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muddlemore · 4 months ago

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mudsy avatar update. this is hell

#living up to the name funky #temporarily. cuz this is the only white outfit i own LOL #still trying to make his actual outfit but im so fucking bad at it dude. holy shit #BUT I SHANT GIVE UP #god i got so lucky with that stupid wig omg. best i can find

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morganpdf · 7 months ago

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hi morg not to diagnose but I just saw ur tags on that post about having to pray a certain way or terrible things would happen. that sounds eerily and concerningly like something that happened to me when I was a fundie kid. maybe look in to “religious scrupulosity”? it’s an OCD thing for me. like I had to say the exact same prayer or a bad thing would happen, pray after ppl “took the lord’s name in vain” even in movies or they’d go to hell. If I breathed in at the wrong angle (???) I interpreted it as a curse word and had to pray for forgiveness. if u wanted to talk about this more at any point I’d be down to DM with you??? sorry I don’t mean to overstep or anything I’m just worried that you feel alone in this

anon i appreciate you reaching out but i need you to know that im losing my mind. simply bc i have a running gag (mostly w myself) where im like. yes i will be talking to a friend w Diagnosed tm ocd like haha this is a normal thing i experience. and then they look at me like one would look at a child who doesnt quite grasp that their beloved hamster bijou #3 is, also, not coming back. kind of like video picture of a guilty dog making The Face but the regret is less guilt and more ohhhh shit im gonna have to be the one to tell him huh.

and this is literally one of 3 messages i've gotten since reblogging that post that boil down to "heyyyy buddy that's not... uh... i think you may want to, uh, actually look more into ocd, maybe."

(also dw lmao youre not overstepping for me personally)

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pervertcreep · 8 months ago

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hold on if you put it into perspective that otis named cutter after one of his favorite groucho marx characters it’s insane i mean just the fact alone that he NAMED HIM and spaulding liked it enough to make it his whole persona is like. ok man.

but otis really met this guy and he was like dude you remind me so much of my favorite character. my favorite character who is fucking hilarious, kinda pathetic, everyone worships the ground he walks on, is a major asshole, makes well disguised dirty jokes about underage girls, prostitution, rape, racism and gays and hes misogynistic on top of it? thats all of otis’s favorite things embodied in person!

AND it matches otis’s own alias. i could keep going

#post prompted by rewatching animal crackers the other day and its still insane. however this time i was more focused on harpo age play but #on the side note i have to heavily ponder on what otis naming rufus and mama after rufus firefly and gloria teasedale mean.#otis do yoy wanna watch them #i shant say #also choices on robs part to NOT give foxy a marx alias. now i know he only had 2 minutes to come up with his character #but that really just means that OTIS wasnt giving foxy a marx alias. fuck that guy LOL!#otis driftwood #captain spaulding #house of 1000 corpses #corpses #text #the devils rejects

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beetleboness · 3 months ago

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Whats something you could talk about all day?

got so deep in thought as to which of my hyperfixations i should handpick from my collection to ramble about, that i forgot i had water boiling on stove. would not have remembered if my mom didnt start yelling at me

i have the survival skills of a really sad bug

#your not getting TWO rambles out of me THAT easily!!!!#every time im like #no.... i shant ramble... i shant give in #ok maybe ONE fun fact #and then i talk for 30 minutes #i have to be restrained #dont you dare do this to me #ill blow you up #ill explode you (with my mind)#AND with the power of radiation #SPEAKING OF RADIATION DO YOU WANNA TALK ABOUT-

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getyinyusedtoit · 3 months ago

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today is attempt 6 at making it past page 50 of vol 1 of yuwu.

#i shant give my opinion on WHY this has been such a task but #we've got like 3 more tries before i give up completely and it gets shelved #if that happens ill come back to it eventually i just cant keep banging my head against the wall for too long #ill burn out i fear and i dont want that #my dumbass

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hauntingblue · 3 months ago

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ENIES LOBBY TIME!!!

Sanji's face here.... he Knows he is going to fuck him up

THAT IS SANJI??? 😨

Holding them in my hands again....

Sanji struck a nerve there akdjaoajkq

Increible trio btw.... look at the evidence

............ me next please ��🏻

That is love right there I can see it

What if we all killed ourselves (except usopp is telling her the opposite ajahkdhsakjd)

I need sanji to go insane like this more often.... after the timeskip it doesn't happen as much and I love to see him suffering

This is so funny.... there is no denying to her face card

"It's not like she actually wants to die" well yes she does, but no because you know she doesn't really. It is in a quantum state right now

Luffy is such a menace akdhaksjkaak

TELL EM!!!! THAT'S MY GIRL!!!!

Look at franky worrying about robin.... do not fret luffy is coming and he will NOT lose!!!!!

This is zoro remarking how usopps fear of being left behind makes no sense.... this is so good.....

This is so endearing but it also breaks my heart....

Who is that sultry binch... (I don't recall this attack AT ALL and i'm sure we never see it again)

They botched his bbl.... 😔😔😔

Luffy's face here... he was convinced she wanted to go with them but was compelled to do otherwise but no.... he thought wrong and he can't fight to her.... I've just been staring at this page for minutes like damn.

Nevermind.... this is something your mother would say "you want to die??? Just wash the dishes and you can do whatever you want later"

"If you wanna die, or whatever...." this is so good like he knows what he is doing.... he Knows.... look at her face. After knowing how luffy and ace were as kids this just makes more sense (oda didn't think about this i'm sure but damn does it fit) also the slight manipulation.... look at all of us we're already here and look how we all miss you already... you know that post about luffy being selfish but his selfishness is jusg kindness to others... yesh

Thinking about robin's cinderella lifestyle.... why did her mother leave her with that aunt and why didn't some archeologist take her in?? Because she doesn't complain about anything just like she doesn't respond when that mother accused her of hitting her child without reason... that's so fucked

Alright this is funny (and also true)... I'm sorry fellow women....

*Justin Bieber voice* I like your laugh... dereishi shishishi

SHE'S GONNA ASK HER MOM TO TAKE HER TO THE SEA WITH HER??? LIKE SHE DOES AFTER WITH LUFFY??? MY GOD!!! I just bursted into tears like I got punched in the nose I can't keep going ajdhakajk

I lied i can keep going... but head in my hands over this....

Find out how my emotional stability survives this arc in ennies lobby part 2. coming soon

#franky calling sanji brother eyebrows is too good akdbsksnsk also ily franky #captain t bone.... he got killed tecently.... i forgot who he was until now but he actually cared thats so fucked up.... cross guild come o #sanji going against cp9 by himself.... i shant say it... SLAY!!!! also the cook being mad about being pretty cause he has no individuality.#lucci talking about a little girl being born wrong and needing to die for it TO SANJI!!! OOF!!!#the frog stopped rocketman bc he thought they kidnapped kokoro just like they took tom 😭😭😭 this fucking frog always gets me #chapter 377 and franky is in the headline with the strawhats ❤️❤️ they recruit TWO thirty year olds in enies lobby ajdhaksjks #franky biting spandex head.... yeah... and he should do it more why did he stop biting heads... he got domesticated #luffy is such a menace here like damn.... he is charging thru EVERYTHING!! GET THEM BOY!!!!#also franky is so important in giving robin hope here... like she sees him fighting back no matter what and i KNOW that inspires her...#i am going to say it hina fullbody and jango have a challengers thing going on but without hina being involved physically iykwim #when in action panels the ink just becomes lines... OOF!!! CHEFS KISS!!! MWAH MWAH #completely forgot gear 2 used the shave technique.... thats so cool..... also iron body must be haki then... and finger pistol #i dont think i can do this... after this ends we got thriller bark and then marineford starts building up...#i can endure water 7 sad moments bc everything ends up well in the end but what am i gonna do with marineford.... my god #also dr clover and dr hyruluk and crocus all have smilar plant based hair designs is that bc they are doctors or just coincidence #also robins father is dead and for sure another archeologist or similar.... thats inch resting....#which also like damn olvia and dragon had to make the same choices with their children i am sure. thats so fucked. dragon backstory when #clover knew the name of the fallen kingdom (robonosuke lore??) and also olvia knew some important information the gov didnt know... ✍️✍️✍️#SAKAZUKI SHOT THE EVACUATION SHIP???? HELLO??? I DIDNT REMEMBER IT WAS HIM!! (also olvia knew where saul was)#kuzan is sick in the head... he can't bring himsef to kill child robin but he will kill her as an adult... also his beef with akainu is OLD #like no wonder she was terrified when she saw him again. he said live like a recluse or i will end you and she fucking did. THE bogeyman #there are comments saying they hate akainu and he has just appeared 😭😭 JUST FUCKING WAIT #you guys think when luffy realised robin's enemy was the world gov he also realised it was sabo's enemy too.... bc as a child he didn't kno #also pluton was made as a countermeasure for the weapon robin could reactivate... could that be the one that was used in lulusia??#bc i thought that weapon was pluton but if pluton is just blueprints.... this makes more sense... which could also mean the ancient weapons #are a countermeasure for weapons the government already has. and thats why they're hunting them down. to have no opposition #so there must be two sides of the ancient weapons bc they call pluton that but also the unnamed one that robin could activate #so is pluton a countermeasure to uranus (the one used in lulusia i think) but neptune? trios dont make sene but a trio and their opposite d #reading one piece #enies lobby

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imalayla · 1 year ago

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Ugh I feel bad about this because I always found the routine soothing when I had Layla, but I'm gonna have to stop giving Stoli toppls at bedtime. He has become an absolute terror if I want to stay in the living room past 11:30pm. He paces around, stares at me, yawns, whines, paces more, stares more, jumps on and off the couch. I can't take it anymore!!! He can get a cookie or a small bully stick to bridge the gap of eliminating the routine. I can't stand being pestered like this. It's not soothing anymore.

#anyway.#this routine was started for when he was on prozac #and struggling w a crate #it was a very easy way to give him and layla their meds #and give him a reason to enjoy the crate #but instead #now he sucks down his toppl #and starts whining/pawing at the door of the crate and stares at me.#over a year of this and the routine has never changed #why does he think ill let him back out lol?#anyway all that to say #it ends now #i shant be pestered for wanting to lay on the couch past 11:30pm #BUT AJ!! COULDNT YOU JIST GIVE IT TO HIM AND CRATE HIM AND GO BACK TO THE LIVING ROOM?#yes. i could. but its the pestering that drives me nuts.#he will also whine/complain if i leave and it wakes my partner up

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love-songs-for-emma · 4 months ago

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Which one of my illnesses gives the symptom where "If I'm not 2 hours early to [the event], then I better not go"?

#Somebody pls #slchskhckd #its must be some amalgamation of anxiety and adhd. the eternal feedback loop #me & my therapist & my psych are forever fighting...#and ofc my reaction to ''Panic“” is Sleep. messed up #did u know that sleeping actually gives u less time to get to the thing u want to go to...#and when u wake up [the event] will be closer?#wtf wtf... why has nobody told me this? <- guy who is fated to learn this lesson every day forever #dont worry guys. today im actually dojng STELLAR. yeah im only leaving an hour early (which is an hour later than id like to)#but im GOING #i shant quit. i shant be stopped. NOT TODAY!!!!#WAHOO WAHOO WAHOO #:this_guy: iykwim...#personal #.txt #maria is literally just rambling. hi #adhd #anxiety #listen. god bless lexapro for taking away nearly all of my Physical anxiety tho #i will be grateful for that every day forever as i have been for the last almost 4 years #ANYWAY #MWAH YALL. HAVE A WONDERFUL FRIDAY!!!!!#add

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nixtorr · 1 year ago

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eight and liv but they enable eachother’s murderous tendancies instead of their actual dynamic

#eighth doctor #liv chenka #eight and liv but eight is the same eight who would have killed davros gladly if they were the only victims in terror firma #eight and liv but eight takes more traits from caerdroia’s the nasty one #eight and liv but eight resembles the eight who was like ‘give me the code and i shant break your arm’#gets the code and whomps the guy’s head against a wall in vanishing point #eight and liv but eights character actually makes sense to be like that after de1 #im sorry but eight is rarely an optimist. he is however a hopeful realist #‘despair accords with reality but i insist on hope’ and such #he KNOWS the universe is full of evil but #his hope never stops him from doing horrible things. like killing the clock faced people in anachrophobia #in de1 he is faced with his despair after the death of lucie in the face of ww1 and the daleks and the fake reality made to please him #and when he thought molly had died when she fell. he still had hope. he still climbed back up. but he was still ready to jump back down #with the risk of death #he was going to go to the end of the universe to look for hope. he hurt the tardis and himself for it.#thats all good. thats sexy. but why after all that is he so horribly an optimist #why does he believe that the eleven can change after he's been like that since his second incarnation. lumps of rock evolving into flowers #the only nice incarnation of his being the eight but he was like that since he was born and he was obviously struggling #why does he treat dickbag landlord from better watch out like he has any empathy in him before hes literally dragged to hell #anyway. bitchier eight and bitchier liv i think theyd be great together #actually. the amount of bitch liv is is great already

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yukeet · 6 months ago

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HELLO FRIEND!!! I have a song to suggest: Your Kind Of Beautiful by Sophie Park! I feel it has you vibes, but I wanna know your honest opinions on it :0

OHHH okay so when it first started i thought based on the instrumental it wouldn't be a song i'd like very much. then the lyrics started and i REALLY liked the lyrics because its so sweet and exactly what love is like and hgjsdgksllkj??/gdjdgjh

after i loved the lyrics the rest of it grew on me. i've been listening to it on loop instead of my schoolwork whoops

#THANK YOU GHOSTSSS this song ended up being right up my alley i love it #GIVE ME MORE SONGS!!! i always like new music and i mean ALWAYSS #i have many thoughts about this song and how well it represents truly loving a person #but rn i sadly need to finish my lectures :(((( i will enjoy this song more later #but i SHANT GET DISTRACTED(for too long at least i already listened to this song on loop for 30 minutes)#thank you again!!!#asks #ghosts-and-blue-sweaters

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stinkybrowndogs · 1 year ago

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2 hours to back up everything and 8% battery place your bets

#hell #i have broken out my desection kit #and i am trying to get it out #it is not working but i shant give up

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wall-eye · 2 years ago

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wanted to do a little mini study of my dnd characters, so heres a snippet of their morning routines and what they mean! a glimpse into their individual issues if you will. (+ what their handwriting is somewhat like)