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#okay yeah im just not getting enough done right now to justify staying up after 1#like theres no point in staying up when i know im not close enough to finish the drawing tonight#i dont think with the speed im going that ill be able to finish within another day either so im gonna skip this one and just finish...#...at my own pace later#i guess i need to work on my drawing time (whats new) but also definitely need to work on hair holy fuck#its so hard to balance between 'draw every individual hair' and 'draw a multidirectional chunk'#and i dont know whats needed until i draw it and then gotta spend time erasing individual lines from a cluster#id say 'i need a step between sketch and lines' but that requires TIME (i do the step between on a case by case basis)#just ugh its so frustrating bc i did the first 4 days all basically on time and every day#gave me false hope about my skill level tbh lol#im just adding more weight to the backlog ughhhh#delete later / /#vent#Cori.exe#Post.exe
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maggie lore post
#akia art#our life#olba#baxter ward#olba mc#mcs technically have their own routes right (i'm once again Making Stuff Up)#so glad to finally release these from my drafts 💀 feels like it took way longer than it should've#and ik two bday moments don't make for ideal pacing#but if it canonically happens anyway why not <- the fafo writing methodology#i just like that 8/8 vaguely resembles mm🤣 i'd have gone 3/3 if it didn't put her squarely in class of w/e w baxter or in birthyear 98#i didn't rmb the 9/1 school year cutoff until later but it's probably fine.. closing my eyes and blaming ingame bureaucracy
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S-Hawk in the astro boy 2003 school fit 😮!!
(no reposts please but reblogs are greatly appreciated!)
#psii.png#brain that wants to avoid spoilers and read the story at my own pace vs brain that is soso obsessed with eggheads aesthetics. guess who won#1pc#one piece#one piece fanart#op fanart#one piece spoilers#egghead arc#one piece seraphim#dracule mihawk#s-hawk#s-mihawk#undescribed#sorry im just so tired rn#to edit#<- so i remember to do it later#this is also fun because the first time we see astro go to school they have a history class /about/ pirates (its the denko episode idr the#exact number tho)
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Thinking abt writing a one-shot for the zaundads showing the next couple of hours once Felicia leaves and both of them have a LOT of discussing/ plans to talk about but it quickly turns into an argument showing off the first hints of where they politically diverge. But all in some weird subtext style like 'Hills like white elephants' just to practice/build up my pastiche
#🍊.txt#arcane#zaundads#fanfiction#fanfiction prompt for myself later#ernest hemingway#i usually hate his style#but im coming around to it#i used to be a really long winded highly detailed writer#but now i love the sharp only include what is needed subtext style he has#i want to mimic it so i can creat deep contrast in my own work when usingbhighly detailed for slower moments#and fast paced bare minimum when dialogue or something intense is going on#writing#pastiche practice
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This time on: "Daughter Impulsively Does a Thing", local catgirl believes she could write a fanfic despite having literally zero experience in the writing department
#*clenches fist* this is so embarassing but i need to remember that i have to things embarassed or else i wont get anywhere 😞😞#and yeagh. the fic was going to be about hettimir because of fucking course it is!?!?!???#SIGGHHH..I ?? I JUST??? auughhfghhgh im really craving some hettimir food but i havent been in the mood to draw them at all lately#<- mostly cuz im procrastinating the idea of even drawing anything but. yknow...#AND IVE BEEN DYYIINNGGGGG TO FIND ANY NEW HETTIMIR FICS SOBSOBSOBSOBSOBSOB#if ur reading this and you've written hettimir before (which im assuminh is a 50/50 since ik some of you do occasionally check my blog)-#just know that you are literally doing the lords service i CANNOT thank you enough ☹️☹️☹️🙏🙏🙏🙏#BUT STILL...... auuuayhfugughhgghghgughghhhhhhh#...so ive decides to take matters into my own hands and be the change i wannt to see in the world 😋#AND WHO KNOWS it might be a nice change of pace from just drawing them#<- theres ljke a 90% chance i wont go through w this but. THE IDEA IS STILL THERE AND I LIKE IT ENOUGH SO#hettimir#i am NOT tagging those two sepperately#delete later(?)
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“Fight” [x]
#spnfanart#destiel#dean winchester#castiel#destiel month#wiggleart#so I’m continuing with destiel month prompts sevent months late#and at my own pace lol#day three is fight and I already had them doing a pillow fight in#November so I didn’t wanna repeat that#but I also didn’t want them arguing#and actually fighting#so I remembered that time while on vacation my mom was almost done with her hot dog and#a seagull we later named Fredrick zoomed past her and snatched it#from her hands#seagulls are prrrrriiicks lol#and so I thought of this
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might actually start going with The Substance schedule regarding this blog...
#💔 ˚₊ · 𝖔𝖚𝖙 𝖔𝖋 𝖈𝖍𝖆𝖗𝖆𝖈𝖙𝖊𝖗 ✗ long lost words whisper slowly to me. ❞#back from tattooing and i started realizing how much this place eats away at me sometimes.#this weekend i've been mostly going at my own pace. not pressuring myself about replying to stuff immediately.#(which kinda has the opposite effect anyways cuz i get too stressed out to do anything JKGJDF)#spending more time on my other hobbies. drawing. gaming. hanging out with my gf and puppet more. etc.#in turn that's made the times that i /have/ been doing rp stuff more enjoyable? cuz ngl i feel like i'm doing chores here sometimes LMAO.#i could write about how easy it is to feel disconnected & how the rpc isn't the most healthy space but. we won't get into that lol.#i think it's mostly FOMO and feeling obliged to be constantly postmaxxing that holds me back from allocating my time properly.#but tbh... i miss that starter call? i miss that dash comm? i send that meme late? i reply to something 6 weeks later? it's not a big deal.#i also have other blogs i wanna work on too... jecka and medic i am srry for neglecting u. </3
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far distant and incredibly vague spoilers for www but putting it under the cut anyways
realising for some reason that at some point in all 3 wips im currently working on you get imprisoned. i would say i dont know what that says about me but i do i really do know what it says
#sophie speaks#i want to be kept like a pet#series:www#im giving yall the most miniscule of crumbs im sorry#lmfao maybe i should set up a kofi or something#if people like. donated then id be like contractually obligated in my mind to write for it#and if people didnt then i could still do it but then yknow itd be at my own pace but i wouldnt have to worry about those ppl who say theyr#truly absolutelky desperate#which again sorry T_T i do not control the rate at which i write things.#well i do a little bit if i just listen to the www playlist i can probably get some more done#ill do that later today after genshin + wuwa#also i just accidentally pasted an entire scene into the tumnblr tags and had to manually delete them all help me
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[the ethics of belief, word count tracker]. i remembered i used to do these trackers HUAHAHHAHA. this had always been a fun way to share my progress + some snippets here n there. woohoo!
wc: 8k.
“You two kind of give off the same vibe.”
—but upon making that decision, upon turning your head away, your vision manages to steal a brief glance into the gap— the gap that provides a clear shot of the side of Park Sunghoon’s face, otherwise covered from the rest of his friends thanks to the book he’s using, and you immediately jerk back, narrowing your eyes at the split second change in his expression.
He looks almost offended at Jaeyun’s comment.
Why the hell would he be offended?
#weeee i should've added slowburn in the tags man.#it's been 8k and we havent even passed a day in this fic BWAHAHHA#technically.#but there were flashback within that timeframe so shdjsfsdhgkfdh#i had to cut a moment and transfer it to a later scene for the sake of pacing.#i actually have a few reservations for this fic.#1. the number of characters HUHAHAHAH usually id pick a bunch of idols from other groups when i need a huge ensemble. the problem with#this is one is that a lot the side characters are annoying HUAHAHAHHAA#so i'd feel bad using other idols for them and just decided to make up my own names. which could be harder to keep track of and remember.#but oh well i shall commit#my second reservation is the amount of.....academic/polsci talk in this BWAHAHHAHA.#i think it's one-dimensional to write an academic rivas au without going deep into their acads. they're nerds. they're competitive. there's#gonna be a lot of discussions on their lessons and shit.#which may be boring for most BWAHAHAH. but idc!!! i hope someone reads my info dumps and discourse and finds interest in them!!!!#i had to crack open my own notes to write the dialogue for some of these scenes damn.#anyway yapping over. gonna continue writing for a bit moreeeeee.#wc tracker
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Spooky Book of the Week: Fantasy Farm
Author: Xī Zǐxù (西子绪) / ซีจื่อซวี่ (thai)
Genre: horror, supernatural, slice of life, danmei
Rating: T for the Nile (not just a river in Egypt)
My Synopsis: Man who moves back to his home village and discovers that nothing around him is normal thinks that he is, in fact, normal. Lol. Lmao even.
My Review: If the other spooky month recs have been a tad bit too spooky, this might be the novel for you! A lot of the plots lean heavily into the supernatural without the scare factor (lowkey starts to feel like a Studio Ghibli movie in the latter 2/3rds of the novel). But before I get too deep into this: this novel is heavy on the slice-of-life, as in it does not feel like much is driving the plot further other than "MC lives his life." It's not bad (I am obviously reccing it, lol) but if you're looking for adventure and consistent plot movement, then this one may not be for you. In a way, it kind of reminds me of the anime Mushi-shi (if you've never seen it, check it out!) where some episodes are horror, some episodes are chill, but the whole show is just about humans dealing with the inconvenience of living beside the supernatural. On another note, if you are someone easily tempted by depictions of food, this novel will either make you very happy or very angry. Almost every chapter discusses a new Chinese dish, and the translators were oh so very kind enough to include pictures of each one at the very end. One even started adding the recipes at the end. All in all, I really enjoyed the slow pace of this despite how frustrating Lu Qingjiu's ironclad self-restraint and lack of curiosity made me. (I mean c'mon dude, you can't be in a horror novel and then not explore the horror! You can't have a sense of self preservation and respect of personal boundaries when mystery is afoot! Do you not know what genre you're in?!) Can't wait for the cookbook to drop!
Translation: complete
#human promotes#fantasy farm#this is only my second slice of life novel#the first one also being about an mc minding her own business to farm LOL#wasn't sure if anyone cared for those so i was unsure if i should rec it#but what the hell: 'novel where nothing* happens' can be a nice change of pace sometimes lol#*the nothing of course just being regular neighborhood gossip and small daily inconveniences#(things do indeed start happening later but things are very chill for a long while)#this novel is also much longer than it seems#because every chapter is actually split in 2#it is not a quick read
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You know, even if somebody was "turned queer" because of trauma, that is:
1. Not your business
2. Not something you should be interrogating them about, be you queer or otherwise (see point one)
Trauma is a deeply harrowing experience, and it's oftentimes something people don't want to share if they don't feel safe or comfortable. Creating environments where queer people have to both interrogate their queerness and defend themselves is simply hostile.
If somebody seemingly became queer after a traumatic event, what you do is support them. Likely the last thing that person needs is you barging in and demanding explanations and justifications before they're allowed to be queer and/or exist around you.
#queer#lgbt#lgbtq#trauma tw#and if they later decide they aren't queer or have a different queer identity they can do that when they are ready...#...which will likely not fit into the timeframe that you might expect...#...because healing is just as messy as trauma and queerness is as messy as cisheterosexuality#because being a person is messy and complicated and it takes time to figure out#again my problem is the entitlement and possession people have over *other peoples* identities and lives#maybe my tone is harsh but i just find this hard to show compassion because it's often deliberate...#...as in a deliberate action toward the person suspected of being 'queer after trauma'#and not going to lie a big component of queerness for many is rooted in trauma#because of the violence of homophobia of transphobia of queerphobia#because we often are closeted and hide who are and we hear and witness what people think about queerness#and that's just the tip of the iceberg. queerness is beautiful. queerness can also be painful.#it isn't always happy times to be queer and our trauma is important and we deserve to heal at our pace#we deserve compassion. we deserve to exist. we don't deserve to have to justify and explain and placate#we are also entitled to our individual stories. we deserve to tell them *if* we want to and to whom we want to tell them to#there are aspects of my own story i will never tell. because i want it to be *mine* and i think i deserve that control over *my* story
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The crowd goes mild ! ! 🍅 🍅 🍅
> Under cut talk<
So medium update on things, for anyone who glances at this post.
They’ve been mostly settled for now.
Reports filed n whatnot. We good.
I shan’t get too into it here cuz to be blunt, not something I entirely wanna discuss publicly further
But it’s, settled down for now.
I’ll be around again i guess (I know booo get off the stage tomato tomato tomato)
I’ll be doing things mildly different for a bit just as a precaution but.
It was settled. We are fine and safe. I exist on this platform once more 👍
Hope everyone has been well, happy to be able to like, view y’all’s work again.
So if I like spam stuff, apologies I’ll be trying to catch up when I am able/comfortable.
AND a thank you to everyone who left kind messages for me.
Checked up on my partner and I
Etc etc
I appreciate it greatly.
I don’t deserve kindness of that level but some of y’all still went above and beyond for us, so thank you ♥️
#ooc#mod jazzy#delete later#just cuz things r chill doesn’t mean I’m gonna instantly pretend it’s fine sO. I’ll be. around! that’s for certain#I’ll be taking it slow n at my own pace#not that it matters BUT figured I would explain myself and be fully transparent lmaO#BUT YES it’s been settled (as it can be) for now. Lest it pops up again
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why not simply crossdress?
damn. Cheritz always one step ahead
#i'd be more than willing to pull a mulan for him and rfa#saeran#mysme spoilers#lb#i bought days 1-3 so i can go at my own pace#even if noone cares i plan to post a compilation reaction post for each day#to be annoying and let out my sorrow and extreme stress that his ae provides#both him and v being back with rika have me going grey early#attacking characters isn't even an option either so like what does cheritz want from me#i was too busy yesterday and earlier today so i'll likely do it when nobody's online later bc i have garbage time management but we'll see
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HI JUST. SSENDING THIS IN QUICKLY
hi! so i’ve been staring at your art for like over a year now and just been being amazed by it and now i finally have a tumblr account so i wanted to send this in to say thank you!! your art was by far one of the hugest inspirations for me to keep working on my art and keep trying to get better and it also intensely fueled my bedman hyperfixation (which i still have) ^^ i would spend HOURS back in like april and may last year studying your art style and trying to figure out how to do poses and things like you did and i think it was one of the biggest steps that i took towards where my art has ended up today!
thank you for making all your gorgeous art!! it really encouraged me to keep trying with my art and studying and admiring your works helped me learn a lot! you’re super super cool, keep up the great work 🫶
HEY..!!! oh my god 😭💖💖 thank you so much!! this is one of the nicest things anyones said about my art Seriously i feel so touched right now 😭 im so happy…!!!
idek what to say i never thought someone would study my poses and such i always feel like my art is kind of stiff even when i put effort into it… i draw for fun so its not a big deal but sometimes im not happy with it… remember to always use references whenever you want (i never do this)
your art has developed so nicely into your own style also!! the poses are great and i love the facial expressions and coloring 🥺🥺 i can tell you work hard on it!! TYSM again for the message it really made my day!! lets both do our best to keep improving 💖💖
#IM LIKE.. STAND UP AND PACE AROUND MY ROOM TOUCHED BY THIS MESSAGE THANK YOU.. UUUUUU I FEEL LIKE CRYING (HAPPY)#SERIOUSLY i feel like a proud parent or somethting idk. except im not a parent im a hermit artist on tumblr.#THIS IS SO AWESOME im gonna explode. (happy)#IM SORRY.. I NEVER POST ANYMORE.. my own motivation has left me 😔😭 its hard but ill keep working hard too#i am also still in the bedman hyperfixation trenches btw LOL like 2 and a half years later#THANK UUU SO MUCH AGAIN! AND AGAIN! i forget that people perceive me online this made me smile happy joy
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guys is it crazy that i play otome games and then don’t actually do any of the romance content like i go into the dates function and i see the by ur side and the falling for u and the anecdotes like i’m not reading all that bruh just summarise it or smth
#give me like point form#like i sit thru the dates and i get bored halfway like#i think it just doesn’t work on me#delete later#omg the fucking 6 minute long like audio thingie???#GOOD FUCKING GOD BRO#i can’t even pay attention#i’ll take the reading over listening to an audio file tbh#at least i can read at my own pace
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ooooh i hope im back on track with the ganonbeck fic
#wrote a bunch yesterday! lots of. linebeck being stuck in his own mind and me trying to figure out pacing and like. what theyre doing#starting to chill with my worry abt ganondorf's chapter not having as much... character depth? as linebeck's#ganondorf is still very present in the second chapter and this is like my first time actually writing him in earnest#linebeck is practically my fucking muse of course writing him is going to be a lot smoother and with considerably more layers or w/e#aaagh. whatever. writing fic while i also have hw open bc at least having it open compels me to work on it pretty well i can do this#its a writing assignment and i can get myself into a proper writing mood by starting further work on the ganonbeck fic#salty talks#maybe delete later
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