#when I first started listening to night vale there were only 76 episodes out

[lumiilys]

I will catch up with night vale again even if it kills me!!!! Curse 2017 me for forgetting to stay up to date!! Now I’m like 120 episodes behind!!!

[pelannea]

Tagged by @goingtobed Hi! *waves* Thanks for tagging me! :))

Rules: answer and tag 20 people

THE LAST: 1. drink: green tea 2. phone call: my dad 3. text message: my ex 4. song you listened to: Boy - Boris

5. time you cried: today watching torchwood. yesterday because of some gif from Bon Voyage, I think? I rarely cried before my kids were born but these days I cry all the time when I read or watch something. 

6. dated someone twice: no 7. kissed someone and regretted it: not really 8. been cheated on: I don't think so? 9. lost someone special: nearly did 10. been depressed: tbh i don’t know what counts 11. gotten drunk and thrown up: I can't even remember when was the last time I got myself that drunk. happened many times when I was a teen, that's for sure.

THREE FAVORITE COLORS: 12. turquoise 13. silver 14. black

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU: 15. made new friends: yes :)) 16. fallen out of love: no 17. laughed until you cried: yes 18. found out someone was talking about you: no? 19. met someone who changed you: all the time 20. found out who your friends are: all my friends are amazing and I love them? 21. kissed someone on your facebook list: a few of them

GENERAL:

22. how many of your facebook friends do you know in real life: all, I think. or at least I've met them all. 23. do you have any pets: no, I'm both asthmatic and allergic to everything with fur. if the kids want pets some day, it'd have to be a lizard or something because apparently I can't have a giant squid :( which i'd love, I just hope they'll also be fine with that. 24. do you want to change your name: no. i might take a pen name, though. 25. what did you do for your last birthday: packed. I traveled to UK the next day with my friends and a few days later they took me out for dinner as a birthday gift <3 26. what time do you wake up: around six usually, somewhere between 8 and 10 on the weekends and now that it's summer. if the kids aren't home, i'll sleep for longer 27. what were you doing at midnight last night: writing, probably 28. name something you can’t wait for: Welcome to Night Vale live show this fall in Helsinki 29. when was the last time you saw your mom: two days ago 30. what are you listening to right now: a podcast called Alice Isn't Dead (when am I not listening to podcasts really) AND THIS EPISODE CAN'T END LIKE THIS 31. have you ever talked to a person named tom: not sure? I've talked to someone with a Finnish variation of the name though 32. something that is getting on your nerves: can't think of anything right now 33. most visited website: ...tumblr, most likely. 34. hair color: green, currently. my natural colour is maantienharmaa which is like greyish blonde that looks like a dirty country road. it used to be a lighter blonde. 35. long or short hair: short 36. do you have a crush on someone:  ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ 37. what do you like about yourself: creativity 38. piercings: 11 in my ears, one in my cheek 39. blood type: I actually can't remember 40. nickname: Mii 41. relationship status: single 42. zodiac: gemini 43. pronouns: she/her 44. favorite tv show: äääää, Mushishi? it's what first came to mind 45. tattoos: one on the back of my right thigh. there're currently four on my to do list, most of them will be watercolour tattoos. 46. right or left handed: right 47. surgery: they took my pharyngeal tonsils when I was a child, got ice cream to replace them I think 48. sport: unironically yoga and jogging 49. vacation: deep sea let me meet Cthulhu. the moon. Trappist. take me to deep space and I'm yours. 50. pair of trainers: don't care, I'd go without shoes if it didn't look weird. and my country’s kind of cold

MORE GENERAL:

51. eating: I crave cheese 52. drinking: wouldn't mind wine with that cheese but I'm cool with this Baileys too 53. i’m about to: read about Mars's moons 54. waiting for: nothing really, I'm good 55. want: I want to finish my first book one day 56. get married: not that important to me. I'm not a wedding person either 57. career: when I grow up and become an adult and really cool I'll be a writer and a translator

WHICH IS BETTER:

58. hugs or kisses: both. depends on the mood 59. lips or eyes: both 60. shorter or taller: I'm hella short myself and it's absolutely fine to be small and spicy. if we're talking about partners, it doesn't matter 61. older or younger: partner: doesn't matter; kids: every age is beautiful but I can't deny that my own are less of a hassle now, compared to what it was a couple of years ago; me: I stopped aging somewhere before 25, obviously. 62. nice arms or nice stomach: all arms and bellies are nice 63. hook up or relationship: I'm open to pretty much anything. However, I'm worried that I, as a single parent and a full time student, won't have enough time and energy for anything. also, I like being fully independent. I'm not ready to give that up. 64. troublemaker or hesitant: ...I think I have one of both living in my house

HAVE YOU EVER: 65. kissed a stranger: ...maybe? is it bad that I'm not sure? I mean, I can't remember everything that happened 10-15 years ago... 66. drank hard liquor: yes 67. lost glasses/contact lenses: yes, I kept losing my glasses all the time so I started wearing contact lenses. I don't think I've ever lost those 68. turned someone down: yes, only men though 69. sex on the first date: no but I wouldn't be against it 70. broken someone’s heart: I have no idea tbh 71. had your heart broken: not really 72. been arrested: no. I think it was a close call once or twice when I was a teen. it was...uh...underage drinking and I ran fast. 73. cried when someone died: in real life, no. fictional, all the time 74. fallen for a friend: hmm

DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 75. yourself: most of the time 76. miracles: depends on how you define a miracle 77. love at first sight: if love's a feeling that develops into something more complex with time, then yes. if love's commitment and knowing someone well and choosing to stay with them, then no 78. santa claus: which one? I was the kind of kid that wanted to live in a forest, imagining that only the things I decided were real existed. if something, imaginary or not, is powerful enough to influence people's lives and actions, isn't it real in that sense? That's how I see all religions. And fairy tales. 79. kiss on the first date: if it feels right 80. angels: see 78 

OTHER:

81. current best friend’s name: I have two who've tagged along for 11 and 14 years now, you know who you are, I love you<3 82. eye color: blue 83. favorite movie: a difficult question... I love Ghibli, and as a child I loved the first Neverending story but now... can I skip this and say I love Shakespeare instead?

I’m tagging @shurikenship @hangoverhater @doggytail-duck @ropsus and @bananacookies1