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revenantghost · 2 years ago

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Craftshow went even worse than I expected v_v I know my little guys are very silly, but v___v

#And my mom makes affordable wreaths too poor her #I'm only bringing my non-fandom plushes to these obviously lol #But.. man.......#It's so hard to function lately #Woulda been nice to build a nice side hustle #But both shows so far have been stinkers #Ah well #Desperately need to rest now #Body always betraying me my beloathed #Yadda yadda

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letsplaythermalnuclearwar · 7 months ago

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Homer!Odysseus and Epic!Odysseus would try to kill each other if they ever met

#Homer!Odysseus: you sacrificed your men to save yourself? Detestable coward! How I wish I was never born if it would ensure you had not the #Epic!Odysseus: you’d understand if you *loved your wife.* But I guess a guy who stayed with Circe for a year wouldn’t know that!#H!Odysseus: do not speak of things you know nothing about! I long for my return to sweet Penelope but I have a duty to my men #E!Odysseus: A YEAR. A WHOLE YEAR. I WOULD KILL ANYTHING AND ANYONE TO GET A HOME A YEAR FASTER #H!Odysseus: that was clear when you served Scylla six men like they were cattle!#E!Odysseus: it was them or me! And don’t keep talking about my friends like you did any better. you’ll go home alone too #H!Odysseus: they doomed themselves when they ate Hyperion’s golden cattle. I am not responsible for their suffering. But you could have ens #H!Odysseus: Now Eurylochus’s body lies at the bottom of the sea where there can be no burial and no honour #E!Odysseus: AND I’LL GO HOME TO MY WIFE. MY BEAUTIFUL PERFECT LOVELY LOYAL WIFE WHO’S BEEN WAITING FOR ME FOR TWENTY YEARS.#E!Odysseus: and when I go home and she asks if I came back as fast as I could I’ll be able to answer honestly #H!Odysseus: WE HAD BEEN THROUGH MANY TRIALS. THE MEN NEEDED TO REST #E!Odysseus: FOR A YEAR???? DID THEY NEED TO REST FOR A YEAR??? AND DID THEY NEED THAT REST RIGHT AFTER A MONTH’S LONG REST WITH AEOLUS??? S #H!Odysseus: IF YOU WISHED FOR ITHACA SO DESPERATELY WHY DIDN’T YOU OBEY PALLAS ATHENA AND KILL THE CYCLOPS #E!Odysseus: *drawing sword* I WAS HAVING A ROUGH DAY #Epic the musical #Epic odysseus #The odyssey #odysseus #Homer #Greek mythology #Jorge rivera-herrans #nuclear war speaks

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sergle · 3 months ago

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making LEAPS and BOUNDS with the feral kitten!! tonight I managed to slowly move her food onto my lap to encourage her to put her paws on me while she ate, and once that clicked, she kept kneading on my hands and my legs. I've already broken the seal w/ being able to touch her, but getting HER to touch ME seems huge, I think she's been really needing that, since I don't know how long it's been since she's been around her family. wooo progress!!! p.s. I don't have any pictures yet, bc whenever I'm with her, I'm playing a youtube video of cat purrs / trills to calm her down, and if I go to take a picture it'll pause the video. but I WILL take a picture of her soon!

#CONTEXT: she was born in our garage and we've been seeing her and her litter on-and-off ever since #we know she had at least two littermates and I've seen her mom around too #but recently she was all by herself (made her easier to catch) but I haven't seen the rest of the family (I am concerned)#obviously she misses her litter. because she's not used to being alone.#and the only way to make her comfortable is to put on a video of a mama cat trilling at her babies OR a video of a cat loudly purring #it needs to sound like there's another cat around somewhere. again. not used to being alone!#I'd like to see if I can't introduce Toby to her so she can have some feline interaction but he's kind of a cunt. so.#I'll see how I feel about that after she's continued to warm up to these new surroundings she's found herself in.#It's HUGO who truly wants to see her but I doubt a big as fuck dog is what she wants to see right now #but he's desperate to interact with her. he loves kittens.#sergle.txt

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ruporas · 2 years ago

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i’ll find you again in every universe. let us be a little more honest, let us have a little more time.

#vashwood #vash the stampede #nicholas d wolfwood #trigun #despite it all though badlands rumble is like. the only universe where we get wolfwood thinking vash died first... and i think that means a #lot to their relationship and how it may bloom if there was more to badlands rumble considering vash literally saw wolfwood carrying a piece #of vash after his supposed death. u know! despite the short time they were together vash still meant so much to wolfwood that he couldn't #just move on or forget him in anyway. needed to keep a piece of him for himself and the rest of his days. but ofc vash lives and wolfwood #was like ill beat ur fucking ass into tomorrow. there's just so much honesty in vash being able to see that gesture bc he wouldnt know #otherwise just how much he might mean to him. ANYWAY. trimax with with the eternal pining featuring the two chapters where imo #where the both of them really fell for each other... i wrote my thoughts about this on another comic i did before #but vash solidifying his feelings during the hospital arc -- ww solidifies his when he realizes his allegiances are permanently with vash #98 my lovelies but also to me they are so one-sided bc ww pined like no tomorrow and vash only realizes after ep 23?24? his heart did tickle #whenever ww complimented his smile though #and tristamp vw my beloveds. it really just feels like they get the chance to be closer and closer and more honest with each other #with every version that comes about. in trimax they knew how little time they had but struggled so desperately to get closer. in 98 ww felt #more willing to forsake for vash. in badlands rumble theyre Angry but as mentioned earlier ^ more blatant truth... due to circumstances #mainly but has the chance to lead to discussions and tristamp literally. first day of knowing each other ww saves vash - 2 days later vash #saves ww like. Man. AND NOW THEY MAY POTENTIALLY GET EVEN CLOSER!!!! with s2....#ruporas art

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idontmindifuforgetme · 10 months ago

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Just a girl who wants to be her mother’s daughter in the ways that matter

#Such a tenacious go getter & the smartest woman ik #Has NEVER looked back at a man twice. Knows she’s beautiful & that attention is guaranteed. Never desperate for male validation ever #The best fashion sense ik. She’s the epitome of classic & vintage #Doesn’t gaf what others are doing / is always tunnel visioned on her own goals #A mega workaholic and like. Maybe I’d rather balance but still she’s still an overachiever #I feel im becoming more and more like her by the day but still I have some work to do #Need to be more focused & to stop entertaining little boys fr #I just want to move w the unshackling confidence & elegance she seems to emanate effortlessly #I swear that woman was born that way!!!! So unfair for the rest of us mortals #Why does no one talk about the psychological torture that comes w having a naturally gorgeous genius mother #I’m dying over here I just wanna be like her but im pushing that boulder up the hill all the time #Meanwhile she’s always just On #HOW #Just an eldest daughter having a crisis about her mother who is also #The eldest daughter out of her and her two brothers #I need to journal about this I need to meditate #How to manufacture the drive that your mother was simply endowed with at birth #Not even joking I just got off my internship and now im sitting on a swing under the late May sun having a crisis about this

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turtleblogatlast · 11 months ago

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I am once again reiterating that Leo could and should be a figure skater because what are ice skates if not twin blades? What is dual blade swordsmanship if not a dance-like performance? Using the skates as blades themselves could let Leo make portals be his ice rink no? I rest my case. ⛸️

#rottmnt #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #rottmnt leo #rottmnt headcanons #rise leo #would also like to add that he loves glam rock and unicorns! and what’s something glam rock unicorns and figure skating share #that’s right ✨glitter baby✨#(his glam rock look unironically fits right in with figure skater attire ngl)#I also mentioned his incredible ability to hold a pose before which helps him here #plus his fighting style in general can easilyyy incorporate figure skating elements #I am this 👌 close to animating a quick gif to show what I mean by those ice skate portals #and I do specify figure skating over hockey because 1) hockey is CASEY’S thing 😤 and 2) hockey just. doesn’t fit Leo? not enough ✨pizzazz✨#episode where the A-plot is Casey Sr showing her love for hockey and ending up playing a life or death game against yokai #she brings Raph in for help (since I like Casey & Raph friendship) and he gets the rest of the fam to help fill out the team #Casey Jr is especially excited but he’s never actually played hockey before #Leo tries to join and immediately accidentally makes a portal with his skates when he tries twirling to show off #the gang wins the match and the ep ends with Leo finally making it back completely beat up from accidental portals #the gang: wow we won! haha let’s go get hot chocolate it’s cold in here #leo: *desperately twirling over an active volcano* THIS IS THE OPPOSITE PLACE TO BE RIGHT NOW #actually to extrapolate on this more I really adore the idea of the boys’ abilities needing to be retrained as they grow #because their powers have the opportunity to grow #Mikey just randomly floating off and needing to be tethered down until he gets the hang of it lol #and stuff like that

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scarletphoenix15 · 2 months ago

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Hear me out here, instead of "Boa meets Nami and hates her leading to them fighting over Luffy," we have "Nami meets Boa and immediately bags her, leading to Luffy experiencing romantic jealousy for the first time in his life because that's his navigator."

#I'm very mad that Strong World and the tie in episodes didn't have Boa meet the rest of the crew #I have a desperate need to see them all interact #boa hancock #monkey d. luffy #cat burglar nami #lunami #luffynami #luffy x nami #i wrote this post and apparently never published it #and then went and wrote the fic #so now im posting this entirely to reblog it with the fic link

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kyouka-supremacy · 20 days ago

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#Some. Thoughts about the last chapter since yesterday I didn't put them down as I usually do.#I could preface this by narrating the odyssey that was my day yesterday but I suppose that wouldn't be very interesting lol.#It'll suffice to say I had to face a 11am-7pm long train travel while also sick. A lot of throwing up in train stations. Wasn't very pretty #So like the premise really wasn't the one of a good day #The chapter comes out around 4pm here so I calculated I was going to have a few more hours before the translation came out.#I open the translators account to check if they've got any prevision on the time the chapter is going to come out and IT IS ALREADY #At that point I was in a station cafe waiting for a change drinking tea to help with nausea. And ***THAT*** HAPPENED #Screaming in my cafe table I'm telling you. Silently screaming for real. Desperately showing the phone screen to my sister.#Wait I didn't mean to tell all of that. Anyways #Well. Great chapter (╥﹏╥)👍 Really one of those you already know will make history it was so good to read. Such an already iconic scene.#Insane insane insane. I don't think I need to comment further on the ss/kk but regarding the rest...#(Let me comment on the ss/kk again actually. That was incredible. I'm still not over it seriously peoples. Can't believe it's true.#What the hell. I love this little gay story so much. Ss/kk love each other so much it's?? Insane???? What the hell. I'm so glad for ss/kk)#Literally didn't process anything past the title. Like I wouldn't have been able to compute anything normal let alone something like–#4th dimension talk lmao. Everything I got from it is like there's Dazai?? Saying words?? And it's the Dazai in Atsushi's head I think????#The only other thing I got away from it is that Atsushi is finally getting agency???? To which‚ freaking finally‚ if you know me you know–#I've been rooting for that direction forever. I'm not sure about it yet (like isn't the Dazai in Atsushi's head still giving him all the–#answers?) but that's definitely the direction I'm rooting for #Then again for Atsushi to sacrifice himself for Akutagawa WAS his initiative and his alone. And I'm forever cherishing that 🥺🥺🙏🙏🙏#Reading the chapter again now... I have a feeling that the fourth dimension is something of a subtle nod to the fourth wall in literature.#All the people living in that universe (the bsd universe) are–#“three-dimensional humans [who] can't properly perceive” the “fourth dimensional space” because they're all characters of a book–#who aren't aware of being characters. So they lack fourth wall/dimension perception #The ending of the chapter feels quite abrupt. It's a little curious. Gives the impression that the author was running out of pages #Anyways reading Dazai's apparently nonsensical words out loud to my sister was very funny #“Feel strongly // That's what you do when you want to experience the past” is a cool line tho. I really feel Asagiri that time they said:#“I want to create famous lines. I love storing exciting lines in my brain. I love it so much that sometimes I even recite them in the bath.#I try to be conscious of making my lines stand out. I like lines that flow like a melody or harmony.#Lines that shock the reader‚ stand out‚ and are inserted at the right time.”#Ran out of tags but I'm noisy so making another addition

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strawberri-draws · 2 years ago

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Uhhh something something I watched The Menu on a 8 hour flight and drew this whilst severely sleep deprived

(No text version) (because I’m like 80% sure I got the quote wrong) (but I was sleepy sorry)

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voltttmeter · 4 months ago

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working on a rewrite for this story 🙂

#idk if i want him to be so lierally demonic i feel like its so on the nose 😭#so the design (last pic) on the right is more like deer inspired.. but idk if thats what im gonna go w x(#rest in piece romans bleached hair era.. for the most part #all the charas were originally in hs but honestly i dont feel like writing or drawing high schoolers 😭#so now im j pushing them into uni :p not too much of a gap anyway since they were seniors in hs before #on that note. none are getting new refs bc im LAZY. except roman and jane who desperately need upgrades #i think it works better anyway cus it allows for more themes to be covered which is always fun #artists on tumblr #art #my art #digital art #original art #character art #artwork #original character #original character art #oc art #oc artwork #oc artist #illustration #character illustration #illustrator #illustrative art #character design #small artist #charmed #roman carisi

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ef-1 · 1 year ago

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girlhood

#i have to fly out to capetown to see mother and im literally debating if i could land in the morning and leave at night on the same day #like. anything longer than that is going to ruin my year.#when she called and did her “katherine. you have to be here on the 10th” i literally sobbed in my bed for the rest of the day 😍😍😍#not dyeing my hair black for a year and its getting lighter and lighter everyday and i look like her again #and my therapist telling me “you need to do things for yourself.” but like can i? sorry that woman traumatised me and i actually cant :)#like everything i do is informed by her #I'm going to go and just like everytime the only way to keep my sanity is to mirror her. talk and sit and speak and read and eat like her #and its such a terrifying experience bc i remember that im capable of emulating her viciousness and maybe i am my mother's daugher 🤢🤢🤢#and im going to come back and its going to take fucking months for me to feel like myself again #“oh you look so beautiful just like your mother” i hope you DIE lol !!! the fact that my conception of beauty was shaped by her #growing up with this cruel beautiful detached woman and realising that at the intersection of beauty and wickness is a lifetime of pain #and still being so desperate for her approval- for any metaphysical proximity to her that i felt elated when #people would tell me i look like her. that it meant i was also beautiful like her and maybe she'll love me a little for it #but now i know for a fact that i do look like her and it makes saliva swell under my tongue - that moment right before you throw up-#when people mention it 😍#last time i was in capetown my optic neuritis flared up (and i know for a fact it was that it was ms-stress related from having to see her)#and i thought i hid it so well even though i had near constant headaches & lethargy until she said “katherine give me the red notebook”#and i knew that she knew all along. it was so acutely humiliating standing there and knowing she knows i cant see which one is the red one #and she tilted her head and said “whats the matter? do you not know what red looks like?”#im never going to have kids. my mother and i read eachother so well it can only mean im never too far removed from becoming her #lol!!!!!!!!!

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simcardiac-arrested · 5 months ago

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zavijava info PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE!!!!! PLEASEEEEE ZAVIJAVA COME HOME ... PLEASE .... umm um um ill tell you about umm . tma au im making for nastya if u tell me about her .PLEASE!!!!!!!

so she is definitely a star of some kind. i mean she is an angel but in that story in particular The Stars are kind of angels. like they’re otherworldly beings and they jus kinda hang out. cosmically. it’s a different dimension separated from the human one but like, obviously stars still exist for humans, they just don’t do anything crazy because the rules of the world dictate that their realities shouldn’t interact. angels can observe the other world from far up above yet they still exist on a different level. But tbh zavijava had never enjoyed the otherworldly ethereal whatever lifestyle—she just didn’t feel like she fit in there. she is a #1 humans fan though so she knows that’s where she’d fit in. so she does just that. she fits in perfectly :) and normally :) yay :)

#see the thing with zavijava is that there isn’t much info to share on her just on account of her being what she is #she is like a Concept trying to humanize and shove herself into a box #it’s like asking a rock what it likes. a rock can’t like anything it just sort of exists #that’s zavi babey #that’s not to say she doesn’t desperately try to like anything and everything . and that’s precisely what she ends up doing #she loves everything ! but she doesn’t really understand it or have a genuine connection to anything just by virtue of not being part of the #world. it’s like having a 6d being try to exist in a 3d space. very limiting. very incomprehensible for the 6d being #so her enjoyment of things (debatable if she’s even Capable of feeling Anytning) is artificial in a way #she is Uncanny Valley she reflects humans she does not really have an inner world or proper opinions of her own #so like she Does really love humans and everything about their world. but no specifics or a detailed understanding of them & it #as much as she likes humans she does not grasp their concepts like at all. Or only in a rudimentary manner #haze could explain to her why some people walk holding hands and she would be like Wow i guess that means we are married :) because we are #always together :) we can even hold hands too :) (she tries to hold his hand and he immediately starts seeing the hat man)#so yea. tldr. she’s more of a concept made character so there’s not a lot of Character Info on her #she’s more of a force #cramswering #idk if any of that is a coherent fucking explanation LOL she’s just kinda dream-like in that sense. idk #like yknow the way humans can’t truly comprehend eldritch beings or non euclidian shapes or whatever #the eldritch being in turn is not fated to understand da humans ….#& anyways for now the rest of the stars are aware that zavijava is Goofing but it’s not urgent enough to send someone after her. yetttt #tho hell dude 2 angels in the world would probably make it implode instantly so maybe that’s why they’re hesitant to do anything #also yea idk if this needs to be said but those angels arent tied to religion or humans really. they’re not guardian angels they’re just #Things that exist on a different Plane Of Existence. parallel to the human world #they watch over it but not in a guardian responsibility way #just sort of in a It’s Something To Look At way #ok yeah it’s 1:30am too by the way so i think that’s enough incomprehensible eldritch rambling #tell me about ur au boy

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fakeoutbf · 10 days ago

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#i’m never ordering from rainbowc**** books ever again #believe me i understand that the logistics of shipping a lot of things at once must be very complicated and difficult #and that getting custom things printed in mass quantities must be really hard and take a long time to coordinate and make perfectly #but i’ve been in touch with them since the end of october last year and i haven’t been able to resolve the issue since #first i waited a couple more weeks so the books passed through customs (which they did but got lost in the mexican postal system)#then i was told i could get a replacement set sent to a new usamerican address once the reprint of the jackets arrived in november #the replacement jackets didn’t arrive until JANUARY and at this point i was just praying i’d get some news #they then proceeded to send just the jackets in early february… like i’m sorry but if you know i need a full set why not send it at once??#whatever then i was told on february 24 that they’d ship my new set that week with no further instructions so i waited a week to see #if a tracking number came and nothing so on march 6th i asked if i would get a new tracking number for the book shipment #i got an answer tonight at fucking 8 PM with the tracking number that says the package should’ve been delivered ON THE 6TH?????????#which ofc it wasn’t delievered bc no one was notified bc i had no idea it was coming BC I NEVER GOT A FUCKING TRACKING NUMBER #NOW I HAVE TO RESCHEDULE THE DELIVERY AND TRIANGULATE BETWEEN THREE PPL TO ACTUALLY GET THAT SHIT DELIEVERED #ALL BC THESE BOOKS MEAN A STUPID AMOUNT TO ME AND I THOUGHT ITD BE A NICE BIRTHDAY PRESENY FOR MYSELF AND I LOVE THE ARTISTS THAT COLLABED #A FULL YEAR SINCE I ORDERED IT AND I STILL DONT HAVE IT IN MY HANDS #i would also like to point out that i’ve been nothing but patient and polite at the very least i’ve never sent multiple emails or spammed #always try to be nice and to the point and send regards and whatever #i cannot fucking believe i could’ve gotten the books a week ago but bc they never sent me the tracking number i wasn’t able to receive them #they could’ve been on their way to me by now but i didn’t know bc they took a whole fucking week to answer my email #instead of maybe idk having my particular case separate to the rest of the replacement jackets shipments #so they could make sure i got the whole replacement set in full on time with no further complications #the saddest part is i couldn’t even bring myself to ask for a fucking refund bc i desperately want those books #i’m out 150 usd and have nothing to show for it a year later #god i’m so tired #if you made it this far idek i might even delete this it’s fucking stupid

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spacebubblehomebase · 7 months ago

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hi, just letting you know that ahmed 90s-ghost doesn't verify fundraisers anymore! he quit after it got too overwhelming, so you shouldn't @ him asking him to. you can probably find the post about it by searching his blog.

Thanks for letting me know, Anon...

I get it... I REALLY do.

I understand. Y'know I used to be so excited to get Asks. It means someone wants to talk about art and silly cartoon characters with me. But now all I feel is dread. Not because I don't want to help, but because the help I give is never enough. I used to privately mesage back to those Asks, but one became 6 became 10 to... Well. I can't donate. Euros and dollars are valued a lot higher here, thus the opposite is also true. The value of our money is but a paltry bread's worth and even if I split it in crumbs, with the amount of people who approach me for help, it'll soon run dry, but I'm just a student who still rely on my parents financially. So I thought I'd share instead, but that quickly got out of hand. I post one thing and get multiple asks by the HOUR. I already had to apologize for struggling to meet demands before and I only had 3 or 6 rare to come-by short Asks about art. Now I have a hundred and counting I have to check personally. I didn't want to admit it, but I've also long been overwhelmed. I just didn't feel like I had the right to say so. I still don't. But the truth is, anyone can say they're verified too, which is terrible because not only will I be partially responsible for my followers who got scammed by bots or scumbags who take advantage of those at war with fake fundraisers, but even worse is that the help and money may not even reach those who actually need it. I thought I would be fine the first time. I don't really like posting too much about our depressing reality or watching news in general because my account was supposed to be a "safe SPACE" and a "nice little BUBBLE" for us to be happy and escape for awhile, so I didn't think much about reblogging it at first. I only wanted to help. But it just kept going and I got swept away. There's so many of them, but there's only one of me and I've been spiraling lately. So for now, I will no longer take any Asks about this subject (which I always avoid mentioning directly because the algorithm has it out for putting you guys down and I wanted you all to make it so I didn't tag those reblogs as such). I'll still take Asks provided they're related to my actual content and of course I'll still support raising awareness for Pal est ine, yet I also get it if this may appear selfish to some of you. I tried. I really did. But if you'd rather ignore, unfollow, or block me for this decision, I understand. I'm just sorry it had to come to this and that I wasn't strong enough to help more. -Bubs.

#I'm so very sorry #asks #thank you for your hard work 90s-ghost #I hope you're doing better now #war serves no one #I know a lot of people needs help #but I can't keep up with the demand anymore #I'm feeling burned out and college just started back up again #I know I'm lucky to live the life that I do and I shouldn't get to complain #but I've been spiraling lately cause it's a thankless job that reminds me quick and repeatedly that I can't save everyone #I'm sorry for the onslaught of negativity from me lately #this wasn't what I made my account for #but I'll be back to making more content sooner than you think #it makes me happy and now I REALLY need that escape too #I know I'm a coward who's likely dooming people #I'm disappointed in me too #feel free to unfollow me #but never forget to support those families in need #they're just desperate to live like the rest of us #and please don't harass anyone because of this #that's the LAST thing I want to happen #I want to help them too but I'm stretched thin here #one person can't do this all on their own #so let's support each other instead and unite for this cause #I don't want this war. I don't want this discord.#the ones who does are monsters #people's lives are at stake and even if I barely helped #the same cannot be said if the lot of us were to do our part #please help these victims of war #but let's not forget we're not on our own.

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skoulsons · 2 years ago

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am i watching the winter embrace on repeat and staring at joels hand so gently on her cheek as she looks up at him in such an unbelieving manner because he shouldn’t be there because he’s half dead in that basement except he is there and he’s holding her and his touch is soft and comforting and protective and gentle and it brings her back to the present and helps her realize that she’s safe now because he’s here bur also that he is alive and here with her and she doesn’t have to worry about her worst fear coming true anymore because she can feel his hand on her cheek and his arms wrapped around her and hear the sound of his voice and see the alive look in his eyes? yeah.

#the way he just.#the way his hand just fits there.#she fights against him and he lowers them down and his right hand rests on her cheek and it’s just #it’s pieces to a puzzle #and she stares at him #never blinking #not once #and she can’t even speak because so much has happened #and she just hugs him and he finally gets to hold her #gets to hold her for all the missing times during the last few weeks he desperately wanted to #and she needs it. she initiates it #because it’s Joel and he’s her safe place and #despite never having hugged prior to this #she knows he’ll hold her.#and he does. fuck he does.#and she infuriates it and he holds her and smoothes her hair down and calls her baby girl and stands them both up and whispers reassurances #that he’s got her and that she’s okay now because he’s there and she’s with him #and they’re finally back together and alive #which is the most important thing.#please shut me up I have to stop it’s eating away at my bone marrow please.#the last of us hbo #joel miller #ellie williams

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starman-jpg · 9 months ago

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i forgot ao3 is going down for maintenance today…

what am i suppose to do for 10 hours?

i guess i could sleep… it is 3 am…

#i desperately need rest #i should really do that #but i was so in the fic #i’m sad now #ao3

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