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teardropwolf · 14 days ago

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Just some self indulgent doodles

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paintedcrows · 3 months ago

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Some Fords! (and Martin K Blackwood is also there)

#Some Ford wips I'm working on! I'll probably post these all seperately later. I dunno yet. just wanted them out of brain jail #The TMA crossover drawings are inspired by a fic which I cannot find the name of right now BECAUSE AO3 is DOWN????#anyway I got more drawings for it I'll post all together later #also I haven't listened to protocals yet and I need to relisten to the og so I hope I remembered Martin's level of lonely avatarship lmao #Also I just think Ford would be a bit mean to himself. ESPECIALLY his immidiately post Fiddleford leaving self #conflicting thoughts of 'I cant risk changing the timeline' and #'I was a miserable self centered idiot and Im afraid I still am so I need to to put my younger self down to feel better'#Gravity falls #Stanford pines #ford pines #young stanford pines #gf fanart #fanart #fan art #my art #digital art #martin k blackwood #the magnus archives crossover #Edit: the fic was 'earth becomes sky in the most literal fashion'!!

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benevolenterrancy · 1 month ago

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Scholarly peak is catching up on recent literature

#bingqiu #shen qingqiu #luo binghe #svsss #sqq #lbh #my art #which is honestly just to say that i've finished the other two print books i was reading #and am now prepared to leap feet first into svsss bk4 #i succeeded in holding off for an entire two weeks. i have the conviction of a wet paper towel.#lets see bk4 was described as - what? - an ''angst and smut pile''??#i am very much looking forward to this #i was promised a story with my snake boy #because i am very much not over zhuzhi-lang's fate so this had better be A REALLY NICE HAPPY ONE FOLKS #anyway have sqq and lbh cuddling and reading as i project on them #i like to assume that as time goes on sqq is able to relax his persona a bit more around lbh #i think he should get to cuddle and bitch about shitty novels #but man sqh is really the ONLY source of any books that have an even slightly modern cadence/style i have a feeling sqq would be very keen #though if i'm being honest i really wonder if sqh could ever bring himself to write fiction again #if you're A Writer it tends to be hard to RESIST you just get an itch to tell a story #but also like... the fear that all of this could happen again... or that the characters you're creating might be REAL and SUFFERING...#yeah... i honestly suspect he can't write anymore and that it honestly probably sucks a lot... but for the sake of this joke he is :P

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buttercupshands · 2 months ago

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I started drawing this next day after I finished Act 6

13 or so days and it's finished!

Main things are traditional and Loop's body was edited digitally after

Unedited it looks like this

I've been torn on how to do Loop's body for the entirety of lining, also

A bit sad the main lines are visible only as a wip, most of this thing is literally just a ton of sharp lines

I think it's also my first day of drawing, Loop is just a sketch here (feat. my leg)

I even finished the beans before it so they were a moral support, because if you let me things like this take a year

#fanart #my art #isat #isat fanart #in stars and time #isat loop #loop #traditional art #artists on tumblr #Phew #So anyway this was my way of figuring out my thoughts after finishing the game #I didn't even actually finish it with credits playing at that moment #This type of art is my therapy #And in a way literally how my personality works from big figures to small details of thinking about anything #It's really calming!#I won't tag paper figures but they're here #Like special guests #In any case the funniest thing was showing this to my English teacher and she was like 'wow this looks stressed' or something #Like she immediately looked at the lines and after I showed her my old Flowey drawing like this she was like #'oh it makes sense! This one looks calm but this one is clearly you not feeling good'#Because I was kinda #Like sitting there in the semi-park and feeling sick since morning before I started drawing this and slowly I got better #I already talked about this on my first 'big' isat thing - I needed to think a bit #And not think at the same time just literally letting myself sort stuff out #Like. I fell asleep at 6 am that day and woke up at 10 4 hours of sleep after playing full Act 5 and two hats stuff IS STRESSFUL #SUPER STRESSFUL! Like I felt like I was playing for 4 hours while sleeping #Anyway by the time I finished it aka today I'm feeling way better and I'm literally talking a walk right now #Touching grass as we speak #Anyway phew!#Now to that animatic that's plaguing my mind to draw it nowww

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saphushia · 2 years ago

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surprise!! i can do non-angst comics!! @shepscapades 's dbhc au again, set soon after bdubs learns that etho's deviant and is working on comprehending that etho's a whole ass person.

technicallyyy in shep's art etho's wearing his trademark outfit from the start, but like. ignore that. that's not a big deal. unimportant. what if he wasn't and bdubs gave him that outfit because the default android uniform just looked way too formal and wierd. what if.

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myokk · 6 months ago

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reading interrupted 😤

#a quick warm up sketch for today💓#I just love boys who read #he and Eloise were having a reading date & she needed to be the responsible one and remind him it was almost curfew🫶#now I am going to stare at a wretched screen for hours designing tattoos 😭😭#Im going to start with the easy one #and work my way up to the one where I feel like I bit off more than I can chew #but that will ultimately help me become even better if I can pull it off🙏🙏 (I CAN😤)#anyways I hate doing digital art (my eyes hurt from the screen) but it is what it is😔🙏#tbh that is why all of this art is traditional jaja #hogwarts legacy #hogwarts legacy fanart #hphl #sebastian sallow #sebastian sallow fanart

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adimouze · 2 months ago

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I’m telling myself not to get hurt by how now Marko has decided to bitch about Daniel, because all it sounds like to me is your ex you walked away from and now they spend years telling everyone you’re crazy? But. No one sorta believes them because you were THAT bitch, other than their dumb friends who already didn’t like you. And let’s face it, you were never gonna change their minds.

And honestly, that time after you dump your crazy ex is shitty. I know that Daniel’s probably feeling shitty, knowing he had that seat and he lost it for internal politics. But I do think he’s stronger than we give him credit for, and in a few days, weeks or months he’s gonna pop up in Australia or America enjoying his life and his family and it’ll burn Marko and Horner more because they could never dull a sun that burned brighter than both of them.

#daniel ricciardo #f1 #also red bull…what will be your legacy after max leaves?#max is gonna go fishing and being a twitch streamer #you’re not gonna get his loyalty for shit #anyway i woke up feeling quite a bit better?#i had a good sleep #as sad as i am at possibly not seeing daniel in f1 again #time is wonderous and healing #he’ll be okay and on our screens soon enough

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iknowwhereyousnoozeatnight · 5 months ago

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this one's for all the yuri enjoyers out there — nsft under cut

meronia event prompt(s): scar

#death note #mello #near #meronia #meroniaevent #fem mello #fem near #i had fun w this one!! i love drawing yuri even though i dont do it nearly as much as i want lol #also i love drawing bush thumbs up emoji #i let the lines be messier bc my hands have been a little sore and i am not in the mood for linework #and in honor of yuri day i should get to do whatever i want forever peace and love on planet yuri #anyway i didnt know what to do w near's hair but decided to keep it short bc i didnt want to cover her back for composition reasons #sorry for posting so late i woke up at like 10am which is late for me as of late and had school shit to do boooo #also im in the mood to talk so i made a pot pie today (no meat im vegetarian) and i followed no recipes and used my heart to make #it and i did so well it fucks so hard my heart always leads me to greatness and recipes do nothing for me bc im a culinary genius #<-blatantly untrue but we stay silly #oh!!! and also i got a thing in the mail the thing being a weevil plushie i ordered a bit back that i bought on a whim that i should not #have bought bc im saving my money but actually he makes my life a million bajillion times better and i love him dearly #anyway meronia event is making my life so much better i feel 100% better than i did 2 days ago and hopefully the joy this brings #me will stay w me for long enough to get through the rest of my summer classes bc they are killing me lol. my current ones are ending #in like a week or smth but i have 2 more in july *sobs* all this just to graduate a semester early #k anyway enjoy the yuri ...or dont. im not the boss of u. ig

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tleeaves · 3 days ago

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There are two wolves inside me. One wants to embrace a new hobby in dance so I can be active and feel elegant and graceful and strong. This wolf wants to try something new and exciting, finally indulging in something I've always had an interest in.

The other experiences such frustrating emotions on a near daily basis that I want to go back to boxing, which is arguably easier to break into since I've already done it before. This wolf doesn't think of elegance, she just wants to fuck shit up until her body's so overworked and warm it fogs up car windows without having to do anything but sit inside.

Which one do I fucking feed??

#t. lee woes #like. do you know how hard it is trying to start something new that you've never done at all ever before??#and you've got no mode of transport until december - and ONLY if things go well #and now you're contemplating ways to mkre regularly earn a bit of money to afford the classes since paying weekly means my income #would wind up like $9 a fortnight since $40 would be spent by the end of each fortnight #it wouldn't necessarily be stagnant but it's not a desirable position to be in #I still have stuff saved up in a jar but I'm always hesitant to dip into that stuff #originally it was going toward a violin and lessons for that but I'm putting it off in favour of something a bit easier to dedicate time to #boxing is easy. in fact I could get support from my fam for that cause they like it #they don't see the point in dancing but I really want to at least try it and I'm worried about affording each term if I do end up liking it #also I already have boxing gear from before #but I'm hesitant about boxing at the moment for a lot of reasons I can't quite articulate but weirdly might have something to do with #internalised misogyny and biases... which is WILD cause my dad supports women learning martial arts #I can't do karate though I tried that and the class drove me a little insane #and it doesn't push you the same way boxing does and I really like to be pushed #if I don't leave sweating and hot and lungs and muscles aching then what's the point?? I can do mediocre exercise at home #and find more intense martial arts classes that also teach other kinds of self-defense #it's like... ehhhh #anyway but also I want to do something that's for fun that isn't so Serious Fight Mode #hence dancing #but I can only afford one not both and basically I'm grumpy today cause I was gonna trial a dance class - got ready and everything - but #my ride was suddenly unavailable. and I still can't stomach public transport. nor am I good at navigating it #it feels so different here compared to where I used to live - and I knew trains better not buses

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forzafinally · 7 months ago

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I am getting this off my chest once and we're not talking about this again. In my personal opinion it is a mediocre album by her standards. Firstly it's too long. More songs does not equal a better album. Sometimes some songs deserve to be left on the cutting floor for a reason. After a time the songs start blending together because sonically they sound very similar.

Secondly the lyrics. They're clunky in a lot of places I'm sorry. The annoying part for me is that she's capable of writing better songs!! Folklore showed that. Red showed it. I don't understand why she's backsliding like this.

Okay also this is probably not applicable for everyone but personally I do Not appreciate the way the fandom just bullied Joe Alwyn and are now coming up with all these takes about how the album is actually not about her relationship but about her experiences™️. Where was this energy 6 months back? And I'm sorry, but I can't find it in myself to be sympathetic towards a multi-millionaire who can definitely afford to go to therapy and get the help she needs while selling out stadiums on her world tour.

Lastly, the thing that disappointed me the most was that the whole album cycle was marketed as a more mature folklore but it turned out to be something that Red era Taylor would have probably written and rejected. I guess the main reason I'm so disappointed is because she is definitely capable of doing better!! She has done it before!!

Overall maybe she needs less yes men and more people to say that hey maybe this isn't the best direction to go album wise. (Don't come at me with the Braun controversy because there are two ends of being extreme and both are equally harmful).

Again. I'm not saying it's all bad. I think it could have been a wonderful album if she'd cut it down to 12-14 songs, polished up the lyrics and shaken up the production a bit. Songs like my boy only breaks his favorite toys, loml, who's afraid of little old me and I can do this with a broken heart definitely show that the potential is still there. All I'm saying is that it's definitely not her best work.

#i am half asleep while writing this #so i am sure a lot of this is incoherent #swiftie moots - please look away #i am just a bit irritable after the last few days lol #also halsey did a way better job describing mental illness with manic imo #anyway i feel like a lot of this is going to get me sniped but oh well #ttpd critical #anti ttpd #ig?

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deangril · 17 days ago

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