#lets out a big doglike sigh. can anyone even hear me. well nevermind
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ahhhh sunday evening blues 🙁
#here we are again.....#lets out a big doglike sigh. can anyone even hear me. well nevermind#tldr wish i could experience being close to people without my fear of intimacy/vulnerability triggering my fight/flight/freeze reflex#but then again theres no point bc no one is remotely interested in crossing that bridge so ill never have to confront it anyway#i can settle for being unimportant and unwanted and unloved its ok at least i like myself. who needs to feel connection to other ppl.#siiigh. well at least i keep myself busy during the week so i dont have to think abt it n therefore dont have to experience Needs or Wants#and next weekend i guess ill find a way to keep myself busy then too so i dont stop and think and realise how sad i actually am. yay#anyway whatever. im gonna polish my boots then get ready for bed#.diaries
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