#And honestly it just makes me wanna cry

[blueggrass]

i know theres not much of a fandom here for the will of the many but ,,,.., i just finished it and.,,,,, im in shambles. life is moving around me and I'm still in shock. I have things to do but i cant even think. what,, am i supposed to do. just go on? pretend im okay with this till the next one comes out??? I FEEL LIKE A ZOMBE. I FEEL LIKE NOTHING MATERS. ALL I FEEL IS-

i dont think ive ever been hit by a book hangover as much as this like wtf even was that /pos HELLO??? CAN ANYONE HEAR ME??? LKSJFLSKJBFLKSJBFLKSBFK:BSF:KBSF:KJBHSF:KJ

[dukeofthomas]

Rät by Penelope Scott is so Jason Todd & Bruce Wayne

[thespacesay]

brought to you by me hosting a friend for two days who grew up in the same cultural region, and tbh will not be invited again.

[cerealbishh]

"I relate to Bess a lot. I think that she is someone who is super quirky, I'm a very quirky person! Artist really struggles with feeling validationwith her art and they can be incredibly critical of themselves. And I think that Bess is someone that really cares about other people and I think I care a lot about people, too. Her temper is a little quick, for sure. And that was something that was exciting to play because normally, I try not to make anybody uncomfortable. So I think that was fun, to be a little more sharp and and to find that!" - Brittany on Bess(x)

[starzwave]

DUDES. Honestly, I've been consuming so much Billford fan art and animations. LIKE YOU NAME IT—ohmygod—what kinda of next-level toxic divorce old man Yaoi I been consuming?? HUH LIKE HUH? Do you guys see my vision or I'm just going insane from Book of Bill?

I ain't even trying to hide my cringeness. NAH.

I can't draw or write good fics at all. BUT I NEED TO MAKE SOMETHING TOO!!! Even though I can enjoy endless content. It's not enough for me—I'm still hungry—HELP.

Thank you for listening to my TED talk.

[suitsusboth]

(lcbtm Newton anon)

Kate looking at Anthony with those eyes (you know the ones) and pleading with him to take care of Newton because he’s the only person in London she trusts. And just like the morning after the Sheffield dinner, Anthony’s powerless to deny her anything.

oh i’m spiraling

She trusts him and knows the Bridgertons would be the most loving family she could entrust Newton (her very best friend and companion) with 🥺

[evansbby]

I cannot believe the wicked games Drabble was 5000 words long like basically a full ass fic and the low amount of notes it got…

[ukulelegodparent]

grrrr why did people ever stop wearing mid-renaissance clothes

[lazulisong]

Fortunately I'm too broke to drink myself to death until Friday but even after spending an hour cutting hexies I'm dying

And I think I'm at 30 of 85 trefoils.

Meg, didn't you say you wanted this as a Mother's Day present

YES WHY DO YOU THINK I WANT TO DRINK MYSELF TO DEATH RIGHT NOW

[nadia-cannot-think-straight]

BABE WAKE UP NEW CHŁOPI CLIP IS OUT ON YOUTUBE AND IT'S ONE OF MY FAVORITE SCENES IN THE WHOLE MOVIE YAHOOO

[skincareroutine]

my favorite genre of tv series always has to involve like a character that has gone thru some form of rape or sa. like idk man it's crazy when i watch them i just instantly relate to them so much like if the actor is good n the writing is well done i can literally like idk how to say this but we have the same train of thoughts our minds work the same way. like the anxiety and urgency that they go thru life like i can smell it on them i know the smell

[rainingincale]

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[adviserbylove]

Idk if I'm a simp or a bad person/lh, but every time I play Shin's Amnesia Crowd route, I wanna move back to Toma's 😞

[gaygirldoodles]

Why are middle schoolers in gym class so misogynistic?

[hauntedtrait]

would y’all be mad if i played the globetrotter challenge before finishing the bachelor challenge

[gold-wolf-soldier13]

I’m a lil drunk and about to kick a hornets nest but idc i gotta speak my truth-

I don’t like that Lucien is Helion’s son and personally I’ll never see him as a poc character. The boy is white.

SJM made him mixed for cheap drama and representation points and it’s honestly like her second biggest sin my opinion (after ruining the soulmate trope) because as a mixed kid myself that was raised by my white family I just know the way she’s gonna handle it will ofc be just as disrespectful as the Illyrians and the rampant sexual abuse she so casually throws around.

Lucien being mixed and being so horrifically abused by his white-as-snow stepfather/step brothers is a perpetuation of the actual abuse that can and often does happen to mixed race kids, especially black kids, by their adoptive families. I got soo lucky that my mother later married a man that treated me no different than his other kids and gets along with my dad- there are thousands of stories that don’t end nearly as happily as mine.

And ik it’s been said before but it does also perpetuate the idea that black or poc people, even unintentionally, are worse, lazy, or even deadbeat parents because supposedly Helion was so in love with the Lady of Autumn and never once assumed that Lucien could be his when SJM goes out of her way to retcon how much they look alike now. He’s just perfectly content to watch her and her children suffer under Beron no matter how sad it makes him.

I have so many feeling about this and some of them are really contradictory and I can’t find the right words for them rn so I think I’m just gonna leave it at this.

It was unnecessary and cruel of SJM to make Lucien mixed.