#But I don’t have his hand to hold
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Text
oh ok it’s a “crying ourselves to sleep” kinda night
#I miss my boyfriend#How do you miss someone youve never met?#I don’t know#All I have of him is so little#I have a playlist#two patches on different jackets#One audio recording#a few photos#a lot of drawings#and our conversations#But I don’t have his hand to hold#So really#what does the rest of it mean?#I miss you william#Sorry everyone I fell so deeply in love it’s like unlocking new emotions#<3#I love you William#I know I’ve said it too many times#but I absolutely mean it#i hope one day we can meet eachother#I hope this isn’t weird#i hope this makes sense#i love you
8 notes
·
View notes
Text
Anyways so as mentioned in my last post and why I made it (I’m putting this separately because I felt it was fine on its own), I now have a solution to the question of “who do we make the megop adopted sparkling in TF One AUs that isn’t Bee so he can be the fun uncle”
And as you may guess, it’s Roller
Roller does not have the issue of already being in the canon like Bumblebee or Hot Rod, due to being relatively obscure. But he also had that built in connection to Optimus, I guess just have the lore be that post movie, Roller stuck with Optimus and now occasionally acts as his tiny scout or something that Optimus has a built in compartment for now
Also also, he’s grey and as shown, he has a gun sometimes
Megatron is a grey tank in TF One, Roller is just a miniature version of him
I don’t know if Roller is that small because he’s a Minicon (thus implying he may not be a young child and is just like that) or if he’s a sparkling (thus implying he will grow in size) or maybe just both, but he is tiny
Just understand my vision here guys. Or hell, just make him their actual child if you want
Also from what I understand, his original toy came in blues as well as grey, so you can change up his colors to not be too similar to Dee if you want
#I have the mental image of them just holding his alt mode in one hand#maybe doing that thinking pose#I think I’m onto something but I don’t know about you guys#I just need to figure out a Roller robot design then#and probably a variation of this design#maybe base him on the Mars rovers?#transformers#transformers one#tf roller#megop#dpax#character idea#ideas#sparklings#transformers sparklings
67 notes
·
View notes
Text
admittedly one of my favorite things about house ( that also drives me up a wall ) is that something Really Big happens and then the next episode they like loosely mention it like wow wasn’t it crazy that that happened . anyway haha
#once again i’ve just finished s2 so don’t tell me about any plotlines i do not know ab ‼️‼️#like okay i UNDERSTAND that so many things happen in episodes to keep you engaged but like#i want it to linger .#i want sore relationships that don’t fit i want i love you but i’ve looked into your eyes as you crumbled so i keep you at arms length#because i don’t know if i can be there to hold your hand the next time i don’t know if i can do that again#i want i love you but i can’t live without this piece of my heart anymore and you proved it#i want characters to look at each other both thinking of The Thing They Can’t Say#because of the thing that happened .#anyways this is about foreman almost dying this is about house getting shot this is about wilson sleeping with his patient#this is about chase’s dad dying this is about chase letting his patient die this is about cameron’s husband#this is about house’s parents this is about wilson giving up his job to defend house this is about stacy this is about#they have so much good ANGST that has the potential to make their relationships unhealthily dependent#and i .#i need to eat it up#house#house md#gregory house#greg house#hilson#houseposting#lgbtq#lgbt
186 notes
·
View notes
Text
I’m always a bit taken aback by these posts because I never see a ‘#f u Tywin’ or a ‘#Gregor and Lorch belong in hell’ in the tags, but these posts never fail to include a ‘#Rhaegar (insert vague threat here)’
This kind of stuff is so genuinely insane to me because we still do not know what Rhaegar was doing nor do we know what his plans were. We do not have his POV to know his thoughts, which means we know very little about him, but I do know that he did not kill Elia or his children. I do know that he did not order anyone to kill his family. I do know that he never sacked Kings Landing. I do know that he died before these murders and the sacking even took place. I do know that it was Aerys who prevented Elia and her children from fleeing Kings Landing. And I do know that he didn’t look at his children’s dead bodies and call them dragonspawn.
Rhaegar gets more heat than Elia and her children’s actual killers and their captor. In my opinion, that is insanity.
Because if people actually cared about Elia and her children, then there would be way more heat for Tywin and Aerys, for Gregor and Lorch. But instead, I see posts like this all the time in both Rhaegar’s tag and the main tags, and yet these posts never mention anything about the character who ordered the deaths of Elia and her children. I see nothing about the character who raped her and brutally killed her and her son. There is nothing about the character who dragged a little girl out from under her father’s bed and murdered her in a horrific manner. And the fact that there is heat for Rhaegar instead of Aerys and Robert tells me everything I need to know and leads to me not taking posts like this seriously.
cause wth
#can we like… not divert blame#it’s getting tiring#and weird#especially when rhaegar fought the rebels to protect kings landing and his family and died for it#sorry that he didn’t love the woman he was arranged to marry?#sorry that rhaegar had a hand in beginning the war#sorry that he died bc that basically doomed the royal cause#but let’s hold the actual responsible parties responsible for their horrific crimes#rHaEgAr bEgAn tHe wAr aNd CaUsEd HiS fAmiLiEs dEaThs#no#aerys held them captive#tywin ordered elia and rhaenys and aegon’s deaths#gregor and lorch were the henchmen who carried out their orders in the most horrific manner possible#and robert refused to deal out justice#asoiaf fandom critical#anti elia stans#rhaegar targaryen#tywin lannister#aerys targaryen#gregor clegane#amory lorch doesn’t even have a tag ig#robert baratheon#i get physically sick when people don’t hold murderers accountable and divert blame#hate it here 😞#kidding 🕊️#but i do seriously hate posts like this#and it’s not just a problem with rhaegar antis pushing all the blame onto him#this is a reoccurring issue in all parts of the fandom#people diverting simplifying fallacing all over the place#it’s just a bit bleh. but ofc there’s incredible in depth posts floating around as well… so it’s not all bad lmao
56 notes
·
View notes
Text
Masters of the Air behind-the-scenes
#period clothing + modern items never fails to make me laugh#stalag bucky and gale enjoying some starbucks is iconic FRRR#masters of the air#bucky egan#gale cleven#I need an AU where they take the tunnel in the stalag but it’s actually a wormhole to modern day#and they stumble out into the set of MoTA#and everyone is like Wow they are really staying in character#meanwhile they are desperately trying to figure out where the hell they are and why the B-17’s won’t start up#bonus points for agony when bucky and gale slowly realize that by swapping places with two actors named callum and austin#they’ve basically left two guys in the stalag who don’t have the skills to survive in there#and when barry makes references to funny stories that never happened with Bucky he realized that it’s not his life to live#and that he needs to give his place back to callum#and so despite making it out of the stalag Bucky and Gale agree to go back#sacrificing their freedom so that two strangers they’ve never met (callum and austin) can have their lives back#and holding hands they head back into hell
82 notes
·
View notes
Text
My post about Anya is making like a little ruckus on Twitter and I think it’s crazy how many people like have a problem with it.
Like you don’t have to agree with how I characterize Anya and her actions but it’s more like, why are you focused on only one aspect of her character? Why are you removing nuance from the situation? I don’t see it as giving Curly the benefit of the doubt when it comes to doing better for Anya, but as exploring his character and hers relationship with a the very little authentic facts we get about them. In truth, there’s a lot more I wish Curly did, even if it wasn’t pragmatic but I realize the issue there.
The first psychological horror game in a while that’s real intricate in its storytelling and makes you need to really need to address the morality of intentions and its already getting torn asunder smh 😔
#I don’t know if it’s the case of people who hate curly and think he should’ve just killed Jimmy won’t accept anything else#but I really am trying to get the idea that they were stuck for over a year in space together on a ship barely kept together with wildly#different and conflicting personalities who also got more hostile because they know they are going home to unemployment#it sounds heartless to say and he should have prioritized her more but in his head that’s not the only thing he has to manage and he has to#fit the necessary actions to take in his head with all that including his perception of them as a friend vs as a boss#idk I just don’t believe Curly was comforting Jimmy with the intent of helping him get rid of Anya. he wanted to help both of them he went#about it horribly like the game is literally about realizing how misguided you can be and that responsibility#and how to be responsible look different even if there are better options like it’s just weird just block my ass dawg#also I think the argument of how could the situation be worse if he stopped Jimmy is stupid cause it’s under the guise that Curly would#assume someone he trusted would just try and commit murder suicide or he’d get degloved and all his crew directly#or indirectly killed by that friend like sorry if that’s a reach statement like adding#your supplementary thoughts is how analysis is born but adding facts about events we don’t know happened and treating them like character#truths is lame is a cop out from actually engaging with parts of the story that adds grey areas to characters you wants to see in black#this is just a stupid like thing to me but it makes me sad cause I don’t even hate seeing depictions of Curly as more aware and#accommodating to Jimmy purposely but I need you to understand he thought he was doing the right thing for both his friends and his closest#friend but the key point is he thought he was doing right for both of them like what game were we both watching???#mouthwashing#like just block me pls like Anya would not share ur mindset or hold ur hand like do more than just pity her if you like her so much
33 notes
·
View notes
Text
The entire movie all I could think about was how much I wanted them to hold hands 🫣
#twisters#twisters (2024)#javier rivera#javi twisters#kate carter#twisters fanart#Javi x Kate#someone tell me if they have an actual ship name bc I don’t know haha#Kate’s pose is so weird because I was initially going to have Tyler holding her other hand but I fucked up his face and gave up
37 notes
·
View notes
Text
Hhhh bnha 419… Deku has given this fight everything he has. What happens next is literally out of his hands.
#bnha spoilers#mha spoilers#bnha leaks#bnha 419#rambling followed by a tldr:#I’m sure he’ll get them back#either Eri rewinds him or Shigaraki unlocks the record struction part of his quirk which I saw some people theorizing#but yeah. Deku has faught physically as much as he possibly can. he has transferred all of OFA to Shigaraki and attampted to connect#with his mind. the boy once entrusted with the responsibility to destroy AFO now has to rely on others to finish this battle for him#unless the leaks are fake in which case carry on as usual#bc I also have gripes with him losing his arms#theres a lot of arm/hand imagery and symbolism in bnha#the all night I Am Here fist in the air#Katsuki’s whole hand holding thing#the recent thing about relief in reaching out to someone in need and them taking your hand#ffs the last few chapters Deku literally had to plow through shigaraki’s mutant finger chiton to get to his core.#his early recklessness resulting in permanent scarring and deformity in his hands as a reminder fight smarter not harder#and to adapt and be his own kind of hero and not keep trying to be an all might copy#I’m rambling but yeah. hands. losing them means losing some important symbolism but losing is also its own symbolism yknow?#TLDR#he’s gotta trust his fellow heroes to step in where he can’t but also if he doesn’t get to do a classic all might pose after all this istg#needs to accept he did everything in his power but also if he and Katsuki don’t finally take each others hands after this ISTG
64 notes
·
View notes
Text
Whoops! Looks like this network is running on an outdated script, needs some immediate changes I’m afraid. But stay tuned during this brief commercial break as things get tidied up, we’ll be back on track in no time!
…..that was a long winded way of saying I’ve finished making some Mr. Puzzles fanart and I like how it looks :3
Bonus content section wahooo here’s the art without the dialogue included
By the way incase anyone is curious what the jumbled words scattered around are talking about- it’s song lyrics to Still Waiting by Jazz Emu. Was one of the inspirations to make Puzzle’s art since the whole thing is about getting immersed into watching television to an unhealthy extent that it pushes your loved ones away :)) seemed fitting
Also here’s a close up shot of just his face, taken by my wonderful phone camera which (for whatever reason) automatically puts a darker filter on it! Plus added pixel patterns from the screen itself kinda adding to the whole glitchy wave ambiance. Feel free to do whatever with it just please credit me somewhere and we all good 👍
#mmmmghm I don’t know how to feel about the right hand being in the frame#like it was supposed to be a perspective thing where his arm would usually be too long to be noticed but hand is resting up on the screen?#Idk what I was thinking and it comes off looking a bit odd. Like a shortened arm or a very small hand#but I love how the hand holding the remote looks oogh I succeeded there <3#could have used more detailed shading on it but eh in hindsight doesn’t matter all too much#spent pretty much all day on it and love that my spontaneity lead me here#….even if it technically counts as procrastinating on the AHIT animation jskjsksp#mr puzzles art#mr. puzzles smg4#smg4 mr puzzles#smg4 puzzlevision#tw eyestrain#cw eyestrain#eyestrain#chromatic aberration#tw bright colors#tw glitch#cw chromatic aberration#hplonesome art
28 notes
·
View notes
Text
me, bleeding all over my kitchen floor from a wound in my hand: oh my god this is just like that scene from Modern Love
#Tacky isn’t online yet it’s like 4 am in Ireland I think??#tackytiger#I get mad at Draco when I read that scene#Not because he wouldn’t let Harry heal his hand#But because he put a BRAND NEW KNIFE to SOAK in the sink???#Fuck soaking all my homies hate soaking#It’s a very shallow wound it’s just over my knuckle so it bled like crazy#Doesn’t hurt much tho#I don’t even know how I cut myself I guess it was my startle reflex when the boiling water splashed over me#I must have kept hold of the cup when I flinched and cut myself on the bottom of it
25 notes
·
View notes
Text
thinking about todd and his resolve toward… not quite isolation, but being alone in a room full of people again. he goes along to the study room to sit on his own and do his homework, he sits at the poets table and follows along with what’s being said while keeping quiet, he goes to the meetings at all but doesn’t necessarily contribute (in fact, if you watch him when cameron is telling the story ‘from camp in sixth grade’, you can see that he recognizes it before any of the other poets but doesn’t voice it until they all have). he’s not alone, necessarily, if you want to get technical about it, he’s just lonely, and he’s generally okay with that. he doesn’t have friends and that’s fine, he doesn’t participate in class and that’s fine, he doesn’t have a relationship with his family and that’s fine—he could live without any real connection and he’d have been, more or less, fine.
the thing about when he says “i can take care of myself just fine!” is that he isn’t really wrong, you can infer that he’s been doing it his entire life anyway, it’s that ‘taking care of yourself’ isn’t the same thing as really living or being happy. todd’s an introvert, certainly, and even as he gets closer to the group he defaults to sitting quietly in the background, but he’s also denying himself community out of fear not introversion. todd isn’t friendless because he’s an introvert, although that definitely plays a part, he’s friendless because he pushes anyone that might want his company away. if anyone has every wanted for his attention in the first place. (neil’s unwavering interest in him is unique (even when it comes to the rest of the poets, who are fine with todd coming along and joining the group, but aren’t really hellbent on him being there in the beginning) and his refusal to accept it is a direct result of being so lonely growing up.)
there’s obviously something to be said about the implications of his parents neglect, and the more than likely fact that he grew up friendless, and how those both play a part in in him being so skilled at dodging social interaction/being so avoidant of it, but by the time we see him in the movie he’s all but accepted his fate as being alone his entire life. he’s already accepted being the family disappointment, and he’s already accepted he’ll never amount to anything, and he obviously doesn’t like it, but he’d have managed living with that knowledge without the confirmation that it was all wrong. would he have been miserable? almost certainly. but he’d have managed. he’d done it for that long already, anyhow.
#and like obviously it’s BAD in the long run and his isolation IS only making his life worse but… genuinely he’d have been alright#all things considered#it’s super interesting to me how it’s neil who starts the domino effect of todd’s life becoming Less Shit#both by beliving in him and putting faith in him that he’s never seen before and refusing to let him hide away#but it isn’t a savior moment on neil’s part#and i find it so odd when people frame it as one#todd is like… actively irritated at him in that scene 😭#neil is right that todd needs to get out of his shell and put himself out there and Believe in himself#but todd can’t accept it yet because he can’t see what neil sees in him yet and doesn’t believe it exists at all#and it frustrates him because unlike everyone else neil REFUSES to give up on him#and as far as todds concerned it’ll be for nothing#as far as todd’s concerned neil isn’t a savior or a hero in that scene he’s an annoyance#a necessary one in the grand scheme of things but an annoyance all the same#i think people forget that just because todd DOES want to break out of his shell (‘don’t you think you could be?’ / ‘no! i… i don’t know!’ +#‘come on you heard keating don’t you want to *do* something about it?’ / ‘*yes* but…’) doesn’t mean he knows how or believes he actually CAN#todds autonomy can be taken away from him a lot (ironic) and he can be twisted into someone with no opinions or thoughts or whims +#outside of neil but that isn’t really the case#and a part of that blame lands on the movie because todd doesn’t get explored a lot but there’s still evidence of him being his own person#he’s not a yesman and he tells neil when his ideas are stupid (keeping the audition from his father) or he just doesn’t personally agree +#(the entire ‘no’ scene) and he functions perfectly well when neil isn’t around and while they aren’t focuses +#there are short scenes where todds alone or scenes that start eith them apart that make it clear they aren’t attatched to each other +#in the way people can often write them to be (that is in the trenches if the other is missing)#this post and all these tags are my long winded way of saying FUCK the codependent anderperry thing some people subscribe to it makes me#mad#neil’s goal is to help todd grow into himself and become his own person and find his identity more than anything#and todd doesn’t need neil to hold his hand to do literally anything and everything he’s a normal guy with anxiety#come on guys#dps#dead poets society#todd anderson
53 notes
·
View notes
Text
since it seems I’m one of like 3 people that like minsc/jaheira, let me see if I can recruit more to my cause:
- while he was trapped in stone, jaheira visited him all the time, openly weeping and speaking to him
- even while under the tadpole’s control, minsc only listened to “jaheira”
- when minsc thought “jaheira” died, he was inconsolably angry
- jaheira was willing to risk EVERYTHING to get minsc back. nothing mattered to her more. she threatened the emperor - and the rest of your party for that matter - and screamed “help my friend!”
- when jaheira talked about how she had to leave him behind, she explained it was the logical thing to do…but she said she hated herself for it because minsc never would have left her, ever
- minsc referred to her as his wychlaran - a wise woman of rasheman, bonded to a berserker bodyguard for life. there is no higher title or deeper bond in all of rashemaar custom
- jaheira disagreed with this, to which he said “the title matters not. only this: when minsc does as minsc does, and charges in to make a mess, jaheira does as jaheira does, and saves us all anyway”
- minsc knows her children and they know him
- jaheira smiles the most around him
- they love each other
#bg3#baldurs gate 3#bg3 jaheira#bg3 minsc#jaheira x minsc#they WOULD DIE FOR EACH OTHER#I don’t personally think they’d ever come right out and say their feelings#but they just like hold hands sometimes and jaheira stares daggers at anyone that looks at them#their bond is so deep that feelings wouldn’t even change much#I just imagine jaheira waking up in a cold sweat#having just dreamt about leaving him#and she feels like she’s just been drenched in ice until she looks over and sees he’s sleeping contently under his tent#and silently she walks over and lays down next to him and he wakes up immediately because he can sense she needs something#‘are you alright?’#‘hold me you fool.’#and sleepily minsc just pulls her into his chest#the feeling of ice running through her veins melts because he is warm and comforting and familiar#anyways.#I just think they’re neat#and I want others to think so too#I don’t think they have a ship name yet#maheira?#jinsc?#idk tell me your thoughts#my post
18 notes
·
View notes
Text
still one of my favourite bat interactions lmao kuukou treating jyushi gently and then teasingly threatening hitoya with ✨murder✨
#this is vee speaking#*crying* i have been wanting to reshare this clip for a week now but couldn’t bc i had no internet BUT I DO NOW LETS GO 😭😭😭😭😭🙌🙌🙌🙌#lol i don’t bully hitoya as relentlessly as i used to and that’s bc the narrative does it for me now#but i remember thinking when this first dropped that the reason i probably like bullying hitoya is because kuukou himself enjoys it LOL#i like seeing the various ways kuukou uses physicality to get his affection across lol#i also think about this scene when i’m thinking about kuukou’s mastery over his body/strength lol#like when bat first gets together jyushi passes out from kuukou’s bars and hitoya scolds kuukou for it#and kuukou replies he’s not skilled enough to know how to hold himself back#and this scene shows exactly what he means he’s not skilled enough to hold back lol#kuukou constantly trains himself so he knows his limits strengths and weaknesses#kuukou’s flexing that strength against hitoya for funsies lol but he knows how to stop himself from actually harming him#lol i also like to compare this scene to a panel in the tdd manga where kuukou is just slapping the shit out of ichiro’s back#and it’s a friendly gesture lol but ichiro grumbles kuukou’s using too much strength#kuukou using that much strength tho is him knowing ichiro can handle it lol i like that they’re twin physical monsters#remember when the both of them physically chucked a huge ass man with one hand lmao
36 notes
·
View notes
Text
oh boy do i have some news for you
#quotes that make me want to slowly peel the skin off my body like a pomegranate#everyone talks abt mike’s need to be needed n wanted n loved#which is so true so valid so real#but like#can we circle back to will for a second .#bc it’s not just that he wants mike and can’t have him it’s like#for him this kind of love isn’t even in the picture#when he says ‘i’m not gonna fall in love’ knowing he already is#what he means is that love won’t ever be reciprocated#he can’t have what nancy and jonathan have#the kind of love he says is so gross !!#he thinks no one wants to hold his wrists and kiss his palms and smile at him !!#oh#head in hands my sweet baby boy#pls don’t tag this or make additions w ‘this but mike actually’ YES I KNOW MIKE ACTUALLT#ILL MAKE A BILLION MORE POSTS ABT MIKE#I PROMISE#BUT RN WE R TALKING ABT WILL ok that’s all#like#for him it’s mike or no one#and knowing he’ll never be able to have an easy teen romance like mike n el#or lucas and max#or jonathan and nancy or even dustin and suzie#:(#‘im not gonna fall in love’ meaning#‘i am in love but no one will fall in love with me’#will byers#mike wheeler#byler#/astro posts
396 notes
·
View notes
Text
Hot take of the day is that I think sanderson not letting adolin murdering sadeas have any real consequences killed like 95% of interesting debate on the morality of it
#it serves some narrative point on some character arcs#but it could have been so much more interesting than sanderson made it#like right now it’s just kinda pointless#to talk about#nobody cares about sadeas so it’s not emotional#and the closest we can get to a philosophical debate is adolin and dalinar being kinda awkward about it#which again would have been interesting if anything actually came out of it#but it didn’t#now it’s just a question of whether you should be allowed to take the law into your own hands like that#which I think could be very interesting if we took a look at the power position adolin holds#as highprince and heir etc.#should he be allowed to make that type of decisions#sadeas was an asshole but how does this play into how he solves other conflicts#if not for his dad and cousin being the ones in charge would someone else be treated differently#this type of thing was exactly why people didn’t want to work with the alethi to begin with#what are the political implications#blah blah#even if saying ‘yeah it was right it was necessary and sadeas sucked’#it would have been more interesting if there was anything to compare it to rather than just#‘well now we don’t have to deal with sadeas anymore that’s convenient’
168 notes
·
View notes
Text
got sick and had to play this scene again
#i don’t feel like i changed magpie’s face much from my first playthrough to this#time but then i reload her original saves and it’s like. a little uncanny valley?#anyway like.#this scene is so deeply not canon for magpie due to the whole Neve Is Gone situation. that means these two would not be able to have like#normal sex. LOL#but like. the Feelings here are. the vibe is. i can imagine he still kneels like that#places himself at her feet. takes her hand in his.#he doesn’t say he loves her because he can’t. not yet.#not until it’s over.#not until neve is back in their arms.#but even still… madrigal is here and close and Alive and it’s more than he expected#it’s more than he deserves.#the first talon kneels at the feet of some no one fifth house assassin. some boy who never should have survived training. whose name was#meant to be a prophecy fulfilled and not a mantle shrugged off.#but she’s here and she’s alive and she is home. more home than antiva ever was.#and with neve still gone it’s difficult to feel anything but sick dread but he allows himself one more indulgence anyway#when he stares into magpie’s eyes and holds her hand against his heart and kisses her slow and soft and sweet.#he thought them both lost. thought that the first happiness he had ever known was stripped from him. but she came back#and maybe neve will too. maybe it will be okay. he will do whatever it takes to make it that way.#god i want him dead. LMAO#漫言#datv spoilers#r. birds of a feather#<- i keep almost tagging them as ‘murder of crows’ but that is someone else’s tag LOL#oc. magpie#z plays da#i have to hide all my character thoughts in the tags bc i’m shy.
8 notes
·
View notes