#Cal Waters

[calwasfound]

heart of the sea

[kaspermoon]

nothing feels better than seeing your weight go down

[calam4r1]

they r so complicated n sad

[koa-boner]

[lactosefreeapple]

Literally water tastes so good yall this isn’t even just my ED speaking it just tastes so good in general, so refreshing and delicious, nom nom nom. 10/10 no notes.

But like, specifically cold water. When it’s all crisp and icy MMMMMMMM it hits the spot

Anyways I love water y’all

～🎀

[operationandre]

heavy tw

been thinking about this for a while… binge disorder andre.

he stays on a diet during the day, bringing his own lunch to school and watching his calories all the time. his obsession with food is always blamed on being an athlete. whenever anyone asks him about it, he mentions some nutrition book he read or a diet a favorite runner of his has. he works out nonstop, even at home. he’s constantly doing push-ups, sit-ups, and jumping jacks in his room.

when darkness falls, he starts eating. he sits out in the kitchen while mel meows at his feet for food. there have been nights where andre is crying while eating and begging himself to stop, but he can’t. he feels disgusting after, often throwing up or working out until he has to start getting ready for school.

there’s a scale by his bed, right by his nightstand. he checks it every morning and bases his entire day around it. he’s passed out multiple times during track practices and meets, but he convinces himself it’s because he’s been eating too much.

it’s a vicious cycle. he can’t escape it.

[ibupr0fendolll]

starting a water fast tomorrow 01/07!!! looking for fast partners so dm me or reply to this post if you're interested :)

[woetoy]

Also I'm sending Cal a Monster Energy Mango Loco for all the things I'm putting him through lol

[1eos]

'it's not water if it has flavoring! and your kidneys only want pure water! eating too much fruit for you is bad bc of the sugars! exercise that's fun isn't real exercise' congratulations you've made 'health' protestant

[flammabel]

💧Wet Cal Kestis💧

👀🔥😍

[kaspermoon]

i lost 11 pounds in a week cant stop now i’m too obsessed 😻

[gingersnappedxx]

Scrolling through Tumblr while walking on the treadmill on an empty stomach ♡♡

[animatedjen]

Cal Kestis | Jedi Survivor

[highbrasshighkass]

cal really just jumps into bodies of water with his clothes, lightsaber, keys, wallet, cellphone, box of altoids,

[operationandre]

so ur the zero day headcannon guy..huh..erm..CAN WE PLS GET BULIMIC CAL PLS!!!! ON MY KNEES I'D SELL MY KIDNEY FOR MIA CAL PLS!!!!!!

bulimic cal!

cal has never really been stick thin; he’s always had some muscles on him or some fat on his thighs. andre even tells him that if the two of them worked out together, cal could become genuinely muscular.

cal hates it. he hates the way his body moves, the way his legs and arms shake and the way his stomach squishes. the loathing started when he was little, around twelve years old. he had heard his mom start commenting on his little sister’s weight, about if she should wear a certain dress or eat a certain food. he looked in the mirror and saw every single fault carved deep within his body.

nobody notices at first. they don’t notice the way cal is losing weight really quickly. they don’t notice the sickly, pale sheen that covers cal’s face. they don’t notice his absences after meals. he’s even become late to class after school lunch, but his teacher just thinks he’s smoking in the bathroom.

cal stares at his reflection on the glossy tiles of the bathroom floor. he sticks his fingers down his throat and heaves and chokes. when he’s done, he looks in the mirror.

he feels beautiful. he feels accomplished.

[tatzelwyrm]

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Rude.