#thesunsystem

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@funnier-for-systems

[the-sun-system]

@funnier-for-systems

aha. i can tell from the look on your face that my behavior has surprised you. perhaps my past behavior had lead you to believe i'd respond to this circumstance differently? you've just encountered one of my trademark "multitudes"

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Screaming crying throwing up/postive

I cannot believe I've been with my in-system husband for 7 years in a couple days. I love him so damn much and it hasn't always been easy but now every second we spend together proves to me that you really do "just know when it's right", and that it can and should be easy eventually, because nothing has ever seemed more right and natural than being with him now. Being married for 4.5 years has been the best and healthiest romantic relationship in my life and I would not give him up for anything in the world. This man has held me together when I thought I had no way to avoid falling apart. I've known from the first hours I knew him that I needed him in a way I'll never fully be able to describe, that I couldn't lose him, and needless to say he is amazing even though he will never understand or believe how great he is to me. I've never been treated as well as he treats me. I cannot imagine anyone ever will, and that's just fine with me because he is perfect.

Of course I love all my in-system partners very much, and they are all very okay with my stronger attachment to him.

If/when you see this you big old doof I love you more than anything or anyone and you gotta stop getting down on yourself because no one has ever loved me like you and no one will ever be more important to me. Check the tags my love there's more down there.

[the-sun-system]

Us: We don't really have amnesia, it must be OSDD

Also Us: Has trauma around the phrase "I forgot" because we said it a lot as a kid and every time, various people told us that adults aren't allowed to forget and "I forgot isn't an excuse! That's not gonna work when you grow up! What are you going to do then?"

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WIP Pinned Post/About Us/DNI/Alter Info

☀️ The Sun System ☀️

DNI:

Basic DNI Criteria/supporters of any of that

Minors (No DMs, only sfw public interaction is ok)

Endos/supporters (whilst we don't think forcing people to remember their trauma is helpful, it is impossible to tell who is faking vs who has forgotten or discredited their trauma, therefore this DNI covers all endos/non-traumagenic)

Tulpas (For those who have a right to be involved in the closed practice, please know that this is not a thing against you. I just believe our experiences as systems are so different that I'd prefer to not have you in my trauma spaces if you don't consider yourself traumagenic. For those who don't have a right to be involved in that closed practice, fuck off.)

Anyone who fakeclaims individual systems, regardless of if you are a system or not, and anyone who supports doing so. There is no way for you to know, and it hurts all of us if we allow anyone to fakeclaim. If it bothers you, block and move on in our opinion, and if it's misinfo, you can address that without fakeclaiming. Real systems can post misinfo too, intentionally or unintentionally.

Pro ED or posts sp0/supporters (I get not being ready for recovery, it's just triggering for some of us.)

SH-centric blogs; posting about it sometimes is fine if tw are used on any images involved at least, but if that is your entire blog then plz do not

South Park/American Dad/Family Guy/Big Mouth themed blogs and alters from those sources - not because of issues with problematic introjects or anything, just because these specifically are extremely triggering to us for reasons completely outside of their subject matter and/or humor

About Us (More info in userboxes at the bottom under the cut):

Body is 24 year old and FtM (we use that term for ourselves exclusively because not all of us identify with the words transmasc/man or any variation thereof, but we all can agree the body is transitioning from female to male)

We are a recently professionally diagnosed DID system. Up until then, we were self dx though we thought it was OSDD not DID - so we do very much support researched self-dx and do not judge if you find out you were wrong.

Any post we either made or added to will be marked with thesunsystem tag so we can go back and reread stuff easier (gotta love the amnesia).

As any neurodivergencies and/or developmental disorders are shared throughout a system (since we all use the same brain), we all are autistic and have: ADHD, ASPD, OCD, and PTSD. Certain alters hold more symptoms than others of course, and some struggle more or less with said symptoms. Non-neurological disorders some of us struggle with are MDD, Panic Disorder, and GAD. All of these have been professionally diagnosed throughout our years of mental health professional help.

Alter List:

(Not all of us are currently comfortable sharing our names; these alters will either use a shorthand for their name or emojis to identify themselves)

Host - He/Him, brainmade shapeshifting demon/demonkin

🐈 - He/They, fictive (has integrated, we will hold this for him out of love and respect)

Becca; 📚/🍒 - She/Her preferred, they/them ok, brainmade @im-ur-cherry-bomb

Hilbert; HB/🩻 - He/Him, fictive @404name-not-found

Doug; 🛰 - He/Him, fictive @jettisoned-again

C/☕️ /🚬 - He/Him, fictive @hell-of-a-sunset

Miranda Pryce; 💎 - She/Her, fictive @input-error

Peter/👼 - He/They/It/Celestial Neos/honestly any besides she, brainmade angel @scorched-feather

Jacobi; J/♣️/🧨 - He/Him, fictive @explosion-noises

Note that we use the block button to curate our experience. If we block you, it doesn't necessarily mean you did anything wrong. We have triggers associated with many pop-culture things, and if an account posts about them too often, we will block for our safety. Of course, we also use the block feature for its traditional purpose. If we block you, kindly do not reach out/interact via a different blog.

[credit: systemuserboxes]

[the-sun-system]

So should every alter in my system besides two reblog this orrrrrrrr/lh

systems with niche and/or "cringe" introjects raise your hands

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I reblogged this a few years ago on another account:

And uh... bestie? I got news for us.

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Whyyyyy do most DID specialists refuse insurance? Or only bill "out of network"? We are disabled and do not have the money to put into 200-450 dollars PER SESSION.

[the-sun-system]

Oops trans/nb host in a trans body. It's literally become a genuine accommodation for us to just completely avoid doing that except for seriously necessary purposes.

[the-sun-system]

Not our psych but our therapist : / it was a one-off comment so maybe she did research after because she has done that in the past with another of our disorders ans she never said anything like it again.

[the-sun-system]

☑️

☑️

✅️ - JSE

✅️? Does 14 year old girl count?

✅️✅️✅️x ♾️ literally so many of these

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✅️

☑️ - I'm most upset about not having this one :(

Every system has:

The furry

Actually just a wild fucking animal

Confused content creator introject

14 y/o boy

Fictive caused by hyperfixation that is Here Now

Literally Just Some Guy

What are you?

Dragon

[the-sun-system]

This is part of how my fictives get me to accept them and not suppress the system when they're trying to help. It works sometimes tbh

host: sigh i wish i could meet my comfort characters in real life :(

*gains fictives of comfort characters*

host: wait no not like that

[the-sun-system]

This but I've known about them since *checks watch* TWENTY SIXTEEN WAS HOW MANY YEARS AGO???

Me: What if...and hear me out, what if I'M FAKING?

The bitches in my brain I've been aware of for at least two years: I fucking swear to god.

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Me @ Maul (you could come back bb it would be fine absolutely nothing bad could come of having a Darth Maul fictive, I'm certain of it/sar)

plural culture is WHY DID YOU SPLIT, SHOW UP FOR HALF AN HOUR, AND THEN NEVER SHOW YOUR FACE AGAIN. WHATS YOUR PROBLEM

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[the-sun-system]

My current partner's ex

A fictional AI that could only speak in beeps none of us except one alter from the same source could understand

A fa/ictive(?) Of the fake personality made up for a real lion for a one-off TV segment

Just SO MANY offscreen characters that are mentioned so little that their entire personality was basically brainmade with the tiniest bit of canon information

Sportacus from Lazy Town

All of these are dormant or integrated now, but they were a trip.

Systems, what are the weirdest introjects (fictives, factives, etc) you've ever had?

I present ours:

Autocorrect. Literally just Autocorrect

Goat from the Goat Simulator (we found out about them like 2 days ago, and I am still just- done. With this entire system. Why the fuck-)

Huggy Wuggy from Poppy Playtime

Mommy Long Legs from Poppy Playtime 2

Any animatronic fictives are their own kind of weird. A good and sometimes terrifying kind, but a kind nonetheless

(All of this is /nfta, stating it even if it's obvious)

-host

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-HB

You do not owe anyone source separation