#Also I am not a cis person writing this for context

[ask-the-druggieverse]

Dreams the only sane one thank god 🙏🙏 everyone slaying tho

Anyway- Where/how is Cross doin 👀

- ALT - BILL: HA! HA! HA! BILL: He's doing bury nice! BILL: Don't worry about him at all! BILL: He's having a grave time with his AU!!

- IDK - Two things, for those who figured it out (not saying what happened, you must think!!!), I planned this WAYYY before Jakei made her trans-coded cross announcement and I felt super bad about it considering what happens. And the other thing is I decided to use that announcement to research some sad stuff about what trans, enby, agender, etc people go through in other places besides my own (my town is sorta safe for non cis people) and decided to implement those onto this AU Cross (my other AU SOPV, Cross is living his best life)

For future TW's when we get to Cross/The past: Body(Or gender Or Identity) Dysphoria, Abuse of drugs(I mean... who isn't in this blog?), and Bill(Also, someone just asked about Bill and hoo boy.... Bill is NOT a nice person in this AU(i will go more in depth on that ask than in my pinned) (I mean, sense when was Bill ever nice?))

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[batmanisagatewaydrug]

I think you mentioned you're cis, right? Many of my friends and acquaintances right now are cis women, some not even part of the lgbtq+ community. I'm a trans girl, and I'm very bad at standing up for myself. How should I talk about language they use that makes me uncomfortable? I don't know if I'm able to explain why "biological women" is a term I'm wary of because it's so often a dog whistle, or when they talk very sweepingly about the effects of male/female socialization, or espousing very cisnormative beliefs in general. I don't wanna be misunderstood and I don't think the words they are using are necessarily wrong or bad or hateful, I've just seen them so often in that context and am a bit shaken hearing them. I also don't think they want to hurt me or are cognizant of my discomfort. I'd love your input on this.

Thank you for reading this, mx batman.

hi anon,

I am so grateful that you trust me with this question and I am so sorry if you're looking for a way to do this gently. possibly you wee hoping that I would have some insights into how to gently call out cis women without upsetting them but the gag is that almost all my friends are trans and I'm an insane bitch who will unhinge my jaw and devour people at the first whiff of transphobia.

all you need to say is something to the effect of "you may not mean any harm by it, but the terms you're using spread transphobic ideas and hurt women like me and make me feel unsafe. please find other ways to express the thing you're trying to talk about." and that has to be sufficient for these people, or they aren't your friends.

listen to me right now. you Do Not need to justify why those things make you uncomfortable. you are not required to provide a dissertation to prove that your feelings deserve to be respected. if these women are your friends they are required to give a shit about your feelings, and that includes not requiring you to provide an entire powerpoint when you ask them to stop using terms that are transphobic. when a friend says "you're hurting me," you're supposed to just stop fucking hurting them.

if they want to educate themselves, which I strongly recommend the do, there are plenty of people who are writing books and articles and video essays and podcasts that will hold the hands of cis allies trying to learn Don't Be A Transphobe 101. you ARE NOT obligated to be that person for every person in your life, and they do not have the right to demand that of you.

recently I was listening to an episode of the podcast Vibe Check, which is excellent, and one of the hosts (I believe it was poet Saeed Jones, but don't quote me on that) offered some advice to the effect of "if you tell someone that they're hurting you and you tell them what they need to do to stop, and they do it again, they've told you everything they need to tell you." live that learn that love that. being fiercely protective of your needs and boundaries is an act of protection and self-preservation and it's what you deserve; cut a bitch OFF if she won't listen to you and be a better friend.

also hey as a cis woman. and specifically as a white cis woman. do NOT let them come at you with the cis lady tears, especially the white cis lady tears. anyone who starts whining and crying and acting like you're attacking them for just asking them not to say things that hurt your feelings, run. run so fast. those women do not love you.

[sapphicscholar]

CW discussion of racism, kink, transphobia, and sexual violence in fan works

Look, I wish this wasn’t something I had to say in 2024 in a space (fandom) that touts itself as queer and feminist and progressive but:

1) Kink is not a cover for forsaking sexual ethics. Just because a character is into something doesn’t mean that consent falls away as a concern or that their desires and pleasures outweigh their partner(s)’ needs and wants. Fic can be a space to explore desires that you’ve never actually lived—yes!—but that means it’s also a space for listening and learning from those who may chime in to say “this kind of behavior isn’t okay.” It’s okay not to know in advance, but redress needs to involve proper tagging and/or changing tracks with the way you write these kinds of dynamics

2) If you show a character saying “no,” “stop,” and “I don’t want this” on the page, particularly without any discussions (shown or implied) beforehand that would turn this sexual encounter into a carefully negotiated sexual scene with its own safe words or escape plan, the sex that follows is not consensual. That is rape. Even if you believe your characters love and desire each other, one person’s willfully ignoring another’s demand that they stop is rape. Full stop. And choosing to passive aggressively respond to a comment requesting proper tagging by noting that the chapter contains “very trace elements of dub-con” is actually far more disconcerting and harmful than not tagging it at all. I am decidedly not saying these works can’t exist, but proper tagging and acknowledgment of what is on the page (even when it’s your OTP) is necessary.

3) While reiterating that I am not opposed to the existence of works that don’t mesh with my personal politics or sexual interests, I want fans to sit with the question of why it is almost always women of color (and often woc who are conventionally feminine in canon) who are made in fic to occupy particularly violent and misogynistic butch/masc identities, transmasculinity, and/or gender fuck/play and who are written as enacting forms of sexual violence or other forms of harm on their white cis femme partners. Ask yourself why these characters are so often cast in these roles even when they are so far from anything like it in canon. (And tbc these are critical self reflections that should include but also extend well beyond baseline facts like the fact that trans and gender nonconforming people, esp trans and gnc folks of color, are far more likely to be the victims than the perpetrators of intimate partner violence.)

A wide variety of stories can and should exist in and outside of fan spaces. I’m not saying they shouldn’t! But nothing exists outside of its social contexts, and failing to be attentive to these larger questions is actively harmful to so many people for whom spaces of imaginative creativity should be a liberating and welcoming venue.

[tomato-greens]

Some Very Problematic, Ambivalent, and Disorganized Thoughts About Drag

sorry everybody

for @skrtomg & @carnovsky

thinking about this because of Chappell Roan, who is performing a kind of drag that I'm most familiar with under the name "bio queen," which is a pretty outdated name I think - in essence, she is a cis woman (as far as I'm aware) who often dresses up in an exaggerated gendered performance using aesthetic conventions elaborated upon and popularized by drag queens

Chappell Roan in a typical look at the 2025 Grammys

I've tried to walk through these thoughts before, but on multiple occasions, a couple of specific people in my offline life (who I am no longer close to, to be fair!) have really taken me to task for questioning drag's inherently (?) revolutionary (?) politics; both of these people were cis straight women who were huge fans of Drag Race, which I had to stop watching when it switched from Logo to Bravo, and in retrospect that probably had something to do with our different ambivalent relationships to womanhood as performed through drag?

Michelle Visage, another cis woman and drag queen, in a Drag Race-typical look

I like drag as an art form - I mean, I basically think gender is fucked, and anything that fucks with gender is therefore all right by me. in particular, because of who I am as a person, I like low-budget, amateur, and experimental art that questions the limits of performance, gender, expectations, you name it. if someone's sewn into a trash bag or has a tiny alien baby growing from somewhere precarious or otherwise looks insane, I'm probably into it.

what I really struggle with in terms of this kind of drag is: when is a cis woman performing drag that subverts gendered expectations and beauty standards, and when is she – well – performing celebrity womanhood?

I remember when contouring was only used by drag queens! I remember when the Kardashians et al. took it and popularized it for straight women! I started writing an essay about it, because it made me feel nuts! but that was ten years ago – and however the "clean girl" aesthetic catches on among my students, until the Sephora era ends, as long as a Kardashian is or was recently contouring, can it still be a drag aesthetic? is totally based on context? is it a "trust me, you know it when you see it" kind of thing?

like, I think the above photo of Chappell Roan is definitely drag, at least in terms of makeup. but is she performing drag here?

Roan at an earlier Grammy event, in another typical look

to me, drag is both a valuable queer art form and, like lots of other art forms, something that relies on a kind of baseline misogyny in order to function - men dressed up as women* is entertaining in part because they are not women. right? and the exaggerated performance of womanhood is entertaining at least in part because it is mocking, making fun of, or otherwise questioning and puncturing womanhood.

*yes, historically many people who did drag were not men but trans women, there's lots of complex overlap here! I'm not meaning to erase these people from drag history. however, cross-dressing/dressing against the gender one was assigned sometimes, for fun or performance, and all the time, as an identity, have never been the same thing. I'm just talking about the former even though it was also done by some people who did the latter.

I'm not particularly invested in maintaining womanhood as a category, and I definitely don't think all drag is actively misogynist (though some is, including some I have enjoyed). but I do think drag doesn't exist without misogyny.

then again neither do novels so like, look, whatever

I do also feel complicated (though not negative, none of this is negative, again: I do actually like drag) about cis men dressing up as women but I feel like I have been told enough that I'm Not A Man Or A Straight Woman And I Can't Understand Why That Matters to stay the fuck outta that one

some drag queens use their drag to poke and prod at gender limitations and some use it to create authentic selves not otherwise accessible to them and some use it to get famous and some use it to show [other] cis women how gross they are.

but ultimately I don't really care about any individual person's drag, I'm trying to think through why I feel so complicated about women dressing up as performances of women historically created by mostly, though not entirely, gay men?

and is it fucked up & homophobic & misogynist to feel complicated about it, as I have been told?

[bilesproblems]

Short Piece: the Principle of Self-Exclusion (and why it's better than mandated exclusion)

I have referenced this principle in the past and said I need to write something on it, so now I'm actually doing that. The definition I will use for the principle of self exclusion is "it is only necessary for a term to define what it is and who it does include, not what it isn't or who it doesn't include. People who the term does not describe and who do not belong will naturally feel no sense of identification with it, and will self-exclude, and people who do not self exclude must feel some sort of genuine sense of identification with the term, and therefore belong."

This is a general principle, so there are of course exceptions based on circumstance. There are terms, such as nonbinary, faunic/daunic and floric, nomasexual/nowomasexual, and cisn't or straightn't that are very specific about what they aren't and/or who someone isn't attracted to, and hence the principle of self exclusion isn't entirely applicable to, but generally the idea of "it isn't necessary to enforce exclusion because people who it doesn't describe won't identify with it and people who identify with it are described by it in some way, else they wouldn't identify with it" can apply. There are also times when co-opted definitions become popular, like stud for example being used outside of its black-only context, in which case it is necessary to correct the record on the original definition and its exclusivity. So don't take this as a 100% infallible principle in every instance - it is a general rule of thumb.

In the context of mspec lesbians, it is an obvious application. There are no bisexual people wrongfully invading the lesbian label, because bi people who are not lesbians do not feel a sense of identity with being a lesbian. When a bi person does identify as a lesbian, there is a reason they feel connected to lesbianism, some of these being simple and obvious reasons like "I experience split attraction" or "I am bi and not attracted to men" but some are deeper and more personal such as "I had heterosexuality enforced on me so harshly that being a lesbian and centering my love of women is the best way to reclaim my autonomy and defy enforced heterosexuality, even though I am bisexual."

It's also true for lesboys, specifically aptobinary cis man lesboys. It's not usually defined as trans exclusive, but there is a reason that the vast majority of lesboys are trans. Most aptobinary cis men will not feel like lesbians in earnest, because the word doesn't describe them. Most aptobinary cis men who identify as lesboys later come out as trans and/or nonbinary, and the reason that it resonated with them was because they weren't actually men and didn't know it yet. If an aptobinary cis man does identify as a lesboy, then it can be assumed that there is some reason that its resonating with them, if they are identifying with the lesboy term in earnest and not as a joke. It isn't necessary to kick them out.

Sometimes, yes, people will claim to be an identity they do not genuinely hold. Does anyone remember "I'm a straight lesbian, I'm straight but I like the lesbian aesthetic" thing? Yeah that person came out as saying they weren't actually a straightbian, and invalidating anyone who did identify as a straight lesbian in earnest. Though there can be some good done in reinforcing that this particular person was not a straightbian and misrepresented the identity, it would not be necessary to tell them "NO, you're NOT A STRAIGHTBIAN" because people who do not earnestly hold the identity simply don't care. Straight men who jokingly say they're lesbians don't need to be strictly kicked out of the lesbian and lesboy labels because they do not genuinely identify that way. It makes them basically immune. You cannot stop people from joking even when it isn't funny, and when people with complex identities are thrown under the bus for the sake of proving why someone's pretend identity isn't valid, you're just further hurting the community. The actual best way to hurt an unfunny jokester is to take their identity 100% seriously, and act like you don't even get the joke. Now there's no one laughing. The punchline is lost when "straight lesbian" "lesbian man" and "bi lesbian" are normalized identities. Plus the joking party is usually someone with some queerphobic beliefs, so if their joke identity isn't succeeding at pissing off anyone nor is it funny, rather they're being associated with and assumed to be a "weird" queer, suddenly they won't want to say that's what they are anymore.

So yea that's pretty much it. People will exclude themselves based on if they fit the meaning, and if they seemingly don't but still identify with it, then something about the term's meaning is resonating with them and they have a reason and right to use it. When people joke, just ignore them and take it seriously and then when they don't get a reaction they want, they too will self exclude

[wolfertinger]

this is an ask regarding the rape that happened and will be slightly explicit in ways unrelated to the actual assault that took place. i started tyoing this before hand and have to restart due to my window glitching and either deleting or sending the ask. if you have another similar shorter ask about this that is why, i am writing this purely because i felt uncomfortable trying explain one of my main points due to the nature of this whole situation. i will still try to explain it again but none the less, this ask will not feel good to read because it has to do with an actual rape that took place, a actual rape that wis still tries to defend on some level-even as she tries to shift focus on the other people who have victims often fair too young unrelated to swayer at all she still defends mari by association of her having abused sawyer.

i didnt say this before despite having been having this blog in my feed for a while, but i legitmately thought mari was cis when i first saw sawyer speak up on this. i also saw them speak up by pure happenstance since i try and listen to victims when i see a post of them speaking up about what happened to them. i saw this before wis inserted herself into it all if i understand the timeline of that correctly, i learned what had happened between mari and sawyer before i really started following this blog and i found out off tumblr.

my assumption reading, with none the context of this blog and sawyers blog, was that mari was a cis woman who assaulted her gender ambigous (thats still the best way i feel i can describe sawyers identity) trans partner. my perspective, before wis invovled herself and forced sawyer to go into detail about their trauma publically, was a cis woman raping a trans person.

the only reasons i can think of wis feeling it was okay to out mari as a trans woman are either

A: outing a fellow trans woman is justified because it hurts sawyer.

or

B: mari clearly had to be trans because she was inside sawyer, and therefore it wasnt outing her.

as a afab i can confirm its possible to be inside someone without having had some form on bottom surgery. its normal to view having a strap inside someone as "being inside them." its normal to view fingering/fisting as "being inside someone." it is possible for two people without penises, born that way or post op, to be "inside" eachother. there are so many ways, none related to genitalia, that someone, ANYONE, could be inside someone.

even with what we have been told we dont know exactly how mari was assaulting sawyer when she woke up to it happening. we can rudely and grossly make assumptions (something that im trying my best to avoid), but we have no way of knowing. "inside" is the vaguest way one can describe either sex or rape of some kind of penetrative nature. that is the only information i remember sawyer ever giving on it, both before and after wis forced them to explain in detail the ways she had been abused and assaulted by mari.

either wis has incorrect, and inherently queerphobic (even if such thoughts would be internalized they are still queerphobic), sentiments on the nature of "being inside" someone or she only put herself in this all so she could justify harassing and abusing sawyer publicly for everyone to see. i literally cant think of any other explanations for why she thought outing mari was okay in any way. the more you examine the way wis has acted throughout all this the uglier it all gets. she seems like a genuinely vile woman.

"about last

i sincerely hope you regret this one day, and cringe at your unjust cruelty. i hope sawyer receives an apology from you. you've proven you are nothing but a horrible, despicable, ugly and nasty person on the inside, wis. and it will NOT be forgotten."

i think, the worst part is. wis has ADMITTED, mari is a rapist. she ADMITTED what mari did. MARI FROM THE OUTSET, TOLD HER WHAT HAPPENED. with ALL of the info, both sides of the story, and all of the context. wis still chose to support, a rapist, over a rape victim.

wis is a rape apologist. simple as.

[alvoskia]

i'd love to know how you go about writing neurodivergence in a fantasy/not modern setting. thinking specifically of how you describe ally's experience as allegorical whereas flames's autism is canon. how do you differentiate between the two in a world where the vocabulary and contexts are different? (hope that makes sense!)

Thank you!!

I think a lot of it depends on how far immersion wise you want to go, in some ways. Most fantasy worlds still use the twelve month Gregorian Calendar system, for example (even in LOTR, though Tolkien is technically writing it as a translation) or terms for sexuality/gender. In Vita's Land, they actually use an 8 month calendar system with one month associated with an Infran respectively, though I kept each month at 6 weeks for a 52ish week year for my own sanity. I've been debating whether I want to go full throttle of having unique sexuality/gender terms as well, especially because I think the world operates on a much more "you are a woman or not-woman" dichotomy as opposed to a (cis) man or (cis) woman binary, but I digress.

I think some of why Ally's experience feels allegorical to me / to my experience with autism is because I started really writing and understanding her and her story when I was around 16, and that's also when I think my neurodivergency was sticking out to me more; at the time, I chalked it up to be questioning in my sexuality (specifically for asexuality) as gender wasn't a thought in my head yet, and so I was kind of crafting her story at the same time.

Her story is also growing up feeling Other'd for a variety of reasons — an Infran but powerless; a human being raised among non-humans; being Asian when conversations around race tend to be heavily focused on black and white issues somewhat literally; being asexual within the broader allosexual/alloromantic queer community; feeling left behind / struggling within the 'school' system or within societal expectations since not every autistic person is 'Gifted' — so while she's not canonically autistic to me, growing up with "everyone around me knows I'm different (derogatory) somehow and won't tell me how/why so I'm just stumbling around in the dark" is absolutely a core aspect of her book one story in particular and one I think other autistic / neurodiverse people could relate to (I've also considered BDP or NDP for her, tbh). I don't honestly know if I can write a 100% not autistic character from an OC standpoint, anyway.

The end of her book one story is therefore reminiscent of how I felt learning there was a Reason I felt the way I did (ie. my therapist was like "I think you're autistic"), that there were reasons for how my brain worked, and that it wasn't something wrong with me and that my friends loved me/wanted to and could indeed help me just as I was. It's not quite the unconditional "you never have to work on your behaviour or yourself to meet people in the middle" because that's just not always true, but it is true that you can meet people and be met in the middle and receive unconditional love and support on your way to the middle, or wherever people are able to meet you (sometimes, again, right where you are as is).

Flames, meanwhile, I realized I'd been writing as canonically autistic the whole time without realizing, because she is one of the characters (alongside Bill) that I probably relate to the most in terms of like, how she thinks, feels, and responds to things. One of the cruxes of her and Ally's dynamic, written from Ally's POV of course, is Ally resenting her for her apparently effortless success/natural inclinations. I have had people academically or aggressively compete with me my whole life much to my own confusion and despite dislike of competition, and having people read superiority complexes onto me like, has always sucked ass, and has always been untrue. It's especially frustrating because it then makes their insecurity my problem when I am truly just trying to chill/exist/have a good time. None of this is to say that Flames isn't at fault at all either, she's not perfect nor am I, but being misunderstood and having people fooled by your mask / being a good performer is something I related to a lot in her, specifically from an autistic experience.

Now onto what you were actually asking, worldbuilding wise:

I'm fairly certain the in-universe term for autism is known as being wide minded, and it's seen as a neutral/positive leaning thing. The name, I think, captures both the reality of autism as a wide spectrum, and in the idea of it being 'far reaching' — knowing a lot of information (hyperfocus, special interest) / needing a lot of information (to plan, to understand, etc) as two sides of operation. So Flames is wise minded / autistic TM and Ally's remains allegorical, even if I'm not opposed to it also being literal later and/or anything else

I think there's probably a lot more grace / understanding for neurodiversity and disabilities (it's decently common for sighted people to learn braille, for example) since their school system is different too (some form of homeschooling until age 7, then formal schooling for 9ish years) and like... more wide minded Infrans in the past to help generate and push for understanding/acceptance in society that the current Infrans somewhat get to reap the rewards from.

Other things I want to interweave is:

I'm fairly certain Rayan is also wide minded (autistic)

George and Jamie both have ADHD, though I'm not sure yet what it'd be called in-universe. ADHD's current naming scheme in the real world isn't very useful or descriptive, so... we shall see!

[doyouhearthunder]

On Pros and Antis and the Confessing of "Sins"

If you're in any way involved in fandom spaces, and in particular fanfiction, you've probably heard about the ongoing debate between proship and antiship schools of thought. It's a perpetual drama machine that I have tried to stay clear of, to avoid incurring the wrath of the 'pitchforks and torches' types, but I feel I can no longer stand on the sidelines while my friends take abuse from terminally online Unreasonables. So I'd like to set the record straight on a couple things.

First though, since we're dealing with amorphous internet terminology that means 100 different things to 100 different people, here are some quick definitions as I see it:

PROSHIP is the more reasonable, nuanced and mature stance of the two, defined as the belief that there is no automatic correlation between individual morals and the consumption or creation of fictional media. Proshippers believe that all facets of life, even darker and more taboo topics, are fair game for fictional exploration and creative expression (even in the common context of NSFW fetish material). The key point here is that one should have a healthy ability to separate fiction from reality and an understanding that finding enjoyment in darker subject matter does not somehow make one a bad person - although moral lines obviously can and should still be drawn regarding improper behavior towards real people, it does no one any good to limit creative expression or paint creators with a broad moral brush.

ANTISHIP, on the other hand, is a reactionary movement in response to the above. Antishippers believe in drawing a hard moral line in the sand around some topics and discouraging creative expression regarding them. Antis defend their conservative worldview by attempting to take a moral high ground, making themselves out to be the reasonable ones and decrying any criticism of their position as tantamount to condoning the indefensible. But the problem with antis is more one of behavior than motivation; they may think they're defending the innocent, but they function like a loaded gun pointed in all the wrong directions. Anti rhetoric is often characterized by sweeping black and white moral standards and purity tests, leading to targeted harassment campaigns, harmful slander and willful distortions of reality, and attempts to ostracize targets from fandom communities and turn public opinion against them.

It's also worth mentioning that the burden of these culture war campaigns against "inappropriate" and/or NSFW content often falls more heavily on queer and marginalized creators, due to internalized transphobic rhetoric and fear-mongering, while cis people who consume or create similar content often skate by unnoticed, shielded by privilege or anonymity.

To demonstrate my point: I am the creator of several popular SFW fics, but I'm also the creator of several popular NSFW ones. For years I've been writing "darkfics" with subject matter that could be considered extreme or controversial, under the pseudonym of SubordiSins (a more common story for many of your favorite fic authors than you might think, I should add).

My best-known (and best) work under that handle is a fic called Reindeer Games, a novel-length erotic torture porn thriller. RG was written as a collaboration between myself and @kimberlyeab, a talented and prolific fic writer and a dear friend. I'm quite proud of our work together: We took a simple premise and gradually expanded it into a twisty, emotionally complex character-driven drama. It was also, frankly, some of the most fun I've had writing anything. It's important to me to be clear that while the subject matter of RG is an acquired taste (mind those Dead Dove tags), the fact that I wrote it on an alternate AO3 account does not mean that I am in any way ashamed of it.

In addition to being a fantastic creative partner, Kim has done a great deal to uphold the most basic benefit of fandom: providing like-minded fans with safe, accepting online spaces through which to forge friendships and express themselves creatively. I've definitely found my online tribe in Kim and their friends, as have many other notable fic writers.

However, Kim has also been a magnet for controversy, in part because of our collaboration on Reindeer Games, but mainly because as a queer online figure who openly writes smut, they make a good target for hate. They have directly suffered from the crude transphobia of chuds and 4channers, the vile slander and sustained harassment of unhinged and obsessive Tumblr stalkers, and even email bombs and doxxing campaigns that pose a threat to their IRL safety and security.

Through it all, I have tried to be a supportive friend while also benefiting from a shield of insulated anonymity that means I get to be impervious to harm from writing the same fics that they get hate for. I originally took that approach for my safety, but I'm tired of feeling like I have to choose between self-preservation and being fair to my friends. We never meant it to, but the unequal footing created a wall between us and lead to hurt feelings. I've had enough of it, and so I'm finally bringing that wall down.

To summarize:

Proshippers are good people more often than not, and antis are often dangerously obsessive, inappropriate, and untethered from reality.

Fiction cannot be held to the same moral standards as reality and if you don't understand why, I don't know what to tell you other than "Give it some more goddamn thought."

Nobody needs to meet someone else's arbitrary standard for moral purity tests in order to deserve being left alone and not harassed.

Having kinks is normal, and most of your favorite fic writers have probably written about their kinks, even if not openly. As ever, the golden rule of fanfiction is and has always been "Don't like, don't read."

Just as it is the responsibility of fic authors to tag their work appropriately, it is the responsibility of internet users to make use of content filtering and block features to curate their online experience and protect themselves from material that upsets them. It is *no one's* responsibility to police what other users post online.

Anyone who throws around accusations like "p*dophile" or "gr*omer" without concrete and substantiated evidence of actual wrongdoing (aka, a lot more than just fics or kinks) is not a serious person.

Kimberlyeab is a cool and sexy person and anyone who tries to hurt them must go through me as well.

Any complaints about my/Subordi's fics or the contents thereof can be mailed to the following address:

Doyouhearthunder 69 Fuck Off Ave Proshiptopia, FU United States of Mind Your Own Damn Business

Any praise for my fics can be directed to my inbox. <3

Thank you for reading. I will not be taking questions at this time (except of course from friends in good faith).

God bless all the kinksters and the queers, Nate

[glitteredbubbles]

Intro post!!

Fanfic Masterlist | Current WIPs

Hi!! You can call me Z, and my pronouns are she/her :)

(last updated 4/15/2025)

Some prominent facts about me:

- I’m a demisexual lesbian who posts occasionally and mainly reblogs stuff I find visually appealing

- For positionality context, I am a white cis USAmerican woman (specifically from the south; I have a love/hate relationship with it)

- I am undiagnosed but suspect I am somewhere on the autism spectrum

- I am a fanfic writer!! You can find my ao3 account here

- I consume a LOT of media; I mainly watch a lot movies, read a lot of books, and listen to a lot of music, though I am trying to get into TV shows more

- I enjoy asks and DMs! We don’t have to be mutuals, just don’t be weird :)

- I do not have a tagging system really; I mainly use my tags as an extra space to rant so this is like the Wild West (you can find fandom specific posts usually through ship names like Anderperry or Reddie)

- DNIs: if you’re homophobic, a nazi, transphobic, a terf, ableist, an ed/pro-ana tumblr account, fatphobic, racist, a white supremacist, anti-semitic, a zionist, misogynist, a conservative, or if you’re just mean tbh. I can and will block anyone who gives me bad vibes so keep that in mind when interacting <3

Fandoms:

- Dead Poets Society (mainly Anderperry)

- IT (mainly Reddie)

- I have other fandoms that I write for/have written for which I’m not super active in like The Batman, Stranger Things, and The Goldfinch

- I also have fandoms that I’ve only read fanfic for that I’m not super involved in that I could geek out about like The Maze Runner, Detroit: Become Human, One Direction, Criminal Minds, Heartstopper, etc.

Interests:

Music:

- I listen to practically every genre (besides post-9/11 country music), but I tend to gravitate more towards sad indie, 1970s folk, or instrumental score music!

- For example, some of my favorites are Sufjan Stevens, Mitski, Bon Iver, Ethel Cain, Black Country New Road, Lucy Dacus, Radiohead, Adrienne Lenker, Elliott Smith, Car Seat Headrest, Fleetwood Mac, Simon & Garfunkel, Nick Drake, Talking Heads, George Harrison, Al Green, Tia Blake, Labi Siffre, Emile Mosseri, Masayoshi Takanaka, Philip Glass, Masakatsu Takagi, Colin Stetson, Jonny Greenwood, Aphex Twin, Mort Garson, Mamman Sani, etc.

Books:

- I prefer to read literary fiction (particularly realistic fiction), but I also try to read a good amount of poetry and nonfiction as well! (If you want to be mutuals on Storygraph, DM me!)

- My favorite books of all time are Oranges Are Not the Only Fruit, The Little Prince, The Song of Achilles, The Miseducation of Cameron Post, Catcher in the Rye, Crush, The Virgin Suicides, Beloved, The Secret History, The Color Purple, The Awakening, Devotions, The Giver, The Perks of Being a Wallflower, The Book Thief, The Goldfinch, There There, Giovanni’s Room, The Bluest Eye, Gorilla My Love, and The Dream of a Common Language!!

Movies:

- I’ll watch any and everything, although my personal taste leans towards coming-of-age, queer, weird, sad, and/or arthouse cinema. (If you want to be mutuals on Letterboxd, DM me!)

- Some of my favorite movies are Where Is the Friend’s House?, Little Miss Sunshine, Mishima: A Life in Four Chapters, Perfect Blue, The Company of Strangers, Swiss Army Man, Being John Malkovich, Everything Everywhere All At Once, Dead Poets Society, Parasite, the Spiderverse movies, Her, Moonlight, The Holdovers, The Favourite, City of God, La Haine, Kung Fu Panda, But I’m a Cheerleader, The Lego Batman Movie, Videodrome, Funny Games, My Own Private Idaho, Happy Together, Daisies, Tampopo, The Last Black Man in San Francisco, Vive L’Amour, the Muppet movies, Funeral Parade of Roses; the list could go on and on and on haha.

TV Shows:

- I don’t watch a lot of TV, but I usually prefer shows with tight-knit plots that don’t drag on for too many seasons. I also like game shows and cartoons! (If you want to be mutuals on Serializd, DM me!)

- Some of my favorite shows are Avatar: The Last Airbender, Jeopardy, I Am Not Okay With This, Stranger Things (specifically the first two seasons), Smiling Friends, Fellow Travelers, Don’t Hug Me I’m Scared, The Amazing World of Gumball, Young Royals, Over the Garden Wall, Pen15, The Bear, Heartstopper, Bob’s Burgers, Reservation Dogs, Barry, etc.

Video Games:

- I am definitely not a gamer, but I spent much of my adolescence watching gaming YouTubers play and live out my dreams of completing games I couldn’t afford. I mainly love indie games and also Nintendo franchises!

- Some of my favorite video games are Stardew Valley, Life is Strange, Zelda (both BOTW and TOTK), Inside, Detroit: Become Human, Papers Please, Overcooked 2, MySims Agents, Until Dawn, Sonic Adventure DX, Zelda Wind Waker, Super Smash Bros. Brawl, Kirby’s Return to Dreamland, Unpacking, fnaf, etc.

Miscellaneous Interests:

- I’m into a lot of random stuff that doesn’t really fall under the other categories, so I’m putting it all here!

- Paul Dano, Smosh, crocheting, physical media collection, Game Grumps, Letterboxd, making sad edits, Ayo Edebiri, drawing occasionally, Drew Gooden, slay graphic tees, Criterion Collection, flavored lemonade, Louis Tomlinson, sour candy, looking up the definition of words, Mary Oliver, making time-accurate playlists, going to concerts (I’ve been to 26 so far), etc.

Challenges:

- Because I am insane, I have dedicated myself to random challenges just because I can. Right now, I’m trying to read a book (34/200), watch a movie (72/200), and listen to an album (32/200) from every country! I’m also trying to watch a movie for every year cinema has existed just because (88/125). As a rule of thumb, I usually try to read 44 books every year (13/44) since that’s the goal I’ve kept since 2022!

- If you have any suggestions/recommendations for any of my challenges, please tell me! Even if I’ve read/seen/heard something from that country, I still like adding stuff to my list to consume later!

Posts I’m proud of:

To end this, here are some posts I’m happy with/want to keep track of!

- Showed my friend DPS | DPS hot takes | DPS journey

- Homophobic little brother part 1, part 2, part 3, part 4

- Yearning web weaving | not yourself web weaving

- 2024 movie recs | top 10 movies in gifs | top 100 movies

- Fanfic excerpt | 10k hits on my fic | fanfic connection | how I imagined Anderperry in my fic | fanfic “or” statements

- Media consumption final boss

- Mitski uquiz

- My Spotify daylist titles

- Fanfic asks part 1 and part 2

- Fake idgafer

- Doomed narrative yaoi

- Personal poem part 1, part 2, part 3, part 4

[archangeldyke-all]

Hi, first time ever sending an ask like this but I needed to tell you how much I love what you write and that I am absolutely grateful you also write for amab sevika 🥺🙏❤️ I was wondering if you maybe would write amab sevika having sex with an insecure afab nonbinary reader and Sev kissing their top surgery scars and doing a bit of body worship? 🥺 Thank you 😭🙏❤️

of course!! this is gonna be a little less smutty because i just wrote a big ol' smut piece last night so i'm all smutted out rn, so i hope that's okay!

disclaimer! i'm cis, so i'm unfamiliar with the specifics of top surgery. if i got anything wrong, please lmk and i'll fix it right away! :)

men and minors dni

first of all, if you guys are together when you get top surgery, sevika would almost be more excited than you.

it's not that she doesn't love your tits. (she does.)

but she loves you so much more, and she knows top surgery is going to make you so happy, and she's so excited for you.

your recovery is uncomfortable and painful as it always is, but it's a little more bearable when sevika's waiting on you hand and foot, grinning each time she changes your bandages and sees your still-swollen but now flat chest.

each night, she'd insist she be the one to rub your scar-fading cream over the scars on your chest.

and each time, she'd press a kiss right over your heart as she rubs it in.

when you're fully healed, sevika wouldn't be able to keep her hands to herself.

not really in a sexual context (we'll get to that in a second) but just because she wants to reassure you and touch you and soothe the scars on your chest.

she's always tracing over the scars, slipping her hand up your shirt to gently rub her thumb back and forth over them.

if you're ever feeling insecure (maybe the scars are lopsided or really obvious, maybe your nipples look a little different now, or you don't have any at all, maybe you're just feeling blah about your body) sevika's the first person to notice something's off-- sometimes even before you do.

"what's wrong?" sevika asks when she wanders into the bathroom and finds you tracing your top surgery scars. you huff.

"nothin'." you say. she shoots you a skeptical look as she approaches you, both hands on your hips and her chin hooking over your shoulder to lock eyes with you in the mirror.

slowly, her hands creep up your side until she's holding your chest, gently tracing over the scars as she presses kisses to your neck and cheek.

"i love you." she whispers. "you're perfect, y'know." she says.

(it's always easy to believe her, especially when you can feel her dick growing hard against your ass.)

in the bedroom, sevika'd always have her mouth on your scars. tracing them with her tongue, pressing kisses to the center of your chest or your nipples, sucking hickeys underneath the scars to decorate them.

she still sleeps on your chest-- slightly less comfortable now without the fat of your breasts to cushion her-- but she doesn't care.

sometimes, you wake up to her whispering secrets to the scars.

"so pretty. so perfect."

"fuckin' sexy ass body."

and your favorite so far, "you made 'em so happy. never saw 'em smile as big as they did when they first saw their new chest. thank you." whispered reverently against the scar tissue on your skin.

you had to snap your eyes shut to pretend to be sleeping when she pulled back away, not wanting her to know you caught her.

she knows, though. she can hear your rapid heart beat beneath her ear as she settles back down. she doesn't say anything, just presses a kiss to your skin, a smile on her lips.

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[tiny-minecraft-rabbit]

I have no context for this except me and a friend were talking about c!hermit pronouns and I thought this was funny. Please enjoy.

Cleo handed out a piece of paper to each of them, "Okay, everyone, before we start write down your name and pronouns on these and then throw them in the hopper."

Grian went his turn with the anvil, Scar looking over his shoulder. There was a definite pause after he finished and he rolled his eyes at whatever joke his partner had cooking up. "I know how to spell my own name Scar."

She turned to Scar and instead of his usual smirk there was only confusion. "You're pronouns are he/she?" Came out of Scar's mouth instead of a quip, which really caught her off guard.

"I- what? Yes, Scar. My pronouns are he/she."

"Since when?" Scar exclaimed, voice raising an octave and hands raising above his head.

"Since.. forever? Always?" Grian answered, thinking about it. It was definitely before he'd met Scar.. he doesn't really think there was a time where he wasn't using both.

"I thought you were cis?"

"I am, Scar," She sighed. She walked to the hopper and placed her sheet of paper inside, watching it get pulled away into whatever randomizing redstone was underneath them.

Cleo lightly punched (though it was Cleo so it still probably hurt a lot) Scar on the shoulder, "People can be cis and use multiple pronouns Scar. They're not always an indicator of gender identity."

"Well now I'm really confused," Scar replied, rubbing his shoulder.

"That's okay! I'm confused by a lot too," Joe Hills added with a great deal of cheer, "I also know a whole lot as well. Like Grian's pronouns."

Scar's face went red, "Oh come on. I'm definitely not the only person that didn't know Grian's pronouns- That's the whole point of us writing down our pronouns!"

"True," Grian replied, "But you're the only one making a big deal about it."

His face went even redder, "Okay. Okay. That's my bad. I just wasn't expecting it. It's like if you suddenly told me if you were into men!"

"Scar. What?" Cleo asked.

"Please don't tell me- Scar, I'm bisexual. You know this."

"What? No! You're straight! You- You are!"

"I've had sex with you! We're dating!"

"We're what?"

[2nd-drop-me-safely-in-this-hell]

🔞

"Monkey Business, Part II"

Characters:

Nero (Devil May Cry)

Kyrie (Devil May Cry)

Relationships:

Nero x Kyrie

Premise:

Nero and Kyrie go for a walk like an ordinary couple. However, they are soon reminded that they are not an ordinary couple. It turns out that 'ordinary' is overrated.

Content Warnings:

Devil Trigger sex

Impregnation risk

Exhibitionism (only talked about)

Author's Note:

The first part can be found here, but you wouldn't be missing that much context if you skipped it.

Part III is already written, actually, and it should be up shortly.

Nero is trans in this story. Keep in mind that I am a cis(?) person writing this, criticism is welcome. Also Nero never grew back his hand in this story. Also Kyrie is chubby in this story.

It was a sunny afternoon in Fortuna. Nico had insisted on watching the kids for the day, and practically kicked Nero and Kyrie out of the house. The young couple were happy to take her up on the offer. Between hunting devils and fostering the children, the two of them hadn't had much time alone together as of late.

With nowhere to go, the pair simply took a walk through the Castle City, beneath the ruins of the black monolith that was once a Hellgate. Finally, they stopped in a familiar place: a fountain outside of a certain cathedral. There were some other visitors, scattered around the fountain, minding their own business. Thankfully, the cathedral was closed today.

Kyrie smiled. "It's nice being back here, isn't it?"

Nero didn't respond. He recalled the day that the Order's plans went into motion. The day demons attacked, and Dante entered his life. He recalled Kyrie, shielding a child in her arms, prepared to be torn apart by this very fountain.

"We had our first kiss in this very spot, right?" Kyrie stepped closer to Nero, until they were all but touching.

"Oh, yeah... Yeah." Nero's face felt hot, and he quickly backed away.

Kyrie chuckled, and made no move to restore their closeness. "You kicked some serious 'demon ass' here, too."

Nero rolled his eyes. "You've been talking to Nico too much."

"Well, it's true! It was a sight to behold, really. You didn't let a single one even touch me."

Nero shook his head. "There were some close calls, though..."

"Well... Maybe that was part of the fun." Kyrie stepped back into Nero's personal space. "Life's a lot more thrilling with you in it, Nero." Kyrie slowly reached up to touch his cheek.

Nero didn't recoil from her touch. "I'd rather you be safe than thrilled, Kyrie."

"I am safe with you, Nero." Kyrie stepped even closer, pressing her chest to Nero's. "You wouldn't let anything happen to me, right?"

"Right." Nero smiled. "But, why take chances?"

"We're worth the chance, Nero. You're worth it." Kyrie took Nero's remaining hand, and put it on her waist. "Don't you think?"

"I, uh..." It was at that moment that Nero noticed a feeling deep within him.

Like a wellspring of power.

Without a single word, Nero took off, running straight for the cathedral.

"Nero?! Nero, what's wrong?!" Nero was through the door before Kyrie had gotten the last word out. She hurried after him, and let herself inside.

* * *

The inside of the cathedral looked almost the same as it had all those years ago. The day of the Festival Of The Song. The day Kyrie watched His Holiness be shot in the head, and then got more unbelievable from there.

But that wasn't at the forefront of Kyrie's mind. She scanned the pews for Nero, until she caught a glimpse of a figure on his hands and knees.

"Nero?!" Kyrie ran toward the first row. "Nero, I'm sorry, I don't know what I-"

"Stay back!" Nero shouted in response. His voice sounded... Different. Somehow distorted.

"...Nero?" Kyrie slowly walked up past the first row.

"Kyrie, wait..."

Kyrie turned the corner, and when Nero met her eye, her jaw dropped. "Oh, my... Is this your... Your devil form?"

Nero was facing away from Kyrie, hiding all but his back from her.

She stepped closer. "Nero, let me see..."

"No! Don't look! Just... Get out of here."

"Nero." Kyrie said, as softly as she could. "Please don't shy away from me."

"I don't want to hurt you..."

"You wouldn't."

"How can you be sure?!"

"Because I know you, Nero. I trust you. You've earned my trust." Kyrie knelt beside him, and placed a hand on his shoulder, gently guiding him to turn over.

Nero shivered under her touch. His scaly flesh felt feverish.

"Come on, Nero. Let me see you."

Against his better judgement, Nero obeyed, and turned onto his back.

Kyrie gasped. Besides the obviously demonic features, Nero's figure had changed. His shoulders broadened, and his musculature increased. But what drew Kyrie's gaze the most was the foot-long member standing from between his legs.

"Nero, you're..." Enormous. "... Beautiful."

Nero's yellow eyes finally met Kyrie's. "...You really think that?"

"Of course I do! I mean, your eyes, your hair, your colors, your... Um..." Kyrie's gaze returned to Nero's dick.

Nero's eyes fell again. "This has been happening on and off for a while. I'll get a little too excited, and end up stuck like this."

Kyrie giggled. "So I 'excited' you too much out there?"

Nero nodded.

"I'll have to be more careful next time, then. So... Now what?"

"I don't know..."

"Well, when does it usually go away?"

"After, I... Uh..." Nero all but squirmed with nervousness.

"After you what, Nero?"

Nero remained silent.

"Darling." She put a hand on his cheek. "You can tell me."

Nero sighed. "After I... Get off."

"Oh." Kyrie turned pink.

"Why don't you head back outside? I'll be out as soon as I can."

"...Is that what you want?"

"Huh?"

"You don't want me to stay?" Kyrie rested a hand on Nero's toned stomach. "To... Lend a helping hand?"

Nero shivered, and his dick twitched. "Kyrie, I can't ask you to... I can't..."

"Nero. Look at me." Kyrie spoke, in an almost-but-not-quite stern tone.

Nero obliged.

"Do you want me to?"

After a moment's hesitation, Nero whispered. "...Yes."

"Then I will." Kyrie's hand slid down Nero's body, and wrapped tightly around the base of him, provoking him to moan. She began slowly stroking up and down his length, maintaining a firm grip.

"Oh my- Kyrie..." Nero squirmed beneath her touch. "You're so... How do you..." He moaned again.

"...A lot of dirty books." She admitted.

"Dirty books? I never thought you-"

"Well, you're not the only one who feels ashamed sometimes. But you don't have to hide from me, Nero, and I'm not going to hide from you. Not anymore." Kyrie kept stroking as she leaned down to kiss him.

Nero reciprocated, and couldn't fight the urge to slip his tongue past her lips.

Kyrie sucked on Nero's tongue for but a moment, before pulling away. "Wow... It seems like this isn't the only part of you that's big." Kyrie giggled.

Nero chuckled. "Did you want me to put it to work... Somewhere else?"

"Oh, yes, Nero, yes I do. Hang on-" Kyrie let go of Nero's cock, to his chagrin, which was quelled when she sat back and spread her legs. "Alright, go ahead."

At once, Nero crawled toward her, and reached up her dress. He pulled her panties down her legs with just his remaining hand, and took a moment to look at them. They were white with black spots, like a cow's fur of all things.

"... Are these Nico's too?"

"...No." Kyrie blushed. "They're mine."

Nero grinned, baring his fangs, and tossed them aside. He crawled into Kyrie's dress, head-first, and put his mouth to work, sliding his tongue past her folds and suckling at her clit.

Kyrie moaned, and her head fell back. "Nero..." Her hand ran over her dress, until she found the top of Nero's head, and gently rubbed him. "Nero, you're a natural."

Nero practically growled into her cunt, his distorted voice sending a potent vibration on top of his licking and sucking.

"Oh, by the Savior, don't stop!" Kyrie cried out, her blasphemous words echoing through the cathedral.

Nero obliged, accelerating his movements.

But only a short moment later, Kyrie spoke again. "Wait, stop-"

Nero pulled back at once. "Are you okay?"

"Nero, I'm wonderful." Kyrie pat him on the head. "But I'm not ready for this to be over yet. Crawl out of there."

Nero backed up, and stood upright on his knees.

Kyrie rose to her feet, and began stripping out of her dress. Nero watched, jaw slack, as she revealed her bare body, and unhooked the bra that matched her discarded panties, letting her breasts hang freely.

Nero let out a shaky breath. "Kyrie..."

"Yeah... I know I'm not as lean as you are, Nero, but..."

"But what? You're a goddess."

"Oh, you're just saying that. I've seen the women you work with-"

"And none of them compare to you."

"What makes me so much more beautiful, then? And don't say anything about my personality."

"Kyrie..." Nero sighed. "I like that you're bigger than them. I like that you're soft, I like that you're heavy. You're what I want. Do you get that?"

Kyrie smiled sheepishly. "...Thank you." She gently lowered herself, sitting on the floor in front of Nero, and laid on her back. "Okay. I'm all yours."

Nero leaned over Kyrie, lined up his cock to her folds, and gently pushed the head in.

Kyrie shivered.

"Are you ready?"

Kyrie nodded. "I'm ready."

Slowly, Nero inserted his length into Kyrie. She let a moan escape her lips.

"I know it's a lot, Kyrie... Just tell me when to stop."

"Okay." Kyrie kept an eye on Nero's disappearing shaft, until finally she spoke up. "Okay, stop."

Nero went still. He was nearly two thirds of the way inside of her. "Holy shit, Kyrie... That doesn't hurt, does it?"

Kyrie blushed. "I've practiced, okay? Maybe I should show you my toys some time..."

Nero chuckled. "Maybe..."

"Alright, Nero, you can start."

"Okay..." Nero started slowly sliding in and out of Kyrie.

Kyrie moaned, and clenched her walls around him. "That's good, darling... You can go a little faster."

Nero picked up the pace. His breaths grew labored. They soon turned to grunts, then to moans, then to whines.

Kyrie wasn't quiet herself. "That's good, Nero, so good... Don't stop... Go faster..."

Nero laid his weight on top of Kyrie, and began thrusting even more quickly.

Kyrie cried out, and wrapped her arms around him. "Yes! Good boy! Fuck me hard, Nero!"

Nero started moving faster still. "Ugh, you feel so damn good..."

Kyrie wrapped her legs around Nero's waist. "So do you... Oh, Nero, I'm about to-!"

Kyrie cried out, and began to twitch around Nero's length. She squirmed and moaned as her fluids squirted past Nero's cock.

"Ugh, fuck..." Nero just kept fucking her through the spasms, her erratic movements and the spray of her climax sending him over the edge. His cock twitched as it pumped into Kyrie. "Fuck, fuck, fuck yes..."

Kyrie's climax ended first, and she laid back as Nero's warmth continued flowing into her.

Finally, Nero's climax drew to a close, and he went limp on top of her. "Kyrie, that was wonderful... You're an angel..."

Kyrie giggled. "You weren't so bad yourself."

The couple laid together for a good while, until - at long last - Nero returned to his human form, and to his clothes.

He breathed a sigh of relief. "There we go..." And he rose to his knees. "Uh..."

"Is something wrong?" Kyrie looked down at herself, and her eyes turned wide. "Oh..."

A blue, luminescent fluid was dripping out of Kyrie's folds and onto the cathedral floor.

Kyrie gulped. "...You don't think you could get me-"

"I don't know! I mean, probably not, right?"

"Right... I mean, it's not even my time of the month anyway."

"Right." Nero nodded. "I mean, what are the odds?"

"But we'll be more careful next time."

Nero smiled. "Next time?"

"Of course." Kyrie smiled back. "Next time you get 'excited', just tell me, okay?"

"Okay." Nero leaned down, and kissed Kyrie on the forehead.

Kyrie giggled. "Alright, let's get out of here."

"Let's."

"As soon as I get dressed."

"Shouldn't you get cleaned up, first?"

"That can wait, let's just get home already."

"Sounds good to me." Nero leapt to his feet, and hurried to retrieve Kyrie's discarded panties.

"That is, unless you want to parade my naked body through the streets."

"We get enough crap as it is. Besides, I don't feel like sharing with them." Nero tossed Kyrie her panties.

"Oh, but wouldn't you want them to see what they can't have?" Kyrie sat up, and pulled on her panties.

"If they can't see what they're missing already, they're blind." Nero put Kyrie's bra onto her, and hooked it into place.

Kyrie blushed. "Oh, Nero."

Nero helped Kyrie to her feet. "Uh, are you sure you didn't want to get cleaned up first?" He pointed to where a glowing blue drop was already running down her leg.

"Maybe I want you inside me for just a little longer." Kyrie whispered. "Besides, no one's going to see." Kyrie pulled on her dress.

Nero exhaled sharply. "I had no idea you were so... Freaky."

"Does it bother you?"

"Not at all."

"Good. Okay, I'm ready. Let's head home."

The young couple walked to the cathedral door hand-in-hand, having gotten closer than ever in more ways than one.

"We should buy Nico flowers for kicking us out." Nero said nonchalantly.

Kyrie laughed. "Or maybe a brand new car."

Nero laughed too.

Though the young couple spoke in jest, Nico would eventually be rewarded for the favor she did them. Though, that's a story for another day.

[elvenmoans]

Get to know your mutuals!

Tagged by @kanskje-kaffe,

Tag games my beloved that I didn't appreciate enough when they were popular

What's the origin of your blog title?

Username: Horny for elves

also it delights me when I say something serious and ppl point it out lmao. I forget about my horny ass username

Blog title: horny for orcs

OTP(s)+ shipnames(s):

I'm primarily an OC person but my fav non-OC ships are

Dark urge/Gortash (durgetash)

Melkor/Sauron

Sauron/Celebrimbor

Garelt/Jaskier

Favourite color:

It was soft pink but it's shifting into this shade of green that's somewhere between dark olive green and dark forest green.

I have lost some things bc they were exactly the same green as the duvet cover I threw it on

Song stuck in your head:

Sweet and Sour by Julia Cooper. Her voice quality makes my brain go brrrr

Weirdest habit/trait:

I have the power to ruin any couch through the power of autism. I sit the exact same way in the exact same place, exact same angle, every day for years. My spot is always the first spot to break regardless of couch quality. Couches just aren't built to withstand that. And this happened even when I was 140lbs. I'm only 20lbs heavier now and I still do it.

Hobbies:

Writing, world building, sewing, and I dabble in more crafts. Basically I just wanna make things.

I am also super into linguistics. I own a lot of linguistics books and read research papers sometimes.

I've done some reenacting including living in tents for a week as a living history actor. Which was fun but I don't really want to repeat bc I had to pretend to be cis man and -long fart noise-

If you work, what's your profession?

I was just disabled for a while. But my health is getting better and I've been starting a job since Jan that I don't really wanna go into, since people are weird about it. It's online.

If you could have any job you wish, what would it be?

Most of my writing projects aren't exactly publishable for a number of reasons (very grim to process negative emotions, or mostly an excuse for oc horniness, or don't have nearly enough context for anyone but me as they were basically advanced daydreams) but I have a few I hope I publish. Hopefully that one day can be my income.

If education was completely free I would be a linguist.

Something you're good at:

I am very good at hand sewing. I've done reenactment in period practice (using the methods theyd use to make the garments) so I have reached a level of practice very few ever reach. I've completely hand sewen several gowns and honestly I prefer it over machine. Quality hand sewing is nothing like even most grandmas can do. It's simply not nessecary to learn to be good nowadays. But I'm autistic about it, so I can do tiny, strong, and fast stitches. I am now the mom who doesn't trust the dishwasher does as good a job as her, but with sewing. I almost always pick hand sewing over a machine even when making modern clothes.

Something you hate:

I hate driving and I hate how my area is very "good" for public transportation for the USA and it still is really bad. And getting worse.

Something you collect:

Linguistics and conlanging books. Stickers from small artists that I like to make into magnets

Something you forget:

My memory is so bad from the autism-adhd double KO that I had to get a brain scan. Only to be told I sure do have autism and that it's a symptom for some of us.

What ultimately made the doc order the scan was me telling her how I get repeatedly confused in grocery stores because I get the "wait what the fuck did I enter this room for", but for every. Single. Aisle. I have to make very detailed lists to get my shopping done.

What's your love language:

People paying attention to me and asking me questions about my interests. I get shocked and delighted when people remember details about things like my hobbies and especially my world building.

Favourite movie/show:

I don't often watch visual media so this is hard to answer. But I haven't loved any show as much as Arcane since ATLA

Movie is harder. I'm going to say LOTR out of impact it's had on my life, but I was a fan of the books first.

Favourite food:

I get noticable endorphin rushes from fermented food so I go nuts for kimchi and natto. I found a sushi place that had natto sushi once and I look for it at every new sushi place since. Haven't seen it. Id probably have to search out for a Japanese immigrant focused location like the one I originally found it in.

Favourite animal:

Bees! I love bee themed things and it's the go to gift theme from my family lmao.

And cats. I lost my 19yo girl to a stroke in June 2024 and haven't been able to afford to adopt another yet. My parents thankfully paid for my 19yos medical bills bc she was originally a family cat that decided that actually she was just mine, and only cared about me. I don't feel right adopting another who might also become disabled when I can't foot those kind of bills alone.

What were you like as a child:

I had issues for so many reasons, I was not easy lol

Favourite subject at school:

Art classes like drawing, pottery, and drama. We actually had those in the district I moved to in 6th grade

Least favourite subject:

Maths bc I have bad dyscalculia and despite it being my most obvious learning disorder, it was VERY VERY RARELY diagnosed or treated in the 2000's. So I just got punished and called the r-slur for struggling. I was literally a special Ed student. Don't be a special Ed student in a very rural school. It's hell on earth.

What's your best character trait?

I am very creative and have an insatiable need to learn.

What's your worst character trait?

It's very easy for me to get distracted in my own inner world and not socialize or even leave my apartment. I have gotten a lot better at making myself socialize and it's led me to having a consistant IRL social and love life for the first time ever. Usually I maybe have one or the other. It's been really good for me. An active fight against my natural social inertia of zero, but good.

Also I'm a writer with dysgraphia, which is basically dyslexia flipped where the writing part is a lot harder than the reading. Autocorrect and editing saves my life fr. But it's not like I edit Tumblr posts so I get really embarrassed when I talk about writing and I got 5 billion typos. Which is not really a character trait but "writer with a writing learning disability" kinda feel like one

If you could change any detail of your life right now, what would it be?

Hey can the industry I just entered not be in free fall? 50% more effort in March led to the same earnings, and some people have had their income suddenly half. It's really really fucked rn for those self employed. especially in luxury services. Like so fucked up. I would make it not fucked up especially since it WILL spread to other industries too.

I t-t-t-tag @varusai @fatcryptid @orehuna @xalatath @sinick @mara-xx217 @allofthefreedoms @lyxthen @thenookienostradamus @creativitycache

[english-mace]

You really like using 2nd person in your (published) fiction, and present tense. Is that a big preference or just how it shook out with the short fiction?

What a fun question!

Honestly, it's a little of both. My friend Valerie Valdes has a great essay about why second person sometimes appeals to marginalized authors - essentially, it feels less alienating because we're very used to being asked to step into an experience very different to our own (since so much fiction is anchored on the 'universal' straight-white-cis perspective). For myself, I started out in poetry, where writing to 'you' feels very natural, so, particularly with flash fiction, I drift back into that mode easily.

Second person is great for simultaneously inducing empathy while also distancing the character from what's happening, in an odd way. It's the epitome of 'tell don't show.' In third person, we can do a little bit of informing-on-emotional-state - at least in close third - but we also give the reader context to make their own judgment on whether the character really is feeling the way they're telling us they are, and whether that feeling is justified. In second person, we can get very sparse. A character might only give us one angle or detail of their experience, or a character might refuse to tell us anything at all about how they're feeling, practically dissociating (like the betrayed god-monster of Birds Are Trying To Reinvent Your Heart, a story which displaces emotions onto physical objects rather than placing them on 'you'-the-reader). A really good author - Rebecca Roanhorse's Hugo- and Nebula-winning Welcome to Your Authentic Indian Experience springs to mind - can use second person to incept emotions into the reader, using the complicity of the PoV to get far deeper under the skin than first - conversational, confessional - or third - documentary, informative - ever can.

The trick is, second person is a lot harder to maintain suspension of disbelief. Audiences are far more likely to reject a PoV - like an organ transplant - that asks them to mutate their own self-identity for the length of a story. It's very doable in small slices. Start going for longer, you are likely to lose people.

So that comes back to the difference between what I write and what I manage to sell 😅 I tend to write second-person in pieces under 2,000 words - Sparsely Populated, Birds, and (arguably second, but reads like first) Upon What Soil are all under 1,000, and I have a second-person lesbian forest-witch necromancy story coming out in Haven Spec next month that's ~1,700. And I've had a lot more success selling my flash fiction and poetry than I have my longer pieces. Of the ones I have sold, both my Silk & Steel story (6900 words) and my pirate feather-witches story in Skies of Wonder (4200 words) were third-person past, as are all three of the novels I've gone out on submission with. But alas! If no one buys them, or if only anthology markets which don't post online do, then no one can read them.

...having said all this, I am currently plotting out a second-person detective noir novella, but I'm 90% certain my agent will make me rewrite it into first when I'm done, so there's that 😅

[lesbonono]

Its interesting how american queerness is so different from south african. (In my opinion duhh and within my context duhhh)

I think the main diffrence i can think of is the divisions of identities. I rarely and i mean RARELY hear people in ZA that take ownership of how they identify (femme, stem, masc) other than butches and studs and some masc because of the external nature of their expression of presentation but even then its still upon introduction there might be light talks when discussing fashion or friends or relationship experiences but never in terms of true identity. Even the butches i meet here its truly not a expression that holds true significance within our context.

The fluidity here is interesting.

Also i have never been to america but seeing tik tok parties catering specifically to femmes (though i must say most of those spaces were disgustingly white and cis and BASIC and BLAND) it was so interesting to see such subgroups truly be able to centre a gathering of queerness on gender expression. And i might be wrong because durrr i dont know everything but its kind of sad imo. Even this whole thing of femme4femme masc4masc i dont critique though i am perplexed and maybe even sad that we still house ourselves contain our interest and pleasure. I am not unawre to the historical significance of these labels but truly most people i meet that are my age holding onto those labels im like babe give yourself a few years.

Side note: i do love how the identities have rooted roles within the flow of a community that shit makes me so happy😚😚 how people extend their identities as a indicator to people in the communties the kinds of ways their commited to protecting, serving and honouring.

I do hope in my own hearts of heart that the sepration of these lables fall away. Like we see each other as whole humans even though the short skirts or the choppy hair and the stoic personality, feminity or masculinity we are humans that truly NEED to connect. The object of this post was not to say we dont need and i dont value labels just an inquiry. But i do resent some of the american white femme lesbian whether it be in thd medua or celebrities or just people i talk to. They turn themselves into a commodity that to me looks so superficial and privileged buuuuuttttttt somehow they always are the loudest. Always speaking out ABOUT THEMSELVES. I didnt even truly make a contrast towards south africa but whatver my bru. Also i could write a whole piece on white american femmes that i hope break a bone today.

[moonsaver]

Introductory post.

hello, please call me moon, or moonsaver.

I now have a blog on AO3 – my user is Moonsaving.

As my name suggests, I like the moon. But to be honest, I like the sun more, which is why my blog is more gold and black themed, haha.

I use she/her pronouns, and am cis-female. I am an INFP, 4w5 and phlegmatic. My favorite food is ice cream. My favorite color is bottleneck green. I write, but also sometimes draw. I like reading about different "human" species [Neanderthals specifically]. And also any character analysis. My favorite animal is a Manta-ray. My favorite artist is Mitski. I tend to like characters that are INTJ or ISTJ. Of course, some exceptions apply.

my favorite characters :

- genshin - dainsleif, neuvillette, zhongli, alhaitham, thoma, ningguang, candace, dehya

- honkai - stelle, welt, jing yuan, sunday, dr ratio

Fandoms i write for, so far:

- Genshin Impact [excluding the natlan characters]

- Honkai Star Rail

- [Maybe] Twisted Wonderland

Trigger/Content warnings + other cautions;

None of the characters i write for, are owned by me and neither do i claim any ownership over them. All of my works are simply fiction.

Life should not imitate art – I do not condone the acts of violence, stalking, or any toxic behaviors involved in my writing in real life. It is all completely fiction. If you or someone you know exhibits similar behaviors, do not enable it and reach out for help. It is not normal outside of fiction.

On that note – I mainly write yanderes. Writing that contain yanderes may include stalking, violence, suggested noncon or dubcon, etc.. please be mindful while scrolling through my blog. Feel free to block me if my works disturb you.

Do not repost my writing anywhere without my permission. The characters and the setting does not belong to me, but the fanfiction does. Please do not post these works anywhere, nor use them as data to feed AI. If you might recognize my writing somewhere, please inform me immediately.

Rules for requesting

No nsfw. Suggestive is fine.

Yandere x reader is welcomed here.

only character x reader. Unfortunately, I am not interested in character x character.

child reader and child characters can only have platonic requests. No yandere can be requested for these.

Incest, step-cest and age gaps are not allowed here. It's just a personal preference, no hard feelings.

I mainly write gender neutral and fem reader. Please specify, or i may assume it myself.

I will write how i please if not specified. Hcs, scenarios, drabbles, imagines.. anything is welcome.

On that note, i do not necessarily do matchups. Im just not good at that. I can not tell you which character would have what preferences on will, unless i already have a good grasp of the character and know the context specifically. I can not offer opinions on what a character might like or dislike in a person, what they might see platonically or romantically in a person. I simply write as I feel.

i take time. Im just lazy.

feel free to send prompts, although i may not be able to implement it well.

i will automatically assume it is romantic if not specified between platonic or romantic request.