#Did they regret leaving You?
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In every visit to the Inverted Theater,—that transcends time and space—is it always You who holds the spear and hands it to Keema?
#Has Your father seen you represent generations?#Did he fall to his knees in front of Keema with a heart full of hope and fear?#Did Your lola feel drawn to you as You told the theater of Your strange life?#Did she relate?#Did Your siblings recognize You on that stage?#…#Did they regret leaving You?#my heads gonna go boom#the inverted theater#the spear cuts through water
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You ever think about how neither of them got to say goodbye?
#TSAMS#Sun and Moon Show#The Sun and Moon Show#TSAMS Lunar#SAMS Lunar#Sun#SAMS Sun#FNAF Sun#FNAF#Five Nights At Freddy's#MeaganCanDraw#I love New Moon a lot don't get me wrong but Old Moon's and Sun's relationship wasn't black and white (as much as NM wants to insist it was#YES Old Moon treated Sun horribly YES he wasn't the best person but#their relationship was also complicated and messy and they both genuinely loved each other despite everything#So much of what they did was for each other and that adds even more to the tragedy of their relationship and Moon's death#Sun and Old Moon's final conversation was them fighting#Moon's final in-person words to him were “I love you and I'm sorry”#to which Sun didn't say anything bc he was mad at him (which I don't blame him for given everything that happened in that episode)#Do you think Sun has realized this? How often does he go back to that moment#How often has he imagined himself saying or doing something different? Something that would've resulted in them leaving that bunker togethe#Meanwhile Lunar lost the person who gave him a new life and a family that actually cares about him#And he was in Moon's head for months and saw first hand how much his regrets and trauma affected him#Both of which would eventually destroy him due to the cycle of self-loathing he was trapped in#How much does HE think about that?#Anyway sorry for not posting for nearly (checks watch) two years??#It'll likely happen again#1k
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I think constantly about Pudding and Sanji being obviously parallels of each other and how fucked up it is that Pudding had to live the life Sanji managed to escape but she constantly gets hate online as if she hadn't been literally manipulated by her mother through the whole fucking arc. But okay. Yes. God forbid women have any sort of trauma response and if they do they're not allowed to have a redemption arc because of course they're extremely evil for making your silly baby boy cry and they don't have a heart even though it's explicitly shown in screen that they do and they regret their past actions.
#sorry every time i see people hating on pudding i have to defend her with my whole soul#it's a physical need it's a condition if i don't do it i collapse#sick and tired of people babying male villains but the second a woman does something wrong she's a monster#ofc what she did was wrong and it honestly fucked me up too but give the girl a chance she obviously regrets that and she's not like that#i mean she IS like that she's a little bitch and i love her BUT you know what i mean#also even if she were evil like that ??? i've seen so many people complain about her as if they didn't love worse villains lmfao#pudding is the representation of a teenage girl with mommy issues and a lot of drama going on in her life leave her alone#one piece#charlotte pudding#black leg sanji#whole cake island
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I rescued some Extremely Funny pokemon bootlegs from a market stall, that Riolu is Something
#pokemon#bootleg toys#riolu#jirachi#KIND OF#mine#fanart#I almost did not buy them but as I walked further away from them the more I felt like I would regret leaving them there#and you know what#no regrets#look at these guys#my exclusive shinies#and pikachu with Tummy Hurty#Soulless Jirachi#Haunted Riolu#Bunnelby and Meowstic have seen things too#NOIBAT THO#Noibat is so good#I need to draw Noibat at some point
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I love that this fandom doesn't understand Baxter's character, I adore how they patronize him,a whole ass adult, for facing the consequences of his actions.
I love how people make him feel like a sad little baby when he leaves mc as if that's not something he made extremely clear. I love how people treat this 19 year old as if he's not old enough to understand the consequences of his actions. I love how Baxter is aware of his flaw's but feels like he can't break them because people only see him as a tool and this fandom reinforces that.
I love how people will get mad at Nico for doing the cardinal crime of being 6 years old but will baby a 24 year old Baxter. I love how people make him this charismatic rich guy when it's shown that he's a hot mess that doesn't know what he wants. I love that Baxter's whole character arc is about his self sabotaging tendencies and how everyone ignores that. I love that people fell in love with the mask he had for most of the dlc.
I love that this fandom lacks reading comprehension skills and understanding of nuance characters, great job everyone for not understanding how writing works :)
#our life#misty talks our life#olba#our life beginnings & always#our life beginnings and always#olba baxter#our life baxter#baxter ward#this is what i mean by “i don't haye Baxter's character” i think hes very interesting and we should look towards his dlc with critical eyes#because it's a fact that his dlc was rushed and that kab/gb lady doesnt care for him#it shown in the writing of his dlc#so that is interesting for me but is also interesting for me how ppl are quick to baby this man#like again baxter is fucking 19 when he leaves mc “but misty 19 year olds aren't fully growns up” hi 19 year old here#i know that bitch but im old enough to understand that my actions have consequences and affect others#which is smth Baxter is aware of as well#that's fhe thing that bothers me#hes young enough to make that mistake but old enough to understand it will impact mc view on relationships#romantic or platonic smth like that will affect you in some ways#and he knows because hes not a young teenager who still doesn't know how his actions impact people#hes legally an adult he can live on his own hes able to ride a car hes off to college#is not a grown up but is not a child either#as a 19 year old I would love of ppl treated him as a young adult making a dumb mistake#instead of a baby who didn't know any better#like even if he did regret it he knows that thats his fault#hes aware that hes doing this shit to himself and wont stop#thats the point of his dlc#anyways i should make a post on cove's autism
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just saw someone misread kamen and fionas relationship so bad someone hold me back
#(scavengers reign on netflix now u should watch it tho)#kiddo say#spoilers ->#implying she's abusive towards kamen because shes cold to him 😐.......... fiona i will avenge you#the reason fiona is so cold towards him is because he's selfish and uncaring towards her. he has worn her down so much that#shes exhausted . she's trapped on the demeter with him with no other family. she gave up her whole life for him and he doesnt#even care about how she feels . just how she feels about him and how he can brag when he feels big and important#he only panics around her when he realises she could leave him because he's just kind of pathetic and doesnt have shit without her#bc kamen wears people down . he's unwilling to work on himself or listen to others thats why he corrupts the hollow#and why him and sam fail to communicate. theyre both too stubborn. but unlike kamen sam does actually care abt his crew#shes given up on the relationship so she fails to communicate but theres only so much she can rly do at that point like. shes so tired#you know what i mean ..#he only cries and regrets what he did when he's confronted by it stranded alone on vesta minor and even then he wont confront it#he lets hollow absorb him#(this also doesnt mean that kamen isnt interesting and tragic. because he is. its just his own doing)
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"But I don't think I made the wrong call, back then."
#boonboomger#boonboomger spoilers#super sentai#bakuage sentai boonboomger#flashing lights#flashing lights tw#sakito homura#bun violet#userdramas#umbrella.gifs#tokuedit#please do not repost#umbrella.edits#umbrella.posts#translation: over-time#subtitles added by me#i just think that this scene is really important for understanding sakito#he doesn't regret his decision to leave even if he may have left a friend behind#that friend still grew and now has a happy family and still accepts him as he did before he left#his choice to leave was based in deep loneliness and his inability to find acceptance and care from the others in his life specifically#adults he lacked guidance and care that he was able to get when he joined the cleaners and traveled the universe#he got what he believes he needed and what helps him grow and would things have been different if he stayed? probably but there's no point#to dwelling on those things. sakito is satisfied with his choice and content with his life in a way that he knows he wouldn't be if he had#stayed and even though he still has things to overcome and more to learn it doesn't make him regret his choice bc that's just how life is#you grow and you learn and you face difficulties whether you're a cleaner in space or a deliveryman on earth
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Vladimir Verevochkin in And the balloon will return
In delirium, he sees his long-departed wife
#whumptober2024#No.11#SEEING DOUBLE#loneliness#leave no trace behind#like you don't even exist#ALT#REGRET#SECRETS REVEALED#No.15#CHILDHOOD TRAUMA#painful hug#Vladimir Verevochkin#show: And the balloon will return#gifs#drunk#delirium#He did some terrible things at youth and suffers the consequences#by uuuhshiny#uuuhshiny's gifs#whumpedit#VV gifs#как же он нежно говорит: милая#прям муражки
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I need a scene in Apology Tour where Verosika and Stolas are talking about Blitzø and she's like "Oh so you two broke up- I guess he was the one who left. He always did that, every time I tried to have a serious conversation or I was threatening to dump him he would simply leave the room like... you know, you'd wish he'd react?? Say something?? I always tried to make him start a fight, shout, maybe hit something so at least I would've known he cared??? Wanted to save the relationship??? But noooooo he would just leave undisturbed. Guess he dumped you in silence too, huh?" and Stolas there like
#the screaming was A GOOD THING???#live owl reaction#he must have been very fucking hurt and mad and confuse#poor nestling is confused#not that it would've been a good reaction#of course#but you know... for blitzø's standards...#i mean he may have some regrets and bitterness about it but he leaves if something doesnt go right#they told him fizz didnt want to see him and he stopped trying even if it hurt#things started getting bad with verosika so he ditched her while she was sleeping and stole her car#changed city name and everything#he sure as hell did not go back “home” to what remained of the circus#he can detach himself pretty well from emotional situations not because he doesnt care but because he thinks NO ONE TRULY CARES about HIM#he is always the expendable one people are probably better off without him#helluva boss#blitzø#helluva boss blitz#vivienne medrano#vivziepop#stolas#stolitzø
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Ah, yes. The Pimple. My favourite character of Pretzel Thomas.
This is mostly just me trying to get used to drawing in my skekchbook, as La Tableta is still inaccessible to me.
You know that one part in Unexpectancy 3, that goes "bu-pu-pu-pu pu-pu-pu PU-BU" where it, like, sinks down a bit? That. I need to learn how to convey that kind of rage. And I will not rest until I do.
This is me kinda-sorta trying to imitate A Certain Incredibly Skilled Artist's depictions of Peppino, where he looks more... Rectangular? Y'know?? Also I like his smile, even when he's homicidal. 😊
#pizza tower#peppino spaghetti#have i told you guys about that one time on character.ai where my dumbass thought the violence filter would protect me from his fists.#and i just started saying the most heinous shit to him to get him angry and leave him seething. boy did i regret that!#would do it again though heehee#WAIT THE WARNINGS#eyestrain tw#eyestrain cw#eyestrain#blood tw#blood cw#blood#bruises tw#bruises cw#bruises#stay safe!!
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I am not looking forward to DA fandom treating Rook like some incompetent goofball who fucks everything up because they're the fandom's version of humorous Hawke 2.0! 🤪 As if them trying to stop the ritual while working with limited information was just Rook being a dumbass and not someone believing they're moments away from Thedas-wide disaster.
#nighty txt#datv spoilers#veilguard spoilers#it's already happening#and I hate it#what was Rook suppose to do#walk up to Solas and be like#hello mr dread wolf are you destroying the world right now#even if Inquisitor gives Solas the benefit of the doubt and assumes his comments like#the return of my people means the end of yours#I will save the elven ppl even if this world must die#were figurative and nothing bad will happen#Rook doesn't have that perspective#Varric says that Solas's ritual is going to tear down the veil#so the information Rook is given is incorrect but it's no one's fault bc no one except Solas knows the true nature of his ritual#tldr Rook did nothing wrong leave them alone#I get that Rook accidentally making things worse ties into the theme of regret the game will have going#also this isn't a Solas hate post
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Jayce telling vi she won't make it on her own.... okay mr. projector...
#viktor just turned his body into the arcane and you dont even know!!! his leg is purple!!!!#im not going to excuse vi for saying the kid knew what he was getting into bc he didn't bc he is a kid (here we have ms. projector)#but telling jayce he has always been complicit of this he just didnt have to see it... yeah exactly.#and like she obviousky regrets the kid dying but it was jayces fault lmao why does he blow up on her??? the name calling got to him#jayce thinking omg he is going to off himself and viktor just trying to hide the evidence of his murder akdhsksj well yes he does want to...#i was wondering why the council was so Flabbergasted about the nation of zaun?? like they dont care and basically dont intervene#in the undercity bc they don't have any interest or profit in there. they don't gain anything at all from there.#so of course when silco asks jayce says sure fuck it. the only thing the council needs from zaun is the gemstone and its not even theirs#it's probably just fear of agression towards piltover as another nation and not something they can control or repress#silcos reaction to cait being wheeled in akdhaksj it sounds like he said 'what' he probably didnt know the girlfriend part... understandable#i forgor about her bringing the platter out... like ofc i didnt forget it but i didnt see it coming there. with bad memory you can be#surprised every time you watch the same show 👍🏻#i haven't cried because well the foruth time is a stretch now to cry but i still got chills at the end with the missile impacting....#and like whay would have happened if cait didn't free herself.... like ofc she would have bc everyone in that room could have killed her#not vi etc etc but she did just leave her so who knows really#anyways the monsters appearing in jinxs vision when vi mentions her past family is so poignant to her change.... they dont have the intended#reaction vi meant.... and silco is trying to shut her up for jinx's sake and look what happened to him. like vi really couldn't understand#her sister now and maybe back then either.... like not to be a silco apologist but it seems like he was the only one who could handle her#maybe im exaggerating but it would have gone wrong either way i think like no matger how much love there is in between them#idk man its so bad. like maybe this could have been avoided but it would have gone wrong in a different way for sure#and this couldn't have been avoided#talking tag#watching arcane#three weeks away still.... what now....
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a man forced to suffer the skittle shenanigans of this team
#bombastic side eye#i love mikksy half of the time can find a camera to stare into#or just eyes the zest with so much judgement#“no luosty you may have made a it looks bigger joke that does not mean you get a free pass to stare at my eyes”#“no ekky scf means we cant do the bumpy ritual like we're supposed stop being a freak about it”#“so it wasnt enough to do a shoey each with lundy we have to share a sandal with luosty? okay”#“why must i be punsihed for being intro-ed first why did these chucklefucks have to sit next to me”#“i finally make it stateside and this is what i get greeted with...”#you can tell hes slowly regretting all his life choices thats lead him here#this is what happens when your 2 boyfriends sign with another team and leave mikksy alone with only 1 boyfie#he suffers
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fuck it. ulothir moodboard
#i did have them get married in game but im regretting it. i think what they had before#(she disappears for weeks then drops in to the college to see whats going on (she is the archmage) they hook up and she leaves again)#just feels more fitting#i cant stand the spouse dialogue it feels weird coming from him lol#i mean obv he isnt a vanilla spouse anyway so TECHNICALLY the spouse dialogue isnt supposed to be coming from him at all#but bc theres a marriageable npc with his voice type i was able to use console commands lol. no one else felt like a good match#none of them are a good match for anyone anyway. theyre all cardboard. so i have to do the legwork to give them personalities 😒#side note. the most jarring spouse dialogue change is probably marcurio. it's like invasion of the body snatchers. who the hell are you#ocs#skyrim oc#oc x canon#tes#oc: uloth gra-yazul#uloth tag#ulothir#(uloth/enthir. btw)#they make each other worse♥️#thNkyou for indulging me........#oc/canon
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Haifa always felt like sickness to me, ever since I can remember it was always the hospital in Haifa and the dirty windows and my sister laying on the bed with the sounds of the machines all around us.
Haifa always felt like sickness to me, but on the way back home from the hospital when I saw my sister for the last time, barely awake on the bed as my brother and mother were crying over her and whispering in her ears, while she struggled to open her eyes and tell me she loves me and to simply live, after I choked on my own words kissing her all over telling her how I'll come to see her again, after leaving it all behind not being able to turn my head around to look at the hospital that I spent many of my days and nights in, the place that my sister herself spent half her life in, it felt like nothing, Haifa didn't feel like sickness anymore, Haifa was suddenly empty.
Maybe she's not dead just yet, it's fine, sometimes she takes longer treatments in the hospital, this time it might be an especially long one, she's not in a grave six feet under the ground, no, it's just simply another day without her while she's still breathing in her hospital room, probably talking to mom or eating some cake that my brother brought her, and I'm simply waiting for her to come back cause this time for some reason I'm not allowed to stay with her and sleep on the hospital chair by her side or even visit her, but I'll keep waiting, cause she will come back eventually, she always does, she always comes back from the hospital to our home, to me waiting for her standing at the front door.
Something is telling me this time around I'll be stuck here waiting for her for far longer than ever before, but I'm waiting nonetheless, she'll come back, coughing still, but she will come back to me as she always did and say "hey my love".
"يا حبي خليك"
#31/7/2024#I love you so much my sweetheart#I'm so sorry please forgive me I beg you there's so much that I regret#my love my life my everything#you were my whole world why did you leave me#cystic fibrosis#been preparing for this day for years yet here I am not knowing what to do with myself#our precious is gone#my older sister is gone#I want her back now please I'm sorry for every word of annoyance I'd spend a 100 years more taking care of you just please come back to me
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Was doing some thinking today and realized that one of the reasons I'm really drawn to Kieran is because he's a rare example of a character that's shy (and usually good-hearted) but still has some rougher edges to him.
I feel like all too often shy characters are shoved into being portrayed as either "smol bean who would never hurt anyone and just wants friends uwu" or "brooding loner who snaps at people to cover up the fact they don't actually know how to socialize" with not a lot of wiggle room in between. While I can and do enjoy characters that (arguably) fall into those respective categories, they're a bit reductive in the sense that things are very rarely that black and white in reality. Even the kindest people have a limit to what they can tolerate. They have bad days or respond poorly to events around them that cause them stress. And the same can be said in reverse as well—point being, people are multifaceted and don't always behave as predictably as we'd like to think.
And I think Kieran reflects that dichotomy perfectly. When we first meet him, he's meek, timid, and relies heavily on his more brash and forceful older sister to help him navigate social situations where he would otherwise lose out on something valuable because he's too afraid to come forward and ask for what he wants (like how she has to ask the player to battle him on his behalf). He's often quick to cower whenever she starts to get heated, but he's also not afraid to point out when he thinks she's wrong and sometimes even gets sassy with her himself. He's undeniably sweet and gentle and shows eagerness to make friends with the player, but he becomes much more curt when he notices we're lying to him about Ogerpon. The rest of the Teal Mask storyline shows him fluctuating even further—yelling at Carmine and the player for keeping secrets from him, punching things in fits of anger...then backpedaling and apologizing for the trouble he caused a few scenes later. Spreading the truth about Ogerpon to everyone in the village to help make her happy...then selfishly demanding a battle to see who's worthy of being her Trainer when she has already clearly chosen the player.
After being lied to and suffering repeated losses at our hands (including the Pokemon he's idolized all his life choosing us over him), he leans even more heavily into his bitter side during the Indigo Disk—being cold and ruthless to pretty much everyone around him, but at the end of the day it's primarily overcompensation for what he perceives as his own personal weakness (because he's still just a kid trying to be taken seriously). He's shown to drop the act on multiple occasions—most notably when he's caught off guard by our appearance at Blueberry Academy and at a few points during the Area Zero expedition. He antagonizes the player up until the moment of his defeat and tries to catch and use Terapagos in a last-ditch moment of desperation that ends up going horribly wrong, but after everything resolves he's quick to admit his mistakes and asks the player for forgiveness and if they can still be friends. After the epilogue he's mostly back to his old self, but still seems to get worked up when provoked (e.g. when he yells at Drayton for refusing to stop calling him "ex-Champ" in one of their League Club Room interactions).
And I think this varied and sometimes contradictory behavior is precisely why Kieran is such a cohesive and believable character—because it shows how even kind, well-meaning people may have a hidden darker side that can show itself under the right circumstances. How they might let their insecurities get the better of them. How a shy, timid kid might not have the experience to know how to deal with sudden feelings of frustration and/or jealousy that are far too strong to keep to himself, so he lashes out as a result. How despite all this he remains kind, sensitive and loving at his core and shows willingness to learn from his mistakes. And that is what makes him so compelling to me.
#mel's musings#kieran#pokemon#all this to say i now have brainrot and you all are going to suffer for it#me: *sees any pokemon boy with attitude problems* son? son boy? he my son boy? ;_;#kieran is also. oddly relatable to me in a way#in the sense that i was a neurodivergent kid whose overstimulation issues among other things weren't taken seriously#and it made me really bitter and angry at both the people who caused them & the people that didn't know how to deal with me#i lashed out a lot back then. i yelled and hit and said things i didn't mean and lied so i could stay in control#and while i still think i deserved better than the shit the adults who were responsible for me put me through#i do regret a lot of what i did. and i try to make up for it by being as patient as i can with others#ALSO. oc tangent time. kieran and denise are very similar in this regard#dena felt a lack of control w/ her dad leaving but couldn't blame him bc then she'd have nowhere to vent her anger#but she's also too young and too hurt to blame herself. so she lashes out at her mom instead (granted. jen made some poor choices too)#but after her treasure hunt and her first trip into area zero she sees things in a different light and is able to reconcile with her#and that's the exact reason she's able to forgive kieran so quickly. bc she had been through a similar thing with jen#i am filled with a whole WHIRLWIND of ideas for my au denise and this cast are a match made in HEAVEN#forest for the tree#mel plays scarvi
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