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2012 was a leap year and a bunch of shit went down.
2016 was a leap year and a bunch of shit went down.
2020 was a leap year and a bunch of shit REALLY went down.
Please oh god I’m begging that 2024 is the one leap year that skips all the shit!!!
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love these guys. the musical chairs
#[art#.png]#[2023.zip]#deltarune#dr sweet cap'n cakes#have been meaning to do something with my verse of guys. this is close enough and now.. i am . uh. free#gif#oh. you're reading this? well.#DON'T TELL ME YOU HAVEN'T HEARD OF THE SWEET CAP'N CAKES. SWEET CAP'N CAKES CYBER FIELDS' BEST MUSICAL TRIO AND THE LAST RESISTANCE AGAINST#THE BIG BAD QUEEN AND ALL HER CREW AND THAT STARTS WITH RESISTING YOU NUH UH UH C#WHAT WANNA SEE WHAT WE GOT YO YO CAN YOU HANDLE THIS hold ONTO your ANTENNAS !! how was THAT did you get ROCKED
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Does anyone know how to get over hangups about like, writing. I write 'lore' and worldbuilding stuff but I have almost no experience with writing anything narrative, nor have I ever finished writing a story in my entire life. I used to write stories about characters as a teenager but at some point the thought became humiliating and I just can't anymore
#i just feel like i dont know enough and dont have enough ideas also its always very bad when i look back over it again#but in the last year ive been readind like crazy#ive read 111 books since spring 2023 and i keep being filled with the desire to write but remain convinced of my inability to do so
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The temptation to update every single piece of CC I've ever released is STRONG 😬
#non sims#nonsims#tbd#but am I strong enough???#lol#a daunting task#that needs to be tackled... eventually#my 2015 CC compared to 2023 is absloute DOG SHIT#I see people reblogging + liking my super old posts daily and it makes me feel like I'm duping people? because it's all SO bad#💀
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some blondes
#can you tell i may or may not have a type#also ik nichelle is technically a fake blonde but uhhhhh close enough. i love her#ive been getting to watch the reboot and i js finished episode 5. it isnt that bad#episode 5 is horrendous tho who actually thought of that episode. i need names#my art#art#fanart#illustration#procreate#total drama#total drama revenge of the island#tdroti#total drama reboot#total drama 2023#tdi#total drama island#td nichelle#total drama nichelle#total drama dawn#td dawn#td jo#total drama jo#td dakota#total drama dakota#dakota milton
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COC day 12 | wings
bringing your pet parakeet to watford is all fun and games until the chosen one kills everything with wings in a five mile radius
#carry on countdown#carry countdown 2023#carry on in animal crossing#rhys carry on#justice for rhys tbh#it's bad enough having to live in the room under snowbaz#and now this#can this kid ever catch a break?#the simon snow series by rainbow rowell
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as a baby butch i really appreciate your blog,, i feel so lost sometimes esp as a black butch as i haven't seen many sources on other studs,, so just having these lists is really awesome :)
Hey, thanks so much for reaching out, lovely to hear from you! I'm glad the lists are helping you, honestly that's everything I could have hoped for. Unfortunately, I have also found that it's strangely difficult to find material on black butches and studs ... but I am on the hunt nevertheless! As of the past two weeks a few more black lesbian anthologies have arrived and I have a few more lined up that I hope to procure soon--all this to say that I hope to present more material to you that suits your interests in the days & weeks to come. I hope we both can find good stuff for you. :)
(Which, speaking of ... if ANYONE out there happens to know where the treasure trove of black butches & stud lore is, I would happily trade my best cheesecake and/or cookie recipes for this knowledge. I can also provide manual labor and cleaning services.)
#questions for the archivist#the archivist answers#i have also found a couple short documentaries that have black lesbians/studs in it but it doesn't go enough into stud culture and history#i would say anyways#there's also the 2005 film the aggressives that i have heard good things about but haven't watched myself yet#i have found one book specifically published by a stud but it was published in 2023 and also appears very informal#which definitely isn't a bad thing but as a person who always wants to find citations so i can find MORE books ... i fear this local legend#may not help me find the pot of gold at the end of the black rainbow#thankfully i am nosy as fuck#i will get to the bottom of this come hell or high water!
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Some fanart for @35centtoothpaste ‘s fic The Little Dove on AO3 :333 I find Priya’s dynamic with Chase to be super interesting, I just had to draw those two. This isn’t a drawing of any particular scene, it’s just them
Idk if Priya’s expression is fitting? I was gonna make her look more crazed and less unsure but that made it look to similar to Chase’s expression and I wanted variety
#total drama#total drama reboot#total drama 2023#td priya#td chase#tw blood#tw death#tw gore#? is this bad enough to count as gore. i don’t exactly know the parameters for it
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been playing the funny fire emblem game
#fire emblem engage#my art#daily drawings 2023#alear fire emblem#clanne fire emblem#framme fire emblem#my comics#this game is so good#every character in the army thinks they're the only normal person#none of them are normal#they're so great i love them all#there's too many characters i like and not enough space to field them all#i'm only like halfway through and i already feel like i'll replay this more than three houses#three houses was surprisingly bad for replays for a game with four different routes#don't get me wrong i do love three houses#but engage is just more fun to actually play
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#uhh idk reminders to self that one (1) cup of coffee straight after waking up is enough#u don’t need 2 cups in the first like half an hour#also yes i think im funny and my brain read this in that Welcome to Nightvale voice for some reason#i’ll go listen to a podcast and do dishes like that’s the calmest thing to do when u have bunch of nervous energy#also just had a zoom call that was like 10mins but did I manage to say even one thing? nope i did not and now i started my day very poorly#with feeling like I already failed a task (no but like rly had nothing to add to things and im bad at just talking if it’s not necessary)#september 2023#2023
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feeling bad about my art lately. will probably not post for a while. but i wanted to at least dump some stuff here before i retreat into my hidey hole
#hivemind tv#hmfcu#riley savage#graydon weaver#quadeca#jane remover#eden burke#my art#2023#fanart#doodles#furry#its like. augh. longtime fleouriarts followers are familiar with my eternal tango with posting art online#doing this since i was 11 has like rotted my brain and made me rely wayyyy too much on external validation to motivate myself#and every year or so it gets bad enough that i take a break. but the break usually only lasts a month before i miss the feeling#and come back and then the cycle repeats#its probably worse now bc this is a fandom where getting seen by the creators is not really that hard#so there have been times where im like 'well idk if i wanna draw this. but if i do maybe hivemind will rt it :-)'#NO!!! THATS NOT WHAT ART IS ABOUT!!!!! i cant keep letting myself get addicted to the numbers going up man i gotta get out of here#and i was reading a quad interview from around when idmthy got released. cus hes also brain poisoned like this. but he managed to get out#and now just kinda comes online to release music and then leave#i need to be like that. i need to take a break from art posting thats so long that i come back as a changed man odysseus style#idk. its been so long since i drew stuff that no one gets to see but me. all the art i keep to myself is just out of embarrassment#i need to relearn how to draw stuff just for the love of creation and not “maybe people online will like this one”#or “this new thing came out i need to prove my love of it by drawing it”#sometimes it leads to good art but more often than not it just makes me feel worse#whatever. if any of yall are in the hivemind jane or quadeca discord i MIGHT still post stuff there. but otherwise ill keep to myself and m#friends for a while i think#woooooo this is queued to post while im in orgo lab everyone wish me luck with my thin layer chromatography
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Mermay being followed by pride always makes me think about them...
#digital art#my art#illustration#ocs#my ocs#drawing#digital illustration#mermay#mermaid art#merfolk#mermay 2023#we were legion#luciel and zagan#luciel#zagan#demon oc#demon art#OKAY ENOUGH TAGS ENOUGH IS ENOUGH#uhmmm I lvoe them#I wanna make their comic really really bad#but it's not ready yet#also I'm way too busy with time and time again#but. after tta.#then I'll make it.#I JUST UAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
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I can't believe one of my silly drawings got 1.000 notes?? thank you so much
#I hope breaking bad is recognisable enough on 2023 Tumblr that everyone gets the reference#Every new follower gets a smooch on the forhead#art tag
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2023 reads // twitter thread
To Shape A Dragon’s Breath
YA fantasy
a young Indigenous girl finds & bonds with a dragon hatchling - the first time in many generations for her people - and is required to go to the coloniser’s dragon academy in their mainland city, to learn how to raise her dragon and the science of its magic
historical inspired setting on the cusp of industrial revolution with steampunk vibes
bi polyamorous MC, Black lesbian SC, nonverbal autistic SC
#To Shape A Dragon’s Breath#aroaessidhe 2023 reads#this is really really good i loved it!#the chapter titles are all like snippets of a story. or like sentence fragments that match up. which is cool#it is definitely more about being indigenous in a coloniser institution than Dragon School - not Super dragon heavy if you want that#I suspect the subsequent books will get into that when she gets big enough to ride and stuff#t’s also def YA! i’ve seen a few ppl assume it’s adult and be like its very young :( but like. I mean its perfectly reasonable for a 15yo m#definitely a Lot of racism and colonialism which is not fun to read! though it's still through a YA lens. there was def a part of me that#was imagining consequences of the narrative as if it were an adult novel#on that line of thought - at the end a lot of it is kind of solved by them going to the king and he's is like. oh no racism is happening?#that's bad i'll deal with those people! which felt like. a little simplistic. but maybe the easiest way to end the narrative for book 1 -#I don't think the author ACTUALLY is going to portray the king as a Good Guy throughout the series - it just felt conveniently like -#a simple YA solution to some very big and complex elements? if that makes sense? (but again - it is YA so it's allowed I suppose!)#some of the worldbuilding (like all the science learning) is probably setup for next books - we don’t really see any practical application#the romances are also subtle and not Overbearing In Book One which i like - leave some space for the series!#also her getting fanmail from a 10yo mixed race girl who looks up to her 🥺#anyway. i really loved it!#oh also it reminded me a little of leviathan. i guess just the steampunk/time period/european culture....#To Shape A Dragon's Breath
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My 2023 drawing summary! ✨
Links to the featured drawings:
jan | feb | mar | apr | may | jun | jul | aug | sep | oct | nov | dec
Barely remember the year to be honest. Just a lot of work and chores. Lol
Just some ramblings under the cut.
Let's see...
Achieved start of the year goals
Didn't fulfill my last year's goal of making commissions a full time job. I mean, I did for a little bit while but it's still not the right time yet.
Though what I did unexpectedly accomplish is that my fear of cockroaches had decreased. We had a family of house shrews this year (usually we had mice) and I learned they mainly eat insects. I still like to avoid killing the few huntsman spiders we have hanging around so the next big insect available would normally be a roach. So I'd bonk one if I find one (instead of immediately bolting out the room) so I can feed the shrews. I mean cockroaches, specially the American cockroach, still freaks me the heck out. But, like, it's shrew food.
Oh, also bought a display tab. I'll always be grateful to the Ko-fi supporters for reaching this goal! I'm still in the middle finding my rhythm with the tablet. Considering getting a paperlike screen protector to minimize the glass texture.
2024 goal
A new laptop of course. My ideapad is in the cusps of dying. 😭
I don't feel that productive in the drawing department this year. :/ My current day job does pay a little higher than my commissions and ko-fi requests combined... But I really don't fill fulfilled when I make less drawings. Let's see if I can make commissions a full time job this year. Or at least try to see if I can make my top source of income drawing related.
There are other goals I hope to accomplish this year, but these are the main drawing related ones.
Regarding commissions
There will be some adjustments to the background prices in regular commissions. Because, like, I shouldn't price it lower than the base price if I spent as much time drawing it. Lol
I think I'll rate Ko-fi doodle requests based on what the piece literally contain instead of basing on the amount of time spent drawing the request. It'll make things simpler specially with comics. I'll make a post about the changes when I decide on the settled rates
#Still used the template from last year's summary#my shiz#drawing summary#2023#On the July one you might notice the link shows it's uploaded on August. But I did draw it on July but had to refrain from posting it then.#The huntsman spider guys do creeps me. But they eat cockroaches and I HATE cockroaches.#My fear of cockroaches is bad enough that I can detect one scurrying on my peripheral vision better than any other moving object.#We used to have a cat that is so bad at catching mice but specializes in catching roaches. RIP my calico baby. 😔#2023 summary#Btw are Asian House Shrews fine if they eat cat food? Not sure if they took some but I spilled some kibble#and later there were little crunchy noises among the squeaking.#Oh man. I realized it's a little tricky to give exact rates to my comic Ko-fi requests.
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happy 1 year anniversary to the election results that were so fucked they had me trying to take my mind off of things by watching what seemed like a toxic chinese queerbait show only to find something far more thoughtful and genuinely queer and interesting than expected and end up watching a bunch more unrelated things that are talked about in vaguely the same realms of the internet and then watch bad buddy twice in a row and fall into an endless bingewatch of thai media (some of which is mediocre, some of which is bad, much of which is simply pretty good, and some of which is genuinely incredible) and go, well, it would be a waste of all this language input i'm accidentally giving myself right now if i didn't at least learn a few words. thus accidentally locking myself into watching even more thai media because now i gain serotonin from hearing a sentence i know i could write
#this is about the dutch general elections of 2023. i know another election is probably still on most people's minds#it feels WILD that it's only been a year. and at the same time. the government they eventually formed based on those votes#is still hanging in there. and it feels like THAT's been going on for way longer than a year#*#ah well in happier news! i think it's the way part of me is forever roaming the internet in 2011#but even when a BL (or GL! which is finally picking up!) series is bad. or just boring.#there is something in me that can't help but go !! oh my god? there's a hundred of these out there??#and we can argue definitions and representation and fetishization. but there are So Many queer people working on them these days#and not all but many of these stories are insightful and kind and clever and have a very queer beating heart inside of them#(and there's also something to be said for queer trash tv. that has a place! but i won't get into it)#and this is really truly only a thing of the past few years!!! this did not exist when i was a teen!!!#i'm still so young but i'm EASILY old enough to remember that. and now All Of That is just out there. often on youtube for free#if you are a teen TODAY you don't need to pick between settling for watching tara die on btvs. watching ianto die on torchwood#or watching queer as folk. which is not a knock on qaf but it's not necessarily tv for teens#instead there's like. dozens of queer people on modern western tv! there are ever more queer movies where nobody dies!#and there's just a goddamn fucking impossible-to-watch-in-one-lifetime amount of guaranteed happy end BL series out there#and it's insane!!! that is insane to me!!!#and is also maybe a good thing to remember in current times. things can and do change for the better#sometimes in ways you might not expect. sometimes you might not even know it's happening. but it does
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