#Ana cam

[thebabygorls]

Introducing our cast:

🖤 Bastet 🖤

- she/her

- sweetest darling tiny panther

- doesn’t know how to meow

- adopted as a feral stray and now spends her days luxuriating upside down

- loves being wiggled

- pays rent (always making biscuits for her bakery job)

- favorite form of affection is barely touching you or sitting 2 feet away and purring

❤️ Cherri ❤️

- she/her

- dumb stupid baby

- followed mumther home one day as a stray and became a house princess

- softer than a cloud

- prefers her water fresh from the bathtub

- doesn’t really understand cuddling but she will stand on you

- really good at play with ball

- bath time 24/7

❤️‍🔥 Anarchy ❤️‍🔥

- she/her 🏳️‍⚧️ Ana for short

- hates you

- thump

- loaf

- only happy when mumther holds her

- loves dandelions

Sunday is 🐰Bunday🐰

(and now tags:)

[multifandominfj]

HEAR ME OUT:

Bridget Regan as Celia St. James

Ana de Armas as Evelyn Hugo

[duostuffs]

lockscreens ANAVITÓRIA.

não reposte | salvou? curta ou reblogue

[wizardofvamp]

Was digging through my big misc notes doc and found this post-session epilogue scene and aaaaaaaaaaaaaah my boy ;-; TFW your ghoulsband is better at parenting the local fledglings than you are.

[anatovrocktail]

I've got @a-blessing-of-ravens staying with me for a month so we're binge watching BSG

New tag is

[outstandingfabulousphenomenal]

the feminine urge to accept so much responsibility at work you are doing the jobs of multiple staff because your former colleague was fired for his love of anime

[k-is-for-potassium]

MOOT NAME AND PRONOUN MASTERPOST >:D (idea stolen from asher lol)

@miku-blue-n-pronouns – genderfluid, idk name or pronouns

@izzyfizzykitty – izzy, she/her

@waverthebluephoenix – grrr idk

@your-gay-emo-cousin – lyla, she/her

@laurenshamiltonjr – >:) may, she/they

@your-everyday-theatre-kid – (real) lyric, she/they

@discocannon8002 – disco(?), she/her according to pfp

@lil-gae-disaster – (real) noah, they/them

@im-a-skeleton-in-your-closet – rip asher (they deactivated)

@bleep-bloop-boo – (>:333) honey, she/her

@musical-dash-trash – they have the best asks >:) bug, she/he/they/ask (preference shifts)

@that-dam-heartstopper-fan – (SAME ALSO PJO REF) darcy/darce, ash, angel, she/they demigirl

@kwilooo – kira, any pronouns

@mediumdoodles – medium/variations, any pronouns

@galaxys-universe – galaxy, they/she (prefers they)

@cloud-makers-make-pollution – LES MIS BESTIE!! idk name, she/her

@mybedroomceilingsbored – (love ur banner) mouse, she/her

@emdabitchass – ooc is em, emmie, emma, emersyn, any pronouns, prefers he/they

@unstableunicornsofasgard – forrest, he/they (i don't talk to them much but he seems awesome >:))

@small-giggle – (holy shit it has 500 followers how am i moots with someone so famous) angel or jelly (they don't like caps for its name) it/they/she

@margaret-the-duck – (had a typo and almost did fuck instead of duck lol) maggie, she/her

@demigod-jack-hearth – uhh it's an rp blog so im not quite sure?

@bifluidmax08 – robin/max but can call them robbie, b, or maxi

@nothing-but-glitter-and-lashes – CHAPPELL BESTIE!!!!! no name, she/her

@noahher – noah, he/him

@squiggles-of-rats – @ang3lic-t3ars sideblog lol

@phoenixwench – no idea lol

@adumbteenboy BOYS WILL BE BUGS URL?! also idk

@codexnuminous – codex, they/them

@steph-schuyler – stephanie/steph, she/her

@eyes-shining-with-love – piper, they/star/song/spark/lyric/idol (woahh lots of pronouns!!)

@nowjumpinthewater – rania, she/her

@marsfingershurt – mar, they/them

@ang3lic-t3ars – riley/ry, she/xey

@definitionoffuckup – (MY POOKIE) star/al/grape (garpe), he/they COINED THE BABNA 😨 TAG

@next-level-simp – (real) leyla, she/her

@frogsthatbite – (IM PRETTY SURE SHE INTRODUCED ME TO NOAHFINNCE??? :000) she/her

@stickbug-made-entirely-of-spite – SUPER COOL ARTIST AND BUG-LOVER :D stickbug, any non-gendered pronouns (they, it, etc)

@the-seas-most-lovable-bitch – azriel, they/she/he

@the-gods-strange-children – sol, she/they

@mun-urufu – transfem, that's it :(

@i-eat-so-much-grass – (real) flynn, they/them

@theronanlynchshow – ronan/rose, she/her but drc

@crowofthestars – m, they/any except she and it

@coswinx – (cat pfp :0) ozzie, xe/she/it (COOL PRONOUNS :D)

@sketch-begginerr – ce? she/they/he/any

@tealeafstew – laurel; any or she/they/he

@whythankyouforthetrauma – (I LOVE THE HEADER) she/her

@weird-dork37 – iris, any prns

@raeprise – rae; he/they

@moonage-nightterrors – el; they/them

@thedancingclowns – (FELLOW METAL FAMILY FAN 💪💪) heath/dee; he/they

@lavaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa – lava; they/them

@daggerhobbit – felix, aster, wren; xe/it/they NOT she/her (awesome pronouns)

@asters-tempo – aster, bread; ei love neopronouns and rn likes ei/it/they

@bees-official – (glad u finally fixed the typo lol) bee, he/him

@powehi-the-blackhole – idk zyr name (is that how u spell that pronoun? not quite sure /gen) ze/zym (COOL PRONOUNSSS)

@stars-on-my-bedroom-ceiling – ana; any, they/she preferred

@nao-walks-into-poles – nao; any pronouns

@beenoop – cam; agender, accepts he/him

@blackbirdsinatrenchcoat – (ahhh i love ur url) blue or ben; any pronouns

@remithegayshoebill – remi probably, idk tho

@not-sammie – sammie (OR ARE THEY?!); they/she

@cactus-with-boobs – hannah; she/her (GIRLLLL I WOULD GLADLY PLAY SMASH WITH YOU)

@justmemyselfandthefridge – fridge, she/her

@garden-of-runar – runar; pronouns change based on feelings, currently says he/him in the intro post

@saintperseus – james; he/him

@cemeterygrace – noa; any

@mush-fool – mxri, mint; intro post currently says they/xe

@discoveredreality – ari; she/her

@sotiredimbored – kuko or ollie; any pronouns

@shark-tranny – noelle; she/they

@goobsie0 – goobs; any pronouns

@fairyycoffin – aster; she/they

@eef-stars – BLUD WHERE IS UR INTRO POST

@divinequo – he/him

@imadragonhehe – RAHHH IDK

@touslin – r; they/he

@cloverthesimp365 – clover; she/her

AND THATS ALL!! lmk if you wanna be taken off/correct your part of the list :3 (this will be updated quite frequently, if i can help it)

[gentlyspellbound]

Sometimes people ask questions about the kinks I’m interested in and make content of. I’m going to try to keep an ongoing list of kinks and fetishes I’m into, as well as hard nos that I DO NOT participate in. I am a Switch with a strong, STRONG domme leaning. So I also wanted to include context as some things I’m only into or how I’m into it changes drastically according to the role I’m playing. I’m also into plenty of things that have nothing to do with the sub/domme dynamic. Feel free to ask if you have any questions!

Yeses if I’m subbing OR domming (I’m into these things across the board, no matter the role I’m playing)

-gentle/ soft domination

-anal/ ass play

-being serviced sexually

-Ass worship

-Facesitting/suffocation

-Pussy worship

-Praising, AND being praised

-gentle/ light corruption

-Service Submissives/ Tops

-Group Sex

-Pillow Princess

-Philogyny and feminine worship

-Sex Toys

-Exhibitionism

-Being Worshipped

-Being a spoiled little brat

-Lingerie

-Panties

-pegging

-Stripping

-light cnc

-Receiving gifts & payment for access to my body/ promiscuity (when domming or subbing)

-Findom/ Pay piggies

-Fauxcest/ Stepcest

-light corruption

Yeses for when I sub:

-gentle, soft domination (this is very big to me I only like subbing with gentle dynamics. I don’t sub often because I’m so particular about subbing and what turns me on when I sub).

-light age regression (I’ve been newly exploring if this is for me, I have a tendency to age regress in other aspects of life)

Yeses for when I domme:

-Submissive men

-Free Use men

-Good Boys

-Humiliating, NOT being humiliated

-Degrading, NOT being degraded

-Giantess

-Teasing

-Hypnotizing/hypno NOT being hypnotized

-Cucking

-Puppy Play

-Voyeurism

INSTANT BLOCK LIST

-MINORS DNI DNI DNI-

-extreme BDSM

-self harm aesthetic

-ANY eating disorder blog (Pro Ana, Gainers, crazy detox clean eating fitness weirdos, etc.)

-bigotry

-misogyny/ domme breaking/ feminist deprogramming/ patriarchy/ trad wifes

-rape

- hard sadists

-calling me your sex toy, sex doll, slut, whore, bitch, fleshlight, slurs or anything that even feels similar

-unstaged candids/ up skirts/ ass cams/ revenge porn

-dominant men (gotta at least be a lil bit of a switch otherwise I don’t trust why you’d be here lol)

-daddy doms

-fascists/ racists/ white supremacists/ TERFS/homophobes/ eugenicists/ n*zis/ MAGA/ anti-immigration/ cops

-AI images

-unsolicited dick pics (I’ll print it out and burn it and do a curse for it to fall off)

-being a minor (I’ll literally tell your fucking mom)

-messaging me trying to start a sexual interaction without consent, do NOT immediately slide into my DMs immediately starting a sexual scenario nothing dries my pussy more

-P*dos/ “MAPS”

-rudeness

-general ass holery

-anything that make me uncomfy

-asking for unpaid content

-saying that you refuse to pay in your bio/ don’t believe sw is real work (being adamant about consuming porn and sw but refusing to pay for it is ugly)

-messaging me and looking too spammy (that blog better have a lil personality baby)

-anything I want to block you for cus this is my blog and I’m here to have fun and make friends and money and I won’t be doing anything other than enjoying myself :)

I look at the blogs of everyone who messages and follow so I’ll block you if you’re on the DNI list

I can’t believe this has to be said but, I BELIEVE IN CONSENT AND I DO NOT LIKE MANIPULATING PEOPLE. DON’T TRY TO USE ME TO RUIN YOUR LIFE. DON’T USE ME TO CHEAT ON YOUR SPOUSE OR SIGNIFICANT OTHER. DON’T PAY ME MORE THAN YOU CAN AFFORD TO. DON’T PAY ME IF YOU CAN’T AFFORD TO. NO, I WON’T HURT YOU OR STEAL YOUR BELONGINGS OR INVOLVE OTHER PARTIES WHO NEVER CONSENTED OR RUIN YOUR LIFE OR ANYONE ELSE’S OR START A CULT OR BLACKMAIL YOU OR DO ANYTHING ACTUALLY FUCKED UP!!!

[analuvsyouxo]

ᯓ✮⋆˙ ᴹʸ ᶜᵃᵐᵉʳᵃ ˙✧˖°📷 ༘ ⋆｡˚

Hi people!

Picture dump frommm.. my cam! This camera is my whole life. I love taking pictures and videos and I can peacefully yap and talk about my problems and thoughts. Also editing compilations is so fun much fun to me! I just have no one to show them to. But that's fine cause I enjoy it sooo much.

I hope yall had a great day! Don't forget to hydrate 🐈‍⬛🖤

~XOXO Ana <3

[metalgearemily]

trail cam photos from Pueblo of Santa Ana department of Natural Resources after an elk was killed by a cougar.

[yoobitt]

Okay, I wanted to share just a little of what I think could happen on s8 (around just buddie) because the thought came to me so randomly that I can't stop thinking about it.

Paralleling to s4, Eddie gets injured in the big call at the start of the season (maybe on 8x03), leaving this space free for Buck to watch on Eddie and 'moving in' with him because he knows that Eddie will need him yes or yes. This maybe will cause 'trouble' on Buck's relationship with Tommy, causing the inevitable breakup + other pileup problems surrounding the differences between them, the 118 and Gerrard (bc i know he will be there to cause trouble somehow).

So, after Buck moves in with Eddie, he will try to convince him about returning to therapy, and because Christopher isn't there, Eddie will try to do his best to heal for him and his son (and for Buck too).

Healing will be the first step inside his internal journey to try and discover 'what is wrong with him'. This will lead to an Eddie Begins Again, where we can see his childhood, how's growing up inside a Mexican-Catholic house, how he ended up with Shannon and the guilty behind her pregnancy and the pressure of a wedding, maybe we can see hints of him feeling 'different' around boys and how this affected him and his decisions with the relationship around Shannon before marriage. And as we know, the Begin's episodes are in between present calls, maybe this time is a call where Buck is in danger and Eddie is trying to save him, to not lose him because he's feeling a lot and he's now capable of process all of these feelings thanks to therapy. Probably the episode will end with both okay but Eddie feeling empty with the thought of his life without Buck.

This can lead to the Christmas episode before mid-season break. Nobody is cheerful enough to do celebrations (paralleling to s3), Christopher is still in Texas and Buck is just there with Eddie. They talk about therapy (I can only imagine this talk on Eddie's kitchen), how Eddie was scared at the thought of losing Buck, they will probably touch the shooting and the will (s4) and how Buck felt the same back then and that's why he moved in with him now (at the start of the season) after his accident. Buck probably will start to notice the pattern and have his 'oh' moment right there, leading Eddie to take the risk and ask Buck "can I?" before kissing him.

This time, Eddie doesn't panic, maybe he's worried about making Buck uncomfortable but they just continue kissing. Maybe Buck runs away but he lets Eddie know that he isn't doing anything wrong, he just needs a minute to process what happened and that's when the mid-season ends, with Buck 'leaving' Eddie but with Eddie feeling full of emotions and with Buck's heart on his hands because he knows Buck enough to understand him.

s8b will just be Buddie navigating through their feelings and this new relationship between them. They will need to understand why this doesn't feel completely different from when they were just 'best friends' and understanding that now they can kiss freely, feeling this sense of power just with the thought of both being a real couple now and how their dynamics inside the 118 are just the same as always. Everything cam feel weird because they wouldn't know what to do now but nothing too bad, just funny moments of them being touchy and more happy and the whole 118 will be on this kind of limbo of suspiciousness (Tim could give us a 2 episodes of secret relationship with funny calls, lighthearted moments, jealousy) before they can't keep their feelings as a secret and start spilling the tea to all.

Eddie will continue the therapy and Buck will continue living with Eddie until Christopher cames back and starts asking questions, and I just hope for him not to freak out or give Buddie a hard moment (paralleling to s4/s7 with the whole Ana thing and people leaving like Shannon, etc.) because I'll lose my shit if that happens.

But yeah, this is my vision of what I imagined for next season. I'm so excited for what's next and jumping with excitement at the thought of Eddie being a gay character CANON. Tim cannot leave him without that arc, that's the only thing that needs to happen yes or yes, I cannot watch any other woman near Eddie because that man is GAY.

This are just my thoughts but please, be respectful and don't throw pebbles at me pls :((

[ancaxbre]

Am dat cumva de Ana cu cea mai de cacat viata din toata literatura romaneasca? Nu-s sigura, dar ma cam obsedeaza viata fetei astea. Si, da, stiu ca amestec doua variante destul de diferite a unei balade pentru toata povestea, ceea ce poate n-ar trebui facut, dar sunt pe prea mult paracetamol ca sa-mi mai pese. So...

Fata de imparat frumoasa ca o stea, floarea florilor etc etc, isi traieste viata linistita pe langa ma-sa cand se trezeste unu' sa se indragosteasca de ea. Cine putea sa fie decat cel mai voinic dintre voinici, brat de buzdugan etc, etc, Iovan Iorgovan fecior de....acelasi imparat. Fata normal ca-l trimite la plimbat de ursi, dar afla parintii si ii blesteama pe amandoi pentru incest. De ce pe amandoi? Ca sa se mire cititorii. Fata nu mai poate cu drama asa ca fuge de acasa si traiese in pustiu ca o fata salbatica. Isi gaseste la un moment dat niste prietene cu care se intelege de parca ar fi surori si zburda impreuna prin paduri, dar alea de dovedesc a fi fake friends ca o lasa intr-o zi de izbeliste in mijlocul padurii cand ea dormea si nu mai stie saraca cum sa iasa din padure. Dar totul e OK e un cuc pe aproape si in n mii de balade cucul e defapt un Fat-Frumos care te scoate la civilizatie daca ii promiti sa te mariti cu el. Amamdoua problemele ei s-ar rezolva cu aceeasi pasare, daca ar avea si ea putina bafta, dar cucul ei e doar pasare si n-are chef nici s-o ajute, nici de insuratoare. Apoi un balaur vrea s-o inghita ca n-o avut fata destule pe cap pana acum. O aude un voinic strigand si vine si omoara balaurul. Is fate finally giving her a break? Nu. voinicul ala e frate-su, Iovan Iorgovan, si inca vrea sa se insoare cu ea. Ca cica 'scumpi, nu mai pe tine te vreau ca esti ca Ileana Simziana si nu se mai gaseste nicaieri in lume alta ca tine' si bla bla si bla bla. Fata normal ca-l refuza iar, si incearca sa-i explice 'mai omu' lu' Dumnezeu, suntem pe valea Cernei nu a Nilului si nu merge cu incest pe aicea.' dar nu se prinde nimic de el. Iovan o leaga si o suie pe cal si nu-i mai ramane fetei nimic de facut decat sa incheie povestea aruncandu-se in Cerna. Dupa ce se ineaca se transforma intr-o floare de colt.

Numai una din variante ii da nume fetei si cred ca nu surprinde pe nimeni ca e Ana. 🙃

Exista cumva vreo Ana in toata literatura romaneasca care nu moare si are o viata fericita?

[cal-daisies-and-briars]

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129 for 📖!

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“I just wish there was more I could do.”

Eddie shakes his head. “Man…”

“What?” Buck frowns.

“No, just…”  Eddie sighs. “You’re so good, you know? So eager to give what you can to others. She’s so lucky to have you, Buck. We all are.”

Buck feels overwhelmed. Eddie can’t just say shit like that to him. How is he ever supposed to move on? 

“Thank you,” Buck replies, cheeks burning. “I… Uh… How’s Ana?”

Eddie’s eyes widen in surprise. Which, fair. It’s an insane pivot. But Buck needs to remind himself why he can’t pay too much stock into the way Eddie looks at him when he says these kind, unbelievable things. Almost as if Buck is all he sees. But that just can’t be true. 

“Oh,” Eddie says. “Uh, Ana’s good. Yeah… Uh, Chris seems to really enjoy having her around.”

“Right, yeah,” Buck nods. “He would. That’s… That’s great, Eddie.”

Eddie furrows his eyebrows. “Yeah. It is.”

The conversation gets stiff for a moment after that. Buck is left with the feeling that he’s done something wrong. He just doesn’t know what. 

xviii.

It happens while Buck is with Maddie. 

She’s having an okay day. Doing better than she had been even a week ago. It gives Buck hope that maybe the slope of their uphill battle is beginning to look a little less steep. 

She’s watching the news and folding laundry while Buck works on some meal prep in her apartment kitchen. He’s been getting better at cooking and the fact that she’s actually letting him cook for her is a testament to that. Today he’s portioning out lasagna for her when he and Chim are both at work. He finishes shutting the lid on a tupperware when Maddie calls to him from the living room.

“Evan! Come here!” 

For her to shout and risk waking the baby, it must be really serious. So he wastes no time. He wipes his hands on a dishtowel and hurries towards her. 

“What’s going on?” He asks. 

“Look,” she points at the TV. 

Buck looks at the screen. Channel 8 is showing what looks like traffic cam footage from downtown. The headline reads Firefighter Shot On Duty. 

“Oh my god,” Buck exhales. 

“Who would do that?” Maddie asks. “Who would shoot a firefighter?”

Buck looks at the video. There were police on scene. Civilians. The shooter chose the firefighter. 

“I-I don’t know,” Buck admits. “I have no idea.”

“I’m going to call Chimney,” she says, reaching for her phone on the coffee table. But as she lifts the device, its screen lights up with an incoming call. From Chimney. 

“Speak of the devil,” Buck whispers.

Maddie answers quickly. 

“Chim, are you okay?” 

Her eyes widen as he responds. Buck can only hear the soft muffle of his voice. He can’t make out any of the words he’s saying. But Maddie looks at Buck, and her brows curve in, full of concern and sadness. 

And Buck knows almost before she’s said it.

“What?” Buck demands. “What is it?”

“Eddie was shot, too.”

📖

Buck makes it to First Presbyterian Hospital as quickly as he possibly can. He finds not only Chim, but his and Eddie’s captain as well. Bobby. Eddie’s talked a lot about him. And Buck might’ve met him that day he came to the station, but he doesn’t really remember. 

“Robert Nash,” he introduces himself, shaking Buck’s hand. “But call me Bobby. You must be Buck.”

Buck nods. “Yeah… I-I am. What happened? Is he going to be okay.”

From the stressed, worried look on Bobby’s face, Buck isn’t sure he’s going to like the answer. 

“He’s in surgery,” Bobby says. “Along with another firefighter from the other house that was on the scene who got shot pulling him out of the street. Eddie lost a lot of blood. It’s… Well, it’s touch and go.”

Buck’s throat feels tight. Too tight. His hands feel shaky.

Chim rests a hand on his shoulders. 

“Hey, Eddie’s a fighter,” he says. “If anyone can survive this, it’s him.”

Buck nods quickly and shallowly. “Yeah, uh… He-he is, he…”

Bobby’s face twists with a sort of grief at the sight of Buck struggling. 

“Hey,” Bobby says. “You’re close with Christopher, right? You probably know him better than anyone at the station?”

“I… Yeah. Yeah, we’re close,” Buck says. “I see him a lot.”

“Someone needs to tell him what happened,” Bobby says calmly. “Someone he trusts. Whose reassurance he will trust.”

“M-me?” Buck asks. That sounds like a hell of a job.

Bobby nods. “I think that’s what Eddie would want. He speaks very highly of how you are with his son.”

“O-okay. Okay,” Buck agrees. “If that’s where I can be the most help.”

“I’ll get your number from Chim and keep you updated, okay?” Bobby promises. 

“Thank you,” Buck exhales. “I appreciate that.”

And then, when it becomes clear Eddie will be in surgery for several more hours, and Buck is just another person Eddie’s team has to worry about while he’s there, Buck leaves. Off to tell Christopher his father was shot. 

📖 It doesn’t go well. Not exactly. Well, maybe it could have gone worse. Buck doesn’t have any experience with life or death. Not really. He doesn’t know how not to be scared. He thinks he probably freaks Christopher out, too. Maybe if he was a firefighter or a dispatcher or a nurse he would be stoic and brave. Explain what happened calmly. But he’s a librarian. All his brain can do is remind him of a thousand tiny facts he’s read about bullet wounds and blood loss and secondary infections. Not that he shares these with Chris. They’re just… On his mind.

[fromcamadams]

closed starter @hcartcorruptcd

she always hated bell duty, it was like top five things she hated about this place and her position of power around town. having to ring the bell as the sun goes down that basically screamed "get the fuck inside." cameron would rather already be inside with the doors locked than having to walk the streets making sure there were to stragglers left out, but after everything that happened with the storm, they can't afford to take any risks. which was why she was walking through town with a bell in her hand telling people to get home. she had just enough time to get to colony house before the last of the light left the sky.

cam was about head that way now when something caught her eye. there was a light still on at the lost and found bar. a part of her knew she should ignore it and just head home, someone probably just forgot to turn it off before leaving, but another part of her knew she wouldn't be able to sleep tonight if she thought there was someone stuck in there during the night. she looked at the sky for second. if she doesn't head home right now, she wasn't going to make it to the house before dark. "fuck," she said to herself before jogging over to the bar and throwing open the door pulling it shut behind her. "hey it's time to-" her words are cut off when she sees that it's anastasia sitting at the bar. "ana," she breathes out.

[headmates-for-you]

helloo!! could we have a subsys of these moodboards? also ty other moodboard subsystem requesting anon we had no idea how we could put images in requestss..

https://files.catbox.moe/ytjuad.jpg https://files.catbox.moe/wy6jgm.jpg https://files.catbox.moe/pp7bn4.jpg https://files.catbox.moe/zurq3q.jpg https://files.catbox.moe/6cjgck.jpg https://files.catbox.moe/k2bo65.jpg https://files.catbox.moe/29bl98.jpg https://files.catbox.moe/dhzpgi.jpg thank u sm if u do thiss!!!

whew this took a while but they were all so cool! I hope they turn out just as cool in your head -🪓

TW: smoking, mild eye strain

all boards included below for reference

Name(s): Gemini, Local, Mandela, Walten

Age(s): 19-37 ageflux

Pronouns: it/its, glitch/glitches, stat/static, error/errors, screen/screen, ana/analog, hor/horror

Gender(s): analoghorrorgender, analogender, local58ic, cryptix

Orientation(s): aroace

TransID(s): transloner, translonely, permaagoraphobic, transpeoplehater, transhater, transharmed, transharmful, permascarred, transnoeyes, staticamian

Source(s): brainmade, moodboard based

Paras: teratophilia, somnophilia

Emoji signoff: 🌀📺

Positive trigger(s): analog horror

Faceclaim: 

Name(s): Smile, Mold, Bright, Dodger (the shade of blue in the images)

Age(s): 12-14 age slider

Pronouns: he/him, kid/kids, dream/dreams, one/ones, cat/cats, weird/weirds, 🩸/🩸’s, ⭐️/⭐️’s

Gender(s): weirdcattic, catkidweirdcoric, weirdcorestalgic

Orientation(s): bi

TransID(s): transweirdkid, transweirdcore, transaesthetic, transcatboy, transdreamstate, transharmed, transautistic, translayeredvocals

Source(s): brainmade, moodboard based

Paras: teratophilia, odontophilia, musophilia

Emoji signoff: 🌀✨ or 🌀🎵 or 🌀🦷

Positive trigger(s): Sodikken, Garfield

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Name(s): Walle, Citrus, Camera, Marble

Age(s): 23-26

Pronouns: it/its, they/them, she/her, he/him, beige/beigeself, star/stars, clown/clowns, cam/camera, mar/ble/marbleself, cot/cotton, dia/diamond, shop/lift, 💎/💎’s, ♦️/♦️’s, 🔷/🔷’s, 🔶/🔶’s, 🥯/🥯’s, 🙂/🙂’s, 🛍/🛍’s

Gender(s): liminalgender, pastelclowncoric

Orientation(s): aromantic pansexual

TransID(s): transclown, transclowncore, transshoplifter, transartist, transcontcreator, transdropout, transbeigeaesthetic, transsadboi

Source(s): brainmade, moodboard based

Paras: salophilia

Emoji signoff: 🌀🍬 or 🌀🕯

Positive trigger(s): weirdcore, clowncore, clown related horror

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Name(s): Chip, Cash, Vegas

Age(s): 27-33 age slider

Pronouns: he/him, die/dice, cas/casino, rou/roulette, red/reds, black/blacks, cash/in, card/cards, bright/brights, light/lights, 🎰/🎰’s, ♥️/♥️’s, ♦️/♦️’s, ♠️/♠️’s, ♣️/♣️’s, 🃏/🃏’s, 💡/💡’s, 🎲/🎲’s

Gender(s): croupian, casinomasc, arcardian

Orientation(s): acheillean 

TransID(s): transdealer, transstaff, transcasinoemployee, transmonotone, transOCD, transgambler

Source(s): brainmade, moodboard based

Paras: masquephilia, high stakes

Emoji signoff: 🌀🎰 or 🌀💵

Positive trigger(s): casinos, bright flashing lights, gambling

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Name(s): Rhett/Rhettro, Check, Dice

Age(s): chrono 49-56, trans 23-24

Pronouns: she/her, he/him, they/them, ret/retro, ne/neon, 🎲/🎲’s

Gender(s): dricadic, glowparcadegender

Orientation(s): heteroflexible

TransID(s): transage, transgender, transera, perma70s, perma80s, perma90s, transrollerskater, transdecade, transteen

Source(s): brainmade, moodboard based

Paras: none

Emoji signoff: 🌀🎲 or 🌀🛼

Positive trigger(s): rollerskating, rainbow and black checkerboard

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Name(s): Comic, Jest, Primary

Age(s): ageless

Pronouns: it/its, joke/jokes, clown/clowns, silly/sillies, fun/funs, color/colors, ha/has, pri/mary, block/blocks, ❤️/❤️’s, 💛/💛’s, 💙/💙’s, 🎈/🎈’s, ⭐️/⭐️’s, ✨/✨’s, 🌀/🌀’s

Gender(s): clowncomfic, clownslushie, clowngender, kidcoric, cleoncade

Orientation(s): pan

TransID(s): transclown, permasilly, plasticscentic, transsillylittleguy, transADHD, transautistic

Source(s): brainmade, moodboard based

Paras: none

Emoji signoff: 🌀🎈

Positive trigger(s): clowns, clowncore, circus music

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Name(s): Alette, Feyre

Age(s): chrono 247, trans 14

Pronouns: fae/faer, mush/mushroom, spark/sparkle, enchant/enchantment, magic/magics

Gender(s): faegender, fairygender, faidenmollic

Orientation(s): lesbian

TransID(s): transage, transwings, transmagic, translover, transloved, transsize (smaller), transenchanted, transrainbowhair

Source(s): brainmade, moodboard based

Paras: mycophilia, dendrophilia

Emoji signoff: 🌀✨ or 🌀🍄

Positive trigger(s): fairy/fae related things, rainbows

Faceclaim: 

Name(s): Haniel/Hani, Seraph

Nickname(s): Skies/Sky

Age(s): chrono 14,632, trans 20

Pronouns: it/its, pray/prays, sin/sins, angel/angels, sera/seraphim, wing/wings, cloud/clouds, mir/miracle, wind/winds, ☁️/☁️’s, 🌤/🌤’s

Gender(s): angelx, angelboything, seradreamer

Orientation(s): aromantic demisexual

TransID(s): transage, transangel, transhuman, transfaith, transharmed, transOCD, transfallen

Source(s): brainmade, moodboard based

Paras: angelophilia, demonophilia, zeusophilia

Emoji signoff: 🌀☁️

Positive trigger(s): cloud watching, angel iconography

Faceclaim: 

[wizardofvamp]

Hi! Imma go for it.

21/46/47/48 For Ana and Mihal (I have a weakness for codependent Tzim child/sire duos, what can I say). 

And 14/26 for Eliza but about her being a ghoul. 

hELL YEAH BUDDY.

Apologies ahead of time this is gonna be a Lot Of Text because I ramble hard. I tried to keep it brief but... it is clearly impossible for me to keep things brief. Also spoilers for future Limits of an Invitation/Project Cadmus stuff-ahoy! Nothing earth-shattering, but if that's a concern I wanted to flag that right off the bat in case there's anyone who wants to go into the fic blind. But with all that being said, let's dive under the fold and chat some tzims and their very "fortunate" ghouls!

21 Mihal/Ana - Predator Type This has changed/evolved for both of them over time based on what was available. Words from ST Roan on Mihal: “Word of god says predator type is a game term that is great for creating newer vamps but not narratively necessary or universally applicable to elder npcs… That said, since coming to America Mihal’s go to types are Osiris and Siren. Especially Osiris in Hollywood era. Before was often, but not always Montero, when utilizing ghouls since that’s common for old school tzims.” Valeriy would've been Mihal's main guy for netting dinner-- he's been doing it his entire life as a Grimaldi, he (was) a turbo-pro, 10/10 would doordash again. The NY->Hollywood scene was a constant churn of cult creation/destruction around whatever vanity project the two were making/beefing over at the given moment. Now in Fairhaven, he's a lot more lowkey so def more of a Siren than Osiris these days. Ana is a Blood Leech through and through. While he can settle for human blood, it has never slaked him unless it's a Rev or another kindred. His early days he remained bound to Mihal and supplemented his diet by tapping the schlacta/ghouls on the estate, as well as whatever poor sucker he could rip into traveling through their domain.

When Helena arrived and the pack was formed/as it grew, Ana would cleave more and more from his packmates. Also, obviously, if there was a Cammie lick that needed dusting he always had first dibs.

Now that he has been separated from the pack and Hermia is def not as down to be tapped on a whim as Mihal... Ana may have had to cut some deals with the Fairhaven branch of the Circulatory System to keep his meal plan buttoned-up and to his standards.

46 - Mihal/Ana, What are their Ambitions? 47 - Mihal/Ana, What are their Desires? Popping these two together bc they go hand in hand. Mihal and Ana were both 'freed' from their sires/sabbat expectations in the space of a couple of months. So weirdly, they're at almost identical turning points. Always mirrors, these two! Mihal: FIRSTLIGHT knocked down their doors and dusted their Ductus, as well as gave him a window to torpor their Bishop/his sire Vratislav. For the first time in centuries, he's beholden to no one. 900 years in counting and he's finally earned this 'moment' and he isn't going spend it rashly. Right now he has what remains of the pack, a precarious position hugging the Tower, and an prodigal childe who isn't coming home as quickly as he would like.

He desires stability, but as method of securing his own agency and control. He never wants to be subject to another's whims again after being bound to Vrat--to the point of faking partaking in the vaulderie unbeknownst to the rest of his pack. His ambition is securing a legacy that can stand shoulder-to-shoulder if not entirely surpass the true Elders of his bloodline. Which is a tall order when your Grandsire is Vykos, but Mihal isn't known for his humility. So, why not get his childe that city he always dreamed of? Ana: Mihal saw fit to 'cut him off' for a few reasons. First is political-- the FIRSTLIGHT operation left every kindred faction in Fairhaven scrambling. True-Cam heads pissed that the Cam is now mostly made up by ex-sabbat opportunists/anarch dregs. Anarch heads pissed that their leaders sold them out to the Cam when they were so close to taking it down. The two Sabbat packs that rolled over and renounced the Sword of Caine for protection are regarded to only slightly better than the few thinbloods that managed to make themselves useful enough not to get purged-it's a shit time for everyone in Fairhaven rn. Ana was the only one in the pack that Mihal trusted could make it out the other side of a bond while still being in his pocket. Cynically assumes if the remorse doesn't pull him back, the addiction will. Simultaneously, this is also to continue their escalating game of spite. Shortly before the raid, the two had a more-major-than-usual falling out over Mihal's treatment of Roman-- yeah surprise Roman is still alive and kicking as Ana's husbandish ghoul to this day. Yes it's a full can of worms but long story short Ana sticking up for Roman/at times putting Roman *above* Mihal has been the Issue Of The Past Century. Playing second fiddle to a Chisel? Kindly fuck off with that, Darling. Ana shares Mihal's desire for stability, but inverted. Bonds, Pleasure, Love, All Which Keeps The Beast At Bay-- its rooting the self deep into those you serve and who serve you. It's dedication, it's till death do you fucking part. Part of woodworking as a vampire is accepting that you are incredibly vulnerable to the thing you are shaping, that it could destroy you in a blink. He carries that attitude into not just his fleshcrafting but his day-to-day. Sure giving himself over, allowing that vulnerability, is a kind of oblivion, but it's an oblivion he can navigate, that he knows intimately and can maybe even thrive in/manipulate to his own ends.

His ambition? He'd love to know, he's taking suggestions. In the past he'd say cutting his own skyline-- something that he had begun to do when they first migrated to Fairhaven. Two downtown residential towers were drafted by his hand, but he's nowhere near amassing the resources to get another project off the ground in the current political climate. So he's taken in some goddamn pupils to keep the drafting hand limber. Maybe that'll be something. 48 - Something that I spent a lot of time on! Damn! Well, easy answer is the fic. But I think if I wanted to dig in, it'd be the bloodline/character arc timeline that I made that starts with the eldest and ends with Eliza. I spent a weekend reading clanbooks/supplements across editions as well as marinating in the vtm wiki to nail down what themes/trends I liked and wanted to play with as well as general history skimming because I, Mr. Podunk Midwestern Man, got most of my education about 1800's Russia from Chekov plays. Then I just went hog wild on a google doc and peppered my ST with too many questions so I could build out some of my own loresheets. Now I can not only tell you what Ana and Eliza were up to at any given point but also what their parents and grandparents were generally up to. Generational Narratives! I like em! I like the big sprawling tangled up casts even if the majority of them only exist offscreen/in the lore notes.

A fun fact which arose from this: Ana has a cousin who is his age, still breathing, leading an Obertus research initiative on the East Coast. She's wheeling and dealing with multiple Farm teams, funding Renditions in exchange of getting first dibs on any ghouls or suspected tzim that get bagged.

14 - Eliza, How did they initially feel after being ghould? Did they like being reborn into something new or did it take them a while to cope with their new reality? Eliza's first reaction was to compartmentalize the shit out of the situation and move on. It took a day or two for it to start to fully sink in, but overall she adapted well at first. This is mostly thanks to Ana taking a more hands-off approach, so outside of the basics (the blood bond situation and the masquerade of the living dead situation) what she learned and when was in her hands. It's a luxury of having a robust collection of kindred writing a keycard away at the University. Though the first time seeing Ana's 'Garden' definitely had a negative impact on her, throwing the whole arrangement back into question. Especially after learning that the 'Poppy' was Ana's last protégé, as well as the source of her current arm-- it launches her into an existential spiral.

Thankfully Roman turns out to be solid support, he steps into paternal role and helps guide her through it. He tells her that he's spent his time in the garden, that it was terrible and unforgivable, and yet he's sitting here with her today. The situation isn't ideal but it isn't unsalvageable, is his belief. He's seen the full scope of degeneration and growth, and he's convinced that the scales are tipped toward growth. Eliza isn't but also understands that, right now, this is what she has to work with. 26 - Eliza, Do they want to become human again or are they fine as a ghoul?

Eliza goes back and forth. In her darker moments she sometimes wishes Ana hadn't saved her. It's easy to see her life as an unnatural extension when her ghouling was that traumatic, and she is aware that she's complicit to some nasty shit. At the same time, the more she works with Ana and Roman the more desensitized she becomes.

Another major factor is her mother, Alana. She leads a Farm team in eastern Iowa, seasoned to the point where most FIRSTLIGHT hawks know of/have worked with her in the past.

Needless to say Alana Locks In the second she discovers Eliza's been ghoul'd. Full blown Rendition/Conversion team. It's ugly, and almost identical to the Garden/Circulatory System operations she was pissed at Ana about.

She gets out the other side with the general notion of "Its Complicated And I Don't Fucking Know, Dude." But she isn't one to romanticize humanity, not anymore. ... Whew. I think I need a nap.

Thank you @hlozt for the ask! As you can see I was chomping at the bit to ramble about these terrible lads. Hopefully it made some amount of sense!!

To everyone else-- if you made it this far/read all that, damn! Thanks! Have a draft Ana Zulo drawn by Roan for your efforts!