#BUT I WILL DO IT
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Screaming crying throwing up/postive
I cannot believe I've been with my in-system husband for 7 years in a couple days. I love him so damn much and it hasn't always been easy but now every second we spend together proves to me that you really do "just know when it's right", and that it can and should be easy eventually, because nothing has ever seemed more right and natural than being with him now. Being married for 4.5 years has been the best and healthiest romantic relationship in my life and I would not give him up for anything in the world. This man has held me together when I thought I had no way to avoid falling apart. I've known from the first hours I knew him that I needed him in a way I'll never fully be able to describe, that I couldn't lose him, and needless to say he is amazing even though he will never understand or believe how great he is to me. I've never been treated as well as he treats me. I cannot imagine anyone ever will, and that's just fine with me because he is perfect.
Of course I love all my in-system partners very much, and they are all very okay with my stronger attachment to him.
If/when you see this you big old doof I love you more than anything or anyone and you gotta stop getting down on yourself because no one has ever loved me like you and no one will ever be more important to me. Check the tags my love there's more down there.
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#i love him i love him i love him#thesunsystem#did system#actually did#did#actually dissociative#host#sysblr#system#did osdd#osddid#in system relationship#in system dating#in system marriage#endos dni#syscourse of any kind including and especially about in system relationships not welcome on this post let us be happy we deserve it#HB you big scary snugglebug I love you#Stop being mean to yourself or I'll marry you again#That's a threat/j#but I will do it#:) don't think I won't#<3#fictive alter#fictive#introject
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Hello to the anon that sent me the mommy wanda lactation kink thought… I’m hoarding this temporarily to write a short lil thing on it, I hope you don’t mind 💖
#my brain went to like.. civil war era wanda and I know exactly what I wanna write hehehehe#I just have to go to work today and cook three thanksgiving dishes so I’m a lil busy bee#BUT I WILL DO IT#motts speaks.
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I wanna see that one draft that you said that you made. I won't think you're insane I'm just curious
I have to confess that i left it almost finished, but you my friend have given me courage to complete it
When it is finished I will post it ❤️
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my new year's resolution is to *sounds of thunder* finally *people screaming in the distance* update my masterlist
#it will take me 2 to 5 business days and a bottle of wine i fear#but i will do it#and it will be a warning to myself not to leave it so long next time
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I wanna move to ireland. idk how to plan or do that but i wanna do it. please god i don't ask much of you just help me achieve this pleaseee please please let me let me let me get what i want or whatever that dude said
#there's a lot of exchange programs but i need like 3000 euro and i dont have that rn lol#also euro compared to my countrys currency is so expensive to get. it'd take me an eternity#but i will do it
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OKAY SO I LISTENED TO THE ORIGINAL EVERYTHING IS A LOT ALBUM (before this I had only heard the 2020 remaster) AND IM LOSING MY MIND
#I have so many things to say AAAHHGGGG#I was mostly expecting the sound clips ppl talk about all the time that got removed#but oh my god?????#THERES LIKE A LOT???#Aikido didn’t have its entire ending from the remaster!#and thermodynamics lawyer rhythm is diff enough to like be a alternate universe a step to the left or something#EVERYTHING IS A LOT AND DESTROY TO ENJOY WAS ONE WHOLE SONG?????#front streets snapping affect is much more of a focus#I didn’t realize how much it was there in the song until now with it being louder#LIKE I NEED TO MAKE AN ITEMIZED LIST#I ain’t no musical genius#nor do I ahve the time#BUT I WILL DO IT#will wood#do it that is#NEHCNEHXB#will wood and the tapeworms
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next week after the new chime prequel episode I will draw Cass however Art decides to describe them
#I have ideas on how to make the bowl cut work for cass#and also work for me#but I will do it#I wanna draw all of them in tbeir little outfits#but I’ve been wanting to draw Cass for a while
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what if i tackle the task of a war and peace regulily au
#what if i do#it’s just a silly little idea#might do it#*stares at my two other wips and my novel*#it might take ten years#but i will do it#i think i’m going to do it#regulus black#lily evans#regulily#maybe jegulily who knows#marauders#war and peace
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You should post your Agatha Christie charts
They’ve been saying this about the house md one for years.
but yeah I will i will. I’m making them as I go. Just finished reading all the poirot main books, only all of the marple, tommy and tuppence, some independent stories (AND her shitty spy thrillers and ALL her short stories if I feel like it.(I don’t))
so expect that to be posted…. sometime in the future
#ask#phantumpenis#thank you for asking and people asking me about projects is very motivating!#sorry it will probably be forever#but I WILL do it#and when it is posted I will make such beautiful charts
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Realizing to make IDs I first have to figure out which characters are which
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I will catch up with night vale again even if it kills me!!!! Curse 2017 me for forgetting to stay up to date!! Now I’m like 120 episodes behind!!!
#and for context#when I first started listening to night vale there were only 76 episodes out#like I have more to listen to now than when I first started listening#BUT I WILL DO IT#I HOPE#wtnv#welcome to night vale
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james baldwin IS on my top 5 dinner guests lift of course of course but it WOULD be so funny cuz absolutely not would i be able to meet his eye the entire night
#ive always had the feeling he is the kind of person that can clock everything about you in a single look i would be so intimidated#but i will DO IT#for his presence at the table#m
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i think i am getting the hang of driving like a normal person and not like an afraid prey animal but then One (1) mess up can happen and i forget how to do anything but freak out 😭
#i wish it didnt feel so high stakes. and like. i feel like my adhd ass is not built for this#but i will do it#barks
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Making a new save in the Sims is harder than being a us marine
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and god said fuck the homosexuals except I had no one to fuck
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