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what-am-i-doing-in-this-fandom · 3 months ago

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I'm sweating and crying, but I own someone's life now so that's cool

You guys BETTER be clicking the pictures to see the details better >:(

Part one is HERE!!

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turtleblogatlast · 8 months ago

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That middle child feel when you’re the one who successfully gets you and your siblings out of trouble only to immediately get jumped by them afterwards

#rottmnt #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #rottmnt leo #rise leo #pouring one out for all my fellow middle children 😔#Donnie betraying his fellow middle child like this…even being the one to throw him under the bus first smh #no but like if I was Leo here I’d be like wtf guys #it does make me wonder if Leo constantly was the one who got them all out of messes #and in turn the main one who took the fall if his attempts failed rip #we kinda see this often in the series tbh? where Leo takes point when it comes to talking out a situation #maybe it started very very young as seen in this short #(actually there is no ‘if’ Leo was the one doing this he literally WAS at least twice as tots from what we’re shown)#side eyes Bug Busters where Leo gets his bros out of being turned into clowns and immediately gets blasted 😭#no thanks in sight #can’t even blame him for being a sore winner there I would be too lol #and then he gets thrown off a building like man all around an f tier day for Hamato Leonardo #side note but Leo’s face stripes look especially pink in this lighting and I really like when we can see that pinkness because it looks cute

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roppiepop · 2 years ago

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i have not stopped thinking abt the dc pride 2023 announcement happy reunion kids!!

#tim drake #connor hawke #red robin #green arrow #robin iii #green arrow ii #connortim #if one so wishes lol #roppie tries to draw #they’re back!!!!!#in one story!!!!#im sorry i cant be normal abt their friendship #super excited to see how they can pick up from where they left off #w all their changes and whatnot #go bond over that period yalls went by yalls last name i g ://#either way i got this out also to try my hand on connors new design #he looks so good…….#also dont talk to me abt that last panel bg #idk where theyre supposed to be i just know its daylight 😔😔😔

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dkettchen · 6 months ago

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#meme #homemade memes #cw dysphoria #trans #bones are stupid #cw dysphoria venting #waiting out current phase of transition changes to happen #(cause I got my dose raised again in april & am waiting for my next two surgeries & continuing tryna build muscle 😔)#hoping it'll get to a point eventually where the affirming bits are overpowering enough to ppl's perception #that I can dress the bits I can't change (like hips) in things that suit them #and do the whole embracing looking trans thing without worrying abt the misgendering #but alas I won't believe in my body's ability to do that until I see it #seeing as I still get lady-ed & unquestioningly she/her-ed 5 years into HRT + post two highly visible surgeries #+ fully dressed in men's clothes + sporting the shortest hair I've ever had -.-#cis ppl learn what transmascs look like & what that means for words you use on them challenge 2024- difficulty level: impossible apparently #I've had several ppl in the last few months that I literally TOLD I am trans/'it's he/him'/was clocked as trans by #who then STILL proceeded to misgender me anyway???#like what more can I do than literally straight up tell you????#I told a clinician who was looking at my knee the other month that I was trans (cause they always ask abt all meds n diagnoses)#and he misgendered me as a trans woman on his report like-#sir I am 5'4" and have a flat chest baby face and facial hair #and I was telling you abt how I've been on HRT for years and have had several Transgender Surgeries #you're a bone doctor you know how bones work and what their limitations are and you have functionning eyes #you should be able to put 2 and 2 together abt how this works even if you've never met a trans person holy fuck #(I wrote a complaint and they amended the report and sent me an apology meanwhile but still like- buddy wtf)

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royaltea000 · 1 year ago

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Redraw of human Barf and Belch!

#Cuz I fucking HATED the old one 😭#man I wish we got more zippleback content in rtte #like all the other dragons get their episodes and we got like maybe one of B&B 😔#the one where the twins were fighting over them #but like I feel like they’d be such interesting characters to get to know :(#justice for my bois Barf and Belch #I really loved their creepy unsafe looks from httyd 1 #they were so dangerous and sly looking I wish they kept that throughout the whole series #so I modeled my designs off that kinda feel #in my human design au the dragons are part of an underground fight ring #I dunno why everything associated with the twins in modern au have to 2010s punk emo to me it just works #digital art #my art #artists on tumblr #digital illustration #procreate #httyd fanart #barf and belch #how to train your dragon #httyd 1 #httyd #httyd 2 #httyd modern au #httyd human au #human dragons au #race to the edge #httyd rtte

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moonlit-tia · 3 months ago

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Made my fields of mistria oc, Vesta, with this picrew by maetheellen! I got the template from here ♡

#some little fun facts about vesta: she has terrible pollen allergies. so it was a choice for her to become a farmer.#(they just wanted a free house okay)#while she finds insects to be cute she doesn't want them near her. ever.#but she can't say no to luc when he asks her to go bug hunting 😔#they're a bit of a mystery amongst the townsfolk. no one really knows much about them or where they came from.#maple luc and dell love playing games with them! vesta gets really into whatever role they put her in.#fields of mistria #oc vesta #fom farmer #•°☆°•#tried drawing her but then remembered im bad a drawing so decided very quickly that i was over it #i got annoyed because i couldn't get one thing to look right lol #and any chance of me trying to improve was gone. i dont have the patience for drawing i guess

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ratwars · 12 days ago

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I am still getting a luedor cake btw like last year tho I ran into a snag. I want a fancier one but the other place was the only one that had the option to customize and order online to pick up. So to do so I would have to go someplace and actually talk to a human to do a custom cake order. And even thinking about asking someone in person to write this on the cake has hit me with a bout of uncommon shyness I have yet to talk myself out of. If they ask questions I'll have to lie about my friends Lue and Fyodor. Not so strange maybe when my current legal name is something else and that is what is on the card I would pay the deposit with. But still. Like what if they know...do I still have one last fuck in me to give? Maybe so 😔

#i asked my partner if i picked everything out if he could go do it #he refused. that is where the line was he will pick it up for me but he wont order it for me. okaaaaay #i also was looking into ordering a custom cake topper instead. the kind that is laser cut and you stick into the cake. since i have some #time to order such a thing. then i could get the cute little earl grey cake at the bakery we have been getting bread and pastries at here #but idk. i need to plan #and also go to the fabric store because the black and purple glitter fabric i got last year for the table cloth shed glitter everywhere so #i tossed it. i fucking hate glitter. idk why i did that i thought it wouldn't be semi loose. should have known better for the price 😔#blah blah blah #-pers #-luedor musings

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supersecretnerd · 5 months ago

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Ok so these designs are cute as hell, the Internet is just mean

I have too many thoughts about a game I still need to watch

#goodbye volcano high #i dont have the money to buy it but god i need to watch a playthrough when i have time it's so interesting to me #like; the theme of 'yeah we're going die but that doesn't mean we can enjoy what time we have left' sounds amazing to me love that #its so funny i was actually watching a review of it that was basically 'this game sucks and here's why'#and then it just started listing off shit like- 'the characters designs are pastel they're nonbinary you die no matter what'#and then my neurons just went off and went '👁️👁️ oh! sounds amazing i want to see more'#fuck yeah pastel nonbinary dinosaurs lets go #well i think its just fang thats nonbinary and then two other trans characters #i saw a cutscene! and it was about the experiences of being an apart of a family as sec-gen immigrant and trans-#and i thought that was cool as hell dont recall ever seeing that in any of thr arts ive seen before (but there's lots of art out there!)#heard it got some glitches tho (havent looked in depth of what those glitches are) hopefully it got patched out #also im so fucking pissed i saw the gator game before i saw this 😮‍💨 (context; apparently made by people who made a fangame where they #the mc of this game a datable side character and they only have a happy ending if they detransition? which fucking yikes😬)#i saw people say 'oh but they did it empathetically' like how the fuck is taking a canon nb character and making them only happy through #detransitioning empathetic that sounds super fucking shitty and gross #i think a character that detransitions can be done and would be interesting to see- but this just reeks of people being transphobic for real #oh also purple dino has a slug or worm or something apparently! seems cute! just a lil thing #apparently its a rhythm game; listened to some of the songs and it sounded good! sadly i suck at rhythm games #but apparently failing doesn't affect the story? kinda wish it would but honestly better for me lol-#pink one and fang end up dating i believe- from what i saw pink is like- soft spoken artist? dunno if accurate but she's cute #all the characters are cute just look at them!!! awesome #also they have to just continue school like normal before they die and honestly thats so real #also saw people dislike the fact you dont see the characters actual die or the meteor #which is ??? dunno i just think some things are better left implied than shown-#anyways man i keep trying to find neat stuff about the game and all i see is people bitchin about it or praising the shit fan on instead 😔#man if i had two nickles for a time i grew to become obsessed with a media only for loads of people to hate id have two nickles #first nickle is kat elliot she's such a cool character Internet wasn't ready for her #also yes i saw obsessed i can just tell this is something ill go bonkers for #i mean god look how much text is in my tags for this already! and i still need to see the game in it's fullness!#im sure there's other cool shit

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minakoaiinos · 7 months ago

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It's not even a joke anymore I need to see Mey Rin.

#and my finny and bard i wonder how they're going to look in this new animation style #i don't usually care about animation styles per se like it's not something i bitch about but i don't love the animation this season per se:(#sometimes it's really really pretty but also sometimes i am like that's not how ciel and especially sebastian look :(#sebastian looks really pretty but sometimes he doesn't feel like sebastian? i like when sebastian was all pointy #i think sebastian should look like this is junjou romantica.#but aside from that i think the tone is a smidgen off from the manga? like the way certain things are animated are not as goofy as the manga #when usually i don't feel a weird imbalance there sometimes it lands now and sometimes it doesn't #oh back to the original point i wish we had done an obligatory house episode ik the arc is just like this in the manga but uh so was circus #we're in the same situation where it's been so many years since the anime has been on air AND we are in a situation where we got 11 eps...#...out of this arc i think it would have made perfect sense to have a house episode with everyone #bc at its heart black butler is about the house ciel has made and the bit they all have going there #everything bad happens now bc he goes out of the house!! the house is the safe space control group type of environment #that's part of why the murder arc is so fun bc everyone there is in complete control of it and ciel's a stay at home not talk guy #everything outside of the house is fake! that's why it's the bit that they're pretending to be fake inside!#that's necessary to orient you to this story and ciel but whatever anyway 😔#small gripes that pick at me occasionally i just haven't had the time or mental space to voice them here #kuroshitsuji #my kuro posts

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risingsunresistance · 3 months ago

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hi sorry i went an entire week without posting i've got a lot of shit going on irl like A LOT of shit. but unrelated to serious stuff, im not playing skyblock till a new update so i dont have anything to talk about that's blog themed, splatoon event is coming up so im ever more laser-focused on that rn, and i got addicted to roguelike poker KJGFHG

#expect another week or two or three idk #i log in to see if anyone's @ me or sent me asks but that's about it #reblog the first post i see that interests me and dip kjfhg #irl stuff isnt anything i wanna talk about btw so dont ask but slightly less serious im trying to get certified at my job wahoo #i am. not confident! but i recently got told im a favorite so even if i dont pass im good lol #i'll just be down a lot of money 😔#both from the raise i will get from passing and also the $100+ to actually take the test...#i wanna say where i work so bad bc i Genuinely love my job and wanna talk about it but it's slightly too identifying #i've posted just enough info about myself online that you could probably just look me up KJFHG #so uhhh no thanks. stays on priv where half of them know my entire address anyways 😭#just from ark's comms and im gonna be mailing someone something soon. im not just giving it out or something lmao #chat

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dossei-dossei · 2 months ago

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how deal with taidan

#^ crying over saki for the second night in a row #i am Not Okay about the fact her taidan is exactly a year after her pb footage aired on sky stage #bc that was the very last thing where i was like ok yeah maybe saki IS my second fave of all time #feels weird to call her my second fave #shes like basically on par w aasa 😭 idk how else to word itjfhd #idk not the point i am just emotional and sad and will miss her dearly #but also wishing her luck in whatever she decides to do next whether that be in the public eye or not #also just feel so sad about how busy ive been recently 😭😭#was planning on going back and watching all her shinkos and leads that i havent watched yet before the 13th but uni hit me like a truck #and i have not have time 😔#have not had *#sorry if you are reading this 🙏 it is not coherent 🙏🙏 fjdhdjd #idk i was torn up enough over kiwa and this is about to be 4000x worse sofhdhdjd #did watch every sakigumi show in order a while ago w my gf and that was nice at least #idk man im excited for aasas run im sure itll be great im just so not ready to say bye to sakigumi #god if youd have told me when i first got into zuka i would be this torn up over saki leaving i would not have believed you #but here we are #at no point was i expecting to get This Attached to saki but it just kind of happened #aasas fault whatever #fjhdjdhd #sorry none of fhis is coherent i do not know how to organise or articulate my thoughts #idk i love s4kiaasa so much #getting to watch them together both on and off stage for the last two and a half years ish since i got into zuka has meant so much to me #i hope they both continue to thrive and i look forward to seeing what they do next

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orcelito · 2 months ago

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Also I got my essay exam back today. Full points!!! Which was a surprise bc my 4th essay was definitely lower quality than the other three (bc I rushed it), but still good enough to get full points!!!!

Makes me wonder what that other one I spied being a 1 was like 🤔🤔🤔 bro was NOT good at writing I guess.

#speculation nation #weird grading scale. each essay was rated 0 thru 3. 0 being Real Bad or just plain wrong.#1 being Okay. 2 being Good. and 3 being Excellent. according to what my professor explained.#and all the points for all 4 essays were totaled. so since i got 3s on all 4 i got 12/12 points.#but he also said it's not like percentage based for the grades. 3s earn As 2s earn Bs and 1s earn Cs. presumably.#so even if u got a 4/12 thats not failing. still not very good tho.#i realized when i was writing that it really has been a while since ive done a proper essay. im a techie not a literature student.#i do scientific reports so much more than fucking Essays.#i tried to dust off the old skills tho and i guess i did pretty good overall. tho i wonder. it feels like he was pretty lax in grading.#bc im being honest my last essay was Not Good in structure. i was rushing bigtime. i just wanted it done.#but i guess bc i answered all the questions and was generally good at diction (creative writing Does help with this)#it was still good enough to be a 3. which makes me So Curious how bad that person did to get a 1......#i only caught a peek when i was grabbing mine. couldnt look too in depth.#ALSO THO tuesday's presenter got a 7.6 As Opposed To my 8.6!!! professor gave them a 7 (as opposed to my 8)#which makes me feel a little better about how i did. (this scale out of 9 lol). bc like. i did better than them at least!!#felt a lil bad for today's presenter. she was clearly getting kind of frazzled. it rly is hard to present for an hour.#we write out critiques for every presentation. stuff we liked and stuff we didnt. unfortunately i had criticisms to give 😔#but i try to sandwich it with good things too. so it's not All bad things. i still feel bad critiquing them #but such is the review expectations. i try to at least be fair about it.#(to clarify. grades arent announced to the class. i just sit right up front near where he puts the papers and im Nosy lol)

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iero · 1 year ago

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Unpopular food opinion and maybe it’s because I don’t consume almost any dairy anymore, but I genuinely find things that boast about the amount of cheese it has to be kinda… gross?

#personal #’Six cheese Mac and cheese!’ Brother that’s too much��#This post was written because my mom and her boyfriend invited me over for pizza and they got this like calzone and it was OOZING cheese.#It looked gross to me. I’m sorry. There are times where I’m like ‘This is too much cheese.’#I used to be one of those ‘Never enough cheese!’ people and then I started cutting out dairy and now I understand…#This is not a pro like… ‘I cut out dairy products and you should too!’ blog. Like do YOU but I do it for health reasons.#Ironically cheese is the one dairy product I can’t give up ever. Any vegan cheese option I’ve tried and I just don’t like it.#But I very much limit the amount of cheese I do consume and when I do consume it I worry if I’m gonna regret it (my health)… 😔

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hide-your-bugs-away · 4 months ago

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Connie brings Mental Illness to Cleveland, Ohio 🙏🐾✨️

#wOW. WOW. THIS WAS A COOL BIRTHDAY WOW. 🥹🥹🥹#yES guess what totally non-controversial place i went to on july 20th.......#I JUST WANTED TO STAND WHERE MY ANIMAL FRIENDS STOOD... TOUCH THEIR SIGNATURES ..#STARE AT A TOUR PROGRAM I MYSELF ALREADY OWN BUT FEEL VALIDATED BY THE FACT THAT AN ASSOCIATION OF ROCK HISTORIANS #FIND THIS BAND SO IMPORTANT AS TO IMMORTALIZE THEM FOREVER!!!!!!!!!!#aaaAA watching their induction video while there was sooooo surreal..... love seeing alan talk about eric in that special way he does <3 #getting gender envy from myself looking at these photos and then i'm like 'cONNIE. YOU ALWAYS DRESS LIKE THAT!!!'#and i'm like yAaaaAAY I LOVE BEING A SILLY ANDROGYNOUS SHE/HER BUG DRAGON WHO LOVES ANIMALS #the signature photo is my favorite aaaa shout out to my mom and her husband for helping me with the staging of that 🙏🙏🙏#too bad they didn't have any animal-stuff in the gift shop 😔😔 i got a jhe biography because they are awesome and Chas b u t #PLEASE PUT MORE ANIMALS IN YOUR STORE. PLEASE. JUST A STICKER OR SOMETHING #the animals #classic rock #60s rock #eric burdon #alan price #hilton valentine #chas chandler #john steel #things i said today #connie please don't forget to reblog this on your animals art blog #okay connie

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cubedmango · 2 years ago

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From what I heard it was taken on from keita’s suggestion because after he was informed abt the story/manga he said that it seemed as though kurosawa had loved adachi for a really long time with everything that he knew and how he acted etc so I guess the production team really liked that idea and boom but I think even he was surprised they settled on seven years😭 I love it so much though it’s like the Most Kurosawa Yuichi thing ever like of course he’s even the most dramatic of them all when it comes to pining because why wouldn’t he be… and god that whole mashup of scenes where it showed him watching adachi from afar and the part about how when he smiles he gets all soft and fluffy like god I love the drama so badly what a crazy gay little man

of Course it was machidas idea why didnt i realize it sooner. man knows kurosawa better than any other person on the planet of course he suggested making the pining longer . he changed the trajectory of the drama forever w this and i will thank him for it my whole life

augh the little pining compilation its playing in my head again .... idk what they put in it but u can understand kurosawa so much in that scene hes so real ....... every day i wish we got more scenes from the 7 yrs in between like the vday ep flashback stuff i want to see how his yearning got to such a lethal level I Need To Know

#thank god for fics that have 7 yr pining content i owe everything to them #esp the pixiv one ooooughhhg those ones are . my god. practically canon to me #but still seeing more stuff from the drama itself wouldve been nice ......#ok slight manga spoilers but in there when krdc go meet adachis family theres a bit where theyre looking through a photo album #& theres this pic of them both standing next to each other in a group pic w other employees (i think its from when they were first hired?)#if we got smth like that in the movie sobs...... maybe a little walk down memory lane via album pics.... just any crumbs of the 7 yr gap #i guess the brain scenarios will have to make up for that for now 😔#my answer

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rigginsstreet · 2 years ago

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Do I need 3 copies of Dracula? No. Will I get rid of any of them to make room on my bookshelf? No

#one copy I got in elementary school where we got to pick a prize between that and something else I don’t remember and I picked that #who thought Dracula was appropriate reading for like 3rd/4th graders I do not know but here we are #second copy is a pretty cloth hardcover cuz the first one was a mass market paperback and being the hot goth girl I am I wanted a fancy copy #third copy is a random hardcover my mom bought be not knowing I already owned two #and honestly it looks abridged cuz it’s skinny as shit but maybe it’s small font on bigger I do not know I haven’t opened it #i also have a second copy of frankenstein cuz she did the same thing 😂#I’m not gonna give away a gift my mother bought me that’s rude….#and I’m keeping my original copies for nostalgia purposes ok #my first frankenstein I got at a borders going out of business sale it’s important to me it has historical value TO ME!!#borders my beloved 😔

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