#AND IM EMOTIONAL AGAIN

[hcrv3lles-a]

how does wallace feel about the winchesters?

wallace wants to hate them. feels like he should hate them, right? i mean . . . if it weren't for them, jo and ellen would have never had to have died. or at least, that's what he tells himself. feels like ever since they showed up, nothing but darkness and horror has graced their doorstep. all domino effecting from when john practically watched bill die.

and yet? wallace can't find it in him to hate them. and lord does that make him feel guilty in regards to his brother. because, here will is resenting the winchesters. has a deal over his head because he had to risk his own life to bring back jo from something that was mostly caused by dean and sam. and wallace is struggling to have anything but anger towards them. anger that they didn't do more to keep jo and ellen from that situation. anger that the situation escalated to what it was. anger that the harvelles really couldn't ever help themselves but help and protect the boys.

does wallace know that jo probably couldn't have been saved so she wouldn't have made it anyway? yes, of course he does. does that stop him from fighting tooth and nail to say that there could have been something done regardless? no, not at all. so he does try in regards to the winchesters. so you can imagine the tension between wallace and will.

[vennitrii]

hey man maybe if you think about the fact that dogs dream, and that non-human animals play, and that octopuses decorate their dens, and that there are non-human animals that have cultures, and that ants teach each other, and that fossils exist, and that there are so many forms of language and communication, and that fellow apes look so much like us, and that we are not alone you'll see the beauty and joy

[lotus-pear]

WE ARE SOOOO BACK HAPPY 113 EVERYONE‼️‼️

[deathricedrawn]

i'm ready to try

[sasanka-27]

Hello, I’m new here may I offer a meme for starters?

[vita-divata]

Together again

[moonypml]

baby, seasons change, but people don't

[bunnieswithknives]

I feel bad for neglecting Hazel so much, I do have many thoughts about her.. and also a mermaid au that im probably not going to do anything with

[princesssarcastia]

re-watching the second episode of leverage and wondering, for the first time, how much of a revelation nathan ford's crusade was for eliot spencer.

did he have any plan, before then? any path forward that brought him closer to where he wanted to be? or was he stuck in a holding pattern, figuring that retrieval work for rich people who weren't damien moreau was as close to becoming a better man as he could ever reach?

how much did it mean to him, do you think, to be given the opportunity to do some good in the world again?

obviously he's of the opinion he'll never be redeemed, and he's not wrong, per se. but I'm suddenly curious about the internal journey there, for him, in the early days. do you think it was like a gentle dawn finally breaking? do you think it was a relief? or was it terrifying? realizing that he could actually do better, that what he chose to do next actually mattered?

no wonder eliot never abandoned nathan ford, despite all possible provocation. how could he ever betray or desert the man who gave him a hand up out of the darkness, who showed him there was still a path forward?

[tubbytarchia]

I don't know what this is all I know is that LimL Joel makes me really emotional

[slymanner]

God dude these two scenes and how roxie moves hurt my heart so so bad 🥹

it's like a mix of anger, feral, emotional breakdown, and complete sadness that just fucks me up soooo fucking bad.

it's like she's a pet who got abandoned by their owner but they see them again after years of sadness and depression of them being gone and leaving them like that and all that anger and sadness just manifest's into one bundle of emotion's towards them they cannot control.

roxie baby ur gonna be okay u deserve better :[

[officialspec]

ill be honest as much as i love to criticise the use of fatphobia for comedy ill never be able to hold the fatphobic jokes in kung fu panda against it

like yea those movies are guilty of dipping into The Usual Tropes for a cheap laugh but not only is the character writing for the fat characters the strongest and most sympathetic ive Ever seen literally just the character designs of the pandas in the 3rd movie get me choked up sometimes. theyre all so appealing and clearly treated with the same care and attention as everyone else without copping out and making them Barely Fat. po is already a size that doesnt exist in film protags and hes still the thinnest person in that whole village and that meant a lot to me

[maskofnova]

Hi chat, breaking the sonic chain to post a singular homestuck post because ive been thinking about moirail dynamics a lot. Don't follow me for homestuck though probably because this is the only one thats likely to break containment aside from maybe one other WIP in the future. Or do! I'm not your dad :]

[5oobin]

YEONJUN ✦ EP.43 minisode 3: TOMORROW

[nook-kid]

Making a longer post about this because it's sooo important❗️❗️

Your blog is for you, no one else. It's your safe space.

You need to vent? Do it. Get your feelings out in whatever words you need to use, curses and keysmashes included. If someone has a problem with it then they can leave. You don't owe anyone a cute aesthetic or soft words if it's not what you feel or need.

You want to change your blog theme, even though you just did? Who cares, make those icons and change those colors ! Make your blog unapologetically you, indulge in your interests no matter how often those change and shift.

You want to post about an interest that isn't made for kids/sfw? Do it ! ! If it brings you enjoyment/comfort while regressed, that's all that matters ! Reblog those gifs, write those fics, make those edits, project on those characters and don't be ashamed of doing so !

Your scared to post because your regression doesn't match the "ideal" agere aesthetic? Don't be, simply be you. Agere has a range of looks, and yours fits in perfectly, sewn into a quilt of love and expression in a spot that's so uniquely you.

You need to take a break from your blog for whatever reason? Do it, your health and needs come above all. The people who follow you won't mind, you may be missed but that just shows that you are loved, even by those who just like your posts.

You have requests you need to finish, but you don't have the energy? Take your time ! Don't feel pressured to complete something for someone outside of your avaliable time, they will understand and if they don't then block them, they aren't worth the love and time you put into making what you do.

Again, your blog is yours, use it how you need to fulfill your regression. You are loved and your creativity and passion for what you like should be both shared and treasured, I'm proud of you and hope you are doing well, remember to rest when needed, - Mikey

[myoonmii]

I keep thinking about Merlin’s love for Arthur and how it’s so clearly portrayed in the show to the point that it practically drives the plot of the show. However when it comes to Arthur’s love for Merlin it’s more subtle and sometimes difficult to even grasp, and I started thinking why that was, aside from the obvious fact that Arthur has a lot of trouble expressing his emotions affection or otherwise. I think it also lies in the fact that Merlin knows Arthur intrinsically throughout the show; he is one of the closest people to Arthur, and sees him for who he really is. Arthur admits as much.

Sure, Arthur knows Merlin but the main part of the plot is that he really doesn't know Merlin. Merlin wants him to desperately understand him and “see me for who I am” but he can't yet. And I think this subconsciously creates a barrier in the way in which Arthur can care for Merlin, and how Merlin can let himself be seen by Arthur.

Which is why I think he was also so hurt when the magic reveal happens because more than the betrayal of Merlin having magic, it was the betrayal of Merlin not letting Arthur see him for who he really is and for hiding a main part of himself. Arthur says it himself “why did you never tell me” that’s what hurt him the most.

I think the most damning piece of evidence for this is the fact that while we see snippets of Arthur’s feelings for Merlin thought the show, the biggest signs are in the last episode after the magic reveal; in which he finally gets to understand Merlin, and this time REALLY know Merlin, and as the barriers of what held them back from understanding each other truly fall away, Arthur evidently “falls in love with Merlin all over again”. We see him actually express himself to Merlin.

This is another reason why I think if anyone was ever to create another season of Merlin after Arthur’s return, it’s physically impossible not to make it about Merlin and Arthur acknowledging their feelings for each other. Because there is no way forward without them acknowledging how deeply they care for each other, obviously anyone is free to argue what kind of love that is, but its impossible not to see the deep love there either way.

They always knew they loved each other, just maybe never realising how much and what that means, because its almost second nature to everything that they do.