#*BIG SIIIGH

[tickety-boooo]

drew a lil saucy azicrow and even censored it so i could post it, and it was immediately flagged by tumblr 🙃

why must everything be sanitized and pure and forbidden and omg no one's seen a nude body before, never mind a drawing of one.

sorry as an artist it upsets me. as a human it upsets me that everything is becoming even more regulated, specifically bodies and queerness and expression of the self.

[ilovebeatingmywife]

what a waste

[actualhumancryptid]

Another investigator.

Oh they're really just easing Kalinda out of the show aren't they?

Her entire thing on the show now has become background investigator 'I figured this out' stuff, and now you're taking that away too?

Or is New Investigator (I already forgot her name) here so Kalinda actually gets someone to react against, since it sure won't be Alicia sharing many of her scenes?

[coochie-sniffer3000]

look at my boy. STIMMING

[cross-d-a]

I haven’t reviewed my collection approvals in a while bc they’re a bitch to find on ao3 but I’ve been mulling over two requests for a while now bc I understand the spirit of the collection but it leaves a bitter taste in my mouth bc a lot of it is specific character bashing which I don’t enjoy or endorse but like- the requested fics do technically fit the collection and maybe if they were in there then ppl would click on my fics and realize..that characters..are nuanced…and don’t need to be bashed…and can be handled in a productive way….and actually have growth….idk maybe I’m thinking too hard about this

[running-in-the-dark]

thinking about him again (Jenkins). sigh.

[luxraydyne]

pop quiz what breed of childhood trauma borne neuroticism is it called when being condescended to on just the most neutral, limpid, nothing thoughts you express like you’re a little silly child, or “out of your depth”, or woefully misinformed, or just speaking on something you shouldn’t cause fuckin hell you’re doing it *wrong*, and with the most plainly obvious remark too, makes you want to chew on your own arm until you reach bone marrow

[singeryuri]

my beloveds accompanying me in some shape to various irl events. sighs dreamily

[mewharley]

to people who wear binders, doesn't your back hurt while wearing them??? because I have a sports bra and it hurts 💔, it's not as if it were too tight, I don't think so, but my back still hurts 😭😭😭😭😭 I wonder if it's normal 😔

[phagodyke]

ahhhh sunday evening blues 🙁

[angeltism]

remember when I was like "haha thank god only one nat.lan character is ever so slightly mecore"

[khuukhurii]

looks at earthmover yearningly

[hiodoshi-ao]

.

[yo9urt]

balaaaarrlrlalrlggh

[tyrannuspitch]

:/

i know it's entirely my own fault because a) i make no attempt to engage with the fandom on tumblr and b) every now and then i get paranoid and block all my followers. but.

it is kind of depressing to me that i can archive what little fanfiction i write and it can very easily find an audience and will remain easy to find indefinitely. but the literal hundreds of thousands of words of analysis i've written will sink without a trace. are currently sinking, in fact!

i mean i guess i could put some meta on ao3 lol. people do. but 1) it would still involve rewriting a lot of stuff, so it's not actually preserving what i've done, it's just redoing it all, and 2) that's not what 99% of ppl go to ao3 for, so ppl are still only gonna find it by accident. :/

[filmcel]

do u think if i beg hard enough my teacher will give me like 4 dollars so i can buy myself some lunch