#ANYWAY final vent:

[comfortlesshurt]

shhh, I know I talk about my children too much. but you can't stop my love

forgot to include this at first, whoops, but I also added a little daily par tracker so I can see it all in one place! there's a separate sheet where i update my word count every time i think about it, and then this table uses a vlookup to find the most recent word count and show it as a percent and a daily par to finish by the listed due date. (the par column compares between the overall goal and the subgoal and lists whichever par is higher between the two)

[malo-mart]

The magic of Majoras Mask is trying to comfort characters who are grieving their future through little acts of kindness. Like, the simple but layered juxtaposition of the joy of marching the chicks around on the third day to a little ocarina tune while the game vibrates every few minutes to signify that the moon is closer and closer to falling....

[dreampearls]

three of them

[themisterhip]

The sillys 🧛😝✨

[starconfessor]

I can't believe it's officially been 15 years since Nana went on hiatus I am undone

[blitzwhore]

It's always fun experiencing severe mental illness symptoms because of fiction, eh?

[toby-vents]

I hate having bpd I hate still revolving my entire world around someone who left I hate feeling like a shit person or a stalker just for asking people what they’re up to while being no contact I hate that I couldn’t be what they wanted I hate that they don’t want me I hate that I can’t move on I hate that I know they still love me I hate that I keep dreaming about them coming back or having a life with them and then waking up to nothing I hate when my phone says texts are delivered when they didn’t actually deliver i hate thinking about them in everything I see I hate that I talk about them to other people as if they were still my partner and best friend and in my life I hate that I can’t get myself to call them my ex I hate that they won’t tell me why they left I hate that I have to act as if the world is completely fine when my entire world feels like it’s still falling apart when I should be rebuilding by now I hate that I’ve just been drowning myself in hyperfixation media to ignore the void in my schedule and life I hate that I see us in every romantic video or couple in a media I like I hate that i want to grow old with them and they can’t even stand to talk to our best friend about it I hate that everyone thinks they’re the bad guy I hate that there isn’t a bad guy in this situation cause it makes it harder to deal with and I hate that their comfort is all I want and it’s the one thing I can’t have

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

the artblock be hitteth Harder than normal, for tis not normal artblock. woe. Wally be upon ye

[withthewindinherfootsteps]

mdzs tumblr post au but it’s just “what were you doing at the devil’s sacrament” (nightless city)

[chimeracreates]

The murmurs of a ghost That haunts no one but you Do you think this is penitence Or would you call it the consequence for

All of your dreams, swallowed in the heat of the sun? Tell me did you find out what it means To live in the road like a dog And do you come when you're called?

[arirovi]

Now that BnHA is coming to an end, i feel like this eight years being a fan has passed so intensely, and not just for BnHA in general, but as a Bakudeku-Dekubaku fan in particular.

The problem for me, right now, is how much of my perceptions of the series and of Bkdkbk i've been maintained as close i can to my mind and heart.

I dont know how much people, other fans will read this, but now i want to take some of this thoughts out of me, and look if some of this resonate with someone else.

First of all, at the beggining i was an anime only, but at the final of season 2 i cant resisted the anxiety and i run to read the manga. That was a kind of revelation for me. The way Horikoshi showed us his history was so detailed; how he draws the expressions, how much care he puts in the narrative order, how important were the use of the languaje for each character... that was the point of no return to me. And then, i was trapped in this history full of emotions, representation of trauma and a psicologycal insight i dont know i needed to read.

I'm grateful for this history and what represent for so much people that lived so diferent problems, included me.

The Izuku's internal conflicts, the Todoroki plot line, Bakugo's character development, Uraraka's achievments as a hero, AFO plans, Shigaraki's tragic and cruel and preconstructed past, all of this deserved so much analisys that i never can do... i just wanted to said i want to write for them some day, maybe in english or maybe in my native languaje (spanish).

I hope I still have time to dare to do it and then, if anyone would be interested in reading it, it would make me very happy.

Otherwise, I will simply speak to the void full of ghost readers, the same as I was and will be again.

[lannisterdaddyissues]

god why am i so fucking stupid. having adhd is truly a curse and i hate bearing it

[ace-geographer]

Well Questies a lot has happened this week, and I finally have free time, so please enjoy these long overdue Willow text post memes

Part 18/?

Credit to cap-that.com for the images (it's only just occurring to me that I haven't included a credit tag whoops)

[kkoct-ik]

the lesser known did symptom of not knowing anything about your life because not only do you not remember anything (and the memories you Do have are heavily fragmented so you have no idea when they occured), but you also consistently destroy all traces of yourself during dissociative episodes. rip every diary ive tried to keep and almost every social media account. i will never know what i got up to or who i was during those years

i have a spreadsheet i use for documenting memories that turn up before i can forget them again. where i also do my best to estimate what year or season or month they came from. but its all just such a mess. even 2021 onwards which are supposed to be my therapy years are very very patchy. i wish i could just know my life

[kaiserkisser]

can someone nice (!!) please please please adopt me im begging you im requesting you (huge word vomit and vent in tags, pls dont read if u dont want to!! and if you don't want this stuff on this blog PLS lmk!! i dont wanna make anyone uncomfy! )

[ramshacklerumble]

im having to reply to emails and im being so fucking brave about it