#9-3-2019
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Recent-ish things ~
#photo diary#1 - love this image of Noodle.. such a weird angle that makes his head look entirely round like a puff ball or something#2 - a more recent (still from months ago) collection of my pressed flowers and 4 leaf clovers I found.#3. Being one of the only people in 2024 still going 'hee heee I've just bought a new wii game!' but.. I have. >:3#It's kind of like Wii Sports Resort but is like.. open world? so your character can actually walk around and stuff. REALLY makes me#wish I had the type of set up where I could record video from my wii and stuff like some gaming youtubers have. I think it'd be a really#fun game to play on video and to DOCUMENT it!!! I keep wishing I could screenshot my little guy walking around but I caaant..#I've literally just been taking out my phyiscal camera and photographing the screen which always looks bad.. augh..#4. Something in the froxen food aisle called 'Wellington Bites' a play on beef wellington. suprisingly good actually. but I guess anything#with like beef and mushrooms usually is. But it seems like.. oddly decent for frozen food stuff.#5 - boye looking Round again.. 6 - updated score in the wii fit minigame again. This time less than 4 seconds#for each round? which may be a record for me? 7 & 8 - fat bird in the snow. fatt bird in the SNOW!! Hoping that climate change and H5N1#don't eventually remove all trace of birds and winter weather from my life in the future... -_-#9 - ..ough... a few paltry writings.. Except for the one day of 4000 words. But for the most part I have been making soo litte progress#because of the holidays and drs appointments and such a rush of all these other mind distracting things.. Or if I'm not doing something the#I'm feeling tired from having PREVIOUSLY done something so I waste the whole day being sleepy and headachey... GRR...#the funny thing is that like many many years ago I wrote a note on my wall saying 'FOCUS! write 2hr a day or more or youre going to finish#your game in 2025!!!' - which back in 2018 when I wrote it was like unimaginably far into the future but now... ahem.. hem... I guess that#is quite literally the case LOL. To my credit I did parctically abandon it entirely since late 2019 and JUST now picked up really#trying to focus on it in mid 2024 but still... My '''ridiculous'' projection being actually likely the correct one..#10 - I just thoughtit would be silly to put a bunch of keychain things on the wii remote. imagine playing this way. getting constantly#jabbed in the hand by plastic bits. and the jingling clinking noise it would be always making lol#11 - sky.. huzzah for the sky as always. Clouds my beloved#Gr.. I just really want to wriiite. My new years hopes are to finish my game and to get stuff set up to start selling sculptures again.#AND then maybe do more game videos lol... I miss playing games. I dont think I've posted on that youtube for like 5 months#I've just had so much appointments and Things and Stuff and focusing so much on other projects. But that is the thing that really#feels relaxing and fun for me. so like.. 1. finish game 2. sell sculpture/make sculpture 3. play games 4. find more friends#and social connection and networking or whatever the hell people have to do to be successful 5. do more costume/outfits.#<( saying this all on a day where I did none of those things LOL... I got erm.. maybe 400 words done today.. >:'3c )#6 is MOVE away from the evil west coast (hot.. fires in summer. etc) but like. not happening unless I suddenly become a millionaire so. -_-
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"I'm not here"
March 9, 2019 Saturday 2:46pm
Slate grey cold wind out here. Perfect for the soul. Mathew Fox spoke of “One-ing” today—and that the reason we are here is to exercise the soul”…well, something like that. Not just to wear it and turn it in at the end.
So, I exercised the body this am—Fit Republic Gym McHenery Ave, In Shape Gym abs and shower and Jacuzzi, and arm and upper bod with trainer Jared.
And, I exercised the soul at the State Theater’s showing of “I’m Not Here” I was crying by the film’s end.
The future self rescues the past self. The 60 year old rescues the 30 year old.
The movie its soaking in alcohol. It plays an insidious character. Its signs and symbols litter the film, the landscape and the character’s lives. As does the darker side of gay and its attendant pal, suicide.
“…I wonder whether shelf elves are sometimes humans who are able to reach from the future or the afterlife and taser in on us?” From the book Sidewalk Oracles p. 14.
I read this this morning, tacked the post card flyer for the movie “I’m Not Here” on the wall neath Jim’s pics, and left for the movie.
Which, was all about a 60 year old alcoholic man pondering suicide re: tragic life events. At one point, his 30 year old self sees him, and he sees his 30 year old self.
All through the film, based on chance findings of things from the past, the past flashes back, and, in the end, saves him. He awakens. He puts the gun down. He can “see”. The film is a visual dark night of the soul to awakening. Where alcohol, rather than destroying him, takes him up to the door of deliverance. Amazing that at film’s end, the Bar tender had 8 years clean. He, with 6 months clean asked “how did you do it?” The bartender said “One day at a time and, pause, “I want to live.”
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Notes: 10/16/2024
Mathew Fox is an author and a philosopher. I love listening to his you tube lectures.
Sidewalk Oracles is a fun book dealing with coincidences and synchronicities. In the above quote from the book, I believe it is referring to books falling off the shelf near you in a book store.
Jim was my gay partner from 1997 to his death in 2009.
#“I'm Not Here”#your past can save you#alcoholism#3/9/2019#60 year old self meets 30 year old self#dark night of the soul#deliverance#the darker side of gay#contemplating suicide by gun
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Listen I don’t believe in manifesting but boy will I try anything for these persona 5 skins
I mostly want joker and yusuke its unfortunate that joker is an s tier and so highly unlikely (impossible) but like I did not realize when this event was till far too last but I hit weekly limit this week and I’m gonna keep doing that for the duration of the event I NEED yusuke at least I would love akechi (hes literally my bbg /p) but I mainly am gonna be pulling essence one so rip any chance of getting him
i was so hyperfixated on persona 5 that I didn’t play the game to save for getting the persona 5 skins…
#identity v#idv#ithaqua says stuff#I NEED akira and yusuke (most likely just one of them but yeah) PLEASE NETEASE SPARE A SKIN FOR THE POOR BOY (I have 3 s tiers and 9 a tiers#I’ve been playing since 2019-2020ish *10 a tiers I forgot the danganronpa one I never use on my alt)
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Granted, I don’t read the sapient sexy gingerbread man type of book, mostly for budgetary reasons. If I ever want to jerk off to a buff anthropomorphic dessert, I’ll probably just use my imagination.
#my romance novel reading has also declined sharply in recent years#2019: 30#2020: 22#2021: 17#2022: 9#2023: 3#2024: 5 (so far)
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Seeing the Dannypocalypse reminds me how old classic nicktoons are and how young me and my sister really are.
So if I get this correctly Danny Phantom premeired on Nickelodeon on April 3rd 2004.
Well, I have a sister, she was born on the ides of March 2004.
She is older than the cartoon by 2 weeks, and that’s wild seeing how popular a cartoon is to this day that when it made its debut when my sister was just opening her eyes for the first time.
#danny phantom#dannypocalypse#well to be fair Inwas born in October of 2002#I’m pretty sure I’m as old as Season 3 of Spongebob#I’m younger than Super Mario Sunshine by like 3 months.#And I missed 9/11 by about 395 days#but I have a cousin who was born in 2007#imagine being younger than the wii lmao#anyways she goes to a Catholic high school now.#she’s 16 and a half years old.#bitches born in 2008 be like i’m 16 no stupid go back to Kindergarten.#bitches born in 2019 be like I’m a kindergartener bitch crawl back up your mother’s womb#bitches born in 1964 be like I never experienced segregation like okay grandpa#bitches born in 1944 be like ohhhh im having a hawrt attack. im fucking dying i see the light Wanda I’m coming
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hi for those of you who play sky are any of you interested in edening. i kind of want to go perhaps saturday (tomorrow) so more people could come
EDIT sunday at 5 pst/8 est if im counting right???? might b better
#personal#open 2 anyone :3#would be around 9 pm EST i imagine.#join my eden static.#weekly eden raids. jk#idk if it gets easier or harder in a group tho LOL#i actually like playing through eden tbh. i used to be so scared of it#the first time i played in like 2019? before pandemic
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One World Trade Center officially opened on November 3, 2014.
#One World Trade Center#opened#3 November 2014#10th anniversary#US history#Daniel Libeskind#David Childs#architecture#skyscraper#USA#travel#summer 2018#2019#East River#Brooklyn Bridge#Lower Manhattan#New York City#tourist attraction#landmark#skyline#reflection#3 World Trade Center#original photography#exterior#Trinity Church#Reflecting Absence by Michael Arad and Peter Walker#9/11 Memorial & Museum#vacation#cityscape
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Autumn Tundra and Snowcapped Peaks of the Alaska Range (Denali National Park & Preserve) by Mark Stevens
#Alaska 2019#Alaska Range#Alaska-Yukon Ranges#Azimuth 162#Blue Skies#Clouds around Mountain Peaks#Clouds around Mountains#Day 9#Day Hiking in Denali#Denali National Park#Denali National Park & Preserve#Denali National Park and Preserve#DxO PhotoLab 3 Edited#Evergreen Trees#Evergreens#Hillside of Trees#Image Capture With Arsenal#Landscape#Landscape - Scenery#Looking SE#Mount Brooks#Mount Koven#Mountain Peak#Mountains#Mountains in Distance#Mountains off in Distance#Mountainside#Nature#Nikon D800E#No People
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#don't hate the fact that i put the boys at the bottom#it's just cause when i started doing this i like really had to think and there were so many other great eurovision songs that i had to put#and like i love joker out don't get me wrong they are my favourite band but like i prefer them when they're not in eurovision#there were just so many good ones to put#anyways#keiino (true winners of 2019 in my heart)#chanel terrero (my wife)#odd børre (don't question why i'm tagging him like i know he's dead and wouldn't be on here but still)#måneskin (im seeing them in 9 days!!!!!!!!! and it still hasn't sunk in)#giorgos alkaios & friends (you have no idea how happy i was to hear this song in my big fat greek wedding 3 like i was legit singing along)#sestre (my true loves)#käärijä (no words just love)#helena paparizou (queen)#doredos (best staging ever?)#joker out (the one the only my truest true loves of the world i love them so much)#joker out
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What do you mean this audio is 6 years old, I just heard it yesterday--
#Insanity Draws#Insanity's Videos#Insanity of Mojiru#透明な無名世界#If I didn't have a falling out with one friend of mine this would have been a video for her OCs#You guys ever clean out your old shit and see something and go 'I guess I can change this idea up and do it for something else'?#I've been cleaning out a lot of my old shit lately with people I don't talk to anymore and it's both hella toxic and weirdly relieving#I'm so tired y'all but if I don't organize this shit who will?#Really I'm just trying to grab a lot of the ideas I had from back then that I like and feel I can work into something else#Like this video for example#LOLOL So what's really funny is I was looking back in my art folder and I have a lot of art of her OCs but I realize I never posted any#Turns out I found an old discord message where I was explicitly told not to make her OCs public so...#There's still an unlisted YT video I made for her from back in 2018 I'll die if someone finds it#Okay so if any of you remember a Wil and Momiji 1 2 Fanclub picture from 2019 that's a still from a different video for her#Okay I'm gonna level with you guys if you're still somehow reading these tags#There is a video on my tumblr from Feb 9 2019 that for the last 3 seconds has that friend's OC's legs in it LOLOL#If any of you find any of these things I'm mentioning you should DM me because you deserve a reward XD
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i think. i need to make Physical Art or i'm going to crumple into a pile of poorly assembled legos
#little rock.txt#which is to say. i'm gonna go to bed bcus i have a paper notebook stashed in my room#gonna listen to taz and doodle in my sketchbook like it's 2017 again#maybe download tfr onto my phone finally (also like it's 2017)#(but this time we have *checks*#well actually i checked and we were still on videos in 2017 so pretend i said 2019 bcus that's when 1-9 came out)#(wait holy fucking shit 2017 is when pun noir 3 came out?????)#anyway. yeah i'm gonna go to bed jfkldsafjdsaf
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I will never refer to my pets as adults. Yeah, this is Flocke, my (in human years) 75 year old baby boy
#he‘s around 7 rn and that‘s old for a guinea pig#they live to 8 if you treat them well (and as long as they don‘t decide to die randomly despite your desperate efforts)#my oldest was Yakari & he lived to 9 (died of old age in 2019)#i always think the other two are like#early 20s? Late teens?#nope#Purzel is 4 and Fussel is 3#that‘s middle aged#like what the fuck
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#photos#ssd#files#images#ui#nyc#Massachusetts#portfolio#2018#2019#2020#2021#2022#2023#1#2#3#4#5#6#7#8#9#10#11#12#posters#legal#sketchbook#diary
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I finally finished my kpop shelf after like a month of not touching it lmao......
#2019#kim seokjin#bts#red velvet#teddy#rm#haseul#loona#irene#gain#hell michigan#seventeen#twice#fromis 9#oh my girl#jisoo#exo#loona 1/3#artms#brown eyed girls#blackpink#kpop
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Together.
Batgirl (2000) #67 // Batgirl (2000) #27 // Batgirl (2000) #18 // Batman and Robin: Eternal #3 // Truth & Justice #16 // Batman & The Outsiders (2019) #9 // Batgirl (2000) #29 // Batgirl (2000) #60 // Batgirl (2008) #6 // Batgirl (2000) #59 + Batgirl (2024) #3
#cassandra cain#CassCainWeek2025#barbara gordon#stephanie brown#tim drake#jason todd#damian wayne#duke thomas#dick grayson#alfred pennyworth#bruce wayne#i love this particular dick-cass issue btw it's one of my favourites of their relationship#and yeah the jason one... look i had no options#you can reallyyy tell who her favs actually are#happy cass cain week to all who celebrate <333
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TJ MIKELOGAN's HALLOWEEN 2024 EVENT
Day 17: POC in horror Names & films below the cut
From left to right, top to bottom:
GIF 1: Daniel Kaluuya in Get Out (2017), Amandla Stenberg in Bodies Bodies Bodies (2022), Kid Cudi in X (2022), Betty Gabriel in Get Out (2017), Rahul Kohli in The Haunting of Bly Manor (2020), and Jodi Long in Night Swim (2024)
GIF 2: Moses Sumney in MaXXXine (2024), Courtney Taylor in The Invitation (2022), Scatman Crothers in The Shining (1980), T'Nia Miller in The Fall of the House of Usher (2024), Justice Smith in I Saw the TV Glow (2024), and Park So-dam in Parasite (2019)
GIF 3: Sauriyan Sapkota in The Midnight Club (2022), Wunmi Mosaku in His House (2020), Kelvin Harrison Jr. in It Comes at Night (2017), Teyonah Parris in Candyman (2021), Jacob Batalon in Tarot (2024), and Adia in The Midnight Club (2022)
GIF 4: Laurence Fishburne in Event Horizon (1997), Michelle Ang in The Taking of Deborah Logan (2014), Nassim Lyes in Under Paris (2024), Kyliegh Curran in Doctor Sleep (2019), Gong Yoo in Train to Busan (2016), and Levy Tran in The Haunting of Hill House (2018)
GIF 5: Winston Duke in Us (2019), Tahirah Sharif in The Haunting of Bly Manor (2020), Kang-ho Song in Parasite (2019), Avantika Vandanapu in Tarot (2024), Blair Underwood in Longlegs (2024), and Georgina Campbell in The Watchers (2024)
GIF 6: Steven Yeun in Nope (2022), Sophie Wilde in Talk to Me (2022), Giancarlo Esposito in Abigail (2024), Nathalie Emmanuel in The Invitation (2022), Colman Domingo in Candyman (2021), and Lupita Nyong'o in A Quiet Place: Day One (2024)
GIF 7: Carl Lumbly in The Fall of the House of Usher (2023), Myha'la in Bodies Bodies Bodies (2022), Will Smith in I Am Legend (2007), Moronke Akinola in No One Gets Out Alive (2021), William Chris Sumpter in The Midnight Club (2022), and Natalie Mendoza in The Descent (2005)
GIF 8: Yahya Abdul-Mateen II in Candyman (2021), Cho Yeo-jeong in Parasite (2019), Evan Alex in Us (2019), Aya Furukawa in The Fall of the House of Usher (2023), Sope Dirisu in His House (2020), and Keke Palmer in Nope (2022)
GIF 9: Daniel Jun in The Fall of the House of Usher (2023), Iman Benson in The Midnight Club (2022), Malcolm Goodwin in The Fall of the House of Usher (2023), Kim Su-an in Train to Busan (2016), Djimon Hounsou in A Quiet Place: Day One (2024), and Annarah Cymone in Midnight Mass (2021)
GIF 10: Rahul Abburi in Midnight Mass (2021), Crystal Balint in The Midnight Club (2022), Anthony Ruivivar in The Haunting of Hill House (2018), Liza Soberano in Lisa Frankenstein (2024), Choi Woo-shik in Parasite (2019), and Shahadi Wright Joseph in Us (2019)
#horroredit#filmedit#mygif#*halloween24#userpocblr#pocfiction#I JUST WANNA TALK TO THE PEOPLE WHO COLOR-GRADE MOVIES AND ASK WHY. JUST WHY. WHY SO YELLOW??#horrortvfilmsource#junkfooddaily#userairi#userriel#janielook#usermaguire#useralien#userrobin#usercats#userhann#usermalina#userbrittany#chaoticroad#userveronika#userbuckleys#userbess#usersage#usergoose#tusercj#tuseraicr#alexlook#userbunneis#userkimchi
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