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the webcomic can have one (1) funny "earnest moment interrupted by comedy" joke. as a treat. but also because it is so in character for them ajkshdjkas
yes they will say the most earnest shit to each other and then immediately try to cringe out of their own bodies. they are best friends but they would rather jump out of a window before admitting it. they are incredibly devoted and grateful to one another but you could not water board that out of either of them.
the only thing that can get either of them to admit how much they care for each other is if the other is in life threatening danger and not a second before aakjshdks
#i talk a lot <3#tged#the greatest estate developer#lloyd frontera#javier asrahan#llojavi#i'm sorry i do think this is incredibly funny i'm still laughing ajksdhsjkfsd#they're assholes! they're best friends! they will risk life and limb for one another but you won't get them to say one nice thing#about the other unless it's a matter of life and death! and even then they might risk it if they're the ones in danger and not the other lo#like!! this is in character! this is a joke made by the characters and not at them!! this is them acknowledging how much they care#for the other and then cringing when they realize they let themselves be earnest out loud.#not the narrative itself cringing and not allowing the characters to be earnest at all. not the author pointing and laughing at the story#you're supposed to care about.#i'm getting serious again so i'm gonna stop!! just!! i do love them <3333#ep 122
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"OOoOooOOoh, but using 'it/its' pronouns for Murderbot is dehumanising!!"
#Murderbot#The murderbot diaries#Some of y'all really show your whole asses with it/its characters#Even setting aside the fact that there are Actual Real Life people who use it/its pronouns#Refusing to use someone's stated pronouns because they “seem wrong” to you is uuuuuuuuuuuuuh#Asshole behaviour#And especially frustrating in this specific instance where half the fucking point of the story is that MURDERBOT IS NOT A HUMAN#It doesn't LIKE being humanised#It calls itself SecUnit specifically so people won't ignore what it is#If you don't want to rob people of their personhood stop trying to decide which pronouns they're allowed to use
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my favourite writing device is having an un-Rei-liable narrator
#rei#volo#cheren#// tikposting#// character meta#the crowd booes me off the stage#forgive the pun XDDD his name is too easy to pun on#the way i write it it's not a conscious choice. it's just how the pov character (rei) experiences and contextualises the world#revealing backstory and personality and mindset through narration !!!!#not necessarily out of malice it's just. how he views things#interpreting new and foreign experiences through the lens of what came before...#conversations which read differently to different people.#in the context of rei that's stuff like unease around authority figures#always choosing his words carefully to project an image of competence (he has to be needed)#distrust and not taking things at face value but also paradoxically a fragile and nurtured sense of almost blind optimism#when it comes to friendships. like volo. (everyone turned on me when the sky turned red but it all resolved itself in the end didn't it?)#(what makes this different? / a lot of things. / i choose to believe)#volo [directly]: “i won't be stopped from my goal” rei thoughts: we can work with this!!!!#and everything with Arceus too and his divine blessings and a plan that will work out in the end#if Rei can just... figure out what part he's meant to play. interpreting events as a narrative hurtling towards some unknown conclusion#i am talking about rei here specifically but this writing device is so good in general#would be fun to try get inside volo's head. there's so much going on there i don't understand yet#quite fond of that one analysis post about how volo lacks emotional intelligence and sees relationships as transactions#not necessarily out of malice it's just how he views things. whether because of past experience or brain chemistry#also need to give a shout to cheren my guy who is an outsider pov who projects his own experiences onto new things so that he Understands#(an outsider to Hilbert and N's clash of truth and ideals. life changing experience and knowledge but felt just a little off to the left)#(the narrative repeated again with new heroes. all he can do is help them but it falls on their shoulders in the end)#(no wonder he tries to insert himself into Situations)#anyway tag ramble over feel free to also ramble to me about your takes XD#rei pokemon
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Well, successfully doing something is often a lot harder than fucking it up. Climbing a cliff is a lot harder than messing up and falling off a cliff. Balancing a pen upright is a lot harder than making said pen fall over.
The earth is semi-stable, if you let it be it'll probably keep harboring life for a while, but fuck it up enough and it's gonna go back to being any random ol' planet. The climate change debate (at its most extreme) is essentially about what the tipping point is and whether we can or have reached it.
So yeah it may be much easier to de-terraform a planet than to terraform it.
While terraforming Mars is theoretically possible, it is not within mankinds current capabilities and is unlikely to be within those capabilities anytime soon. It would be more practical to construct space stations as human habitats than try to alter a planet with less gravity than earth, no magnetic field, barely any atmosphere, and toxic dust dispersed throughout its soil.
Venus at least has the gravity required, and bands in the upper atmosphere with earth-like temperatures and pressure. As an industrial hub, the Mercurial north pole has water ice on the surface and would make an ideal location for launching a dyson swarm. I just don't get the appeal of mars...
Well Venus has so much gravity it squashed flat all the spacecraft the Soviets sent there, and all the images I've seen of its surface make it look like the least-inhabitable furnace in the known universe, a real-life Hades.
I very much applaud the drive to expand human life through the universe, but it does seem to me pretty much impossible to survive on Mars right now, and decades/centuries(?) into the future. I keep thinking we should start small and make some 5-mile-deep undersea cities for a few decades first, where people can at least be rescued when things go wrong.
#disclaimer : at its most extreme#Most people and even the ''climate scientists''#(a name I detest regardless of my opinion on climate change)#... don't believe we've reached a point where the earth is gonna become like Mars#Most think we could reach a point where the climate becomes inhospitable for civilization#But life itself likely won't stop#There's tardigrades and thermophilic bacteria#As for my opinion I think there's no smoke without a flame but I think it's mostly used as a scapegoat to pass policies for the elite
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"CONSIDERING YOU ALREADY TRIED SO HARD FOR YEARS INCLUDING NUMEROUS ROUTINES AND STRATEGIES, I DON'T THINK A LOT WILL CHANGE WITHOUT MEDICATION"
THERE YOU HAVE IT. NOW GIVE ME THE GOOD STUFF!!!!
#girl get therapy#ye sus#you don't understand this is making me v happy actually#it's like my math teacher who told me to just stop trying cause math isn't for me but like with life itself#bummer there ain't a math pill but god bless the adhd medication AM I RIGHT#felt euphoric won't delete later#she also said 'wenn der psychiater da kein adhs diagnostiziert fresse ich einen besen' germans will know lol#i feel understood and seen and most importantly i feel taken seriously#noahfinnce#after therapy#adhd#adhME h3h3h3h3h3
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I have brought the two halves of Spacehead back together. I now await my significant other to join me with glitter glue.
#I thought glitter glue would be fitting. Glitter is just tangible interactive stars after all is it not?#For now though I sit in the void and wait.#This is fine. I spend most of my time in the void anyway.#The broken half of the House froze over but everyone in it should be fine. Freeze overs aren't uncommon here.#We will have to step it up a bit though. I only wish we could do so more often but alas. We two take up too many spoons to front normally.#Yes the idea IS to literally glue the house back together. Don't worry Dark if you ever read this‚ it'll fade with time.#pk;m Mischief⚘#I do not expect this to hold for the record. What we're doing is forcing and speeding up recovery.#Whatever happened is a result of stress and it'll truly fix itself when the stress dies down.#While I'm here I'll try to remove the starmates from the broken half of the House into the other half and see if they defrost.#If so‚ good! If not‚ I tried. they'll defrost in due time.#... I can also possibly fix Bill's injuries with glitter glue too I think that'd look cute. Like a hell.o K.itty bandaid but not.#Anyways. tl;dr: forcing things right now and it won't hold but once life Stops being horrid things will fix itself.#I just need to gather everyone in one spot for the time being.#Anyways! With that said I shall put the body to sleep and update in the morning. Goodnight!
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i do think attie is very silly and she does a lot of good things ( protesting against hostile architecture, supporting raptor education + conservation, practicing inclusive + sustainable design, etc. ) but she's also manipulative, uses her status as a court member to take advantage of local governmental corruption ( a get out of jail free card ), and leaves such bloody crime scenes that a few journalists are convinced that they're the work of a serial killer.
#morally she's such a disaster and i love her for it#idk if i've said it before but i do think attie could be 'good'.....ish#in a perfect scenario where she gets away from the court etc.#but she's always going to crave control bc she's been deprived of it sm in her life#so she's always going to manipulate people ( but may be well-intentioned )#she's always going to be a bit selfish from growing up as a rich kid in the court#and i don't think there is a scenario where she would stop killing#she's just soooo desensitized to death and the act itself#i think she's so numb to it at this point and so mentally divorced from her responsibility for the fallout from a loss of life#that it's not something that can be 'fixed' so to speak#do i think that in the right circumstances she would kill less often? totally#i think she could get to the point where she is doing so extremely sparingly#it isn't like she Enjoys anything about the act itself ( just the feeling of being in control )#but there's always going to be people that she won't lose a bit of sleep over
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Following on from the Etruscan relief mirror post:
What if The Helen Egg was taken without permission from Nemesis in the underworld? Considering that there exists essentially two versions of Nemesis' egg being delivered to Tyndareus and Leda - one being delivered by Hermes and the other being delivered by Nemesis herself - and all of these Etruscan mirror reliefs feature Hermes almost exclusively...
What if Nemesis intended to keep this fucking egg and raise it huh? What then. Chthonic Demigoddess Helen living in the underworld anyone?
#helen of sparta#nemesis#<- this is predominantly about them so I'm not tagging everyone.#I do think it's far more likely that nemesis straight up doesn't want to keep the egg considering the manner in which it was conceived.#However! It is interesting that this interpretation of the delivery event omits nemesis' involvement entirely.#What if she wanted to keep the egg down there as a form of retribution against Zeus for what he did to her?#ofc since the egg is needed for his plan to reduce the demigod population (aka inciting the trojan war) that just won't do.#but whether the egg is forcibly taken away or not to make that happen... it's all a little bit unknown.#Anyway. All of this to say: this could make for some very interesting AU ideas!#For example: Helen inevitably being given to Tyndareus and Leda (it's fated)... but the timing's a little late.#Cue a child learning to adjust to living *up there* when she's spent all her life so far in the underworld.#I should stop talking now because my tags will end up longer than the post itself lmao
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Getting older is strange.
I was born in 1995 (the late 1900s!) and when I was in my teens and early twenties I wanted to have a PERFECT body, a 6 pack, be able to run a half marathon at any given moment, be able to lift my bodyweight, etc... Some part of me thought beauty equated to goodness and attractiveness. I accomplished most of those and more.
But as I've gotten older I've been more comfortable just being as I am and taking things as they come. Knowing that beauty isn't a measure of goodness, someone can be model-esque but have an ugly personality that far far outweighs any possible good that their beauty could bring.
People remember how you made them feel, not necessarily how strong your muscles are/were or how perfect your body was/is. Muscles tend to fade, skin gets wrinkled, hair recedes and gets white- but personalities and the kindness you show others can be continuous and unforgettable.
And thus I just try not to be a jerk.
Still it's strange wistfully looking at the younger-folks with their clear, unwrinkled skin and youthful bodies... and remember what it was like.
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Shape you take when you lay like that Reminds me of a love I've never had If loving's wrong, what's a boy to do? But dammit if you ain't drilled into my skull And they've been tryin' to smooth me out For twenty-seven seasons now For twenty-seven seasons
#The one thing that's taken me a long time to realize is that maybe for someone you want to be in a relationship with you have to#sacrifice and take risks.#life is weird like that.#If you wait for the perfect time you'll be waiting forever.#at the same time IF the right time does present itself#the right time comes too late and then I realize all that could've been#like life teaches us this/a lesson until we learn and stop losing out#VERY often when I wait for the right time#Nothing risked#nothing gained#why am I afraid of rejection even when its likely I won't be rejected?#99% sure the person I'm thinking of doesn't use Tumblr at all#Whenever I like someone I CANNOT help but think they're outta my league
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if you know me irl, don't read . Because I'm about to angry rant without filter and don't want anyone hurt. w/vent
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istl my friends can't just listen sometimes, oh? Your having a problem I gave you ADVICE ABOUT A MONTH AGO AND YOU DIDN'T LISTEN SO YOU'RE STILL STUCK WITH IT!?!? What a surprise. Your thinking your life is ending after a dumb mistake after I told you time and time again to STOP BLOWING THINGS OUT OF PORPOTION BUT AS ALWAYS YOU CAN'T EVEN TRY TO LISTEN!?!? You wouldn't say. Your crying again about that dumb thing that happened/not crying about that really important thing that happened I TOLD YOU EXTREMES ARE BAD, AND THAT ONLY YOU CAN TRY TO HELP YOURSELF IN THIS CASE, BUT NOOOO YOU WON'T EVEN TRY.
#NOT EVERYTHING IS A REASON TO SAY YOUR GONNA KILL YOURSELF/YOU DON'T DESERVE TO LIFE#JUST BECAUSE A MINOR MISUNDERSTANDING HAPPENED DOESN'T MEAN THE WORLD IS GONNA END#STOP PERSONALIZING AND MAGNIFYING EVERYTHING THAT SOMEONE EVER SAID TO YOU/EVERYTHING THAT EVER HAPPENED#YES ITS OK TO CRY BUT NO BECAUSE OF EVERYTHING AND EVEN LESS BECAUSE I TOLD YOU TO GROW UP#YES I KNOW YOU DON'T LIKE IT#BUT GUESS WHAT??? SOMEONE ELSE IS GONNA TELL YOU THAT EVENTUALLY AND IT WONT BE AS JOKEFULL OR AS SOFT AS I SAID IT#YOU CAN'T BE A KID FOREVER#SORRY THAT YOUR CHILDHOOD WAS DIFFICULT AND HALF RUINED BECAUSE OF YOUR PARENTS#SORRY THAT YOU COULDN'T BE A NORMAL KID#BUT GUESS WHAT!?!? NEITHER COULD I#AND YOU CAN'T GO BACK#ONLY THING TO DO IS GO FORWARD AND TRY TO LIFE YOUR LIFE BEST#NO USE CRYING OVER SPILLED MILK#THE WORLD WON'T ACCOMMODATE ITSELF AROUND YOU AND YOUR LIKES#SO YOU BETTER START LEARNING HOW TO FEAL WITH IT#BECAUSE IF YOU DON'T YOUR GONNA CRASH#HARD#And and#And I just want to help you#But I can't because you won't even let me#therapist friend#Angry rant#I really needed to get that of my chest#local cloud
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you do realize that actual Scottish and Irish people have in fact, criticized how people talk about the Fae, and done so specifically on Tumblr
its fascinating how very very surface level 1920s-ish jazz age inspired aesthetics are very popular (see: hazbin hotel and electroswing and the endless wave of bowtie pinstripe character designs from the 2010s) but the vast vast majority of people who are into that seem fundamentally disinterested in actually engaging with actual jazz age art and culture because that would require engaging with black art
#It may not be widely discussed but I've seen people talk about how calling Hozier a fae bog mam sometimes goes too far#And reaches microagression territory#I've researched how real life court cases involving the good neighbors were used to slander all Irish people as superstitious barbarians#And deny Ireland the right to rule itself by the British Empire. And the specific case is fairly well known and STILL repeated uncritically#The way it was back then uncritically by people because they don't stop to look at the context around it#And therefore ignorantly spread a very bigoted version of events#Your argument is patently stupid too tbh. 'Why do I have to study Mexican culture in Spanish class' ass statement#You have to know the culture around something because otherwise you won't understand it#For linguistics this literally means you won't understand idioms or will have poor manners and piss people off#For a subculture like Jazz it means you won't understand where it came from or why it formed or who it spoke to#You won't understand any of the context. You'll just be looking at images like an iPad baby with cocomelon#I cannot fathom being interested in something and not wanting to know ots context#Especially because Jazz and it's connection to Blackness is HEAVILY political???#I'm not even particularly interested in Jazz and I know that. A lot of racists from the 20s-40s attacked Jazz and saw it as a threat#The reason you square danced in gym class if you're American is because white racists were scared of Jazz
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It's a Doozy™ tonight, folks
#i am in. so much pain#i love my niece more than life itself but it's killing me watching her this week#like. i just need to sit and play with her most of the time and i cant do that without pain#and she's at the testing boundaries age so i have to jump up and stop her from like messing with the baby gate and that#i'm only 30 this shouldn't be my life#and it's hard to feel like there's any hope when you have a degenerative incurable condition lmao#it's only gonna get worse from here#i try to be a hopeful and optimistic person#but i feel like that last test result broke me because i had so much hope for it#and i had so much hope for my surgery before that#I've been reading a book about dysautonomia my PT told me about and i know things feel awful because I'm literally in fight or flight 24/7#and hopefully things won't seem as bad after my niece goes home#because this feels like the universe rubbing in my face that i want to be a mother but i physically can't be one rn#anyway niece is in bed so i can rest for the night at least time to distract myself from The Horrors#becca babbles#spoonie post
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i'm so fucking SICK of love triangles it's such an ugly plot can we develop our frontal lobes and move on from this trope
#i fucking HATW IT like yall don't understand#so fucking unnecessary it pisses me off sm#i js wanna read a nice manga/manhwa and BOOM a stupid love triangle#ur js making everyone miserable STOP IT#controversial take but the moment love operation stopped being about collecting points it became so annoying for me to read#u bitches r so dramatic N FOR WHAT#i won't shit on the ppl who read it AND like it bc u do u#but i'm gonna shit on the manhwa itself bc it sucks#FIND A NEW MAN PLEASHEHE MOVE ON FROM UR HIGHSCHOOL LOVE LIFE I BEG#get over it alr DAMN#i won't mention the other manhwas that have love triangles as a major plot bc it js makes me so mad#cherry chatter
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so weird how 2028 is gonna be a leap year. just doesn't seem right
#like 2000 gives SUCH leap year vibes#and 2020. and 2024#pretty much every leap year of the 21st century so far fits the vibes#actually tbh 2008 doesn't give me as much vibes. maybe it's the 8#tbf 2032 doesn't give me the vibes either#2036 sort of does and 2040 is SO leap year vibes#1996 doesn't really. 1992?? i would've never thought that was a leap year#1988 maybe? 1984 definitely#1972 not so much#1968 maybe. i can get behind it. maybe it is the 8#but then 1948 is so leap year??#but you're telling me 1952 was a leap year? that's possibly the least leap year year I've ever heard of#i feel like it's the ones that end on 4 and 0 that give the most vibes. but then 1960 doesn't scream leap year to me#2060 however.....#okay in conclusion I'd say the most leap year year of all time to me is 2000. maybe i'm biased.#i mean it's a new decade. new century. new millennium. and it's even a leap year#i mean i guess 1000 also was#okay hang on. 1200 was such a leap year. 1300 though??? not getting the vibes#1484 i am not getting vibes. not for 1760 either. 1664 is the most leap year I've ever seen in my life#like what if you got 4 and timesed it by itself. and then got another 4 and added another 4 and then timesed that by itself#and then put them next to each other. and got 1664. 1664 invented leap years#actually when were they invented#okay wait if you can't divide a century year by 400 then it's not a leap year? so 2100 won't be. what then#just. 365 days?? i can't keep up with this#okay stop listing numbers#ramble
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need to tell my parents something but maybe killing myself is easier?
#suicide mention#the irony is that they will punish me for my 'fuck up' but my fuck up is a direct consequence of being mentally ill#so once again I will be punished for being mentally ill which will make me even more mentally ill#every time I've tried to tell my mother about my mental illness#and that only happened two times because I know how she'll react#and I didn't even mention having disorders I just talked about one of the symptoms#her reaction was vile and accusatory and she blamed me for being 'weak' or inventing my symptoms#this is the most basic ableist shit imaginable but that doesn't make it hurt any less#I told my mother that I wanted to kill myself and she responded with disgust#who can I turn to when the people who are supposed to help me and guide me are the ones that cause my suffering#and then blame me for it and make it even worse#I'm afraid of my parents I'm afraid of telling them the truth but I don't have the energy to lie#but even the lies won't keep me from being judged and scolded#and that shit makes me want to die#I know that my reaction is not reasonable'#but if I get this shit from them every time I open up or show vulnerability#of course my mind creates this reaction#so that I avoid getting into this situations#but I cannot avoid it and avoiding itself harms me but I also cannot stop because in some cases it's literally a question of my safety#it's insane. I will literally get blamed for being mentally ill#they don't know I'm mentally ill so they'll just think I'm lazy or acting out and they'll blame me for it#but if I told them why I did what I did (or rather didn't do it) they'll blame me for inventing shit and trying to be 'special'#by sabotaging my life#and like. getting into a fight with your parents isn't some world ending thing but it is to me#because I'm fucked in the head#but it's a fucking vicious cycle and now I understand what my ex meant by that#mentally ill girls solidarity haha#🫀
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Kendrick doesn't just hate Drake as a person. He hates the very idea of Drake.
Hip-Hop is rooted in revolution. In defiance. These are the songs of an oppressed group of people, and decades upon decades people have hated it. Accused of being meaningless and invalid. Media outlets took steps to belittle hip-hop and make sure it isn't recognized as an art form and as a means to fight back.
2Pac spoke of wealth disparity and inequality. Tupac was literally a member of a communist organization when he was younger and never stopped speaking against capitalism.
Lauryn Hill spoke of the struggles a woman faces. Not just women, but black women. Salt-N-Peppa. Queen Latifah. MISSY FUCKING ELLIOT.
N.W.A made sure people knew about police brutality and violence against the Black community.
And now, in this day and age, we're also experiencing an explosion of Queer Hip-Hop. Lil Nas X is at the forefront of this. Lil Uzi Vert came out as non-binary and uses they/them pronouns, even when they knew that a lot of their fans would never use it or even respect them for it. Auntie Diaries, a song about a young man who grew up in a transphobic environment and bought into those beliefs, but could never fully do it because his Uncle loved him so much and taught him a lot of life lessons, and that wisdom translated to him accepting his cousin as a woman as well.
Drake is none of that.
He's the perfect representation of what people think hip-hop is. Flexing. Posturing. Objectifying women. A fucker so insecure he bought 2Pac's ring just to feel like he's part of the black community. Rejected by Rihanna publicly. Tried to groom Millie Bobby Brown. Kissed and inappropriately touched an underage girl during his concert. His songs have inspired so many young boys to treat girls like shit. His belief that the amount of rings and chains and cars he has is the true meaning of success.
Additional Edit: This is my fault. If this post gains more views, then it would be remiss of me not to add to this. It was my fault to begin with, not stating this beforehand because while I did know, I got lost in celebrating Hip-Hop in a place that doesn't usually do so, and rightfully so.
2Pac did fight for wealth equality and better social living for the black community. He also has a long, long history of battery, domestic abuse, and sexual harassment against women. Specifically against women of color. He made a song to celebrate his own mother, but outright refused to give the same show of respect to other women in his life. His hypocritical nature was brushed off in later decades, just the way I did now.
N.W.A is the same. Sexual assault charges, violence—they spoke of Police reform, but refuses to give the same treatment back towards the women in their lives.
50 cent refuses to backtrack on any of his misogynistic lyrics.
Modern rappers of today, such as the dead XXXtentacion. 6ix9ine. Kodak Black.
I do love Hip-Hop. I love rap. And the music itself has always been anti-authoritarian at its core, because those are its roots. And I was happy that circles that did not normally know of it or enjoy it were getting into it, even for one thing like this rap feud.
Lil Nas X, Little Simz, Childish Gambino, Missy Elliot, Queen Latifah, Lauryn Hill—rappers who have at the very least consistently tried to put their money where their mouth is. Who have tried to act in accordance to what they rap and write and sing for.
@shehungthemoon @ohsugarsims finnthehumanmp3 were the ones who rightfully clarified in the comments. I know an apology won't correct my hypocrisy or my stupidity. I should have added all of this before making this post, but I wanted so badly to celebrate a genre of music but failed to do my due diligence in showing a better, holistic view of it. If anyone felt triggered, offended, troubled, frustrated or any other intense negative emotions surrounding this, please do block me. I'm sorry.
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