#also yes i saw obsessed i can just tell this is something ill go bonkers for
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supersecretnerd · 6 months ago
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Ok so these designs are cute as hell, the Internet is just mean
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I have too many thoughts about a game I still need to watch
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#goodbye volcano high#i dont have the money to buy it but god i need to watch a playthrough when i have time it's so interesting to me#like; the theme of 'yeah we're going die but that doesn't mean we can enjoy what time we have left' sounds amazing to me love that#its so funny i was actually watching a review of it that was basically 'this game sucks and here's why'#and then it just started listing off shit like- 'the characters designs are pastel they're nonbinary you die no matter what'#and then my neurons just went off and went '👁️👁️ oh! sounds amazing i want to see more'#fuck yeah pastel nonbinary dinosaurs lets go#well i think its just fang thats nonbinary and then two other trans characters#i saw a cutscene! and it was about the experiences of being an apart of a family as sec-gen immigrant and trans-#and i thought that was cool as hell dont recall ever seeing that in any of thr arts ive seen before (but there's lots of art out there!)#heard it got some glitches tho (havent looked in depth of what those glitches are) hopefully it got patched out#also im so fucking pissed i saw the gator game before i saw this 😮‍💨 (context; apparently made by people who made a fangame where they#the mc of this game a datable side character and they only have a happy ending if they detransition? which fucking yikes😬)#i saw people say 'oh but they did it empathetically' like how the fuck is taking a canon nb character and making them only happy through#detransitioning empathetic that sounds super fucking shitty and gross#i think a character that detransitions can be done and would be interesting to see- but this just reeks of people being transphobic for real#oh also purple dino has a slug or worm or something apparently! seems cute! just a lil thing#apparently its a rhythm game; listened to some of the songs and it sounded good! sadly i suck at rhythm games#but apparently failing doesn't affect the story? kinda wish it would but honestly better for me lol-#pink one and fang end up dating i believe- from what i saw pink is like- soft spoken artist? dunno if accurate but she's cute#all the characters are cute just look at them!!! awesome#also they have to just continue school like normal before they die and honestly thats so real#also saw people dislike the fact you dont see the characters actual die or the meteor#which is ??? dunno i just think some things are better left implied than shown-#anyways man i keep trying to find neat stuff about the game and all i see is people bitchin about it or praising the shit fan on instead 😔#man if i had two nickles for a time i grew to become obsessed with a media only for loads of people to hate id have two nickles#first nickle is kat elliot she's such a cool character Internet wasn't ready for her#also yes i saw obsessed i can just tell this is something ill go bonkers for#i mean god look how much text is in my tags for this already! and i still need to see the game in it's fullness!#im sure there's other cool shit
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yanderecandystore · 4 years ago
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Yandere Teachers with a darling hiding a big secret. They can read minds and detest yanderes
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You two had some pretty similar requests, and because I think I can't add much to each request alone, I think that putting both together will help me create something a little longer, ya know?
I'm really sorry for taking so long. I'm not feeling well and I'm currently visiting my boyfriend. I hope this headcanon is amazing anyway :3!
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Mind Reader [Yandere!Teacher ocs x Lab Experiment!Reader - Headcanons]:
One of many lab subjects of Bright Vision Corporation. Probably one of the most interesting cases, as you didn't really start as an experiment like the many unfortunate souls walking around that place.
You were sended here for your odd condition, that no doctor seemed to have a good explanation for. Ever since you were a little baby, you not only looked pretty different from all children or even any human at all, you were able to read minds.
You were found in an alley, abandoned of course, after all, what crazy person would bring a screaming baby monster inside their house?
No dear, no one would. That's why the corporation found you first, and brought you to be studied.
It wasn't too easy to read minds like that, especially when you were younger, thoughts would always overlap with each other, especially if someone was talking while thinking, or was thinking in a different language.
Did ya know people speak to themselves in different languages sometimes? It's so bizarre, but probably not the craziest thing you ever heard.
Sometimes you saw amazing people that you know could never hurt a fly, think about the most morally questionable things.
Oh, and those intrusive thoughts…. People can be really interesting… But can ya really blame humans? I mean, yeah, we all have those thoughts, no matter who or what we are.
You can easily mix with any humans, when you were younger your monster aspects were way more visible. Today you only have a small patch of rough skin that almost imitates scales in random areas, and a little horn that has never fully developed.
It's so small, it hides on your hair.
They have told you they would find your family, that eventually, you would be reunited with people like you… But even when they're aware of supernatural beings walking around the town, they haven't found your family at all, or even monsters even close to you.
They have learned how to keep their minds from being constantly read by you, and you have started to learn how to ignore certain thoughts, but even with so much care, you still found out about the lies that they have told you.
Or rather, the promise they can't ever hold up to.
They have promised that they would reunite you with your family, that you would be able to enjoy a normal life out there. You remember hearing them thinking about their plans on the weekends and it all sounds so fun and different from the gray walls inside the facility.
You escaped the facility around night time, after they had checked every subject before locking the whole thing, you almost didn't make it, but the worst part comes when you're suddenly overwhelmed by voices and thoughts all around you.
Your first experience with the outside world after such a long time, is honestly pretty horrendous. The city is way too noisy from what you thought it was.
Even if you really try, you can't ignore some much noise. Your perfect escape soon turns out to be a failure, as you feel too overwhelmed and in a matter of seconds, you drop unconscious.
→ Madeline Allen:
Madeline would probably see you walking around town while looking extremely overwhelmed by everything and everyone around you. Poor thing.
Wait, is that… A patient's vest? Did you just get out of a hospital? Who is taking care of you?
Well, clearly they're not doing a good job at assisting you.
Maybe she shouldn't be so nosy in everyone's business- Oh my God, you're dead!
I mean, sorry, not dead, she just got really scared when you fell unconscious. As she is a momma at heart, of course she'll run straight in your direction to see if you're okay.
Oh God, what can she do? The next hospital isn't really that close to you two. But what else would she do? Take a total stranger to her home, just because is the nearest option and is night time already?
No one seems to be really caring or wanting to help, thinking as if she already has everything under control. And no, she totally doesn't.
Can you guess what was the option that she picked? It was literally the worst one.
Bringing you home not only would get her in trouble but you would probably be mad at her for not taking you to a hospital, but she just- Freaked out, okay?
Yes, we bring people without their consent to our houses.
Madeline is absolutely nervous and is panicking at each second you're still unconscious. She could have brought an patient that had just gotten out of an asylum, or a patient that got out of the hospital without any company, or literally anything!
I like to imagine that in a situation like this, both of you could get in massive trouble if either of you ever get caught. I mean, she brought you to her home without your permission and without knowing anything about you, and you're part of a government research to locate and understand supernatural phenomenons.
Maybe you two can come into an agreement. She doesn't mind letting you in her house and letting you leave there, but she also wants to know more about you. You thank her for letting you stay, you promise her to get out as soon as you find out more about who you are and what you are.
I mean, knowing monsters are real scares her to no end, she doesn't like the sound of something crawling out of her bed at night. But you're so… Nice! 'You're not a toothy scary monster! You're honestly pretty cute.'
Oh, you have never really heard that, did you? Even by hearing someone think about you this way can be so nice.
Maybe she isn't aware of what you can do just yet, but she can tell that you're… odd.
' What a cute little horn, and those scales, they seem almost as hard as steel!' She is fascinated by them.
Madeline's thoughts are always positive and always complimenting you. You won't tell her that you know what she is thinking though, as you're afraid your relationship would start to get awkward or you stop being friends.
She treats you so well, and helps you understand more about the human world outside of the lab. She'll try her best to help you find out more about your past, especially of you being her along with ya, she is really curious about you.
And also because you may get lost and taken away if she isn't with ya. You probably would need some help either way since you don't even know where to start.
Weeks have passed and you probably still have no idea of where you should go. You didn't find any clues of where to find your family. Everything started to get a little off between you two.
Madeline is a sweetheart, but… You started to feel weird around her. Her thoughts weren't more of encouragement, but rather glee from the fact you weren't finding anything about other monsters.
She thinks that it is wrong of her to wish ill towards you, but she really wishes you don't find a need to get out of the house anymore. She thinks you're safer this way.
You thank her for her kindness every day but this is too much! You can't live with her forever.
Day by day, her thoughts are starting to sound so… Twisted. You need to get away from this place.
You were starting to feel sick at how her thoughts started to sound obsessive, until one day, you couldn't help pretending you weren't listening anymore.
'What would they like to eat today? Maybe I cook something special. They have been behaving so well lately.'
"- I don't want to eat anything that comes from you. I'm not your pet that needs to behave!"
→ Matthew Robinson:
You didn't have anywhere to go, the amount of thoughts invading your mind, and the fact that some many people were around you was starting to make you feel like a deer in headlights.
You don't remember exactly how, but while trying to get away from the general crowd you ended up falling inside someone else's backyard. That someone else being him of course.
It's oddly not the first time someone randomly popped up in his backyard, but it's not exactly something he expected to happen that night. Come on, he had a bad day already, what else can happen?
Oh yeah, a hospital patient unconscious around the garden, that's kinda nice isn't it?
Oh dear… You're lost aren't you? Now, he normally is a really logical person, even if you look hurt and probably really cold, he shouldn't think with his heart but rather his head.
So he is bringing you inside. Yeah, that's totally the most normal conclusion when finding a stranger unconscious in your home. Is totally normal.
He tries to make you comfortable while seeing if he can call someone to take you back to the hospital you came from. Maybe you came from the nearest hospital, or maybe the police could bring you back to your home.
Until then he should probably take care of you… Oh, wait a minute. This doesn't seem like wounds. It's just skin, a really rough skin.
You wake up in an instant, probably from hearing his constant worries. On the outside, he is a really calm and collected man, on the inside he is panicking as he doesn't know what to do.
You ask him where you are and who he is, and when the thought of calling the police crosses his mind you stop him in his tracks and tell him, beg him to let you stay at his home until you can find out who and what you are.
' Well, this probably isn't going to end well… At least I hope you find out what you're looking for.'
His mind is filled with somewhat hopeful thoughts, despite how bonkers he thinks the situation is.
You didn't tell him, in fear of him not accepting your condition. After all, it's kinda a bit of an invasion of privacy. Matthew treats you well enough, he teaches you what you don't know about society and let's you do your research in the condition of you being in his company.
It's such an odd situation, you gotta give him some credit for being so curious about you and your background. He asks you if werewolves exist too, maybe the stories his mother told him were true.
But of course, you don't really know what an werewolf is, as the corporation has never found one to do their research. Matthew ends up telling you about all the possible monsters that you could find out there.
He is really neutral about it, but every little new detail you hear is amazing! It seems like there are so many people like you out there.
Weeks have passed and you probably still have no idea of where you should go. You didn't find any clues of where to find your family. Everything started to get a little off between you two.
Whenever you're out looking for clues, and don't find anything useful, Matthew decides you two should take a break right there and go home. You two started to spend less and less time on your search.
Matthew thinks that, maybe, staying with him isn't so bad. And you agree, it isn't! But you can't live with him forever!
Day by day, his thoughts are starting to sound so… Twisted. You need to get away from this place.
You were starting to feel sick at how her thoughts started to sound obsessive, until one day, you couldn't help pretending you weren't listening anymore.
' I wonder if they want to wear new clothes. Mine probably aren't that comfortable anyway. I bet they look amazing in that outfit I saw today.'
"- I- I don't want to wear that! That just… That's not me! You can't force me to put that on!"
Both reactions to learning about your secret would be to be horrified. Have you… Heard every single one of their thoughts? Every single one? The ones they have at work, the ones they have when they come home and see you, the ones they have before bed??
Oh dear, oh dear, their shock would be so powerful that you could literally run out of the house right there at that moment.
But even if you escape, they'll guarantee that they'll find you soon enough. They weren't careful enough, they need to bring you back home.
It's not safe out there.
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melodiouswhite · 5 years ago
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Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde rewritten - Ch. 46
46. The confession of Lady Summers (tw: violence, gore, human experimentation)
“I was born to a Prussian margrave and a Hanoverian princess. I will skip over how they met and married both for love and political advantages, and just tell you that I received both of their titles as a birthday gift.
My mother's father became king of Hanover two years after I was born, my father's father succeeded his own father when I was five.
Apart from my grandfathers' coronations, which I attended with my parents, my early childhood was very uneventful. My grandfathers, ambiguous as their political stances were, were most kind to me and I remember them fondly.
At the age of six I realised that I could hear what other people think and read their minds.
I distinctly remember that my father was very ecstatic, when he found out, that I had supernatural abilities like him. My mother wasn't as happy, but she never said anything.
It was, like I said, an uneventful life.
But all of this was ruined, shortly after I turned ten years old.
How could I ever forget that day?
I was playing outside with my father's dogs and suddenly a group of strangers appeared out of nowhere. There was no greeting, no explanation. I was just seized by the arms and someone choked me, before I could scream for help.
When I awoke, I was in a cold, white room, chained to a bed like a madwoman and there were strange men in bloodied aprons standing around me.
To say that I was terrified is an understatement.
I asked them where my parents were and they told me that they weren't here and would never find me. They told me that they knew of my abilities and called me an 'interesting specimen'.
My clothes were taken away and instead I was given a white hospital gown. They took my name away and called me 'test subject 37', before locking me alone into a cell, like I was a patient in a lunatic asylum.
For the first days I was left alone, except for the 'doctors', who came in and asked me a lot of strange questions. But their thoughts frightened me and my parents had already taught me not to trust strangers, so I refused to answer a single one. There was that one man, who tried to bribe me out of silence with sweets. As you can imagine, it didn't work, because I didn't want sweets, I wanted my parents!
I tried anything to make them let me go home, I threw tantrums, cried, appealed, begged, screamed until my voice was gone … it was for naught.
One morning a tall doctor came into my cell, a man with mouse blond hair and the cruellest eyes I've ever seen in my entire life. He told me that they would experiment on me. I didn't know what that meant, but that man radiated nothing but evil and heartlessness, so it couldn't be good.
Strange appendages were attached to my head and chest, I still don't know what they were good for.
Somehow he managed to manipulate me into using my abilities, by making me tell him facts about him that only he knew. His name was Prof. Dr. Wilhelm Weisshand and he was extremely interested in the supernatural, its influence on people and how it could be exploited for scientific purposes. He was taking notes the entire time we were talking to each other.
This went on for a few days.
And then came the torture.
I was tied to a board, while they injected small amounts of strange substances into my body. They tried countless different samples and all the while they took notes on how it was affecting me.
Some of the chemicals didn't do anything to me or made me feel a little funny at best.
But then they moved on to stronger things. The doses were very low, but it was enough to send a ten-year-old girl into spirals of agony. One of them made my arm go numb and turn blue. First they wanted to amputate it, but after a few days it returned back to normal, so they kept experimenting.
But one time they came with a strange green liquid and somehow it made me squirm more, before it had even been injected.
The pain was immense, as if my veins and inner organs were being disintegrated by acid.
At some point I passed out from the pain.
In the weeks following I became gravely ill. I'm surprised it didn't happen earlier.
After about a month, I heard them talk about having to operate on my body. I was too weak to struggle, when they came with the ether to sedate me.
I don't know how much ether was in the cloth they knocked me out with, but it definitely wasn't enough.
I woke up … during the surgery.
I can't and won't go into detail about what I saw, but the agony! The unimaginable agony! The mortal fear, the pain, I thought I was going to-
I'm sorry. The memory just … give me a moment to compose myself. Maybe a glass of water … thank you, Marie. I think I can go on now.
I'm pretty sure I did almost die. The shock, blood loss, infection, gangrene, anything could have killed me that day. Truth be told, I don't know how I'm still alive.
I slowly recovered afterwards, but then I asked one of the doctors, what exactly they had done to me. He said that apparently the last substance had done something to my body and they had to operate to 'save' me. Then he left briefly and returned to show me a glass, containing … well, you've seen where the surgical scar is, so I think you can guess what it was.
I was too young to understand.
He told me that it meant that I would never have children.
You know, gentlemen, like many other girls I dreamed of having a big family, lots of adorable little children surrounding me, a loving husband by my side and my father with a grandchild on each knee.
But when that man's words sank in … that this dream would never come true … in addition to all the things they had done to me … I think that was the breaking point.
I completely lost my will to live. I just stopped eating and drinking to the point, where they had to force feed me. I didn't even care anymore, I was dead on the inside.
Then I was transferred to another cell, where three other prisoners were kept, a married couple from France and a younger man from Switzerland. We became friends quickly. They were so sweet to me and after a while I recovered just enough to eat again. If I told you their names, there is no way you would believe me, but let's just say I was a strange girl in even stranger company.
In the time that followed, our tormentors didn't experiment on me, just supervised my recovery.
I'm quite sure they would have experimented on me further, but then a miracle happened – no, not the kind of miracle where an angel appears with a blinding halo. No.
My suffering companions had friends, who were strong enough to break into the facility and get them out.
When they finally found us and saw me, they liberated me as well and brought me home.
I don't have to describe the bittersweetness of my return.
My father offered my saviours a considerable reward, but they refused. They gave him their address though, in case we would need them.
I'm still in contact with them. They even moved here about ten years ago, perhaps I can introduce you one day. You would like them. They're entirely bonkers, but lovable in their way.
I didn't tell my parents everything that had happened, only bits. I was scared that they would lose their minds otherwise, if they even believed me at all. But what I told them was enough to ruin my mother's health. She became very sick and was confined to the bed for her remaining years.
My father on the other hand became obsessed with me learning to defend myself, so he went out of his way to find someone who was willing to teach a little girl how to fight.
It was like a Prussian military drill, really.
When I was twelve, my mother passed away, just two months before the Revolution of 1848 broke out. Not that I ever cared about the latter.
In hindsight, I should have, but it's too late now.
All the while my father was travelling around, doing his duty as a diplomat – and having affairs along the line, because that's how he was.
Three years later my dear grandfather Ernest passed away and left the throne to his son, my uncle. I didn't care three straws about him, so I never set foot into Hanover again after grandfather's funeral.
After that my father took me along on his journeys to distract me from my grief.
Shortly after I turned seventeen we visited Weimar, because our old friends had moved there.
We met them and spent an enjoyable time together.
Sadly, none of us knew that the organisation that had kidnapped me at ten was also operating in that city. Sure enough, one morning I had to go somewhere alone and was promptly kidnapped. Again. Yes, seriously.
This time I was spared the hazardous surgeries, but they injected more dubious chemicals into my body and … I think some of them were blood samples? I'm not entirely sure.
Anyway, at this point I was more angry than scared – don't get me wrong, I was still terrified – and mocked and insulted them relentlessly to make myself feel better.
Fortunately I didn't have to suffer another two months of torment this time. My father asked our friends for help, who found and saved me just two weeks later.
After that we left Germany – with grandpa Friedrich Wilhelm's permission, of course – and that was my first actual world journey.
In England we were welcomed by my mother's cousin – Her Majesty, Queen Victoria herself. Somehow she took a liking to us and we were granted British citizenship. Through the years we made one more journey and after the second one, my father finally found someone, who was willing to marry his sterile daughter – my darling copperhead James, God rest his soul.
Shortly after the engagement, we received a cable from Berlin and hurried there as fast as we could.
We just came in time to say goodbye to my grandfather Friedrich and inform him of my engagement, before he passed away.
After that we left Germany behind and settled in England for good.
The rest you know, gentlemen.
You know, I am happier here in England than I would have been in my birth country.
And for the last twenty-five years, I have felt safe here.
I thought that here I wouldn't have to face my past. But now it's back to haunt me.
I think you noticed how paranoid and on edge I have been lately.
It's because of them.
They're here in England.
Looking for new test subjects.
At first I thought it was just an obsessive stalker, but then I caught someone spying on me, while I took a nightly walk. It was one of them, I knew it as soon as I heard his thoughts. He recognised me. He remembered that I once had been test subject 37.
I lost it, shot him in the arm and Dr. Lanyon can confirm, that after that I came banging on his door.
It's funny, really. All this … this horror happened forty and thirty-three years ago and I'm now fifty years old.
I thought that I would be over it, that I wasn't scared anymore.
But, as you have clearly seen, I was wrong. Wait no, scratch that. I was just in denial.
I'm like the frightened, sobbing child I was back then.
And this is it, gentlemen.
This is the tale of Lady Luise Summers. My tragic backstory, if you will.
I didn't want to tell you, because you all have your own emotional baggage and I feared, that bearing mine as well would be too much for you.
If you don't want to have anything to do with me anymore, I understand that, even though it would make me more than sad.
All I ask of you, gentlemen, is that you don't tell a single soul about what you just heard.”
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