always trying her best. Plus, official womb secret bearer is the best title omg! Maybe she should change from cardio to obgyn, lol! Plus, the sisters are everything to me! She instantaneous knew Amy was mad! She stood up for Mer! Aaaaa I love them!!!! Hope this show ends with all three of them happy and loved and badass as always!

6 - Others: Tom has been an.... Interesting piece. I love him, but his antics are almost caricature-esque now and it’s getting on my nerves. He was detestable in exploitating that family’s pain but also, the hospital did need a pr boost or it’d be in even hotter waters! The restraining order on Owen was a tad much bc it got in the way of patient care, but also he did get electrocuted in a very sensitive area by someone who had just gotten together with his ex - I’d be a little suspicious that it was 100% unintentional tbh. He’s power drunk and needs to be turned down a notch. Schmit and Nico and adorkable as always and I loved Nico’s speech about demanding more of himself - That’s one of the biggest traps of low self-steem and Imm glad it’s mentioned. I’ll miss Quadri. Helm being a MeredithGrey stan first and person second is still me lol. I loved how this last ep showed how much of a family they are - all the connections and shared pasts and references to relationships and what not. The “bird” storyline was so cute! Pac North seems so promissing and I’ll cry ugly tears when my baby Alex turns that ish around and shows everyone who’s boss!!!! The whole “the world is broken” theme of the season is my jam! Sadly, irl that handful of people are not gonna turn it around, but I want to see it happen on my screen! The medical system being fixed! As a future doctor (I promissed myself I’d not be the person who brings it up in every opportunity but lol here I am) it’d make me so happy! Against my better judgment, I’m liking Towen! They are trying, they’re really trying! Owen has done nothing wrong so far (besides offering to milk teddy which was just dumb, not malicious) and has been great at stepping down from his job so she could work! And him at Pac North will be great tbh - as much as I didlike him, he is an excellent doctor and strategist and he was a great chief at GS (until the last bit which was just gross negligence). From the promo for next ep: I don’t think they’ll make Webber cheat again. It’d be predictable and cheap and I’d be so mad that we’d have another round of acting like he’s a saint with a tiny issue of being a cheater. What I theorize is: He’ll have lunch with his friend, and either A) She’ll be friendly at the wrong time and Catherine will walk in and then think he’s cheating and it’ll be a mess, or B) Gemma is gonna try to get him back to drinking (Or maybe C) She was telling him to stop being bullheaded and fighting with his wife when life is so short). Cristina reference in the text omg, my heart!

Sorry for the long rant!

#grey’s anatomy #greys anatomy #spoiler alert

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