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You Should Be Here With Me
A 2024 Advent Fic by lululawrence
Harry Styles/Louis Tomlinson | 34k | 26 Chapters
The festive period is a traditionally hectic one in the world of Premier League football, and this year is no different. A lot is riding on how Manchester United is able to come through the fixtures in the coming weeks.
Louis and his teammates know all too well the pressure that is on their shoulders. They need to prove, not just to fans of the club but the entire league, that they still have what it takes to be a team worthy of fighting for the top of the table.
Throw in the fact that Louis is all too aware that he's not getting any younger in a profession that demands your peak physical fitness year round and the incredibly fit Harry Styles, who is part of the club's social media team, and this year's festive period might just be the most important one yet.
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NOW COMPLETE!
#my fic post#advent fic#teaser post#2024 advent fic#fic rec#you guys i have this entire thing plotted out in detail#and i've got most of the first five days written so far#hopefully will get more written over the next few days so i'm not writing the chapters the day of or anything... if all goes well...#please send me good vibes that stress is not how i like to live#but i sure will if i have to#anyway all that to say#this fic... is going to be long#so i apologize ahead of time for the length of the chapters as we go on lol#but hopefully it's a story that you will be just as into as i am#haha#thanks for coming to my ted tags talk
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Unmasked
#spiderman 2099#miguel o'hara#comic miguel#my art#not me reading the exiles comics just cause miggy was there#TO BE FAIR THOUGH. he was very goofy :)#I like him just being a crawly creature the whole time#and also just such a dork hggsjdgsjsj#them calling him dr ohara is my everythinnggggggggg#anyway all that to say#I didn’t know how he joined them so when he got unmasked like. actually unmasked#my jaw dropped holy moly#it was such a fun scene and then him talking to Gabe later after everything AWUGH#anyway yeah love the idea of him being unmasked in front of the public eye#that is so evil and foul and I love it 💔
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ADHD is often, for me, like every day I have to fight through molasses to do things I don't want to do. Today, though, my brain is full of bees, that are excited about work...but not *that* work.
Turns out my ADHD meds are better at counteracting the molasses than corralling the bees. This might be because I'm having way more fun with the bees and don't want to stop.
I think I'll go do some pushups about it.
#i am combined adhd - inattentive/hyperactive#but day to day the inattentive is the problem#hyperactive/impulsive - I don't feel it most days and it doesn't have negative consequences in my life#i was surprised when it pinged on the assessment - but also people who know me well said#I didn't guess you had adhd#but knowing that you do I'm not surprised it's hyperactive too#anyway all that to say#today I am FEELING THE HYPERACTIVE#beeeeeeeees
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I am trying SO HARD to be happy for you about hanging out with RCG instead of violently jealous lol. Everytime I see those posts im like "WELL...CHARMAC SEEMS LIKE A VERY COOL PERSON SO I AM GLAD THEY GOT THIS COOL OPPORTUNITY" but then the little evil version of me that i bury deep inside is like "IM SO JEALOUS, I COULD EXPLODE!!" hahaha.
Anyways. Im loving all this crazy content regardless. You are truly living the dream.
LOL, I'm sorry! I lowkey feel bad how much I'm able to meet them and I hope they do start to do more stuff in other places (which seems like they might!). Honestly if I saw my mutuals getting to meet them and do all this without me I would be crazy jealous so I totally get it.
I did talk to the Four Walls team about doing San Diego Comic Con and it seems like it's on their radar... so if you (or any of you!) are going/in SoCal in late July.. might be an opportunity
Thanks, glad you can enjoy the stuff we can provide :)
#MQ is probs going to SDCC regardless#so rob and meg :) who i met in 2022 there#i will meet again! i must ask Meg some questions#when i met her before i did give af about macdennis lmfaoooo#anyway all that to say#i will be there too lol#so i hope four walls does a thing#even without glenn and charlie itll be something#having a sunny fandom meet up at the four walls pop up bar dream#ask
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Ugh I feel bad about this because I always found the routine soothing when I had Layla, but I'm gonna have to stop giving Stoli toppls at bedtime. He has become an absolute terror if I want to stay in the living room past 11:30pm. He paces around, stares at me, yawns, whines, paces more, stares more, jumps on and off the couch. I can't take it anymore!!! He can get a cookie or a small bully stick to bridge the gap of eliminating the routine. I can't stand being pestered like this. It's not soothing anymore.
#anyway.#this routine was started for when he was on prozac#and struggling w a crate#it was a very easy way to give him and layla their meds#and give him a reason to enjoy the crate#but instead#now he sucks down his toppl#and starts whining/pawing at the door of the crate and stares at me.#over a year of this and the routine has never changed#why does he think ill let him back out lol?#anyway all that to say#it ends now#i shant be pestered for wanting to lay on the couch past 11:30pm#BUT AJ!! COULDNT YOU JIST GIVE IT TO HIM AND CRATE HIM AND GO BACK TO THE LIVING ROOM?#yes. i could. but its the pestering that drives me nuts.#he will also whine/complain if i leave and it wakes my partner up
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having the wildest moment where im heading back to the station to get my train back home after a day at [redacted] for work and i���m standing on the metro like. this is the life i dreamed of. and it’s mine. im living it.
#in which i ramble#I say redacted like I didn’t put exactly where I was in the discord#but u know#anyway all that to say#life gets better and it gets exciting#and one day you’re living your dreams and it’s the greatest feeling in the world#IM IN ANOTHER COUNTRY FOR WORK
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was riverdaleposting on my finsta a while back and my gf replied saying something about “do you have anyone to talk to about this? is that something you need?” and i have honestly never felt more cared for in my life like ?? you understand my need to talk about these things?? and you’re making sure that need is being met?? which is not only so considerate but helps me reframe my investment in my interests from something negative or compulsive to something normal and necessary to my self-regulation? wtf?
#99% of the time when ppl bring up anything to do with my autism it makes me severely uncomfortable#especially because i have a lot of feelings around being infantalized and a lot of the way people talk about it can bring that up for me#even some terminology itself feels infantalizing#like if someone calls me out for self-stimulatory behaviors even if it’s in a positive way#like oh i’m so glad you feel comfy stimming around me#i always just feel weird like… why are you pointing it out??#prob bc i have shame around it and any qualities seen as child-like that it imbues in me#anyway all that to say#it didn’t make me feel weird or infantilized at all when she said that#and it’s the first time someone has ever accommodated my autism without making me feel like a freak in the process#esp in regards to my interests#thinking about times when im just casually mentioning my interests and ppl are like omg i looooove when autistic ppl infodump on me#im like???? okay why are you making it weird#why does it have to be about my autism all of a sudden#why can’t i just be your friend who feels itchy if they go too long without talking about riverdale#are u trying to get ally points? bc if so#not granted#basically no one is allowed to talk about my autism or it’s related symptoms except me#that’s all#but you’re still welcome to check in with me about how i’m being affected as long as it doesn’t involve your opinion#like never ask me if i’m having a meltdown i hate that word and i might actually kill you if you say that to me when i am dysregulated#you can just say are you okay
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jayce enduring a symbolic rendition of viktor's trauma is so painful and so, so clever.
being stricken down and immobilized through sheer accident or, in viktor's case, a cruelly random quirk that caused his disability.
then physically dragging himself from the lowest level of zaun to piltover, much like how viktor spent his youth reaching toward the promise piltover offered, but only if he could "pull himself up by the boot straps" and get there on his own. socioeconomic forces working against him be damned.
i appreciate arcane reminding us of viktor's origins - the reason he is so called to help people and, eventually, save himself - and putting jayce through the ringer - the contrast between he and viktor's lived experiences is front and center throughout season 1. the writers send jayce, and the audience, on a grueling journey to contemplate those experiences and how they've manifested in these intertwined characters.
#THIS IS ONE OF A GAZILLION THOUGHTS I'VE HAD#AND IT'S ABOUT ALL I CAN SAY RN#BUT ANYWAYS HIP HIP HOORAY!#arcane#arcane season 2#arcane s2#arcane spoilers#viktor arcane#jayce talis#jayvik#this act did an amazing job of equalizing jayce with the rest of the characters#stripping back his ignorance and privilege COMPLETELY.#viktor propaganda
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thinking about the epilogue, always … cue Robert/elizabeth montage to fresh out the slammer …
#neverwherewrites#bcus I want to keep something authentic#there’s was something so… poetic about Elizabeth in her teens and twenties#making all these politically charged tableaus#and successful bids for public adoration / sympathy#like there’s a reason that is so embedded in the national narrative#but beyond the Traditional and kind of sanitized version…#this is the daughter of one of the most subversive women in history#so it’s her legacy shining through#anyway all that to say#(spoilers ahead?)#when her brother had RD arrested … well. she knows how to appeal to the public#and does so quite dramatically
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(bellara/taash) nerd/jocks lovers rise up
#dragon age#bellara lutare#taash#bellataash#that's a nonexistent tag I'm just baptizing it in the hopes it takes off#I watched taash's romance just for fun and they are 1) corny as hell 2) it circles back into being endearing to me. sorry I love them#I do think there's definitely issues with things in their writing here and there don't get me wrong. but I AM obsessed with them#same goes for bellara tbh#anyway that's all I'll say I'm allergic to posting opinions online. do not contact me with unsolicited advice or offers etc#f
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more people gotta try this shit where bill has not improved and will not change but he's just chilling so its fine probably. its great
#gravity falls#billford#bill cipher#stanford pines#gf nevermind all that#is this really for that? no but if its post canon bill on earth then it may as well be. makes it nice and easy to find later too#reread tbob because we just got our own (nicely water damaged) copy and i was like. i dont draw him cute enough#i will continue trying to do better#anyways stanley you are a butch woman. stanley transition now you dont even have to do anything youre already perfect#its just about the intent#every time i drew him for the last one all i could think was oohhhhhh my god you are a dyke. to me. please#in other news are there any burned out pushing-30s out there who havent drawn in years? i gotta say. i really gotta say.#get mentally ill about something its great. preferably alongside a few other people that you can use to create a perpetual cycle of insanit#gets you drawing again in no time and it feels great
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they are like puppies. 2 me
#gravity falls#dipper pines#mabel pines#stan pines#stanley pines#ford pines#stanford pines#gravity falls fanart#fanart#disney#pretty happy with the bg on this one!!!#to be honest i don't know how i got here#at first i just wanted to draw mabel and dipper sleeping on the floor bc i thought it was a cute idea and i love to draw cuddling#and then um. suddenly i had placed them in an entire environment and added stan and ford#couldn't tell ya what happened#but i had fun with it!!#anyway yeah thank you again for all the recent support#hit 12k!!!! woah!!!!!#i was gonna make a post thanking you for 10k but then i hit 11 and now 12 so um. whoops#to be honest i don't even know what to say 😭😭 it's just crazy to me that ive gotten this far because ive had this acc since i was like. 12#it was my first social media i think#and the first way i got into fandoms#so yeah anyway. thank you :'))#mods art#mods draws#my art
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mentor
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#gojo satoru#megumi fushiguro#jjk art#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#jjk leaks#pulled another allnighter fr Angst's sake cries i havent slept.......but i couldnt help myself i was out all DAY i hadnt drawn all DAY#do u know what that does to a mf i felt all antsy and Wrong#so i cracked an energy drink i think i may have a problem honestly but hey at least u get ur daily dose of megumi angst#remember how i said i considered including gojo in the yuuji/tsumiki/megu squared train piece#well this is me making up fr Not including him there#i ws right his and megumi's relationship deserves its own homage smile :)#anyway @ anon who wanted a gojo/megumi hug.....ik it's not exactly a hug but you can forgive me im sure <3#dare i say it's better than hugs jeremy.....#honestly fr all my gripes w gojo i Did get kind of emo abt this?? but i feel like. the majority of my emotions r on megumi's behalf#also might have been the mukashi mukashi no kyou no boku on repeat that'll also do it#seriously debated putting translated lyrics as the caption but it feels like a copout doing 2 lyric-captions in a row#also i do have some shame. miku lyrics r a bit.#anyway art notes uhhhhh finally got gojo's hair to not look Yuuji#who knew the trick was to make it longer smh maybe sleep deprivation n 10 hours of staring at a screen Does make simple problems hard#oh file name 'proud of you' btw
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imagine being someone at new rome university and not knowing percy is the same guy as “percy jackson, son of poseidon, two-time hero of olympus, former praetor” because the thought doesn’t even cross your mind. like… he’s percy. he’s a total frat boy. on a normal night, he walks into a party, refers to everyone as bro or dude, socializes with every living (and not-living) person in the room, makes at least 50 sarcastic comments, plays 12 rounds of beer pong, drinks way too much, and then skates around campus on his skateboard yelling “I LOVE NEW YORK” (which makes no sense, because they’re in california) until someone calls his girlfriend to come get him.
and then one day there’s an attack, and frat boy percy is all of a sudden a fighting machine. he’s yelling battle cries alongside the praetors frank zhang and hazel levesque as they lead everyone into battle. (why is he with the praetors? and why…. why in the world do the praetors seem to be following his lead?) his sword slashes through armies of monsters faster than you’ve ever seen. he’s controlling the entire river surrounding the camp, creating huge waves as tall as skyscrapers that crash down all around him, wiping out monsters and causing mass destruction to his enemies’ ranks. the sky is suddenly dark above you, ice-cold water droplets are slashing through the air, and the wind is blowing so aggressively that it’s making it hard to stand up steadily. because he’s somehow created a hurricane.
and he looks terrifying. you can feel the power radiating off of him. he’s like a god. or maybe a monster. it’s hard to tell. you’re a little scared of him, to be honest. but also in total awe, because it’s extraordinary. he’s extraordinary.
frat boy percy is not who you thought he was.
#but at least it makes sense why annabeth chase is dating him lol#I AM NOT SAYING PERCY IS A BIG DRINKER#if he even drinks at all#it’s just the frat boy concept#it’s just for the sake of the post#anyway#i love how fast his mood changes#he’s so terrifying#but in a cute way#frat boy percy#percy jackson#annabeth chase#percabeth#trials of apollo#chalice of the gods#heroes of olympus#percy jackson and the olympians#pjo
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okay is she being actually immature or is it just a woman over 30 expressing a human experience you find to be immature.
like yeah. at certain ages... let shit go. im not defending the real immature shit. im not defending the karen you're picturing. i worked in retail i hate those people too. (once somebody got mad at me because she didn't like how our winter window decor was a snowman smoking a pipe. i wish i was joking).
but men at 57 will write books about how 17 year old girls are soooo sexy. they will invent worlds where women have to be naked for "armor reasons." they will write songs that treat women as objects. people rush to defend them. meanwhile a woman at 35 will be like "heartbreak is hard, actually" or "i feel betrayed by a friend" or "i am struggling with something emotionally." immediately people will say stuff like this woman is 35 by the way. by the way this woman is SO OLD to be experiencing this. BY THE WAY.
im 31, almost 32. the other day a poet was blasted online because at her "big age", she had written a poem about feeling unloved. top comment was "this woman is 29 by the way." this woman is too old to still be useful, by the way. she has to behave better . maybe if she was a good wife and mother she could stop existing loudly, and the story could continue on without her. this woman has served her purpose, by the way. she's so cringe, by the way. at 29 - so old! - she still hasn't figured out that her existence should be one of shame.
#what the fuck.#unfortunately by the time i'd switched accounts (from personal to my poetry one)#i couldn't find it :(#this is why u SEND URSELF THE POST. WHICH I KNOW TO DO BUT!!!#i was so mad i just was like “i'm about to tear this commenter in twain” and . lost da post#if u urself are the 29 and got recently flamed by instagram#i love u. come here. write with me. i was about to pick up a sword for u.#i mean a BIGASS sword.#like we all know im a wlw girlie but the way ppl will be like ''id NEVER write sad poetry about a MAN not LOVING me!!!"#..... wowwwww ur so cool. anyway. people often experience emotions regardless of what u consider cringe.#& if ur gonna shame straight/bi women for feeling a certain way. hope u never write about the#weird relationship between u and ur father. or feeling different from ur brother.#or how ur male best friend fucked u over. since it's SO CRINGE. to have ANY feelings caused by a MAN#like be so for real. beloved. nobody is fucking saying this when men do it.#''oh it's cringe to like a woman or feel heartbroken by her.''#controlling women's feelings and actions???? it's more likely than u think.#btw op is nonbinary do NOT be gender essential on this post i'll kill u with my teeth#edit: btw for the person who dm'd me ''when is it misogyny and when is it actually valid''#pretty easy. if a man had done it#would it be cringe? . like if a man sang a sad song about ''she broke my damn heart''?#if he said ''i want to have kids with her'' or something sexually explicit?? like would u even LIKE IT if a male poet had said it?#& if it's like. nah a 35 yr old man being upset about this is cringe too. yeah it's just cringe. that exists. we both know it does.#but .... often i see this ONLY about women. and i can't help but hear like. how back in middle school#we were fed the lie ''girls mature faster.'' ... why do i have to be emotionally regulated? but if a man wrote about the same things?#..... idk . im pretty anti cringe culture to begin with. but this one feels so bad to me . ur still a person past 33.
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Loving reminder from your land history auntie:
North American golf courses have had 50-100 years of arsenic and mercury based fungicide and herbicides applied to their soils.
Do not eat anything that has been grown on a golf course or downstream from a golf course. I know it sounds cool and radical, but you are too valuable to poison yourself with heavy metals.
Protect each other, turn your local golf course into a pollinator garden, not a sex forest or community garden.
#i am over here worrying about all you kiddos#also please dont forage on railway corridors either#love yourselves protect yourselves#lmao at the replies saying 'but why not sex forest anyway'#you do you kids#im personally a no thank you on the lead arsenic mercury sex forest personally#if you havent seen it there's a popular book about making golf course a sex forest#that isn't a random pull
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