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ef-1 Ā· 10 months ago
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#i have to fly out to capetown to see mother and im literally debating if i could land in the morning and leave at night on the same day#like. anything longer than that is going to ruin my year.#when she called and did her ā€œkatherine. you have to be here on the 10thā€ i literally sobbed in my bed for the rest of the day šŸ˜šŸ˜šŸ˜#not dyeing my hair black for a year and its getting lighter and lighter everyday and i look like her again#and my therapist telling me ā€œyou need to do things for yourself.ā€ but like can i? sorry that woman traumatised me and i actually cant :)#like everything i do is informed by her#I'm going to go and just like everytime the only way to keep my sanity is to mirror her. talk and sit and speak and read and eat like her#and its such a terrifying experience bc i remember that im capable of emulating her viciousness and maybe i am my mother's daugher šŸ¤¢šŸ¤¢šŸ¤¢#and im going to come back and its going to take fucking months for me to feel like myself again#ā€œoh you look so beautiful just like your motherā€ i hope you DIE lol !!! the fact that my conception of beauty was shaped by her#growing up with this cruel beautiful detached woman and realising that at the intersection of beauty and wickness is a lifetime of pain#and still being so desperate for her approval- for any metaphysical proximity to her that i felt elated when#people would tell me i look like her. that it meant i was also beautiful like her and maybe she'll love me a little for it#but now i know for a fact that i do look like her and it makes saliva swell under my tongue - that moment right before you throw up-#when people mention it šŸ˜#last time i was in capetown my optic neuritis flared up (and i know for a fact it was that it was ms-stress related from having to see her)#and i thought i hid it so well even though i had near constant headaches & lethargy until she said ā€œkatherine give me the red notebookā€#and i knew that she knew all along. it was so acutely humiliating standing there and knowing she knows i cant see which one is the red one#and she tilted her head and said ā€œwhats the matter? do you not know what red looks like?ā€#im never going to have kids. my mother and i read eachother so well it can only mean im never too far removed from becoming her#lol!!!!!!!!!
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hypervoxel Ā· 5 months ago
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Oh, so, like, the entire first season's establishment of the characters and their interactions don't actually matter in Helluva Boss. Okay, cool.
Like, I get that characterization develops over time and the writers come up with new ideas and places they want to take the story, but. So much of the Stolas/BlitzĆø stuff recently isn't character development: it's retconning.
#I'm just salty because i was heavily invested in the unhealthy dynamic as i interpreted it#instead of the unhealthy dynamic the show decided on.#uhhhh. yeah I'll throw this in the crit tag#helluva boss critical#I'm mostly just not invested in this show anymore. alas! but i do still very much enjoy the art and animation style#every time there's shiny glowy eyes i go šŸ˜#anyway it does just take a tiny amount of editing to have this come across how i would very much enjoy#where Stolas is just. hypocritical#he wants love and a relationship so badly#and that's such an interesting characterization and I'm here for it!#if we also just. acknowledge the way he was SO obsessed with sex while BlitzĆø was awkward about it#like there is a lot of mention of that - BlitzĆø says he thought that's what Stolas wanted from him#and is confused about why things are changing!! (i love it so much)#but the show seems to take Stolas's side instead of allowing that 'yeahā€š he doesn't recognize how his internal emotions were never seenā€š#because all BlitzĆø sees are Stolas's external actions - exactly the problem that Stolas is having with BlitzĆø not communicating!'#AND i still think there should be more emphasis on 'hey yeah it was really fucked up to manipulate BlitzĆø into sex like he did'#the crystal didn't magically fix it and they should have issues with BlitzĆø not understanding his worth to Stolas#because from his POV: Stolas really does only want him for sexā€š is paying him with access to the book and human realmā€š#and has repeatedly sexualized him And seemed ashamed of it when other important people knew#(compared to how he acted towards BlitzĆø around other Imps) (which makes it seem like he doesn't care about what Imps think at all)#Stolas can be sad and his emotions are interesting but not when all of the fandom I'm seeing is taking his side#me at all times always: i think these characters/this ship should be worse!!!
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dailynikolaigogol Ā· 1 month ago
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day 19
with his hair down also as tumblr user sukidenks has requested
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planetdream Ā· 6 months ago
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thank you for your feedback šŸ˜»šŸ˜» i appreciate it sooo much !! i, too, am a sucker for for dream sequences !! (shameless plug: strange dreams)
PLUTO !
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CHARACTERS ! vampire!lee minho, human!reader [ft. human!kim seungmin, servant!han jisung]
GENRE ! horror/thrillerā€”vampire!au. ā€œromanceā€. smut. minors dni.
SYNOPSIS ! when your fiancƩ, seungmin, fails to return home after notifying you of his departure from count minho's estate, you decide to search for answers yourself.
WORDS ! 12.2k more or less
THIS FIC CONTAINS ! writing inspired by the various varieties of dracula. horror [vampirism. goreā€”body horror: details of blood and bloodsucking. spiders. strange creatures. nightmares and overall very lucid dreams. allusions to character death.] hypnosis. hallucinations. manipulation and gaslighting. kidnapping? and references to religion [christianity/catholicism], prayers and comparisons to a Higher Powerā„¢. mentions of food. infidelity and smut [one wet dream. pussy eatingā€”a lil bush appreciation. hair pulling. big dick minho. grinding. fingering. worship. term master used once. degradationā€”whore shaming. choking. nipple play/breast fondling. lots of spit. squirt n cum.]
šŸ’Œ extremely self indulgent. all the thanks and love in the world to the homie, @cosmicbyeol for beta-ing for me n overall being an incredible help !!! šŸ„ŗ also, as always, accepting feedback and constructive criticism!!
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The last three weeks have been weary, to say the least. You had been elated as your fiancĆ©, Seungmin, was scheduled to arrive back in the city after a nearly two-month-long business trip. With the day of his return steadily approaching, you found yourself excitedly performing various small tasks in preparation for the moment you finally see him again. Then the big day arrives and Seungmin is nowhere to be found. No big deal; perhaps his arrival is a bit late, or he may need time to himself to unwind after long travels. If anything, heā€™ll show up at your door the next day with flowers and a gift, ready to tell you all about his journey and the people heā€™d made connections with.Ā 
Then the fourth day comes, and by that point, youā€™re knocking on his front door but to no answer. You stroll past his home on your evening walks and the lights arenā€™t on. Youā€™ve revisited the post office, checked in with relatives; and still, nothing. Seungmin is seemingly lost to space and time. By the sixth day, youā€™ve written a letter to Count Minho, the friend and business partner that Seungmin had been staying with; explaining the situation and the fact that youā€™ll be visiting while in search of Seungmin.Ā 
Count Minho is a mystery to you. Seungmin never spoke with you about his relations with the Count, and you never pried into the specifics of his work business. From what you do know, Seungminā€™s work involves him being in contact with several different people from real estate to archaeologists and historians, to priesthoods and other religious leaders. You simply assumed Count Minho had been one of the aforementioned, or possibly an artifact seller or buyer; as Seungmin is interested in the hobby himself, and has countless other buyers and sellers he knows. While the Count is a mystery, you feel that there is a possibility that he can lead you back into the arms of your lover.Ā 
After a few days of planning and packing, you finally decide to get started on your journey. By the Sunday of the third week, youā€™re lodging with some very nice people in the town nearest to Count Minhoā€™s estateā€”which is only about a two-hour distance awayā€”you choose to stay in the village to get the word out about Seungmin.Ā 
The townsfolk are a welcoming and lively bunch. You were fed, rested, and told stories of both local legends and the juiciest gossip around town. On the eve of your final night in town before you join the Count, you mentioned him, and the room fell silent. A feeling of unease weaved its way into the small kitchen youā€™d been standing in. The two women beside you failed to meet your gaze. You had already been told of the creatures said to be lurking through the forests between town and the area of the Countā€™s estate. A classic story of a wolfman who is out to kidnap unsuspecting young men and women; only brought up because of very recent alleged sightings.Ā 
A third woman finally spoke up. Urging you to forego your plan of visiting what she called such a vile and off-putting man. Thereā€™s a legend about the man who lives in the castle at the edge of the forestā€”whom you presume to be Count Minhoā€”who comes into town during the night of the first full moon of the spring season, with the sole purpose of terrorizing people in their homes; feasting on their organs and drinking their blood. The last occurrence happened nine springs ago: a family of five, two completely drained of blood and tossed to the side, with another two torn piece-by-piece; left mixed in a pool of wasted blood. There had been one remaining survivor, eyes removed from their sockets, who only could say one thing: ā€œHe called himself God.ā€
Though the story terrified youā€”you refused to let that stop you. If Count Minho is some extraordinary beast, then let you be the one to stop him if it means you get to become one with Seungmin again.Ā 
Alas, the day to meet Count Minho has come, and the women you shared dinner with last night are appalled to hear that you were insistent on making your way to Count Minhoā€™s estate. Knowing that they cannot stop you, they wish you luck and pray for you, gifting you a crucifix for safety on your journey.Ā 
By the time you approach Count Minhoā€™s estate, it is about an hour after sundown. The sky begins to dim rapidly, as the former golden-pink hue of the sky begins to turn into a deep purple and later fading into black. The temperature drops by the hour but thankfully the winter season is coming to an end. The snow is already clearing up, and in a couple days it will have been long gone and forgotten for generous showers of rain.Ā 
Your arrival, predestined and arranged to be brought by carriage, led you here. And as you pull into the gates of the estate, an unsettling feeling hits you. Deep in the pit of your stomach as if something had crawled inside of you and is now scratching to be freed. Despite that, the feeling of discomfort quickly begins to wash over you, seemingly dispersing into fascinationā€”like a group of butterflies or a bouquet of flowers flourished within your body and spirit. You feel a lot lighter, elevated as if a veil was pulled over you.Ā 
You can hardly see the castle in the darkness, but if you strain your eyes hard enough, you may be able to see the silhouette of the grand estate. Though thatā€™s no use, the surrounding forest, and deep black sky work as a void, shielding away any ounce of natural light, encompassing the castle within its secrets. The moon, nearly full, and friendly to those who respect it, is useless as the structure of the castle casts away the inquisitive nature of the celestial bodyā€”nothing will be brought to light or justice tonight.Ā 
The carriage, drawn by three black horses, halts in front of the main entrance. Several long, white, cylinder candles light up the main door of the Countā€™s castle. The entrance is similar to that of a cathedralā€™sā€”two heavy-looking doors adorned with indescribable red patterns; swirling into shapes that seemingly recreate human-like faces. Itā€™s vague. At a simple glance, the patterns reflected by the candlelight look like faces, but the longer you look at them you realize otherwise. The patterns seemingly have no rhyme or reason, endless red swirls that are simply just decorations.Ā 
Atop the door is a large arch, and in the dead center is a sculpture of a manā€”perhaps itā€™s of the Count. In the brief flicker of the flame, you can see the face of the sculpture. Its face is horrid, angry even; a permanent scowl displayed. But in that short second, you notice its eyes, big and red, fixated directly on you. Thereā€™s a chill that runs down your spine in that brief moment of eye contact. And while every nerve in your body warns you, there are matters that the Count needs to assist you with that are bigger than just a feeling.Ā 
In your deep thought, one of the doors opens with a loud screech, almost like the scream of someone. It garners a gasp from you, shaking you out of your head and back into reality. Before you know it, your feet are moving faster than your brain and you step out of the carriage. Collecting your bags and holding them tightly, thanking the coachman for bringing you safely. As you turn back to the door, itā€™s open wider than before, but still, the Count is nowhere in sight.Ā 
You walk closer, hand reaching up to touch the door and you enter, eyes unable to find a resting place. There are candles everywhere, several of them as if there are no electrical lights within the place, despite the huge chandelier hanging from above. The smell of the place does not come from the candlesā€”itā€™s something else that draws you in, a familiar scent perhaps from your past, but youā€™re unable to put your finger on it. You step further into the home and when you do, the door behind you slams shut, making you jump and turn back.Ā 
The slam is followed by an unsettling silence, practically deafening. You call out.Ā 
ā€œHello?ā€ You look around. Just ahead of you is a long hallway, lit up with candles. Youā€™re not sure how long the hallway is, as at a certain point, the light from the flames is no longer visible, fading into a pitch-black blanket. The walls are decorated with cobwebs and a boring gold and red damask; the colors are fading, or at the very least very dusty and in need of upkeep. The floorboards are wooden and when you shift, they make an awful creaking noise. This castle has been around for a long timeā€”centuries even, likely and believably kept within the Countā€™s family. Modernity has not caught up to it.Ā 
ā€œHello?ā€ You begin again. ā€œIā€™m Y/N. I wrote to you a few weeks ago as I had some inquiries for you about Seungmin.ā€Ā 
Your voice trails off. Thereā€™s a cloud of unease that reigns above you, and still, as you stand in the foyer of this already strange place, thereā€™s a familiar warmth that surrounds you. When you breathe in, your chest expands, hair brushing against your neck as you sigh in both contentment and exhaustion.Ā 
ā€œGood evening,ā€ You heard his voice, but you hadnā€™t heard him come over. ā€œI have been expecting you.ā€
You open your mouth to speak, but any aforethought words get caught in your throat at the sight of him. Heā€™s gorgeous. Absolutely stunning. You catch his eyes immediately, locked into his stare, lost in the deep sands of his chocolate brown eyes. Thereā€™s a soft yet teasing nature behind them and it draws you in, latching onto you. He looks to be a lot younger than the age you heard him to be. His lips curve into a smile as he sticks his hand out for you to shake. Though, quite frankly, youā€™re not sure if youā€™re supposed to bow to him or not.Ā 
ā€œYes, um,ā€ You shake his hand, giving a small, shy smile. Youā€™re unable to take your eyes off of him.Ā 
ā€œCome on. You must be cold and tired, let us go sit.ā€ He speaks before you get the chance, letting you collect your thoughts. ā€œFeel free to leave your things there. They will be collected.ā€
You nod, setting your belongings down and following Count Minho deeper into the castle. Youā€™re unsure if it is because youā€™re a bit tired, or some very serious architectural error, but the interior of the castle is like a labyrinth of sorts. The Count opens a door you initially assumed to be a roomā€”but instead turned into another hall of rooms. He turns left on his heels and into a side room, you follow along.Ā 
The room you enter is small but comfortable enough for three or four people to have their space. Ahead of you are big windows, covered with thick black curtains that scrape against the floor. To your right is a fireplace, a huge flame already burning and keeping the room nice and toasty. On the right are three large bookcases that reach the ceiling, the multicolored spines of the books add little pops of color. In front of you are two velvet chairs facing the fireplace, divided by a porcelain side table and atop of it are two books and a tea set.Ā 
The room is very neat overall. A couple of misplaced books here and there, sat on the floor. Otherwise, itā€™s eerily neat. As if the Count rarely uses the room but chronically dusts because everything is just for decoration. The Count takes a seat and as he beckons you over, eyes diverted from your face, as he pours you a cup of tea. You move hastily, sitting at the chair across from him.Ā 
ā€œHibiscus,ā€ He says, a small smile on his face. ā€œIt also seems that Iā€™m forgetting my manners. Those in the town call me the Count, however, you are welcome to call me Minho.ā€
ā€œThank you for taking the time out of your busy schedule to meet with and host me,ā€ You begin, ready to get to the point. The Countā€”Minhoā€”nods. ā€œAs I mentioned in the letter sent, Iā€™ve arrived here to look for my fiancĆ©, Seungmin. Iā€™ve only received letters from his arrival and departure, and not many in between those times; which is unlike him on his usual work trips. Itā€™s been weeks now, three to be exact. And since you are a friend of his, I was hoping you knew of his whereabouts.ā€Ā 
ā€œI fear I will be of little to no help to you, my dear.ā€ His choice of words, while peculiar, are selected carefully. ā€œSeungmin is a near and dear friend to my heart and I truly hope that he is safe, wherever he may be. The thing I can say is, he had been acting a bitā€”ā€ He pauses, seemingly pondering on the right word to say before continuing. ā€œA bitā€¦abnormal.ā€
ā€œHe had been here at your home for nearly two months, what exactly do you mean by abnormal?ā€ You inquire, pressing Minho to say more, not caring of how your tone might sound.
ā€œHe began to have these dreams, and some active hallucinations. Completely plagued by them. Night terrors, Iā€™d say. He feared whatever he had seen, and while he initially confided in me about it, he soon concluded that I was untrustworthy. Somehow, Seungmin lost touch with reality.ā€Ā 
Plagued by nightmares is something that you take note of. A month into Seungminā€™s stay at the Countā€™s castle, you began to have these vivid dreams. Some good, some horrendously terrifying and, well, a large percentage of particularly electrifying dreams. The most recentā€”waves crashing together on a violent stormy night on the sea. Youā€™re aboard a ship, standing in the center of the forecastle, and all around you are piled up bodies; and thereā€™s blood on your hands and arms, staining your skin. Blood soaking into the fabric of your clothing. It felt immensely real. You felt the unease of the rocking boat, you heard the crashing of the waves and the squawks of the birds circling overhead. Weirdest of all, you could smell the blood; almost craving it. The dream ends with the sounds of a heart beating and the rushing of blood flooding to your brain. And then thereā€™s nothingness.Ā 
The Count takes a sip of his tea, and you choose to follow suit. Though, the tea is bitter, even with the added sugar, and not slightly tart as Hibiscus tends to be. Quite frankly, the taste is gross, but you drink out of respect. You do your best to keep a straight face at the taste, quickly setting down the cup. A small smile appears on Minhoā€™s face, exhaling with a short laugh.Ā 
Thereā€™s a knock at the entrance of the door. In the frame of the door stands a slender figured man who seems to be a tad shorter than the Count. Heā€™s rather cute with his medium length hair and round cheeks, though he wears a blank expression on his face. He turns to you, doing a brief bow and opening his mouth to speak.Ā 
Minho interjects first, walking towards the other man. ā€œThis is Han. Very simply, Mr. Han is my servant. Forgive me, Han here, was supposed to see to your arrival, but he had other obligations to take care of.ā€
The two look at each other, but only the Count smiles. Han keeps the same stoic facial expression, looking more exhausted than anything. The Count begins speaking once again. ā€œY/N, here, is the fiancĆ© of Mr. Kim. You remember Mr. Kim, donā€™t you, Han? Y/N informs me that Mr. Kim didnā€™t arrive safely back home, now is that right?ā€
The Count looks to you, and you stand from your seat, nodding. ā€œIā€™ve gotten a letter of his departure but he hasnā€™t been home yet,ā€ You let out a deep sigh. ā€œI just miss him so much. I hope that heā€™s safe wherever he is.ā€Ā 
The air in the room is thick with tension. For the three of you, this has to be an outstanding situation right? For you, as young as you are, to have the love of your lifeā€”the man you plan to marry and give yourself toā€”to go missing without much word. And for the Count, who has been a longtime friend of Seungmin, having to deal with the weight of potentially being the last one to see Seungmin.Ā 
ā€œA friend of Count Minho is a friend of mine,ā€ Jisung smiles. ā€œIā€™ll do my best to help you find Mr. Kim.ā€Ā 
Han and the Count step off to the side to exchange words briefly. Han turns to leave and the Count turns back to you. ā€œHungry by chance?ā€
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The dining room is rather spacious, and includes a fireplace, which seems to be a running theme within the Castle. The wooden floor panels are mostly covered by a large, deep red rug. Red is the main color of the decor of the room; the velvet dining chairs and all the flowers,ā€”from the pansies to the rosesā€”even the dinner plates; are red. Despite this, itā€™s clear that Count Minho has quite a bit of money to have afforded all of this: from paintings to small artifacts that decorate end tables and small statues of gargoyles. Perhaps he is indeed a collector of sorts.Ā 
Minho pulls out your chair, pushing it back in once youā€™re seated. He then takes his seat at the other end of the table. Thereā€™s a spread of food on the table and various bottles of wine, to which the Count motions for you to help yourself to. After making yourself a plate, you pour yourself a glass of wineā€”a red, twirling the liquid within the glass, foregoing the tradition of smelling the aroma and instead shooting it straight back. The wine is rather sweet and washes down smoothly; more like juice than a wine.Ā 
Count Minho watches you eat with inquisitive eyes, studying you. He drinks from his wine glass as he stares at you. ā€œWhat exactly do you know about your fiancĆ©ā€™s career?ā€
You meet his gaze, eyes fixated on you with a squint; it all makes you a bit uncomfortable. Itā€™s like Minho can read every bit of you with just a simple look.Ā 
ā€œNot very much.ā€ You admit.Ā 
ā€œOh?ā€ The Count is especially interested now. ā€œHad he told you anything about me then?ā€
ā€œNo. Only that you were a long-time friend.ā€ You pour another glass of wine. ā€œAlthough..ā€
You trail off, unsure of if you should mention the story you heard from the town. You look at the Count, and he raises an eyebrow to you.Ā 
ā€œI had been staying in the town nearby for a few days before coming here. And well, Iā€™m not too sure how to explain it. The only things I know of you come from word of mouth, and well, they arenā€™t very good.ā€
ā€œGo On.ā€
You recite to him the story you had been told about the man in the castle who would come into the town and terrorize its citizens. At the end of the story, Minho erupts in laughter. Heā€™s holding his stomach and chuckling, wiping faux tears from his eyes.Ā 
ā€œLet us just say, I have more valuable things to do than whatever that is,ā€ Minho rolls his eyes. ā€œI only ask because you intrigue me. That, and I never thought of Seungmin as someone who would lie to their lover, really.ā€
The word lie is interesting. Youā€™d always perceived Seungmin to be an honest man, really. The two of you forged your relationship on the basis of being fully honest with each other. You never thought you would ever come close to doubting Seungmin nor his truthfulness, his faithfulness even; but Count Minhoā€™s tone of voiceā€”the seriousness coating every bit of breath he takesā€”along with the fact that you donā€™t truly know of Seungminā€™s work, has you second guessing yourself. Now itā€™s your turn to press him.Ā 
ā€œContinue.ā€
ā€œIā€™m saying, you donā€™t know what the man does for a living but you choose to throw away all inhibitions and potentially roll yourself into danger for a man you almost transparently know next to nothing about.ā€ The Count pauses to sip more of his wine. ā€œSeungmin was into things of the rather unusual variety, Iā€™ll have you know. If you want, I can show you the things that he and I were discussing.ā€Ā 
You take Minho up on his offer, and he gives you a small smile in return.Ā 
ā€œWhile Iā€™d love to get to work on such matters tonight, Iā€™m afraid I must go to sleep. I have some important matters to tend to in the morning. Shall I show you where youā€™ll be staying?ā€
ā€”
You follow Minho, out of the dining room and down the endless hallway. The wallpaper is practically peeling, and the higher ceiling riddled with cobwebs notably hasnā€™t been cleaned up in quite a longtime. The obvious decades old paintings that were placed against the walls had been covered in dust and grime, dimming the vibrancy intended by their various artists. He then stops at a white door, turning the knob to open it. The room is dark and cavernous, but with the help of a lit candle sharing its warmth with the candles previously naked and cold, you see that itā€™s actually quite spacious and bright. White and light brown decor gives the room a light and more alive look in comparison to the thick dreariness of the parts of the castle youā€™ve seen so far. Itā€™s almost like venturing into another world, or peeking back into an oddly shaped past.Ā 
ā€œBreakfast will be served early in the morning. Sleep well.ā€ And with a smile, Minho exits, closing the door behind him.Ā 
In the silence, thoughts begin to fester, nipping away at your well-being. Youā€™ve gotten next to nothing so far from this meeting with the Count, but tomorrow is a new day and you hope he can give you insight into this world of Seungmin that seems to be unraveling. Itā€™s confusingā€”for a brief moment you find yourself questioning your decisions. Have all of your life choices led you to this exact moment? The Count is vague in his ways of doing thingsā€”itā€™s like heā€™s not even trying to hide the potential of his true nature. He appears like any other person, but thereā€™s something more to him than what meets the eye. Youā€™ve been caught in a web of mystery, slowly sinking deeper and deeper.
You find that your bags are sitting next to the bed and you reach in to find your night clothes. Once you lift your shirt over your head, you cannot help but feel like eyes are watching you. Covering yourself, you scan the room in an attempt to soothe your psyche, and as expected, you remain completely alone. Shaking the feeling, chalking it up to being nervous about being in yet another new place, you continue to change your clothing. Sitting at the edge of the bed, you reach into your bag to pull out a letter you received from Seungmin.Ā 
ā€œMy dearest heart,Ā 
There is not a moment that goes by where I am not thinking of you. On my lonely and rather daunting work evenings, I look to the sky and am reminded that we share the same view together. You are the one thing keeping me balanced and sane. I know that you are waiting for me to return, and I want nothing more than to return to the safety of your warmth. Until then, look to the sky and be reminded of me.Ā 
K.Sā€
Once finished reading, you press the letter against your chest. The second to last letter you received. Initially, it was rather hard to sleep at night after you received it. You had longed for your loverā€”missed his existence to no end, and you still do. There is nothing in the world that you would rather have than the gift of your lover returning to safety. You long for Seungmin, aching for the chance to finally touch him again. To hug, to kiss, to feel every inch of him once again. Today marks the third week since you had last heard from Seungmin, and from tonight onward, you demand to get the answers you deserve.Ā 
You gently place the letter onto the nightstand. You kneel onto the floor, elbows pressed against the bed with your hands together in prayer. You had never been religious, nor, in a situation in which you felt you needed to pray beforeā€”but it has become a habit of the last few weeks. Closing your eyes, you inhale deeply.Ā 
ā€œDear God,ā€ You begin. ā€œPlease align me with my lover. Please return him to me safely.ā€
Pulling back the covers, you snuggle into the bed, drifting off into an idyllic night's sleep.Ā 
Youā€™re stuck. Seemingly, your body is paralyzed; hands resting at your sides, legs pressed together. You try to move, starting with a pinky and then your foot, but the longer time goes on, the more your ability to move lessens. Unable to even move your head left or right. Youā€™re completely stuck. Not to mention, stuck in some complete void of a room, unable to see anything.Ā 
Thereā€™s a vibration around you. Itā€™s a subtle vibration, though you can feel your body swaying back and forth as if suspended in the air somehow. Just then, thereā€™s a spotlight. It shines in your face before spirling in circles, lighting up various parts of the area you are in; but still, thereā€™s nothing but darkness, even in the brightness of the light. Just until you view a quick flash of something briefly catching the light. The light runs from the figure before spinning back to shine itself on the mystery.Ā 
Despite its distance away, you can see the thickness of the short hairs that decorate the body of the arachnid. The many eyes of the spider sparkle in the light, its eight moving legs speeding their way over to you. You watch as it clicks its mouth, salivating as it makes its way to its fresh catch.Ā 
Here you are: a mere fly in the realm of the spider.Ā 
At a blink of an eye, the spider is circling you, inching closer and closer until you can no longer see it from your horizontal position. Suddenly! It lurches, jumping atop of you. The spider sinks its fangs into you, piercing your skin harshly, burning. The attack against your skin causes blood to splash everywhere, spraying onto your face and body. You shriek in horrorā€”attempting to send signals for your body to wake up from its terror. Your entire body burns; throat dry and brittle from yelling so much. The area around where the spiderā€™s fangs are latched inside of you, both itches and stings. Feels like youā€™re getting pumped for your blood yet also injected with its venom.Ā 
If possible, your body gets stiffer. Cold. Vision fading.. And fading until thereā€™s nothingness. All you can feel is the body of the eight-legged creature draped over you; taking and taking freely.Ā 
Despite the nightmare, you feel rather refreshed waking up. A minimal amount of light shines through the curtains. Stepping out of bed to the faint smell of food, you yawn and stretch briefly before heading to the closed door. Stepping into the hall from the confines of the room you spent the night in, you take a few steps across the hall to look out into the window. It looks bright and comfortable outside, a stark difference between the drab, dreariness of the castleā€™s interior.Ā 
When you arrive at the dining room, thereā€™s a full spread of food. Toast, tea, and a plethora of fruits and berries. In the daylight, the interior of the dining room looks a lot dustier, as if it's barely used. And to be fair, it seems as though only the Count and his dedicated servant occupy the estate. Which you wonder aboutā€”does Count Minho have no family? And what about Mr. Han? Any lovers? Who exactly is the Count and what was Seungminā€™s business with him?
ā€œWill Count Minho be eating with us?ā€ You ask as you take a seat.Ā 
ā€œSir is taking care of some business this morning. This breakfast is all yours.ā€
ā€œYou wonā€™t be eating?ā€Ā 
ā€œAh,ā€ Jisung sighs with a smile. ā€œI had a big breakfast earlier.ā€
With that, Jisung lets you begin eating. He simply just stands there, and while his eyes aren't on you, you can feel him observing your presence, similar to Minho.Ā 
ā€œSo, Mr. Han,ā€ Playing with your food as you speak. ā€œHow long have you worked for Count Minho?ā€
ā€œOnly a few years. Feels like a lifetime, though,ā€ He turns to you, a small smile on his face.Ā 
ā€œAre you also a friend of Seungmin?ā€
ā€œIā€™d only spoken to Mr. Kim a few times before his most recent visit. I typically stay out of all of Count Minhoā€™s business affairs. I prefer to deal with the home side of things,ā€ Jisung nods. ā€œSpeaking of, youā€™re free to explore the castle if youā€™d like. The Count wonā€™t return until later.ā€
ā€œReally? Are you sure heā€™ll be okay with it?ā€ The opportunity to explore this grand castle piques your interest. You raise your eyebrow towards Han and he nods in response.Ā 
ā€œItā€™s no problem, really. To warn you, some rooms arenā€™t used as much anymore so they might be a bit untidy. Almost time for some spring cleaning.ā€ Han gives you a short, dorky laugh. Heā€™s adorable, if thatā€™s the word. He seems to be on the more timid side, probably doesnā€™t speak to many people other than Count Minho on any given day. ā€œJisung, by the way, you can call me that.ā€Ā 
ā€œItā€™s nice to officially meet you.ā€ You smile. ā€œCan I ask you one more thing?ā€
Jisung nods.Ā 
ā€œWhat room did Seungmin stay in?ā€
ā€œThe room that you are staying in.ā€
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The castle looks rather different during the daylight. The hallways feel hollow, completely blank despite the moderate amount of clutter in the form of various books and paintings littering the sidelines. While the idea of a large estate is stunning, it is clearly a bit too much for only the Count and Mr. Han. You wonder if Count Minho has been previously marriedā€”or even married at all; to be fair he looks a little young, but itā€™s possible heā€™s had a lover in the past. Perhaps thatā€™s why heā€™s so understanding of your pursuit to find Seungmin.Ā 
You return to your room. Beginning at the bedside table, you tour around the room, looking for clues that might help you. Searching the dressers in the room, you make your way over towards the small desk in the far corner. Opening the drawers of the desk, there remains nothing but untouched letter paper. Scanning the area for any unchecked marks, your eyes fall towards the bed. Dropping to your knees, you crawl the short distance to the edge of the bed. Pulling the bed skirt up in anticipation only to be left with nothing but dust bunnies. This initial search leaves you empty handed but you go off to make your way through the rest of the Castle.Ā 
The castle is indeed like a labyrinth. Some doors open to an empty, decrepit room of various doors. Admittedly, youā€™re a bit too afraid to open one of the random doors. Youā€™re not familiar with the layout of the estate, and you refuse to get too deep into this trap of a home. One door opens to a windowless room, and the singular wooden chair in the middle causes you to back out of said room slowly.Ā 
Continuing on your pursuit through the endless halls of Count Minhoā€™s estate, you approach a doorless room. Without needing to walk in, you can tell by the bookcases that itā€™s a library of sorts. Making your way through the entryway of the library, you find that the temperature of the room is noticeably colder than the hall. The library has dark wooden shelves filled with books from the ceiling to the floor, and you know that if Seungmin was here, heā€™d be able to tell when and where the shelves were constructed. He would always pick up little pieces of knowledge like thatā€”claiming that he didnā€™t know why yet, but knowing such would help further him in life; and importantly, in his studies.Ā 
You run your fingers over the spines of the books as you stroll your ways through the library. There are books spanning across language and subjectā€”the majority of it, completely unidentifiable to you.Ā 
You come across a leather-bound book displayed on one of the bookshelves, cover forward. Itā€™s dark, dusty, and might even be a little dirty. The cover of the book itself is twisted, the skin of the book twists and dives into different layers, somehow folding the cover of the book inside of itself. Itā€™s complex and strange, unlike anything youā€™ve ever seen before. Just to hold it, the weight of the book is heavy, somehow warming up in temperature. To feel the book, to hold it in your hands, it intrigues you just as much as it disgusts you.Ā 
The language of text presented on the pages is unknown to you. The drawings that accompany the writings, however, are disturbing. Dark and detailed illustrations of creatures that you would never have thought of. Upon the first page is a visualization of a winged creature with the distant silhouette of a man. Only thereā€™s a huge eye where the head would be, and its legs are tangled and twisted together. Turning a page, youā€™re presented with another drawing. An illustration in charcoal of a dark figure. The drawing looks as though itā€™s been drawn in haste; a rushed, frantic effort. Alongside is another illustration of a mouthā€”though without ink, the artist did their best to emphasize the splotches of blood that stain the mouth. What stands out the most are the set of razor sharp canines that protrude from the teethā€”two sets, specifically. Beholds, the only romanization on the page: Vampyre.
A chill runs down your spine, but youā€™re unable to remove yourself from the grasp that the book has. Turning page after page, overstimulating yourself with various images of creatures that are likely to lurk in the shadows. The longer you examine, the more your head pounds. Nausea interrupting all plans you may have had. Head spinning and spinning, visions bending and thrawn within itself. Figments of the images youā€™ve viewed imprinting themselves on your vision in dark splotches like a memory. The new and the strange tangling itself within your memories, hiding within them for safe keeping.Ā 
ā€œY/N?ā€ Thereā€™s a light voice that breaks you out of your spell.Ā 
When you come to, Count Minho is standing over you, his cold hand pressed against your forehead. You look around the room, sitting in an opposite corner of the library than you originally remembered.Ā 
ā€œAre you alright?ā€ He asks.Ā 
ā€œIā€™m not too sure,ā€ You sit up straight in your seat. You look towards the open window and the sky outside is completely dark. Somehow, it appears that hours have passed. What a freaky and strange thing.Ā 
When you look up at Minho from your position on the chair, youā€™re immediately pulled into the pools of his eyes, locked in. ā€œYou must be hungry, yeah? Itā€™s dinner time.ā€Ā 
Just like last night, Minho leads you to the dining room. Just like last night, he slides your chair out and pushes it in for you. The spread of food tonight is different from last night, and you notice that some of the decor around the room looks different as well. Your vision hasnā€™t quite recovered from its hectically blurred state, and in your moment of disillusion, none of this interests you.
ā€œIs there something wrong?ā€ Minho asks as he sits. What isnā€™t wrong? You feel a rather painful shift in your own mood.Ā 
ā€œI think I might be a bit tired.ā€ You exhale. Despite aching for the continuous pursuit of knowledge, sickness continues to trail behind you. Uncertainty creeping its way up to the forefront of your thoughts. Youā€™re unable to escape the feeling that there might be something seriously wrong. Anxiety rests in the pit of your stomach, slowly eating away at you. Refusing to look at Minho, you pick at the food on your plate. Honestly, you feel rather sick. Your vision, while still painfully blurry, continues to spin ever so slightly. Placing your hand flat against your forehead to find that youā€™re burning up on flu type levels. You look across the table toward Minho and your vision doubles, triples, then suddenly you're seeing eight versions of him.Ā 
Itā€™s a bit of a hassle to move the heaviness of your hand, fingers slowly creeping up to grasp onto the wine glass. You close your eyes to soothe your vision, taking the glass into your hand fully.Ā 
Minho coos. ā€œI was really looking forward to dinner with you; but if youā€™re tired we can postpone our conversation.ā€
Taking a sip and allowing it to savor on your tongue. The slight, unsuspecting note of pomegranate makes you smileā€”something comforting in the mixture of mess youā€™re currently feeling.Ā 
Grace be to God. When you open your eyes, your vision returns to normal. Itā€™s something of a miracle.Ā 
ā€œNo. Itā€™s fine. That strange book in the library,ā€ You look at Minho and struggle to find the words. All that remains in your head is visuals of every creature you saw depictions of.Ā 
ā€œWhat book?ā€ He doesnā€™t follow.Ā 
ā€œIt has drawings of these strange creatures in it. Some kind of horror book, I think it made me a bit sick.ā€
ā€œIā€™ll tell Han to search for it so that I can have a look,ā€Ā 
Dinner continues with only a few moments of silence. The topics range from a varietyā€”the original focus of conversation on Seungmin before venturing off elsewhere. Count Minho gives you insight on what he does; referring to himself as someone who studies human nature, communication and our state of existence. He loves the study of humans and thus dedicates his life to it, choosing to be of help in any way he could be. Of which, is how he met Seungmin, and from there, they became partners due to their similar interests. Somewhere, is a layer of information that Count Minho refuses to give up so soon.Ā 
ā€œMay I walk you to your room?ā€ Minho asks, rather politely, but your room is not too far from your current position. Still, you say yes to him.Ā 
Unlike dinner, the very short walk is in total silence, but Minhoā€™s presence is comforting. You reach the door to your room in no time and Minho steps in front of you before you can say anything. The silence continues as Minho and you stare at each other. Though, the silence turns to static when Minho leans in to kiss you. His lips on yours and you donā€™t even bother to pull away. Instead, you kiss back, allowing him to deepen the kiss. He pulls away in haste, muttering a goodbye before walking off into the darkness of the hall.Ā Ā 
You step into your room and therefore, instantly step into a pool of guilt and confusion. Seungmin is so far from the forefront of your mindā€”for you to indulge in a kiss with another man and to not think once about your lover. What kind of monster have you become?
Once changed into your night clothes, you peel under the covers and you pray. You donā€™t feel like yourself, and the feeling creeped upon you. The thoughts in your brain are mixed together, both elaborate and unintelligible, a mixture of things you know and things you never knew. Images of those same creatures stain the darkness when you close your eyes, peeling back layers of the person you once knew to be you. Before sleep finally engulfs you, you pray for the guidance of whoever is listening.Ā 
Minho guides you towards the bed. Red and black satin sheets fitted across the bed and the pillows. Minho pushes you against the bed and huffs out a short laugh, smirking at you. You bite your lip out of nervousness, peering up at him.Ā 
ā€œYouā€™re so beautiful, my rose.ā€ Minhoā€™s hand is soft against the skin of your knee. Lightly, he drags his nails against your thigh, inching closer and closer to the material of your nightgown.Ā 
Before he does anything, he leans down to kiss you; eyes closing as your lips work in sync, souls melting together. The kiss deepens for just a moment until Minho pulls back, brown eyes staring into your own. He plants one more quick kiss against your lips before his hands begin working beneath your gown. He slides your dress up to your waist, admiring the softness of your belly and the smoothness of your skin. One kiss above your navel and another kiss below, is all he lets himself have before he gets too deep into it.Ā 
You make it easy for him, foregoing underwear to allow your lover easy access. Minho can only scoff, but he shuts himself up with another kiss to your mound. ā€œJust for me, my dear?ā€
ā€œOnly you, love.ā€ You smile at him, motioning for him to come closer. Minho, of course, follows suit. He would give you a billion and one kisses if he could.Ā 
When the kiss breaks, Minho drags you towards the edge of the bed. Spreading your legs apart, he drops to his knees beginning his worship of your cunt. Tongue flailing out, slurping up every drop of your wetness, soft lips drenched in your flavorā€”and thereā€™s no other way Minho would rather have you than at his complete surrender. His hands grip your ass, trying to push you into his face. Lips covered in slick and spit, puckering around your clit, sucking it in; Minhoā€™s head bobbing up and down slightly, moaning into your cunt.Ā 
ā€œSo fucking delicious,ā€ Minho mumbles, continuing with his feast. Your hands fly to his hair, pulling with every lick and suck he gives you. Moaning freely, not caring if the entire world can hear you. In fact, maybe the entire world should hear you.Ā 
Minho eats you sloppily, savoring not only your taste, but the feeling of your cunt against his skin. The feeling of the softness of your pubic hair against his skin is like heaven to him. Sometimes, heā€™ll spend time rubbing this face against the hair before he dives into your cunt. Not to mention the feeling of your juices soaking into his skin, which heā€™d use as a natural moisturizer if he could. Minhoā€™s obsessed with every inch of you; from your cunt to your skin, to the very blood that courses through your veins.
His fingers push into you as his tongue swirls against your cunt. His lips suck your clit into his mouth, tongue lightly beating against the tip of the bud. Minho pushes his saliva to the front of his mouth, soaking your clit in a mixture of his spit and your juices.Ā 
Your fingers pull against Minhoā€™s hair, tugging harshly against his scalp but he wouldnā€™t have it any other way. He might even ask you to pull harder. You push Minho against your cunt, slowly grinding your hips against his face. Moans bouncing off the walls as you drip onto Minhoā€™s tongue. Minho takes this opportunity to suck on your clit just a tad harder, triggering your pending orgasm. Eyes rolling to the back of your head allowing you to see colors as warmth rocks through your body. Limbs daring to curl together, Minho doesnā€™t allow you to move from the hold of his hands nor the warmth of his mouth.Ā 
Minho slowly kisses up your body. You can feel the remnants of his kisses even after heā€™s long gone from a spot because of the wetness on his lips. He kisses at your neck, then your cheek, and finally your lips. Deepening the kiss as he taps his cock against your cunt, you invite him in.Ā 
Three long orgasms later, you and Minho are snuggled in bed, snoring softly beside each other. Suddenly, youā€™re woken up by a loud bang. Looking to your side, you find Minho unbothered, still asleep, chest rising gently with each breath. Thereā€™s another bang, louder and possibly closer than last. You slide out of bed, looking back at Minhoā€™s sleeping figure before making your way towards the door, hand reaching for the glass door knob.Ā 
Thereā€™s another loud crash as you twist the handle of the door. You step into the hall of darkness, wooden floor cold against the bottom of your feet. Closing the door behind you, you venture out into the darkness. The halls of the castle are quiet, unmoving; day in and day out they remain the same, even in the dead of night. Itā€™s rather sorrowsome, actually. So full, yet so emptyā€”the castle feels like it's dying.Ā 
Another loud bang. Followed by another and another. One after the other, four beats apart. The knocking appears to get louder with each step you take towards the staircase. You raise your foot to take that first step, thereā€™s another bang once you firmly plant your foot against the stair. Quickly but carefully, you make your way up the staircase. In the near distance, towards the end of the hall presents a glimpse of golden light.Ā 
Letting your legs guide you, you make way towards the door at the end of the hall, almost floating. The knocking doesnā€™t stop, getting louder and louder the closer you get to the door; but when you try to halt, youā€™re guided to your destination by a sudden force; body stiffening, neck making a sharp turn as you peek into the room. The crackling warmth and light emitted from the fireplace sets a gorgeous, homey scene.Ā 
ā€œHelp.. Me..ā€Ā 
Your eyes shoot towards the ground until you find the fingertips of a man laying in a puddle of blood. But before your brain can process who the person is, youā€™re snatched away. Falling fast into a pit of darkness.Ā 
You awake in the dead of the night to a knocking at your door. Itā€™s soft and subtle, but has been consistent enough to pull you from your sleep. One knock after the other, four beats between each knock.Ā 
Tossing the covers away, you step out of bed. Muscles tough and sore, thereā€™s an unease as you rub the sleep from your eye, feeling as though youā€™re encumbered in your own head. You take another heavy step, the knocking still not ceasing. One step after another until you reach the handle of the door, and only then does the knocking stop, floorboards creaking as the sound of footsteps shuffles away.Ā 
A minute goes by until you decide to open the door. The hallway is dark, the only light is coming from the window across the hall. You look towards the moonā€”there she is, full in all of her glory, bringing the spring equinox along with her. You walk towards the window, looking down towards the ground and noting that the snow has completely melted. Thereā€™s a dark, shadowy figure in your peripheral that breaks your appreciation for nature. Turning in the direction, thereā€™s nothing in the distance. You follow, passing by the kitchen and making your way to the stairs. The shadow dissolves into the darkness at the top of the stairs, beckoning you to chase after it.Ā 
Once you reach the top of the stairs, thereā€™s a sliver of light peering from the far end of the hallway. The trek over isnā€™t that long, and once youā€™re within a few feet you slowly approach the door, tiptoeing your way over. Creeping up to the doorframe, you hold your breath as you peek into the crack of the room. Thereā€™s not much to see, just a steady fire and its continuous cracking. Until you hear a moan and your eyes dart to the location of the sound.Ā 
There, you spot Jisung sprawled out on the chaise, half of his limbs hanging off as Minho straddles over him. Attached to his neck, Minho wastes most of his meal, letting blood slip from his mouth and drip down Jisungā€™s neck. You gasp, fully taken aback by the action you are witnessing. The townspeople were right to warn youā€”the Count is a monster. Or maybe something worse.Ā 
After the accidental announcement of your arrival, Jisung locks eyes with you. Your gaze, however, is stolen by Minho once he turns around, peering up from his feeding position. Heā€™s wide-eyed with blackness covering the entirety of his eyes, lips and chin stained red with blood. Once Minho realizes itā€™s you who interrupted his feed, he gives you a wide, bloody smileā€”showing off the two sets of fangs at the top row of his teeth, the outer fangs just slightly bigger than the inner fangs. For a moment, time seems to slow down; you watch as a small droplet of blood drips from one of Minhoā€™s fangs, and before it fully releases, Minho swipes it with his tongue, licking over his fangs for extra blood.Ā 
Before you can turn back and run, Minho is already behind you in the blink of an eye.Ā 
ā€œUnfortunately, my dear, running is useless,ā€ The Count grabs you by the collar of your pajamas and forcefully drags you into the room. You fight him off but your hits do nothing to him. Letting go of you, Minho pushes you onto the ground. ā€œStay.ā€
Jisung stands up from his position laying across the chaise, dipping a rag into a bowl of water sitting on the side table. You watch Jisung with inquisitive eyes as he wrings out the rag, carefully cleaning up the marks and the blood stained to his neck. Minho, meanwhile, is facing the fireplace with his arms crossed and one finger pressed to his lips. Jisung finishes cleaning himself up, and begins moving around to avoid eye contact with you. In horror, you watch as Jisung takes a tarantula out of its cage and places it into his mouth, chewing as he turns to walk out of the roomā€”leaving you alone and helpless in the clutches of Count Minho.Ā 
Minho tsks once, then once more. A hand on his hip as he shakes his head. He extends his arm, quickly swiping away all of the candles and books the rest atop the fireplace as a loud, angry cry escapes from his chest.Ā Ā 
ā€œI thought that maybe,ā€ Minho begins. ā€œJust maybe. Iā€™d have an extra night or two before having to do this to you. Youā€™re a curious one, arenā€™t you?ā€Ā 
Minho turns to you. An insincere smile on his face, fangs hidden away but some of Jisungā€™s blood still covers his face. You spring to your feet, not wanting to stay on the ground when itā€™s clear that Minho has the advantage. Backing away from him slowly, eyes searching for anything to use as a weapon, though Minho can tell your every move.Ā 
ā€œDid you..did you do that to Seungmin?ā€ Youā€™re near tears. They donā€™t fall, only brimming along your tear ducts.Ā 
Minhoā€™s jaw clenches at the mention of Seungmin. ā€œYou really do care about him, huh? Seungmin this and Seungmin that. I fear your admiration for your lover has made you blind. You have played right into the palm of my hand, little lamb.ā€
ā€œYou want to know where Seungmin is? Heā€™s dead.ā€ Minho laughs. A deep belly laugh. ā€œThough, it wasnā€™t me who did it.ā€
ā€œYears ago, I showed Sir Kim something that I thought he could handle, only to find out otherwise. I promised him knowledge, the freedom to view the extensive, valuable, book collection within my library, at any time he chooses; and most importantly, the opportunity to discover something otherworldlyā€”new to him, although very old to me. Something that could provide him everything heā€™s ever wanted. At least, thatā€™s what this power did for me. Seungmin wanted to become a new man, and I was the only one who could offer that opportunity.ā€
ā€œThen, two months ago, Seungmin showed up at the door. Exclaiming that while he wasnā€™t ready in the past, this time heā€™s ready to surrender his soul. Turns out, it was a ploy to kill me. I shouldā€™ve known better, truthfully. Seungmin is smart, almost as cunning as I, and well, he very nearly gave me a run for my money. But letā€™s just say, how should I put this, I have someone who is willing to do anything I say. Including kill.ā€
You shake your head in disgust, backing up from Minho; but he pursues.ā€œWhat are you?ā€
ā€œI once referred to myself as a God. However, over the years, I realized that I am God. I have seen men with beast-like abilities and looks, men with the ability to rise from the dead, but the simple power of those imbeciles doesnā€™t even come close to mine. Itā€™s something entirely different.ā€
ā€œI mean, you read that book didnā€™t you? A dull-looking half-dead creature with fangs? Youā€™re quite different from Seungmin, but youā€™re still special. You might not have understood the text, but perhaps, you used context clues?ā€ Minho continues, ā€œYou might not have known it, but your fiancĆ© was a part of a very dark world, angel. You see, he was actually the one that wrote the book. And he left you blind to it all, not knowing of his inevitable future. And now, yours.ā€
Minho winks and moves closer to you with each word, though you take steps back, not wanting to be too close to him. Eventually your back hits the wall and Minho almost pressed against you. His sharp nails come up to your neck, tracing over until he finds exactly what he was looking for, inhaling deeply.Ā 
ā€œAre you going to kill me, too?ā€
ā€œThere,ā€ He taps the tip of his finger against your neck, just above your collarbone. The sharpness of the nail presses into your skin, breaking the initial layer, not deep enough to cause bleeding. ā€œIf I put my mouth right here, I could drain all of you in less than six seconds. Kill you? Heavens no, I actually believe that youā€™re pretty valuable to me.ā€
Minho looks into your eyes, passing along discomfort in the form of a stare. Then he pouts at you, mockingly.Ā 
ā€œNo need to be scared. I mean, itā€™s not like you can ever leave me, at this point, so itā€™s best you put your fear aside.ā€ Minho smirks once more. ā€œFrom the night youā€™ve arrived, youā€™ve been drinking my blood. Iā€™m already inside of you. I know every little thought in that pretty little mind of yours, Iā€™m in all of your dreams. And guess what? You will never, ever be able to get rid of me.ā€
ā€œNow tell me, has Seungmin ever touched you like this?ā€ Minho asks, the tips of his fingers tracing against your neck, palm cupping around your throat, he stands firm behind you. Thereā€™s dense heat against Minhoā€™s fingertips and a slight burning sensation from the sharpness of his nails; itā€™s such an intense feeling, unlike any youā€™ve experienced before. As electrifying as the feeling of his touch is, itā€™s also revolting, horrendous. There was a spark whenever Seungmin touched you, but Minhoā€™s touch is different; it burns in all of the right ways.Ā 
ā€œI could give you things Seungmin would have never even dreamt about,ā€ Minhoā€™s voice is soft, silky. The heat of his breath against your skin tickles, but ignites a particular burning of desire. Minho is something similar to the devil and still, despite it all, thereā€™s a familiar heat that creeps up within you. ā€œI could open doors for you that were previously closed. Anything you want, could be yours. All you have to do is accept all of me.ā€
The hand that had previously been resting against the softness of your belly, is held out for you to accept. You stare down at his hand, biting your lip at the temptation. Minho plants his lips against your neck to give you one small kiss after another.Ā 
For the sake of Seungmin, you want to turn away. If this had been just a few days ago, you would have likely fought in honor of Seungmin. The entire reason youā€™re even here, in the Countā€™s castle, is because of Seungmin. And still, in spite of all of that, as much as it makes you feel physically ill, stomach turning at the thought, every single fiber of your being craves Minho. You can feel the heat of your bodies meshed together every time you imagine what itā€™s like to have him between your legs. When he looks into your eyes, itā€™s familiarā€”like home.Ā 
Every alarm is firing off and still, you put your hand in Minhoā€™sā€”accepting his offer. Minhoā€™s hand interlocks with yours, and you can feel him smile in between his tiny butterfly kisses. His hand holds yours tightly, as if he doesnā€™t want to let you go. Plump lips dragging against your skin, until he stops momentarilyā€”taking a deep breath. Minho lets out a sharp, rich groan; knees throbbing as he bucks into you. And itā€™s at that moment you can feel Minhoā€™s cock pressed heavily against your ass. Minho holds you against him, hips moving against your ass slightly, as he breathes in your scent.Ā 
The moment is broken once you feel four razor sharp punctures in your neck. Minhoā€™s low, guttural moans vibrate against your skin as his teeth penetrate layers of skin. The feeling is strangeā€”it stings and burns, but also has a light cooling sensation.Ā 
With the more blood Minho takes, the more his eyes fade into black until the whites are no longer exposed. Minho is absolutely captivated by the taste of your blood. Itā€™s absolutely bewitching. He can taste every memory, every inch of trauma and pain, all of your love and most importantly, Minho can taste a bit of your soulā€”completely unguarded and vulnerable; ready for him to take and do as he pleases with.Ā 
Minho continues draining you of your blood. Itā€™s around this time that your vision becomes blurry, the room grows disorienting, tipping from side to side with each blink. Youā€™re clutching Minhoā€™s hand as tight as you possibly can be, jaw slacking and freely giving away soft moans. Even though heā€™s drinking from you, Minho never stops the movement of his hips. Hand clutching your own, pressing your arm against your stomach firmly. His other hand is tight on your hip, holding you in place. Somehow, your body feels both light and heavy, like youā€™re nailed to your spot but also elevated, floating in space. Your eyelids are getting heavier, a milky white film covering your eyes as Minho continues to take and take from you.
By the time you feel like your legs are going to give out, Minho gives up on drinking from you. ā€œI canā€™t believe youā€™ve been hidden from me all this time, my little lamb.ā€
Minho whispers into your ear, voice equal parts soft and sweet. The way he can easily slip between calm and composed and dominant and overbearing is scary.Ā 
ā€œLetā€™s make this official, what do you say, love?ā€ Itā€™s less of a statement and more of a demand. Minho bites into his wrist, pushing it towards your mouth. But you refuse, attempting to turn away, though Minho does not allow it. Forcing your mouth open with his other hand, fingers dipping into your mouth, watching with a smirk on his face as droplets of his blood drip into your mouth one by one.Ā 
Thereā€™s not really any significant taste to Minhoā€™s blood. Indeed, his blood is thicker than waterā€”but also very smooth going down. Minho spins you around, lips fast against yours. This kiss is full of iron and spit, completely messy, tongues fighting against each other. You, surprisingly to Minho, are the one who deepens the kiss further, pressing your body against his. Hands running all over his body, tugging against his clothes.Ā 
You can feel yourself changing rapidly. Inside of you is a particular burning passion that you havenā€™t felt in years. Itā€™s amplified when Minhoā€™s fingers trickle up and down your sides. When the kiss parts, you and Minho lock eyes. Your chest rises, breathing in deeply because the room has gotten a hell of a lot hotterā€”or is the oxygen leaving your lungs?Ā 
Minho takes the lead this time, pushing you atop of the sofa. He stands over you almost menacingly, clouds of lust like darkness clouding his eyes. He takes the chest of his shirt and tears it in half with two hands, as easily as it takes one to blink. He lets the shirt fall from his body, pulling his arms from the sleeves. Unbuttoning his pants just slightly before he kneels on the couch beside you. His lips on yours once again, though briefly. Minho takes the fabric of your clothing and tears it in two, just as he did his own shirt. Youā€™re completely exposed to him, completely naked beneath his stare. You put your arms up to shield your indecency, but Minho doesnā€™t allow it. Taking your wrists in his hands and pinning you to the comfort of the sofa.Ā 
Holding your wrists with one hand, Minho holds your jaw in his other hand. ā€œWish you could see how heavenly you look right now.ā€Ā 
At this moment, Minho decides that youā€™re the closest heā€™ll ever get to heaven. So does he worship this embodiment of a higher place? Or does he further defile it? Should he ravish you? Perhaps he should take his claim over a body and soul that is now his forever. The worship may come a little later. He looks down at you, a frenzied little fledgling overtaken by uncontainable lust. A near mirroring reflection of sin itself. You pupils are completely blown and the whites of your eyes grow into a red color. He stands tall above you, like a God. Eyes of lust looking back at you, so deeply into the crevices of whatā€™s left in your soul.Ā 
You claw up at Minho, wanting to feel him. Wanting to be comforted by the glory that is Minho. The Ultimate Beingā€”your master.Ā 
ā€œImagine if Seungmin were to see you like this, intoxicated with such lustā€”and none of it towards him,ā€ Minho kissed over the spot where he bit you, planting more kisses against your neck. ā€œWould he be pathetic? A coward who cums in his pants at the sight of another man touching you?ā€
Minhoā€™s lips move from your collarbone to your chest, displaying a range of kisses against your skin. ā€œOr would he demean you for disgracing him in such a way? Would he call you a whore at the sight of you, turning his face in disgust?ā€Ā 
Minho continues talking in between kisses against your skin. Lips kissing down the valley of your breast as his left hand creeps up to fondle your left breast. You moan at his touch, the coolness of his skin against the heat of yours. Minho looks up at you. ā€œMy precious little lamb isnā€™t a whore, are you?ā€
You shake your head vigorously at Minhoā€™s statement. He can only laugh at you. He doesnā€™t believe it and deep inside, you donā€™t believe yourself either.Ā 
ā€œYour whole purpose of being here was to find your fiancĆ©, and instead, youā€™re beneath me and dripping onto the chaise. That doesnā€™t sound like something someone whoā€™s not a whore would do, does it, little lamb?ā€Ā 
You shake your head in denial. Reaching up to him, dragging the tips of your fingers down his chest. With each exhale, with each minute that goes by, it becomes harder and harder to fight your cravings. Thrusting your hips up, gyrating in the air, trying to entice Minho into touching you. Unable to sort the words in your head to form a coherent sentence.Ā 
ā€œBut youā€™re fine with being a whore arenā€™t you?ā€ Minho nods, pouting just slightly. When youā€™re not nodding along with him, he grabs you by your hair, forcing you to nod along with him. ā€œWhat a good little lamb. From here on out, youā€™ll only be a whore for me, ok?ā€
Minho releases your hair from his clutches. Licking his palm, he drags it down from your navel to your cunt, pausing a moment to bury his fingers within the hair on your mound, slightly tugging at it. He teases you for the moment; fingertips feathering lighting against the skin of your inner thighs. He brings his fingers back to your cunt, dragging down your slit, teasing into your wetness. Minho circles over your clit with two fingers, watching your face as you bite your lip. Two of his fingers slowly slip inside of you soon after, thick, already knuckle deep inside of you.Ā 
Minhoā€™s free hand finds a new position, tightening around your neck. The roughness of his hands is missed when he slides his hand down your chest, cupping your breast. He leans down, sucking your nipple into his mouth, coating it with saliva, teeth slightly grazing against it. He continues scissoring his fingers into you, thumb pressing down flat against your clit. Minho moves his thumb in tender circles, still applying pressure. Swollen lips leave a mess of spit on your breast, dripping onto his hand.Ā 
He lifts his head from his original position, eyes covering every inch of you. Once his eyes land on your cunt, Minho kneelsā€”a quick kiss planted at your clit before he attaches his mouth to it, sucking you in. Warm, wet mouth slurping and licking, voice vibrating against your cunt. You moan into your hand, but Minho snatches it away; a quick, stern look up at you. The more he hears your moans, the sluttier and messier that Minho gets; moving away slightly to spit against your cunt, watching as it drips down to his fingers. All before heā€™s back at it, slurping and moaning against your cunt.Ā 
ā€œFucking cum,ā€ Minho talks into your cunt. He speaks his demand into you. The climax hits you hard, cum spraying all over Minhoā€™s face, even drenching a bit of his hair. It takes Minho and yourself by surprise, and youā€™re almost ready to cover your face in your hands, but Minho flashes the most gorgeous smile to you. Face soaked, licking his lips to taste more of you.Ā 
If he wasnā€™t firm about his desire to devour and conquer you, he was now. Minho fully undresses himself, cock hard and heavy, leaking and aching to be buried inside of you. Itā€™s like your minds come together. Just with a touch you know the things that Minho wants to do to you. Your desires are equal and because of it, youā€™re a step ahead of him. Your eyes land on him, completely sucking into the visual of his cock. Large but not too veiny, a shade or two darker than the rest of his skin and itā€™s absolutely glorious. Heā€™s thick, the tip of his cock heavy and shining with precum. Itā€™s hard to keep your appetite for lust contained, and for a moment, you wonder why youā€™re even holding backā€”youā€™ve seen just a glimpse of freedom, is it too much to indulge and savor the taste of what youā€™re becoming?Ā 
Your movements are faster than what the logical part of your brain can comprehend. One moment youā€™re spread open and the next, youā€™re straddling Minho, hand caressing his face. Minho looks at you with such an insatiable gaze. He hadnā€™t read it in the cards that you could possibly take control of the situation, and it enthralls himā€”what a wonder you are. You grind against his cock, sliding your slick cunt across his shaft. Pressing your hands to his chest for balance, adjusting the speed of your grinding until youā€™ve finally found the spot that sets off the fireworks within your brain. Unfortunately, itā€™s not enough for Minho, grabbing your hips and pressing you onto his cock, controlling your movements. Other than the added pressure, Minho guides your hips just a tad bit faster.Ā 
Sliding up, you reach behind to hold Minhoā€™s cock into your hand. It has a bit of weight to it and is slick with your juices. You tap the head of his cock against your cunt a time or two, then slowly sink down, engulfing him into your cunt. The thickness of his cock gives you a fervent sensation, cunt fluttering to take more of him, inch by inch.Ā 
You throw your head back as you continue riding Minho. There's a brief, but slight sting of pain when you open your mouth to moan. When you look towards Minho, mouth agape, he looks back at you with such adoration and aweā€”the first time you felt his genuineness for something other than rage.Ā  Minho helps you continue to ride him, his hands on your hips to guide you up and down his cock. You bring your tongue up to lick your lips when you finally notice the feeling of the fangs protruding from your gums.Ā 
The feeling of exhilaration encompasses your whole being. You canā€™t help but let out a laugh at the current situation. You feel elated. You feel powerful. Pure and utter bliss slowly peeking out beneath the many layers of lust.Ā 
ā€œBite me, my dear, go ahead.ā€ Minho reassures you, a hand soothingly rubbing against your thigh.Ā 
You indulge in the opportunity. Sinking completely down on Minhoā€™s cock, crying out at the sensation of being filled by him. You press your nose against his neck, breathing in Minhoā€™s scent before you sink your fangs into his skin. You can feel the shift in your eyes when you drink from him. His blood tastes immaculate like this. What divine nectar he carries within. Itā€™s insanely sweetā€”not exactly in a tart or sugary way; he tastes similar to fresh fruit.Ā 
You continue to drink from him, tongue licking haphazardly, unwilling to let any of Minhoā€™s blood go to waste.Ā 
From his blood to his cock, Minho is all around you. You feel so full of him, and you are in every sense of the word. His arms wrap around you, caging you in as you take your time feeding from him. He moves a hand between the two of your bodies, thumb pressed against your clit to rub in circles. You gentle rock against him, slowly increasing the speed of your hips once you realize youā€™re fairly latched onto him. Unwilling to free him from your hold, you would die like this if needed.Ā 
Your climax hits you and transforms you into such a state of pure ecstasy. Every nerve in your body is electrified, and the blood of Minho amplifies that. Minho has you under a spell: blood coursing through your veins, cock pinned deep, spilling his cum inside of you. Heā€™s so cold to touch, but youā€™re both on fire. Itā€™s way too much yet youā€™re still captivated by him. Sent into overdrive, your body gets heavierā€”it's hard to control and you continue to take and take from Minho. Itā€™s no problem to him, though; hand on your back to soothe as your body becomes stiff atop of him.
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You awake in Minhoā€™s arms, not completely sure of where you exactly are. The second you open your eyes, youā€™re not nearly ready for how extraordinarily bright the lights in the room are. You groan in response, but Minho is alert to soothe you.Ā 
ā€œBe still, my little flower.ā€ Minho is whispering, purposefully; he knows first-hand how troubling it can be to be reawakened like this. But still, his voice rings around your head.Ā 
How strange. You can hear every little sound a lot clearer, a lot louder. The initially faint crackling of the fireplace now louder than before despite the distance. The heat of the fire reaches you as well, blazing, although it does not stick. The ticking of the clock is a doomful reminder of the passage of time. Then you look at Minho, and you can hear how hollow he is. Thereā€™s an absence within him, a huge, dark, cavernous hole. He is nothing more than a host for whatever this disease is that he has given you. A man without a soul.Ā 
And still. He holds the entire world in his hands.Ā 
ā€œThereā€™s so much I have to teach you,ā€ Minho expresses this with great excitement. He presses a chalice of blood to your lips and just a whiff of the smell puts you in a daze; salivating and feigning to taste. ā€œNow here, drink up.ā€
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wttcsms Ā· 3 months ago
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ā‹†ą±Øą§ŽĖšāŸ”Ė–ą£Ŗ bark like you want it !!
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į°.įŸ in the world of sports, there's only one thing people care more about than getting hot 'n sweaty with the athletes: the girlies who are the ones these men are running home to. alternatively: a headcanon post about the hyper-specific wag!reader the bllk boys would end up with. ( fem!reader & sfw )
featuring yoichi isagi, reo mikage, seishiro nagi, rensuke kunigami, rin itoshi author's notes since wives and girlfriends is wag + the song has been stuck in my head, i thought 'bark like you want it' was a silly, cute name for the post lol. warning that isagi's section mentions having kids!!!!
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ą±Øą§Ž YOICHI ISAGI ā€” the girl next door !! your dynamic is: the two of you have known each other since childhood, and throughout every stage of his life and career, you've been right by his side. when isagi confesses to you shortly after scoring the winning goal of the u-20 match, he's a blushing, awkward, stuttering mess. despite his newfound fame and notoriety (which will only continue to grow), yoichi isagi is still the same boy you've spent living next door to since your elementary days. when he goes pro and becomes a world famous athlete, surrounded by models and actresses, the only girl to still give him butterflies is you. you love him for him. in every speech he has to give, he's always singing praises about you and your unconditional support and love. the wedding you two have is intimate and fairly private, although isagi can't help but post a picture of the two of you outside the obgyn clinic with the cheesy caption of "my baby is having a baby!!!! šŸ˜šŸ˜"
the girlies love you because: you're what people think of when someone describes someone as being down to earth. your social media presence is nonexistent, save for a private instagram with less than 200 followers. you live your life in peace with a man who doesn't stress you out in the slightest ā€” in fact, your relationship with isagi is aspirational to a lot of people. one of the number one athletes in the world and super hot 'n rich, and the only thought that rivals soccer on his one-track mind is you, his wife that he's hopelessly devoted to. you're always seen at every single one of his games, sporting his jersey, and always cheering happily when he scores. once the two of you have kids, you'll be carrying your baby (who's also sporting isagi's jerseyšŸ„¹) every one of his fans that happens to run into you in public can see why isagi is so in love with you; there are only stories about how kind and sweet you are. it's why you're known as the sweetheart of the soccer wags <3
ą±Øą§Ž REO MIKAGE ā€” the ceo !! your dynamic is: an arranged marriage... gone right? you belong to a conglomerate family that runs in the same circle as the mikages. you're in the middle of starting up your own beauty brand, and you're trying to make a name for yourself. reo is occupied with his professional soccer career. neither of you want to go through with this marriage interview, but to appease your families, you two agree, not expecting that you two would match each other's freak for real. he's competitive and likes what he can't have; you're little miss independent and equally competitive. he tells you he doesn't mind the engagement, and you get your lawyers to draft a pretty prenup that'll milk him for all he's worth while keeping your assets safe. he buys you a massive engagement ring, and you ask him, "that's the best you can do?" the minute he's in control of mikage corp, he knows he'll gladly let you take the reins.
the girlies love you because: you are the corporate it girl. everyone is obsessed with your paparazzi photos that exude office siren but make it actually work appropriate. there are how-to videos on copying your style. not to mention, you're a businesswoman. every time you attend one of reo's games, you strategically reapply your beauty brand's lipgloss, or tease new products by applying said unreleased products while on camera. someone once asked you in a comment how does it feel to be engaged to a rich ceo? to which you replied @.reomikage how does it feel to be engaged to a rich ceo? just because your man spoils you doesn't mean you put him on a pedestal. princess treatment is the bare minimum for you.
ą±Øą§Ž SEISHIRO NAGI ā€” the twitch streamer !! your dynamic is: so silly. you're the type of girl who looks good even with pimple patches on your face and your oversized glasses that you only wear because it has blue light blocking lenses on them. you're a well known streamer and got your start during the peak of fortnite (you started off being comically bad at the game, but again: you're a pretty girl. you being good would've just exploded every guys' brains), but once you got your bag secured, you started posting the content you preferred (dress to impress on roblox). everyone loves you because you're hilarious on camera, but you don't really keep up with sports, so when nagi joins your stream, everyone is going insane but you have no clue as to who he is. when they start spamming the chat about him, you ask your viewers "is he hot? no, scratch that. is he rich?" you've always been nagi's online crush & you basically made his whole entire month when you asked him to join you on your instagram live one day. the whole entire time, he's looking at you on the screen with literal hearts in his eyes, and he struggles to fight back his smile. it's so difficult for him to maintain a neutral expression, and this is the most any of his fans have ever heard him speak, and the comments can't stop talking about "how geeked bro is rn"
the girlies love you because: just like isagi's wag, you are a genuine sweetheart. you never hard launch nagi, but you do tease confirmation on your relationship. you'll wear one of his hoodies that people know is his, or sometimes you'll stream when nagi is over and people can see his shoulder in the frame or they'll hear him say something to you to make you laugh. you post pictures of your view of the field, usually captioning it with something like "damn. i could be going crazy on sims 4 rn" you're just such a fun person to watch, and people consider you + nagi to be their comfort couple (although most of the comforting energy comes from you and your antics).
ą±Øą§Ž RENSUKE KUNIGAMI ā€” the pilates instructor !! your dynamic is: fun and flirty, and straight out of a romcom. you're a well-known pilates instructor and in an attempt to get more girls to garner an interest in the sports channel, the network reaches out to you to see if you want to be in a humorous segment where you try to host a pilates class with some of the pro sports team. these guys are all about bulking and lifting and stamina training, and they don't really hold pilates in a high regard, so the comedy could be there. you obviously agree, and you end up teaching kunigami's team first. he can barely concentrate on the class and fumbles a few times because he's too focused on how good you look in your lululemon hot pink set. he's trying so hard to be respectful, and when you talk to him after the class, thanking him for being one of the only guys to not look down on pilates before they had to endure a session, he's trying so hard to avert his gaze because the sight of you slightly sweaty and in your workout clothes is doing something to him. you love teasing him, and the fact that he's a gentleman and still believes in chivalry makes it all the more fun.
the girlies love you because: besides making working out fun, you feature kunigami in some videos and always tease him by making up and demonstrating some freaky positions that always have him turning red in the face. you're always so considerate and supportive of your followers, and in return, they're always supportive of your own endeavors. when you come out with your own workout line, you put your boyfriend's famous name and hot body to use. he's in your marketing campaign, but honestly, the videos of him looking at you when you're wearing your own workout set is advertisement enough.
ą±Øą§Ž RIN ITOSHI ā€” the unbothered model !! your dynamic is: centered on the concept of private not secret. neither of you get too personal on social media; you just post aesthetic photos and sponsored content for revolve & rin's socials are managed by a team. like everyone else in the world with decent eyesight, rin's struck by your beauty. unlike most of the guys who are attracted to you, though, rin stands out. for starters, he actually has the confidence to approach you. even better: he's actually polite when he does. normally, the ones bold enough to approach you are bold and loud and kinda sleazy. rin is nothing like that. underneath both yours and his cold exterior, the two of you actually share some of the same niche interests. rin's a pretty intense person on the field and to the public, and there's not a single photo on the internet where you can be seen smiling. the aura the two of you have when paired together is insane... insanely intimidating. he's also the person you're most comfortable with and vice versa. the two of you can be messy and unfiltered and annoying with each other, and no one else.
the girlies love you because: you serve effortless cool girl. at every game you attend to watch rin, not once do the cameras catch you off guard. side profile? stunning. catching your usual neutral expression morph into concern and shock as rin gets shoved by an opponent? you still look insanely good. your hair is always done, nails are always done, your outfits are always fitted and put the other wags to shame. when girls think of iconic partners of athletes, you're always the first on their mind. there are tiktok tutorials that are trying to teach people how to emulate your energy, "[name] outfit inspo", or makeup videos trying to recreate your look. photos of you at rin's game is on every girl's "wag dream life" pinterest board, but the most popular photo is a grainy image someone managed to capture. it's taken after rin's game, and the two of you snuck off to the back of the stadium to be alone. he has his arms wrapped around your waist, and your arms are around his shoulders, and his forehead is pressed against yours and... it's the only photo where people have seen either of you smiling.
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worstsequence Ā· 1 year ago
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hes doing it again
#i hate angst i dont wanna be an eddie angst guy but wow do i have to so often#for personal catharsis relatiation of a certain brand of steve angst that i have to see everyday for some reason#you know! you know what :)i complain about it all the time! :)#where suddenly eddies some big fuckkng asshole douchebag who hurt steves feelings#and steve is insecure and eddie has to fix it with love šŸ˜ but if eddies insecure its about how that hurts steve somehow#and eddies a big dumb idiot who made steve cry and now everyone hates him and makes him grovel im siiiiickoffff iiiit#sick of what if eddie was using being an asshole as a defense mechanism and hurt steve when they were 12 šŸ˜ and steve is still#traumatized by it and eddie has to be like sorry im so mean and evil and stupid ill never do it again.#and rhen steve and everyone else holds it above his head forwver anyways. even though its NOT! okay for people to mention steves pastactions#and also steve was mean as a defense mechanism!!! so actually he wasnt an asshole and we should all let it go!!#but then eddie was mean as a defense mechanism heres why tbat makes him a Giant Evil Man and#LIKE FUCK! FUCKING...!!! THEYRE. THE SAME. TBEYRE THE SAME HIGH SCHOOL EXPERIENCE IN DIFFERENT FONTS#thEYRE THE SAME KINDA JUDGY SOMETIMES BITCHY BRAND OF YOUNG MAN. IM BEGGING. FOR SOME F#i dont mean that eddie cant make mistakes i just want it to not always be so blatantly STUPID AND FRUSTRATING AND NOT A MISTAKE HED MAKE!#its just. steve is allowed to make mistakes too and i like when he does!#steve is allowed to make a mistake and have to apologize i promise it wont kill you#sorry rant over i feel weightless and free now i need to reiterate these complaints once a month i think or ill be taken and executed
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theroyalyandere Ā· 2 years ago
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smutty yandere dilf! emperor? šŸ˜šŸ˜ reader is like a servant or something jsjsjsjs
yandere!dilf!emperor x female!servant!reader smutty 18+
cw: dark content, child neglect, alcohol abuse, breeding, inappropriate touching, jealousy, torture, dub-con, mentions of pregnancy and lactation
a/n: to people who see this post, don't like? then don't read
imagine attending as a servant to the emperor who was taken by grief with the lost of his wife
you notice how he drowns himself in alcohol leaving his work to the butlers and other lords
even neglecting his only child, who you can see was sadden by the situation of losing their mother then their father to drinking
the emperor was too drunk to pay attention to you, although you are mostly the one who takes care of him because you tolerate anything that comes into your way
whether he throws a fit or vomit all over, you chose to endure it because of necessity
whenever you have time for yourself, you often find the young child of the emperor all alone, playing by the gardens or at their mother's empty room
the servants and guards attending to the child or passing by would look at the child with pity in their eyes thinking they are going to be doomed for life
having enough of seeing the sad prince/princess, you took it upon yourself to take care of them
you approached the child who was wary but eventually warmed up to you
days went by and the young prince/princess would often follow you like a duckling to it's mother
you adore the little kid and everyone can see it, the smile coming from the prince/princess was enough to make anyone's day bright
the news of his own child being fond of another person reached the ears of the emperor
he was in the middle of throwing a fit when you did not attend to him
the poor guard assigned to him had to inform him how you are currently attending to the his child which explains why you are late
he got a little sober and asked to show where you are
he soon dressed a little more decently albeit still smelling like alcohol and his appearance messy, he still went to find you
the guard lead the way until the emperor comes into a view where you are playing with the prince/princess along with a couple of servants
he watches at how loud his child's laughter are and the glow of your face
he feels his heart beat as if he has fallen in love again
you were nudge and turn to look at the emperor gracing you with his presence
you immediately stop tickling the young child and bow to him
words of apology came out of your lips profusely, stumbling over your words as you look down fearing for the worst
he only asked you to stand up and inspects you
your doe eyed stare makes his insides turn into mush
the young prince/princess turning to you pulling your hand to play again
the emperor looks down at his child who hid behind you from being unfamiliar with their very own father
he kneels down at the level of his child, it pains him how terrible he must've been for neglecting the sweet child his dead wife left behind
he apologizes for his behavior and promises to be on his best
the emperor saw how the little boy/girl would look up to you asking for approval to which you gave them a nod
the kid reluctantly agrees
he then turns to you apologizing and thanking you for taking care of the little one
since that day, it changed the way he looks at you
there's constantly a guard by your side especially when you are with the young child
the emperor keeps an eye on you at times
monitoring your routine
sending gifts and goods to your way
his obsession worsens day by day
he would slowly began to show interest with you
the emperor would drop his bad habits hoping you would see him in a different light
he does want to change but he can't the itching of his mind and hands to be on you
he quits alcohol and now you are his new addiction
he spends more time joining you and his only child
to sneakily get closer to you, learning about your interests and background
it makes him fall deeper in-love with you
his advances would become obvious to everyone, everyone except you
too focused on your duties to even noticed the emperor following you like a puppy
he grew even more jealous and would often take people secretly to torture
the next time you encounter those people, they would only scurry away than interact with you which places you in an odd position
he tunes it up even more through 'accidental' touches
he figures that he loves it when he's close to you, inhaling your scent almost delicious enough to taste you
he's hoping to get more so he permanently assigned you to him when you are not spending time with his child
his company intimidates you as you always feel his heated gaze
eyes scanning down from your head to toe, licking his lips while doing so
the emperor would often cage you in his arms or simply grabbing you by the waist
you get surprised everytime he does
when he couldn't handle it anymore he pins you in place and asks if you can't see how much he's pining for you
you shake your head no and he grins
"I will show you how much I want you to be mine."
he starts kissing you, making you whimper in the process
he makes you wrap your arms around him
kissing you so roughly almost taking your breath away
he rips your dress off making you yelp but he does not break the kiss
the emperor's hands would reach over to rub his palms over your skin
his touch leaves a trail of goosebumps and you feel heated
he breaks of the kiss and his lips travel south to suckle on your nipples
he plays with your breasts, teasing them and pinching them
he chuckles as he hears your whines
"patience, wouldn't be lovely if your lovely breasts swell with milk after I filled you with child?"
his words surprises you, making you worry but your mind is overtaken by lust
"yes please my emperor."
you say sultrily successfully seducing him with a sentence alone
he gets you and him naked
he feels how wet you are for him but decides that it isn't enough for him to let you accomodate to his size
so he scissors your walls with his fingers, rubbing and thrusting until his palms feel your clit
you whine and thrash around as you feel pleasure all over
back arching as he sings praises for how you're doing so well for him
you take the pleasure he gives you and soon comes undone with his hands
he pulls his hands out of your sore pussy, then brings his slick coated fingers to your lips
"open your mouth and suck it."
you comply and suck and lick slick of your release on his fingers
you taste your arousal making you clench your thighs which does not go unnoticed by him
he positions his body between your legs, grabbing you to feel you even closer
he looks down at you with lust
thrusting into you without warning
he groans at the tightness surrounding him almost rendering him motionless with how you squeeze his cock
he starts to thrust slow then suddenly went fast
you moan loudly as he fucks you hard
eyes rolling back to the back of your head
your brain shutting off from the stimulation you are receiving
he rams his cock into you with no mercy, overstimulating your clit in the process
he groans out that he is going to cum he rubs your clit with his thumb
fucking you even harder as you squeal
he thrusts so fast until he cums with a loud groan by your ear
you have your second orgasm with him filling your womb with his seed
he pulls out to see how his cum drips, he pushes it back with a thumb letting you moan a little softly
He cuddles you and you snuggle right back
You immediately fall asleep with exhaustion
he whispers in your ear that you are going to be his and his only
the emperor is determined to make you take the seat of the queen to raise his children and be his wife
he wants you to swell up with his kids marking you as his
for now he let's you rest and those plans with be continued for another day
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edwardslvrr Ā· 6 months ago
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ADOPTION AND LEGOS š™š oscar piastri
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ą±Øą§Ž oscar piastri x leclerc!reader
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the one where oscar is dating the ferrari driver's younger sister and they have been soft launching for a while until they decide to hard launch when the adoption joke enters f1
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warning this is all fake and just for fun, no hate to any of the people mentioned. Just a reminder that this is pure for entertainment хŠ¾Ń…Š¾
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ą±Øą§Ž yourinstagram paris, france
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yourinstagram lovely day out in my favourite city with my favourite person šŸ’˜šŸ’
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username everyday i sigh when i see this is not a hard launch
username just so yā€™all know when she hard launches iā€™ve been here since the beginning
username atp never expecting her to hard launch
username donā€™t you dare manifest that!
yourbestfriend hey dan, i mean bonjour!
yourinstagram you mean au revoir. goodbye humphrey weā€™re leaving!
username when he takes you to paris >
username hope dude knows heā€™s the luckiest man ever living
username wish this was my life fr
ą±Øą§Ž oscarpiastri twitter
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ą±Øą§Ž f1 no location
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f1 A suprise at the top in first practice! šŸ‡²šŸ‡Ø
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oscarpiastri that happened quickly, charles_leclerc
username i just wanna know if youā€™ve met your brother leo
username u gotta change your name now, whatā€™s done is done
username help the leclerc name on oscar šŸ˜­
username ā€œpiastri-leclercā€ adoption rumours confirmed!!
username this is too funny
username ā€œf1 is a serious sportā€ than whatā€™s this?
username theyā€™re the definition of unserious
username dude really got adopted
ą±Øą§Ž oscarbbg twitter
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ą±Øą§Ž oscarpiastri monte-carlo, monaco
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oscarpiastri P2, adoption and legos. Iā€™s say this was a pretty good weekend
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username leclerc 1-2
username still wondering who manā€™s gf is
username huge day for the leclerc family
username homerace podium šŸ‡²šŸ‡Ø
username oscar jack piastri-leclerc has arrived
ą±Øą§Ž oscahnorris twitter
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yourinstagram just so yk heā€™s been a leclerc now for 3 years
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username omg- no this is crazy what
landonorris oscyn hard launch before gta6šŸ™
yourinstagram as we should
username TWO years???
username shouldā€™ve known during the prema interview w arthur & oscar ohmygod ā€œwho in the room would you kissā€ MF WAS SMIRKINGšŸ˜­
username omg yes i forgot abt that!!
arthur_leclerc iā€™m just great at secret keeping ;)
username arthur whattt
username sheā€™s defo been stressing after the adoption thingšŸ˜­
username my parents
username I SAID IT AND NO ONE BELIEVED ME
oscarpiastri 3 years down and forever to gošŸ˜
landonorris what a simp
yourinstagram landonorris ur just lonely oscarpiastri ily!!
charles_leclerc since when is he lightning mcqueen???
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ą±Øą§Ž oscarpiastri no location
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oscarpiastri 3 years of lego dates with you ā¤ļø
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username the hard launch we all have been waiting for
yourinstagram another lego date tonight?
oscarpiastri on my way home immediately
username you two are adorable oml
username this mightā€™ve just been the news of the century
charles_leclerc does that mean i have to officially rip the adoption papers
oscarpiastri yeah sorry mate, it was nice while it lasted
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youreverydayfangirl Ā· 1 month ago
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DELICATE
pairing: max verstappen x singer reader
summary: the one where she has reservations, everything's a bit fragile for her and hes persistent
warning: self doubt
a/n: THREE UPDATES????
face claim: sabrina carpenter
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series masterlist
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y/nsprivate still looking for my flynn
thatoneartgirlalex YUMMMYYYYYYYYYY
-> y/nsprivate i was legit drooling over you
keekslikestospammmm HAWWT
-> y/nsprivate STOP I MISS YOU
livbereallydumb hey so can u give a girl a warning first šŸ˜
-> y/nsprivate me anytime i see you
itssabrinaaa u free rn šŸ˜
-> y/nsprivate waiting for you
jimmyandsassysdad look no further
-> leosfather HES GOT GAME
-> thatoneartgirlalex šŸ˜±šŸ˜± y/nsprivate
-> keekslikestospammmm šŸ˜±šŸ˜± y/nsprivate
-> livbereallydumb šŸ˜±šŸ˜± y/nsprivate
-> itssabrinaaa šŸ˜±šŸ˜± y/nsprivate
-> y/nsprivate šŸ¤­ how about that second date???
-> leosfather HE SHOOTS HE SCORES
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f1gossip some snapshots of your fav f1 couples at Charles Leclercs halloween party last night!!
Tagged: charlesleclerc, alexandrasaintmleux, estebanocon, flavybarla, pierregasly, francisca.cgomes
user1 exbsf in the likes??
-> user2 all she does is try and insert herself into WAG activities tbh
-> user3 right! she did the same thing when lando was still with you know who
user4 alex and charles in the third pic omg
user5 anyone else find it weird that a lot of the grid was invited but lando wasn't
user6 is that y/n y/ln in the last slide
-> user7 IS THAT MAX VERSTAPPEN
-> user8 OMGG????
-> user9 delusional as shit
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It had been a couple weeks since y/n last saw Max, but the memory of the night was still fresh in her mind. Since then she had spoken to Max over text a handful of times. When the Charles' halloween party came around, she wasnā€™t entirely surprised to find herself standing beside him, his broad figure decked out in a Top Gun flight suit that looked almost too good on him.
He gave her an appraising look, clearly amused. "So, Rapunzel, huh? Looks like you were ready to let down your hair," he said with a grin, glancing at the long, braided wig sheā€™d chosen for the night.
She laughed, giving a mock curtsy. "Only for special occasions," she teased.
As they mingled through the crowded party, he leaned down, an amused glint in his eyes. "Soā€¦ does this count as our first date?" he asked, his tone light but a little hopeful.
Y/n smiled, feeling her cheeks heat up as she glanced sideways at him. "Depends," she replied. "Are you going to sweep me off my feet like a real first date?"
Max chuckled, taking her hand with a confidence that made her pulse quicken. "Guess Iā€™ll have to step up my game, then," he said, pulling her closer into the crowd of people dancing.
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y/nsprivate some cute flicks
jimmyandsassysdad GIZMO MENTIONED
-> y/nsprivate HE ALREADY MISSES THEM šŸ˜­
thatoneartgirlalex CUTE CUTE CUTE
-> y/nsprivate YOUR CUTE
livbereallydumb wonder who bought those flowers šŸ¤”
-> itssabrinaaa 'just a friend'
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It was a quiet Sunday night, and the cityā€™s noise was muffled by the gentle sound of rain tapping against the windows. Y/n curled up on the couch next to Max, feeling the warmth of his arm around her as they watched bones together in comfortable silence. His cats, Jimmy and Sassy, had claimed their spots on the other side of the couch, while her own cat, Gizmo, was nestled comfortably in her lap. It was a picture of peaceful simplicity, the kind of evening she never wanted to end.
Max reached for the remote, lowering the volume during a quiet part of the movie. She glanced up, and he looked down at her, eyes soft, as if heā€™d been waiting for this moment all night. Her heart skipped a beat at the intensity of his gaze.
ā€œY/n, can I ask you something?ā€ he said quietly, his voice a bit more serious than usual.
ā€œOf course,ā€ she replied, straightening up slightly, her hand absentmindedly scratching Gizmoā€™s ears.
He hesitated, running a hand through his hair as he searched for the right words. ā€œI justā€¦ I need to know, Y/n, what are we?ā€
Her heart sank, the warmth sheā€™d felt just moments before now turning to panic. She hadnā€™t been ready for this, not yet. The future, a label, something real, she knew that was what he deserved, but she didnā€™t know if she could be the one to give it to him. The words choked in her throat, refusing to form.
ā€œMax, Iā€¦ā€ she stammered, eyes darting away. Her fingers instinctively went to pet Gizmo, as if somehow grounding herself to reality, but it wasnā€™t working. The room felt too small, the air too thick. ā€œI donā€™tā€¦ I donā€™t know if I can give you an answer right now.ā€
His face softened, though she could see the hurt flicker in his eyes. ā€œI understand if youā€™re scared. I just want to know if Iā€™m someone you want to try with. Iā€™ll wait, Y/n. But I need to know if thereā€™s something to wait for.ā€
The vulnerability in his voice shattered her, and she could feel the words bubbling up, desperate to explain herself. But the more she tried to force them out, the more trapped she felt. She swallowed hard, feeling the sting of tears welling up, and before she even fully understood what she was doing, she stood up, gently displacing Gizmo from her lap.
ā€œY/n?ā€ Maxā€™s voice was laced with concern, but she couldnā€™t look at him. The room was spinning, and she felt like she was drowning.
ā€œIā€™m sorry,ā€ she whispered, barely audible. ā€œI justā€¦ I need to go.ā€
She grabbed her things, barely managing to gather Gizmo in her arms before heading to the door. She could feel Maxā€™s gaze on her, but she couldnā€™t bring herself to turn around. Not when she felt so raw, so exposed.
The last thing she heard before she closed the door behind her was the quiet, broken way heā€™d called her name. And it stayed with her the entire way home, echoing in her mind as she fought the urge to turn back, knowing she wasnā€™t ready to face the fear or the love that waited for her on the other side of it.
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Y/n sighed, her eyes lingering on the messages Max had sent her. She replayed his words in her mind, but the part that made her heart raceā€”the moment heā€™d asked, ā€œWhat are we?ā€ā€”had also made her freeze. She didnā€™t quite understand her reaction, why that question had shaken her so deeply.
It wasnā€™t that Max had done anything wrong. Heā€™d been everything she could hope forā€”patient, caring, thoughtful. She knew she felt something real for him, that heā€™d somehow slipped past every wall sheā€™d built since her breakup with Lando. But beneath that realization, a dark feeling had crept over her, like ink spreading across a page. She was scared. No, she was terrified.
After everything sheā€™d been through, the idea of letting someone in again felt overwhelming. Sheā€™d barely managed to piece herself back together after Lando, and she knew that if things fell apart with Max, she might not have the strength to do it again. With Max, sheā€™d fallen fast and hard, in a way that felt both thrilling and dangerous. And how could she not? He was almost too good to be true. Yet, she couldnā€™t shake the voice in the back of her mind whispering that trust like this came with a cost.
Her relationship with Lando had taught her so much. Theyā€™d loved each other, but theyā€™d been unwilling to bend in the ways that mattered. There were too many conflicts, too many moments of stubborn silence. She knew, deep down, that they were never meant to be.
But with Max, it was different. He saw beauty in parts of her that Lando had once found flaws. The qualities she had found exhausting in Lando felt effortless in Max. He was everything.
Yet, she couldnā€™t bring herself to fall completely, because if she did, Y/n didnā€™t believe anyone would be there to catch her.
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Y/n had barely slept the night before, her mind stuck on the way Max had looked at her when he asked, ā€œWhat are we?ā€ Sheā€™d messaged him, asking to meet up, but now, waiting for him here, her stomach twisted with nerves. When she saw him walking toward her, hands tucked in his pockets, that gentle smile on his face, her heart clenched. How was it that he could make her feel both safe and completely vulnerable at the same time?
ā€œHey,ā€ he greeted, his smile fading a little as he studied her face. ā€œAre you okay?ā€
She nodded, though the words tangled in her throat, refusing to come out. Max, sensing her hesitation, took a step closer, his eyes filled with a mixture of concern and patience.
ā€œY/n, talk to me,ā€ he murmured, his voice a soft anchor.
ā€œIā€¦ I donā€™t know why I panicked,ā€ she admitted, voice barely above a whisper. ā€œWhen you asked what we were.ā€ She saw the flicker of hurt in his eyes and felt guilt wash over her. ā€œItā€™s not you, Max. Youā€™ve been everything I could want.ā€
He looked down, nodding slowly as he absorbed her words. ā€œBut somethingā€™s keeping you from trusting this,ā€ he said gently, sadness tracing his voice.
She exhaled shakily, looking away. ā€œAfter everything with Lando, I justā€¦ Iā€™m terrified, Max. The thought of letting myself fall again, of opening up like thatā€”it scares me. If something went wrongā€¦ I donā€™t think Iā€™d be able to put myself back together.ā€
He was quiet, letting her words sink in. Then he reached for her hand, his thumb brushing softly over her knuckles. ā€œY/n,ā€ he said, his voice steady and calm. ā€œI know youā€™re scared. And I understand that trust isnā€™t easy when youā€™ve been hurt before. But Iā€™m not him. Iā€™m here now, and I want usā€”whatever that looks like for you.ā€
He tilted her chin up, his eyes meeting hers with a fierce sincerity. ā€œIā€™m not going anywhere.ā€
She looked up at him, her eyes brimming with the emotions sheā€™d kept buried. ā€œYou deserve someone whoā€™s not thisā€¦ scared.ā€
Max shook his head, his expression unwavering. ā€œI want you, Y/nā€”all of it. The good, the bad, the parts youā€™re afraid to show. I know Iā€™m asking for a lot, but please, let me in.ā€ His gaze softened, and he gave her hand a gentle squeeze. ā€œWe can take it as slow as you need. Iā€™m here for that.ā€
Y/n felt a weight lift from her chest as she looked into his eyes, realizing that maybe, just maybe, she didnā€™t have to carry the fear alone. She didnā€™t have to be fully healed to let herself love him.
With a small, tentative smile, she squeezed his hand back. ā€œThank you, Max. For being so patient with me.ā€
A look of relief and warmth spread across his face. ā€œYouā€™re worth the wait, Y/n.ā€
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a wayyyy more wordy one for you guys
thank you for all the love on this you guys omgg
also i thought id do a couple now cause halloween is coming up and im gonna be bussyyyy
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lewisvinga Ā· 7 months ago
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detectives | carlos sainz x fem! reader
summary; y/n thought she was being sneaky when she kept staring at a certain section during a concert, unfortunately for her, her fans are good detectives.
fc; madison beer
warnings; ?
taglist; @namgification @louvrepool @locelscs @thehufflepuffavenger1 @minseok-smaus @goldenmclaren @ollieshifts @lavisenri @graciewrote @xoscar03 @c-losur3
note; requested ! the feminine urge to mention real madrid in every carlos fic, sorry yā€™all i am a madridista at heart
masterlist !
ā‹† Ėšļ½”ā‹†ą­Øā™”ą­§ā‹† Ėšļ½”ā‹†ā‹† Ėšļ½”ā‹†ą­Øā™”ą­§ā‹† Ėšļ½”ā‹†ā‹† Ėšļ½”ā‹†ą­Øā™”ą­§ā‹† Ėšļ½”ā‹†
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yourusername: the love is real madrid
username: real madrid mentioned šŸ”„ wtf is not having 14 uclsšŸ”„
username: not her concert being at the bernabeu toošŸ˜­šŸ˜­
username: anyone notice how she was extra smiley tonightā€¦.šŸ¤”
username: BEST CONCERT EVER!!!
yourbestfriend: AHHAJDLSKDKWIDšŸ˜šŸ˜šŸ˜šŸ˜šŸ˜›šŸ˜›šŸ˜›šŸ˜›šŸ˜›
yourusername: SO TRUE BESTIEšŸ™‚ā€ā†•ļøšŸ™‚ā€ā†•ļø
username: she kept staring at the right side sm, it makes me wonder whyšŸ¤ØšŸ¤ØšŸ¤Ø
username: y/n i love you!!!
username: why is carlos sainz in the likesšŸ˜­
username: WHO?šŸ¤Ø
username: f1 driver for ferrari!!
username: a vroom vroom manā€¦.
username: mother !!!!
carlossainz55: i enjoyed it a lot! amazing like always!
yourusername: thank youšŸ’— so glad to have you here!
username: ariana what are u doing here šŸ˜‚
ā‹† Ėšļ½”ā‹†ą­Øā™”ą­§ā‹† Ėšļ½”ā‹†ā‹† Ėšļ½”ā‹†ą­Øā™”ą­§ā‹† Ėšļ½”ā‹†ā‹† Ėšļ½”ā‹†ą­Øā™”ą­§ā‹† Ėšļ½”ā‹†
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ā‹† Ėšļ½”ā‹†ą­Øā™”ą­§ā‹† Ėšļ½”ā‹†ā‹† Ėšļ½”ā‹†ą­Øā™”ą­§ā‹† Ėšļ½”ā‹†ā‹† Ėšļ½”ā‹†ą­Øā™”ą­§ā‹† Ėšļ½”ā‹†
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yourusername: exploring madrid šŸ˜“
carlossainz55: well all the best stuff is in madrid šŸ˜‰
yourusername: the bernabeu was quite fun
vinijr: ā€˜quite funā€™ IT WAS CHAMPIONS LEAGUE NIGHTS!!!šŸ˜’šŸ˜’
yourusername: my bad vinicius jršŸ™„šŸ™„šŸ™„
username: carlos šŸ¤ØšŸ¤ØšŸ¤Ø what u mean by that
username: vini šŸ˜­šŸ˜­
username: madrid girlie
username: SHES A MADRIDISTA!!
username: my delulu ass says its bc of madridista carlos šŸ˜£šŸ˜£
username: her fits r so cute omg
yourbestfriend: the players were cute asf thošŸ˜‹
yourusername: he says i canā€™t agreešŸ™„
username: WHOOOOOO says???
username: omg she fr has a boyfriend im crying
ā‹† Ėšļ½”ā‹†ą­Øā™”ą­§ā‹† Ėšļ½”ā‹†ā‹† Ėšļ½”ā‹†ą­Øā™”ą­§ā‹† Ėšļ½”ā‹†ā‹† Ėšļ½”ā‹†ą­Øā™”ą­§ā‹† Ėšļ½”ā‹†
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carlossainz55: monaco šŸ‡²šŸ‡Ø
yourusername: you watch tennis?šŸ¤”
carlossainz55: itā€™s fun when youā€™re with the right people šŸ˜
username: why are yā€™all trying to be sneakyā€¦. WE KNOW!!!
username: they think theyā€™re slick ijbol
username: u and y/n think ur soooo slick, WRAP IT UP!!!!
username: my man my man my man
username: u mean y/nā€™s manšŸ¤”
username: unfortunately šŸ˜”šŸ˜”
charles_leclerc: glad you guys enjoyed monacošŸ¤£šŸ˜‚
carlossainz55: we had a lot of funšŸ˜
username: why so many smiley emojis carlos sainz jrā€¦..
username: heā€™s so fine fr and so is y/n, theyā€™re the finest couple ever even if they havenā€™t revealed themselves yet
username: the way weā€™re all convinced theyā€™re dating IJBOLšŸ˜­
ā‹† Ėšļ½”ā‹†ą­Øā™”ą­§ā‹† Ėšļ½”ā‹†ā‹† Ėšļ½”ā‹†ą­Øā™”ą­§ā‹† Ėšļ½”ā‹†ā‹† Ėšļ½”ā‹†ą­Øā™”ą­§ā‹† Ėšļ½”ā‹†
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yourusername: well you guys are just some good detectives ā€¦.
tagged; carlossainz55
carlossainz55: mi reina šŸ‘øā¤ļø [my queen]
yourusername: love of my life šŸ’—
username: why am i shocked like it wasnā€™t the most obvious thing
username: STANTWT BEST DETECTIVES ISTGšŸ˜­šŸ˜­
username: the way she looks at him in the last pic im screaming
username: like me n whošŸ§Žā€ā™€ļøšŸ§Žā€ā™€ļø
yourbestfriend: I WAS THERE FIRST
carlossainz55: u snooze u lose šŸ™„šŸ™„
yourbestfriend: watch ur back carlos sainz.
yourusername: šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­
username: heā€™s so bf herešŸ˜©
username: THE PICS IM ALDJAODK
username: sleeping on the highway 2night fršŸ˜–
username: weā€™re the best detectives šŸ¤“
username: to be fair, it felt like they werenā€™t trying to be sneaky šŸ˜­
yourusername: God forbid i smile at my man during my concert in his home townšŸ˜”šŸ˜”šŸ˜”
username: i get u queen, if i was dating carlos iā€™d be staring at him 24/7 toošŸ™‚ā€ā†•ļø
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September Observations
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Something I forgot to mention in this post about 8th house synastry!! I've noticed for some reason this overlay tends to manifest more positively when the house person already has 8th house placements in their natal chart (not a guarantee tho). I feel like its because this makes the house person be more naturally in their power and the planet person no longer feels like they can have control over the house person. In these cases instead of envy the planet person feels admiration and "positive" obsession over the house person like "Im obsessed with you, queen!šŸ„°ā€‹šŸ˜ā€‹šŸ¤©ā€‹" kinda vibe
If Libra Moons didnā€™t have the ability to detach fast they could easily pass as water moons 100%. They are such hopeless romantics and love having someone to love be that friends or partners. And yes they can be codependent but only to an extent imo. Iā€™ve seen Libra Moons actually detach surprisingly fast specially if they feel like you donā€™t match their energy
Im sorry but Libra Suns are not people you can count on imo. They have this very elitist/opportunistic mindset when it comes to people. They treat people based on some kind of unspoken social hierarchy they have in their minds like how successful or intelligent or interesting you appear to be for example. They'll be loyal for as long as they see benefit from associating themselves with you, otherwise they'll be distant, elusive and flighty af. Socially they appear to be super chill but they arenā€™t like at all, theyā€™re very passive-aggressive and extremely judgmental of others
If you have Venusian MC/10th house (Libra or Taurus MC/10th or Venus in the 10th house), I've noticed people care what you think of them and really feel the need to make a good impression on you, specially the sex you're attracted to romantically. This placement makes people feel like your love and affection is a privilege to have, thatā€™s why a lot of trophy wives have venusian 10th house/MC
Jupiterians (Pisces/Sagittarius but specially Sagittarius placements) are just the best people to be around tbh. Even when they have other toxic placements/energies in their charts, Iā€™ve noticed they are ultimately all about the āœØvibesāœØ. They detach from negativity quite fast and avoid getting too deep into drama and controversy cause really all they want is to chill and have fun. The ā€œno worries, broā€ kinda people. The negative side of this tho is they tend to turn a blind eye when they get called out on their own issues and/or have a tendency to be dismissive when itā€™s time to take things seriously
^^^Youā€™d say Venusians relate to this peaceful description too but tbh I didnā€™t include them cause Venusians tend to have a lot of repressed shit and are secretly all about drama (but watching it go down from afar tho)
Iā€™ve noticed water mercury tend to be more diplomatic and charming with their words, the way they speak about things tends to be more soothing yet nebulous/confusing/cryptic. However earth mercuries are more direct and critical which makes them more prone to openly talking shit LMAO
There's a lot of posts victimizing and romanticizing Lilith in the 1st house/conjunct the ASC but I've seen this placement a lot in bullies and genuinely fraudulent people?? I've seen Lilith energy is commonly prominent in the charts of criminals too. Likeā€‹ idk why people act like the hate Lilith gets is ALWAYS unjustified šŸ’€ They can truly be really dark and shady individuals thatā€™s literally what Lilith signifies (this does not apply to everyone of courseeeeee)
Furthermore, I'm sorry to say this but prominent Lilith natives have a habit of living too much in the victim mindset and constantly make everyone else the problem as a way to justify their shitty behaviors
What Iā€™ve noticed with Lilith natives who are not sketchy people (so just normal decent individuals) is that they have huge self-destructive and self-derogatory tendencies. They tend to become very cynical of the world, lose hope in their own value and humiliate themselves behaving in ways that are rebellious to them but make other people think the native has no self-respect
Libra/7th house Lilith tend to assume the worst in others. Envy placement. They struggle finding genuine and healthy relationships
I've noticed MC ruler in the 12th house is common in the charts of sex workers since 12th house is related to bed pleasures, secret affairs, etc
The sign that actually behaves like a child irl is Gemini. Thatā€™s why I've noticed Gemini placements always want to be the 'cool and fun parent' just like Phil Dunphy
TW: mentions of c**** abuse and s******.
I've noticed Cancer energy (Leo too but mostly cancer) is very common in the charts of p*dos, gr**mers and s*xual predators. No placement will determine someone being this way!!!
Chiron in the 1st house/conjunct the ASC/Harshly aspecting chart ruler is common in the charts of people who have or have tried to commit s******
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An underrated god complex indicator is Sun-Mercury conjunction. I can't stress enough how much these people's ego revolve around their intellect. Their entire personality to them is being the smartest person in the room
When it comes to pride and ego (Sun) fixed and mutable suns are the most likely to have a superiority complex
Mutable Suns take the most pride on their own knowledge and judgment, deeply believe they know better or have most if not all the answers. They have a tendency to often dismiss, correct or contradict others
Fixed Suns take pride in their own ā€˜essenceā€™ if that make sense. They LOVE the idea of being special and irreplaceable. Feeling like thereā€™s something intrinsically unique about them
Cardinal Suns are okay tbh. They can have other negatives but when it comes to ego theirs is usually pretty balanced I noticed. They usually take pride in their ability to level-up and improve themselves which often makes them rather competitive or in extreme cases have this heavily predatory mindset when it comes to what they want
This will not be accurate for everyone of course but when it comes to future children if you have Water/Earth moon you are most likely to have girls whereas if you have Air/Fire moon you're more most likely to have boys
Air Venus people are the most open-minded when it comes to taste in general. I've noticed they're the type to enjoy almost every music and movie genre, they can appreciate different aesthetics.... They're also the most likely to date outside their race I've seen cause they can really find beauty in all sort of features as long as it looks overall good/attractive to them. It's not that they don't have preferences, but they're type be open to being impressed and mentally stimulated
EARTH and Fire Venus people are the most selective when it comes to their taste. They know exactly what they want and like. In the case of earth Venus this can be to the point of strong reluctance to try new things. Fire Venus appear open minded cause they have this attitude of trying everything once but the usually have a very hard-set type of things they will actually commit to
Water Venus people aren't that open about their tastes. They hide or repress them cause they really tend to be into obscure or hidden stuff. If you ask them what they like, they'll give you an evasive and generic answer, specially if it's in the context of small talk
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I've noticed Capricorn and Scorpio Moons have an innate understanding of the uglier sides of human nature which is what makes them pretty cynical (scorpio) and pessimistic (cap). They are hyper-aware of how most people can be bought and corrupted. This makes them AMAZING business people tho.
Aries ASC natives embody the active, wild and spontaneous stereotype more than the other aries placements. They come across as pretty chill at first but there's actually very little they won't dare to do, they love adventures
I've noticed Venusians can do really good in anything related to sales or business counseling, because they are good at estimating and promoting the value of things
I know we relate Neptune to otherworldly and glamorous vibe but all the people that I've met who made me go "wow, girl, you don't feel real" were people who had air signs in their big 3. Theyā€™re not real people, theyā€™re concepts, I swear thatā€™s the vibe they give mešŸ’€šŸ’€
Also, air signs in the big 3 is an underrated fame/success indicator imo. Nowadays networking is everything in order to succeed and these natives naturally attract popularity and connections SO easily. They effortlessly use their charm and likeness to gain opportunities
I once saw an observation that said Gemini risings give off dumb blonde energy and Im here to confirm itā€™s true, specially when Mercury is also in an air sign. This happens cause they're up in their minds all the time but this makes them appear VERY disconnected from their environment so they really just be looking like this 24/7 šŸ˜€ā€‹šŸ˜ƒā€‹šŸ˜„ā€‹šŸ˜ā€‹šŸ˜†ā€‹šŸ™‚ā€‹ and that's why they come across as empty-headed. They also often have this manic pixie dream girl energy which results in people not taking them seriously. This is enhanced when you see that they have a tendency to get talkative about superficial or random topics but their more intelligent or deep thoughts they keep to themselves for some reason.
Taurus Moons actually are actually very very very strategic??? Other earth moons look messy af beside them. They're so grounded that they know exactly what they want, how they wanna get it and they are so sure of themselves they have no issue taking their sweet ass time with it. Every single step they take is so intentional and "organized" if that makes sense, but they pull it off as natural and spontaneous??
Also this is an obvious thing to say but Taurus Moons are so emotionally stable. They work extremely well under pressure, will literally be the calm person admist a chaos or extreme situation. I've seen Cap/Virgo moons getting triggered many times but Taurus moons???? I've known some of them for years and I've never seen them triggered EVER no matter happened which as a water moon that's fucking insane to me šŸ˜­ā€‹šŸ’€ā€‹šŸ’€ā€‹ Like sure depending on their personality they can be more or less expressive of their feelings but its always on their own terms, they don't let other people or situations just get reactions out of them if that makes sense
I've noticed Mercury in the 4th house creates a divided and scattered family. Just like Mercury in the 10th house indicates traveling for work, Mercury in the 4th indicates traveling because of your family. The people I've seen with this placement have all of their family members scattered around the world living completely different lives
Sun-Neptune harsh aspects are very impressionable people and very easily influenced
Also, a lot of people point out Sun-Pluto aspects have like a hidden dark/toxic side to their personality but I've seen it's actually Sun-Neptune that match this description
Libra placements can potentially be very disciplined and do well in demanding and/or serious occupations like corporate, military or athletes since Saturn is exalted in Libra.
Venus in the 1st house can tend to only value the superficially good things in them (lovable, likabale, beautiful, etc) and are more concerned with the image they present rather than building a real personality deep down. This make them ignore or downplay their flaws thus not reacting well to criticism and/or when someone does not like them.
All the men that Iā€™ve met who were actually providers and had this involved father and husband vibes always had VIRGO, taurus and cancer placements
Men with capricorn placements arenā€™t providers, theyā€™re just controlling afšŸ˜­šŸ˜­ They will also be emotionally distant and manipulative af too if they do not have other energies in the chart to balance it out
Honestly water suns (sun in a water house natives too) fascinate me. They just go around life casually hiding who they really are like they donā€™t have the most intricate personality deep down. All of them have mysterious and intriguing vibes it's not just scorpio!!!
5th house placements (including vertex) will stay behaving like teenagers regardless of their age. The song "forever young" by alphaville really describes them
Neptune in the 1st house/asc are prone to attracting lots and lots of creepy individuals because they have this aura where people project all sorts of delulu and twisted shit on them. Mentally and/or emotionally unwell people feel very attached to these natives unfortunately
Leo MC/10th house really does indicate a career where you're some kind of performer. Thatā€™s why many celebrities (specially ACTORS and singers) are Scorpio risings. This can also apply to careers like politics, public speaker, standup comedian, etc. All of these involve some level of fame ofc
Cancer MC/10th house indicates being some kind of creator (cancer=birthing something new, bringing something to life). This a lot of times relate to some art form of course but it can be other things for example a friend of mine has this placement and she works in science and she told me she works in a lab with substances and materials she created herself (idk how it works but you get the idea)
Pisces Suns have a major in gaslighting from the university of never taking responsibility. This can be the case for any unevolved pisces placement but Iā€™ve noticed the lying to your face and twisting reality is much more blatant in Pisces Suns for some reason. They make arguments in such a way that you can tell something of what theyā€™re saying is off but you canā€™t exactly prove them wrong either so šŸ¤·šŸ½ā€ā™€ļøšŸ’€
Mercurial placements (Gemini/Virgo) and Venus in the 3rd house may really love wearing rings or lots of bracelets, big watches, etc. Accessories that bring attention to the hands essentially
Libra placentas may or may not want to be "liked" but Libra Moon is a placement I've seen is genuinely liked by everyone. They have this calming and loving energy to them. Celebrities with this placement are generally unproblematic (Anne Hathaway, Emma Stone) or if they are problematic they can easily recover from backlash (Ariana Grande, Leo DiCaprio)
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I LOVE YOUR CHARLES FICS ESPECIALLY THE RUBY ONES OMG! This might sound strange, but could you write one where Y/N gets tired of the paparazzi and tries to physically fight a reporter? Kinda like the bjƶrk reporter incident in the 90ā€™s. I wanna hear Charles and rubyā€™s reactions!
thatā€™s my wife! | charles leclerc
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charles: you know the only reason i got married was so i could yell thatā€™s my wife whenever i wanted?
also i made it SLIGHTLY different so instead of fighting the paparazzi, mama leclerc throws hands with toxic f1 fanboys šŸ˜
Y/n always hated paparazzi, it was no surprise. She knew from the start of her relationship with Charles that she would be photographed whenever they stepped out. She knew what she was getting herself into when she started dating Charles and she tried to ignore it. It worked for a couple years and then Ruby and MathƩo came along. Being a mother changed Y/n. She was more protective of her children and husband.
When she wasnā€™t in the paddock, she was back home in Monaco with the kids and Pascale. The wag pages updated on where she was and some fans would try to find her.
During the week that Charles was away, Y/n was out with the kids in sunny Monaco. Ruby needed new school supplies and Y/n needed to buy MathĆ©o new clothes so she took both of her kids to the store. Charles has told her many times to at least have someone with her when she went out, but Y/n didnā€™t think it was necessary.
ā€œMaman! Can I have this one?ā€ Ruby pointed to a pink backpack that was on a window display.
ā€œYou already have a backpack, my love, we are only buying items we need like journals and books for you and new clothes for ThĆ©o, okay? And maybe weā€™ll get ice cream after. How does that sound?ā€ Y/n asked the little girl, who seemed bummed that she wasnā€™t getting the pretty pink backpack she saw, but cheered up when her maman mentioned ice cream.
Ruby held onto the stroller as the family of three walked the sidewalk to the nearest store that sold school supplies. Thatā€™s when Ruby noticed a man pointing his phone at them. She wondered why and asked her maman.
ā€œLetā€™s go inside, quickly.ā€ Y/n told Ruby as they finally made it to the store.
ā€œWhy is he staring?ā€ Ruby stared back at the man and even stuck out her tongue at him when he wouldnā€™t stop recording.
ā€œDonā€™t pay attention, Ruby Jules. Letā€™s go.ā€ Y/n grabbed Rubyā€™s hand.
ā€œI donā€™t like him, maman.ā€ Ruby whispered.
ā€œI donā€™t either,ā€ Y/n sighed as she started her shopping. But the man, who was still recording, decided to make her day worse.
ā€œTell Charles that Max is the better driver!ā€ He was clearly trying to get a reaction out of her. ā€œFuck Ferrari!ā€
And suddenly, Y/n had so much anger built up in her that it made her snatch the phone from the manā€™s hands and throw it as far as possible. It practically landed on the other side of the shop.
ā€œWhat the fuck!ā€
ā€œDonā€™t ever disrespect my husband like that. Have the day you deserve, shithead.ā€ Y/n turned the stroller holding a sleeping MathĆ©o and grabbed Rubyā€™s hand. ā€œFuck you.ā€ She pushed past the man as she exited the shop.
As the mom had her back turned, Ruby stuck her tongue out again at the stranger.
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ā€œAnd then maman said a bad word and we left! But the phone flew so far and the man looked like he was going to cry!ā€ Ruby said enthusiastically into the phone. Charles was still gone, but news spread of the incident in the shop. Most people were defending Y/nā€™s actions since the man was clearly harassing the family.
ā€œReally? So maman almost made a grown man cry, thatā€™s my wife!ā€ Charles laughed. Before talking with Ruby on the phone, he had gotten the full story from his wife.
ā€œThatā€™s my maman!ā€ Ruby yelled.
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I just finished watching Daisy Jones and the Six and I wanted to ask if you could write a Charles SMAU where his wife passes away from illness and leaves a video behind for him to find happiness. They can have a little child together please. Thank youšŸ˜Šā¤ļø
when i die, i want you to live | cl16 smau
PAIRING: charles leclerc x wife!reader SUMMARY: after battling illness, y/n unexpectedly succumbs to it much sooner than expected, leaving behind her husband and their daughter. 8 months later, charles is not coping very well, so your best friend hands him an envelope addressed to him from you. WARNING(S): mentions of death, sad A/N: ooh i love that show!! anyway, this is my first ever request (!!), so hope it's as u imagined šŸ«¶
creds to @classiclitfreak for proofreading!! <3
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charles_leclerc Today, 27 years ago, is the very special day that brought me my beautiful wife and best friend. Forever grateful for that. Happiest of birthdays to you, Mon cœur ā¤ļø
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yourusername had the loveliest birthday with my dearest people!šŸ’•thank you for all the birthday wishes, they've been such a joy! šŸ„¹ here's to another beautiful year, here's to 27šŸ„‚
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Three weeks later...
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tmz_tv Tragic news emerged in the early hours of this morning as Y/N L/N-Leclerc, a renowned fashion designer and philanthropist, passed away unexpectedly, just three weeks past her twenty-seventh birthday. Her untimely passing has left her family and friends in shock and disbelief.
In a statement released by her family, it was revealed that Y/N had been battling illness for an undisclosed duration. However, medical professionals had initially estimated a longer prognosis, making her sudden passing even more devastating.
During this profoundly sorrowful time, we extend our heartfelt condolences to Y/N's family.
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username wow and to think she was always so smiley even with all this going on behind the scenes
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username I can't imagine how charles feels right now omg, please take care charliešŸ«¶
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username is it just me who's thinking about their little girl in all this?? she must be so heartbroken :(
username I think bc she's so young she probably doesn't even understand what's going onšŸ˜­šŸ’”
username y/n, you were a great addition to the paddock, always smiling and just all around lovely to fans. we won't ever forget you!šŸ’•
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scuderiaferrari Due to personal matters, Charles Leclerc will not be continuing racing for the remainder of the season. Ollie Bearman, our reserve driver, will take his place instead.
This was not an easy decision, and therefore we ask that you handle this news with respect and sensitivity.
Our thoughts and support are with Charles Leclerc and his family during this challenging time. šŸ™ā¤ļø
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8 months later...
Charles enters the living room, ensuring the door closes softly behind him to avoid disturbing his little girl. Running his fingers over his beard, he examines the envelope in his hand and sighs. Y/Nā€™s best friend pressed it into hisĀ handĀ at a dinner party the previous evening, insisting he watch it as soon as he finds the time. And here he is now, holding theĀ thin envelope.
If someone had told himĀ when he was youngerĀ that heā€™d get emotional over something as simple as seeing his wifeā€™s handwriting on paper, he would have scoffed in disbelief. Not him,Ā that would have seemed absurd. Yet here he is, feeling a lump form in his throat over mere black ink on paper.
As peculiar as it seems, he brings the envelope to his nose, and memories of Y/N flood his mind. He can almost feel her soothing touch as she works the knots out of his back after a gruelling day of racing.Ā Inhaling, heĀ feelsĀ Y/Nā€™s sweet scentā€”it is as comforting as her smile.
A smile tugs at Charles' lips as he pictures that infectious grin that litĀ up his wifeā€™s face at the most unexpected moments. ItĀ wasĀ one of the things he lovedĀ most about herā€”she hadĀ a way of bringing brightness to even the darkest of days.
Shaking his head, he snaps out of the trance, shifting deeper into the living room until he sinks into the welcoming embrace of the couch. There, he retrieves the laptop resting on the coffee table, feeling the weight of the moment as he opens the envelope and extracts a flash drive from within. Rolling it between his fingers, he inserts it into the side of his laptop with a determined motion.
Once all is in place, he watches a file labelled ā€œTo my dearest Lover, brightest Heart, and deepest Soulā€Ā materialiseĀ in his list of files. The sight catches him off guardā€”his throat constricts, making each breath a struggle, and his eyes well up, though he fights against the tears. Not now. He can't afford it. Allowing himself to be consumed by grief would mean losing precious time, time he needs for his daughter waiting in her playroom down the hallway.
He takes a moment to regain composure, squeezing his eyes shut, focusing on the rhythm of his breath until the tension in his chest begins to ease. With a sharp intake of air, he opens his eyes wide and taps the file, revealing a video. Running his teeth over his lower lip, he hovers the pointer over the play button, then taps the mousepad with a steady hand.
The video opens with Y/N seated on the very same pale couch heā€™s currently occupying. He places both hands onto the soft sofa, yearning for a connection, a way to feel her, even though he knows he canā€™tā€”touching the past is impossible.
Y/N walks toward the camera, readjusting it before taking three steps backward andĀ retakingĀ her seat. Inhaling deeply, she hesitates, her mouth opening, then closing again, like a fish out of water.
ā€œMon cœur,ā€ Charles whispers, moving the laptop onto the coffee table.
ā€œHmm,ā€ Y/N drops her hands into her lap and smooths down her flowery dress. She stares directly at the camera, tilting her head sideways with a crooked smile. ā€œI donā€™t know where to start.ā€
Her eyes widen. ā€œAfter all this planning, I still donā€™t know where to begin.ā€ She lets out a few chuckles and then purses her lips. ā€œWell, I suppose greetings are in order?ā€
Her expression softens as her brows furrow. ā€œHello, my darling, my world, my everything.ā€
ā€œHey,ā€ Charles whispers, his throat tight with emotion, barely allowing sound to escape.
ā€œAlthough I'mĀ veryĀ happy to see you, if youā€™re watching this, it means you're not living as I want you to,ā€ Y/N's voice trembles, causing her to pause and swallow. ā€œI know itā€™s hard, baby. I donā€™t expect this to be easy on you, but I donā€™t want you to spend the rest of your life looking back at us in sadness, you know?ā€
Charles leans forward, elbows on his lap, eyes fixed on the screen, his face tinged with a faint shade of red.
ā€œRemember our first date, when we had to cancel our reservations at that restaurant because youĀ feltĀ sick on the way there?ā€ Y/N bursts into laughter but quickly stifles it, her hand covering her mouth.
ā€œNo, no,ā€ Charles pleads softly, shaking his head, ā€œplease donā€™t hide your beautiful smile, my love.ā€
ā€œItā€™s not like there was anything you could do about being sick, but I remember feeling miffed because I already had a stressful day, so for you to cancel just like that, it irritated me,ā€ she reminisces with a nod. ā€œBut you were quite pale, so I wanted to make sure you got home alright. And we walked, barely talked,ā€ she giggles, the joy reaching her eyes, ā€œbut then this little kid appeared, his name wasā€¦ā€
ā€œBenny,ā€ they both say simultaneously, a faint smile tugging at one corner of Charles' lips.
"Boy, was he excited to meet you, his idol. It was like seeing a completely different person. You became someone entirely new for this little boy whom you didnā€™t even know. Nobody forced you to take time out of your day when he came running, his arms wide open," Y/N says, extending her arms along with the words. "You couldā€™ve just walked away. I mean, you had a reason to: you were sick."
Pausing for a moment, Y/N sits up straighter, leaning forward and shaking her head. "But you didnā€™t. You put on a brave face, and you turned into Bennyā€™s hero and so much more. I think we stood there with his parents for about half an hour, and you didnā€™t complain once. And thatā€™s when I knew."
Y/N nods, crossing her legs and slinging one hand behind the sofa. "Thatā€™s when I knew you could be the man I was going to marry. And turns out you were," she says, smiling sheepishly. "The love you have for people, for our daughter, itā€™sā€¦ itā€™s so profound, itā€™s boundless. So donā€™t limit it. Donā€™t you dare limit yourself just because Iā€™m not around anymore."
Her expression turns serious as she exhales. ā€œYouā€™re such a bright light. You bring happiness and purity into peopleā€™s livesā€”into my life,ā€ Y/N presses her hand against her chest. ā€œI donā€™t want you to dim it. I want you to shine for as long as that candle burns. Donā€™t let it die prematurely because of bad happenings. Thereā€™s so much more to love, to live, to enjoy. And while you may not see me at your side anymore, holding onto D/N, Iā€™m right here.ā€
Charles sniffles, folding his hands over his mouth as he swallows his sobs, while Y/N points to her heart.
ā€œIā€™m with you forever and always. Iā€™m protecting you and D/N, and Iā€™m watching over you, making sure everythingā€™s alright.ā€ Y/N releases a sigh before chewing at her bottom lip with a wistful smile. ā€œAnd part of that means making space for more love, for you. You have a big heart, you know? Thereā€™s enough room for you to find happiness with someone new. Thereā€™s no shame in it, and thereā€™s no guilt in it. Itā€™s what makes being alive such a beautiful thing: your love is yours, and itā€™s not confined to just one or two people. You can spread it, and still, our love will remain unchanged.ā€
Tears stream down the sides of Charles' cheeks as he struggles to maintain his composure, his eyes fixated on the screen as if afraid that if he peels his gaze away for one second, his wife will disappear.
Y/N briefly looks off to the side, her attention seemingly caught by something in the room, before snapping her head back to the camera with a bright smile.
ā€œIt seems I have to go,ā€ her shoulders sink.
Charles leans forward, the screen mere inches away from his face, as he strokes the outline of Y/Nā€™s face on the screen, whispering desperately, ā€œPlease donā€™t,Ā mon cœurā€¦ā€
ā€œI love you so, so much. You and D/N are the most precious gifts, the greatest joys I have had the privilege to experience, so please, please,ā€ she claps her hands together, moving them back and forth, ā€œpleaseā€¦when I die, I want you to live.ā€
Y/N rises from the couch and walks towards the screen, her eyes unwavering for even a moment. ā€œGive my little girl all my love, and kiss and hug her extra tight for as long as you can, for me.ā€
Offering one final smile, she blows a kiss at the screen. ā€œI love you. Please donā€™t stop. Don't stop loving and don't stop living.ā€
The video freezes with Y/N frozen in place, a beautiful smile etched onto her lips, filled with the purest form of love.
Feeling suddenly overwhelmed, Charles collapses, the weight of the world pressing down on him. He drops his face into his hands and releases all of it: sob after sob after sob. Thereā€™s something liberating about finally letting go; the burden pours out of him, leaving behind a fragile yet tranquil Charles as he gazes at the still shot of his beloved wife, whom he adores so deeply.
A soft click draws his attention to the door just in time for it to creak open slowly, revealing his little girl standing there, her favourite yellow teddy bear clutched tightly in her arms.
ā€œPapa,ā€ her voice floats like a gentle breeze.
Charles smiles, opening his arms wide as she runs towards him. He's momentarily winded as she reaches him, but he quickly regains his composure and lifts her onto his lap.
ā€œHello, my love,ā€ he whispers, touching his forehead to hers.
Her tiny hand pats his cheek, her expression filled with concern. ā€œYouā€™re crying?ā€
Charles shakes his head, trying to reassure her. ā€œHappy tears,ā€ he explains, ā€œlook.ā€ He points at the screen, where Y/N's serene face is frozen in time.
ā€œMaman!ā€ D/N exclaims, slipping from his lap and heading towards the screen. Her small hands tap the screen eagerly as she calls out, ā€œMaman! Maman! Maman!ā€
ā€œYes,ā€ Charles swallows, ignoring the pang in his chest as he shifts his focus to his little girl. ā€œYou want to see Maman, huh?ā€
He rises from the sofa and lifts D/N into the air, settling her on his hip. ā€œHow about we go take a look at the photo albums, okay? There are lots of beautiful pictures of Maman in there, alright?ā€
ā€œMaman! Maman! Maman!ā€ D/N continues to exclaim, squirming excitedly in his arms as they walk through the door and down the hallway into the living room.
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f1gossipofficial Nine months after the tragic passing of his wife, Y/N, Charles Leclerc has been spotted for the first time on a beach in Spain with their shared daughter.
Witnesses who captured the photographs above mentioned that he appeared to be coping well, and fans respectfully gave them space while appreciating the sight from afar.
We're glad to see Charles out and about again, and we extend our best wishes to him and his family as they continue to navigate these changes.
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username im so glad the fans kept to themselves
username right?? so respectfulšŸ«¶
username charliešŸ„¹ā¤ļø it's been so long but we'll always be here whenever he's ready
username tbh I was very worried during the radio silence but I think him being out there is a step in the right directionšŸ„²
username still can't believe y/n is no longer here... i miss her smšŸ˜­
username omg there's a vid on twitter of them playing ball and u can hear their daughter giggling šŸ’•
username I can't find it could you pls send the link?šŸ™ username dmed u! username me too pls
username it must be so hard to grief y/n while also trying to be strong for their daughter :( sending him all the strength!!
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stark-ironman Ā· 3 months ago
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Something something something sugar daddy Hugh jackman because šŸ˜šŸ˜
https://x.com/agathaharknssgf/status/1825671922245579244?s=46
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A/N: Ughhhhhh the way I felt my insides get all tingly šŸ˜­if this is anywhere near good, let me know if I should do a part 2.
Warnings: Sugar Daddy/Sugar Baby, small daddy kink, legal age gap, punching, mentions of blood, jealous Hugh, mirror sex.
Your doorbell rings as you're putting on your final shoe, hearing Hugh call out for you as he opens the door. You smile at him as he kisses your cheek and checks you out, grabbing your hand and spinning you.
"You look fantastic, princess." Hugh tells you while digging in his pocket and pulls something out. "Turn around." It's a soft command but you know better than to try and ignore it. He places the most beautiful necklace around your neck, watching as you admire it in the mirror.
"There's no way I can wear this. It's worth more than my apartment, hell more than my car. I'll feel really bad if something happens to it." Your anxiety starts getting the best of you and he kisses you softly, making you stop talking.
"I want you to keep it. We had a deal, remember?" His smooth, Australian accent whispers in your ear, making your knees weak. "I always said I hated expensive gifts." You try to reason but he tsks, looking in the mirror at you.
"You're mine, princess. You go with me places as my eye candy and we fuck when we get back, in return, I shower you with gifts and whatever else your heart desires." He states, running a hand up your thigh. Your heart skips a beat as you look at the mirror, watching Hugh admire your body while running his fingers anywhere he can, electricity following his touch.
"I'm real tempted to bend you over in front of his mirror and let you see how your body reacts to my touch," His fingers graze over your heat causing your breath to hitch before he pulls away, "Too bad we have to leave so we're not late." You take a deep breath, accepting his hand and he leads you out of your apartment.
Once in the car, he places a hand on your thigh and rubs his thumb over it softly. "When we get here, don't leave my sight." Hugh states softly, glancing over at you before turning back to the road. You nod and look out the window, watching buildings and cars pass by quickly before finally pulling up to the party.
"We're just here to make an appearance and see a couple friends, after that I'll take you home." He says getting out of the car before helping you out, handing his keys to the valet and leading you inside. You grip his hand tightly as he leads you through the crowd, feeling your anxiety creep up at the fact you don't belong around these rich, snobby people but you also won't turn Hugh down over something like this party.
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About two hours after showing up, you tell Hugh you need to go to the bathroom and he tells you where to go, kissing you softly as you walk away. You follow his directions and use the bathroom, making sure to wash your hands and clean up before heading back out.
"You're Hugh's girl, right?" A random man asks as he walks up to you. You nod and he continues, "What are you doing with a man like him? He's too old for someone as young as you." You think back to what Hugh told you in the very beginning of your relationship about staying quiet when you're out with him and just let him take care of it but it's becoming very hard to do.
The guy steps towards you, touching your face but you flinch and step back from him, swatting his hand away. "I would appreciate you not touching me. Especially when you know Hugh doesn't like when people touch me." You try to say without stuttering. "Hugh doesn't know how to please a woman like you and you have no business being with him, especially when you're basically a nobody." He says stepping towards you again but he's thrown back as soon as he does and Hugh has him by the collar, staring down at his face.
"Is there a fucking problem here?" Hugh snarls, his Australian accent deepening and it sends a shock through you. "Ask your whore instead o-" Hugh punches him before he can finish his sentence, blood falling quickly down his face. "Call her that again and next time you won't be so lucky." His hand grabs yours and he leads you out, walking to the car.
He starts driving, white knuckling the steering wheel as he speeds through the city, all the way to his apartment in silence. You both head inside, taking off your shoes in the doorway before walking to his bedroom and you head to the bathroom.
You take off your jewelry and wipe off the makeup, walking back into bedroom to see Hugh standing over by the window.
"What all did he say?" He finally asks in a low but firm voice. "Just that I didn't need to be with you and needed to be with someone who could treat me right then said I'm a nobody." You say feeling tears fill your eyes as you relive the moment.
Hugh nods, turning towards you, "Do you think that's true? About needing someone better?" You shake your head, sitting on the bed. "I want to be with you." You say. "What about when he said you're actually nobody?" Another question and you shrug, "It's true. I am a nobody."
He slips his jacket off, loosening up his tie as he walks towards you, placing a hand on your face in the same spot the guy touched you. "He touched what's mine," His fingers run over your skin, "Tried tainting my beautiful girl with his sick touch."
His hands grab your face as he leans down and kisses you with hunger. "Stand up." He commands softly. You stand and he slides your dress off, grabbing your hand and leads you back to the bathroom.
You furrow your brows in confusion as he leads you to the counter. "Bend over, princess. I'm going to show you that you're not just a nobody to me, you're going to see that you are my entire world." He emphasizes on the word you, feeling your thongs get soaked.
He bends you over and holds your face in the mirror, looking at you with lust-blown eyes that have you damn near begging for him to go ahead and fuck you. Hugh slides his belt off, pushing his slacks and briefs down enough to pull his dick out.
His hand wraps around his base, pressing and rubbing the tip in your folds as if teasing you, then he finally slides in softly causing you to moan at the stretch.
His hips hit yours as he bottoms out and he grips your hips tightly, moving at a slow pace. "Don't ever worry about what anybody thinks about you," He grunts while unbuttoning his shirt, "You will always be somebody to me," His eyes stay locked on yours with what he says next, "You're mine, babygirl. Nobody will ever be able to do what I do to you, will they?"
You whimper, "No, daddy. I'm all yours." He smirks, speeding his movements up as he hits your sweet spot.
The sound of moans and skin slapping fills the bathroom. You look up at Hugh again to see his mouth slightly open, head close to falling back from pleasure with his shirt unbuttoned and his tie barely hanging on, causing you to groan at the sight. This man will literally be the death of you with how fucking good he looks to you.
"There you go, babygirl, clench around my cock. Do you like watching what I'm doing?" He asks with a smirk when he sees your fucked out face. You nod, reaching your hand behind you to grab him but he grabs both of your wrists and pulls them behind your back, gripping them with one hand and places the other on your hip.
He starts fucking into you at a brutal pace, causing you to cum unexpectedly but it doesn't stop him, you honestly think it's made him more feral and he moans at the way your insides are clinching around him.
"I think you can do another one for me." Hugh growls as he pulls you up, your back against his chest, and he wraps an arm around you until his fingers are on your clit, rubbing the sensitive nub before thrusting back into you.
His other hand comes up around your throat, squeezing just enough to apply pressure.
"Daddy..." You moan, causing him to move his hand faster. "Ruin these pants, babygirl. I want them soaked by the time I'm done with you."
His words send you over the edge, feeling a gush shoot out between your legs and he moans loudly, twitching inside of you and slowly thrusting inside of you.
He pulls out slowly, holding you close to him.
"Still have doubts, princess?" Hugh asks and you chuckle. "Maybe a little. I might need to be shown again." He laughs and kisses your shoulder, leading you to the shower.
"Let's clean somewhat up and I'll show you exactly who you are to me."
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nepo sister?
pairing: lando norris x fellow driverā€™s sister!reader (no faceclaim).
summary: your sister is one of the most famous f1 drivers in history and when she suddenly has a barrage of hate and online users comparing her to a certain lando norris, youā€™ve gotta step in and sort it out. you couldnā€™t foresee the man in question being into you.
warnings: jokes about adoption but itā€™s lighthearted. also mentions of racism and sexism. also y/n bullying poor lando in defence of her sister.
authorā€™s note: as i do with requests, i put my own little spin on it! hope u enjoy šŸ’•also i used aaliyah as your sisterā€™s faceclaim but sheā€™s your adopted sister so y/n is still pretty much whoever you view her to be. i refer to ynā€™s older sis as o/s. in case you were wondering who tf that is. reminder that requests are currently still open!
edit: now part of a series ! <3
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yourusername: why is my sister so dramatic? she picked me up from the airport in a FUR jacket in a LIMO? also this cat is evil. genuinely evil. cat satan. catan?
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oldersister: i was at an EVENT! šŸ˜­ youā€™re lucky i even picked your ass up anyways šŸ™„šŸ–•šŸ¾
-> user1: their dynamic is so funny.
user2: y/n in melbourne for the grand prix??? šŸ˜
user4: o/s looks sooo good šŸ˜šŸ˜šŸ˜
user3: the cat is so cute šŸ„ŗ
-> yourusername: no need to lie bae ā¤ļø
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yourusername: my sister before, during and after the race. plus our dad!! heā€™s new to this ig shit so be nice or iā€™ll bulldoze your grandma. let me start by just say somethingā€¦ my sister is one of the best drivers in the world. i see a lot of people cussing her out and all iā€™m gonna say is donā€™t pmo. sheā€™s my sister but even besides that, her multiple historic accolades speak for themselves. quit playing with your misogynistic and racist shit before i drag your whole lineage.
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oldersister: stop being so aggressive šŸ™„ but thank you. love you.
-> yourusername: posted this to cover the fact i spent $82 on fast food using your card šŸ˜˜
-> oldersister: thatā€™s it? thatā€™s not the worst youā€™ve done tbf.
hater1: be real. lando is better than o/s in every shape and form. itā€™s just a fact.
-> yourusername: so why is o/s a two-time world champion and lando isnā€™t?
user1: SPEAK ON IT!!! šŸ—£ļøšŸ”ˆ
hater2: o/s is overrated.
-> yourusername: snore. ass take. come up with something original and not completely false.
user2: y/n said might i suggest you donā€™t fuck with my sis!!!
-> user6: sheā€™s in her solange era šŸ˜­
user3: is this because someone said y/n was worse than lando?
-> yourusername: like šŸ¤£ donā€™t ever compare the two. o/s is a world champion and lando isā€¦ lando.
-> landonorris: NO CAUSE WHY AM I IN THIS???? šŸ˜­
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landonorris: just woke up to my name trending on twitter. what you say fuck me for šŸ˜­šŸ˜­ stop using my name to drag my fellow drivers iā€™m begging you.
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user1: no cause if anything these haters are lando antis and not o/s antis. they set your ass up omgggg. pure insane hate.
user2: fighting for my life defending you.
user3: the three diff angles of the same george crying vid is crazy work ngl.
-> georgerussell63: no cause HE got dragged and now heā€™s setting ME up.
-> user3: dw king. find solace in that he either searched google purely for this photo or had them saved onto his phone. haters nowadays are fans in denial.
-> landonorris: nah iā€™m just a hater.
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yourusername: i met lando nowins. i guess heā€™s cool.
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oldersister: now thatā€™s just not right.
-> landonorris: i know!! after the four hour long convo y/n and i had, she still drags me šŸ˜”šŸ’”
-> oldersister: i wasnā€™t talking about that. iā€™m talking about the picture she chose for me. why did she use that photo after catching me off guard??? and if you know y/n, get ready for the bullying. she does it to all her loved ones.
user2: HELPJSJSJAKA
user3: this is the content i follow you for y/n.
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gguk-n Ā· 28 days ago
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Jokes In The Cloud (Carlos Sainz x Comedian!Reader)
No Face Claim. All the pictures are from Pinterest.
CONGRATULATIONS TO CARLOS ON WINNING HIS SECOND GP THIS SEASON!!
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punchlineprincess Vacationing with the people who get on my nerve the most
y/bff/user you forgot to take mešŸ˜”šŸ˜” punchlineprincess y/bff/user sorry bbg, next trip with you alonešŸ˜˜šŸ˜˜ y/cousin/user you annoy us morešŸ™‚ y/mum/user not a nice thing to say Y/N punchlineprincess y/mum/user I was jokingšŸ˜…šŸ˜… user1 if someone saw her IG they would think she's a modelšŸ˜šŸ˜ user2 God I've seen what you've done for others, when is it my turnšŸ„²šŸ„² user3 pretty and funny. I want her!!ā¤ļøā¤ļø
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The gears in my head my turning, I didn't know what I was supposed to do. I still had to refine my script; I was sure I could do it if I have a few hours. "Sweetheart, dinner's ready" my dad called out from the bedroom door. "Dad, I have to leave" I stated. "To where?" my dad asked, walking in. "You know that Netflix special I was gonna film" I began, he nodded along, "well, they want to film it on Monday" I finished. "That's in a day" he stated. "2, since it's in New York" I explained. "Cassidy will send me my tickets, but I think I'll be leaving now" I spoke. "Sorry about ditching the family trip. I know how important it was for you" I mumbled. "It's okay, darling. This is bigger. This will catapult you to fame like you always wanted, I mean I'm already so proud of you but this is still bigger" he explained trying to calm me. "Me and your mum will help you pack, come on" he said and called my mum.
The two of them helped me pack my bags. He explained how my Netflix special would be filmed soon and I would be leaving soon to everyone. All my younger cousins and nieces and nephews were so excited. Cassidy sent me the tickets. I made sure to pack everything while my mum fed me, it was chaos in the best way possible. "I'll be leaving now" I hugged my parents good bye. "Can't wait to watch it" my aunt spoke patting my back. "Mention us" one of my younger cousin's spoke. "I'll try" I laughed. My niece kissed my cheek wishing me good bye. My nephew wasn't ready to let me go yet, my brother had to pull him off me.
I waved good bye as the taxi left the resort, my family waving back as I disappeared. The ride to the airport was short, I was too busy going through my material to notice when I reached the airport. I paid the taxi driver and hauled my luggage to the check-in desk. The person behind it, checked me in and I was headed to immigration. This was the first time I noticed that I was sitting first class. When did my manager have this kind of money to book first class. I'd have to bring it up with her once I had the time.
I got done with all the formality and headed to the waiting area, where I spent my time going through my script and tweaking it ever so often. I downed a RedBull to try to align myself to New York time, so that I can combat the jet lag.
As the speaker's announced the boarding for my flight, I grabbed all my stuff with the plan to finish it up on the plane. The air-host lead me to my seat. I noticed a man sat on the seat next to mine, he looked an awful lot familiar, until it hit me that it was Carlos Sainz; my heart started pounding. I walked up to my seat, put my luggage away and sat down. My hands were shaking by the time I sat down, pulling my laptop out. I started typing away with shaky hands. "Is that a script?" a voice came from beside me. I turned around to find Carlos with his head turned, trying to figure out what's written. "Yeah, I'm a comedian, this is a script for my show" I tried to speak as confidently and calmly as possible. "That's cool. I'm Carlos, Carlos Sainz" he introduced himself. "I'm Y/N, Y/N Y/L/N" I shook his hand. "I'm a Formula One driver, maybe you'e heard about me" he further elaborated. I know, I've been obsessed with you for years, my poor brother has to listen to me talk about you for hours after every race, analysing the whole race. I have a fan account called carloslover, were the thoughts running through my head. "Yeah, I must've heard about Formula One some where" I said tucking a strand of hair behind my ear. "Well it's nice to meet you" Carlos said. "It's nice to meet you too" I said with a smile. "I'll let you get back to your work" Carlos said pointing at my laptop.
I spent a couple more minutes working on it before I was disturbed by Carlos, not like I was complaining; "I'm sorry but I'm kind of curious about what the script your working on is about" Carlos spoke slowly. "I'm filming a Netflix special in New York. So, I'm fine tuning my script" I chuckled. "Oh, sorry for disturbing you" Carlos replied sheepishly. Damn, he looked so cute, I caught myself fawning at him. "Ah, it's nothing." I quickly looked away, "I love when people are interested in what I do" I smiled. "Then, I will continue to annoy you a bit" he laughed. "Be my guest" I smiled back.
A few more tweaks and a good hour later, I was able to close the laptop, happy with the script I had at hand. "I'm guessing you're done" Carlos chimed in. "I am" I said stretching a little. "Maybe you could practice a bit with me" Carlos suggested. "I do want to practice my crowd work" I thought out loud.
"So, Carlos are you really a full time driver or a model? I can't really tell" I said. Carlos's face turned red, "Is this how you do crowd work?" he trailed. "I, no, can't let the opportunity to flirt with a man as handsome as you go" I smirked. Carlos's blush only deepened, "So, I'm special" he laughed. "Obviously" I shrugged. "If it's anything, I thought you were a model and not a comedian" he retorted. "I get that a lot. But doesn't work in my profession when people don't think pretty people tell good jokes" I retorted back. "I've never heard any of your jokes, but I'm sure you're funny since Netflix wants you" Carlos said. "Hope so" I said holding up my hands with crossed fingers.
I felt like the time flew by, as Carlos kept me company. Just as the flight was about to land; "Will I see you again?' Carlos asked hopefully. "You could, if I had your number" I remarked. Carlos pulled his phone out and handed it to me. I put my number in and called myself. "I'll see you soon." I winked as I saved Carlos's number. "Can't wait" Carlos replied, smiling at me as we grabbed our luggage to leave.
Cassidy was waiting for me as I exited the airport. "I'm so sorry, I should've checked my emails" she apologised grabbing my bag. "It's fine, let's go. I'm exhausted" I replied grabbing my bag back. We caught an uber back to the hotel. I rehearsed my script with Cassidy for the next few hours, trying not to memorise it so it would sound genuine.
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punchlineprincess Done filming my first special, can't wait for it to airšŸ„¹šŸ„¹
y/bff/user I'M SO EXCITEDšŸ¤­šŸ¤­ user4 I'll watch it just to see that outfitšŸ˜ user5 so prettyšŸ˜šŸ˜ y/mum/user so proud of my babyšŸ’– y/dad/user my baby's all grown upšŸ˜­ā¤ļø
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punchlineprincess Joked my way into his lifešŸ«£šŸ«£
y/bff/user ooohhhh who is this??šŸ‘€šŸ‘€ y/dad/user what is this behaviour y/n??? user6 OMG!!! I love thisā¤ļøā¤ļø user7 the best couple ever and idek the guyšŸ˜…šŸ˜… user9 y/n being sporty wasn't in my bingo cardšŸ¤·ā€ā™€ļøšŸ¤·ā€ā™€ļø user10 the golf date!!!ā¤ļøā€šŸ”„ā¤ļøā€šŸ”„ user11 I want to go to an art museum with my lover and imitate art like thatšŸ˜šŸ˜ user12 this is so Carlos coded plus he's in the likesšŸ˜£šŸ˜£
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punchlineprincess I may have gone overboard for the premier at homešŸ„²šŸ˜…
y/bff/user I'M SCREAMING WHILE WATCHING ITšŸ„¹šŸ„¹ y/mum/user my babyā¤ļø carlossainz55 so proud of you ā¤ļøLiked by Author user13 what does Carlos mean by that, like he knows heršŸ™‚šŸ‘€ user14 the funniest shit i've watched in a whilešŸ¤£šŸ¤£ user15 loved this so much!!!ā¤ļøšŸ¤£ user16 finally the real comedian that's getting the recognition she deservesšŸ˜‚šŸ˜‚
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punchlineprincess Sorry I'm not normal about my boyfriend winning his second race this seasonšŸ˜­šŸ˜­
carlossainz55 I think having you there was my lucky charmšŸ€ā¤ļø punchlineprincess carlossainz55 aww!! but it was your big brain and hard workā¤ļøā¤ļøšŸ„¹ y/bff/user aww!! watching both my babies win respectively šŸ˜­šŸ˜­Liked by carlossainz55 and punchlineprincess y/dad/user good job CarlosšŸ‘ Liked by carlossainz55 user12 I should've known after those datesšŸ¤¦ā€ā™€ļøšŸ¤¦ā€ā™€ļø user20 seeing her hug his mom when he won was so cutešŸ˜­šŸ˜­ user21 the most unlikely couplešŸ„¹šŸ„¹ user22 I get it Carlos, I get itšŸ˜šŸ˜ user23 Vamos Carlos!!šŸ‘šŸ‘ user24 I want a full timeline how everything went downšŸ˜© user25 I'm so happy I got to witness this racešŸ˜­šŸ˜­ user26 she was so sweet to all the fans and even took pictures with us!!šŸ˜­šŸ„¹
After the race win celebrations on the podium and the team, after the interviews when I finally got him all to myself; "I'm so proud of you baby" I whispered as I pressed a kiss on his lips. "I'm so happy you got to see me win" Carlos mumbled not letting go. "I can't believe instead of watching you on TV I got to watch you in real life" I said pulling away. "I don't know why you lied to me when we met" Carlos laughed. "Well I couldn't tell you I'm @ carloslover on Instagram and Twitter and I've been in love with you since you debuted" I laughed. "I think I wouldn't have paid much attention since you're so pretty" Carlos smiled running his hands down my sides to rest on my waist. "Well I'm a Carlos lover and I am Carlos's lover. It's a win win" I smiled, "You and I both, princessa, you and I both" Carlos captured my lips in another, yet steamy kiss pulling me closer so my body was touching his, "You are all sticky and smell of champagne", I mumbled against his lips trying to pull away but Carlos pulled me closer, "No" he muttered and continued kissing me. He walked back to sit on the couch pulling me down with him, straddling his lap. He pulled me closer, our bodies touching, his hands roaming mine before they found home on my ass. We pulled away slightly breathless but Carlos than started his assault on my neck, sucking on my sweet spot near my collar bone while pushing me down on his lap. I could feel him grow under me. I pushed him away, "Nope" I said firmly. "No?" he asked cocking his head to the right with his big brown puppy eyes, "We're not doing it here. Let's get back to the hotel, maybe after you smell a little less like alcohol, I'll think about it" I said getting up. "Y/N" he whined holding my hands as I stood in front of him. "Not even for today's race winner" he pouted. "No. Baby, this is your work place. I will do anything and everything you want but out of the paddock" I said. "The car?" Carlos perked up. "Carlos, darling, we'll be on the headline tomorrow reading Carlos Sainz Jr knows how to celebrate his win in Mexico with girlfriend in his black Ferrari" I said. "Fine, Let's go back soon. I can't wait" he humphed before going to change out of his race suit. "I love you" I called out. "TambiƩn te amo" he called back.
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