#16-20 years

[penpalslgbt]

Hi, I'm Jenny, a bit out of place with all the younger people, I'm 30.

I just moved back to the Pacific Northwest to heal my heart, soul, and mind.

I love cooking, art, video games, fixing anything that needs fixed, the beauty of the PNW, and taking myself out of my comfort zone.

I'm really just looking for friendship. I was cheated on during a 4 year relationship which I moved 2,000 miles to be in and I have a lot of healing to do. If flirting happens, it happens.

My page is @beast-in-repose. I hope to meet some new people that can stimulate my mind!

January 29, 2024

[bugsludge]

Maybe the rage deal in the last episode wasn’t JUST “You live but have extreme amounts of rage.” What if they were offered their wildest dreams and the rage was a clause in like microfont bc to them the gifts of achieving their goals and living seems like a great deal especially for children. The rage pushes them to achieve a goal, the rat grinders are KIDS they arnt gonna have crazy outrageous dreams and ambition at 17 years old, I knew nothing when I was that age.

You have a crush on a girl for a couple years and want to catch her attention? Bam. Get more confidence, become buff, get noticed first the first time ever. Oisin was completely unrecognizable before but now after all this?

You hate another rogue so much you want to be better than him? Bam! Kipperlily finds the rogue teacher first AND signs up for the election assuming riz would be the one to do it bc why would Kristen Applebees want to be president? Which could be an event bigger fuel to KLCK’s fire.

You want to be a famous musician and you’re jealous of a bard in school who never goes to class but has what you don’t? Bam! Ruben copies her look and produce music when she’s on hiatus as well as getting signed by her label

Mary Anne’s is small and girly she was probably bullied and wanted to make it stop, so shes now indifferent, and strong enough to stand up for herself, she sees Gorgug on the first day of school get decked in the face jsut to grow into this strong guy and sees him as inspiration

Lucy was content with life, she loved her friends, loved her god and knew the rage wasn’t what she wanted to have to live with. The resurrection is supposed to help them feel fulfilled but she’d just be more unsatisfied with life if she took the offer. Lucy was happy with what she had, and had no further aspirations, she loved her god and 'stuck to her guns'

Buddy dawn a follower of helio, watches the chosen one of his church abandon everything, he’s sad and confused as to why she did what she did. He dies and is offered the chance to become the chosen one for an unnamed god, he’s scared, helio is missing, and if Kristin took an offer from a new god and was okay why wouldn’t he be?

The rat grinders were scared kids who needed a miracle, and one was offered CHILDREN WILL SCREAM FOR HELP UNTIL THEY ARE ARE OFFERED SANCTION, IT DOESN’T MATTER WHO THE SAVIOR IS

[xiewho]

i hope you dont wanna come down any time soon haha

[emiko-matsui]

I'd like to take this opportunity to point out the fact that I haven't seen ANYONE point out that Kristen's dex has GONE DOWN. She's gone from a -3 to a MINUS FOUR. ALLY LOWERED HER DEX EVEN MORE. NO ONE IS TALKING ABOUT IT

[thistlerockcaster]

rewatching sophomore year (again) and thinking about riz gukgak and his relationship to work/sacrifice as an expression of love.

riz's decision to run himself into the ground in junior year for the sake of the people he loves (who did not ask him to) being the direct result of his conversation with his dad during sophomore year.

pok gukgak in sophomore year looking his son in the eyes and telling him "work is an act of love". riz's idea of a perfect heaven being to work forever without repercussion. his greatest fears being prioritizing his own needs above the case. riz staying up all night the night before school after 3 days of driving back to solace making intricate conspiracy boards and dossiers about what exactly needs to happen for him and his friends to secure the best possible futures they can where theyre still together. putting kristen on his back and taking on tons of stress for the sake of helping her achieve something she wants.

and of course pok's conversation was a contributing factor in this mentality, clearly, but i would like to point out ANOTHER: sklonda gukgak.

pok may have verbally endorsed this behavior of putting others above ur own needs to show ur affection, but sklonda was the living example.

riz spent his entire childhood seeing his mother exhausted, overworked, and struggling just to make sure he had food on the table and a roof over his head.

(theres a scene in i believe freshman year ((possibly during riz's intro in episode 1?)) where she makes cereal for the both of them and i think uses water in hers so he can have milk???))

like of course pok shouldnt have told his young impressionable son that damaging yourself for someone else is love. but riz was already damaging himself for the people he loves.

riz knows his mother loves him more than anything. he never once doubts it. and he knows it bc he sees her practically killing herself to provide for him. love is not only acts of service but complete and utter sacrifice.

work is an act of love so work urself to the edge of death.

work is an act of love so give up your health, your wants, your desires, your identity.

work is an act of love. so never stop working.

[bthemistake]

"I worship a nameless god of Rage"

I don't really know if I like this but I've invested too much time to not post so...

[Image Description:

Fanart of the character Buddy Dawn from the webshow Dimension 20 Fantasy High: Junior Year. On a swirling red background, Buddy has his eyes closed with the corners of his mouth ticking up in an almost smile. He is shirtless with a large sharp red star, burning red, protruding from his chest. The top spike impales his throat, where it had been slit by Kipperlilly, and the blood from his neck has trickled down the shard to drip into his hand below. Dark veins stretch across his skin. Helio has no mark on him anymore, instead his flesh and blood belongs to Ankarna.]

[feelingtheaster99]

Oh my gosh Beardsley that was SO SMART to figure out the people whose blood crystallizes are the people who TURN DOWN being brought back to worship Ankarna god DAMN

[gothboyboogie]

"we need more chaotic stupid female characters!" yall cant even handle kristen applebees

[egberts]

ALSO if prisoners could get educated then prisons could run themselves more reliably and function like communities which is conducive to a growing/healing/learning/absolving mindset

[atalana]

so i finally cleared prometheus on 32!

(and now i can get round to testing out the other weapons bc i unlocked eos' torches and then never looked back)

[artrrrish]

i'm rewatching voltron so here are the sketches with shiro and keith

[honorarypines]

Silly tiny detectives I drew for random comic during class and felt like sharing with you guys bc I think they turned out quite cute?

Apologies for not drawing them digitally yet but I'm going through finals😭

[viriborne]

Yuu and their annoying brothers friends :)

Commissions, Kofi

[toasts-httyd-hyperfixation]

Love that with the way its set up, Snotlout is anwhere from barely 3 to almost 5 years older than Hiccup

[figscigfigs]

thinking about legend lore and the bad kids!!!

brennan using the wikipedia analogy is very silly bc it means adaine’s just googling her friends

fig - an archdevil

adaine - the oracle

kristen - the former chosen one, a risen saint, and the killer/creator/reviver of several gods

fabian - son of bill seacaster

riz - reviver of n*ght yorb

gorgug - probably not searchable

suck on that anchovyflower clerickiller

[monstersanonymous]

unexpected representation for little girls who were born insane and have no trauma to back that up in Cookiecutter Keetlecorn