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[wolfertinger]

briefly posting this too ig. because what the fuck ever, wis.

you involved yourself in this. you dm'd both mari and sawyer and self-admittedly enjoyed harassing them both.

this is how wis spoke about it publicly, after sawyer did.

wis asked you AND mari what happened. she received both sides of the story and heard the same thing from both, that at the very least, sawyer was unconscious, mari assumed sawyer's prior consent still applied, and mari ended up sexually assaulting sawyer.

wis self admitted it was NOT HER PLACE TO BE COMMENTING TO THE ASSAULT AT ALL as an uninvolved party yet PROCEEDED TO SHOVE HERSELF INTO IT ANYWAYS TO DENY SAWYER'S ABUSE AND EMPOWER HIS RAPIST. this included forwarding genuinely harmful shit to sawyer, that mari was using to manipulate sawyer into not speaking about the rape.

after this. even as more and more proof came out, and wis repeatedly backpedalled and then re-pedalled, she claimed to "never support mari" only to go back and draw her fanart, or just as recently as this week reblogging her oc saying "i hope shes okay". caring more about a rapist than someone you now KNOW is her victim.

WIS SELF ADMITTED TO NOT BELIEVING SAWYER PURELY OUT OF SPITE. admitted once more that even if mari had raped, hit, attempted to baby trap, emotionally manipulated, and abused sawyer physically and psychologically, wis would not care. because she has made up her mind that she is the "good person", for wholesale believing a rapist manipulator's manipulations.

and as a final reminder. SALEM HIMSELF DOES NOT LIKE MARI AND IS UNCOMFORTABLE WITH HER AND HAS ASKED WIS TO FUCKING STOP SUPPORTING MARI. why does salem, who was mildly uncomfortable with a "potential rapist" get the privilege of trying to distance himself from her, while his girlfriend happily supports her?

You’re the only one saying this?

I have talked about mari. You were the one with your larger platform, supporting my rapist but okay girl. That is your choice. Keep lying.

I’m crying she ran to YOU. I WANTED NOTHING TO DO WITH YOU. YOU FEIGNED IGNORANCE TO GET MY SIDE THEN LIED MORE??? What.

“Things aren’t adding up” like her lying? Because i’ve proven she isn’t a reliable narrator. You aren’t either. People are pissed that you are and still have supported a literal rapist with several victims. But me as the victim am your target? Does that make any sense? No. Not at all. People are sick and tired of you being nosey and inserting yourself into it.

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i intend on taking a break today, mostly because i am going to be stretched thin between irl life, but i want to make a statement as i have been getting increasingly concerning anons from many regards.

first addressing an anon talking about suicide.

i understand how bleak these situations are and i understand how deeply hurtful it is to watch this unfold, especially as a victim of similar circumstances. i personally knew someone who killed herself after she was not believed and blamed for her SA. her suicide broke me. i will never be the same person i was. most of what i do now, is explicitly because this entire situation gave me actual, clinical ptsd flashbacks from exactly of what you were talking about. the fact that abusers will always be favored by society, how hard you have to fight to be heard as a victim.

the difference is, we can change how these circumstances play out, only if you are still here to do it. killing yourself will do nothing but let them continue hurting others. killing yourself will do nothing but deprive you from the people who love you, there will be less of you in the world and more of them. i will never stop thinking about the last conversation i had with my friend, i will never stop feeling guilt over knowing i could have done more and did not understand it would be our last interactions. please live. if not for yourself for the people who love and care for you, if not them then for other victims of these people. you cannot let them take away even your life. abusers will steal every little bit of you they can, they will try to corrupt and steal every good part of you and you cannot allow them to.

second, addressing that it is perfectly fine to disengage if necessary. i know that things like justice sensitivity, moral purity, stress of association, ect can hit hard, but ultimately it is important to remember this all occurs online, and there will always be a real world for you out there. if the blog or any peripheral situation is causing you undue stress, log out, take time to yourself and self-care. nothing is more important than your health. prioritize it while you have it.

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Nooooo sawyer cannot be intersex.

Yeah, I’m not gonna share every single detail of my life especially when it’s that traumatic.

I do not appreciate a white perisex trans woman acting like she has authority on if I am intersex or not. Also, IGM is done to make you “look normal”. It’s why I didn’t know for a very long time. I knew something was up with the scar tissue. But I did not have definite proof so I just did not say something until then. And even then I came out about it several months later.

Especially as these two women have been incredibly racist to me. Tried to dissect if I am intersex. Tried to deny that I am mixed on top of being intersex. Then it comes down to I am visibly intersex.

Which only one of these parties has seen me undressed and has commented on my hirsutism and genitalia. But suddenly that never happened. My ex has commented on my genitalia and joked about my genitalia. It’s why I say she is misogynistic. Being CAFAB does not always mean you are XX btw let alone that you are female by any means.. You do know CAIS exists right? I have mixed traits so mines a bit trickier to look into.

I thought we were trying to break the binary and stop being bioessentialists but yknow. Here we are???

I am just going off what I was told, to find what happened. So it could be like 3 things.

You could not understand how complicated it is to be intersex. Your ignorance shows too. Your activism is fake as fuck. The minute I am forced to disclose me being intersex (no thanks to you) you mock me for it.

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Also I've gotten so tired of addresing his lies, so sorry if i haven't done it lately with links. Nobody was stalking him since he was 15. The earliest sign of "stalking" was when he was 17 years old, because of Antoons. Which I've said, NOBODY supported him. HIS KIWIFARMS THREAD WAS MADE IN MAY 31ST, 2020. I believe he was 17 oe 18 at the time. His birthday is November 20th, and he is currently 22 years old. This account itself was made in 2023 (wolfertinger).

I don't know what he gets out of lying. It makes me trust him less. Everytime he speaks, I trust him less. He can't even be truthful on the time people have started "hating" him, and which groups of people actually are there who despise him because of his identity (black, trans) and those who despise him because he protects groomers, pedo-adjscent people and just generally lies about literally everything even if its like technically an innocent lie. It's depressing as fuck.

i am absolutely not going to deny that salem DID and DOES face unfair scrutiny, from genuinely transphobic types. if you look up his name or his art, you can find it being reposted on snark subreddits. part of being a public artist, is the unfortunate fact that unsavory and shitty people are going to exist.

sawyer has stated to him before, his unhealthy attachments to these online communities will not fade if he continually re-engages with them. wis herself has posted screenshots from kiwifarms, meaning she has lurked there at least once before, doing god knows what.

salem chalks up much of his hate to being that 1. he is black, and 2. he is trans. although there is a component of truth in the fact there will always be fucked up trolls and people that hate you simply for who you are, spending 3 minutes on this blog proves for us this is NOT the case. many of us are poc, even more of us are queer, or disabled, or mentally ill, or from cults, or plural, or many many of the same identities salem uses to shield himself from criticism.

salem himself is a sitting duck. he has very little emotional regulation, and the smallest bit of negativity can set him off. much of his ego is attached to his art, and when it underperforms, he often begins to detract from not only his art but himself, as a human being. he is almost constantly online, with little outside life to take refuge to when things get too stressful. of course this is going to draw shitty people to him. i do not want him to be stuck in this lifestyle, and i genuinely do think he can get better. but perpetually making yourself the victim instead of realizing you are an adult with agency, and the ability to log off, is no one else's fault.

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(anon in case tumblr breaks)

I really hate how common it is on this app/twt for certain leftists to say the most abhorrent things imaginable as long as it's directed towards an "acceptable" target. As if somehow that makes it okay. At this point I would not be surprised if one day Wis or anyone else in these circles just started quoting Hitler word for word and going "it's ok though because I meant it in a 🎀progressive🎀 way 🥺 👉👈"

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Can we talk about how Hitomi falls into anime hafu stereotypes? First, she has a Japanese father and a blue eyed gaijin mother. A trope rooted in Japanese men's hatred of WMAF couples, which is the most common interracial couple type in Japan. Second, she has both of her parents’ eye colors, which is a thing non hafu Japanese anime creators do to make their hafu characters more ~exotic~.

As a mixed Asian, I'm sad that Salem carelessly takes Asian media tropes rooted in how so many monoracial Asians see us as fetishes first and foremost. Not people who should be portrayed accurately.

i appreciate you bringing this to attention. looking it up there actually are several stereotypes hitomi seems to fall into, such as her features making her more "shady", according to this mixed person.

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"ok so i should preface this with saying i’m a pre-everything trans man who deliberately dresses and grooms myself in a gnc way. anyway now that my “credentials” are here let me elaborate.

i feel a distinct connection between salem’s exclusive illustration of non-op fem-presenting transmasc characters and his transfem fetishization. personally i think he associates queerness and specifically transness with femininity rather than a rejection of gendering traits and roles. the closest he gets to masculinity in his works is one-off doodles (hitomi’s dad) and vaguely butch women (hitomi). idk as a trans man it just rubs my fur entirely the wrong way to see that his interpretation of gnc people is near exclusively non-op, non-hrt transmasculine characters who dress like pinup dolls."

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casually reading public posts = stalking apparently!

i am not saying you are not entitled to post about your entire life. but when you do, and you post details that are not congruent, are people not supposed to notice.

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"Anon please, pocket-deer-boy supporting salem isn’t surprising since they’re willing to bat for zoos, so supporting a rape apologist means nothing to them. enough with trying to boil these things down, they are okay with people that would harm animals for sexual gratification, “problematic and illegal kinks” rape, pedophilia, incest and zoophilia aren’t kinks but they are something they support. But even then they can’t say it fully without hiding behind terms. At the end of the day these people need to just come out and say they support abuse and victims mean nothing to them."

every time i see this post. i genuinely wonder what was going through their head. because it does not say "ferals". it does not say "quad" or whatever other term they use. hell. it does not even talk about "anatomically correctness" or shit like that. it SPECIFICALLY SAYS ZOO, and follows it with "other problematic/illegal kinks".

if someone said "dni pedos, other illegal stuff" and they said the same thing, they know it would not be received as well. in all honesty someone saying "i love zoos" even as a joke or for "shock" humor should have them rethinking their life.

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Wis changed her Tumblr username

"ok no nvrmind shes still here :( smellywolfgirl or some shit"

"guess who changed urls again, shes at smellywolfgirl now"

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wis will see anything about salem and go "how can i make this about me 😈"

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I'm sorry PDB got this blog flagged red by Shinigami Eyes for whatever it's worth when that app has been known to be a tool of infighting and division by now. I will say thank you for calling him out though! I used to run the PDB specific documentation blog that they started sending their fans after me for, so I appreciate the Streisand Effect that has had in causing other users to keep up with their nonsense better than I as a single user ever could! 🤭 And since I can tell they obviously were bothered and can't leave it alone: Hi Deer! It's not going to stop. Maybe if you're so scared about having this many sets of eyes on the abhorrent things you say THEN YOU SHOULDN'T SAY THEM. I hope you ever back off this shit and that you get better instead of continuously doubling down so that you might go back to just posting art and jokes and regular stuff, I truly do. But you need to give up the bigotry and predatory behavior first and apologize for it before anyone outside of your cult of personality will be willing to forgive you. You can disagree with the existence of documentation blogs all you like, and sure, there are some that exist to erroneously harass people. Fucking duh! But it's really funny how it's only the predators with callouts that you seem to defend. And idk about you, but I'd rather be labelled an obsessive stalker than a predator any day. I'll bite that bullet. Will you, PDB?

man. i feel it is often ignored that the majority of the time, people do not want to run these pages. i do not. i have repeatedly stated i WANT salem and wis to get better, so i can retire the blog and go on with life. but because of my own history with losing victims that were not advocated for, and my own extremely bad justice sensitivity, i cannot blatantly watch someone lie and perpetuate hate towards victims as if the truth is not out there. it kills me that some people in the queer community value comfort so much, they are willing to silence and completely deplatform victims before they even raise a finger toward a popular abuser, because doing something about their friend makes them uncomfortable.

we rapidly are seeing people create safe spaces for abusers, real time watching them gain more victims, and then we are blamed for helping these victims feel heard.

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Salem would benefit so much from practicing actually doing things instead of just say he will. "I'm going to delete my socials" "I'm going offline" then he never does. It's exhausting. He would get so much more out of his life by reading about the subjects he posts about, doing studies to grow as an artist, but those do not provide the instant gratification he desires. And with how much privilege he has, living rent free with his mother, no job instead doing art with a large following of people willing to pay a good amount for a piece from him. Yet all he wants to do is hide behind his identity as a way to never confront his faults and grow as a person. It often seems like he doesn't even know what he wants to be? He just caters to what will give him the most approval at the time.

this was posted, february 24.

so far. he has not changed his online habits, at all.

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I just found this blog so I'm missing a ton of context

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But why is the post about not shaming people for not having jobs in this post? She's right. Am I missing something?

it is not the content of the post, moreso that wis for whatever reason is obsessed with aave, despite being vocally hateful toward americans every opportunity she gets.

however. it also is just an ironic post in general from her, considering she goes "shaming people for not having jobs in the biggest job crisis is bad" (true), then she and her boyfriend goes on to mock not only sawyer but anons on here as being "jobless" and "living in their moms basement". it detracts heavily from your leftist posts, if you go on to immediately contradict yourself with that same ableist attitude you are supposed to criticize.

she also in general, has just been horrifically ableist to sawyer as well. mocking them for having a disability, hoping their disability kills them faster is foul.

idc how much you hate a disabled person. why is it suddenly ok, to be this happy your "stalker"'s "body is falling apart". especially as wis claims to be disabled herself, and so does her boyfriend. ableism is ok when it comes from them.

and btw. the ideology that "you deserve your disability" is literally christian puritain bullshit.

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have yall actually been “stalking” him since he was 15 or is he lying abt that? /genq i dont know shit abt shit

no. this blog has literally only existed since february of 2023. and prior to this, i had almost completely forgotten puppychan/salem, having thought they had actually taken time off the internet and healed. nope. salem within 3 months of posting broken english as kung fu san, was right back to posting art and gaining followers on furaffinity, reddit, cohost, even the big evil fash website twitter, before he was found out for being puppy.

i myself was a FAN of salem's in his heyday. i stopped following around the time of the miscarriage lie, because it was becoming genuinely embarrassing to follow him. literally every 3 days he was having a suicidal meltdown, because someone said something mean about his art, or he was caught doing something shitty and had no coping skills. i have no resentment for him, i have pity and disgust that he has allowed himself to continue this cycle since he was 15.

the ONLY reason this blog exists in any capacity, is to ensure he cannot lie and obfuscate the truth as he was doing before. notably, he has not been able to lie about things he admitted were untrue, like his miscarriage lie. he continues to claim this acc has "his suicide attempt" as an icon. it is literally this image.

he was intentionally baiting his audience and sending them into paranoia and fear, over this.

mind you. about a month later he posted this.

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https://www.tumblr.com/wolfertinger666/791808801579876352/i-wonder-if-i-reversed-the-damage-the-rcdart?source=share

No way in hell salem is implying that he is the first popular artist ever to draw trans men with their big gazongas out lmao, changing the landscape of representation and reversing the damage done to the trans community . Thank you salem wolfertinger for protecting us

It's like he constantly ignores other queer/black creators and their work/nfluence , and instead of maybe promoting their projects or sharing their art if he really wishes to see stuff like that getting attention, he just always goes to boost his ego by comparing himself against obvious losers like circles of boring white anime twitter gooners he constantly seems to find somehow. ( Like he was whining about people drawing toriel skinny, and istg i saw thousands of toriel fanart popping up on my tl, and most of it was where she was fat. Salem, you do know you can follow and support artists you think are doing good rep, right? You don't need to surround yourself with artists who do nothing but draw skinny white cis girls if that's obviously not your cup of tea... You just need to dig a little bit deeper than what the algorithm presents to you on the plate as soon as you open twitter)

He needs to feel like he's the revolutionist and the most important furry queer artist for some reason, and he can't do that if he's in the circle of people who do similar stuff. As always, he just focuses on the negatives

Salem, you don't need to be the most impactful artist ever to be good at it . Don't draw just to get asspats from random people you don't know, you will only hurt yourself more that way

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Can I say, Salem annoys me because of his constant lies and sheilding himself from valid criticism, but I do think it's important that Tumblr has a prominent black voice. I feel like he's one of the only people I relate to deeply in a multitude of ways (black, trans man, fat except I actually am and I resemble his fursona more than he does, furry lol) and that sucks. I wish he would stop supporting terrible people and defending them and stop lying about his past, being purposely vague on everything so people who don't care enough wouldn't dig into it. People who trust him.

I wish he cared about people, actually. Instead of defending his friends or those he sees potential friendship in. It fucking sucks.

and tbh this is exactly WHY i am so adamant, salem needs to be healthier for this platform. not only for the stress of being a big face as a black creative. but also for the fact, whether he wants it or not, he is representative of his communities. obviously not every black artist is like salem, but salem posits himself as the #1 black voice to his followers, when he still struggles with removing black features from his ocs at random or says "the world doesnt need bad blacks like me". or actively deletes his vents that regard him being black, if it contradicts what his white gf is preaching.

if salem wants his platform, he needs to be responsible and act like it. i do not see who it serves for him to make himself the face of representation, only to support abusers, allow his girlfriend to harass others in his name, allowing minors in yet again, ect.